#im rying already

[xjeanmoreaux]

people i'd like to get to know better

tagged by darlin @rathockey

last song: first class by rainbow kitten surprise

favourite colour: green

last movie: gladiator 2

last tv show: supernatural

last thing i googled: the demon cycle book series

looking forward to: taking a trip with my niece in a couple weeks

current obsession: pottery

tagging: @saintmoss @cowboycart3r @lemmeaskthedevil @shyaudacity @thewolvesof1998 @zahlibeth @thelikesofus @diazsdimples @chronicowboy @absolutelybifurious

[milkweedman]

Whittled a spindle from a birch stick I found at a park earlier. First time getting to work with birch--it's really nice although I think this piece was a little old and had dried slightly too much for whittling, as it chipped a lot. But it spins in the palm well and I'm pretty happy with how it looks. Obviously the spalting is really nice although largely that's not something I have a hand in, other than trying to preserve it rather than cut it away. Every random stick I pick up to whittle has its own thing going on that I have to figure out how to work with if I can to make into a spindle. This one was hard, that's why I'm happy with it even though it's quite a strange and crooked spindle.

The reason I'm holding it in these angles is because it can't rest at these angles, it would roll or fall. This is often the case with my spindles because they are whittled, not lathed. Lathed spindles are uniform on all sides, whereas whittled spindles can be totally different shapes from each angle. So, the cross section of this one is an oval instead of a circle. It also twists at the midsection. I'm fairly certain I got the tip and point aligned, which is what's absolutely key. It will never spin balanced if they aren't aligned, the rest of it is of varying importance as far as I can tell xD. I've been spinning a little on it--it only tolerates very fine yarn (not something I have noticed with my other spindles) but spins incredibly fast and isn't particularly wobbly. I'll try to remember to update whether it becomes unstable with a significant cop on it--if so, that would make this more of a decorative piece. That's okay though, random sticks are free and I enjoy whittling, so occasionally making a spindle that I think is beautiful but not very functional isn't a problem.

The holes in it are from fire ants. Or at least, fire ants were living in them. I'm glad I didn't leave this in the car very long, they don't seem to have started leaving the stick before I disturbed them with my knife and then started knocking them out. I feel kind of bad for relocating them like that. I usually knock stuff out before I leave with it, I guess these ones were very deep, or I forgot.

Anyway, I hardly ever name my spindles but this one is the Crooked Steeple of The Fire Ants

Steeple for short.

Here is what it looked like initially, and much earlier in the day:

[slytherinshua]

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[graciousdragon]

"And should I be shocked now, by the last thing you said?

Before I pull this trigger, your eyes vacant and stained

And in saying you loved me made things harder, at best..."

in other words: fuck it we ball, i drew my AU version of Showtime Dawko with a palette colorpicked from the album cover of My Chemical Romance's "I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love" because the brainrot is real 👍

am i super proud of this? eh. but i also haven't drawn digitally in literal months (thanks college) and if i'm gonna get back to it then i gotta start somewhere and i never post art anywhere so uh. i might as well now!

i still love Glitching Fates so much don't worry it is still on my mind 24/7 but unfortunately i almost never have time to dedicate to talking about it and also i am. Very Bad at putting my thoughts into words lmao

this is actually kinda lore tho. btw. lol. :]

[bare1ythere]

help trying to prepare visas and other practical stuff for an exchange term with the deadline so close is the most stressful thing I've done in a long time

[munch-mumbles]

got a voicemail saying they need to talk about my lab results when i just got my blood drawn yesterday instead of just waiting until the lab followup appointment like last time. Gulp

[writersdiscouragment-blog]

"You're an idiot."

"Hello to you too, Ryan." Oliver grumbled while making a pot of coffee. It was still early, barely 7 and he hardly gotten any sleep. The plan was to sleep in since call time wasn't till the next day, but Oliver wasn't used to sleeping past 6 during weekdays.

