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#silv rambles#so my dad has convinced his lawyers that hes got capacity and has revoked the PoA and Enduring Guardianship that i never wanted to be#ahh i am so glad to be free#the anxiety and depression i have felt especially since last june#is almost unexplainable#i did this for my sister I who really put herself through SO much trying to help this man who is selfish beyond measure & always has been#she tries to give him grace for the Huntington's but the truth is hes always been manipulating and self centred#hes stolen the last months of my mum he stole my recovery from cancer he stole our grieving period and he caused me to start having#panic attacks again and opened up trauma from csa (not him) that i had long dealt with by raising it without preface or warning#anyway#he wanted us removed as he has changed his mind and realised he'll be better off if he doesn't divorce his wife#and we are concerned that he doesn't understand the full impact of this#but hes been found to have enough capacity to make some choices so hes appointed her son- his step son- who he says will be impartial#lmao#anyway anyway#its all ao long and HORRIBLE and boring#but hes made his choices and wr are free#and i hope my sister I geta some peace#and i think all of us (my three sisters and I) can grieve mama and start to live with joy how she wants#and tomorrow im going to the ladies baths to swim in the ocean and then ill do some gardening and then#I don't know#finish my weaving#finish my seamus fic#who fucking knows#but i won't have yo be replying to messages berating me for something I never did in the first place or demanding i do something immediately#while also telling me i am stupid as im dyslexic and probably don't understand what he wants#etc etc#i want to write a proper post about this but i just need to get this out of me for now
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Landoscar pics I will never get over!!!
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Another one bites the dust
#phighting#phighting banhammer#phighting scythe#banscythe#scythehammer#i am ILL ABOUT THEM#ITS BEEN ALMOST 5 MONTHS GET ME OUUUUT#i love them so much#soo much help me#i keep thinking of them fighting and scythe besting him and sparing him. and banhammer don't know why#im il. so ill. im so sick IM SIIICK SICK OF THEM /silly#also shoutout to unexplainable white dust effect ily . never leave me white dust effect
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HI TINN ITS ME PITTY 🙇♀️🙇♀️
i was wondering if youre still open for prompts… and if u are can you write about pbss somehow tranported to current mount hua, and everyone is confused af and just watches pbss and divine dragon interact (and maybe argue) with each other
PITTY HELLO ♥✨♥✨♥ yes i'm always open to prompts !!! im literally rotating rotmhs in my head 24/7
this first half was actually born from another prompt by mei on discord but I want to build on it, so dumping it here 👍 HAHAHA
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The Plum Blossom Sword Saint lets out a ragged breath, his vision rapidly fading. His sword falls from his hand and soon after his body follows.
"...Mount Hua..." he mumbles, aware that the only thing left that awaited him was the cold claim of death.
He dies. And in the next second, he blinks up to a clear sky, the dead bodies that surrounded him gone.
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Dawn had barely broken when an incessant banging against Mount Hua's gates and shouting started and broke the tranquil silence, rousing several disciples.
"OPEN UP!" Someone barks out from the other side. "Fuck. Fuck. Shit. Open this gate right now!!"
Un Am frowns at the lack of manners and respect being shown by the source of the shouting. He reaches the gate and pulls it open. It takes Un Am a bit of effort to ensure that his voice sounded cordial, "Hello, we aren't accepting any visitors this ear—"
Un Am cuts himself off as he takes note of the state of the man in front of him. The man's robes and face were crusted with dried blood despite a lack of any visible injury. That is, if one ignore his lack of an arm.
It still didn't explain the amount of blood he had on his body that was free from any wounds and visible scars.
The man's eyes were bloodshot and trembling. Un Am, even from afar, could tell that there was something deeply wrong with this man. He seemed unconscious of the way he emanated a manic aura; there was a charged sort of energy surrounded him that made an instinctive part of Un Am grip his sword handle in response.
The most notable and unexplainable part of the man, however, was the blood-stained plum blossom embroidered on his chest.
"Who...?" Un Am finds himself unable to react to the man's speed and freezes in place as the man grabs him by the lapels of his robe. He pulls Un Am towards himself and grits out,
"What. Happened. To. My Sect."
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Baek Cheon was quickly ushered into the Sect Leader's residence the moment he returned with a few others from their last excursion to Xi'an.
"What's going on?" He asks.
Elder Un Geom, for a lack of a better word, looked harried. His face twists into a grimace. "It's a bit complicated..."
Baek Cheon doesn't know how he should feel about that response.
Surely, it couldn't be too terrible. After all, their sect was still standing and they did leave Chung Myung behind to stay on Mount Hua as he and the other chosen second-class disciples only had to deliver some goods and tokens to their subsect. Their youngest wouldn't let anything dangerous happen on his watch.
