#it feels weird and WRONG to go to sleep

[sysig]

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[decaffeinatedscarykoala]

@messrsrobyn

Your tiktoks give me life

Be my friend

Adopt me pls😭😭😭

[puppyeared]

for like 3 weeks i was wondering why i was sleeping so much and felt listless. and just now I managed to email 3 people and responded to a month old message in the span of an hour because I got back to TAKING MY FUCKIN MEDS..........

[ask-artsy-oncie]

I wish I was not an unintelligent manchild.

[strangerhands]

mmmmm heyyy👁️. ive basically been gone from tumblr for over two days because ive been feeling like a shitty piece of shit. BUT. i finally saw dune part 2 and ohmygoddddd it was so so good. but yes. i was missing leto so bad the entire time. Father come back pls. i need you.

[warriorsatthedisco]

Man lately it’s been like, do a task and then rest. Oh so tired. Hurggghggghg ok do necessary task. So tired. Go to bed an hour early. Not hungry. My tummy feels weird. Wake up, do task, be tired and bored. Rest. So tired. Eat but it’s just meh. Tired. Go to bed early.

[bumpscosity]

feeling like i'm gonna have a Freak The Fuck Out day today but i have to go places so wish me luck everyone

[robylovi]

Thinking abt that catradora ‘While You Were Sleeping’ AU fic I read that was so good it got me to watch the movie only for it to feel exactly like when you watch a movie based off a book you read and feel incredibly disappointed even though the fic clearly didn’t come first ??

[sherlock-is-ace]

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[myrmica]

vitalasy going WHO IS INFLUENCING YOU ? DID YOU TALK TO MAPICC? as his immediate reaction to the zam betrayal and you can hardly even hear him say this because his mic cuts out is top 10 craziest eclipse moments to me

[doedipus]

One of those days

[blueshykitsune-blog]

If ya feelin a little sad, try some potatoes..?

In all seriousness though, I'm always open to talk, even if I'm not good at it, I'll listen

Ah thanks. Really helps when I know I have someone who cares, sometimes it's hard to remind myself without being occasionally reminded. Actually have been going around sending asks because of that.

I added a read more as I dunno how long I might ramble on after this point.

I think I'm just needing to change things up in my daily routine or I might be needing to meditate a bit longer than usual, might also be a bit of the heat messing with me.

Could also be comfort being an issue but I'm getting more things to help. Might make my own heat pack soon all I really need is to see if I can use some of the fabric my family has around that's similar to the material to other heat packs. I already have designs for plushies ready I just need to modify them a tad and actually cut and sew them and then I'll have a comfort buddy.

I'm gonna see how well I can change up the music I've been listening too. Might also help me think of ideas for what to draw if I do that. Well I know what to draw it's just in what order I guess? Also a thing I'm figuring out is what to use for my computer art as I have this fancy drawing pad thing but I haven't used any of the art websites that I can yet. I gotta actually check how to transfer art from my USB I have to tumblr from my computer and then I also might be stuck making pixelated art for a while for computer as room issues on my phone and i don't have space to really download any actual drawing things for my computer and most the good ones I either forgot the names of or are download only. However I know of pixelated art ones that aren't so yay.

Hm... oh my OCs have been kind of reminding me of the past and it's a mix between good and bad. Like the ine I've mentioned before hand Sky, they are one who I tried making a RP for before and a story too but it kind of didn't work without people sending questions and well... moat people wouldn't really do that on wattpad unless the character is popular and they were. Sky didn't even have a name and I kinda distanced myself from them. I remembered a few times they existed but like... what does one do with a character like them? Then I realized today I basically have been doing what I've wanted to do with Sky with Shy.

So I think if I bring back a few old OCs it might help even if it brings a few bad memories.

Oh and I also have been struggling with knowing what is real a bit lately but It's mostly because I accidentally let myself loose track of time, get worried about some personal stuff, not been socialize irl like I should be but that's mostly because I don't have a reason to leave my house right now and well moat my irl friends live far away and some people/pets at my house won't be happy if I go down to the friends I know are close by. I got two that I can contact that live like a few streets down. (I stay streets because I have to cross like two maybe max is like 6 crossing to get to them. Two for one friend and maybe 6 for the other maybe less I dunno I never actuallybeen to the one's house. Only know the general area.)

I know I should start back up in socializing in a month or two because of personal stuff but until then I'm gonna just have to deal with online... actually It had been a bit since I've spoken to some of my friends. Might do that tomorrow all I gotta do is figure out what to say. These are irl friends I'm talking about they just live a bit far away. And even the ones nearby it wouldn't hurt to at least check on them. Maybe send a photo to brighten there day up or something as they aren't really much for texting. Only issue as to why I haven't talked to some. And some have confusing sentences when they do text so it takes me a bit to actually understand what they say,but cause I misread stuff... a lot. But it's fine. Makes things funny honestly.

Wow I wrote a lot... normally I'd write more personal stuff on @goldshykitsune or @hiddeninsideaninsanemind (<- sometimes this one.)

Honestly made this late at night so I might edit or make an add on tomorrow as it could just be doing my over thinking and my brain suddenly is trying to drag me away to go write story about one if my comfort characters (aka the bunnyboy/ Randall)

[senseiwu]

maybe a bit tmi but. I need to Scream.

[girl-bateman]

Feeling sick! Like emotionally and whatnot

[oflgtfol]

ok so i hate writing intelligent posts abt malevolent bc im scared of posting theories that are stupid and wrong but like. im feeling that the eponymous fallen star of the order of the fallen star. is john. like this is a cult not about the king in yellow like that in season 1, but instead about the “fallen star” that fragmented off the king. Augh

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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