#imathers

[rubyvroom]

mentally screaming because I don't actually have travel plans or a place to stay or know anybody in Toronto but I just purchased a ticket to see Pulp there and I'm super excited

[t4t-fagdyke]

the fact that someone could probably make me cum just by beating me enough is a sign that i really am just made to be a toy

[stingraystudiess]

Good morning

⬆️ History notes from yesterday

Hello my lovely jublies! Yesterday went better than day 1, but I have an even better feeling about today!

Today is day 3 of 27 days of excellence!

Basic list:

* Wake up before 10☑️

* Drink 2 bottles of water☑️

* 30 min of reading☑️

* Balanced meals (no unnecessary means)

* Keeping in touch with family☑️

* Journal entry whenever possible☑️

* Planning in diary☑️

* Planning for the day ahead☑️

* Sticking to subject tasks planned daily

* Staying consistent✖️

* No video games✖️

* 3 hrs max screen time✖️

Study list:

Physics - Seneca / past papers

Chemistry - past papers ☑️

Maths- imaths

Geography - reading info sheets

Spanish - homework

Thank you for reading and will update!

Signing off~

StingrayStudies

[informatikerin-freyja]

What are your other top 3 functions?

Gamma function

Weierstrass function

$\theta \mapsto e^(\imath \theta)$

[ibchemist]

things on my mind

write a script for a video of my MUN (done)

write my TOK essay (done)

print my notes for the open notebook glopol exam

finish my imath (done)

assign delegates for the MUN (done)

Spanish presentation (done)

[umamidaddy]

I was tagged by @coolmatcha to put my 2022 Spotify wrapped on shuffle and post the first 10 songs on it!

I use local MP3/FLAC files as much as Spotify so I’ll share a few that I truly played on a loop/cranked loud in my car/songs that popped into my head like an earworm after years of not hearing them:

1. “Nights Over Egypt” - The Jones Girls

2. “Los Angeles” - Frank Black

3. “In My House” - Mary Jane Girls

4. “The Promise” - When In Rome

5. “Minotaur” - Thee Oh Sees

6. “Always Returning” - Brian Eno

7. “Girlfriend” - Hemlocke Springs

8. “The Wheel” - Idles

9. “Two Worlds Apart” - Little Simz

10. “Touch Sensitive” - The Fall

——

I’m tagging @marlsborohaven @kacsafarkuszender @cuban-being @verifiedaccount @skatalite @eastcoastdime @kickerofelves @imathers @stillgotit @dinuguan

[imathers]

The theme this time was short and sweet.

Thanks for listening.

Clinic - “Tiger” (0:35)

High Rise - “Cycle Goddess” (0:53)

Laddio Bolocko - “Columbia St. Dub” (0:58)

Electric Wizard - “The Hills Have Eyes” (0:46)

Moby - “Let’s Go Free” (0:38)

Son House - “Plantation Song” (0:47)

Broadcast - “It Must Have Been the Magpies” (0:48)

Spoon - “Staring at the Board” (0:54)

Cloakroom - “Sylph” (0:53)

Sudan Archives - “House of Open Tuning II” (0:38)

The Ridiculous Trio - “She Creatures of the Hollywood Hills” (0:47)

The Undertones - “Casbah Rock” (0:48)

Boards of Canada - “I Saw Drones” (0:28)

Eluvium - “Area 41” (0:58)

Maximum RNR - “I Turn My Back” (0:10)

Mogwai - “O I Sleep” (0:55)

Paavoharju - “Alania” (0:49)

Kid606 - “Call Me” (0:50)

Let’s Eat Grandma - “Missed Call (1)” (0:37)

L’Rain - “Walk Through” (0:17)

Tindersticks - “Sweet Sweet Man pt 1” (0:41)

Vince Staples - “‘06” (0:47)

Muslimgauze - “Jagannath, Jagannath Who” (0:30)

Duotang - “This Submarine Has Cracked” (0:59)

Super Furry Animals - “A Specific Ocean” (0:51)

Guided by Voices - “Frostman” (0:55)

Beyoncé - “Hold Up (Live)” (0:46)

The Apples in Stereo - “VI. Les Amants” (0:33)

Black-Eyed Snakes - “Red Sheet” (0:46)

Spiritualized - “Harmony 3 (Voice)” (0:18)

Wand - “Little Dream” (0:36)

Low - “Streetlight” (0:35)

Matthew Jay - “Four Minute Rebellion” (1:48)

[40ism]

Hi! Happy birthday Ian! I bet you thought I was kidding when I promised to include UB40 somehow for your 40th birthday but you should know I never kid about the dulcet tones of UB40. 

