#it's not even just because she's pregnant like yes obv but he literally loves her

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roman doing absolutely nothing when kendall was hurting him and just allowing violence to be enacted upon him. roman immediately fighting to keep kendall away from shiv.

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Having a post get popular enough to be independently reblogged by someone you follow but aren't mutuals with is. Wild

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[ LET’S GET MARRIED ! ] — lhs <3

PAIRING. lee heeseung!student X femreader!student !

SYN. the uni is giving away free dorms! under one condition, in order to save your desperate broke ass student’s life, you’d have to get married. and who’d be the lucky person to marry you if not your childhood friend? no feelings involved of course!…..right?

GENRE. he fell first but she fell harder, basically being in denial for feelings at first, childhood friends to a married couple, fluff fluff fluff !

WARNINGS. mentions of getting married(obv), rest of enha and lesserafim’s yunjin & chaewon are in it too, mentions on having kids(no, there will be no kids here its nothing serious!!), mentions of food, being broke because of uni student life. (pls do lmk if i missed something!) || NOT PROOFREAD AND VERY POORLY WRITTEN!!

WORD-COUNT. 5.1k+ (damn!)

NOTE. this is me being extremely sorry for not continuing my heeseung smau by releasing a heeseung oneshot yay!! i actually got the inspiration from HAPPINESS (one of my fav kdramas!) please leave some feedbacks!! i really wanna know what you thought about it<3

when you were younger, you’ve made a wishing list to you in the future, as soon as you turn an adult.

three important wishes were ;

first, never go broke while being a uni student.

second, never get married before the age of 25.

third, never ever fall in love with your best friend since childhood, aka lee heeseung.

first one is already being a huge failure. younger you would be definitely disappointed in uni student you, not that you care that much, but being a broke student sucks.

“my parents are literally about to kick me out, i get that, i’m a 22 years old uni student who’s still living up their asses, they probably want some peaceful and quiet life” you smacked your head over the lunch table, both of your friends looking at you concerned.

“maybe it’s time for you to pay for the dor-“

“never! yunjin, tell her how broke i am”

“she has like 1 dollar in her bank account, she’s still taking loans from her parents” yunjin nodded and you rolled your eyes.

“you didn’t have to go that far”

“oh i did”

“oh i know! what if you just start working?” chaewon raised her voice a bit.

“i have no time!”

“excuses excuses blah blah blah” she mocked you.

“look at heeseung for example, he works in a part time job at the convenience store right next to uni” yunjin pointed out.

you searched through the lunch hall and found the one person you’ve been looking for, lee heeseung.

you’ve been stuck to him ever since childhood, with your mothers being the biggest best friends you’ve ever seen, it was pretty hard to not see him every day in your young days.

both of your mothers even got pregnant at the same time, and gave birth around the same time, you’re two days younger than him.

your photo album is full with pictures of you and him, and so are the hanged photos on your house wall.

your mother and his mother were your biggest shippers, forcing you both to hug each other and even wear matching clothes.

your elementary school memories are filled with heeseung next to you and the whole class shipping you two.

highschool days weren’t better either, guys who wanted to try a move on you were always so scared of heeseung, they were so sure you and him are dating, with the amount of glares they got from him it was really hard to think otherwise.

your highschool crushes rejected you, always giving the excuse of not wanting to be in a relationship, hiding the fact that heeseung warned them that if they’ll say yes he’ll make sure they never see a daylight again.

he was joking, really. he’s not the violent type, and he couldn’t really explain why was he feeling so jealous whenever he saw you confessing to a guy who isn’t him.

heeseung got used to watching you from afar and protecting you, and you got used to search him everywhere you go even in crowded places and having his company ever since childhood.

“hee!” you called and waved at him, he waved at you back with a smile on his face.

“i swear if i didn’t know both of you were childhood friends i would’ve think you’re a married couple or something” chaewon rolled her eyes and you scoffed.

heeseung continued his way to his usual table with his friends.

“thinking about ways to confess your love to her?” jake smirked and heeseung shook away his thoughts.

“hm? who?” he asked.

“it’s obvious who! don’t play dumb come on!” sunghoon playfully pushed the older one.

“we’re talking about Y/N! everyone in uni are talking about you, even those who know nothing about the two of you” jay remarked.

“there’s nothing between us, we’re just friends” heeseung shrugged.

“and i’m queen elizabeth” sunoo tsked.

heeseung rolled his eyes and began to eat, “you know, even if i did have a crush on her, why would she even accept my confession?”

“ohhhh~” his friends teased.

“it’s kind of obvious she likes you, we’ve watched her ever since we became friends with you, and the way she looks at you is just different” jungwon shrugged and ni-ki nodded.

“she’s always searching you in a crowded room, as if you’re her guardian angel and she only needs you in her life in order for it to be perfect” ni-ki then stole a few bites of heeseung’s meal.

“hey! not cool” heeseung scoffed and ni-ki giggled.

“it’s not bad to have a crush on your childhood friend, you know?” jake smiled, “sometimes all you need is a miracle” jay added.

“hey, let’s go on a work search for yo-“

“no no no yunjin not you too!!” you sobbed, “i have no time to work and i need to search for the cheapest dorm, a one i can actually afford as soon as possible”

“why don’t you just go and ask heeseung for help” chaewon shrugged.

“it’s not that easy, i don’t want him to worry about it too much, he works hard for his money too” you pout and they nodded.

“by the way! how’s the money for the uni dorms is going?” jake asked heeseung who was busy fighting with ni-ki over his food.

“i’m just a few shifts away from getting enough money, i’ll ask y/n to become my roommate as soon as— what?” he noticed his friends looking at him.

“y/n and you? being roommates?” sunoo teased.

“hey, me and y/n spent all our childhood together, my house is her house and her house is mine, it has been like that for a while” heeseung sighed and they all nodded hesitatly.

“still, you said y/n’s parents told you about her not being able to pay for the uni dorms, are you really willing to pay it all?” jungwon asked.

heeseung shrugged and took a bite from his food again, “it’s either that or she’ll get kicked out by her parents”

“you really are her guardian angel” ni-ki whispered.

“good morning! you have afternoon classes today right?” your mother woke you up with a smile smeared all over her face.

“mhhm” you hummed, still trying to adjust the bright sunlight that hit your face.

“i need you to bring some medicine for ms lee! she’s been sick and i bought her some things” your mother helped you to get up and shoved you a bag, “here”

“can you please just let me get—“

“you can get ready at theirs! quickly quickly go!” she pushed you outside of your house. damn, she really does hope you’d get out as soon as possible.

she was right though, heeseung’s house is your house, and your house is his. you have a few clothes and even a toothbrush at his house and he has the same at yours, getting ready there was never a problem to you.

a walk to their house is even less than 5 minutes so you weren’t worried about someone from your neighborhood getting a jumpscare and thinking you’re some kind of a zombie.

you took out the keys and opened the door, heeseung was sitting in the kitchen and eating his breakfast.

