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fagtainsparklez · 1 year
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im writing an au that is supposed to include everyone in the dsmp. but i am a humble enjoyer and dont know about lots of characters, purpled included. can i get a guidebook to writing cpurpled? any tropes to avoid, motivations you see people getting wrong, etc?
okay so. purpled is Interesting bc there's a lot of depth to his character in the sense that he himself is not self-aware of his own actions/wants, making for there being three purpleds: the purpled that he shows to others, the purpled he feels he is, and the true purpled he himself isn't even fully aware of. and depending on how deep you wanna explore into his character, that third one likely won't even come into play, because that is more of an instance of a character study/purpled-centric piece, but i'll go over it anyways, just in case! splitting this into parts below the cut to make categorizing things a bit easier :]
first, the basics:
purpled has a very. unique way of talking. in serious moments, he's calm, collected, and intimidating, and will act like you'd expect a broody teenaged mercenary to. most of the time, though, his speech pattern is the world's most ungodly mixture of teenage boy and starving victorian orphan.
in fight or flight, he chooses fight 100% of the time, even if that fight is not immediate.
purpled only cares about a handful of things: self-preservation, his image, and money. this doesn't necessarily mean he won't do "good" things, just that his motives are less about saving people and more about advancing his own agenda. during the red banquet, for example, he only saved the attendants because he was paid to. eret called him a hero for it, but it was nothing more than a matter of who paid more. his morals are extremely skewed,
but he's not inherently malicious. he's indifferent. his actions are logical, not emotional, so despite harming others for his own gain, he typically holds no ill-will towards them. for example, the wiki cites that he and bad have a negative relationship for betraying the eggpire during the banquet, but in reality, purpled really doesn't see bad in anything but a neutral way. there are very few people he holds either positive or negative emotions towards, as his default state is indifferent, but willing to go along with the other person's emotions if they pay enough.
the only people he does feel a semblance of strong emotions towards are: hannah, boomer, ponk, tubbo, jack, and quackity. he has positive personal relationships with hannah, boomer, ponk, and tubbo, seeing them as genuine friends. additionally, ponk, tubbo, and jack are fellow businessmen, which he very much admires. quackity, of course, is the one person on the list he has overtly negative feelings towards, something that possibly extended towards slime after the ln finale, as well. he has an Odd relationship with tommy in the sense that they're somewhat rivals, but not in the usual fandom sense where "oh they secretly care about each other because they're sworn rivals". purpled would sell tommy to satan for a single cornchip and not even blink. there's also dogchamp, his dog, which is i think the one True attachment he's ever had on the server.
business is very important to him! purpled only really cares to talk to people who he sees on a similar intellectual level as him, and business is the closest way to his heart, as seen with his relationship with ponk.
anyone he doesn't see on his level is "lesser". this is specifically highlighted with his viewpoint on slime, as he sees slime as nothing but a child who can't fend for himself and has to rely on quackity for everything. this viewpoint is, obviously, extremely untrue, because purpled is an unreliable narrator in every sense of the word.
he's very smart and extremely capable. if he sets his mind to something, he Will accomplish it through any means necessary, even at the cost of others.
he is also. just sillie. at least around those he trusts or is pretending to allow to get close to him (like fundy in ln). he pulls stupid pranks for stupid prizes. he's just a boy that really loves his dog. he's the server's strongest warrior yet he runs screaming from boomer because they threatened to child-leash him. do not be afraid to make him a freak (because trust me he Is one)
some deeper stuff! all of these things are unspoken, and things he himself is not aware of. a dive into his subconscious thoughts, if you will. if you're writing something deeper with him, these are things i recommend alluding towards/highlighting, but in a sense that only the audience is aware of. they're not things that should be Explicitly Stated, at least not by him/his pov. purpled has little to no true self-awareness, and when he does have moments of introspection, he Still manages to fuck that up, which i'll be getting into
purpled does not really feel any negative emotions other than rage and spite. or, more accurately, he doesn't let himself feel anything other than rage or spite. when lamenting about his loneliness on the server, he immediately spins it into a revenge plot, believing it'll be solved as soon as he gets his just desserts. he does feel and process positive emotions, it's just negative ones he pushes aside for the sake of anger.
