#im so sorry everybody else

[fvedyetor]

fvedya . can you PLEASE elaborate on the icelandic penis mueseum that you casually mentioned in the tags . im literlaly begging

YES I CAN

(um i talked quite a bit and i think some people may want to opt out of hearing about this soooo its under the cut)

ok so theres this museum in iceland called the 'the icelandic phallological museum' that features penises. HUNDREDS of specimens' species' penises its so crazy. including whales!! whale penises are wild, a lot of people mistake them for monsters in the ocean (tbf, in grainy photos, they do look like the lochness monster. but no, they're just cocks.)

the museum also has a bistro called the phallus cafe and bistro where you can get penis waffles. and theres a gift shop with penis themed wares.

the penis museum is looking for human donors last i heard. its been a while since i checked in on the museum so take it with a grain of salt, but they have a human penis on display but its really small and sad due to poor conditions and a bad detachment process so they are supposedly looking for a bigger and healthier one!

anyways its like my dream to go there (and omg if i could work there- thatd be so cool!!)

anyways heres the website theres not many photos and its not really explicit or anything (they got to be professional on the internet ykyk) but the waffles look soooooooo yummyyyyyy omg

[quirkle2]

art pieces that r incomprehensible without access to my mind

[samdeancrimespree]

it’s time to overanalyze the impala destruction scene <3 with actual screencaps this time. my analysis of the shot will be Above the screencap. hopefully that makes sense

so sam tries once again to talk to dean about dad. dean yells at him again for suddenly wanting to do what dad would’ve wanted and sam opens up to him about feeling guilty. then sam says he’s dealing with dads death, but dean isn’t. dean doesn’t say anything, just looks at him like This.

we don’t know yet, what john said to dean before he died. but it’s hanging over dean. i think sam’s reaction to dad’s death makes dean want to keep johns words a secret even more. if he tells sam that’s what dad wanted, sam might go along with it.

every time someone brings up john, dean hears his words again, and he feels even worse. he can’t deal with dads death because that means acknowledging what he said, and it’s just too much. he already lost dad, he can’t lose sam too.

sam says “i’ll leave you alone.” and walks away. we only hear a few steps, but that might just be for clarity. who knows. or he just. took a few steps then stopped.

either way, dean turns around and calmly picks up a crowbar. he smashes the window of a random car. takes a few breaths.

as he turns around, he looks up from the ground. looks at something in front of him. it seems for a second like he’s going to stop.

then he looks down at the impala. he glances back up, just for a second. right where sam was standing before. it looks like he’s making sure sam is watching him. you want me to deal with it? fine.

“next time someone asks me if i’m okay, i’m gonna start throwing punches.”

so he goes crazy on the impala. we all know that part.

he destroys the car right after he fixes it. specifically the trunk of the car, where they keep their hunting arsenal. maybe that was just the closest part, or maybe he’s had enough of his family dying because of hunting. he didn’t want to find the demon if it meant sam would die, but now sam might die anyway. no matter what he does, the car/his family will be destroyed. he can’t fix it, and it’s futile to even try. all his work, all the time and love he put into sam might have been worthless.

when he finally stops, he looks wrecked. this is the most emotion he’s allowed himself since dad died.

this is the last shot of the episode. him staring for a good 10 seconds, still on that same eyeline. he seems like he’s looking at something.

he lets himself look sad for a second, but he doesn’t turn away like he normally would. he wants sam to see. this was all for him. it’s like… there. i’m upset. was that enough? can you stop asking now?

then his expression hardens, shutting down and covering his emotions again. it’s like he’s warning sam. dean can’t be sad, only angry. only destructive. this time, it’s the car. next time, it might be sam. the two things he’s supposed to look after, both ruined. and dad isn’t here to fix it. dean has to figure it out on his own.

it looks like he’s asking sam to just leave it alone. don’t ask me about this. i can’t talk about it. and for now, sam believes it’s just about dad dying.

and then the episode ends. i genuinely cannot tell if im supposed to think sam is there or not. but like its the same eyeline!!! and the shot is pushed in and to the right!! sam could be standing in the same spot for all we know !! also what else would he be having a silent convo with in bobby’s junkyard? the dog? his own reflection? the only thing that makes sense to me is that sam is there. that he’s doing this For sam. maybe this is something everyone noticed but me until rn but. im going insane

[snzluv3r]

my sleep study was actually kinda sorta helpful in that i just got diagnosed with rem sleep behavior disorder which i’ve been 99% sure i have for over a year but it was validating as hell to find out that i do in fact know my body and my mind lol. there’s not much i can do about it but i’m working with the sleep study doctor & she’s referring me back to psychiatry again so!! a win’s a win. really glad to have had a positive experience because i’m so so so stupid scared for my appointment tomorrow and needed to be reminded that not all appointments are disappointing

OH ALSO this diagnosis might kinda explain why i seem to sneeze in my sleep (obviously im waking up to sneeze but) bc my stupid body doesn’t understand that it’s supposed to be paralyzed during REM lol

[hellishgayliath]

Oooooooooohhhh im gonna feel bad for saying this and it kills me cuz i love epic with my whole heart but

Wisdom Saga did not hit right :v

[moeblob]

Someone sent me a message on Discord like "why is everyone obsessed with the Random Guy" in regards to the tags on my previous post. SO. I definitely rambled there but also I love this plot a whole lot and it's very dear to me so:

Tolliver is the "Just a Guy" who Kronos wants dead for stealing all of the Devil's focus. The thing is, Tolliver doesn't WANT the focus but not much he can do! He was born and his parents opted to sell /his/ soul to the succubi in exchange for wealth and fame. So while they retained souls (and then promptly died after ticking off the wrong people with their money and habits, coincidental deaths of course) he doesn't have that leniency. He can do whatever he wants and he'll still be dragged to Hell when he dies even if he's a saint. His soul is already waiting for him down there.