“don’t ask, been a rough morning, where’s mom by the way?” you asked him and he pointed at her room. you got used to call his mom your mom too.

you saw her sleeping so you left the bag and the medicine next to her, leaving a note saying good morning and instructions of how to take the medicine, as if she doesn’t know all of that.

“you have afternoon classes too?” you asked heeseung while getting ready. he was in his room, lying on his bed while playing some games on his phone.

“not really, i don’t have any class today” he chuckled.

“since when don’t you have any classes today?”

“ever since i decided that im too tired to go to uni”

you rolled your eyes and threw one of the pillows at him, “don’t be stupid! get up and get ready to go!”

he giggled and shook his head, “i’m joking, i took evening classes for today”

you pressed your lips together and nodded, you don’t know why but hearing him giggling always made your heart skip a beat, but you don’t have any feelings for him, like, at all. right?

afternoon classes started and before you knew it, it was already lunch time.

“y/n! you won’t believe it!!” chaewon shout.

“what is it?” you shout at her back even though you were sitting right in front of her.

“i found you a solution! you can get a free dorm!” she shout back.

“what!” you shout.

“can you stop shouting! for god’s sake you’re literally a 1 cm away from each other” yunjin, who was covering her ears yelled.

you and chaewon shared an eye contact and froze. yunjin is so scary when she’s angry.

“continue please” she coughed and let chaewon continue what she had to say.

“it might seem crazy what i’m about to say,” chaewon sighed, “the uni is giving away free dorms—“

“no way omg omg omg please tell me i’m dreaming this is not happening right now right this is not real righ—“

“under one condition!” she cut you off and took her phone out of her pocket to read the terms.

“in order to get a free dorm, you have to have at least one option applied ;

one, you’re younger than 18. two, you’ve been scoring A+ on ALL of your exams and three, you’re between the ages 18-25 and got married, or engaged” she finished reading and turned off her phone.

“but chaewon, i’m not younger than eighteen” you complained and rest your head on your arm who was lying on the table.

“nor scoring A+ on ALL of your exams” yunjin added.

“thanks yunjin, i needed that”

“always here to help”

“then you know what’s left” chaewon smirked and you sat up, looking at her with innocent eyes.

“no” you let out.

“oh yes”

“i have no one to marry to” you argued.

“yes you do!” yunjin replied.

“i do not!”

chaewon and yunjin raised a brow and crossed their arms, “you don’t?”

as heeseung entered the uni entrance, you ran towards his direction and stopped in front of him.

“y/n why are you still here—“

“let’s get married” you said it out loud in front of everyone who was around.

your surroundings suddenly became quiet and everyone was staring at you two, starting to whisper and waiting for heeseung’s answer.

instead of answering he grabbed your wrist and dragged you out of the entrance into a place in the garden next to the uni.

the walk there was making you so nervous and anxious, what if you were a bit too much? asking your childhood friend to marry you just to get a free dorm? are you that desperate?

when he finally stopped, he let go of your wrist and cupped your cheeks, looking straight into your eyes.

“what did you say?” he asked, his eyes looking for any sign or answer from you.

“i said, let’s get married”

heeseung could’ve swore his heart skipped a beat because he for real felt like he died at that spot.

“let me explain!” you said before he could respond.

“the uni are giving out free dorms to anyone who’s between the ages of 18-25 and is married or engaged” you sighed.

heeseung let go of his hold and sighed, looking down and closing his eyes.

you really didn’t mean that genuinely, did you? something in him really hoped you did.

“hee?” you asked, biting your lower lips, suddenly feeling more anxious than before

“sure, let’s get married” he chuckled.

you broke your second main wish on your list.

heeseung was just a few shifts away from getting enough money to get the both of you a place to live in, he could have told you that too, but he chose not to.

only crazy people would agree to this idea, you were so desperate that you actually just asked him to marry you, and he guessed he was one of those crazy people, because he had no idea why he said yes.

he had other way, without marrying you, but something about the idea of marrying you made him feel excited.

“i knew it i knew it! only crazy people would agr— wait what” you blinked a few times after you realized his answer.

“i said sure, let’s get married” he smiled softly and you were about to faint.

“no feelings are involved….right?” you hesitantly asked him, hoping he wouldn’t agree with you.

instead, he nodded slowly and hesitantly, “no feelings involved”

you regretted that sentence so bad because the day after, when he kneeled on one knee and held a ring out for you in front of everyone and proposed to you, your couldn’t lie to yourself anymore, you actually broke your third wish on your list a few years ago, you were in love with lee heeseung for years.

“y/l/n y/n, i have loved you ever since i can remember, i watched you grow up and grew up with you as well, i got used to being with you 24/7, i can’t see the rest of my life without you in it, will you make me the happiest man alive and agree to marry me?”

even though it was an act(according to you), it felt so real to the point where you cried and sobbed so badly, while putting on the ring he bought for you less than 24 hours ago.

it wasnt planned. the proposal wasn’t planned at all.

the plan was that you and heeseung will go to the uni secretariat and request an application for the free dorm since both of you are engaged now.

heeseung had no reason to put on this whole show and show everyone that you’re now engaged. you have no idea why he did it, and instead of getting angry at him, you fell in love with him even more.

it felt wrong, it felt not right.

but you didn’t care, you always knew your feelings for heeseung were somewhere deep inside your heart. you tried to push them away all the time, because there was no way your childhood friend, the popular boy in your highschool, the kid who grew up with you, had feelings for you.

you tried to deny your feelings but now you realized thrre was no use anymore, so you let yourself love him as much as you can.

it wasn’t the desperation that lead you to ask him to marry you, because then you’d ask literally any other guy, it was your pure love to him, to the guy who was always there for you when you needed him.

“heeseung! explain what was that!” his six other friends gathered in a circle, surrounding him and not letting him go.

“what was wha—“

“you and y/n? married?” jungwon shout.

“have you gone crazy?” jake added.

“and she said yes! something is not right” jay joined.

“yesterday you told us you have no feelings for her!” sunoo remarked.

“you didn’t even believe us when we told you she’s obviously in love with you” sunghoon tsked.

“something isn’t sitting right to me” ni-ki gasped.

“explain now!” they all said at the same time.

“calm down!” heeseung coughed, “i’ll explain to you everything later”

by later he meant after classes, at his house, together with you and your friends yunjin and chaewon.

“yunjin, chaewon” heeseung nodded at your friends.

“lee heeseung” they glared at him.

“come on! both of you knew about it even before” you pleaded.

“doesn’t change the fact that he’ll be stealing you from us now” they rolled their eyes.

“i’m still so confused” ni-ki tried to quicken everyone and get to the point.

“me and y/n are getting married—“

“yeah no shit sherlock” sunghoon cute him off and heeseung glared at him.

“anyway, y/n would you like the explain why?” he turned to you and smiled.