this is because, inherently, purpled does not believe he is in the wrong. ever. everything is always the fault of others, which is why he results to anger, because that's what happens when he pushes blame onto other people. he doesn't ever accept that his actions can be detrimental to himself, and that his issues are always the fault of others. for example, he believes that the reason his legacy on the server was "ruined" was because of quackity's intervention. while quackity's destruction of his ufo certainly didn't help, purpled's core issue was himself. his own self-isolation is what started the downfall of his legacy, and his continued isolation is what sealed its fate.
his inability to process his true emotions/wants makes him very prone to self-sabotage, although he believes the path he chooses is the right one. due to quackity's intervention, he believes that he wants a legacy to have power and to be remembered. when he laid out his issues, however, his biggest hang-up was that "if he asked people on the server to name three things about him, none of them could". deep down, what he wanted was a sense of connection, of building a legacy through the bonds formed with others, but he was unable to realize that.
he's so fucking stupid. all of this is me trying to say he's a fucking idiot. he has the emotional capacity of a pet rock with angry eyebrows drawn onto it. he's hypocritical and not even aware of it. i don't think he has the emotional ability to know what hypocrisy is.
the most important thing, though, is to not woobify him into the "manipulated minors" trope. purpled was not manipulated, and although his age plays into the tragedy of his character on a meta-level, it has no true importance to his actions/story. and although i gush about him a lot, and there are reasons to why he acts the way he does, he is not a good person. i can explain why he does what he does all i want, but at his core he is flawed and antagonistic. that's what makes him so good!! he is not a good person, he knows he's not a good person, and unless he's purposefully playing that role in order to deceive someone, he doesn't pretend to be one, and is up-front with others about that fact.
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i call this one: Deconstructed Franklydear
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b4kuch1n · 1 year
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fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot
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kinaesthetiqueer · 2 months
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The First Bite
At long, long, long last, here we are! The climax of her pulse in my throat's first arc! ID in alt text, as always. bonus behind the scenes and screaming under the cut.
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Y'ALL MIND IF I JUST SCREAM BECAUSE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
this is the point at which i knew i was doomed. this is the fucking scene that did me in. this is the one that made me go: ah fuck lads, it's goin in the wip folder
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"because i think it would be funny" GIRL (GENDER NEUTRAL) IT'S TOO LATE YOU'RE DOOMED BY THE SIREN CALL OF THE AU
a day later i said "the brainworms are strong with this one. outline is 4k and ten chapters and counting"
four days later i started drawing this scene. pretty much immediately got side tracked by school though.
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(the 10 hours was mostly the background, because i had forgotten foreshortening and perspective and had to relearn) but the first time i was off both work and school? slammed down caffeine and finished it.
anyways i've had this drawing done since late november of 2023, so i need you to understand how UNWELL i've been furiously writing to get to this point and i am SO fucking stoked. i've neither drawn nor written this much in years and i am having SO much fun. sjfdnsfjknsfj
thank you for enjoying this timeline of my descent into ssvau madness. :D see you in ch 21!
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lordsardine · 2 months
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harbinger voice lines..............
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420technoblazeit · 9 months
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As someone who is into both homestuck and spn in less a story/character sense and more a worldbuilding interesting sense: Learning about quadrants more in depth is going to do so many things to your spn shipping and personally i think itll be hilarious to watch you learn new ways to be mentally ill about these guys
please for the love of god. im already so fuckign unwell about all of them i wont b able to take it
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perilegs · 14 days
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yeah i love happy transgender characters but sometimes i personally crave the catharsis of seeing some transgender suffering similar to what i have felt and this post is going to be me rambling (and by rambling i mean spamming screenshots) about the house in fata morgana and discussing vague spoilers bc i have to get at least some of these worms out of my brain before i can sleep. this will be very long and make 0 sense so i dont expect anyone to read it all but if you do im sorry and i love you. also theres going to b transphobia and dysphoria and being super edgy and broody
first of all this man gets outed to the love of his life as transgender and
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being rejected for it and ive had my fair share of being outed and my god. rereading makes me feel like gnawing my arm off. are you seeing this.
