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trickstersaint · 7 months
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vacation bible school activity: where did you find god in your life today? // february 18 2024
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yes & no // natalie vee, wondersmithinc // part one
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sunbloomdew · 6 months
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hey, this poem
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is about them
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if you even care
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mwagneto · 1 year
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sorry for the image im about to post. craz reverse au. can anyone hear me it's so cold in here
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irritablepoe · 6 months
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y'all i'm doing so well at being an adult, just ignore the inner dread i feel that's just part of life right?
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the-sun-n-the-sea · 7 months
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I just wrote you a love poem where you're wearing the ugliest Hawaiian shirt I can possibly imagine but we don't have to talk about that
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moodr1ng · 2 years
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my mom: yes i remember "a dogs head on every wall", you used to say that phrase all the time when you were 14, i have no idea what it meant but it sounded so bad and it really freaked me out
also my mom: youre not really schizoaffective.. you dont have psychosis wed know
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fandomkingdom18 · 1 month
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more outsiders au headcanons but it's pony being a musician
(if you wanna see more and you havent already read it i have a oneshot under the same name on ao3)
pony is def the most musical in the family.
like their parents tried to get them all into piano and stuff and other than darry no one else really cared except for pony
i imagine hes a choir kid
and just loves music with all his heart
like out of nowhere he would start singing something thats stuck in his head
all loud and obnoxious
they could all be in the living room chilling and stuff, doing nothing much in particular and pony would just be all like
"R-E-S-P-E-C-T! FIND OUT WHAT IT MEANS TO ME"
and he would rock it too
steady vibrato and them runs and riffs
like he's insanely talented
and everyone would just sigh
cause they've given up on getting him to stop
or when he's practicing at the piano and something happens or someone does something dumb
he just plays the circus theme song thing
and he'd get smacked upside the head
or if he's sad he can usually relate it to a song lyric and he'd be caught singing it since it would end up getting stuck in his head and everyone would just be like
"you good homie??"
and when he's feeling things
he WILL write a gutwrenching, heartstring-tugging poem that he may or may not adapt into a song
he would also randomly belt something from a musical
and then darry would randomly start singing (sometimes in harmony) to throw pony off and darry would be all like
"i aint tryna be mean but before you there was meeee"
darry would also try to help him out with piano and they'd argue because darry thinks it's this note and pony disagrees or smth
darry fr be like
"pony it says piano so here's a tip: you have to play it softly"
and pony would be like
"I AM PLAYING IT SOFTLY"
(he says as he slams down on the keys)
and the others are just watching, eating popcorn because it's always entertaining to watch darry try to get pony to listen or vice versa cause they're both stubborn af
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and-her-saints · 15 days
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Hey sorry idk if you'd know this but I quite literally don't know where to turn about this so I'm sending this ask to every queer+catholic blog I can find
Are there *any* resources out there for queer/trans Catholics that go beyond affirmation and show how to pursue a religious life that goes beyond the laity (e.g. priesthood, joining a convent/monastery, something similar) without having to brush your queerness aside. I feel like if I don't find something soon I might go insane
years ago, i attended a Zoom event with Fr. James Alison as a keynote speaker, and something he said has been glued to my brain ever since. he said it in Spanish, so i'll try to remember, paraphrase and translate: "while they try to get us to stop being queer, what we must try to do is to be better queers."
i love what you said about "beyond affirmation" and that is precisely why i got reminded of the quote and WHY this quote resonated with me to begin with.
imho, there is a fundamental issue with a lot of queer theology and it's that it doesn't go beyond apologetics. it's not pragmatic nor does it seem to engage critically with the material conditions that work with or against queerness. and it's truly such a shame, because living "religiously" to me, as a queer catholic, it's infinitely more a matter of coherence, love, devotion and solidarity, than learning how to "reconcile" gayness/transness with the Bible.
it's a journey, of course. the apologetics were and are necessary for many of us to unlearn the hatred that might've been instilled in us through religious education and upbringing. however, here are some resources that, in my opinion, show how to pursue queer-religious-life.
