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My laptop charger got accidentally left at my other parents house for the week so all I have is playboy bunny outfit helsknight.. 😁😁 I am so normal and sane i promise <- hes very clearly lying

I have no explanation for this.. hope you fellow helsknight fans enjoy..?
#cw suggestive#suggestive#art#artists on tumblr#jaloparker art#hermitblr#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#helsknight#helsknight fanart#playboy bunny costume#draw your babygirl in this#helsknight is bbg#hes not very happy about this but its fine he did it for me#also new helsknight tattoo !!#the galactic says hels knight#unless i spelled something wrong..#in which case it doesnt say that..#but it should !!#i checked a few times while i was drawing it#sorry for this btw its all i had to post this week..#otherwise it never would've seen the light of day (maybe)#helsknight 💞#i want to hug him and hold his hands and tell him that i care about him#i dont want to make him less evil i just want him to know that hes loved#i want to have him in my arms as he drifts off to sleep#im so gay#filthy little boy kisser (me)#i mean look at him you have to give him a little kiss..#hes so pretty
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weird thing: in kh2, xigbar saying "as if" is intentionally dated—the game came out in 2005, and "as if" is 90's slang, popularized by the movie Clueless, which came out ten years prior to the game's release. hes a ~50 year old man (ignoring [gestures at his Whole Deal]) trying to sound like a teenager and failing, maybe on purpose. one of those people who misuses teen slang around teenagers specifically to watch the light fade from their eyes.
however. the years start comin and they dont stop comin. kh4 takes place only ~1-2 years after kh2; the timeline of the games is progressing much more slowly than the timeline of Real Life. xigbar will still be a 50 year old man (ignoring etc.) using 90s slang.
but soon. a 50 year old man using 90s slang will read less as him wanting to annoy teens, and more as him using slang that he would have used as a teenager in the 90s.
though hes also very much still doing it to annoy teens. thats a critical part of his character.
#if he were a current day 50 year old he wouldve been born in 1975. which would make him 15 in 1990.#a little old to be using ''as if'' unless he was *really* ahead of the curve. but Soon.#like i know hes much older than 50 and wouldnt have been a teen in the 90s anyway#& the kingdom hearts universe doesnt have the movie clueless in any case. he doesnt say that because of the movie#he says it because of what it communicates to the audience about his character. and what it communicates is changing!#blakeposts#kh#xigbar#xigbar scholarship tag
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How's that possible? Since when did you start eating spicy food? I told you I'd do it for real next time. ...Don't touch me, or—I'll kill you!
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 12
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#uservid#userspicy#userrain#userspring#pdribs#userjjessi#*cajedit#*gif#chen yi is really sitting there the whole time with only one thought in his mind and it is: i am gonna kiss this man. and then he does!!#okay but heres where i gotta get analytical about it bc ppl will say blah blah theyre so good at miscommunication and im sorry but NO#THEY ARE THE OPPOSITE. when ai di runs away at the end of ep10 after chen yi says he's figured it out and next time he'll do it for real-#chen yi does not seek ai di out Once after that nor does he try to force him into any admissions. HONESTLY HE DOESNT SINCE THE EP10 BAR#he LETS AI DI COME TO HIM EVERY. TIME. he lies a little to keep ai di from running but he doesnt ever actually force ai di to return to him#any time AFTER he CONFIRMS ai di has real feelings for him-which he does during the bar scene. there was no miscommunication there#it was only listening and observing. and chen yi doesnt push farther than offering gifts or that little lie because he wants ai di -#All of ai di. the truest parts of ai di.... he wants the REAL AI DI the one he knows and loves - to come to him of his own volition#in Whatever Form That May Be. because he loves him!! & in this case the form is in torture and accusations bc chen yi's lie has been caught#but chen yi is nothing less than DELIGHTED. bc AI DI STILL CAME. its further proof of ai di's feelings for him and chen yi loves it#& now it's chen yi's turn to show ai di all the ways in which he loves and belongs to him. its time to play his hand after waiting so long
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Or, rephrased: when someone says "barbecue/barbeque/BBQ", do you automatically assume they're using it as a general verb to mean cooking stuff on the grill, or do you assume they specifically mean outdoor slow-cooking meats like brisket, pulled pork, ribs, etc.?
