#it'll be a fresh start

[egophiliac]

So how’s ride kamens going for you as I just pulled my self together long enough to read the other half of the current main story

I've been working on catching up on the event stories since they announced the upcoming main story update! (I totally bombed the last few events...they're so fast-paced and I just didn't have time...😭)

and then of course they went and dropped THIS on us today

(you don't understand, I LOVE Tajador and I already love the two blurry frames they've given us of non-silhouetted Kelka, I'm ready to absolutely lose my shit come the announcement/reveal(?) stream on Thursday --)

[contamination-zone]

ah, I've been tired recently. so I might slow down slightly on the fresh art... sorry!

[scarapanna]

[WIP] Some more updates!!!

I've been quiet recently, but got a bunch of stuff in the works for y'all!!

I'm still working on those paper puppets for a little project regarding intertwined opposites (Possibly one of the most ambitious things I've ever worked on so far) and found a proper way to introduce that new au I'm working on!!

Here are two more paper puppets for the big pmv

And a few sneak peaks for the new au!!

(Doodles+notes alongside a silly little meme with a sprite edit of pewpaw)

I'm working on an info post for it, progress has been slow however since I wanna prioritize the pmv again (Started it on june, stagnated a long period, and went back to work on it. I'm dead set on finishing it this summer AND stubborn/silly).

[Personal reminder: Beetle stop starting wips when you're already busy/silly]

[xxplastic-cubexx]

sorry to all the comic-only fans but as someone who knew xmen from the movies, this is a behaviour that i think it's kinda childish? we're happy mostly because we have the old man yaoi back than because marvel is bringing the fox actors back btw, but this is just my opinion being a xmcu fan 🤷🏻

based off my timeline the majority of reactions really are reserved just for mckellen and stewart (though then again im pretty sure my timeline is cherik-centered atp): i'm not sure what the other world where they didnt return looks like, but either way all the cheer i see is pretty much just for em so that's a fair guess to make about the fox actors coming back and mostly being happy just for those two

[undead-potatoes]

2024 has been an absolute roller coaster of a year. It's both my worst year in almost a decade, but ALSO the best year in maybe even longer than that. Like yes I was so stressed out I had to go on BP medication but! it also set in motion a whole bunch of shit that has made things so much better. My new meds helped straighten out brain shit I've struggled with since I was a kid. I went to the dentist for the first time in like 15 years, and I'll keep going to get stuff fixed. I've started therapy to sort out things I've struggled with alone for a long, long time. And I got to see my best friend not once but TWICE this year, one of the times was even on my birthday :3c

I will not miss you 2024, but I do appreciate the course you've set out for me. At least in the second half of the year, March-June 2024 can go fuck itself

[acreaturebythewater]

gonna clear out my closet today and i need to be ruthless but i'm so prone to nostalgia this is gonna be hell on earth

[random-kido]

Checking and rechecking every media website I know to see if per chance there is suddenly an influx of krk content

[putrid-tongue]

dash; i've been thinking.

i  don't  know  when  i  get  to  all  of  this  because  graphics  take  me  some  time,  as  in  figuring  out  the  style  i  want—  how  i  want  to  go  about  everything. but  i  would  like  to  move  mordú  to  a  new  blog.  this  one  is  extremely  old,  and  it  is  dreadfully  cluttered  with  a  bunch  of  old  tags,  outdated  headcanons.  not  to  mention  the  780  items  in  my  liked. i  will  also  make  enemiesofarda  it's  own  blog—  though  expand  upon  it  to  add  muses  from  other  fantasy  media.  namely  dragon  age,  the  elder  scrolls,  baldur's  gate  and  more! i  also  would  like  to  bring  back  my  john  marston,  as  i  have  rped  him  for  a  quite  some  time  on  other  social  media.  perhaps  make  a  second  multi-muse  even,  more  focused  on  modernish  muses.  becase  there  is  also  my  v  from  cyberpunk  who  i'd  love  to  rp  occasionally. so  i  guess  this  may  be  my  gameplan  for  the  future.  mordú  will  remain  standalone,  as  he  is  my  main  focus.  exciting!

