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bittersuitvs · 3 months

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just saw someone’s post on reddit in which they said that their girlfriend had said during a fight that she was not attracted to her anymore because she has gained weight saying quote-unquote that she let herself go and i honestly want to kill this girl and her entire family

#and i want to kill this other girl who said that it’s physical attraction blahblahblah she’s young so that matters and tried to justify her #argument w her parents being overweight i’m sorry did I ASK #idgaf about you or your parents #just don’t make someone feel bad about their body and feel like they have to lose weight and control their eating because of you #is that that big of a concept #idk man i have an eating disorder since i was fucking 11 i wouldn’t wish ANY of this on anyone #i’d hate myself if i knew i was the reason someone doesn’t like what they see in the mirror or why someone #is no longer comfortable with eating #i just can’t cope with how comfortable people are in commenting and making judgments on peoples bodies and on how they eat #fuck that seriously fuck that #nothing makes me angrier than people like that #your girlfriend will get someone who'll fuck her good and make her feel loved like you never managed to do #and you'll be forgotten in no time lame ass dumb bitch

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kagooleo · 2 months

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johto’s champion and chronicler for the deity of the ilex shrine, it’s lyra!🌿

this one took me a while due to trying out different techniques (studying a Lot of art nouveau) and making a couple changes to her outfit (the details help), but I’d like to think she’s learned a lot in her journey and wanted to reflect her experience more in her champion fit

her specialty would be in fairy types and her meganium’s divergent evolution is grass/fairy 🧚🪷

and a bonus w/ the johto gang after the photoshoot!

#kagarts #trainer lyra #meganium #pokemon hgss #get ready for a bigass tag wall again HYAH #her team picks are meganium (grass/fairy + shiny!) azumarill togekiss alola ninetales gardevoir and clefable (mega evolves for fairy/steel)#terrains and high sp atk + statuses galore + her dino can cause a stronger confusion (like toxic w badly poisoned but its w/ Bad headaches)#i'll probably make changes as i go design wise for meganium but colors were inspo from sampaguita flowers #the flower's associated with true friendship and utilized in medicines or given as good gestures in various traditions and celebrations #and also bc she's 🇵🇭 babey!!!!!!!! i'm slapping all my favs w the pinoy beam and not even the dinos are safe >:]#since her dino is shiny a lot of the colors are just a few color diffs where the little orbs are + warmer tones. gotta make a ref sometime #not sure if I should tag the others bc the focus is on her. but the quartet always pulls thru for each other #i like thinking silver gets comfortable enough to be the friend that's “s'cuse you my Friend asked for No pickles”#silver in line picking up her food like “yeah yeah i know her and btw that’s CHAMPION lyra to you. YES she ordered a strawberry shake”#both of their meganiums are Best friends and silver likely uses his dino when you rematch him (and his would beee grass/dragon)#calling this piece Done though oh my god this semester has been nuts. don't wanna take any longer on a single piece or i'm eating tree bark #tumblr's gonna kill the quality on it but idgaf im Done. i need to tidy up my sheezy now

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awakenthebeing · 1 year

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Fake Peppino a crying of the hugs on pipoe .

Piepoe will provide hugs to any creacher that need some when they're sad!! Even to Fake Peppino, despite her confusion at first.

#would a pumpkin pie dry those tears #pumpkin...? pizza pie?#the translations for both of them in the last image <:3 #but thank you for this particular request! though piepoe does find fake peppino to be a lot at times he will comfort him if it is needed.#to be fair though piepoe only really does it to make him not cry on them any longer as it causes stress.#cheering up the creacher so they are no longer unhappy will allow piepoe to calm down a bit itself hehe #making this also made me think of a silly scenario where they both just make things together to cheer up :]!!#but ALL that aside... be safe now!! thank you again for this request! be safe and make sure to rest and eat and drink water!#sending lots of love!! 💖💓💖💓💖💖💘💖💓💓💖💘💖💘💖‼️‼️‼️#Piepoe arts

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pixelatedraindrops · 1 month

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Yuma Month: Day 6: Comfort

Keep nice and warm when you’re recovering 💜

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fideidefenswhore · 8 days

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the tudors (2007-2010) / the concubine, by christopher rae / the six queens of henry viii (2016) / zombie (2018), cover by bad wolves / the white princess (2017) / hunting the falcon, by john guy & julia fox / viii, by hm castor / the white queen (2013) / henry viii, by lucy wooding / firebrand (2023)