Fight.
Also I know some people's answers might be somewhere in-between, just pick whichever it closest.
#polls#also i know this doesnt really account for like Korean BBQ in which case assume its a white or black american saying it in your area
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Shockingly I named some OCs recently and fleshed out the deity lore a bit for my "guess i'll marry the demon lord?" plot.
Solei has existed since near the start but Mehra and Valdas are new to the concept and all three? Petty. They're technically the Trio of Peace cause that's kinda their goal and duty to their world but really, Trio of Pettiness is suitable as well.
#my characters#they all have a petty dislike for reynold and reynold is blissfully unaware that mehra even exists to dislike him#most of his interactions outside of the demons are with solei#also for mehra its important to note that she really is affinity! not affection! she doesnt have any interest in love/affection#all she needs is for affinities to remain neutral at worst and positive at best#solei plays off of that by making sure the affinities between races are all the same wavelength#and that is why when sascha (the demon lord) tries to gather all the demons to keep them close and protect#she gets the wrong idea that he is gathering an army to fight since thats what the previous demon lord had done#which is why the demons got spread out a bit and sascha basically has to collect them again#valdas is all about order and balance and hes always right dont you DARE say hes wrong#his word and his thoughts are law to him and therefore should be law to all#he seems incredibly stubborn and he will be a little more forceful but if you can state your case to him#and he can logically see he is factually in the wrong ? he will not admit it out loud but he will change his ways immediately#he has a strong sense of justice its just not always the best for all (which is where solei comes in and has to help rarely)#mehra refuses to interact with the demons and reynold because while her ties to affinity for her world are important#she knows the demons dont hate the gods/goddesses and thats enough for her!#but also mehra and valdas have a natural dislike for reynold due to him not even being from their world which creates bumps#to both affinities (demons adore this one human now) and order (theres literally a human married to the demon lord which has never happened#solei doesnt like reynold and would LOVE to smack him upside the head sure but valdas is the one that would actively throw hands with him#valdas despises him so much for very petty reasons#the reason isnt listed above but thats fine im tired bye
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i think im in too deep w charmander duo. bc i was thinking abt how flame thinks very little abt bans, and how theres a genuine possibility he helps the Guardians ban people not even bc he thinks bans should matter, but just like for fun bc he doesnt think of it that seriously. which led me to thinking "wait but pangi could help him change his mind ^-^" nd now im just thinking of an au where pangi does Just That .
#lifesteal spoilers#charmander duo#pangi#flamefrags#i gen think only losing mane or pangi could help change his perspective tbh#i don't see pangi doing this realistically but that's why its an au :D#bc to me in this au its like worst case scenario of flame banning more than just already banned players#maybe not at the end of s6 but approaching the end#so thats why i think pangi would be more okay banning himself to help flame see things differently#i think hes aware zam and derap seperately will Not let him stay banned too bc zam is zam#and derap would stop at nothing to revive pangi like theyre buddies!!#but he would at least say he wont come back to emphasize how permanent it is and how no matter who is banned#it will matter to at least one person. itll impact SOMEONE. just like pangi is intending for his own life to matter to flame#tho if pangi did ban himself i think itd upset zam and derap a lot ToT#like esp if its for the guy whos been banning other people. even if it does change flame its like#itd feel like a loss nonetheless for the team intent on keeping everyone alive#esp bc its someone derap actually cares abt#sry idk if zam cares abt pangi like that which is why im focusing on cringe and charmanders#LOL#ik empires are a thing but zams way of treating pangi def doesnt show his care tbh#like the only people who actually seem to value pangi on ls is derap and flame#and even they would never choose him first#but they care enough that I think pangi being banned would impact them the most#sorry for angst posting on christmas#it might happen again#later#it depends. im in a Mood.#n e ways! im gonna nap before my social obligations ^-^
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Please tell me what you hate about TotK
ÖwÖ !
