#im used to 5 ppl

[lotus-pear]

free will is drawing ur two favorite characters together and making them gay

[clumsypuppy]

horrible truth bomb dropped on my head 20 min ago

[isjasz]

me and @vesperionnox started daily desertduo doodles to psychologically torture @cherrysherin, we might need help

Day 1 and 2 :D

For Day 2: Nox pointed out in 3l rewatch that Scar was completely silent after Grian said that and turned his head away as soon as grian looked at him and it has been living in my head rent free: Timestamp

[pikhachu]

girls when their issues get dismissed as anxiety for the millionth time

[anonymouscheeses]

Bonus under cut vvv

Later that same day:

And... I made an Emily redesign too...... *sniff sob /j* it's not final (like all my redesigns) I'm just trying get better at this design stuff and where better to do it except my current fixation ehhh?????

Long Emily design explanation/rant thing ignore it probably but pls dotn im desperate: I wanted to make her more round and soft cuzzz I love those typa designs I'm just a sucker for circle characters. Made her actually black and not fuckin gray cuz its a transformation to look more human and gentle(for me they go between two forms, their true ones that we see the first time we see them snd their human/softer ones if they ever interact with actual humans which... they usually dont.) Not a demon form tfff. In this version I wanted to put Emily in animal inspired features like... the sheep nose, ears, and hooves. Because she and Sera know that humans and about all beings love animals. Birds have sharp features mostly so they don't look as welcoming as they want to seem. I wanted Emily to look sheep likes and pretty much all the seraphim look more sheep like to make Lucifer stand out as the only one who was symbolized as a snake/goat(still don't know if I'll make him goat or make Lillith goat. I'll decide when I get there lmao). Justtt overalll wanted Emily to look more round, welcoming, and cute. I kept the freckles lighter than her skin color(even tho that's SUPER not accurate to what actually black people look like with freckles but whatevr) because it reminded me of fawns and.... sure Emily is a sheep but I still wanted to incorporate other cute animal traits with her cyz y not.

[dandelion-roots]

[ID: a digital redraw of the scene where chuuya shoots dazai in the shoulder. on the top of the drawing is chuuya holding a guy to dazai's head in the red and grey hallways of the prison. on the bottom of the drawing is dazai's pained face. the gunshot is shown stylistically as hectic lines behind his bloody shoulder. over the image is half a quote from goncharov that reads 'if we really were in love you wouldn't have missed.' the signature says dandelion-roots. end ID]

This quote from Goncharov (1973) in relation to soukoku has been haunting me from before I even got to that scene in the anime (the full thing is: Katya- Of course we're in love, that's why I tried to shoot you/ Goncharov- If we really were in love you wouldn't have missed). Violence as a tool for communicating emotions, especially love and hatred, especially love and hatred makes me go feral- how could I not think of the iconic quote that says that katya's miss was a sign of a lack of love/a fake love when chuuya didn't miss? Just... losing it over here.

[mrmeepsmadmind]

starbee comic,,, if u get the reference then u understand a pivotal part of how i see their dynamic

Bee x scream is like if that one rlly bubbly & makes herself seem ditzy and cute girl to everyone to have friends who'll dump her the moment they get a bf & she's probably on the spectrum but no one notices or cares to delve deeper into her bcs she's so 'cute' & smiles & masks to be liked ( bcs she doesnt want anyone to delve deeper into her personality & realize shes actually Not perfect miss lil daddys girl purity ring ) was forced to be stuck with The Bitchtm intimidating weird girl who's also undiagnosed but everyone knows there's Something with her & treated her differently in a way they Think is discreet but She Knows & no matter how hard she tries, everyone's gonna have this Undertone with her so she's just given up on trying to seem pleasant to everyone but still desperately wants to be loved & has a slight clue as to why ppl keep hating her even when she tries for them not to for once but still can't get an answer bcs her life sucks and diagnosis is expensive and she has no time and she's - omg why is this bitch (bee) making her notes all cute with big colorful fonts & organized by alphabetical shade marker collection haha she's so weird (<- is Also weird bcs hes starscream). im gonna ask to borrow one of her favorite markers (the baby blue one) and dry it out while she stares at me with big wet eyes trying to find a polite way to put 'im gonna kill you' in a sentence

[a-drifting-mannequin]

Language barrier

Fandom: Sonic (MOVIE)

Pairings: Dr. Eggman | Dr. Robotnik/Agent Stone; Stobotnik

Warnings: smoking, cussing

Chapter 4: Slow day

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The sky was positively gloomy that day. Not quite dark enough for some people to predict that it might rain, but just enough for any gloomy teenagers to take rather unnecessary photos and show it to their social media.

