#im straight. im straigth

[mushed-kid]

i love how active everyone is being rn but idk why we have to take that out on me

[artisthedgehog]

Honestly? I'm insecure about being a lesbian. I'm not confident about my sexuality.

There are days when i am proud of being gay, i am proud of liking who i like, but there are others that just... idk. I feel ashamed, and i know i shouldn't but i can't help it. i feel like there's something wrong, i feel like im faking it but i imagine dating a boy and i don't like it and i feel ashamed for not liking it and i wish i was straight and then i see news about people being abused, hurt, killed for being lgbt and just... thats it for me, thats the end of the tiny bit of confidence i have about being a lesbian and then i see straigth couples and think "thats what i should be like, i should date a boy, i should be straight" but the thought of dating one disgusts me and because of that i feel disgusted about myself and i fucking hate feeling like this and now im crying again

idk whats the point of this post i just needed to put it somewhere, i wish i could be confident about who i am and hold hands with who i want to without being afraid of being stared at, abused or even worse and its terrible to feel like this and i wish i didnt and i just needed to vent a bit

thx for reading

[solardick]

The lovers. Wonder how this is going to play out.

Marvellous job with the company.

Here the serpent runs behind the woman. To burn the man out with passion. Chained to the devil. Unable to move. Watch. This again.

Bricks tumble below.

Youth, holds. Disappointment is the primary rule.

Victory hides a bottle. What mischief awaits if its not innocent.

This tiny bulb pulses with light. When the night is high.

A saving grace in a life of lies.

Unfortunately, i know I’ve always said id off myself when i reached 35. Put in a solid effort. At doing the opposite. Now seeing how festive the season is. Ill give myself another year or too. Guess the day god stops fucking with me will be the day i die. 40 straight years of knowing nothing else. Whats the point.

Oh well, drugged again. I expect not to be sleeping foe the next few days. And on another note. Guess the only intimacy im ever going to know is early childhood sexual intimacy. If its not violence and abuse and fucktards raping my ecistance for the crime of being born. Cause its thenonly thign i know.

Oh good i slept. No stuck being hardwired on the same negative experience for a week straight. Only a couple days.

None of this, pluto bs. At hello, where she avoids me at every possible junction, avoids all eye contact and stares me down with a fit of dominance whenever my back is turned, while she goes around being friendly and sociable and fun with everyone else. And plays the ditsy dumb broad whenever in try and be friendly. Or bends over whenever i pass by. That is one pretty bum though. 🙄 should have stayed home. And not take an invite.

How well, ay least i got a clean apartment out of it which teaches the lesson of not taking care of yourself because its associated with misery. All “love” or prosocial intention has always been associated by string to misery and loss by sequence. Its just always been that way. Getting close to 40 straigth of it. And now i got a week to be in my solitude and smoke pot and play video games like a champ. While i repress the fact im being passively abused into committing suicide.

Cheers to the only reality ive ever known.

[seoschangbin]

stray kids: softest kids alive, uwus all around

jyp: i’m scared to talk to them

[asexualjedi]

i hate that i dislike kate/america because of that one scene from young avengers. i just....I know objectively that they are cute together and it would be a really cute ship! I jsut. that scene rubs me the wrong way so much! its been lik 5 or 6 years I thought I’d be over it by now but I guess I’m not.

[mediawhorefics]

phd-mama replied to your post “in case yall want to know how my evening went i was helping out a...”

oh no, that sounds terrifying!! can you rest and ice everything?? I am so glad you're okay!

@phd-mama yeah im at home now so i got something cold to put on it since i didnt have any ice and it’s been helping loads at least. and dont worry youre not insensitive at all, it literally could have been SO BAD considering how much beer/wine/glass stuff i was carrying and how i started falling backwards. just a bit annoying/scary, yk? but i truly managed to turn it around very quickly so im quite pleased with myself considering haha. 

[thecherrygod]

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[vamprisms]

i like doing more painterly things because i don’t have to do a lineart

[cogumielitos]

lack of MLM representation in cartoons

So, me and my friend wanted to dress up as cartoon characters for halloween and since we're both masculine presenting people we wanted a MLM or NBLM or NBLNB couple to dress up as.