how much time do you have? and how much do you want to read? bc i deeply hate everything about totk (for many many reasons that cant just be dismissed as just 'not my taste' or similar, i dont hate many things, very few in fact, but this game deeply and personally hurt me and my passion- it essentially killed my hyperfixation in zelda)-
what i like would be much shorter; i like the sound the parasail makes when you use it in the rain, most music, you can have more horses, the underground is .. a neat idea (but badly executed), you can FINALLY touch the dragons (and in exchange they ruined them for me ...) and uhm ... master koga is there :3
(graphics and style is basically botws so that doesnt count though i still love that and .. the designs... mostly)
the short version; the writing sucks, the gameplay sucks, except for koga theres no character that is well written or enjoyable to me, the world design sucks, theres no connective tissue between botw (which isnt flawless by any means but i love it ..... or used to love it ..) and totk beyond it being called a sequel, pretty much every single one of botws flaws was doubled down on and i cannot believe how few people actually seem to realize this?? if you cared about anything botw and like thinking about things totk will stomp you with its hefty price tag bc it makes it clear it does not care and you are stupid for caring about anything, you should stop thinking and jsut take whatever they say no matter how little sense anything makes, every even mildly interesting idea is either never followed up on/expanded or is even actively contradicted in itself (which is soemthign this game is excellent at, constantly contradicting itself in every aspect but like .. like its unaware of it) it tries to do everything and thus commits to nothing, tries to please everyone and thus comes out saying nothing and meaning nothing and doing nothing, it loooooves to copy botw but gives it a different paintjob and makes it worse but presents it as better instead of actually adressing the issues botw had, ganondorf .... oh my dear ganondorf, you deserve to be in a better game *sniffs*, i have never before felt like im being made fun of by the game im playing, but now i have-
even the short version gets long (and i didnt even go into detail or into the reasoning q-q) but boi i have so many issues with this game its kinda fascinating, i have talked about alot of it but given tumblrs search likely still sucks it might be hard to impossible to find all those older rants njskfsdbjk
(if you dont care about ... text, or stories and just play it after work for mindless fun in short bursts it might not seem bad at all but once you start thinking it quickly and utterly crumbles, you might say i care to much and well, yeah, thats how hyperfixations work and i dont choose what to focus on either lol)
for a long while i used to try and sound the most tame and nice about it all but at some point of constantly being argued with (often aggressively) back when twitter used to be usable i started to not give a fuck anymore so if this may sound harsh, i have long gotten tired of all that so now im trying to literally just speak my mind with very little "what if i sound mean qoq" filter
#ganondoodels answers#ganondoodles talks#zelda#totk critical#if you find enjoyment i nthe game i do not hate you even if i absolutely cannot understand#this is the only ever case of me being so let down and disappointed with a game i went and sold it the same year#the collectors edition no less ........ which was such an extra thorn bc i never owned soemthing like that before (and now i dont again)#if you give me soemthing more specific i could likely rant about it#but about everything .... i might as well jsut work more on the (possible) video rant script nfdjknkfjd#id guess it would be longer than 3 hours bc i got so much mroe to say than skitty and also not native english#so ................... if i CAN do it its gonna take a long while and be not as nice to lsiten to#anyway- at this point i might just wait out the stupid spin off and see how much that fucks everything even more up#i cant really tell from this ask whether it is someone who doesnt like it either and wants to hear me rant over it#or if its a genuine “i dont understand how you can hate this :O” which ....................... i have been asked so ... so many times#at least my tumblr bubble let me feel less alone and crazy about it fndjkfnkdjbfdk
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Arknights orchestra
#arknights#Pramanix#Ptilopsis#Virtuosa#Czerny#Skadi#Erato#Hibiscus#skadi the corrupting heart#Hibiscus the Purifier#we’ve got bell‚ some type of zither‚ electric chello‚ almost a piano‚ voice‚ harp‚ and an attempt at a flute#what a weird orchestra#I think specifically ptilopsis is playing a guzheng#sadly I only know western instuments#I dont have the skin that gives medic amiya a violin#I dont actually have vertuosa either shes a support#I would have ebenholz and all is ghost goat flautists too but again. dont have him#and vertuosa felt more important#and hypothetically I could include the other bards but that feels cheep#at least skalter has a lyre in her event. and she definitly sings#I think there is a skin for quercus where she has an instrument? I dont have that skin either -_-#I Do have the specter skin where she has a guitar case but she doesnt actually play it so she is not incuded#pretty sure hibiscus says in that event that she doesnt actually know how to play that flute#which makes sense because the sound she makes when she attacks is. bad.