"I saw your interview. Bro, you need to be careful. You and Lou already have fans thinking you're a couple for real."

Oliver rolled his eyes. It was a fair warning, although he was used to fans thinking he and Ryan were a couple. In comparison, the tweets about him and Lou were a drop in the ocean.

"Considering I still have psychotic fans dm-ing me about cheating on you even before the interview, I don't think there's much I can do right or wrong at this point." Oliver pointed out, he busied himself by letting Jade and Bear out to the backyard.

He heard Ryan let out a gruff sigh, "Look, I know you're doing this social media block or whatever, but now they're scouting out our location while we're out filming. I just don't want you to get harassed or whatever by some fans who thinks that buddie is real and decides to make it your problem. It's bad enough they think you talk to them through your photos."

Oliver grimaced at that, he knew fame came with cons- he was just having a hard time wrapping his head around the fact that so many people thought they had an actual relationship with him.

Half of them didn't know he was even British.

"I appreciate the warning, I'm sure Lou does as well but i dont think its gonna make any difference. We both seen how some people take it too far. Im off twitter for that reason." Oliver made his usual cup of coffee and got started on the second cup, poking his head in his fridge to see if he had what was needed to make banana pancakes.

"Yeah, but not Lou. He's still getting hounded so just ease up on the heart eyes, he gets enough death threats as it is. I doubt he needs to deal with fans thinking he's in a relationship with you, the guy is still single. Don't hurt his chances now."

Oliver honestly couldn't figure out if Ryan was joking or not, but he figured it didn't hurt to be a smart ass while having such a dumb conversation. "Are you saying he could do better than me? Ryan, I'm hurt."

He could almost imagine Ryan rolling his eyes at him. "Way better, Oli."

"You dick." Oliver heard foot steps coming his way. "Look, Ryan, I appreciate the warning. I'll try to calm down the heart eyes okay?"

"Thank you. That's all I ask, you and Lou don't need that drama if the show keeps Buck and Tommy together."

"Agreed." Oliver didn't jolt at the warm hands and arms wrapping along his middle under his shirt. "Talk soon, man?"

"Yeah, later."

Oliver disconnected the call and turned around to see a very tired Lou, his hair sticking up in curly tuft and a good amount of stubble over his jaw.

"Morning." Oliver could already feel his face heat up as Lou pulled him closer to kiss.

"I thought the plan was to sleep past 8 am for once." Lou complained petulantly. He nuzzled his face unto the crook of Oliver's neck, his words causing Oliver to let out a huff of a laugh, "We should be in bed, you should be spooning me right now."

Oliver carded his fingers through Lou's hair, "I'm sorry. I couldn't sleep, figured I could just make us breakfast instead."

That didn't seem to appease Lou at all, the older man continued to hug Oliver as Oliver tried to make pancakes for them. "Who was that? On the phone?" Lou asked sleepily.

"Ry." Oliver petted Lou's head again before grabbing a bowl and bananas. "He wanted to give me a heads up, or a warning I guess?"

That had Lou wake up a bit. "A warning? About the show or something else?"

Oliver sighed, "Both? I guess. Apparently I keep blushing when I talk about you to the point where some people are asking if we're a couple." Oliver couldn't help but laugh as he felt Lou smile into his neck.

"Imagine that. Us?" Lou feigned disgust, his nose scrunching up that Oliver couldn't help but find adorable. "Good heavens no."

"Shut up." Oliver swatted his arm, "He just doesn't want either of us to go through what he and I went through."

Lou let out a soft hum, watching Oliver intently. "I know we agreed to keep things between us, did you want us to be more discreet?" Truth be told, Lou was under the impression he was doing a good job at distancing himself from Oliver but not the show or Tevan. He had seen what Oliver had gone through and didn't want to add to it.

"No...I mean." Oliver took a deep breath in and out. "I don't know to be honest?" He admitted, he relaxed and leaned into Lou. "I didn't realize I was being that obvious when talking about you." He felt himself flush again as Lou kissed his neck and then cheek.