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and. ok not not to be mr mommy issues on main here but this guy doesn't have a great relationship with his mom. im referring to him as this guy bc his name is kind of a spoiler probably i think so bear with me. anyways. his mother has and will always see him as her beautiful little girl. this guy is just trying to live his life and. my god. my ramble is going to be nothing but screenshots but like im currently so unwell about the frequency this game resonated with my soul with
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i know this will seem like the most boring edgy and gloomy transgender guy who suffers too much to a lot of people but you have to understand that i love suffering and have a difficult relationship with myself and some around me. i am being so fuckign cringe and exposing my ass a bit too much here over something that seems mediocre to a lot of people but the way this is all written just. makes me feel a lot. lets look at this guy's childhood
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this guy transforming from a girl into a man and looking into the mirror and saying "This... is me..." people looking into a mirror and seeing themselves is a trope that will never get old. to me.
meeting his less than supportive family after transitioning:
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this is just going to be screenshots im a bit unwell about. there's one part im especially unwell about but it's too big of a spoiler to get into but a spoiler free way of saying it is this guy's mother caused like the biggest dysphoria moment of the century to him and spent several lines describing every single one of his feminine features. that's insane. i cant believe they wrote it. i mean yeah this is a game full of tragedy but! ouch!
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this next one isnt about transgenderism but thinking about it too hard makes me. mghmghgnf,hd.
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moving on to more things that make me feel a lot of things
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more mommy issues
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anyways.
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kalesorbet · 2 years
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ep 86 liveblog
chip jrwi just called me a little baby broke bitch
also to note he did introduce himself as "chip just roll with it" that is his full legal name
GRIZZ SKELETON MOMENT OH SHIT BIZZ SKELETON MOMENT
charlie didn't do the gillion voice :(
grizz please w the lip bite i can't
most? of the stuff?
i adore gill's response to the face
chip parkour moment
ur telling me chip is acting like this and then he's surprised the captain hits on him
OH MY FUCKIGN GOD
'you've never had a man in your life' PLEASE
all his deepest thoughts and hes fuckboy facing
imagine you tell someone you got robbed and they LAUGH at you
I LIKE A BIG SPENDER
"D O Y O U W A N T M E ? ?"
why would they say that
my body is a temple so true
gillion my boy my sweet boy i love you
ollie is so baby
"how old you think you are????" "how old AM i??????????"
oh lord jesus
not the cup song wtf wtf
GILLION SINGING!!!!!!!
'one time she pantsed me and i died'
they're ALL trauma bonded
FELIPES FUCKIN DIED>?>>???
we should not be laughing about this
damn thats tough
you're a man now ollie
gillion good lord have mercy
'im going to get you at any moment if you dont SHUT THE FUCK. UP.' chip i love you
"i can send you to heaven though" P-LEASE
where are the pretzel noises
:( gillion i am hugging you right now
basically 'what if we had healthy coping skills'
'i got some tricks... you tryna....'
"so we're in a group environment!"
'thats what friends do' NO ITS NOT KING
please not the alarm that was so good
"im sorry ive been hurting you but ive never had anybody care about me before" [paraphrased] wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf
the flirting is getting more and more explicit with each passing moment
:O THE ART IS SO COOL!!!!!!!
its not just about having the bracelets so that gillion can feel at ease its also chip trusts gillion enough to give him access to his mind
wait lol mistake moment
WAIT I THOUGHT THEY WERE JUST TALKING ABOUT CHIP WANTING TO DATE EDEN I FORGOT ABOUT THE PHONE CALL
IM LITERALLY HAND OVER MOUTH RIGHT NOW
:OOOOOOOO <- LITERALLY ME
oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no
LORD LORD LORD LORD HELP HELP
i am unwell.