#christopher rae pls forgive me. your portrayal of henry's memory of this eats all others...i could not NOT include #prism of privilege (he does not know what it is to be 'imprisoned' in the tower. he knows what it is to be confined there. as a child.#in fear it might have well felt like that...but #)#notwithstanding...#then in the tudors we have the prism of #his sanctified memory of his mother #means he wants to believe he had a deep affinity with her. so it's that she 'seemed' calm but he 'knew' she was terrified... (like him)#but elizabeth had experience of being in sanctuary ; very young; for much longer stretches #she would have known what would best comfort her children in that situation #web weaving #2023- allegedly.#and also how different the memory and associations of place are depending on the pov #for henry's subjects it's a place of fear/punishment #for henry it's a place he would associate with refuge ; a fortress of protection and majesty #but also a place of fear and sorrow #it's the place where it's said his uncles were murdered; for once #(the tower was also where his mother had her last lying in; and she died there)#and then it'll have an even more juxtapositional place in his heart/mind as he becomes older #it was where he both welcomed his wife after her coronation and where he sent her to die once he'd decided she'd betrayed him

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sparrowposting · 1 month

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Like. I know I should not be peeved that a FAMILY DEATH is probably going to mean I can't go on my long weekend roadtrip with my uni friends (funeral is likely to be on Friday, when we were scheduled to leave) like that is THE MOST petty of me ik. But also....fuck I was gonna have a fun time long weekend with friends for the first time since BEFORE covid....

I should absolutely be more upset abt death maybe but we ALL knew this was coming except for his mother, and he had suffered for so long, and we were not emotionally close, though ofc big immigrant families very attached at the hip

#the duality of fran #like my mother said oh dont come to the funeral if its then #but SO YOU KNOW HOW JUDGED ID BE IF I SKIPPED THE FUNERAL #to....checks notes ..GO ON VACATION????#like. my first cousin once removed who has had severe developmental disabilities his whole life #took a serious downturn the last few rears #could no longer eat #walk ok his own. gesture. none of what he used to do #and then it just keot getting worse. hes been in and out of hospital so much #literally we all knew it was coming except my aunt #its a mercy even if it is tragic #but im a horrible selfish bitch and its like. my vacation. my freedom #TO GO TO A FUNERAL. AND DEAL WITH INSANE FAMILY DRAMA #like is it even going to be about pete or is it going to be about extended family infighting. yknow #also i just hate funerals i am not comforting #my comfort is silent touch and cooking

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straawberries · 8 months

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hi happy halloween im out of food again

please commission me or donate

ive pretty much given up on being able to afford moving out so just being able to afford to live until i get kicked out would be nice

c*sh*pp (does this actually need to be censored?) is delilahswagga, p*yp*l is @delilahkill

not asking for a lot here even a few people donating a few dolalrs or getting 2 dollar commissions would help me a lot

#working on a new comm sheet ill reblog with it later #not eating regularly is like the biggest thing that makes my depression worse and it fucking sucks #thanks god for making the biggest thing that makes me happy the one thing i cant get regularly #meow #i hate e begging i feel like such a fucking loser right now. god #gotta love that autism!!!!!!!!!!#my dad keeps intentionally buying shit he knows i cant fucking eat without meltdowns #just because he thinks 'more food in pantry for longer = better' regardless of means #ive started just throwing away the fucking disgusting cans of soup in the hopes that he'll go to the store and buy something else #but every time he goes to the store he just buys me like #a bag of chips #and everything else is for him #if i touch the fucking meat he'll kill me and he buys like several hundred dollars of meat every month for his stupid smoker #he has bought 4 smokers in the last year but cant fucking stomach the thought of giving me some money for groceries #like expensive smokers #i know hes fucking lying when he says hes too poor to get me the shit that im actually able to comfortably eat at the cost of a few dollars #wow i am ranting hard in these tags. sorry #saved for later #<- so i can reblog this later if i need to