This is your birthday gift from me and 150+ other folks who love and like you so much: a mix but also a multimedia extravaganza and just so much more. Believe me when I say I’ve read all of the thoughts of these people and I don’t think anyone has ever gotten this much love for any birthday.

The songs aren’t in an aesthetic order, they’re just ordered as they came in to me. What is there to tell you about this mix?

Word clouds are hard sometimes but as expected: Los Campesinos!, Godspeed You! Black Emperor, Hot Chip, Mogwai, Low are all here so a big Ian vibe.

What are you waiting for? Check out the About page for more info and the tags to get around a bit easier!

[abloodymess]

imathers replied to your photoset: In 2019 I keep seeing stories and pieces of media...

it’s like a more implicit version of the dude telling shitty racist/sexist jokes in the hopes that nobody calls him on it so he knows his view is still the dominant one. “see, aren’t we all like this shitty dude, don’t you identify?” Nah, man. I don’t.

this is normal, right? just dudes bein dudes. 

[rubyvroom]

I also got to meet up with @imathers and drink some great ciders and talk for ages and ruin any kind of cool impression I have been giving of myself online. So that was worth the trip!

[t4t-fagdyke]

intro post time

i'm zero! i'm a polyamorous genderfluid sadomasochistic switch, im a therian, and i use any pronouns (though primarily it/she/ they). I’m also a combat doll and a drone, though i consider myself broken/malfunctioning. also i have osdd but my alters likely won’t post here.

this is a nsfw account, so no one under 18. if you're under 18 go do your homework, come back when you're of age. ageless blogs or under 18s that interact will be blocked if i notice them.

if you're attracted to me, it's gay, i don't make the rules. i'm pan, and mostly t4t, though some cis ppl slip through the cracks... and rarely stay cis for long lol.

anyway! this is a kink blog so i should give my kinks some time

i’ll try to tag all my kinks with specific tags, but i make no promises regarding my reblogs. i’m planning on writing more of my own smut too, those will be tagged #zeroposting, and additionally with #dollposting for empty spaces stuff.

these are quite long lists lol

kinks

degradation (#pathetic)

praise

pet play (i’m a pup and sometimes a kitty) (#pupplay, #kittyplay, #petplay)

pain play (#pain)

electrostim

objectification (#imathing)

bondage (esp rope) (#🪢)

religion (like fucking priests lol)

worship (in both the general adoration of of a person and their body and a literal religious sense)

monsterfucking

free use (#freeuse)

body writing

edging

denial

chastity (#🔒)

forced orgasm

overstimulation

anal play

hypnosis (#falling)

wax play

collaring

most kinds of sex toys are fun

begging

power exchange

musk (#musky ^w^)

human furniture

breath play (#breath play)

also here are the particularly taboo ones, ive put them aside lol

cnc (#cnc, if i use the word rape it’ll also have #rape)

medfet (#💉)

institutionalization (#thoughts from the asylum)

knives (#🔪 )

misogyny

blood(#🩸)

torture

bullying (#bully me)

gore

scars

bruising (#🖤💙)

kidnapping

blackmail

public sex/play

i’m kinda into snuff (#💀)

slavery/ownership(#property)

intoxication play (#intox)

somno (#sleeby)

diapers (though not abdl stuff)

incest (nothing het with that, just girls. sorry bros)

limits

raceplay

cbt

emeto/puke play

scat

detrans

[stingraystudiess]

Good Morning

⬆️Spring in school 🤍 (study guide at bottom)

Where is sting?

