#irrational levels
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I was happy to see it within range then this happens. ☠️

Then it freaking drops like a canon

My pancreas is a trampoline at this point. 😭😂
#hyperglycemia#CFRD#cystic fibrosis#diabetes#gcms notes#hypoglycemia#hypers#hypos#wild glucose#irrational levels#why is my pancreas so damn stubborn#Libre sensor#Libre 2
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every time i see one of those posts that incorrectly identifies echidnas or quolls as herbivores i get so irrationally angry. how dare you not understand the dietary requirements of an animal that isnt very well understood by international audiences. im going to kill you. why dont you know ANYTHING about australian wildlife. are you some sort of moron
#sneefs text#''it can digging in the ground for tubers'' SHUT UPPPPPPPP NO IT CANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT DOESNT DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!#im so sorry this is completely irrational and stupid. i dont mean this. im just angry that you dont share my level of expertise on#australian marsupials. this is what happens when you let autism get too passionate about something#this is all a JOKE btw youre not a moron.just please dont peddle these falsehoods in my presence slash silly
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psychology revision has me failing to function adequately <33
#personal distress levels are high#all my thoughts are irrational#lack of motivation is maladaptive#call me abnormal#i need to scream or sob but i can't decide which#realised before that there could be an attachment essay on the role of the father and im very much not okay with that !!!#on my hands and knees praying for a memory essay on the cognitive interview improving eyewitness testimony#anything other than that and ill give up#mr-ladystardust#a levels 2025#a level psychology
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kinda going off of what you said in the tags of a recent ask, of how you've been worrying about being self-centered by just drawing for you: please keep doing it. it's one of the biggest reasons i managed to dig myself out of a long art slump, because all of the vascheteposting was just so full of joy, and enthusiasm, and love for your characters and the world youve built around them... it reminded me of why i started drawing in the first place. it helped me shoved aside the critic in me that kept saying "no, that doesn't look right, that needs to be better, you can't show that to people you're a disgrace you need to make that perfect" and just have fun drawing my own silly little guys again. so if you worry about drawing too much of the same thing, or about being self-centered... please remember that it brings others joy. your followers are here because they want to see what you make. thank you for letting us into your world, sincerely - it means a lot to me.
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#thank you for taking the time to tell me that#that was very kind of you#on a conscious level I know that it's entirely within my power to just focus on my silly little characters#and that a lot of people follow me specifically because of the vascheteposting#sometimes I just get these irrational doubts heh#answered#anonymous#I hope your silly little guys are doing well#give them my regards
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sea shanties/tavern songs my beloveds <33
#bee blabs#no joke it's such a guilty pleasure#but fr it does something to my brain I can't explain#I HAULED thru cleaning the bathroom listening to that shit#it takes me to another place every time bro#does make me think yet again that I need to start on this pirate au#it worries me that idk what anyone else is doing for this prompt for shadamy week#but I can't be thinking abt that#no one is gonna do my thing surely#no one else is my level of insane#.:. I shld be okay ??#idk I get so irrational sometimes that my ideas are garbage
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Maybe I stopped smiling, When I looked around. Finally realising, No one cared if I did.