Baek Cheon tries to probe more information. "Before you pulled me away, Baek Sang mentioned something about a guest...?"
"We aren't quite sure of the specifics either, I'm afraid. But the man claims to be one of our ancestors from over a hundred years ago."
"An ancestor? Was he able to verify the claims?"
Un Geom nods. "I've never seen someone weild our plum blossom technique with as much power as he did."
If that was the case, then maybe their supposed ancestor could help them develop and improve their sword techniques even further by teaching them more about the skills that have been lost through time.
"Isn't that a good thing then?"
"It should be, but Chung Myung..."
Ah. Hearing those last three trailing words did not promise anything good.
When they finally opened the door to the Sect Leader's residence, they were greeted to the sight of a soulless Hyun Jong slumped against the wall, a freaked-out Yoon Jong who seemed to be torn between jumping into the fray and throwing himself out the window, and—
"WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO BEAT UP OUR ANCESTOR, YOU BRAT?!"
Their ancestor and Chung Myung pause in their positions as they both turned eerily similar pink gazes towards the two new entrants.
Chung Myung had the end of their ancestor's ponytail pulled towards him and scrunched up in his fists. His knee pressed against the older man's chest and neck while his jaw was unhinged as he was clearly attempting to bite the man's single arm.
Their ancestor in turn had his one hand closed around half of Chung Myung's face, trying to push him away. His legs were wrapped around Chung Myung's lower half in an inescapable hold and he seemed to have been gearing up for a headbutt before Baek Cheon and Un Geom interrupted them.
"You want me to call this brat my ancestor?!" Chung Myung shouts out as he renewed his attempts to bite the man by roughly grabbing onto the base of his ponytail.
"I'm one hundred years older than you!" Their ancestor grits out as he unashamedly bites Chung Myung's arm. "You disrespectful descendant! Back in my time—"
"'Back in my time', my ass!"
"You...!"
Off to the side, their current sect leader lets out a pitiful moan of mental pain. Baek Cheon would comfort him if he didn't feel the same amount of psychic damage as he watches his youngest sajil and ancestor continue their childish scuffle, rolling on the floor and uncaringly biting into each other like they were both five-year olds.
Later on, after tempers have cooled and everyone (read: Chung Myung and their ancestor) had managed to settle down into a tenuous truce, Hyun Jong turns a tired, but respectful nod towards the bruised man, "May we know this ancestor's identity?"
"Hm?" Said man absently rubs against the embroidered plum blossom on his new uniform. "Ah, I supposed you would know me as the Plum Blossom Sword Saint."
They would have expressed their shock and surpise, but they get easily distracted by Chung Myung's mocking scoff as he rolls his eyes in response.
#cm: look at this brat thinking he's hot shit tch! TCH!#cm is continually embarassed by his past self#he gets the most psychic damage when pbss honest to god gets a bit shy at the praises being heaped on to him by the disciples#everyone has zero context as to why cm always gets so riled up whenever pbss uses the 'when i was your age....' phrase#some of them definitely have an ongoing conspiracy that pbss and their cm are related#bc the only times these two actually get along are when theyre both cheering to alcohol scamming people or diving into training#.....they both also carry the same amount of unexplainable melancholy with them#i think itd be be funny if pbss doesn't realize that cm is literally him meanwhile cm thinks pbss is fully aware for the misunderstandings#pbss: back in my time...#cm thinking that pbss is once again trying to annoy the heck out him: sure whatever you say bastard#chung myung#plum blossom sword saint#cm & cm#rotmhs#rotbb#return of mount hua sect#return of the blossoming blade#return of the blossoming blade fanfiction#tin writes#thank you for the prompt!#this ended up being almost 1k HAHAHHASD#my ask hole#pitty
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mizuki's sister has the pink eyelash as well, and mizuki still has it as a child, so it seems it's not makeup and is genetic.
