During the fall leading up to my fifteenth birthday, I came very, very close to committing suicide. Today I turned twenty-five. I had that fifteen year old girl I almost wasn’t sit down with me for a metaphorical conversation.
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[Fifteen Speaks to Twenty-Five]
Leah Saint-John
Are you alive
Yes
Does it hurt
Yes
Are you glad
[instead of an answer there is a helpless look]
Is it all still green
Especially in June
Do you still love it
Especially in June
What colour is our blood
Garnet
It’s thickened
Yes
Is it a sickness
Yes
What does the garnet make you think of
Mouths God’s mouth The inside of His eye sockets
Are you happy
Sometimes
Is it enough
Sometimes
Are you lonely
Yes Garnet Like God
Did it get better
Yes No Yes Yes
Are you living
Yes Almost
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JJK Faerie AU: Compendium
Fair Traveler, I should tell you that it isn't advised to walk too deeply in this forest. Fair Traveler, please heed my word when I tell you to stay on the marked path. Fair Traveler, please ignore the amused whispers in the wings of the trees. Fair Traveler, don't give your name to anyone asks. Fair Traveler, there's a price to pay for believing in magic.
Fair Traveler, you've been warned ー
Here be faeries.
cw. faerie au, 💋 is 18+
pairing. jjk x reader
notes. i'm obsessed with faeries, so i'm making it your problem too. other characters coming eventually but there are a few i have planned well in advance. just a collection of faerie-related fics/drabbles. cw will update as needed.
BANSHEE ー the messenger of death. Female faeries who wail, keen and scream to alert dullahan when the death of an individual is near.
"I had kissed Death's hand and the moon and the stars one by one."
Gojou Satoru
you look beautiful in death's colors in which seelie prince satoru becomes a hypocrite
your love, like birth and death in which you hope a misguided prince realizes his affection towards you is misplaced gratitude whereas satoru finds himself proposing once more
HUMAN ー tragically ordinary, surprisingly innovative. The folk are clever so mortals must be twice as clever to avoid their tricks.
"The rhythm of the rain, The dust of the moon."
Fushiguro Toji
? (hint: Unseelie Lord Toji)💋
SELKIE ー a shapeshifting faerie who switches between human and seal by use of their coat. Should one take their coat, they are bent to that individual's will.
"In the ocean, In the breathing of dales & In the song of every nightingale."
Okkotsu Yuuta
? (hint: You're content with your mortal husband)
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A Day Of A Day Trader
A Day Of A Day Trader
I took leave from my routine job,I don’t wanna be one among the mob,I don’t want to steal or rob,but I wanna travel around the globe.
All my desires are set at par,I would like to buy a car,that could take me anywhere far,and also to the clubs and bar.
It’s always my deepest passion,to buy a colossal seaview mansion,which is built in the latest fashion,and the cutest one in the entire…
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Allison Titus - Futures Index
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I followed Emily’s steps in Haworth
I didn’t realise we had so much in common:
birth and baptism (of couse)
attempts at gardening
books and reading (of course)
juvenile writing and poetry (naturally)
novel writing and a diary
(love of) art and music
imaginary world and depression
teaching
contentment at home
stay in Brussels
I lived in Cologne and Ireland)
return to England
visit to York (she with Anne
I with daughter and…
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