“the uni is giving away free dorms to married couples between 18-25 so—“

“you decided to get married to get a free dorm” jay finished your sentence.

“have you gone mad? heeseung worked his ass to get enough money to get the dorms for the bo— mhhhhmmm!!!” sunoo roamed but jake covered his mouth before he could continue.

“sunoo!!” jake coughed and turned to you with a smile, “don’t mind him he’s been stressed from work and uni lately”

the rest of you giggled awkwardly and tried to ease the atmosphere.

after you yunjin and chaewon left, the boys stayed with heeseung, looking at him with concern.

“what?” heeseung looked at them back with his bambi eyes.

“i don’t know hee, it feels like….she’s kind of using you” sunghoon spoke, jay slapped his arm and he whined.

“he’s right though, marrying you only to get a dorm is quite crazy” jungwon nodded.

“he’s even crazier for actually agreeing to all of this” ni-ki said and jake shushed him.

“ni-ki is right, i am crazy, i have no idea why i said yes but she wasn’t forcing anything on me” heeseung shrugged, “besides, i’ve liked her for so many years so—“

“ah ha!! we knew it!” they all said at the same time and heeseung sighed. what have he got himself into?

after everyone left, heeseung texted you, asking you to meet him in your usual spot.

you got ready and for the first time, you took a while to do so.

you stared at yourself in the mirror a few times and even checked different outfits. this has never happened to you ever before, especially not when you knew that you’re going to see heeseung.

heeseung saw you at your worst, why are you dressing up for him now then?

“i must be crazy, crazy crazy!” you shook away your thoughts and got out to meet your soon-to-be-husband.

“hee!” you saw his back facing you and as soon as he turned around you froze.

did he dress up for you too? why does he look so breathtaking suddenly? his bambi eyes match the rest of his beautiful features on his face so much, you’ve seen this man grow up, you know every detail about his face and you couldn’t explain why it was so sudden that you got caught by surprise because of his beauties.

shaking away your thoughts, you walked closer to him and smiled.

“hey hubby” you grinned.

“hubby?” he asked.

“a new nickname for my soon-to-be-husband” you chuckled and he nodded.

“i actually thought about something,” he turned to you, “our parents will figure it out sooner or later, should we tell them the truth or—“

“no, let them believe we’re getting married without any reason other than being in love”

you have no idea why you just said that. but you hid your face as soon as you realized what just came out of your mouth.

heeseung felt too flattered and suddenly didn’t know what to say. you keep on making him speechless.

“ahem,” he cleared his throat, “you do know that they’ll probably rush out things and even take the wedding plan to their own hands“

i don’t care, i’d like to marry you and spend the rest of my life with you as soon as i can. is what you wanted to say, but you couldn’t bring yourself to do so.

“y/n?” he asked. he noticed you were too deep in thoughts and waited for you to come back to sense.

“i’m aware” you nodded, “i’ve also got a text from the uni, we’ll be getting our dorm in the next week, so we should start preparing”

heeseung nodded and looked at you. you were suddenly feeling so nervous and shy to share an eye contact with him, so you broke it as he just kept staring at you and taking in your beauty.

“hey y/n” he said, “hm?”

“i don’t mind marrying you and spending the rest of my life being married to you”

you looked over him and he had the genuinest smile you’ve ever seen.

it felt like the world had froze, and the snow that was falling suddenly stopped, it felt like it was just the two of you in this whole world.

“YOU’RE GETTING WHAT?” your mother yelled.

you and heeseung planned a dinner with both of your parents, to announce the big news.

things became quite awkward between the two of you, ever since your last encounter with him you could barely face him.

his sudden confession freaked you out and the only thing that came out of your mouth was “oh, okay” in the most dry way ever.

you wanted to tell him you feel the same, you wanted to tell him that you’ve been in love with him ever since forever. but one moment that caught you off guard ruined your chance.

you were stupid, stupid and idiot. heeseung probably thinks you hate his guts now.

heeseung in the meantime felt like he was breaking apart slowly. oh, okay?? that’s all you had to answer?

he felt dumb, he felt hopeless. the confession was completely out of the blue and unplanned, your beauty hypnotized him and he was so mesmerized by you that the words just came out of his mouth naturally.

what if you hate his guts now? what if he made you uncomfortable? what if you’ll regret it the last minute because you weren’t feeling the same about him?

all of those questions were eating him alive, and you didn’t help either. each time he came up to you, you were suddenly in rush and told him you have to go, it was breaking him inside slowly.

the dinner was one chance to finally talk with you again.

“married, mom. we’re getting married” you repeat what you already said a few seconds ago.

“when? where? how?” heeseung’s mother asked.

heeseung looked at you and smiled warmly, “it just happened, we’ve been together ever since childhood, it already felt like being in a relationship for so long, so we decided to marry each other” he chuckled and held your hand tightly, “to belong to each other until the day we die”

your parents looked at the both of you. you were sharing eye contact for so long, with heeseung smiling at you, looking deep into your eyes, and with you looking at him with nothing but pure love in your eyes that was making everyone in the room feel so jealous of you two.

“now kiss!” your mother said.

you and heeseung broke the eye contact and blinked a few times.

“what?” you asked.

“kiss then! i want to picture it and keep it in my photo gallery forever!” his mother added.

you were about to speak up until heeseung held your cheek to turn you to face him and it was only a matter of seconds until you felt his lips on yours.

it was your first kiss ever, your first time kissing someone, and it was his as well, but he lead you on so good that it made it look less awkward.

you were his first kiss. you, his childhood friend, stole his first kiss.

“we knew that it’ll happen one day!!” your mothers cheered, “we even have a whole wedding plan ready!!”

you and heeseung broke the kiss and shared an eye contact again.

you didn’t need to hear him say to know how much love he holds for you, and how he cherishes you so much.

and your eyes told him everything, they held the answers to all of the questions that bothered him. you love him as much as he loves you.

“i can’t believe you’re getting married, my little angels” your parents cried altogether which made heeseung let go of his hold on you and grab some tissues to wipe their tears.

“i love that ring by the way! heeseung you did a great job” your mother gave him thumbs up and he chuckled.

if only she knew that it was a ring he bought you in less than 24 hours and even rushed your friends to come with him and help him pick it only because he wanted his whole life to properly propose you.

it was a moving day already and your parents helped you pack every last thing, they even cried through the way, how could their princess leave them so fast?

“you can visit our house anytime!” you tried to comfort them.

“we’ll update you before that, we don’t want to catch you while doing the thing you know” your mother winked and you rolled your eyes, “mom!”

“i see you’re all packed and ready” heeseung came in to check on you.

“she is! take her away already!” your mother complained.

“not before you take this with you!” she went away for a few seconds and came back with a huge wrapped photo frame.

