#im working in a kitchen btw

[screamingay]

moodboard for when you were looking for a job and then you found a job and heaven knows you're miserable now

[thanotaphobia]

been thinking about how emizel is so so smart but also so stupid it makes me want to shake him like a maraca. like he's so dumb 90% of the time and runs his mouth- literally CANNOT shut up even when it matters, he is constantly just making some of the worst possible choices.

and then he has these rare moments of brilliance. times when he's in his element and can hold his own, like with the demons and fangs. he's got so much potential-

which is why it's so perfectly frustrating that he's stupid the rest of the time😭

[strawberrybabydog]

For fnaf post i think its kinda about how youre scared, but more spcifically the way it makes you tense and on edge, constantly checking for when an attack you know is coming might be?

I could be off bass bc im not schizophrenic but i am paranoid and delusional and thats what it felt to me it was trying to communicate

ah ok thats what i wondered. i figured the post was about people who're outside my own personal experience :0]

when i play fnaf i dont really check the cameras tbh (i always figured this was just a dramatic youtuber thing and not how people actually play) but um i think im the weirdo here actually

[worstloki]

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[tomwambsmilk]

okay one last thing actually. so happy that they shot the kitchen/barbados stuff last because I think psychologically its nice for the actors to end on that note. but like. there's something so funny to me about how the creators get to end on this nice happy joyful note and the audience ends on the bleak depressing note. I know its normal to shoot stuff out-of-order but I do wonder about how it impacted their perception of the end of the show y'know? and its just ironic if the worldview of the show is supposed to be 'no one changes and we're all trapped in a doom spiral' that for the real people behind the show the end of succession is full of so much joy. like yeah maybe no one changes but do you really believe that everyone is just doomed to be miserable. do you.

[intertexts]

cool thing about having a big sister who u idolize & try to live up for most of ur life who turns out 2 be a piece of shit is that suddenly things become a lot easier??

[toastsnaffler]

ykw actually I am angry + disappointed w them. I've been pushing how I feel aside and trying to make it my own fault so it's all contained but I think theyve just been mean. and they really should know me better ik I try to pretend I don't expect more from them so I feel less hurt when they do things that upset me but we've been friends for years by this point. like come on.

[jenna-louise-jamie]

at work i keep getting shown the “correct” ways to do things like sweeping the floor and it's driving me a bit crazy. like i can see you're doing it faster than me but can you let me do one thing at my own pace. please. because im doing it better, even if it's slower.

[wayward-sherlock]

I HATE THE WAY THAT I TALK WHEN THE WORDS WONT GIVE OFF THE KIND OF PRAISE ESTEEMED OF YOU!! WHAT THE HELL CAN I SAY WHEN YOURE TWO STARS FROM GRACE AND THE WORLD IT TURNS FOR YOU??

[kissvamps]

trying to write about people dancing is actually hell on earth, i can feel the flames of the fiery lakes licking at my skin, this is treacherous work

[nomaishuttle]

i love my brain bc itll say the most out of pocket shit like Well the building will catch on fire bc you didnt line up your rags with the colored edge on the same side when you loaded your cart today. and im like what. thats stupid. where do you even get that from and my head is like source: it is known and im like Fuck man cant argue with that. and my brains like yeah. youre going to hell for this btw

[pepprs]

awake now. and not to doxx myself but fucking scared shitless my campus will be virtual this spring

[babehog]

I get so fucking depressed over not being allowed to have ANY ODOUR like what the fuck. Got complaints at my job because apparently people have thought I smell bad. And this isn't something new for me either. All my life I've heard I smell bad, that my sweat smells "weird". People have told me I smell like a foreigner, like I'm not Swedish, like I don't care for my hygiene. Sometimes I'll shower and before I've even had the time to dry myself off I've started sweating a little and allready have my "smell" on me again.

And I know dear reader you're probably scoffing at me rn going "pfft lol why not use perfume or deoderant, I bet you don't actually wash yourself" and I just have to say please fucking hit yourself in the head 10 times. I'm allergic to 99% of deodorant (metal allergy and sensitive to drying from alcohol) and even the ones I haven't had reactions to haven't fucking done anything.

We need to destigmatize smell honestly. In our modern society everyone is expected to smell like fucking roses and green apples and fresh cotton and if you visibly sweat or smell even a little funky you get ostracized. I shouldn't have to feel ashamed because you can't tolerate some natural body smells. I'm not sayinh anyone has to huff my pits or anything just don't frown at me don't force me to use antiperspirant because it FUCKS my body UP. When did we accept antiperspirant as the norm in society

[m0e-ru]

(reading my own ao3) wow this bitch is so correct and on point i wish there was more . cmon guys look at this shit https://archiveofourown.org/series/2536405

[lowpolypaws]

hate feeling really jaded of assuming that cis dudes have good sociological politics unless stated otherwise it just feels like getting burned over and over and over and I start being like damn am I the naive one -__- at this point I'm like should I just assume that dudes have horrible opinions unless they clarify that they don't......

[vanweezer]

i wanna get off the couch and run around my house so bad but its 1am and my knees would pop clean off