Stone stood outside G.U.N., the building still casting a long shadow despite the clear, sunless weather. From where he was standing, the building loomed over him like some impending doom, either silently observing him from a distance or up close. A death warning, Stone liked to think it that way.

People exited and entered through the main entrance, chatting their meaningless lives away about their pets and romantic partners. Some stood at the side of the entrance for a while longer, relishing in their conversations before being pulled away to perform their duties. Stone spotted a few of his colleagues, even some old friends from back in the academy. They didn’t try to acknowledge the fact that he was there, not even sparing a single glance at him. Stone felt relieved and grateful about that.

The days seemed longer when he worked with the doctor. The constant excitement, the continuous incoming experiments, Stone was always next to Robotnik. Today was exceptionally slow, however. No new projects, no reports from the commander and the doctor had been avoiding him ever since the hour he came in. Stone understands that a genius like Robotnik would need to keep his mind constantly running no matter what, just like every other genius man that had ever lived, fictional or not. Though, Stone would be lying if he didn’t feel disappointed from not getting even a small shred of attention from Robotnik.

Stone sighed heavily, tilting his head back to let it hit the wall he was leaning against. His hand itched to grab the cigarettes in his pocket. He had tried to give up that habit, knowing it would only serve to ruin him further. If the bullet wounds and gashes across his body was any proof of it.

Fuck it, whatever.   

His resolution dissolved as his hand flew to his pocket, quickly pulling out a cigarette and lighting it with a lighter he kept in his right breast pocket. The nicotine filled his lungs, burned the back of his throat and clouded his mind with false calmness.

Back then, Stone never intended to pick up smoking in the first place. The only reason he hadn’t completely given up the habit yet was the memories that kept flooding back to him every night he went to bed.

Maybe smoking was a safer alternative than taking his pent-up anger on actual people, lest he gets a restraining order or end up killing someone he cared about.

Stone closed his eyes and relished in the way the smoke curled around him, coming in and out of his nostrils. The world around him faded into muffled white noise, only serving to keep part of his mind in reality while the rest drifted off to some unknown world.

“Đừng có hút thuốc, thằng ngu. Mày mà sắp chết thì tao giết mày trước.”  A voice called out to Stone, undoubtedly the doctor’s.

Stone cracked open one eye and then the other to see Robotnik standing beside him, one hand in his pocket while the other held a to-go cup of presumably coffee. The doctor looked calmer if no less irritated than all the other days. It almost surprising to see the doctor not in his lab during this time of the day. It was reaching noon, just an hour away from lunch and conveniently when Stone gets his break.

The doctor, to say the least, was more dressed down than Stone had ever seen him. The long trench coat that Robotnik usually wore during the even days of the week (Monday, Wednesday, Friday) were presumably left at the lab. His tie was crooked to one side; one ungloved hand shoved into the pocket of his pants. His shades were also gone, leaving tired and irritated eyes to bore into Stone’s ‘big doe eyes’, as Robotnik called them. Other than those small details, nothing was out of place, all in their perfect glory.

Before Stone could turn and answer Robotnik, the cigarette was pulled from his lips and tossed over one shoulder. All that the agent could do was stare dumbly after the swift movement, seeing his cigarette being thrown like that gave him mixed feelings. If it was anyone else, Stone would’ve lashed out at them, maybe even strangle them if he was having a particularly bad day. But this was the doctor doing it, staring at him neutrally without breaking eye contact as if to get some kind of reaction from him. The agent’s eyes followed the ungloved hand that threw away his cigarette, watching it retreat back into the pocket of Robotnik’s pants like a scared animal.

Stone didn’t react verbally, but his expression was enough for the doctor. Mouth slightly agape from where the cigarette was previously held between his lips, eyes still dumbly looking off to the distance where his cigarette was tossed. His right hand hovered by his side, unsure of what to do with itself now that the nicotine stick he had been sucking on was gone.