"I'm not complaining. I like the fact that I have that affect on you." Lou mumbled into Oliver's neck. "It's selfish, but I like that people can tell that I make you happy. I can make you smile that Lou smile."

Oliver let out an annoyed groan, "I do not have a Lou smile." He had given up on making the pancakes, enjoying just being swayed and kissed by his boyfriend.

"Fine." Lou conceded without any fuss. He kissed Oliver on the lips, they were meant to be short quick pecks but Oliver turned in Lous hold so that he could chest to chest with Lou, grabbing his hips as he deepened the kiss.

Oliver wasn't sure who pulled away first, but his grip on Lou's hips tightened. "Okay," he sighed, kissing Lou again who just hummed and waited for Oliver to continue, "Maybe I do have a Lou smile. Is that so bad?"

Lou smiled into the next kiss, enjoying how Oliver seemed to just give into the kiss and his holds "No, I don't think it is."

Besides, Lou thought Oliver's "Lou smile" went along with his "Looking at Oliver eyes" well.

[acourtofbooksandinsanity]

HEAR YE, HEAR YE ITS THEORY TIME !!

i think this is gonna be a two part post because im so tired and this is what i could come up with for now. i’ll post part 2 sometime tomorrow!! (once again everything is up for discussion, feel free to say your theories in the comments!!)

PART 1: who’s the new brother?

chapter 65 from xaden’s pov starts of with xaden being at the canyon south of Draithus, sgaeyl is injured, we find out panchek was a traitor blah blah blah then xaden says “the bond between berwyn and i is the kind that shouldn’t exist” which i already have a short post for here. then he mentions the unconscious dragon behind everyone and how betrayed he feels that this new brother would willingly turn venin after seeing him struggle for 5 months. there are a lot of theories as to who this new brother is and i know its bodhi, ill explain why it’s him and i’ll try to prove why it isn’t the other options i’ve heard

1. garrick: now i can’t exactly disprove this bcs the only reason i dont think its garrick is because theres more evidence for it being bodhi but yes during imogen’s pov he is described as tired and also says himself that he doesn’t have enough power which would lead one to believe that he could be it but i dont think theres enough proof.

2. aaric: um i dont know why people think this, him and xaden were never close enough that xaden would feel this betrayed and heartbroken by him turning venin and idk i just feel like its a dead end

3. brennan: i dont even want to explain how poopoo caca this theory is. he didn’t even find out xaden was venin until a few days maybe weeks prior to this fight so um yeah no 🙂

4. why it IS bodhi:

mention of an unconscious dragon in xaden’s pov —> in imogen’s pov she mentions seeing bodhi’s dragon having a hole in his right wing

bodhi is in a constant state of “i dont want to rule tyrrendor, im gonna fight with you, you cant stop me” they even get into an argument in Aretia (i think?) about it. he just wants to support and help xaden with whatever he does. i remember seeing in an interview when someone asked RY what drinks the fw characters would get and she said that xaden would get a beer and bodhi would get a beer because xaden got one which further proves my point. so him turning venin just to not be alone and be with and help xaden doesnt seem too far fetched to me

after bodhi got sent away by violet bcs he wasnt strong enough to counter theophanies storm signet in chapter 64 the tornado theophanie sent out suddenly dies and violet assumes she stopped it so that she made it harder for her to wield. i think bodhi channeled at that moment making him powerful enough to counter theophanie’s signet and clear up the sky. hes also seen retching towards the end of chapter 63 could be the overwhelming power after channeling for the first time

also wouldn’t bodhi just be made duke after xaden leaves if he was completely fine? why would xaden go through whole process of getting married to violet during a battle unless he absolutely had to (bodhi also turned venin).

@violentdelightshavevioletends

(if anyone wants to be tagged in the next one lmk!!)