#i'm gonna slot it in with an's hair stars#little details that don't make any sense and are almost always there for reasons unexplained#project sekai#mizuki akiyama#yuki akiyama
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decided to watch vice as a chili-making/dinner-making/etc movie bc after reading the shock doctrine i was like “i’m in the mood for a movie about how dick cheney is a huge piece of shit” but now i feel like i’m a fan of a book watching an adaptation looking for the lore except instead of “did they really cut the backstory about her mom” or whatever i’m like “how are we an hour into this movie and no one has said the words ‘free market’ or ‘privatization’ yet”
#to be i guess fair? it’s almost an hour before fucking bush shows up#bc this movie is p. confused about what might be cinematically compelling about dick cheney’s life#so i guess somewhere in the rest#this might come up. lol.#closest we have is rumsfeld and cheney snickering about how president ford will NOT make peace with the ussr#a decision left unexplained and kind of baffling as an inclusion except to be like these guys dgaf about peace?#media 2k24
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until proven otherwise i am choosing to believe that bobby is alive and this will all be explained in a few weeks when we actually see the episode. and that’s the last i’ll hear of it!! moving on back to buddiemaxxing
#not MY booby nasty#obvs i’d be devastated if he actually died!! but i refuse to doom just yet over something that seems so random and unexplained#also it’s weird that they were so open about filming it when it’s supposedly the first mcd?? bobby nash?? peter krause the exec producer??#i know if they’re filming outside they can’t really stop people from seeing. but they were almost encouraging it??#nah. something fishy is going on and i will believe that until proven otherwise#911 spoilers
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Top 100 Favourite Songs Of All Time: Day 7
May you be warned: Your wall shall break - your soul betrays the everlasting joy
Since I decided against having any order in sharing these, for today and tomorrow we're jumping straight to some of my newest favourites. I discovered Illumishade around the end of 2022 (I think) and I was instantly won over by the cinematic aspect of their music. Although the songs in their first album are definitely not revolutionary in terms of structure, the instrumental interludes and the overall album structure are very nicely made in my opinion. In terms of style development (and maybe lyrics) I feel the second one is better, but that's for another day.
So uhhhh I really recommend 'em :D
#these lyrics are almost unexplainable without the context of the concept and story initially developed for the album#but they've been stuck in my head for a long time#did I mention that Mirjam Skal is v.e.r.y. good with orchestrations and instrumentals? XD#top 100 songs of all time#Illumishade#fabienne erni#music challenge#progressive metal#personal stuff#favourite lyrics#Spotify
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Adhd-ing to the point where I almost gave myself heatstroke for the eight time, yes, I’m counting.
#unexplainedrambling#unexplained rambling#drink lots of water#eat good food#get some sleep#and have a good day!#adhd#adhd problems#if I continue like this the amount of time I’ve almost gotten or have gotten heatstroke is gonna be in the double digits#heat stroke
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Bizarre how not drawing actually feels like not being able to use a muscle or not eating i can actually feel myself relax a little when i get to sit down and spend time on a piece
#Ive been in and out of a million places after almost 4 years of being mostly a hermit which has been something to say the least#Now that things are starting to settle i actually have time to myself and im really happy to finally get to draw again#I always forget how important creativity is to my brain until i cant draw/write/etc and i get unexplainably frustrated#Unspooling my brain#emf
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sometimes i go on a run and get lowkey emotional because i think of how proud past rahul would’ve been of how much i can run and how fast i can run and most importantly how much i enjoy it
#cardio in the form of running always used to be almost sort of a punishment when i was younger?#whenever we lost a game gaffer would make us do running drills and we hated it#ran a lot in the sports i played but we weren’t there for that#when i was a young teenager i developed this unexplainable chronic pain in my legs#couldn’t walk for more than small stretches for two years before i got this specific treatment#docs still don’t know what it was. but thinking of that rahul that was in pain all the time just walking#and had to give up a lot of sports he loved during that period of time#and knowing that he played after. that he plays still. that he runs now and he loves it. that he can run at all#genuinely makes me emotional man. those minutes on the long road by myself mean so much to me#anyway sorry for this ramble LMAO
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Apologies if it doesn't exist / sounds stupid,
Is a "Corrupted" Arthur a thing that exists? Like how in their Dreamswap Version we had Dream with red eyes, the demonic looking wings? Just curious
nah he don't, not in fatal flaws. it's just a dreamswap timeline thing because the light/dark magic thing only exists in that version of the story
#dsasks#honestly the light/dark thing was sort of incoherent#it was almost a little TOO fantasy for my liking#it relied a lot on unexplained lore or utmv fanon or destiny#I like that the characters would acquire unique powers when they completely absorbed the magic#and that the different powers would try to destroy each other and it would affect the user's psychology#but besides uhhh… shipping… there wasn't really an explanation for how the power was exchanged#not to mention. 'only two variations of the same entity in each world can get them'#which is pretty silly. but there'd probably be a way around it#I feel like anyone who took a piece of the original magic should be able to max out their stats haha#maybe as long as they built up a tolerance to it by being around it all the time#and the fact that this magic came from the dreamtale tree is pretty wack. it doesn't really have anything to do with the og emotion energy#which was already pretty nuts#how did 2 magics that cancel each other out inhabit one tree
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i’m someone who sees things in like constant shades of grey and i quite often try to see the light side of things and i think i’m constantly reminded of all the great stuff i have in my life. also i am full of gratitude all the time and also every time something bad happens to me i’m like yknow what this makes sense🫶 all these bad things suck but they lead to so many amazing things i’m hyper aware of the butterfly effect. so uhm i’m a pretty resilient person if i do say so myself. so today when i came to the realization of OH. i’m having a BAD YEAR!