#writerscreed#spilled ink#dark academia#original poem#my poetry#original poetry#short poem#writing#writers on tumblr#writeblr#a rare personal poem?!#guys im so cringe for this :/#oh well who cares#it's my party (blog) and I'll cry (vent via shitty poetry) if i want to#context for future me: (i go through my blog every now and then)#this is the bimonthly spiral of feeling underappreciated + trapped + resentful#dw i am aware these are lowkey irrational + i kinda just need to suck it up#basically - i feel like no one cares enough to know anything about my life#and instead of dealing with this in a healthy way -> i refuse to talk to my family about anything going on in my life#like i never bring it up#anyways my family are yappers -> they talk a lot and i listen#but they expect me to do the same and that's not my style ( i had brought this up a few times before)#i got so used to not telling them stuff - i am now wildly uncomfortable sharing anything more than surface level with them#i feel like i no longer have a safe space#it's my fault and idk how to fix it
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might as well call me #1 shun defender bc that is my SON
#i'm sorry anyone who says 'it's just a tshirt' does not get it#he took a step and asked dai for something (however unclear that was tbf) but dai didn't realize what it meant for shun#so he brushes it off and shun feels rejected (BIGGEST fear) and out of instinct reacts by pushing dai away#i've had that same reaction with my partner of literally 5 years and guess what we are FINE#because we communicate and i explain why i acted the way i did out of instinct and they understand (which is what dai and shun DID)#and ppl need to give shun some kudos he fully understands that his level of reaction is somewhat irrational but he can't control his emotio#and he's a complete BABY in my eyes like i wasn't 27 until i started working my issues out#so for him to be 23 and starting to learn how to be in a healthy relationship is huge imo#the boyfriend netflix#the boyfriend
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real talk: teared up during walls live from buenos aires because of obvious reasons but also because this is the same guy who’s beautiful voice was always doubted, who was made to believe that his voice didn’t add anything to the collective, made to believe that he’d never be able to go on doing this live on his own, so much so that this “image” of him is still what gp believes but he literally said fuck that and fucking watch me and “who the fuck is gonna stop us now” here’s a whole fucking live album
#haters suck on that#crying in the club#was not expecting to cry through this album btw#the fuck is wrong with me#LIVE#walls#so damn (to irrational levels) proud of this tiny white man
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I really think posts that say things like "you need to feel more angry" or demand any specific emotion are not actually useful forms of activism. Telling someone they need to feel a certain level of upset or they aren't doing enough is not actually how you solve anything and not even really how emotions work.
#Autumn's Thoughts#honestly despise more than posts that say “this must be reblogged by everyone”#also do these people think emotions are just things you can kind of just decide to have at exactly the right level#emotions are notorious irrational
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#the movie only made me actually jump in fear twice but i left the theater worried that someone was hiding under my car#like childhood irrational fear level haha#longlegs#liked the way this guy phrases it
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the way Rezaren says "I'm not a violent man" then proceeds to Force-choke a woman and slam her against a wall
the very specific way he refers to Hira as "the woman you so irrationally desire" when it's clear Miriam wants less than nothing to do with him
the way he threatens to make Miriam watch as he kills her girlfriend because, um. Hira has the gall to be more important in Miriam's life than him??
#it's the entitlement and total lack of self-awareness. for me#the second this man doesn't get what he wants he calls miriam an ungrateful bitch#and says she's never done anything with her freedom so she'd be better off as property#the first time miriam says no to rezaren he deadass says “what�� like the possibility of her refusing him had never occured to him#hira is also a pos but rezaren is NEXT. LEVEL.#when hira tells him she and miriam are in love. he laughs like it's funny#cue “irrational desire” and “i'll walk you up to the gallows and pull the lever myself”#for a villainous character this all checks out. it's when the fandom starts treating miriam like the bad guy that i am OUT#because that is a bad bad take#dragon age absolution#dragon age#rezaren ammosine#miriam#hira
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been a while since ive had a spell of anxiety bad enough i genuinely can't tell how much im overreacting
#like AM i overreacting? almost certainly. are the REASONS for being anxious valid? might be tbh!! but then again maybe not#i really really hate this. i hate not being able to judge what is Reasonable what is Rational. most of the time although i cant dispel#the anxiety i can still on another level know that it is irrational and that tempers the effects. not this timeeeee#meeting with my mentor tomorrow im going to try to get things as clear as i can to move forward i just dont know if ill be able to make#myself explain how ive been feeling because im genuinely afraid ive been wasting both of our time by not taking enough initiative#like i think he thinks im much busier than i actually am but i have no idea what he thinks im Doing because he hasnt given me all that much#to do#(unless im missing something major which is very unlikely and not really worth worrying about i dont think)#but regardless i spend a Lot of my time just sort of whiling it away looking at literature that isnt really relevant scrolling thru shit i#dont care about on linkedin staring into space etc#and now the big meeting for the program is coming up and we still havent done the experiment we originally set out to do#and i really honestly think i couldve made more progress by now if id just decided to take things more into my own hands#but for some reason that didnt really occur to me until fairly recently and now it feels like too little too late#idk idk tbf im pretty sure most of the other people in this program have said they feel like they arent prepared for the meeting either#but like im unprepared for REAL for real and i know i couldve taken steps before now to avoid that#and yeah it comes down to feeling like ive wasted time and resources that couldve been used better by someone else#because they SHOULD be used i dont hate my job i dont hate the project or the program i think theyre all worth while#but somehow im just not transferring that into my day to day#BLEH. maybe hopefully i can get on a clearer track for the next month or so at least with this meeting tomorrow#personal tag
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dazai is somebody who is so heavily affected by his circumstances. he's so smart, so astute that he can pick up on what everyone else wants from him, what needs to be done, which he uses to his benefit in the agency.