So the Devil is like "well, time to send low ranking demons after my living toy but I distinctly do not wish him dead yet" and that's not really a thing Tolliver knows. So he thinks if he doesn't really fight back he's just gonna die early and while he doesn't think it's nice on earth, he'd rather not start his eternal burning quite yet. So he uses a magic marker (literally) to ward off and banish the demons. That's why the Devil is invested in him - it's entertainment on earth with his future property!

Kronos going up to kill him and then failing and then becoming his roommate is actually the reason why other demons kinda track Tolliver. They're tracking Kronos. They need Kronos back in Hell come on stop loitering on earth buddy. (he continues to loiter on earth)

The siren is purely coincidental in that Tolliver sees her when it's cold and gives her his jacket completely unaware she isn't even human. Then we have one of the bad guys, The Boogeyman. He feeds off of nightmares and that means Tolliver is a delight since all he HAS is nightmares. Man's never had a good dream in his life. So it's a nice little "promised" meal but he ropes the Sandman into luring others to sleep for him to feed off of. Eventually Lady Luck gets involved with Boogie and she's a bit arrogant and childish (there's lore there) and then she sees Tolliver. Fighting against Boogie's grasp despite having nothing to fight for. And she decides he deserves one win in his life since it's clear that the hand he's been dealt sucks. And stops helping Boogie which ends up being his demise.

All the demons that directly interact with Tolliver aren't there for the random guy, honestly. They're there for Kronos. Who unfortunately is obsessed with Tolliver (and he's got such a weird gay crush on the guy and gets so emotionally distraught when Tolliver doesn't feel the same cause he doesn't feel anything for anyone because he doesn't have a soul and feels zero attachment.)

[m0e-ru]

and hes not even in the detention center yet

[butcharondir]

I’m sorry but LIKE!!!!! they loved each other for so long, they never spoke of it, they spoke only in small, invisible touches, they both tended plants, he did before the war, they shared this with each other, they loved each other but other matters were more pressing, he crawled into a tunnel, she killed an orc to save her son, nobody trusted her but she stepped up anyway, she made them listen, he fought his way out of a pit to get back to her, he made a deal with his enemy so he might see her again, she ran alone into danger with only a hand scythe, she had no choice, she didn’t know he’d be out there too, they loved each other so much but it was bigger than just their lives, he proposed anyway, he adopted her son, he held off an entire army for one (1) kiss, he almost lost her, he almost lost her again, she talked him through emergency surgery, she offered her neck rather than give up the weapon and he didn't give it up either, he loved her so much but it was bigger than his love, it was bigger than their lives, they survived anyway, they won but they lost, he fucked up, he failed, but they survived, they’re getting a fresh start, they’re getting married, they already are, they’re a family, they’ve been one since before the beginning, she’s guiding her people to a new home, she’s a healer-leader, he’s her protector, they love each other so much, it’s more than love, it’s beyond love, it’s a responsibility, screaming crying throwing myself into the sea NOBODY IS DOING IT LIKE THEY ARE

[dnangelic]

ok im going blind. hoping if i come back in a few hrs after resting my eyes i can keep writing n doin stuff when its nice n quiet bc there's still sm i want to respond to. buuut health comes first!!

[simpjaes]

oomf woke me up on the right side of the bed today fr

[im-dirtydan]

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[wutheringheightsfilm]

no one ever made a promiscuous by nelly furtado fancam for wei wuxian huh

[bbq-potato-chip]

unpopular opinion takasugi is boring esp after the shogun assasination arc im sorry i just dont like him

[sodrippy]

perhaps obvious perhaps not, but i saw a post talking about how the "has truly insane injuries but lives" thing in alice in borderland s2 is less about plot armour and more about will to live, considering the circumstances of the borderland and all, which i thought was really cool and made a lot of sense.

of course this doesn't include getting your head exploded from losing a game directly, but i think it works really well to explain episode seven and the finale, especially for example aguni where its just. utterly BEYOND for him to get shot like that and still get up, but its like, he still has a purpose and a goal that's keeping him alive. or usagi bleeding out for double digit hours but surviving, vs tatta not making it, when you reframe it in terms of him having fulfilled his goal and accepting his death, it makes sense and feels more anchored to the storyworld rather than just. well thats done with goodbye! and niragi surviving the whole thing bc hes just too annoying to die also makes sense

[meetthesoldier]

im the number one mickbell fan

[dandeyrain]

we GOTTA stop repackaging outright gender essentialism and misogyny as cute '''''''''feminist'''''''''' jokes!