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like strangers all over again
#ace attorney#thinking. about how in the original cases of aa1 (meaning everything except ep5)#edgeworth doesnt have any smiling sprites outside of his courtroom ones#which makes for some funny moments but also says a lot about his character at the time i think#but then when he shows up in aa2 farewell one of the first things he does is. smile#it just rlly stuck out to me#and how much he mustve really changed in his time away#and now phoenix has to catch up to him again#posting this at fuck o clock in the morning i dont care
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gentle reminder that human health does not fit into a binary system and nothing is ever really fully a mental or physical disability
stress can have significant effects on physical health, more than you'd think
and the basis of any mental disability is still physical, that's why it's possible to develop medications for it
#salt baby talks#ignoring the fact that exclusionism is counterproductive to advancing any kind of disability agenda#the biology just straight up doesnt support it#neuroinflammation and things like increased cortisol levels are a big deal#they can affect any of my 'physical' disabilities#sometimes more than any other factor#and theres evidence of changes in the brain and the rest of the body with basically every 'mental' disorder#thats why we have things like SSRIs or antipsychotics#epilepsy is limited to the brain but this one is always physical#parkinsons is at its core a loss of dopamine in the brain#alzheimers has predominantly mental symptoms#yet we dont call that a mental disorder#and they are equally as disabling as physical conditions!#i would know#i have 'both'#and if you disagree#make your case and ill happily discuss this further#i do have to wonder if maybe undercutting this#is that same negative societal bias that occurs with things like depression and anxiety and PTSD#where people think you should just 'get over' it#that the logic is that 'physical' disabilities are MORE disabling because 'you can just get over mental disabilities'#which isnt true ftr most mental disorders are lifelong and chronic#people are deemed treated for a mental health condition when theyre subclinical or in remission or in control of their condition#not when theyve returned to 'normal' because its not going to happen#disability#chronic illness#ableism#mental health#and yes i am cognizant of the fact that when people say this they mostly mean mental health disorders like mood disorders#i phrased this the way i did because a) its mental health conditions that are usually the target of this and b) we can have meds for both
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i agree with what you’ve been saying and while idk if this is exactly what you’re trying to get across in your posts i’ve always thought people in fandom that get so worked up over who tops and who bottoms would benefit from not trying to apply pseudo intellectualism to fictional characters and their fictional sex lives in terms of what positions/roles they would prefer and instead realize there’s no such thing as “evidence” for what a character would be like in bed. like not to say there’s NOT preconceived biases that affect who gets assigned what by fandoms but also i wish more people realized personality ≠ sexual preference and at the end of the day all our interpretations basically boil down to headcanons with no actual basis. me personally i like bottom eddie. because it’s sexy To Me. others like top eddie. because it’s sexy To Them. (and buck is also there i guess) i promise it really can be as simple as just that lmao