[paiges-1vur]

welcome to the party… as always enjoy loves <3 (pt. 1/4)

Friday 9:00 pm

I looked at myself in the mirror, my jaw dropping immediate as I turned to my proud best friend. My roommate Riley looked down at me.

“What do you think!” she asked smiling ear to ear.

Despite being somewhat of a girly girl, I never had a good sense of style. (thats where Riley comes in). Tonight when I heard we were going out to the bars I decided to let her get me ready. Turning back to the mirror I saw my long golden brown hair straightened reaching almost past my butt. My hair has always been one of my favorite things about me. She had also done my makeup, and had gone for a soft glam which suited me well. i never looked good with lots of makeup on. If anything i feel more confident without any at all.

“Do you the think the skirt is too much?” Riley says, snapping me back into reality. I scan my outfit. Im wearing the infamous “is this too much for a little bar in jersey..” top and i laugh to myself. Riley paired it with a jean mini skirt. Emphasis on mini.

“I like it” I smile up at her. Despite my smile sees right through me.

“But what” she asks, anticipating my reply.

“Don’t you you think i look like a..” I trail off, “a whore?” Don’t get me wrong i loved the outfit, but being blessed as a C cup and having a good ass on me made me worried about what people would think if they saw me in this outfit. I loved playing volleyball at Uconn, and being one of the shortest players to go D1 at 5”1. It was one of my biggest accomplishments.

Im not one to brag but I do have a pretty good body. I have a toned stomach from hours of being im the gym, and a good ass from weight training with my teammates. I just didnt want anybody to get the wrong idea about me based off of my outfit.

“Ana, dont worry about it. If anyone has something to say about the way you look tonight, then they can talk to me first.” Riley reassured me. Her confidence is something i only wish i could have. I took a deep breath and gave her a hug.

“Thans ry. By the way i love this outfit. 10/10, chefs kiss.” I do a little spin for her showing a full 360 of the outfit.

Riley hypes me up before grabbing my hand and taking me into the kitchen of our small apartment. Its not much, but its nice to live off campus. I watch her grab the fireball from the kitchen counter as she flashes me a smile.

as shes pouring me a shot i secretly pray to not get alcohol poisoning tonight. Tonight was one of the biggest going out days at Uconn, especially because the woman’s basketball team had just won the big east tournament. I wonder if the team would be out at teds tonight.

“Ready?” I get pulled out of my delusion to see Riley handing me the shot. I throw it back and immediately feel the burning in my throat reaching for a caprisun as a chaser.

“Shit its 9:30 already and we cant miss the pre game come on!” Riley grabs me by the hand and rushes us out the door.

____________

“Who’s dorm are we going to again?” I ask basically screaming over the Drake blasting in Rileys car.

“Remember that girl Azzi I had cognitive science with?” She looks at me. “Her and some of her friends are going to Teds tonight too and invited us to pregame with them.”

I feel anxiety wash over me. “But Riley she doesn’t even know me! And you know how i get… I’m not good at socializing or meeting new people.”

“Don’t worry she told me i could bring a friend, and shes exited to meet you and introduce you to her friends. I promise it’ll be fun, they are all nice girls.”

We park next to her building, getting out of the car to walk up to her dorm together.

I fix my hair and bit my lip anxiously waiting for Azzi to answer the door. What am i getting myself into?

__________

[xjeanmoreaux]

made a fuckass bunch of calls today that ive been putting off for about a month. ya boy is tired.