💌 catholic/christian resources:
[book] The Reckless Way of Love: Notes on Following Jesus by Dorothy Day. Unlike larger collections and biographies, which cover her radical views, exceptional deeds, and amazing life story, this book focuses on a more personal dimension of her life: Where did she receive strength to stay true to her God-given calling despite her own doubts and inadequacies and the demands of an activist life? What was the unquenchable wellspring of her deep faith and her love for humanity?
[book & account] Black Liturgies: Prayers, Poems, and Meditations for Staying Human by Cole Arthur Riley. Black Liturgies is a digital project that connects spiritual practice with Black emotion, Black memory, and the Black body. In this book, she brings together hundreds of new prayers, along with letters, poems, meditation questions, breath practices, scriptures, and the writings of Black literary ancestors to offer forty-three liturgies that can be practiced individually or as a community.
[book] Cry of the Earth, Cry of the Poor by Leonardo Boff. Focusing on the threated Amazon of his native Brazil, Boff traces the economic and metaphysical ties that bind the fate of the rain forests with the fate of the indigenous peoples and the poor of the land. He shows how liberation theology must join with ecology in reclaiming the dignity of the earth and our sense of a common community, part of God's creation. To illustrate the possibilities, Boff turns to resources in Christian spirituality both ancient and modern, from the vision of St. Francis of Assisi to cosmic christology.
[book] Undoing Theology: Life Stories from Non-normative Christians by Chris Greenough. The fundamental issue with ‘queer��� research is it cannot exist in any definable form, as the purpose of queer is to disrupt and disturb. Undoing Doing generates a process of ‘undoing’ as central to queer research enquiries. Aiming to engage in a process which breaks free from traditional academic norms, the text explores three life stories
[podcast] The Magnificast. "A weekly podcast about Christianity and leftist politics. The Magnificast is hosted by Dean Dettloff and Matt Bernico. Each week's episode focuses on a unique or under-realized aspect of territory between Christianity and politics that no one taught you about in sunday school."
💌 non-christian but still excellent resources:
[book] Hijab Butch Blues by Lamya H. A memoir by a butch hijabi that follows the experiences of the author through stories and figures from the Qur'an.
[book] Lean on Me: A Politics of Radical Care by Lynne Segal. Questions of care, intimacy, education, meaningful work, and social engagement lie at the core of our ability to understand the world and its possibilities for human flourishing. In Lean On Me feminist thinker Lynne Segal goes in search of hope in her own life and in the world around her. She finds it entwined in our intimate commitments to each other and our shared collective endeavours.
i don't think these are precisely what you were looking for. but i hope these resources bring you as much peace and hope as they have brought me.
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dangerliesbeforeyou · 25 days
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ok so ive been rewatching psychoville and saw on the wikipedia that there were a bunch of websites made for the series (they were all written by reece and steve btw) which i've been looking through cos they are genuinely SO fucking funny & also just amazingly creative lol!
anyway i know people in the fandom probs already know about this (since the show came out literally 15 years ago pfft) but i thought i'd share some of my fav bits (but honestly would just recommend just checking them out if you haven't i have been crying with laughter for literally hours lol)
i will say that a lot of the media (videos, games, etc) no longer work on the archived sites rip but i'm sure people have uploaded some of the stuff (vids especially) to yt or other places lol
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so a) i love that we get some background stuff on jelly and 2) 'captain CRACKERS' bernie clifton's dressing room reference question mark ??????? (ofc bcdr was AFTER this but i know love the idea that mr jelly trained under len pfft)
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what that red raw stump do though 👀 (sorry pfffft)
mr jolly's website wasn't that interesting soz tho i did like him comparing being a doctor to being a clown lol
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the comment about fag bears did make me wheeze i'm afraid lol i also loved the blurry photos of lomax's commodities lol (kinda reminded me of the bit in tlog w/ that terrible old photographer guy lol)
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when i tell you i DIED with laughter at the 'now known as hull' bit like u just know reece wrote that bit pfft
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not really a funny thing but this poem written by david honestly kinda breaks my heart lol... i think it also a lot of additional context to david's guilt when he thought he'd killed his father(faver) because perhaps he felt guilty about NOT feeling guilty you get me? like, it felt to me that when maureen told david it was SHE who killed her husband, it didn't feel like he was mad at her for doing it, but more that she kept the fact from him. it's about... the mutual oedipus-coded obsession with one another that couldn't even be destroyed in death and in this essay i will....