yeah i mean this is kind of what it comes down to although i recognize that finding it sexy isn’t necessarily the ONLY thing it’s just usually the thing. and people feel really defensive over that because there’s a lot of baggage tied up in this kind of discussion (which is why imo i also feel like it’s unproductive to wholesale be like why do we talk about this at all? well it comes up across fandoms without fail so obviously there’s something to talk about). but my point is kind of like, this is a completely insubstantial argument because at the end of the day, everything else aside, you are literally just talking about A Thing People Do With Their Bodies. and pretty much all of the things anyone tries to argue around that are going to be caught up in all kinds of rigid ideas about how sex works or what it means to have sex in this way or that way or that doing this makes you that and so on and so forth, and therefore it will pretty much always be harmful—especially given that the vast majority of the time the reason people start talking about gender studies or whatever is because they see that kind of theory as unassailable—while on the other hand like. you are free to just say you just think it’s hot or you like X aspect of it or you just don’t like the other thing, you just won’t have the higher ground that way. idk it’s always funny to me to see the kinds of rules people set up in their heads. like for example im always getting asks that are like um you like top eddie? but he deserves to have prostate orgasms! .. ok? why can’t he? you like top eddie? but he should be taken care of! .. ok? what’s stopping him? like my point is just that i think it is really evident what kinds of ideas people have around certain sex roles in the bedroom and the way they talk about or against those ideas is frequently really really really weird, much weirder if they just said they like what they like
#asks#to me this doesnt apply in exactly the same way when talking about like dom/sub roles#because well first of all i do laugh at dom buck and that will never change. but even in that case for me it tends to be about#what i think are erroneous or unbelievable interpretations of what is actually happening on the show. or bad characterization. or a dynamic#that isnt reflective of the characters themselves. but im not gonna argue against it getting you hot like what is anyone gonna do abt that#like to me this is way more about the psychological/actual character stuff so i mean yeah theres stuff i Will say#however in many ways its obviously still not provable#which i recognize. again i am not trying to claim to be noble. just self aware
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I dont think Mob is naive as much as he's socially unaware, like the reason why he trusts Reigen so blindly is a bit more complex than just him being naive
Cause Mob reached out to Reigen because he was desperate to find someone like him, someone who understood his psychic specific issues, someone that could truly know what he's feeling and going through and give him guidance and support
Post incident Mob's thinking process was something along the lines of my powers hurt people -> my powers are bad -> my powers (my emotions, my instincts, myself) cannot be trusted
So he lost all confidence and trust in his own actions, resigning to being as passive as possible to avoid any further damage to anyone else, thus he started doubting his own perception of reality too
He's a kid already struggling with being ostracised for being socially inept, who just got traumatised and all of his insecurity increased by the tenfold, he doesn't know how to process what he's going through. He needs help.
And here comes Reigen, seemingly reliable, a responsible adult in a child's eyes, someone who claims he can understand him
Even tho Reigen doesnt. But it doesn't matter, because Mob finds comfort in his words and takes them to heart
Even if Reigen doesn't fully get it, even if he doesn't see the bigger picture, even if his advice isn't always the best
Eventually, Mob grows up, realises Reigen isn't as honest as he seemed through his 11 year old perspective, but like most things, he refuses to acknowledge it on a deeper level
Mob knows, but never tells Reigen, never thinks about what all those lies mean to him (ofc until he forces himself to face those doubts regarding Reigen, to properly acknowledge both of their flaws and accept them as they are, I should scream into the void about Confession Arc more God)
Due to his lack of trust in himself, Mob has relied on Reigen for years now to shape his moral compass, his thoughts, his decisions
Because well, Reigen lies, sure, but he isnt a bad person. When he hurts Mob, it isn't intentional or with ill intent, he still wants the best for him, what's the issue?