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bunnihearted · 3 months

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#sorry gnna sound like a shit person now but im not feeling well i just need to rant #nothing good ever happens to me. every aspect of my life is a mess. im constantly miserable w nothing to pull me out of it #it's been getting worse nd worse for years nd if it keeps getting worse im not gnna be able to take it much longer #ofc there are sooo many others who have it way way way worse than i do. so i feel weak nd pathetic for being so affected by it when i know #it could be literally sm worse than it is now. like i get that. i know im not nearly as bad off as many ppl are #but idk still it's rlly tough to have *nothing* that makes me keep going. the literal only thing is that i dont kms bc i dont wanna hurt mom #bc im poor so i cant do ANYTHING. i cant go anywhere. not the cinema not concerts not to the mall not to the bookstore not an amusent park #i cant even go to cafées bc i dont have any money at all to spend on that #i have no friends to hang out w. even if i couldnt afford going anywhere i cant even just take a walk or sit nd talk to them bc there r none #my sisters havent talked for me in over a year #and like yada yada i dont have anything to pull me out of my misery bubble. no friends to comfort me no family to hang out w #nothing to do or nowhere to go. hell i havent even been able to eat for 8 months so i cant even like eat smth yummy nd watch a movie lmao #i cant even read bc of the constant noise! i cant go out into the forest bc there r always subway construction work or choppers or gun shots #i know im 'focusing on the negative' but what am i supposed to do when theres nothing positive to focus on lol?????#im always physically uncomfortable bc of pain nd health issues nd im always anxious nd stressed too so like... yay #and. this is where i sound mean but like after years nd years of nothing good happening to me... idc for others anymore like #when they talk abt their loving relationships and their kind friends nd them going to concerts im like.. wow !! u get to be happy!! i dont!!#im just envious nd jealous nd bitter bc why cant i have ANYTHING good???? not just ONE fkn thing?#other ppl get to have multiple things but i get nothing?????#and its not exactly like i hate them or wish illwill on them im just like wow kinda dont feel sympathy for u bc u have sm things #i've never had :))) nd u can never understand how awful it feels to be deprived of it so idc :))))

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not-poignant · 8 months

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Underline the Gold (omegaverse) - 07/? Anton/Flitmouse

Title: Underline the Gold

Pairing: Anton Valenosk (the Brave)/Alois Flitmouse

Notes: Underline the Black universe!

Summary: Alpha Anton is assigned a new omega, Alois Flitmouse, who is Hillview Rehabilitation Facility’s very first voluntary admission and an older, independent omega who is escaping unfortunate circumstances and seeking protection, and is too jaded and tired to consider bonding with anyone. To Anton’s dismay, Flitmouse just wants a place where he can starve to death, something Hillview is determined not to let happen.

Its rating is currently Mature with some disturbing themes (mention of suicidal ideation, eating disorder, and historic domestic violence).

Underline the Gold - 07 - The First Half-Heat - Augus & Gwyn tiers on Patreon and Ream

In which Flitmouse realises that he's still capable of heats - something he thought was impossible - but unfortunately the realisation isn't a pleasant one.

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meguhime · 2 months

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12. laughter for AuRaApril and 12. treasure for VieraprilJust a lil sketchy for today <3 <3 laughing around a table full of delicious food is the real treasure hehe

#AuRaApril #AuRaApril2024 #Vierapril #Vierapril2024 #ffxiv #Styrnrael tag #Bertram tag #Seishin tag #I felt soooooo emotional making this one #Niko planned a very elaborate RP in which Bertram made a 7 course dinner for Seishin and Styrnrael #He hid clues about his life and story within each dish...#And with each one Seishin and Styrnrael learned more and more about Bertram through the meal #Styrn had almost no experience eating such fine cuisine so she also learned a lot about appreciating food #She had once just seen it as a way to survive...#Instead of a comfort or form of love -- Bertram and Seishin had their own ways of seeing some things as means for survival #But in many ways this was a turning point where they were no longer just trying to survive...#They were home #Their home #And so making this really made me feel emotional because I wanted to express how happy they all are to be feeling this #but also because I am still so appreciative of that very special RP and for the people I get to be creative with #Sharing a meal really is a treasure <3 #I better go before I cry!!!!#Bye! Love you!#Mwah!#oh wait #meguart #okay bye for real

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ragingtwilight · 2 years

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who wanna go to the library & read in dead silence w me for like 4+ hours

#we can hol hands on the walk #and borrow too many books to read in the specified time limit #we can go every day and grab a bite to eat before entering so we can stay longer #we can sit in a very comfortable silence and just read about our interests #we can coexist in a cozy safe space and be at peace for a few hours next to each other #itll be nice #pinky promise #<333 #grrr

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handcat · 11 months

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instagram should be set aflame

#EVERY reel i’m reccomended of a woman or #or disabled person or queer person etc etc has the WORST people in the world in the comments #saw a vid just now of a woman with crazy long hot using it as a jump rope (sick as hell) and a BUNCH of ppl in the comments were accusing #her if being a trans woman like??????? like the third time today i’ve seen comments on cis women calling them trans (usually just calling th #em a man and saying awful transphobic shit) and i CANT TAKE THIS MUCH LONGER #also any woman who isn’t size 0 getting called fat and told to work out INCLUDING videos of women AT THE GYM WORKING OUT bc they also have #body fat which is literally healthy to have #and also some people will work out regularly and eat auper healthy and still be fat like ?????#soz for venting i really just need to not go on instagram lmao #i’m getting better at that but when ever i cave i just get so pissed #and then have to come back here for comfort lol #and have to remind myself that the people saying that shit are def the most sad lonely angry people in the world #and also they will die soon maybe <3