“don’t open it yet!! only when you get into your new house and get everything in place!!” she excitedly hugged the both of you and you nodded.

moving in was quite rough, you had a lot of boxes to unpack and organized, and you and heeseung never felt more awkward after the first kiss you shared.

you’ve barely spoke with each other and your friends were starting to get concerned.

“he told me he doesn’t mind marrying me and spending the rest of his life with me” you pout.

yunjin and chaewon shout and giggled, “girl! he’s more than in love with you!! he’s lovesick!!” they both said.

“what did you answer then?” yunjin asked.

“i told him okay” you smacked your head on the table.

“no way” chaewon gasped.

“yes way” you whined.

“you’re stupid!!” they both smacked you.

“then!!” you shout, “we had our first kiss on dinner in front of our parents” you whispered that part.

“what did you say? couldn’t hear you” chaewon said.

“oh she said that they shared their first kiss on dinner with their— YOU HAD YOUR FIRST KISS WITH HEESEUNG??” yunjin’s eyes widened.

“what happened after that?” chaewon asked curiously.

“we just finished dinner, and now we barely even talk” you sighed, “each time i see him i’m just blushing and running away, i can’t face him!”

“you have to!! you’re moving in soon!!” yunjin argued and chaewon nodded.

“it’ll be the death of me” you sobbed and they chuckled.

you were right at first, but slowly and surely heeseung made a joke and both of you got back to normal in no time, as if nothing happened between you two.

you even helped him organizing his closet and his room, and he did the same.

after a long day you and heeseung finally laid down on your now shared sofa.

“it’s been a rough day” you sighed.

“should we order something?” he suggested and you nodded immediately. you ended up ordering your favorite food.

“let’s open up the picture!!” you said and grabbed the picture your mom gave you earlier today.

you and heeseung both unwrapped it together and revealed an old picture of you and heeseung hugging each other with a huge smile on your faces.

“look at us then and look at us now” he giggled.

both of you hanged the picture right above your sofa and kept staring at it for a while.

“hey hee,” you spoke, “yeah?”

“i wouldn’t mind marrying you and spending the rest of my days with you too” you turned to him, “until the day i die”

“is that your way of telling me you love me too?” heeseung froze for a second. you caught him off guard for the countless time already.

although he understood very clearly your feelings after you shared your first kiss, hearing your words made his heart beat fast.

it was a confirmation for him that all of his feelings for you were actually mutual all this time.

instead of answering his questions you grabbed his shirt and kissed him.

he put his hands around your waist and pushed you closer to him, holding you tightly as if he’s too scared to let you go.

breaking off the kiss was hard, but the lack of oxygen was kicking in, you pressed your foreheads together, still with your eyes closed.

“does that answer your question?” you giggled and you felt him smiling.

“i don’t think so, i need a bit more of it to feel certain” he teased and you tsked.

“i don’t need to be in a relationship with you to feel certain about my feelings and my willingness to marry you, i want to spend my life with you, i love you” you said and pecked his lips.

“i love you too, y/n” he pecked your lips again and it suddenly got into a fight between you two about who pecks the other more, until it ended up in a long, deep kiss.

“so let me get this straight. you and heeseung had been in denial for many many years and manipulated yourself into thinking that you don’t like each other at all at all, then when y/n’s desperate and broke ass heard of a chance to get a free dorm by getting married, she went up to you, heeseung, and asked her to marry you, you agreed to the proposal because at one point you stopped lying to yourself and realized you’re actually lovesick, and the rest is history” ni-ki finally breathed out after almost rapping this whole story.

“by history i mean y/n waking up from her denial and realizing her feelings to you” he added.

“yes, exactly” heeseung nodded and you chuckled.

you were sitting together with your friends on one table, yunjin and chaewon who were already aware of the story added a few notes here and there as ni-ki summarized your whole story.

“this is a story to tell your children” jay smiled and the rest nodded.

“we’re not planning to get pregnant anytime soon, we didn’t even have a wedding yet” you sighed.

“you never know y/n, you never know!” sunoo slowly nodded.

“why did you say that as if you went through something familiar” jungwon teased.

“you never know y/n, you never know!” sunghoon mocked sunoo.

“that was a good one!” jake laughed with him.

“children, literal children who found themselves in uni somehow” you sighed.

“at this point we won’t even need to have any children when we have them” heeseung agreed with you.

“it doesn’t matter, as long as i’m with you” you smiled and pecked his lips.

“get a room you two will you!”

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[ja3yun]

OMG tell us about your dream 👀👀👀👀 your loyal subjects await

okaay its not my proudest dream bc it was filthy and i think i had just wrote too much about him 😮‍💨 but basically (nsfw mdni)

heelzebub and yn (me+you oops) are in his room blah blah blah and then yn says smthn about how you want to visit hell just once but hee said it was too dangerous because ofc they might sense alaida but you say you want to see the real him, all sexy like bc heeseung isn't the only one that can use his body to persuade 😌

then when he does he unveils himself and he's hot (not a fly like that one anon bc istg if i had dreamed of a that instead i would have passed away)

and then he leads you to his throne and makes you sit on his lap, grinding on his cock once he tears your clothes off and he makes you cum obvs just by slipping it between your folds (i didnt dream this part but i can imagine it) and then he hears his legion of soldiers and trapped souls crying out bc they heard her screaming for him.

"imagine i fucked an heir into you right now," he says as a joke bc he can hear the pathetic drones of those below him and an heir would help rule his legions, but you whimper and he gets so fucking cocky. "oh? would you like that? to get fucked by my fat cock and have my babies hmm?"

and obviously you say yes, more like mewl it, and he literally impales you with it, no lube, no nothing like she is taking that cock right here and now and its BIG like inches galore, thick, veiny...anyway...

he fucks in every position but his fave is when he holds your throat against the back of the throne and piledrives into your weeping pussy, like you are squirming to get away because its so brutal (you also love love love it obvs) but hee doesn't care, he's so fucking lost in the idea of filling you to the brim. like there is so much cum it's oozing out even with his cock as a plug. "i'm fucking you so full baby, you're loving it aren't you?"

and he goes forever, too. he would fuck you forever if he could but he knows if he stays down in hell with you and alaida too long your soul will get burnt (idk) and also lucifer could find alaida so he's going hard and fast. "you're going to look so beautiful pregnant, princess. i should just keep fucking heirs into you, hmm?"

heeeseung is grunting and panting, finally cumming inside you for the nth time but the soldiers are so loud he has to get you out of there. he forces you to plunge your fingers into. "keep them there, baby. can't let any of that cum go to waste."

and when he flashes you both back he is back in her doll suit and you're laying on the bed absolutely spent, fingers in your cunt and cum coating your folds so beautifully. "fuck, even if we don't have kids, i'm going to keep fucking you like that forever."