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ghoul_lass23 is just like me but about tumblr lol fr
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nothing feels more cursed than the phrases 'the river minge has burst its banks', 'crying creamy tears' and 'fleshy rapunzel' (which i've just noticed they misspelt lol... don't think that was intentional lol?) so if i had to read this so do you <3
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the way that i kinda wish this actually existed tho pfft... also, it does kinda remind me of that video where jenny nicholson talked about that insane reality show 'opposite worlds' lol
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'cross between seven and glee' is honestly sending me pfft
also on this part there was a script from stinkfinger (which is a show mentioned on the show) which sounded suspiciously like a reference to tlc lol
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the less said about swastknickers the better
(will say i did nearly piss myself laughing at the nazi section of the hoity toity website lol which wasn't a sentence i thought i'd type today lol)
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i just love these kinds of jokes pfft
also the whole biography sections of each of the pantomime cast are fab lol tho i AM kinda pissed they made debbie from yeovil and yet didn't give her a west country accent lol!!! (i guess they thought it'd be a bit much w/ joy being bristolian but i'm still mad about it lol)
also i know people have probably already pointed this out but i do find it funny that brian in the in9 episode last night of the proms is a closeted gay guy who likes watching drag was probably a reference to brian in this show that was a drag queen like... is anything these guys do NOT a reference??? u know those gaylor fans who obsessively look for clues in her songs about her apparent secret sexuality? all i'm saying is that i think they'd really like the extended reece shearsmith & steve pemberton universe pfft
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all three of these made me cry with laughter lol
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ohh this is interesting lol so obviously they suspected that some people might be all 'um why didn't the sprinklers go off during the fire at ravenhill? plot hole much!' so they wrote this into one of the websites so they could be like SEE! WE'RE ONE STEP AHEAD OF YOU DUMBASSES lol
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both the jeremy kyle reference (remember when that was a thing? yikes... my mum used to watch his show CONSTANTLY...) and nurse kenshington's thoughts on david and maureen are interesting lol.. also there's a reference to the serial killer top trumps in this bit lol! (do people still play top trumps?? man i LOVED top trumps lol...)
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the entire sunnyvale care home section is so fucking funny (both the website AND in the show lol mrs wren/mrs ladybird face is unironically probably my favourite character on the entire show) these were just some of my fav gags lol...
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ok but why is this the SECOND reference to a guy punching a child who was apparently looking at his dick lol!??!! did this happen to one of you ??!!?!? reece did you punch a child ??!???!?!??
&&&& that's it lol
there were a few websites i didn't spend long on or generally weren't that interesting (coughmidgetgemscough) but honestly? i was really captivated with just how funny and well put together all these sites were! you can tell they had a lot of fun making it and i'm sure fans at the time LOVED being able to have this semi-interactive element of the show lol
there was just something so wonderfully late 00's about these websites lol i genuinely don't think i've laughed this much at anything in literal months and all of this is just solidifies that psychoville is a criminally under-appreciated masterpiece lol
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edwardslvrr · 1 year
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༯ GOOD RIDDANCE, TREVOR ZEGRAS
trevor zegras x singer!reader
the one where rumour has it YN’s new album is about Trevor
taglist if you’d like to be added to my taglist, message me privately or comment on this post
warning this is all fake and just for fun, no hate to any of the people mentioned. Just a reminder that this is pure for entertainment xoxo
main masterlist trevor zegras masterlist
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yourinstagram good riddance is now out and about for you beautiful souls to listen to I hope you love it as much as I loved making this. now it’s time for wine and a party, thank you.
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username so here for this drama!!
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username she’s just making us go through it fr
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trevorzegras
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trevorzegras same time next year?
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username bro acting like nothing happened
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username poem sounds nice tho
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username dude is regretting all his life decisions atp
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yourinstagram the support on Good Riddance is INSANE! could have never imagined this all being the outcome of just writing my feelings down on a piece of paper. you guys have been the absolute best people ever, the way you promote this album just makes me tear up. LOVE YOU ALL!! see you soon.