'im still going to go to bed'. based
thinking very hard about drey seeing the cycle continue...
i dont think he wants them to keep solving issues like this. like he gets that it was how it goes but he wants better for them
theyre having fun <3
i want whatever they're on rn
I. AM. HIGH!!!!!!
57 DAMAGE>????
GILLIONS GOING TO FUCKING DIE
love you jay but i dont think eden is as sweet and innocent as you may think
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bookinit02 · 7 months
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HI im so sorry i just finished reading the e4 script and i am just . fuckign speechless i cant articulate at all lol it was soo amazing when i finished i needed to stare at a wall for like three minutes straight just to process hang on one sec hang on a minute let me uh let me jsut two seconds here hangn on HDSHHSDCHSCSCVGSCVGDVGSCDCGSXCGXSCXSCGSGSCGCGHCXGHCGXHCHXHXFFHCHXD#DFFDCEFHDFSNCNKSDCNJDSTHFH3489FDJNHJFVDSHJFDHSDFDHVHGSDCVDGHC489FHJHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i am literally SO OBSESSED you are such a talented writer and im so sorry once again for dumping all my thoughts in ur askbox especially when most are just incoherent but i have so many of them 😭 and this has been on my mind like all day lmao chewing on drywall actually<3333
okay first of all i LOVE HOW EVERYTHING IS COMING TOGETHER IT'S SO INTERESTING all the little plotlines feed into the bigger ones,,,,,, th hive mind isn't toxic plot which means SHITT vecna isnt trying to kill them he's trying to do something Else WHY ARE YOU SO GOOD AT PLOT TWISTS AAAAAAA and the back-and-forth between dustin and robin, the reveal that vecna was trying to force someone out ("where's will?")CHILLS. THE CHILLS. GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD it was so cool omgg omgomgomg. also max's storyline is literally INSANE i am SO INVESTED and i love how you've handled it so far i can't wait to see where you're gonna go with it!! <3 like. LIGHT. run the other way run to the light,,,, and the whole thing with TERRY is so genius it all makes so much sense but i never saw it coming and it was just SOOO SICK to see play out on the script i was on the edge of my damn seat the whole time you are literally SO TALENTED i am yelling sosososo loud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kind of continuing on from that i love all the references to past seasons :D the heart motif with lumax and byler has me in a chokehold btw grnjfrgnjfdjknnfjdgvknjkgfdjnkhehe!!!!!!! and the "you can leave, it's---" the rain is DEAFENING. will FLINCHES. THE RAIN SCENE??? also HELLOOOOOOO EMOTIONAL RAIN SCENE i think i can speak for all of us when i say im FLOOORED!!!!! gahhhhhh I CANT I ACTUALLY CANNOT YOURE AMAZING AND SO IS YOUR WRITING!!! plus the curiosity voyage WHO CHEERED :)
the. the byler quarry scene i. the lead up to it was INCREDIBLE and the gut punch sliding down walls head in hands heartwrenching 1000year brainrot is REAL because it has been my resting state since i read it when it dropped!!!!!! <3 basically my quick review is AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA and woag the slightly less quick review is also AAAAAokay no im kidding dont worry i have soo many thoughts head FULL girl i am so unwell over it "stay" THE CHEEK TOUCH THE HAND OVER HEART THE "i cant" and then it's TOO LATE.throwing up!!!!!THROWING UP and the jump and the running start and the rainstorm as a whole i am . I AM !!!!!!!! I AM SOOOOOOqhjwhjsdhjjhdjhdsjwjsdjhhjdhjehjwejhogufdoudfgjgdfjjwhdjhd dyinf a thousand deaths passing away rn
ANYWAYYY looking back on this i realize how long it is I AM SO SORRY JESUS😭😭😭 but yeah thats my roundabout way of letting you know that this rewrite and the s5 plot and scripts and fic and shoutout to the characterization which you NAILED it's absolutely EVERYTHINGGGG okay i promise im done now im so sorry like i said this got Way Unreasonably Long but thank you sosososo much for sharing this with us i hope you have a great rest of your day!! :D
this is the comment that made me cry at work btw so please never apologize for it being long😭😭 this was soooooo nice of you and it makes me so happy to know that all the work i put into these scripts is being recognized!!
one of the biggest challenges of this script has definitely been all the intersecting plot lines. i’ve never really attempted anything this expansive or complicated before, so there’s definitely a learning curve to it! i’m glad you’re enjoying it so far. & while i don’t think this plot twist is one of my best by any means, and honestly i wasn’t even thinking about it as a plot twist, i’m still glad you liked it! i really adore writing plot twists, and i love the feeling you get when reading something that has been so cleverly executed. it’s really the same feeling that i strive to emulate in all my fics!