[theghoulboysblog]

hi aly!!! u should talk about ryan 🥺 i wanna hear 🫶🏽

AWWW THANK YOU VEE :))) ur the sweetest! i will always take the opportunity to be a little insane and parasocial about ryan :)

i’ve already talked about this another post, and it usually comes up whenever i talk about ry, but i truly love his personality and how kind-hearted and gentle he is. he really is such a lovely dude. like, the way comforts shane in the rare instances when shane gets nervous just warms my heart. or the way he goes out of his way to compliment shane without any sort of shame or hesitation?!? it’s just so sweet!!! like he truly went from “no homo bro” to being the picture of secure masculinity and it’s just so cool to see :)

i also really like how funny he is. he’s SO fucking funny. like, all the time. even the way he strings sentences together is super funny to me. i don’t know ig i just love his mind and the way it works. like most times it’s not even what he says, but the nonchalant way he says it. he’s just effortlessly hilarious to me idk?!? :)

i also love how “stereotypical” guy coded he is. HEAR ME OUT. this is kind of an odd thing, but it’s the culture that i grew around so it’s so familiar. mari talked about how she walked into ryan’s apartment during the early days of their relationship and there were 10 guys playing smash bros on air mattresses and how it was such a culture shock, but weirdly enough, that’s the opposite of a culture shock for me lmfao. that’s the vibe i grew up around. so i find it comforting that he’s a sporty, video game playing, kinda “stereotypical” guy cause honestly most men i meet are like that. and the men that i know like that are also very pro equality and pro queer, just like ryan, so it’s always such a warm and welcoming thing to see for me because I feel like that’s not what’s expected from very sporty men :)

also he’s a respectful man who is so loving towards people. like, how can you hate that??? he has taken the time to speak out about human rights issues so many times. he’s pro queerness. he’s very vocally anti trump. he is so kind and respectful to the women that he is around. this is all bare minimum but like :) ya love to see it :) especially when so many celebrities right now are being accused of heinous things. it’s nice to see somebody who’s not evil in the media.

and on top of that, he’s always so willing to talk about his emotions. he’s always extremely open and honest with the audience, even when it means being vulnerable. I feel like people don’t give him credit for how much trust he has built with the audience he has. like, if anyone were to betray their audience, i genuinely believe that ryan would be the LAST person to do so. like i really don’t think he has a evil bone in his body.

i also think he’s so smart and creative and talented. every now and then he’ll say something and I’m just like “wow you are so smart. i hate that people call you dumb all the time because of ur beliefs 😭” like he’s just so well spoken and simply fucking intelligent and it’s really such a shame that some people have labeled him the way that they have. like guys please he’s not dumb he just believes in ghosts and aliens okay 😔🙏 BELIEVE ME 😭

also, he’s SO talented. when you think about it, he started up unsolved, one of the most popular shows buzzfeed has ever had, completely by himself. like, he came up with the idea and followed through with it and MADE IT a REALITY!!!! HE DESERVES SO MUCH CREDIT LIKE HE CREATED THE SHOW OMFG IM SO PROUD OF HIM AHHHHH :))) sweet baby ryan who was just trying to make it in the entertainment industry, and was so scared he would fail, will forever have all my love :)

and also like?!? i think he’s so cool?!?! like, what else am i supposed to think about a man who literally was a slider and made his own halloween mazes out of pvc that were SO BIG cops had to regulate them?!? a man who is a huge movie head and knows everything about horror films?!? a man who knows encyclopedic knowledge about THEME PARKS LIKE OMG. i’m literally in love with him what the FUCK. like he literally sounds like the gentle sporty-but-also-secretly-nerdy love interest in a coming of age film that’s best friends with the mc 😭

LIKE HE EVEN DRESSES COOL. ALL THE TIME HE SAYS HE HAS NO STYLE BUT LIKE WTF HE LITERALLY DRESSES SO CUTE LIKE WHAT?!?! HIS BUTTON UPS?!! HIS HORROR TEES?!? HIS FUCKIN BEANIES?!?!??!?? LIKE DONT PMOOO!!!

like i don’t know what to say, he’s just so cozy boyfriend coded idk i just love him so bad :( <3

[ringmaster-pixie]

pixie’s oc sheet! (Ooc post)

(Childhood pixie and normal pixie)

Ringmaster Pixie’s

Character bio

Name: Pixie [REDACTED]

Age: 13- but im mature!.. enough!!