Then i realize, there's none! Absolutely 0 cutsy mlm couples in cartoons, at least at the main stream ones.

"But there's ______ couple in ______ show!!" yeah, i know that there are some, like willow's dads, clyde's dads, bow's dads... I dont really want to dress up as a dad for hallowen lol.

Im just saying that comparing with WLW couples in cartoon mlm are basicly non-existent. There's no *canon* cute couple such as: - Marceline and Bubblegum - Luz and Amity - Adora and Catra - Rubi and Safira - Luna and Sam - Poison Ivy and Harley Quinn

Im not saying "WLW get to much representation, it shouldnt be so much!!", def theres no enough sapphic rep in midia but theres aaaway less *good* mlm rep. Even out of the cartoon world, I've notice that lately almost every tv show i watched there's a female queer character and im happy every time bc its a win for the community and my queer sisters/siblings. I also notice that the fist time i actualy felt represented by a piece of midia was a couple months ago when i watched Dead End, with Barney, a trans queer guy.

I wondered why this happens and i came with 2 possibilities:

Queer women/NBLW are more active in social midia . Every gay cartoon I've watched I've found bc a edit, a fanart, a tiktok or just a post on Instagram, and idk why but most of this posts were made by this community, even if where talking about mlm couples. Its almost like these couples are wrote *for* women and fujoshis, not by queer men for queen men. (like Young Royals and Red, White and Royal Blue). So I just have this feeling that every director its like: "Okay, we need a sapphic couple, even if its in the background so the gays will talk about it on tiktok and more gays will watch it"

(dont worry, Im also the gays...)

Sapphic couples apeal to straigth men so its "okay" to put them in. This one is hard to explain, so we all know how women are sexualized in everything they do, and we all know main stream media doesnt want to lose their huge ass "white cis-het men" public. So they figured that a better away of getting our pink money and the jack-asses money, its putting wlw couples so that men can sexualize them, rather then mlm couples, that those men are usually disgusted by.

I know this take its really disgusting but we all know that straight men sexualize queer women. And before anyone says smt, i know that queer women suffer homophobia and some man also say that "wlw couples disguste them", but like i said, we all know that straigth men sexualize queer women. And y'all cant possibily think that big companies like netflix and disney actualy care about queer issues, at a point they would rather not receive money from homophobes just to give us good rep.

Idk, i may be talking shit, let me know what you think final thougths: WE WANT CUTE MLM COUPLES TOO

[toastybutstupid]

The Mystery of Gay and Straight

For probable years, Bangtan has been a subject for shipping and such among the fanbase. Shipping wars lashing out between Yoonseok or Yoonmin, Jikook or Taekook, Namjin or Taejin and so on and so forth. We even had that whole rumor that Yoongi specified in his lyrics that it’s directed to all genders present in the audience that he may or may not be interested in males or females. We had the rumor that Jimin is a transboy because of his feminine like features. I’m here to say that rumors are rumors. While the boys do share a sense of skinship and deep care for each of their members, we do not have the right to meddle in their life. Even if one of them decide to come out as one of these, it shouldn’t change views of how they make you feel when you listen to their music.

We can’t just simply assume but we can believe. If you believe Yoongi is indeed gay, well okay. Don’t push it on anyone and definitely don’t push it on Yoongi and pry him about it and make analysis on it. That shits kinda creepy if i’m being honest. Point being, don’t just have one set default for any of them. We don’t know because they have chosen to keep us out of that part in their life. I don’t know about you all but i’d like verbal confirmation not just some hints that ‘hey he might be gay or bi’ or whatever. Personally, i’ll question it openly but i've never been like dead set on whether or not if a member is straight or not simply because i hate assuming things and then end up being wrong about in the end and i’ll feel like shit.