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zevrans · 4 months

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#i decided to start working out and just finished 20 mins of fun cardio but wdym i can't eat for the next 2-3 hours?? 😩😩😩#i was already kind of peckish but i need to get used to this i guess if i want to get my body back into better shape #and overall i want to be stronger and healthier and i still need to lose 5-8 kgs to go back into my comfortable weight..#and trying to eat more conciously in a way that i detect the moment i'm full and don't overstuff myself and then feel bad for that #i decided to start with smaller workouts and build my endurance and not repeat same mistake of past years #where i'd try any longer than 20 minutes workouts as a start point not finishing them because i'm so out of breath and giving up entirely #small steps and to be consistent i need to be able to finish the workout each time #tbd

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outlying-hyppocrate · 6 months

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#random thoughts #i'm back now. sort of.#i am. not entirely. well. but i think i will feel. better. soon.#i don't know. why i said those things i did earlier. sometimes i say things like that and i come back in the morning and just delete them.#and everything is fine. because i was just tired. and that's why i was saying all of those things.#i think that i was more than tired when i was. like that. if that's anything.#i'm going to go. take care of myself now. it's been. a while since i had something to eat. i will consider it.#take a shower and put on more comfortable clothes.#don't stare into the mirror too long. or do. whatever is pleasant.#it's been 18 hours and 2 minutes since i last posted which. isn't very much. but considering how active my presence is on here.#it felt like a lot longer.#how silly!

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treecakes · 2 years

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one of my friends messaged me like a week ago but genuinely i keep forgetting to message her back and every time i remember i’m exhausted and don’t have the energy for the conversation i know will ensue 😭 i love my friend she is awesome but this will likely be a long conversation because there’s so much to catch up on and a lot to talk abt. and i’m both excited to talk to her but also filled with dread because there’s things to talk abt that i also don’t really want to talk abt and i know she’ll ask and that i’ll have to explain. and it’s complicated. but she’s my oldest friend at this point and i want to talk to her.

#i am so bad at being a friend 😭 sorry to everyone that knows me but i am so so bad at friendship #even though i’ve known this girl for ages she’s one of my first online friends and i’ve met her numerous times and we’ve been over each #other’s houses. and i’m so comfortable around her. but i am still so bad at talking 😭 and i’m always exhausted.#this week has been insane. i should just message back even though i don’t have the energy. worrying abt it is also eating up my energy so i #should just do it 😔#i miss her. we haven’t talked in a while and it’s been longer since we’ve seen each other irl #and we just narrowly missed seeing each other this summer (in germany of all places 😭) so we should talk and i definitely want to!! but yeah #life has been insane and it’ll be a lot. but it’s fine.

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urbanfiltered · 1 year

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exhibiting never before seen signs of self actualization/mental illness

#dancing around the apartment with the same emo ass screamy song on repeat for the 20th time and randomly #cutting various t-shirts into crop tops as i see fit #it IS 4 am and i am swinging my hair around like it is midday which is so dangeous for my sleep schedule but #in my defense an evening coffee happened #anyways why did i wait this long to move out lol i love it here #also i think an interesting thing has happened to my brain and i am finally O.K with not having plans on a friday night #comforted by the fact that i have an extremely busy saturday night so i am just allowed to like #chill with myself tonight #and after the week i have had BY GOD do i deserve it #and i dont feel 'lame' and i'm not constantly checking in on other people to see what they are doing like #im genuinely just vibing #extremely new feeling for the girl who always has to be Somewhere #i think i no longer feel like i am making up for lost time #tbh trutfhully i am in my ''disaster undergrad'' era at 25 but with like.#money.#in an unfurnished apartment sleeping on the floor with the rattiest and shaggiest haircut i have ever sported in my life and #eating my breakfast cereal out of a mug with a plastic spoon bc i dont own much dishware #and going to bed at 4 am when i have work at 8 am and somenow manageing to get it all done #cooking my own meals messily and making mistakes #except i can afford to make the mistakes and i can make the adult purchases and plan vacations and trips and buy clothes etc so it is like #the best of both worlds in a way #i feel like i worked really hard to be in the exact space that i am in now and i know a lot of it was sheer luck #of being in the right place at the right time to know the right people to get jobs and stuff #and a SHIT ton of prayer and reflection and introspection and indecision #but things are looking the way i want them to now!!!#veeeeery slowly #anyways on an unrelated note does someone want to help me pick a bedframe <3

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