i just said this in another ask, but i am SO psyched about max’s plot. i was really stuck on what to do with her, but i didn’t want to sideline her. pairing her up with terry was something that i never considered, but i literally had a revelation one night and was like oh my god that’s PERFECT!! & i haven’t seen anyone else do anything even moderately close, so i’m very excited to try something new.
i love a good reference!! parallels make my heart so happy. or so sad. depending on the circumstance. the rain fight one was a little bit evil, i’ll admit. the curiosity voyage was a lot more fun!
i was also unwell over the quarry scene. i literally cried writing it. i had to take multiple breaks. just ask suni i was SO unwell oh my god😭 so i’m right there with you.
again, please don’t apologize!!! this was incredibly kind of you, and it makes me so unbelievably happy to get comments on my script. this is an episode that i was insanely proud of, and i’m really happy that everyone has enjoyed it so much. thank you so much for all your kind words!!💗🫂
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dreamhot · 2 years
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Hello I'm anon who returned just a few hours ago. I can't believe and I'm still unwell that a just saw a mirror pic from Dream where his hair and hands are of display, aside from his setup. ALSO HIS EYES ARE SO FUCKIGN PRRTTY IM PASSING OUT
I JUST SAW GEORGE'S VISA POST ON INSTA WHAT THE HELL IS THIS FUCKING UNIVERSITY YOU TOOK THIS AWAY FORM MESHHSHS
oh this is fun
anon george is gonna be there this weekend (if he isn't in florida already). brace yourself
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something i've been thinking about:
Wally is set up as a sort of "main character" by the whrp. he's said in the site's description of the show to have introduced the main theme/lesson of the day's episode, and then the rest of the neighbors join him on his escapades. but then we have our first glimpses of everyone's actual dynamics and characters through the audios and you look at Wally and its like
first of all, thats an npc. second, nearly everybody else has severe main character syndrome
but its fascinating how Wally is just kind of... There. he doesnt talk much. he doesnt contribute beyond a couple of lines. its more like he joins the others on their shenanigans. he fades into the background. he's off to the side while everyone else holds conversations & leads the moment
Wally, despite being described as Thee character, is borderline background.
& whats even more interesting, within his individual secret audio files and interactions - he's almost chatty. not only that but the way he talks is more confident and faster paced. he's taking initiative. he can be kinda pushy. when talking to the qa/whrp/Us, he acts more like the character his descriptions portray. he acts more like a person instead of a puppet waiting for his next cue
I cant tell if - when around the neighbors - his tepid milk behavior is a purposeful act or if he's masking. and if he's masking, is it deliberate or involuntary? and in regards to both, why is he acting so different? It could be tied to what he's trying to accomplish. if he's trying to "restore" Welcome Home, it would make sense for him to act as he does around the neighbors - he wouldnt want to clue them in that he knows so much more than he's letting on, would he?
but then that begs another train of thought - what if he isn't acting or masking? if there is a time discrepancy between Wally's interactions with the qa/whrp/Us & the more 'official' audios, that could explain the difference in behavior. we could be getting glimpses into "future" (read: current) Wally, who's had much more time to figure himself out since we can safely assume he started out as a blank slate. we could be seeing a more experienced Wally than the one seen with his friends.
of course that line of thinking loses some merit when considering the 14 "bug" audios. or it could lend to it... if we're seeing a more experienced Wally but his friends are only seeing what he allows them to. it's still him, just... a carefully curated version.