[myfaveisfuckable]

Tuvok:

Ok, first off: real world standards, he's not normal passing. Apart from the ears, he's just too autistic (sorry, "Vulcan" 🙄) to be considered "normal looking". He went to 1990s earth once and Did Not Pass as normal. But in universe, he would on the surface seem like a model Vulcan. And he is, kinda. But he's also so gd weird. (/aff)

Not even gonna get into how badly he wants to be Will Graham because obviously that's there too but we don't have all day. Anyway.

Obvs the emotions struggle is real as it is for any Vulcan worth paying attention to, if only because they were all only ever written by humans.

But also, tangential to him being Will Graham coded (but still separate enough) he is a total mind slut. You know how some characters will go "when I have a problem, I set it on fire" or shit like that? When Tuvok has a problem, he mind melds with it. Homoerotically if it's an option. Dude even got a mind std one time, despite the fact that's not even a thing.

And then whatever the fuck kinda thing he has going on with Janeway. Not even necessarily in a shippy way ("not romantic, not platonic, so devoted the lines blur") but like... not only is he unreasonably loyal to her but he does shit like not only letting her touch him whenever she wants but *deliberately offering her HIS HAND to hold* to comfort her when she needs it (reminder that hand touching is very intimate to Vulcans and can be likened to human kissing) and again, they're never even stated as romantic or anything, they're just friends and yet he is more loyal to her than he is to his own code of ethics.

Obviously part of all of it could be because Janeway (or possibly Kate Mulgrew) is simply Like That, she does do shit like tell her platonic subordinate "then be a good rat and find us the cheese" in a tone that makes me lose it, but it's not all her, Tuvok is also extremely not normal about it. I should submit Janeway too actually, I'll do her next.

Also, afaik Tuvok is the only crew member of Voyager (who makes it back) who had a romantic partner before the ship got lost in the Delta quadrant and remained loyal the entire seven years they were lost. I *think* Samantha Wildman also did but she's a minor character (so she could've been getting it off screen) and she started out pregnant so once born Naomi both kept her busy and was a living reminder of her husband's love. So in that regard, Tuvok is very much not normal but like in the most positive way. He literally didn't cheat on his wife even when his life was in danger (they *were* out there for seven years so of course he hit pon farr eventually) and I think that's really cool of him. But also very not normal.

I'm very tired rn but once the polls come out, simply check out the blog of Bea @bumblingbabooshka (wanna clarify, I'm not him but he is THE Tuvok blogger in my opinion) who has written much on this already.

There's also the whole stuff that happened around his monestary era but I'm not even at that part yet but it must've been wild.

Anyway. Vote Tuvok

Janeway:

- will literally martyr herself at the drop of a hat

- will kill you if she thinks it's what she needs to do for her crew

- will not kill you if she thinks you've got residue humanity after decades as a borg drone even though realistically she really should've (tho ofc we're all glad she didn't)

- will violate your personal rights if she thinks you're not "human" enough and also compare you to a replicator (yes I'm still salty about that. wait what was the question? right, i'll get back on track)

- will say absolutely deranged shit like "then be a good rat and find us the cheese" in the a tone that makes me lose my mind and basically give everyone a crush on her (and also mommy issues) if they spend too long in her vicinity, leading to a very loyal crew

- her solution to having a crush on a fictional character was to delete his wife (very relatable but also very not normal)

- she wanted to watch hot Q on Q sex (possibly for scientific reasons) and looked very disappointed when it was severely underwhelming

- WHO brings a bathtub on a spaceship???

- there's more but y'know

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Oh we're talking dad Matty? excellent! and since I'm feeling quite dramatic at the moment, what about him and the missus just having a chill day with a few friends and she starts feeling faint because it's quite common during pregnancy and he sees her like face pale and swaying on the spot and just makes a mad dash. he would probably kick everyone out after that and be like "you're on bed rest for the rest of your pregnancy" and missus is like "babe we literally have 4 more months to go, i cannot be on bed rest for 4 months, anyway this is very common"

if matty could wrap you up in layers of cotton wool and bubble wrap and ensure you don't leave your bed literally ever for the duration of your pregnancy, he'd do it. as we've established, he's ridiculously overprotective of you and the baba, and while a lot of the time it's extremely very sexy, you also find it very annoying in some instances. maybe you develop a little iron deficiency while you're pregnant - very common - and matty's like practically force-feeding you kale and spinach at every meal to replenish you. anyway, yeah, the anaemia means you get a little bit woozy very suddenly; you're in the house, the boys and some of your friends are over for a little catch-up, and you stand up a teeny bit too suddenly and everything starts to spin a bit. and matty bolts over from the other side of the room to steady you and properly starts fussing over you, even though the worst that would've happened if he hadn't would be you bruising your bum by sitting back down too hard. like he's like "babe your face just lost like all pallor i think you should probably go and lie down" and you're like sitting there with your water and a cup of tea literally fine - like nobody else in the room really batted an eyelid - and you're like "it's ok! really! this sort of stuff happens all the time when you're pregnant" and matty literally will not leave it be until carly and adam both reassure him three times that yes, it IS normal, and yes, you'll be fine. even then, he makes george move off the other end of the couch so you can put your legs up on it (you feel terrible but george is so chill like he obv knows that sometimes there's just no telling matty anything and you just have to let him do what he wants). and matty's like "i'm not letting you stand or walk anywhere without holding my hand in case you fall" and you're like "look i love you but you trip over thin air all the time there is no way i am relying on you to stop me falling for the next four months lol" <3

[tightjeansjavi]

I’m so glad someone agrees with me about Tommy because I’ve never seen anyone say it before!!

And omg yes. It’s actually so sad to think about.. Joel goes to the radio thing regularly, trading his hard earned stuff, just for Tommy. To get any response, to know if he’s okay. And Tommy ditched and ignores him because he found something better.. and we know Joel took care of Tommy a lot (literally bailing him out of jail over and over again? He went everywhere with Tommy just so they’re together..)

I mean we know they had their fight but seriously.. how shitty of a brother are you to not even tell him you’re okay and safe?

Family is everything for Joel and he did so much for Tommy and honestly, Tommy never did shit for him. He literally abandoned and ignored him and it just makes me so mad for Joel.

Also yes!! Tommy did the exact same things! And I’m sure Tommy is still doing his fair share of killing to protect Jackson too! I wouldn’t even say he got a redemption arc, he just found a wife and got her pregnant lmao

like that don’t make you a good person all of a sudden Tommy! Makes you wonder if Maria even knows about the shit Tommy did because she sure disliked Joel a lot for his past..

Just makes me so mad and so sad for Joel. I’m okay with Gwen not being a bitch to Tommy bc Joel wouldn’t want that either! But I’m just glad he has Ellie and her as his chosen family because he truly deserves better!