however, that same trait must have put him through the wringer as a child. fifteen years old, and everyone around him calls him a demon, a monster, a wraith. blacker than the deepest evil. a torturer, a killer.
and the worst part is that's pretty much what he was. he didn't want to be, but what does it matter? he had to be, to survive just a little longer until he found out how to live. that's what was necessary.
and now he's 22. but will he ever shake those words? can he ever put those actions behind him, when the whole world saw him as that, and made him that way?
#this doesn't really have a point or anything#anyway an even more important question is does he even need to get fully rid of it#imo he doesn't need to get rid of it fully to be better and he also can't it's unrealistic for him#the thing abt dazai is that he's so smart but he'll always chase after a level of perfection he knows is irrational#because he just wants to be better so badly#☆thoughts☆#bungou stray dogs#bsd dazai#bsd
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guys if im a little inactive for a bit its cause i finally caved and made one of those silly character accounts
#me doing something for my happiness for once instead of worrying about what others think about it: waow..#god i love character accounts#they make me so happy#but i have an irrational fear that the ones i see interacting with eachother on here#secretly know each other#and it would be weird to join in#i already feel weird enough sending in asks bro this is a whole nother level for me😭#character account
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I'm on episode 5 of the Fallout show; NO WHAT THE HELL I LITERALLY THOUGHT TO MYSELF "MAN I'M BEGINNING TO LIKE THIS SHOW" AND THEN THEY JUST REMOVE THE NCR FROM CANNON. WHY. THAT'S SUCH A FRUSTRATING CHOICE
also STOP PLAYING ON THE NOSE MUSIC I CAN UNDERSTAND THE PLOT WE DON'T NEED CONSTANT 50S MUSIC
#fallout 1#fallout#fallout 2#fallout new vegas#fallout meta#fallout show#fallout tv show#fallout prime#fallout tv series#fallout tv spoilers#fallout amazon#fallout series#THEY FUCKED IT. “PEOPLE DIDN'T AGREE ON HOW THE WORLD SHOULD BE IMPROVED IS NOT ENOUGH”#I feel like I know this is completely irrational to be upset over. It's literally fiction. DOES not matter#the Tv-show can do what it likes#BUT IT FUCKING SMARTS to do a twist like that. Hope they at least expand more on it??#I'm not even against an “NCR falls apart” or whatever#I think you could do that interestingly#but it was like a whole country#I was thinking this was maybe some different continuity then the games. Honestly would've preferred that.#they could've just had it in California without bringing up the NCR. That's fine. But this such a boring end to that continuity.#especially when you compare it to New Vegas. The line “people don't agree when trying to make the world better” is such a nothing line#ESPECIALLY WHEN COMPARED to New Vegas#which actually engages with the ideas and theme of history repeating beyond that surface level#I hate being upset with media#it's a pretty good character beat for Lucy#and I think this is the first time Maximus becomes likable as a character for me#but maaaaan that's a dumb twist
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jesus christ deviantart is an absolute cesspit of low effort AI cash grabbing now. made the mistake of going there to see if I could find a pose ref. I did not.
really glad I left when I did.
#look people who use AI for their homebrew campaigns or groupchat bullshit I at least understand#I still don't enjoy it but I get why#but why would you set up an entire gallery just for images a procedural generator spat out for you? genuinely what is the point?#why are you even trying to be an artist if you don't want to make art???#why are people CHARGING MONEY for this shit????#like I hope to god nobody's paying them considering literally anyone could punch in prompts and get a similar enough result#at least by the standards of people who are content with whatever AI spits out in the first place#don't try to reason with me about this I do not mean to be reasonable I mean to pettily bitch about it#there are very few things in this world toward which I hold a seething irrational hatred but AI art is one of them#I don't have a moral high ground or anything I just really hate it on a personal level
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