“Tao không có thích cái mùi của hút thuốc.” Robotnik said gruffly. “Tao mà bắt mày hút nữa là tao đuổi việc mày luôn.” The words slipped out so quickly that Stone was unsure if he even heard what the doctor had said. At the end of the sentence, however, it sounded like the doctor slurred on his words on purpose.

“Doctor, I can’t understand that.” Stone stated nervously and hesitantly, his right hand now rubbing the side of his neck instead of hovering there by his side. Although he managed to catch some of it, his scrambled brain was a bit slow today.

Robotnik gave him a glance and huffed, leaning back against the same wall as Stone, eye contact now slowly becoming a foreign concept to him as the doctor’s eyes drifted away from his own. Stone kept staring after him, now returning to picking out all the details that were usually considered unusual for the doctor.

“I don’t like the smell of cigarettes.” Robotnik eventually translated, eyes now focused on the cooled coffee within his cup. “And I better not catch you smoking again.” He sounded awfully calm, which stirred up something in Stone’s chest.

“Of course, Doctor.” The agent replied with a smile, still waiting for the doctor to look at him again.

Why was he even waiting? It was already starting to feel weird just looking at the doctor. He should’ve just looked away. Staring at your boss and waiting for some kind of physical response is highly creepy and weird.

When Stone finally looked away, feeling his face warm up a little out of embarrassment, Stone swore he saw a slight turn of Robotnik’s head as if the doctor was just waiting for Stone to stop looking at him so he could.

The thought made him smile unpromptly, head slightly tilted up to smile up at the sky. Out of the corner of his eye, Robotnik still stared at him like he was a test experiment not yet giving a firm conclusion.

“You don’t have to pretend, Doctor.” Stone spoke softly into their silence, eyes averting their attention from the cloudy sky to look at the man he adored.

The slight flush came quicker than Stone expected, witnessing the reddening of the doctor’s ears wasn’t something he expected. Robotnik immediately turned away to look in a different direction, the to-go cup already gone from when Stone wasn’t paying attention and shoving both hands into his pocket.

“Shut up.” Robotnik’s voice sounded soft, not anywhere close to the threatening tone he would use whenever someone shamed him for something.

Stone just smiled and nodded, averting his attention completely to avoid making the doctor feel more shameful. Which, in all honesty, the agent didn’t even know his doctor could feel shame.

Wait, no. The doctor, not his doctor.

Stone shook his head mentally to get rid of the fact that the doctor was ever his in the first place. Sure, he was the doctor’s personal assistant, always at his heels to comply to any and every order given by the genius, but that doesn’t mean the doctor considered him an equal. Maybe he never would.

Sighing, Stone closed his eyes and relished in the fact that Robotnik was here, close to him and sharing this moment with him as well.

Several thoughts flooded his brain, mainly pointing out the obvious situation and making mental notes to tell Robotnik about any other business they need to handle later on into the day.

One thought did surface and sounded louder than the others, however. A smile tugged on his lips, threatening to grow into a stupid grin if he didn’t stop himself.

“Läkaren är min lika mycket som jag är hans.”

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Ooooh, can you guess which different language dialogue is my mother tongue language?

Translation (in order):

Vietnamese:

Đừng có hút thuốc, thằng ngu. Mày mà sắp chết thì tao giết mày trước : Don't smoke, idiot. If you're dying, then I'll kill you first

Tao không có thích cái mùi của hút thuốc: I don't like the smell of cigarettes

Tao mà bắt mày hút nữa là tao đuổi việc mày luôn: If I catch you smoking again, I'll fire you

Läkaren är min lika mycket som jag är hans: The doctor is mine as much as I am his

[mblue-art]

out w these tall clowns 🌲🌸

[rox-of-iu]

no thought only MQF in brain* (*even more than usual yeah.....)

ok lads listen up. i love allllll Mu Qingfang designs ok? all the interpretations are cool and valid and dear ok BUT. whenever I personally try to draw MQF without a 'stache he just looks to me like a first-year med student ok hjdfhkfd

but anyway. when i was scrolling around and being completely normal about MQF i saw a lot of ppl say stuff like 'this is my 'mqf is actually pretty' agenda' and its alwaysss about peeled mqf SO I HAVE A POINT TO PROVE OK. mqf with a moustache can be also a prettyboy ok?? i can prove it 😭😭

so here are my qingfangs where i turned up the babygirl vibes to absolute max as i could hsdfjkhdskfh 💜

[violentdevotion]

wish i had a substance to abuse this Friday afternoon

[avicinda]

I'm going to rant and nip this in the bud right now. Read the whole thing if you're tempted to respond to any part of this.