Physio and switching house

To do

Plan for the week ahead generally

Plan for for studying for the week ahead

Sangeet video practice

Reading (I’m in a slump)

Mood for today

My year day of rest and relaxation ✨

Hello my lovely jubly people of the internet!

It’s the half term! And it couldn’t have come at a better time

This past half term has been like a big performance with a week of musical performance and two concerts (and about 100 tests 😻)

I have really improved in subjects that I never thought I would, I got 86% in maths, if you told me that a year ago I would have jumped for joy, literally.

However for other subjects:Spanish, Biology and Chemistry, I have really let them slip.

So to fix that I need to study severely

Step 1: stop feeling guilty about leaving it until now

Step 2: understand what I need to learn/study for my mocks (it’s all the paper 1s)

Step 3: specifically plan out what needs to be studies and how (eg: Spanish- vocabulary memorising, grammar revision through notes and reading and writing practice)

Step 4: go through notes and flashcards made

Step 5: make revision notes digitally (Goodnotes is what I personally use)

Step 6: make/ download all necessary flashcards for Spanish, History, Geography, Sciences and Maths

Step 7: use active recall methods ( use platforms like Seneca, my imaths, cognito, bbc Bitesize etc)

Step 8: Test knowledge using past papers and mark using mark scheme (can get someone else to do that if they can)

Step 9: fill in any gaps in knowledge from past paper and retake until desired grade

Step 10: consolidate with syllabus, specification and continue to do flashcards all the way through.

I think that will be more than enough to get me the grades that I want (all 9s and 8s) but if anyone has any tips please let me know!!!!

Singing off~

StingrayStudies

[imathscanada]

[the13thcraft]

And yet another This one made its way out to Ontario This being my second cousin His dad, my cousin Kevin bought this for him with his number added that he will proudly display as he just graduated from Conestoga College, Doon campus Kitchener Ontario and will be a proud member of the Dundalk fire department #waytogo #prouddad #familysupport #firefighter #dundalk #conestogacollege #26 see another link in the family with the number 13 #13 #lucky13 #imath (at Dundalk, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6oG5zwg1qr/?igshid=w35y3hprhxf2

[opignons]

heavy rotations

tagged by @imathers for for albums we’ve been into lately so here’s my

favorite recent (2021/2022) releases:

(caveat that i am not much of an albums person, still)

Beyoncé - RENAISSANCE  (she’s still king)

Beach House - ONCE TWICE MELODY (everything hurts but i still have an argument in me for the lusciousness of a double album, and, also, on a related unrelated note, an argument for the superiority of the Smashing Pumpkins to My Bloody Valentine)

TDJ - SPF INFINI (bby’s 1st dj mix)

yeule - GLITCH PRINCESS (this one predated but also obviously heavily influenced my aliens phase)

Nilüfer Yanya - PAINLESS (the Tuesday Night Music Club of 2022 iykyk)

Panda Bear/Sonic Boom - RESET (i also watched The Big Lebowski for the second time in my life this year, not because i like it, but because i have started wearing cardigan sweaters with shorts a lot, just like these two fools, i’m sure)

and, of course, Ethel Cain - PREACHER’S DAUGHTER (i also like to fall asleep to reruns of Forensic Files, nothing has ever made as much sense to me as Ethel Cain)

older albums that i’m still listening to (this month)

George Harrison - ALL THINGS MUST PASS (i made a playlist for my husband of all the stuff i think Beach House is inspired by, which heavily informed my listening habits for a bit)

Steely Dan - PRETZEL LOGIC (lmao it’s background music! you can do anything with Steely Dan in the background. they’re like nice wallpaper, the most tasteful of the tacky.)

U2 - THE JOSHUA TREE (first off, yes, it’s me. second, you know i bet Beach House bump this one, too!)