in general it could really tie into the themes of identity and change and being other, to me. when you're so different - or you feel so different - that you can't bring yourself to be your most authentic you around your friends. when you feel like you have to hold back and be who you think they expect you to be, or what would be most palatable. most normal. will they accept you as you really are? there's always the fear and terror that the people you consider closest to you won't. or when you're so scared of change that you'll shove down & lock away parts of yourself so that you can keep things as you are. because once they know you've changed, so will they. and really, do you want to even accept that you've changed? what if that's what scares you most of all - that you're different, you've metamorphosized, you can't go back to the way things were because you yourself are no longer the person you were before. there is no reversing this no matter how much you try or pretend
#its just so fascinating#the whrp: wally's The Guy!#wally (with his friends): the most lukewarm dude ever#then he's alone or alone with home and its like Hi My Name Is Wally Darling & Welcome To Jackass *off-tune guitar riff*#bbg has ✨problems✨#and like - im giving all of his stuff a re-listen to make sure im not misremembering or completely talking out of my ass#but his phone call? the way his VA is delivering the lines seems So fuckign different than in the shared audios#his tone is flatter. he sounds more sure of his words and himself. he Sounds like he's in control and knows it.#immediately going from that to a shared audio where he puts more inflection in his voice & doesnt talk much#and when he does talk its slow. meandering. his lines are more befitting of his audience surrogate role#which only makes me feel more like he's acting/masking (again: if that time discrepancy does indeed exist)#which - as someone who kinda compulsively masks around Literally Everyone no matter how much i want to Not - it kinda hits hard!#i suspect that he Is masking instead of acting. he's The Most Autism as we all know so it would more than fit#and that could add an extra layer if it's automatic and he can't turn it off. or if he doesn't want to turn it off#but also acting... a misplaced attempt to protect his friends and world? not feeling like he can share his 'true' self? augh#wally darling you make me unwell. i want to dissect you#wh speculation#welcome home speculation#homebogging#and then listening to his little record audios#he starts out talking like he does in the shared audios and then slowly gains confidence until he's speaking more like he does in the call#just. wally not being talkative in the neighborhood to the point where everyone's like 'yeah wally isnt much of a talker'#vs him chatting away to the qa/whrp/Us#of course it could be because he has to carry the entire conversation on his own#But. but. you can still carry a one sided conversation and be hesitant or awkward or um. missing the word rn but short-sentenced#brief? succinct? concise?#wally's fully trying to make conversation with someone he knows can't reply. which is interesting#so many ways to take that. well. three#maybe he doesnt feel listened to in his day to day life / he feels more comfortable and can relax / hes been alone for a long while#anyway there may be more ways to take this but this is all my tiny poppyseed brain can reach atm
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Sorry I'm feeling extra mentally unwell tongiht so I just had to compliment you I mean you look so fuckign cool
im sorry youre not feeling good anon <: ( you probably look super cool too !!
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intertexts · 1 month
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TAKING A WORM BREAK FOR A LITTLE BIT SO HERES AN UPDATE ON MY.THOUGHTs. leaving myself on a cliffhanger theyre about to take the money to the boss and rachel js missing/not answering her phone. HOWEVER I AM NOT THINKING ABOUT THAT RIGHT NOW.
ohhhh my god dude i love the undersiders so much. i love that theyre friends i love that theyre so immediately welcoming to taylor. its been so long since ive read a story that just had "teen girls hanging out together" in a casual lighthearted well written way. i love lisa so much dude. also brian buying taylor the dragonfly amber.... and alec continuing his streak of being so annoying little brother coded but like. in a way that thats just how he treats the people he likes. fuckign. holding these characters in my hands like baby birds. theyre so important 2 me.
AND !!!!!!! TAYLOR *AND* BRIAN ORIGIN STORIES. ohhhh fucked up! fucked up!!!! every day i think taylor you are so strong but also arent you tired of being nice dont you just want to go ape shitt!!!! i have said this so mucj about her and every new detail i learn just makes me feel stronger about it. and brian doing all of this for his little sister dont DO THIS to me. you CANNOT give me fucked up siblings again you know im so unwell over those !!!!!!!!! brian grue worm 🤝 edyn tidestrider occupying the same big sibling doing fucked up thing in the name of doing everything in the world to protect their little sibling. this is nothing. that is their only similarity so far however it is enough to put them in the same little wrinkle in my brain. absolutely fucking loving this story btw hi. i hope ur morning is good :]
THEY R FOUND FAMILY I TOLD U!!!!! i love the undersiders so fucking much they're so good all of themm... i also was rereading those chapters this morning & man. i forgot how good they r... they're friends!! theyre teenagers hanging out going shopping together!!! lisa my fucking beloved i have so so so so so many thoughts about her all the time im unbelievably obsessed with the whiplash btwn tattletale's mean bastard queen moment w/ amy & victoria dallon & then immediately oh!! shopping trip w the girlsss :]] shes so girlfriend. 2 me.