Except that it stunts Mob's growth. He doesn't develop as a person, doesn't have goals or wishes or ambitions, can't make choices on his own, he doesn't even let himself acknowledge his own emotions, he refuses to let himself exist
But Mob realises in time that he wants more than that, he wants to become better and be independent and feel again
Still, he puts the acknowledgement of the lies on hold for as long as he can, unwilling to question the way things are
This can make him feel a little naive, he constantly relies on Reigen and trusts his decisions and raises questions rarely until separation arc when he finally puts his foot down
And I do think that moment is the most resounding proof we have that Mob knows and allows himself to be used by Reigen, not wanting to shake the status quo, until he gets fed up
I mentioned the social ineptitude at the beggining but idk if I should even elaborate on that, you've watched the show, you know what I mean
He's blunt and can't read social cues or tonality that well and can't speak in front of crowds and is overall pretty awkward and I do think some people conflate that with naivety
Mob is still a child, he doesnt fully understand how the world works at the ripe age of 14 years old, but some folks take that as him being inherently naive/innocent/whatever which I don't find true
#ppl do a similar thing with seri but for different reasons but i do think in his case its worse cause thats a whole ass adult#anyway. i dont think im saying anything new i just wanted to ramble <3#i missed mobposting what can i say#ik i saw somebody talk about this in a more eloquent way but i doubt i could find the post cause i dont think i rbed it so rip#mp100#mob psycho 100#kageyama shigeo#that ova needs to come out already im going insane#cine te a intrebat#also hope i didnt come off as too negative towards reigen or smth#but like. my favourite part of confession is him saying (i didnt know!) LIKE YEAH. U DIDNT. LMAO.#ppl treat him as a bit too reliable sometimes and dont give him a lot of room to grow like Reigen isnt even 30 yet!! he aint that old!!#he still needs to get HIS own shit tgt before giving out advice just saying. also he totally doesnt understand mob fully. how can he??#he never mentions the incident with ritsu and considering mobs inclination of never telling anyone anything unless prompted#i doubt he knows... like reigen genuinely doesnt know the extent of mobs trauma!! when he said I Didnt Know he meant that shit!!!!!!#which is like. fine. cause to me whats important is how he always wants to protect mob and support him and help him#even if he doesnt always know how. even if advice backfires. hes always there and hes always trying and hes just as human and flawed as mob#himself#ig what im getting at is just that im bothered by the Flavour of reliable adult fandom is giving him. hes a lil pathetic and#fucks up sometimes and thats fiiiiiine. i feel like i talked shit about reigen but i do think hes a good guy and IS reliable just not in the#gives great advice way. but in the Knows How To Talk And Bullshit His Way Through Everything and Has Genuinely Good Intentions (usually)#and will throw away all of his self preservation if the situation requires him to. his advice is good but can be vague idk ONE rlly managed#to balance his pathetic side with his helpful reliable side and i dont think i articulated it the best way but like.... hes simultaneously#pathetic and sad but also the most sane and reliable adult in this show. rant over see u next time byeeee
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one thing i will say is i see some people implying/theorizing stuff about the latest chapters that make me worried tobias is going to hit a pitfall of making self-aware video games that like 99% of other self-aware games fall into
#all games that try to relate back to player-character experience has a chance of hitting this roadblock#that is 'game makes you feel bad for your choices but your only option is to either play game or not play game'#like of course this could be purely due to fan interpretation making it sound like this game is Doing That#but i genuinely hope DR doesnt try for 'youre evil for trying to control kris' when this has been rehashed before#like do we need to go back to the WarGames quote of The Only Winning Move Is To Not Play#i hope the game isnt going in that direction though or is going to actually be interesting about it#but this is also the case for the theory of ralsei being actually evil where if thats true then tobias has downgraded#on his writing capabilities#but again this is all speculative from how ive seen other fans interpret the current chapters#which is to say. i am not hopeful if this is true
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Half of the quad...
Delm (left) is Death and Brody (right) is War. Since they can (along with Pestilence and Famine) inflict whatever status on a person, Delm is terrified of accidentally killing someone pre-apocalypse. And so he's basically a pacifist that can never say the right thing and gets beaten up and refuses to fight back. Brody tries to be his bodyguard of sorts but Delm is slippery and just vanishes and shows up freshly injured with a smile cause "well, I mean I can't /die/, dude. what's the problem?"