The Prodigy - THE FAT OF THE LAND (nothing like crying along with “Breathe,” nothing at all)

i’m tagging @nuplan

[40ism]

i sorta knew it was forever

I hate summer. I’m from an ever worsening climate disaster of a tropical paradise but you could call it what it is: a swamp. You and I always talk about how summers aren’t like they were when we were kids—both of us spending hours in different bodies of water and avoiding our moms with the sunscreen. Now it’s hot. It’s humid. It’s disgusting. We call ourselves indoors kids with a sense of pride. Wake us up when the air is crisp, when you can wear clothing without sweating through it.

Yet that’s exactly where you came from, the heart of summer, an August Leo if I ever saw one. The summer before we met, I saw the movie Beginners (2011) in theatres one afternoon on my own, a revelation for many kinds of people but especially for me: a lonely only child who wasn’t sure what I was looking for. The movie put into words something I understood deep down: I wouldn’t settle for a giraffe or anything at all except a lion. I had no idea what a lion was then but I’d know it when I saw it. Pretty soon, there you were. 

Falling in love is easy, especially with you. I’ve fallen in love with you more times than I can count. You are kind and generous and funny and brilliant. You’re silly and gentle, you’re thoughtful and creative. We’ve spent almost 18 months constantly together and we’ve had our testy moments but I’ve fallen in love with you for some reason or other every single day, in small mundane ways that feel altogether important, like the vegetables and fiber of our relationship. Putting together this mix, this project, this overwhelming behemoth of a birthday gift, has had me falling in love with you again every single time I heard from yet another person who loves and likes and respects and admires you. Seeing you not just from the perspective of being your wife or the person who sees you every day reminded me how special and incredible you are. 

Like I said, falling in love with you was easy, the most wonderful surprise of destiny; letting you know and love me every day was and is the most terrifying decision of my life.

you must decide to risk your heart for love to find you

I pushed all of my feelings down for years and smashed into other people without letting my walls down. It was huge and risky to even think about being vulnerable, asking for what I needed, opening up in ways where you’re not in control. Everyone jokes about the mortifying ordeal of being known but it’s Ari Aster levels of horror for so many of us. I let you love me right away but did I let you fully know me in my messy and damaged and traumatized ways all the time? No. Do I even struggle with this now, with the fear that something will be the final straw that pushes you away? Absolutely. It’s a risk but it’s worth it every single day—you are worth every risk, this is worth any risk. 

I’ve known you for all of your 30s. I’ve seen you become you but who am I kidding? You’ve always been you. You’re just getting better, you’re getting more comfortable, you’re showing off as you run circles around the rest of us. We are not where we thought we’d be a decade ago but somehow this is even better. It feels like a gift to face the completely unexpected again and again with you and not just get through it together but grow and become better together in the same direction, in ways that complement each other. I know it’s because we’re lucky but I also know it’s because we face whatever comes our way—we take the risk together, hand in hand. You are my destiny but we are a decision we make every single day. 

I was a girl when we met. Maybe not technically but emotionally that’s where I was. A lot of loss, a lot of tough stuff, but still in a reactionary, defensive place about everything; it’s something I occasionally struggle with still. You and I are not the people who say that one of us saved the other or even saved each other—we aren’t those people. But you are the person who told me I could save myself, who stood next to me as I figured out who I was and what I wanted. I don’t think I become who I am without you or at least not with this much love and this quickly. Thank you for loving me unconditionally; thank you for showing me what it’s like to be loved unconditionally. 

You put this song on one of the first mixes you made me and I loved it. You’ve gifted me with so much perfect music over the years that this slipped into a pocket of my brain for a few years where I forgot about it. When it turned up in this month’s People’s Pop poll, it swam back to me and I remembered the very specific feeling of falling in love with you despite my past, my fears, my absolute terror of being hurt or harmed or just actually known. More than that, I remembered how lucky I am to even know you let alone go through life with you. The world’s on fire, a pandemic rages on, capitalism is destroying us all, but my life, our life, makes sense every single day I wake up with you. You’re my summer, the one we used to have and love; now we’re together in the water, sun warm on our shoulders, avoiding the terror of being alive at this moment in history just for a little bit, just for a little longer. 

when you’re with me it’s always summer