Birthday: 1/24

Quote: “Im practically an adult. And I bet I make more money than you anyways so ZIP IT! Anyways time to go sing wicked! HUUAAHAAOAOA-🎶”

Job: PFC’s ringmaster, [REDACTED]

VC: Spinel (or me)

Theme Song: My ordinary life / Fine

Note: Her vision is… odd. (Ever played regretevator? The static mode on the spectator view is how she sees the world!)

Species: Human? Why is this even a question :p

Scent: popcorn and chocolate. Also somehow she smells like pure joy? Don’t question it.

Catchphrase: “Okily-Dokily!” or “HOWDY!”

Nicknames: Pix, pixie dustie, beaver, pixie dustie justin beaver, circus lady

[REDACTED]: Gina Dystru Morley (deceased)

Father: Archibald “Archie” Morley (deceased)

Little Brother: Joseph “Joey” Morley (deceased)

“Uncle” (not actually related): @priest-gabriel

Adoptive moms: @rosedawolf @themanedbish

Childhood BFF: Lola Perrlev (deceased)

“Therapist”: Dr. T. Christian (deceased)

Employees: @theunkindnature, Lorelei, @crossroadsguitarist, Elida, Harunii

BFF: @acrobat-harunii :3

Friends: EVERYONE!.. I hope!

???: @its-weird-el

From a young age, pixie was always… different. She had a wild imagination, much like any other child, but to her, imagination was reality. She believed this made up world in her head was true, and that she was ▉t▉▉d. 

Behavior like this OBVIOUSLY concerned her parents, so they hired a therapist. He prescribed an orange drink of medicine, which would get rid of her hallucinations and daydreams. But she wouldn’t let that happen. 

While Pixie was dealing with being forced to take the medication, her mom was seeing the therapist too… but in a different way. She had already hated the both of them enough, but this had done it. She told her dad, who didn’t know how to react. But her mom knew how. She filed for divorce against him, and won custody over Pixie and her little brother. The one adult pixie trusted, gone. 

Every day, despite the medicine, her visions and beliefs grew stronger. Her mother was enraged. She made sure Pixie would know what to truly believe in, one way or another. This wasn’t fair. She wouldn’t drink the medicine, she wouldn’t live without her dad, she wouldn’t believe what she was told, and she wouldn’t do this anymore. She couldn’t. 

Something had changed within her. She felt different. Possessed by anger. Something was not the same. And it never would be again. (Please get the reference)

In a fit of rage, she ▉▉▉ the glass medicine jar on ▉▉▉▉s h▉d, knocking her unconscious. Then she m▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉e same way she did. Broken. But right as she was done, she was caught red-han▉▉▉▉▉▉▉oy in red. There cou▉▉▉▉▉▉nesses. Nor ▉▉▉ of her ▉▉. And no o▉▉▉▉▉d either bod▉ she made sure of it. 

Her the▉▉▉ was next. She sho▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉hroat by th▉▉▉le, around 42. By the e▉▉▉▉o no one’s avail, he didn’t ma▉▉▉▉▉▉▉t he got for taking away her ▉. 

▉▉▉▉▉. Why didn’t he ▉▉? Why di▉▉▉▉ry harder? Why w▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉ixie’s memory? And even if he’s done no▉▉▉▉▉▉e deserves to be put out ▉▉▉▉isery. Or so she th▉ght. But finally. It w▉▉▉▉▉stice. 

As she wa▉p▉▉▉▉▉ody in a field behind her ▉▉▉, she jump▉▉▉▉▉▉nd of a ▉▉ barkin▉▉▉▉▉iliar voice telling▉▉▉er best friend.

She coul▉▉▉▉▉uldn’t! Sh▉ shouldn’t… 

But she had to.