[thatcatbasil]

OH RIGHT RW ART MONTH IS TOMORROW

[queer-vampire]

the last time it was just me and my dad living at this house was back in 2016

its so empty in this house now. and im dreading moving to a new place and not having paige at my side, keeping me company. living by myself is going to be incredibly lonely and i don't know how im going to handle that

[buryam-soul]

goodbye arohaitham icon and laurasuka header, you will live on in my heart

but the mayu & yuki icon and nanami & haicma header do summarize my priorities very nicely. love of cats and power of friendship <3

[just-someone-online]

I have mostly been enjoying my Yes 5 rewatch, but the knowledge that I'm this close to Fresh Precure and the first All Stars movie is slowly driving me insane

[motherhenna]

wow proximity anxiety is real...I'm back in my San Francisco apartment in order to pick up some things and go to a friend's housewarming party after spending a month back home in SoCal, but being just two blocks away from where I was attacked has turned me into a nervous prey animal I stg. Due to the abduction attempt, recent rent hikes, and the shitty job market, I'm basically moving back in with my mom in SB and it feels like crap knowing I'm gonna have to dismantle all my hard work (picture frames, rugs, furniture, decorations, etc) and leave the place I called home for almost 3 years. Definitely feel caught in limbo rn, and I hate that I'm too anxious to do anything on my own while I'm here. Even the thought of walking up to the gym to empty my locker gets me worked up because I'd have to go through the exact area where I got jumped and grabbed. I'm hoping this'll fade with time, as it's only been a month or so since it happened, because I hate being so avoidant of everything and not being able to sleep.

[aserande]

am thinking about remaking.....

[softersinned]

so unreal unearth is coming out in less than three weeks and i feel like i should warn you all that it's very likely i'll be setting up a new blog when that happens

[kiefbowl]

here's some more unsolicited adult advice as someone in her 30s who knows there are a lot of twenty somethings and teens that follow her: if you're trying to build a new habit you really want, and are struggling, you have to break it down to the smallest building block possible. If you're failing, you haven't thought small enough. I know it's possible to hear stories of people who just snapped into new life mode one day by "just deciding", but truly what's happening there is a confluence of events and experiences that force the brain into some sort of epiphany. You cannot will an epiphany. It'll never work. For most times of your life, you will need to build habits intentionally, and that means not working against yourself and to set micro goals. like laughably tiny goals. because once that easy tiny goal is met, you can build off it, tiny goal after tiny goal until you reach your big goal.

so for example, if you want to be a morning person that gets up at ass crack dawn so that you can work out, eat brekkie, shower, and get to work at a leisurely pace, and you're not that person because you will hit your snooze button 800 times, you have to get the big picture goal out of your head. think smaller. "I want to get up 15 minutes earlier than I normally do." If you can't do that, make it 5 minutes. "I want to cook breakfast every day" hell no too big. "I want to eat something, anything, before I leave the house" hell yeah, fantastic. When you go to the grocery store to make sure there are things in the house for breakfast, if you keep buying bagels and microwave sandwiches that you ignore, you gotta think smaller. SMALLER. What's something so easy to eat that you'll never say no to. Is it a yogurt? Is it a handful of grapes? Is it a hostess ho ho? is it hot cheetos? FORGET the big picture of the fantasy put-together woman preparing a full nutritious meal that you'd be proud to admit to. Think only of the smallest goal you can achieve. If you know you can't say no to an ice cream sandwich, put a ton of ice cream sandwiches in your freezer and have one for breakfast every day until it's so instilled in you that you gotta get up to eat something you can start diversifying.

It sounds like, from the lack of habit place, that must take forever. But really it doesn't take too long to form the habit once the discipline kicks in. the trick is that you have to give your brain something easy to become disciplined to. If it's too hard, think easier and smaller. No one has to know. Literally no one in the gd world has to know that for 4 weeks when you were 22 you had an ice cream sandwich for breakfast every day. who cares. If it gets you eating oatmeal with fresh fruit in a few months who cares. you did it, yay. smaller, easier. if you can't do it, think smaller and easier. smaller!! EASIER!!! You are not thinking smaller and easier enough. break your brain thinking how small and easy you can go. SMALLER. EVEN SMALLER, SIS.