It is factually wrong to claim Nikki is a minor, and also extremely weird to come into my mentions on a throwaway account to do this completely unprompted just because you are evidently obsessed with the possibility that someone out there is willing to draw Nikki/Giovanni because of their made up ages. No one mentioned this ship in the replies of my ask meme and I didn't indicate that anyone has requested it.

It's fine to be uncomfortable with a ship but going so far as "begging" unprompted for it not to be drawn on the vague what if someone will draw it? Genuinely please reevaluate what you're actually trying to accomplish here. Really think about why you feel that was necessary.

If you dislike the ship so much you can literally blacklist tags on tumblr. If it slips past the filter then just scroll away or block the artist so you don't see their future ship fanart. It's that easy to not look at ship fanart if it upsets you!

Bonus: my followers are here for Faewish Sprite yaoi anyway and 5/6 requests has been this (Percy/Strange outlier shoutout).

Anyway. Nikki is 19 in Shining Nikki. She turns 19 EVERY YEAR. Just like how Ash Ketchum—being one of the most famous examples of this—turned 10 in 1997 and then didn't stop being 10 FOR TWENTY-SIX YEARS.

But the real reason Nikki is not a minor is because she is bunch of pixels on a screen and not a real, living person who can categorically be called a minor.

This is the same reason I can literally just say "well, I headcanon Giovanni is actually still 15" if I REALLY wanted to (for the record, that's just an example to illustrate my point and not a real HC) and he would now be 15 in my hypothetical fanart. Giovanni is a collection of pixels on a screen with no real age. He will be 30 next year too unless the game explicitly says time has passed (but he will still remain 30 to anyone who doesn't reach that point—do you see what I'm getting at here?)

Also I put "ship and let ship" on my goddamn description FOR A REASON. those are words that MEAN something and I was really hoping no one would just ignore them. They are not there to signal anything except that I MEAN what they say. I make no moral judgements about other people's ships, (even the ones I'm uncomfortable with!), and I trust you won't make any on mine, because shipping discussion is for funsies and we aren't hurting any real people when we play pretend with dolls.

[luvbites]

i think this website has a slight issue with projecting, like ppl on here see another Lonely Girl™ and they just assume theyll be exactly like them and have the same opinions and lifestyle which like... often is true on tumblr, this place can be a bit of an echochamber, but it's still a bit of a reach to strongly endorse someone u barely know anything abt purely on the assumption that they have the same views as u on everything even tho uve never actually asked them or looked into it at all o.o idk

[hyfnxti]

god i hate having a crush

bunch of rambling in the tags

[mrmeepsmadmind]

idw bumblebee and prowl shouldve broke up bcs he wouldnt stop 𝚊sking prowl to pause his report for just one lil astrosec so he can change his various pastel colored pens while making his cute little aesthetically pretty for no reason & very time - consuming notes with big colorful fonts & cute designs real quick

also another thought abt annoying ass bb trying to make running a literal planet cotteque so he doesn't go crazy bcs hes now a politician when all he ever wanted was to deliver mail & smile & wave at bots who call him cute ---

bee: 𝚠heeljack, im so sorry about this but do you mind repeating the time-stakingly long introduction, instruments, research references, modules, hypothesis, counter thesis, procedures, analysis, second - retrial, results, & explanation that you just spent 700000 earth hours saying because i was busy drawing a cute little bee in the corner of my notes please :] ?

wheeljack:

idw bee trying to run a planet that fucking hates him is just rlly funny to me, especially since everyone views bee as the goody character who everyone loves & he views himself as that & then they finally win this consuming war & he can reap his rewards of being loved without holding a gun & no one fucking likes him. hes even getting on his own old team's nerves & not in the loveable scamp way but the get the fuck out of my face way

[jrueships]

' you throw Such a Friendly Balllll 🥰🥰'