Thanks for this great discussion! :)

“he found a wife and got her pregnant” LOL I loved this part

I think in Tommy’s mind, he got a redemption arc. He got the girl and keeps Jackson’s people safe and has a functioning town. Like obv Maria forgave him for all the things he did before they met. (I’m assuming Tommy told Maria what HE did with Joel and not just what Joel did) (or maybe he didn’t tell her because he’s ashamed of what he did so instead of being a man, he drags his brother through the dirt instead)

If that’s true, and she knows and she forgave him and doesn’t look at him differently, but then why shouldn’t the same be applied for Joel? Tommy can’t look past the fact that Joel killed people and hasn’t let go of Sarah but like dude, you’re not perfect either and you should cut Joel some serious slack because he has always come to save your ass.

She definitely won’t be a bitch to him especially since this is new turf for her and Joel. She’s not gonna want to step on any toes but if she feels like she needs to defend him, I don’t think she’ll hesitate. She had to do bad things to survive as well. That’s just the common fact for like everyone who survived the outbreak thus far. It’s either you or them. She definitely had to make those decisions and I know Joel won’t judge her for it cause at the end of the day, you’re gonna do whatever you need to do to survive.

Thank you for sending this in! I LOVE discussing this type of stuff :)

[blackbird-brewster]

JEMILY HEAD CANON (ANGSSSTTTT)

(I need to save this somewhere so I'm just posting it so you all get to feel this heartbreak as well!)

We talk ALL the time about EMILY being the one who's like 'i'm not good enough' and leaving BUT CAN YOU PLEASE CONSIDER!!!!!!!!!!

It's two days before the wedding and Emily is ready to go, god she's so ready to leave and never look back not because she doesn't think she's NOT enough but bc she knows shes WAY MORE than Will could ever be.

She goes to JJ and tells her that she took Clyde's job offer she's Leaving. And JJ is flabbergasted, because she never Thought For a Second she'd ever see Emily be the one to walk away from her.

But here's the thing, JJ thinks Emily is the perfect woman. Everything about her drives JJ wild, just like her laugh when she snorts a little at the end, and the way Emily will remember a throw away conversation from six months ago just so she can give someone That One Gift they mentioned off-hand about wanting, and the way no matter what's going on, Emily will always be there for her friends. Especially for JJ. The night JJ found out she was pregnant, she called Emily at 2am and Emily drove to her house and just sat with her for hours and hours.

They've known they were in love with each other for YEARS, even if they never said it out loud, They Know. And when JJ found out she was pregnant Emily laid it all out for the first time. She said 'You don't have to do this with Will, if you don't want to. And if you DONT want to be with him, I will be here. I will be here every step of the way and I will be your extra set of hands and your shoulder to cry on and your hand to squeeze while you're in labor. I will drive to the store no matter the hour to make sure each and every one of your cravings are satisfied. JJ if you want to do this without Will, just know that I am ready to step up, step in. And I mean that I will do so for the rest of your life."

EMILY IS GIVING JJ THE OPT-IN!! She's like 'I will literally co-parent this baby with you' and JJ WANTS to say yes. GOD she wants to be with Emily but she knows how complicated that could be. How her family would judge her about it. How Will wouldn't even LET her do this on her own if she wanted to because he's controlling that way. So in the end, she turns Emily down and she decides to be with Will, properly, full-time. He moves to DC and Henry is born and they have their perfect little life together

SO NOW Emily is standing there, two days before JJ's wedding and she's saying 'I'm going to London. I think I have to.' bc obvs its hard for her to watch JJ be with Will even though they BOTH know JJ isn't happy with him.

And Emily is telling JJ she's going bc 'I have nothing keeping me here. I have no one left here for me.'

And it hits JJ like a ton of bricks that THIS is her second chance. THIS is the universe giving her a way to right her mistake years ago. Her mistake to chose Will  over Emily.

"I want you to stay," JJ whispers. It's nearly inaudible. But she tries again. "Emily you DO have someone here, in DC for you, It's ME. It's always been me but I was scared but I can't let you go. I can't let you do this, PLEASE, Emily. Please stay."

And Emily is crying bc GOD that's ALL she wants to do but JJ is literally about to get MARRIED. She says as much, like it was easier BEFORE, when Will was some far-off distant person but now he's here and they have a life together and JJ is marrying him in Two Days.

"I'll leave him," JJ offers. Just no hesitation, no stammering, fully audible, stern. And they both know she's telling the truth

Fast forward a bit. They're together now, in the way they've both wanted for as long as they could remember. They're together and they're living the life they both dreamed.

But months pass and that Whimsical Romantic Notion of 'I'll leave him if you stay for me' sort of putters out. And they're left with the realisation that even though they have loved each other for years, and they have dreamt of being together, they just Really Aren't Compatible.

They realise their attraction, their desire to be together was only ever bc JJ was Unavailable and their entire idea of being together was built from that fundamental immutable point.

Sure, they're best friends, but they just aren't romantically compatible. They TRY, god they grasp at every straw, they really really do. But their relationship just gets more and more and more strained as time goes on

Neither of them wants to admit it out loud, because JJ left Will for Emily. She LEFT Will. So This HAS to work out, otherwise what was it all for??

JJ tries her best not to resent Emily, she knows that's unfair and she really doesn't blame Emily for their failing relationship. She Knows, Logically, that sometimes relationships just Don't Work Out. But now she's put Henry through So Much. And she would rather die than put him through another break up.

Henry LOVES Emily, they are thicker than thieves. She slid into his life as the co-parent she always vowed to be. And even though Emily knows her relationship with JJ isn't working out, she never wants to hurt Henry. So she's grasping at every straw possible, trying, Desperately Trying, to make things work with JJ.

They trudge through a couple of years of being Unhappy. Until everything comes to the tipping point.

And in the end, it's JJ who makes the call. She tells Emily they cannot keep pretending this is working. She loves Emily but she's really not In Love with her. By this point they do sorta resent each other, or rather they resent the fact it's not working and it's easier to pin that on each other vs just admitting sometimes this is just how love goes. And Emily feels the same, she Loves JJ but not In Love With JJ, but god It Hurts to admit this is the end.

JJ left Will to be with her. The father of her child. Emily gave up the job in London, which would have been so good for her career.

They pushed themselves into a corner and now they have to admit it's over. And now they're flooded with all the 'what ifs', right? Was this worth it? It just turned out to be a painfully slow death of their love for each other spanning two entire years while they both bit their tongue, TRYING to make it work.

But it Doesn't Work. And they know It.

They break up. But now Emily has no where to go, there's no job in London anymore, that's been long filled. All she has is the BAU. Which unfortunately, is also what JJ has.

It takes time, but they get to the point they can be friends again. They both know it was neither of their fault that things fell apart, they just weren't meant to be together.

Another two years go by, Will is JJ's co-parent but they never get back together. Not romantically. He found love in the two years Emily and JJ were together. He's happy, god he's so happy and part of JJ feels jealous, because she Thought Emily would bring her That Happiness. But now she's single with a seven year old that she co-parents with his dad and she just feels like This Is Not What She Thought Her Life Would Be

But at least she and Emily are friends again. Emily helps with Henry all the time and he loves her. And JJ sees them together and GOD she WISHES she could love Emily in the way she thought she would, but it just never is like that

Hotch decided to hire another agent when JJ decides to step back from the BAU and work with the State Department again. She needs space from Emily, she needs space to start over, to try and find Something, Anything that makes her happy. So she takes on some work with the State Department, even though her job at the BAU is there when she wants to come back

Emily understands. Hotch understands. The Team understands.