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username this album is my new personality for the next 2 years
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username everyone always out here claiming they know trevor and YN personally or sum shit
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fairer-tales · 5 months
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In Memoriam Headcanons!!
cus i’m still insane about them and want nothing but happiness for our boys
~spoilers for the book ahead-
• In Brazil, Gaunt and Ellwood almost always wear coordinating ties and handkerchiefs (either wearing the same pattern in different colours, or vice versa, or by swapping so that one has the kerchief to go with the others tie)
• Gaunt tried to write a poem about Ellwood once. He got four lines in and got embarrassed with himself and went to box instead. he left the page in her desk drawer and never found it again.
• Contrary to popular belief, Gaunt is a riot at embassy events in Brazil (when he actually joins in conversation). He just makes blunt, usually unwittingly witty comments that make the tipsy embassy blokes roar with laughter (that tism humour fr).
• Ellwood loves to host. in the beginning, it’s to fill the void of living in brazil and the aftermath of the war, but he finds that he really enjoys it. utter peacock.
• Ellwood loves the flowers in Brazil, but he can’t often find some of ones that align with the victorian flower language. So, he invents a new flower language just for him and Gaunt.
• Ellwood, ever spiteful, used to step on the toes of young women who flirted with Gaunt at balls when it was his turn to dance with them. Despite how much it pained him to risk damaging his reputation as an excellent dancer.
• They used to have snowball fights at Thornycrpft when they spent Christmas hols there together.
• Gaunt rarely speaks german, but when he’s particularly drunk, he starts whispering german terms of endearment into Ellwood’s ear. Ellwood doesn’t have a clue what he’s saying but he’s not complaining.
• Having baths together (partly as an inside joke, partly cus <3 )
• I’m sure they would have a pet, but can decide on what animal. i can picture ellwood getting an exotic bird for parlour tricks when he’s hosting, giving it an eccentric name (like Benedict or Florian) but actually getting super attached. Or, Gaunt having a realy pampered cat (probably a white long haired breed). ORRR Gaunt finds a dog that reminds him of his old dog at home and has a ‘can we keep him’ moment
• Gaunt publishes his translations. perhaps he makes them more accessible for people who aren’t getting that upper class public school education, with english translation accompanying the original greek (inspired by his friendship with Hayes). Maybe Hayes reads them and resolves that they’re just ‘decent’
• If they return to england, Ellwood brings his hosting reputation with him, and holds a party upon his return to england and before their departure back to brazil or wherever their travels take them every time. unwittingly attracts a LOT of upper-class queers.
• they get (fake) married one day. they get matching wedding bands in whatever metal matches the other’s undertones (cus this is the type of thing at least one of them knows). they get to cal each other ‘husband’ in the comfort of their own home.
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glyhpsrfvckincol · 1 year
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Hi I love your writing can you do hunter or edric x plus size female reader fluff and some jealousy plz
Me, the Rizzler || Edric Blight & Hunter Noceda
Synopsis - Edric Blight and Hunter Noceda with a plus-size! Girlfriend.
Warnings - Me being in love. Me being cringe. Me. Mentions of Odalia🤮🤢.
A/n - I’m going insane 💀
Requests are opened; headcanons only
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Edric Blight
↳ Him: Shawty in love 😍
↳ Actual tho, thinks you’re a goddess.
↳ Edric thinks all girls are goddess tho so 😒
↳ Except his mom. No one thinks she’s even a decent witch.
↳ Odalia is kinda the Umbridge of The Owl House 😭
↳ I’m getting so off track, it’s not even funny.
↳ Edric lives for the cuddles. Whether his head resides in your lap, stomach, chest or neck, he ain’t goin’ anywhere.
↳ He don’t need to, he got everything he could want. His sisters, his dad and his babgurl.
↳ *Insert fuckboy lipbite 🫦*
↳ Someone stop me.
↳ PROUDLY shows you off.
↳ Whether to his friends, his school mates or his sisters, they’ll know you two are a package deal.
↳ Wanna know how Edric asked you out?
↳ He sent you a poem by accident. Call him Edrizz Blight cause bro is smooth.