I doubt they are 100% straight, considering all how close they’ve all grown. In my relationships when they go on for longer than at least two years, we act pretty fucking gay, hell I've been interested in a few of my friends. I’m saying all of this is a possibility. And well, if it isn’t, then that’s fine too. We shouldn’t force sexuality onto these boys when honestly half this damn fanbase fetishizes the ships. Remember, Korea isn’t nearly as open minded towards same-sex couples as the west is. Even in the west we have homophobia around, it’s tolerated and not many, that I've heard, have lashed out about it. We still have a long way to go before Korean idols admit publicly that they’re gay, bi, or something along the lines of being included in the LGBT+ community.

Just respect everyone and their opinions please and don’t force anything.

[macjaket]

Today in: im not comming out but im implying im not straight until someone catches the hints

I changed my bio/description in a couple of places from “straight up vibin” to “‘straigth’ up vibin”.

[krreader]

The other day i was reading "sexuality" i can tell that i "found myself" there, 'cuz i dont how to say it but i thought i was straight, but one day i was on social media and i found this girl who is so pretty and i found her 'cuz she posted a bts meme (LOL) so at first i thought it was normal to think that she is pretty (because you know even straigth girls do that, we admit it) but then i was started feeling um... different? Im 21 years old and shes like 20. 2/1

She have this issues problems like low self steem and i tried to sent her a meme (ofc bts meme) and she reply like 3 months later HAHAHAHA but hey she answered me. So i tell her if she needs someone to talk, go for a walk or a coffee i was free, u know cuz i'd like to meet her (she didnt even seen it, lol). She is bi, so this made think about what a i like and im not sure if a im straight or bi. 3/2I can say i like men, a lot but i started umm.. idk how to say it, "look" girls? Not a date, just looking them passing by?? Or admire them? :c im so confused, help me Also, you know that i love, thank you for your writings, i hope you have a beautiful weekend, take care💖 3/3 ~AyeeAyee🤠

nobody is forcing you to make a statement about your sexuality tomorrow, what you feel and for who you feel these things, is your choice and yours to figure out. doesn’t matter how long it takes, it can take days, might take weeks, maybe even years. 

you figure it out at your own pace ♥ 

and whatever you end up realizing is completely okay! ♥

[superemeralds]

I think the tracer thing is less a straights thing and more of a guy who has a monkey fetish, im not straight dont roast me dad ;-;

i mean yeah its a guy with a really weird furry monkey fetish but at the same time its a het being super upset over someone being canonically gay skajfhskjfhaj

the thing is its funny to joke like “the straigths are back at it again” bc 

1) its mostly tru 2) its not like straight ppl dont joke like that abt gay ppl 3) were just joking abt harmless shit or really creepy/shitty bahaviour and we dont like want to harm anyone 4) we joke abt our opressors its a way to cope w what we had to and still go through

also blease dont call me dad that makes me uncomfy asklfhakjl

[milomp3-blog]

someone: [insert member of nct] is straight me, slamming a buzzer: NEXT

[officialdamonalbarn]

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first of all , Jesus christcant believe im bout to answer 104 questions but Hey i might as well