▉▉▉one. Her whole li▉▉▉▉▉der, and now miles away. After she took ca▉▉▉▉ so-called ”▉▉▉”, she ra▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉r and further an▉▉▉er into the woods. Setti▉▉▉▉▉▉blaze, with fire ma▉▉▉▉▉ure rage. They m▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉nothing, so sh▉▉de them becom▉▉▉▉. The smoke ▉▉▉▉▉▉▉p to her, but i▉▉sn’t long befor▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉▉p▉▉andoned c▉us. 

A circus she’d claim as her own.

It was right out of her imagination. It was perfect. It’s almost like her dreams were coming true.

OOC: Thank you for reading! Her lore will be made into games soon once I get a computer!… and learn how to code. I already have the basic ideas down and I kinda know how to code so it won’t be THAT hard… right? Haha. Ha. Anyways I hope you enjoy!! If you have any questions feel free to ask me and let me know! My main blog is @p1x13p1x13p1x13

fun fact! Most things have double/deeper meanings ;]

also there’s a hidden message woah

updated 1/17/25

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NON-RELATED OCS/OTHER IMPORTANT STUFF:

[buddieisgoingcanon25]

Oliver already call the fandom out and wasn´t called homophobic. If Ryan had said "there photos for everyone", the "homophobe" word would´ve run miles around. Im not even going into the whole MW situation. Another situation, Ry gave us the BUDDIE name, talked about sharing fanfiction, but people still put the doubt on buddie on him, never on Oli, even before bi buck. The balance between Ry and Oli was never the same

Very true. I wish we could all just be grateful to Oliver and Ryan for giving us what we’ve been given thus far and hoping for much greater things happening in 8B.

[saintsforgirlsband]

What is each of the band mates breakfast food of choice… I need to know for science.. 👁️

( also I love s4g so so much I’m indoctrinating all of my friends into getting into it.. my evil plans are working and most of them have taken the quiz already… 🫶🫶 )

literally such an important question, thank you

ry: waffles (the more toppings, the better) vincent: (everything) bagel with cream cheese and lox jas: huevos rancheros frankie: fried eggs and well done toast ("why mess with what's perfect") cass: grilled blueberry muffins, extra butter

and thank you hehe, im glad you and your friends are enjoying the band <33

[ijumpbridges]

random request because I just thought of it, what if Baby!Reader was being taken care of by 106 or 096 or 173 or 049 or 035? How good are they with children??

Baby!reader

Alr pal imma just go with all, since you can’t choose.

(Ft. 035,049,096,106,173)

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035:

It is already obvious he can be someone who is good at taking cares of kids full time, but he can do part time of it.

Changing dipers no

Can’t stand the crying

Can’t handle erratic behaviors

If you didn’t start crying he wouldn’t know you were hungy

Can barely cook, so baby food is just normal-ish food

He can take care of you

He can entertain you

But it comes with many cost, that’s why the foundation separate you from them

One time you pulled the fire alarm, another time you got keycards for you and him to escape

049:

If CPS was a thing around the foundation, they had turn around on you with the abuse that you have to go through because 049 keeps trying to cure you.

At first it all went very well

Althgouh had thsi weird habbut on cheking up on you, rather like a doctor than a parent to make sure you weren’t ‘sick’

It was very sad that they had to separate you from him.

Because you sneeze and it drove him mad enough tot ry to cure you.

He was tackled down and you weren’t taken from him, and he was even screaming your name and how he needed to cure you.

He was the perfect parent, even with this crazy side, but he is, but he still is not fully suited to be so.

096:

No way you surviving unless you are a blind baby.

He cannot feed you

But he can protect you.

He is very strong and does

Separating you from him was actually difficult

He took a liking of you and it almost cause a breach

Separation anxiety rising to the roof

From time to time the foundation separates you from them so they can properly take care of you and then bring you back to him.

No longer than like 3-4 hours.

He could cuddle or move around you when you’re sleeping.

106:

He cannot even stand being near, im sorry.

He will aduct from time to time.

Bring you toys or things too.