↳ At least compared to his dad.
↳ And only online.
↳ I’ll throw shade on all the blight males. No one shall stop me.
↳ Edric doesn’t feel jealous of anyone. He knows you love him, and he feels safe in your guys relationship.
↳ But Emira flirting with you makes him feel small.
↳ The two are pretty much identical, safe for the hair length and which side their moles are on.
↳ She constantly makes fun of him, plus he’s given next to nothing attention from his parents. {Middle child syndrome}
↳ You’re one of the very few people Edric has in his life and he trusts you enough to just lead him astray.
↳ As his mother would call it. 😒
↳ Though Emira only flirts with you when he’s been annoying to her standards.
↳ He’ll become clingy when she does this, Edric’s way to tell her and others that your occupied with him. 😤
↳ She knows how important you are to him, so over time, her flirting slowly stims down, but she’ll still pick on him occasionally.
↳ Can I have both you and Emira?
↳ Edric would take your clothes. He’ll shamelessly where them around you, his family, school mates. EVERYWHERE.
↳ I personally don’t see Edric having ANY girl sit on his lap, I just can’t really imagine it??
↳ But if you wanna sit him in your lap… 🫣
Hunter Noceda
↳ Every time he sees you:
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↳ He’s just, so IN love with you bro.
↳ I would be too though so.
↳ HES NOT SPECIAL 👹
↳ Me and Hunter: 🤾‍♂️🤺
↳ Fr.
↳ Bro I’m so fucking cringe 💀 I’m sorry if this is just straight up annoying.
↳ ANYWAY-
↳ Loves to hug you. He will fall asleep on you. This is canon. Zeno and I said so. 😌
↳ Hunter will sit in your lap. Just gotta put him in it.
↳ Wanna sit in his lap? DO IT. He can handle it, but he will be flustered.
↳ I think I’m going insane 🤡
↳ Would wear your clothes.
↳ But only if you insist cause whether he’s in his golden era or wet cat era, he ain’t askin’. Bitch too shy.
↳ Hunter is in love with you and I’m gay for you.😍
↳ Accept my proposal bbg.
💍
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seaweedbraens · 1 month
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After 4 years, I finally got to see ‘and lo, it is ended’ and conclude the greatest piece of literature I’ve read in my entire life. I’ve been meaning to comment since chapter FOUR, but procrastination and poor excuses got in the way and I’m gutted I haven’t because you deserve a universe of acclaim for this gut-wrenching, hilarious, awe-inspiring, and every other thing of a project.
I had to dig through my camera roll after remembering two years ago I commented saying I had Endgame levels of hype for the conclusion, and you said you hoped it lived up to the hype. Lived up? It blew it out of the STRATOSPHERE. It was the most cathartic experience I’ve had with an ending and more perfect than I could’ve imagined.
I have soooo much more to say and probably will after reading the epilogue lol but as a reader I want you to know how insanely talented you are for building this immense project, and I am so grateful for getting to be a part of this journey :) ok deep stuff outta the way pjo and hoo don’t exist anymore this is my new canon idc also robert frost wrote the poem solely for this moment jk but fr tho-
pls dont worry about leaving a comment - every single one counts, and i do remember replying to yours! i'm THRILLED that you kept reading and that you walked (through hell) (with a smile) with me all the way to the very end :') thank you thank you for all the compliments and i'm so so so glad the ending lived up to your expectations! i hope you loved the epilogue as well <3 and i agree fr that robert frost poem fit absurdly well likeee
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grntaire · 8 months
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Yoooo I really love the choral music you’ve recently shared. I’m not really that familiar with it as a genre of music and don’t normally seek it out? but occasionally a piece will find its way to me (like at a funeral or now your blog), and I find it arrestingly beautiful. maybe partly because it’s a strange and unfamiliar medium to me. Do you have any favorites you would recommend for further exploration? 🩷
hi this is maybe the most hyped i've been for an ask ever bc i go fucking crazy for choral music so YES i do have recs for you. i will try to limit my little thoughts however i am very annoying so it will not go well
gibbons' hosanna to the son of david goes insanely hard. so jovial and fun and i had a blast singing this in undergrad! i love renaissance polyphony and this is a prime example of it!