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say? i would say: dude wheres my clothes2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed? cant think of a clever joke to make about Not having kissed a single soul in my life3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care? wey obviously i fuckin would Christ 4. Is your last name longer than six letters? yeah its 8 5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober? hmm6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up? gmhhh yeah 7. What does your last received text say? “fuck you”8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed? i dont know , many times i hope9. Where was your last kiss at? somewhere nice i hope10. When is the last time you saw your sister? like 30 seconds ago shes brushing her teeth in the bathroom11. What do you drink in the morning? water and green tea always12. Where did you sleep last night? in my Ikea bed ..edgy question though13. Do you think relationships are hard? sometimes14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you? yes15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems? no as a matter of fact the problem is There is no one in the room its so lonely God16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? what kind of fuckin numpty would RATHER it be rainy?17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you? Im sure i do18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants? sweatPants19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now? yeah i do or otherwise..Sad20. Does anyone like you? i dont know i sure hope so21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S? No22. Is the last person you kissed gay? who is this Last Person I Kissed? i dont know them ive never even seen them quit asking me about them23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand? yes. Yes24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo? yeah But i dont care25. In the past week have you cried? yeah but only cause i was Gettin a hard time off Some Bullshit26. What breed was the last dog you saw? Hes a bordercollie.. My Boy27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower? in there28. Have you ever kissed a football player? No.29. Do you think you’re old? i’ll think im old when im 70.30. Do you like text messaging? tell u the truth yes i do i like it a lot31. What type of day are you having? sort of good32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? i have but i decided never to do that33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? cold as long as it isnt I-Cant-Move-My-Fingers cold34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you? of course!!!!!35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling? relationship36. Are you a simple or complicated person? I’ll tell you later when i find out37. What song are you listening to? my ma & sister talking and its Not up there w the favourites I must say38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it? more often than not39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you? no.40. What made you start liking the person you like now? i dont think u can really answer something like that cause sometimes you just like someone and there needs to be no one good reason for liking them you just do41. When did you last receive a text message? hour ago42. What is wrong with you right now? hmm dont open that door43. How well do you know the last female you texted? not too well but i like her44. Does anyone disgust you? yeah45. Would you date someone right now if they asked? well not just anyone !! but someone if i liked them then i guess46. Are you in a good mood right now? yeah i am47. Who was the last person you talked to in person? mawmaw48. What color shirt are you wearing? black49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear? absolutely50. Anyone you’re giving up on? yeah51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? no!!52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t? yeah53. Do you like rain? if i dont have to stand in it then yes54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks? naw i wouldnt mind55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? yeah a lot of times. i nearly never ever tell someone if i like them56. Do you like to cuddle? of course57. Are you shy? i dont know. sometimes58. Do you get along with girls? yeah59. Have you dated the person you texted last? no rip60. What do you carry with you at all times? my phone61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you? supposed haunted house Absolutely. A real one (assuming they exist dhdhd) i dont think i could, not alone62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months? I hope 63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship? no64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute? if that happened. i would suffer from cardiac arrest65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week? i dont recall Im sorry dnjdjd66. How old are the last three people you kissed? boo67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself? do them myself68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print? i hate both but i pick zebra print because i absolutely cant stand leopard print, not on clothes. its so Fuckinf ugly no offence to leopards69. Do you have any stickers on your car? i dont…Have a car70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne? would i rather Fucking what?71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone? god. iphone72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut? in london with my good friends that im no longer friends with rip Brothers in arms i stilll love Yiou lads good ol memories 73. Do you like diet soda? no i wont poison my body w that shite. Diet sodas are just chemicals74. What color are the walls in your room? one of them is brown and the rest are white75. Are you 16 or older? im 1676. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars? no? obviously a fucking do not?77. Do you have a job? no :(78. What are your initials? V. K. H. 79. Did you ever have braces? no my teeth have always been fuckin Perfect no joke80. Are you from the south? no im from the very very north from a global perspective like, but Im from the south of my country81. What does your last status on facebook say? no idea i ditched fb a long time ago82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed? i dont think ive talked to them Yet 83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad? ah i dont know84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics? no im not about tht shit85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters? answered already it was trainspotting86. Do you smoke? No87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops? heels88. Is your phone touch screen? yeah what is this, 2007?89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly? straigth90. Have you ever snuck out of your house? yeah dhdhd91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool? Pool92. Have you ever made out in a car? no93. …Had sex in a car? i can assure you i have not94. Are you single or in a relationship? single 95. What were you doing last night at midnight? i can Say with great pride that i was probably sleeping 96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks? new years eve97. Do you like the camera on your phone? yea 98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits? no 99. Have you ever passed out from drinking? hmm No100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate? sure but isnt everyone 101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare? a what? No102. Name your favorite Kesha song: name my favourite kesha song? name my favourite kesha song?103. Do you have any tan lines right now? No104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts? answered already

[metichi]

How the hell does one even draw buildings

Im trying to draw a background of a panel that has a house in it. There is a lot of straigth lines and everything.

But when actually doing the lineart, if I use the rulers to get straight lines it feels all wrong and stiff, same thickness, wrong thickness, feels like a mess of lines and not an actual picture.

Tutorials I find are all about vanishing points and stuff like that, I understand that part, what I dont know is how to actually draw a straight line from point to point of the screen for a guardrail without it looking ugly as fuck.