YEAHHHH!!!! YEAH!!! TAYLOR & BRIAN TRIGGER EVENTS!!!!!! WHOOOOO!!! clapping and cheering and crying. i think another 50% of the worm experience is just going taylor please go apeshit you deservr to go apeshit!!& brian... man. man. im so glad u like themmmmm dude im so excited for u!!!
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theearloftophats · 8 months
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HI ITS ME THE MOST ANNOYING SUBNAUTICA FAN
im procrastinating on an important paper for school.
i want to talk abt call of the void.
im sorry im just so fucking mentally unwell about these games and im miserable abt it. please dont read this im just going on an angry rant /hsrs
Its FINE if you want to make a fan dlc thats fuckign awesome but saying its meant to be something that the devs wouldve made and then fucking. immediately saying youre going to rewrite some of the lore is so- what. why. and in the guys intro video too it he shares some of the precursor concept art and i- 0oooooghh i swear to god if he decides that actually THATS what they look like im going to explode we HAVE canon architects they ALREADY EXIST. i dont fucking understnad subnautica fans theres so much more to this game than"oouughh beeg feesh" and its so IRRITATING that nobody seems to engage with the lore. like. ugh i feel like so much of the fandom just REJECTED all of the architect lore that was given in BZ just cus the game wasnt recieved well. i cannot understate how angry it makes me to hear youtubers still call them precursers. thats not what theyre CALLED anymore.
Void exploration is a HUGE gold mine of ideas and its SUCH a WASTE to tack it on to the origional story. it makes no FUCKING SENSE for Riley to want to go into the void they just want to go HOME. they want OFF THE PLANET. thats the point of the game. and it UNDERMINES the game to add void exploration just for the Gameplay part of things.
Alterra has MULTIPLE research facilities built by Below Zero. it would make a lot more sense to make a WHOLE NEW STORYLINE for your big project. That way you can add all your new submarines and give them a reason for being available instead of just "uuhh the fragments of this sub are on these tiny floating islands waay out in the void" that makes no SENSE the fragments for the other subs are FROM THE AROURA CRASH. ough my god i hate it im so angry. the concept doesnt even engage with the void!!!!!! its all just a decending staircase of chunks of rock,,,
it would make a lot more sense for alterra to create a dedicated void research mission, that way you can have a whole game set in the void, with specialized equipment, a new protag, etc without encroaching on what made the first game so special.
DONT EVEN GET ME FUCKING STARTED ON THE TEASER AT THE END OF THE OVERVIEW VIDEO. OBVIOUSLY I DONT KNOWWHAT THEYRE IMPLYING TOTALLY BUT OUGHHG.. "maybe you'll find a familiar face" YOU BETTER BE TALKING ABOUT A DIFFERENT ARCHITECT CUS IF YOUR PLANNING TO- MOVE AL-AN- UGH. HES NOT THERE!!! HES BEEN IN THAT DAMNED SANCTUARY FOR OVER A THOUSAND YEARS WE KNOW WEHRE HE IS. UGH. UGH. OH IM SO AWFUL IM SO SORRY IM SO SO PROTECTIVE OF HIM ITS ACTUALLY REALLY BAD /SRS
the concept behind it is SO COOL and i love how much effort is being put into it, thats fuciing aweseom /srs my problem with it is that it feels like theyre trying to bend and twist subnautica to be like, THEIR game instead. i just- ugh it bothers me how much subnautica fans try and make it something its not. maybe i just. engage with the game completely differently than everyone else idk. Ill keep following the project and im sure ill have more opinions n shit lol.
what the fuck is wrong with me
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leebooposting · 9 months
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THE LOVEJOY AONG ITS NS0O GPODK ITS SO GOOD HELP
I KNOW I KNOW IKNOW I KNOW I KNOW I HAVE IT ON LOOP IFS SO FUCKIGN GOOD IM SO UNWELL
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userblaney · 9 months
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guyd im So FUCKIGN UNWELL rn..,,l./
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