But when you are crying he is not approaching you.

He would freak out the doctors and everyone in the foundation on purpose just for you to be found either giggling or sleeping around in the hallway.

Watches you when you are asleep in your room.

He doesn’t touch you because he is afraid of harming you (liquid thing that he has)

He brags you by your clothes.

173:

He plays with you.

He moves around while you climb on top of him

He shows you around the facility

He protects you from danger, but not for a lot to fight off other types of danger.

Mtf be picking you up and leave you away from them.

Its always the randomest thing happen when you are with them.

Dr. Clef is the thing that they make you stay away from and the thing that chases you both.

They haven’t snap your neck yet, or at least you haven’t die because of it, but they only did one or had at least try once.

[embodyingchaos]

ive tried searching Michael cera x reader and nothing shows up but you :( please write about him I'm begging 🙏

❥ i feel you on this one, nobody ever writes about him! i'm not sure if you want something for the actor or one of his characters but i've decided to write about the man himself! AND IM SORRY THIS IS REALLY LATE AND REALLY SHORT AAAAAA

on-set, off-set pairing: michael cera x actor!fem!reader genre: fluff, established relationship warnings: none, just goofyness, BUT THIS IS VERY UNEDITED word count: 538

with her brown hair swishing from side-to-side, she strutted into the scene in her purple and blue glittery swimsuit. “hi barbie!” she greeted the other blondes and brunettes scattered across the sandy beach. “hi barbie!” “hi barbie!” “oh my god, popstar barbie..” a tiny whisper said, making her turn towards the quiet sound. “h-hey barbie!” the voice was coming from a redhead she didn’t realise stood next to her the entire time. “oh, hey allan!” she replied as he nervously giggled.

“cut!” a voice yelled out causing the cameras to stop filming. the barbie placed her hands on her hips and leaned towards the one and only allan. “that was already so much fun.” she told him, grinning. “it was. too bad the others are going to have to film on different days though, huh?” allan’s actor, michael, stretched as he talked to his girlfriend of two years.

greta walked towards the two, “good job, guys! it was exactly how i imagined it.” she smiled at the couple, “for the next scene, i was thinking you could move nearer to the barbies before ken tries to impress stereotypical barbie?” she asked y/n who only nodded, “oh yeah, sure!” “great.” greta walked away from them to converse with the crew for the next scene.

michael took in the scenery of the set for a bit as they waited for the rest of the cast to arrive. ryan was one of the first ones there. “hey, ry.” the girl greeted him, waving. “hey, lovebirds.” he teased, wiggling his eyebrows. “how’s it going?” “going great! filmed that hi barbie scene for our part.” “mmm, bet it’s going to turn out great.” he gushed, crossing his arms.

“we hope so.” michael said, watching the rest of the cast walk into the studio.

the two had coincidentally been casted in the same movie without each other’s knowledge, which was hard to understand at first until they explained it in an interview after the movie had just been released.

“actually,” y/n started, “i’d gotten cast around 2020 and kept it a secret from basically everyone because i really wanted it to be a surprise, like nobody knew at all! until i showed up on the first day of filming and saw this guy!” she nudged her boyfriend’s rib and he laughed. “it seemed as though we had similar ideas on surprises because i got casted really last minute and so when i heard of the role i immediately thought ‘oh, y/n’s gonna freak out when she watches this movie and sees me there.’ then what do i know? she’s standing on set in her popstar barbie costume.” michael scoffingly laughed as the rest of the cast chuckled along.

“so, how is it working on set with your partner? any interesting quarrels that might have happened?” the interviewer asked and they shared a look. “nope. totally none.” “yeah, we have a very professional relationship on the job, i’d say.” their comments make greta snort, “they banter quite a lot on set, actually.” she jabbed, “very distracting.” ryan shook his head, “tut tut. how unprofessional.” he commented, making the others giggle.

michael and y/n only smile, how can they deny the truth?