#literally got picked on by a prof in december that like momentarily zapped all my curiosity for everything academic#family stuff that actually makes me wanna die so bad#a couple ocd episodes that made me go insane#severely boring winter semester#my cat got sick and i drained my entire savings account#BROKE AS SHIT#also the fucking emotional stress of having my new cat get critically ill and almost dying#insane arguments with my mom realizing i don’t feel comfortable in my home <4#down bad severely down bad for a man#non stop work my life is non stop deadlines#two back to back courses that like took over my entire summer didn’t get a break at all#didn’t get the internship i wanted more than life itself#(which ended up being a positive but still)#underemployed up until three weeks ago#MENTALLY ILL!!! STILL#constant chronic pain and nausea that is unexplained#lost enough weight to see my ribs cause i couldn’t fucking eat#all my friends gone this summer#just feel blue so often#so many amazing things happened this year and i am excited and i still love life#but damn i feel beaten down like a dog#oh and did i mention the ongoing stress of watching your people get genocided through the internet :)#the absolute erosion of identity that like you already felt so disconnected from#as you watch the place you yearn for more than anything get completely nuked off the earth :)#and actually your moms homeland isn’t enough they need to start bombing your dads homeland too ;)
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Lord don’t let this be the day my egg is cracked
#i mean. it sort of already is#but still#having a crisis about my gender identity in the shower 🥰🥳🥳#from Jaime#Taylor’s MIA which is probably why I’m feeling it so intensely today#*sigh*#trans#nb#intersex#it’s hard to explain and maybe it doesn’t even matter and I’m just overthinking it#maybe I’m just blendy rn or it’s all in my head.#but basically…#our parents wanted a girl So Bad. and I won’t necessarily say they didn’t get one. they certainly got Something#a girl-thing. I’m definitely not a man#but I’m not a woman either. I’m a she exactly like how the ocean and the moon and dogs are#but if I were a ruler I’d be a King. not a Queen. and I’m definitely a Mx. and not a Ms./Mrs.#I’m not a he. they is okay but it doesn’t quite fit. same with she I guess.#don’t even get me started on body stuff. I’d like top surgery but I’m scared.#I know I don’t want bottom surgery though#i think for now I’m most comfortable as an ‘it’.#A girlthing. emphasis on thing. 💙#it’s been almost a year to the day since my hair started growing thicker and my period stopped unexplainably (it’s been a few years now—#…since it started doing that technically)#but honestly? I’m vibing with it!#should probably still see a doctor though
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NO FUCKING WAY ARE YOU FOR REALSIES ????
#i.... I SHARE BIRTHDAY WITH LAIOS ????? OH MY HOD#you guys dont get it#grabs u by ur ahoulders and shakes u very hard#DO YOU KNOW WHAT A FLEX IS TO SAY I SHARE BIRTHDAY WITH ONE OF MY KINNIES ???#IM JUMPING AROUNS MY BEDROOM AND FLAPPING MY HANDS I NEED TO BE ELECTROCUTED BVAVHHSHJSJSJSJSJ#AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH#dungeon meshi is the best thing that has ever happened to me im so fucking serious#its going to be my personality for the rest of my life im not joking#also seeing that chilchuck is a taurus is so funny OF COURSE the guy i love is a taurus it couldnt be more predictable than that#also holm is a leo... OF COURSE the dude i have an unexplainable crush on despite his almost non existent screentime is a leo !!!#ITS ALWAYS LIKE THIS WITH MEEEE !!!#FALLING IN LOVE WITH TAURUSES AND GETTING STUPID CRUSHES ON LEOS !!!!! WHEN WILL I LEARN MY LESSON !!!!!#<- stupidly big smile#im soooooo#dies /pos#okay im normal now (lie)#vanya strawberry flavored
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Tell them about where you went instead of going to the beach for a breather last night babe
When I get overwhelmed… i go to Newark airport…. to ..calm…. down…. 😔😔
#HEAR ME OUT IF U GO TO THE TOP OF THE TERMINAL A PARKING GARAGE#U CAN SEE THE CITY AND THE PLANES TAKING OFF AND ITS SO RELAXING#AND IT REMINDS ME THERES THINGS I CAN LOOK FORWARD TO DOING AND PLACES I CAN LOOK FORWARD TO GOING#AND THAT THE WORLD IS A BIG ASS PLACE AND MY PROBLEMS ARENT EVERYTHING THAT THERE ARE THINGS BIGGER THAN ME#DOES THAT MAKE SENSE#the way Times Square calmed me down from an almost panic attack is still unexplainable though#idk who the fuck gets calmed down by Times Square??
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