#my characters#i really like the four of them because keaton (famine) is obsessed with mobile gacha games#and constantly is on his phone when they all meet up to talk#and ida (pesky pesty) is slightly sadistic (mostly to delm which in turn stresses brody out more)#but while they dont actually die truly ? they do have to go through cycles and so in this lifetime#keaton and ida are brother and sister#they dont really remember their past cycles clearly so delm is convinced he was a scumbag in his previous cycle#which is just karma making him a punching bag in this lifetime#while keaton and ida are very aware of themselves as half the group growing up#they dont actually all meet right away and they only interact with delm because he realizes its them#and of course he doesnt say it well he just sounds like hes trying to flirt and be a creep#so when ida tries to make him sick to death basically and he shows almost no reaction shes like wait a second#why arent you suffering??? and hes like ????? IT WOULDNT WORK WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO DO THAT? im your ally :c#and then years pass and they finally encounter brody and delm clocks him as the fourth possibly#but doesnt say it just in case hes wrong but then takes up stalking him#and brody is sooooo tired of this lil freak following him around LEAVE HIM ALONE and then it clicks#when keaton tells him oh yeah you should definitely try to kill him hes impossible to kill#and brody is like wait a second what the f- noooooo he cant be! no! why! hes pathetic and weird!#then becomes obsessed with getting him to stay unharmed and continuously fails#thanks for coming to my ted talk where all my ocs have to be stupid#and theres no brain cells in the four of em
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im just thinking abt like. sam (almost) never hits back. only under extreme duress. and i really can't imagine him lashing out at partners either, maybe yelling but never physical. and trying to understand why, like does he actually think he's better than dean by not punching? does he seek therapy at stanford? does he just think he deserves it and feels like he's at the bottom of the totem pole everywhere he goes?
literally makes me feel sick. idk i have a Thing for a teenage sam who is like totally opposed to violence (despite being forced on hunts and into sparring and training and loading guns all the time). there’s that throwaway joke about his idol being gandhi and there’s the fact that obviously sam doesnt Want any of this, this being Hunting and the constant violence that comes with, so i can just see this thing developing where for a brief period hes like sooo holier than thou about it i am better than you and dad cause i read books and i dont solve my problems by hitting things (which tbh he is so right about! <3) but obviously its just his way of coping with the violence that hes been entrenched in since he was six months old. and this is like literally just inside my head. but in my head its true. that was kind of unrelated actually but also not really
and so yeah i think. idk. violence is sooo normal to sam and dean. i think sam doesnt Want to hit back cause its counterproductive and unnecessary and he prefers to talk things through, like that’s just not how he deals with things, what use is hitting back going to do? like then they’d just get into a physical fight. which i dont think he wants. but also 100% even if not consciously i think sam believes he deserves it or at least that its Okay when it happens to him. he literally doesnt even question it. especially like… after s4. i think he tends to just accept deans treatment cause hes got this belief deep down that he’ll always deserve it, and also even if dean isn’t always right he always somehow ends up being right, and….. so awful.
also i do actually think sam went to therapy at stanford but thats just cause i find it fun to think about. like what did he say…. how do you even word the trauma of that upbringing. not sure if he actually took any valuable lessons from it or benefitted from it post short-term.
#thank u for the ask i love talking abt them#i feel like when they were younger sam would’ve hit back more maybe. and it wouldve ended up in actual physical fights/sparring#and i just think idk. sam is wordsy. he does prelaw. hes talkative about things he likes and he relishes explaining cases and hes more#comfortable in a verbal fight. despite his obvious physical strength. meanwhile dean runs out of words to say thatll make sam do what he#wants (slash words to say in general) and throws a punch.#but then its also that sam doesnt even really take an issue with it. from what we see in canon. he’s just like. okay. you satisfied? hit me#all you want it won’t change anything. he barely seems to register it its just part of Dean. which is SO fucked up. <3#he just!! accepts that this is what dean does if hes angry with sam or about sam or near sam. like.#spn#oliver talks#sam winchester#sam & dean#also anon who r youuu i love you#poison in the water
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so far the ONLY reference to present day kat ive seen is if you tell pam about the wendigo sighting & she says "did one of your friends see it" & swann says "yes, but she's not here"
#tone is thoroughly neutral & imo not giving 'this is sad for me to say bcus shes dead' which doesnt mean it ISNT the case#anyone else know of any other mentions of kat outside of reminiscing? im only on my second run so im far from having seen everything#texticles#lost records#lost records bloom and rage#bloom and rage#which is the main tag thats being used lmao
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