poulenc's o magnum mysterium is truthfully wacky in the best most french way ever. and imo poulenc's queerness is so clear and present in his music so anything by him i love. my beautiful fruity catholic with a disorder <3
chesnokov's spaseniye sodelal is russian orthodox perfection fr. when my choir in undergrad read thru this i was stood between two low basses and at THAT part (1:32) i felt like i was being punched from the inside out. also the text means "salvation is created in the midst of the earth" and i think that's like. so fucking sick
stacey gibbs' arrangement of ezekiel is THE american spiritual arrangement to me. i once sang this in an italian church under a mexican conductor and then later we all sang it drunkenly for the owner at the hotel we were all staying at it was wild and so so so fun. such a beautiful and massive example of a joyful american spiritual also it's straight up a banger honestly. could talk ad nauseum abt how badass black choral scholars are and how grateful i am for all of the work that they've done and for inviting ppl to learn abt and experience it <3
holst's i love my love is one of my favs of all time. unfortunately england fucking devours when it comes to their choral tradition and this piece does one of my fav things where the way the composer sets the text changes its meaning! it's abt a woman named nancy who is in bedlam bc her love died at sea and it effectively broke her. while there, he comes to her, alive, breaks her out and they get married. while the poem itself shows a happy ending, the way holst plays w tempo and texture makes me go hmmm. 90% sure he did not show up and she's experiencing a delusion of sorts to cope w her grief (the i love my love's in the sopranos & altos at 1:24 kind of emulate a rocking motif, almost as if she's rocking herself back and forth in a soothing gesture, or the rocking of the ship he died on) and that tenor entrance in the melody after almost emulates her love coming to rescue her. god this whole piece makes me feel like my skin is on fire and i think it's a devastating portrayal of mental illness and you can rip it from my cold dead hands
stanford's beati quorum via is literally just gorgeous front to back. again unfortunately the english stay slaying
jake runestad's a silence haunts me literally does fucking haunt me and it changed the way i think about choral music. it's a setting of an unsent letter of beethoven's where he talks about losing his hearing and how afraid he is of losing it. this one you def have to watch bc there's a visual element to it! no spoilers but holy shit it shuts my brain down it's brutal and beautiful. i saw its premiere in 2019 and the entire hall was sobbing. like i have the words "be well" tattooed on me bc of it. the way the piano quotes moonlight sonata and his 9th symphony and the tensions emulating his tinnitus. OUGH
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hootbon · 8 months
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Another (as usual) random ass question. I know you said before you’re okay with OC’s, but I wanted to ask what Caine’s response would be to someone that is not insane, they aren’t losing their mind I mean, their a bit nosy as to what’s going on, but at the same time the crowd is amused by this character, so it would be a little obvious if something happened to them? I have a character that is somewhat like me, fucks up a lot on accident, is unintentional funny, mostly with dark humor, this is the kind of person that can tell you some of the most disturbing facts randomly, they uh… somewhat hallucinate sometimes (digital or not, they see some shit fr) and is pretty much just chaos in a bottle— almost like if you mixed Jax/Zooble, not caring about shit and hurting people, literally anyone in the fact they hide emotions, gets anxious as hell and ‘imagines’ things like Pomni, somewhat reasonable and knows how to get outta trouble, and, would probably in all honesty, say shit a lot and have it be unintentionally correct, like their just trying to make a joking insult and it’s completely UNINTENTIONALLY just happens to be extremely accurate to something terrible that has happened in that person’s life.
If/When I draw this character in freak show ver (it is the puppet one, actually first OC I made for tadc before I even knew what tadc is, ironically—), would you like to see it?
…This is totally not the character I made a somewhat ominous poem about a few days ago for their freak show version self- totally/j
To be fair what is your definition of normal? Normal would be considered pomni. It would be crazy however to respond calmly to any situation in this au I’ll be honest. But he wouldn’t think any different of you, he responds to what you say or do so if you do something he doesn’t like then he might not like you, and so forth
I’ll be honest it’s the other players you should be worried about INSTEAD of Caine. He’s programmed to do what he does, the players are NOT
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