Hotch hires Dr. Tara Lewis.

From the get-go she and Emily have instant sparks, their chemistry is strong and instant and all-consuming.

It feels Easy. It feels like what Emily THOUGHT it would feel like when she was with JJ, what they never actually could be together. She and Tara sleep together a couple of times casually, but they both know there's More between them. And Emily is HELLA hesitant to act on it, because last time she Thought she was In Love with her friend....well.... She cannot handle that happening again.

So she's cautious and slow with Tara and doesn't rush into anything serious or Defined. Tara is fine with this, because she is In Love with Emily and she will wait until Emily is on the same page, because Tara Knows For A Fact she will NOT let Emily walk away before they have  a chance to even begin

Emily tells Tara everything that happened with JJ. And she says 'I'm so scared because I don't think I could do that again, I wouldn't survive another gruelling heartbreak like that.'

And Tara understands where she's coming from and just says 'I'm not going anywhere. I know this must be scary after what you and JJ went through, but Emily, how can you find happiness if you're never willing to even TRY to see if it will work? I can't promise we'll have a Perfect Relationship. But I'm willing to Try and that's the best I can offer. Sure, maybe there's a chance we break up, but isn't that the understanding of ANY relationship? There's the flip side of that coin, which is What If, we don't? What if this is the relationship we both live out the rest of our lives being in? For THAT possibility??? I will wait for you, Emily. Because THAT possibility far Outweighs the other for me.'

And Emily knows Tara is right. She can't live the rest of her life shutting out all love just because she and JJ didn't work out

So she and Tara start dating. Properly. In Defined Terms. And it's So Easy. It's the easiest relationship Emily has EVER been in. They are so wonderfully perfect together.

JJ, after a year away, comes back to the BAU. She's found her own confidence again, she's healed, she's ready to move on finally.

She walks back into the BAU and is confronted with Emily's happiness with Tara. She sees all the ways they work together that she and Emily could Never get right. And it HURTS, god it HURTS to see Emily being able to have this perfectly in-sync relationship and it just makes JJ decide SHE was the problem all along. Clearly it had to be Her.

She has a couple of months of self-loathing and she can't even talk to Emily about it, even though they're friends again and they tell each other everything. She can't Burden Emily with her insecurities. So late one night, she drunk calls Will. He comes over. He's recently single again. They hook up.

And they just sort of pick up where they left off. JJ isn't Happy with him but at least she knows he's a good Father to Henry and he's an Okay Guy. So they get married. And she accepts that this is her life. She Tried to be with Emily and that didn't work out, so Will was the other Logical option.

She and Will don't work together anymore than she and Emily did. But she doesn't leave this time. She accepts her fate is to be in a ho-hum relationship with the Father of her son, a man who she's never able to make herself be In Love with.

Meanwhile, Tara and Emily ARE working together, they're SO in love and they are PERFECT together.

Two days before Tara and Emily's wedding, JJ goes to Emily (not unlike the night Emily came to JJ) and she wishes her well. She tells Emily she deserves the world of happiness and she always had and JJ is glad she found it.

And JJ swallows everything else building in her chest and all of her instincts to beg Emily to try again. And she swallows the fact that watching Emily over the years she's been with Tara has actually made JJ realise while she wasn't In Love in the Right Way, when she was WITH Emily...she is Now. She is Very Much In Love with Emily Prentiss, and she KNOWS the way she feels NOW is far beyond the misguided feelings she felt when she and Emily started dating all those years ago.

Because NOW, after all these years, JJ has grown to understand SHE was always the reason that her and Emily didn't work out. Because JJ never let Emily love her fully, she never felt able to accept that Emily would love her at all because JJ truly, deeply, never understood how someone as incredible as Emily could love her in any way that matter. JJ spent her whole life jumping from one mediocre man to the next, she never experienced True Love, not in the way that movies and books and TV portray it. She always thought 'settling' for the middle-of-the-road type guy, like Will, was the only Realistic outcome. She never let herself believe True Love existed and in doing so, she had held Emily at arms length the entirety of their relationship...and now, after all this time she only JUST realised that Emily Did Love Her like that. Emily ALWAYS loved her fully, truly, unconditionally but JJ was the one who had never noticed all of that and it ultimately meant that Emily fell out of love with her because their relationship was doomed from the starts, since JJ was never fully in it, always one foot out of the door almost.

But JJ swallows all of these things and accepts that she and Emily were just never meant to be, because Emily is happy now with Tara. And that's all JJ could have ever wanted for her.

[angelsaxis]

This is crazy because historically within the church alone men have specifically objectified women for both sex and reproductive purposes so men having access to condoms or women using birth control is not going to Increase that objectification, it's literally always been there

Catholics truly believe that contraception of any kind is inherently objectifying because it frustrates the ~natural ends~ to sex and makes a woman just valuable for her ability to fuck but at the same time their position is literally "a woman who is not also willing to get pregnant from every penetrative sexual encounter with her husband is Wrong because she's not giving All of Herself to him she's only giving a part of herself she's holding back and denying something he has a right to" like WHAT

Which is also crazy bc the logic is flawed in that it believes the ability to get pregnant sometimes means one must be open to it All the Time even though conception is only a POSSIBILITY. And the human body itself has ways to making sure conception is NOT a guarantee. Sometimes the natural end to certain pregnancies is death or massive physical trauma but that is somehow not enough to warrant birth control for the Catholic genpop

But to them the primary and most important part of sex is procreation bc i highly doubt they view people as actual human beings when it comes to sex and marriages, especially women. Having fun bonding n all that is secondary and even negligible.

And because they pretend to care about what men think about women they'll be like "men who are using condoms are more likely to cheat" bro in Ye Olden Times it was not uncommon for men to have BASTARD CHILDREN like that was a THING men have ALWAYS been cheating 😭 you had men in the 50s with women in other cities and whole ass other families and they were NOT wrapping it up 😭

It's all fucked up I'm so glad I left that rancid fucking religion they're literally out here risking people's health and safety and sanity because they think wrapping it up occasionally is a selfish objectifying act that leads to cheating general moral degradation (whatever that means) and the objectification of women

Like I'm sure I'm just repeating myself at this point but catholic marriages (and hetero marriages in general, historically) have never been about Love. That's never been the focus. Real love wouldn't look at a partner as a set of reproductive capabilities. Men were marrying women for babies and sex moreso than companionship. like it's insidious the way christians in general but Catholics in particular keep lying saying they care about women as though they don't just take their language from feminists and then do the exact opposite of what's helpful to women. Obv this isn't all marriages all the time but the transactional nature of a heterosexual marriage in the form of a contract, where a wife owes her husband babies and sex frankly regardless of whether SHE wants to, is what Catholicism is KNOWN for. YALL were the ones that set that up. YALL!!!!

