#it’s annoying and frustrating

[deathsconsort]

if i don’t write on at least one of my blogs later can someone just shove me off a bridge??

[littlebittywildflower]

Have you ever had someone that is so similar to you that they are everywhere you go online? Because I have someone like that and it sucks ass because that person happens to also be someone that treated me like an object so it makes me want to pull my hair out.

[madsky1222]

i’m actually kinda upset about toni winning. it was obvious that’s the storyline they were taking especially after she lost at all in. i’m tired of women’s matches being so predictable. it’s frustrating. the places in the match should’ve gone to more deserving women. i’m tired of transitional champions.

[inkskinned]

i hate to say it because i'm neurodivergent and a chronic-pain-haver but like... sometimes stuff is going to be hard and that's okay.

it's okay if you don't understand something the first few times it's explained to you. it's okay if you have to google every word in a sentence. it's okay if you need to spend a few hours learning the context behind a complicated situation. it's okay if you need to read something, think about it, and then come back to re-read it.

i get it. giving up is easier, and we are all broken down and also broke as hell. nobody has the time, nobody has the fucking energy. that is how they win, though. that is why you feel this way. it is so much easier, and that is why you must resist the impetus to shut down. fight through the desire you've been taught to "tl;dr".

embrace when a book is confusing for you. accept not all media will be transparent and glittery and in the genre you love. question why you need everything to be lily-white and soft. i get it. i also sometimes choose the escapism, the fantasy-romance. there's no shame in that. but every day i still try to make myself think about something, to actually process and challenge myself. it is hard, often, because of my neurodivergence. but i fight that urge, because i think it's fucking important.

especially right now. the more they convince you not to think, the easier it will be to feed you misinformation. the more we accept a message without criticism, the more power they will have over that message. the more you choose convenience, the more they will make propaganda convenient to you.

[teshiee]

little headcanon.. orrr what i imagined happened in the few days/weeks right after when they first reunited post-merge!!!

ninjago's writing when it comes to a comprehensible, logical timeline constantly eludes me. I probably shouldn't even be thinking too hard about it at all- but I am, and will continue to do so no matter how much it strains my sanity. its kind of fun!

[cherry-mash]

zeff had planned a mother's day breakfast in bed for sora with SOME help from the boys, mainly help from reiju, then planning for the boys to meanwhile draw sora pictures, but, uh... there was some confusion, it was early, baby boys still tired

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! :D

ps here's their apartment's floor plan should anybody be weird like me and feel they 'need to know' (it was fun)

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[andxisha]

[crowskullls]

I couldn’t be a minecraft creator because if I was doing freaky gay roleplay with my friends and then got called siblings I would just end it all

[supreme-leader-stoat]

Some of you people sound exactly like the fundamentalist adults in my life who were dead sure that Obama was going to abolish religious freedom and term limits and turn the US into a single-party state when he got elected in 2008 as opposed to like. being a pretty standard-issue federal politician with policies they didn't like. You know that, right?

[notbecauseofvictories]

I think the most terrifying part of any relationship is the ongoing awareness that you are going to have to trust someone when they appear to like or love you. There is no objective way to check your status with someone, no app that will say "they like you overall but are mad at you right now, specifically for x or y or a vague z thing that you didn't even clock when it was happening. But! if you send them a nice card and small gift, they will forget about it and return to base level affection"

instead, you have to just....keep having a relationship with that person, doing big and small things with or for them, and praying that you will both be brave and evolved enough to raise x/y/z as an issue if it genuinely is problem.

Mortifying ordeal of being known, down to your very gluons, and disliked.

[ceaselessims]

the fact that martin blackwood haters exist is so confusing to me like he's a bitch who moans and complains but also sets fire to things for fun and successfully manipulates avatars and gets jealous about the avatar of death waking up his boyfriend up from a coma and is both jon's staunchest defender and not afraid to call out jon's bullshit

[fluffydeoxys]

why so cranky

[aesthetic-gem]

why does !badboyhalo have to be such an annoyingly complex character. how do you explain him to others? like, yes, that was his kindness, his mercy. his attempt to fix something he didn’t know to fix. agreeing to that deal either meant helping ros realize she didn’t need to die or making sure she didn’t die alone. because if there’s one thing !bbh has done before is die alone, so he knows what that’s like. better to die surrounded by people who care than out alone in some field

[secret-sageent]

I live in a world where Gatsby realises the American dream is unattainable so he gives up on daisy and instead him and nick make out sloppy style and live out their gay little lives in peace and nothing bad happens to Gatsby ever

[azaharinflames]

Listen, putting aside the main topics for the episode (Eddie was a decent father again, thank God; Hen, baby, you deserve so much better)... I just want to say I am annoyed.

Because, well, I honestly have a theory on why they're doing this, but the way Buck has been treated this whole season, but especially since breaking up with Tommy, deeply annoys me.

They keep pushing him aside. Keep invalidating his feelings. Keep diminishing them. Keep using him as the butt of the joke, keep putting him in a position where he is alone. And I know this might seem like an exaggeration and that in this episode it was mostly played for laughs, but this has been an ongoing thing, and it annoys me.

Now. For my delulu time.

I think this is the show's not-so-clever way of showing how unbalanced Buck's life can be without Tommy in it. How Buck needs someone in his corner, someone who will listen to him and validate him the way Tommy did through all of 805.

In a way, this feels almost like a continuation of what was introduced in 805, except showing us the other end of the spectrum. Making a point that it is Tommy the one to take care of Buck after he's taken care of everyone (see also: 811), that it is Tommy the one to listen to his rambles and actually listen to them, that it is Tommy the one Buck can go to at the end of the day.

Again. Might be me seeing things. But I also think the show is not exactly subtle in this, and this is a way for the audience to 1. miss Tommy and 2. deeply appreciate once he comes back and he listens to Buck, and acts in the way we all want someone to act for Buck.

I guess what I'm trying to say, with my clown shoes on, is that the show is indirectly showing us just how much Tommy is Buck's person.

[starkspi]

"why, I had no part in that. you've always been this way!"

just a little something from @morningstarwrites fanfiction "of saints and sinners" which i'm obsessed with