[zivazivc]

Pinocchio AU

Okay people want the explanation for this comic so here it goes. It’s long and complicated and MESSED UP because of course it is, this is me. I’m going to write in points because my small tired brain can’t handle good english atm but basically to sum up the Adrien was a sentimonster theory or Pinocchio AU as I like to call it:

Young married Emilie and Gabriel can’t have kids. Gabriel reluctantly accepts this fate and even brings up adoption as a possibility once, but Emilie doesn’t want to hear any of that. She’s a bit of a Marinette in the sense that she pictures this romanticized ideal life for herself and a child—her flesh and blood—HAS to be in it.

They keep trying to get a baby while other young families Emilie knows keep growing. She feels left out and hurt and depressed, then her newlywed twin sister announces she’s expecting a baby too and something within Emilie just unhinges.

She eventually lies to some of her friends, who she was out for coffee with, that she’s pregnant too. She mostly does it just to see their reaction and feel what it would be like but it quickly spirals out of control where she just starts pretending she’s pregnant until you can’t even tell if she believes it herself.

Gabriel is confused at first because he hears the news second hand (a friend/family member congratulating him) so he’s apprehensive when he approaches his wife but she convinces him that they really are getting a baby and Gabriel is ecstatic.

It’s only later at a doctor’s check up that Gabriel learns that she indeed is not pregnant. The doctor even speaks to him alone explaining that his wife is in denial and that he should make sure she goes to see a psychiatrist, something she definitely wouldn’t do alone.

Gabriel is unsuccessful with that because he’s not entirely persistent, doesn’t want to be the guy with the crazy wife having to tell everyone she lied about being pregnant, and hopelessly believes she’ll just get over it eventually.

That is until her “pregnancy is near due”—her sister already had Félix in England a few months ago—and he stumbles on her transformed with her peacock miraculous (they already have both of them) creating a sentimonster newborn.

They have a huge fight about it but because Emilie refuses to destroy it, won’t tell Gabriel where the amok is, and Gabriel can’t just hurt the baby with his hands, Emilie just… wins. Fucked up, yeah?

Now she tried creating kids before this one, using her imagination to try and blend her and Gabriel’s looks but it just wasn’t working. So she decided to copy of photos of baby Félix because he already looked almost like a copy of his mother, and Amélie and Emilie already looked alike so it’s not so weird?—is what her mind was telling her.

She didn’t dare alter his looks but she decided to give the baby Gabriel’s eye color to include the “father” in some way. (Yes in that comic I made I gave Adrien a mix of green and gray but that was mainly to get the point across to the perceptive readers)

Now we got Adrien, a normal baby boy to the whole world except for Gabriel who’s forced into his wife’s fantasy through social expectations.

Why are we only at this point and this post is already so long AAAAAAAA!!!

Adrien physically basically grows in a way where Emilie just keeps changing his appearance to match what Félix looked like a few months prior.

Mentally he’s like a robot just taking in information without really needing to learn it. So Emilie decides when he says his first word, she decides when he learns to walk,… He knows how to walk, he just wasn’t given the command to do so yet.

But even so he does develop a personality over time, just slower, because unlike a normal child who’s always testing his boundaries, how far they’re allowed to go until they’re in real trouble, Adrien just can’t misbehave. At all.

But he does have his favorite foods and favorite toys, and jokes that make him laugh the most. The problem is just that Emilie could just decide that his favorite food is strawberries and he’d just start acting accordingly, rewiring his belief. 

He also isn’t allowed to argue or be mean to others which is why Félix thinks he’s a goody two-shoes weirdo while Chloé the brat adores him.

This behavior isn’t so hard to hide with a toddler who’s fickle but it’s harder and harder as the kid grows. Which is why the family becomes very secluded over time.

Gabriel always keeps distance with his “son”. He’s not Dad, he’s Father, he doesn’t do hugs and cuddles, he doesn’t say I love you. But Adrien knows he loves him because his mom told him so and he loves him back unconditionally because Mom said that’s what families do.

Now even though Gabriel is traumatized by this whole ordeal and knowing Adrien “isn’t real” freaks him out he does soften a bit over time. I’m going to give an awful example but like someone who hates cats softening for a cat that their partner/roommate decided to get/had from before. Continuing with this example: But still becoming appalled when the cat starts acting odd/unusually.

Okay I think you get the gist. Let’s move on…

Emilie loves her son more and more as he grows and his sentimonster behaviours start bothering her more and more too. She hates being reminded that he’s not a real boy by people mentioning he looks young for his age because Emilie forgot to make him grow for a while. She hates when he does everything like he’s told. She hates that he has no real friends because they’re afraid to expose him to the outside too much and without supervision. She hates to think about his future.

Her desire for him to be real keeps growing and is what drives her to search for a solution in the miraculous spellbook.

She cracks the script after years, when Adrien is nearly a teen, and finds a way to transfer the creators soul into a sentimonster.

It’s a long process that takes time and while she falls ill to everyone around her, Adrien becomes more real.

Gabriel starts realizing what’s happening when he notices Adrien hesitate for a second when he’s playing a video game and Gabriel wants him to do something, groan when he gets bothered watching TV, huff, complain, have slightly opposing opinions to his and Emilie’s, when he argues with his mother when she tells him she’s feeling fine; when he notices his son’s eyes are greener. Or is it all in his head?

He confronts his wife too late, when she’s extremely ill already, her normally vibrant eyes dulled match Adrien’s bluish gray, and he pieces together in his head what she’s doing.

Before Gabriel could properly think what to do to stop the love of his life from turning into a lifeless doll, in a fit of panic he tries to take her wedding band (where he knows Adrien’s amok is) to get rid of Adrien instead, but is unsuccessful in getting it off her so he snatches her peacock brooch instead (which she needs to complete the spell obvs) and breaks it. (Heyoo! broken peacock miraculous. things are coming together)

Because the spell was almost complete anyway it’s Emilie who falls unconscious. But she doesn’t disappear because she’s not a real sentimonster, she just becomes dormant like one.

This is the point in the story where Gabriel makes it seem like Emilie ran away or something like that—basically disappear. Now he’s living knowing he has an almost sentimonster wife in the basement, knowing he almost killed his son (or her), and having to care for a son that suddenly became much more alive, questioning, arguing, angry, screaming, not accepting, crying, grieving, staring at him with Emilie’s eyes.

Instead of becoming a real parent, Gabriel shuts him out.

Soon Adrien evolves desires for socializing, company, getting away from the suffocating home which eventually leads to him going to a public school.

He slowly starts to live life freely without the restrictions that were put around his thoughts.

Gabriel has an even stranger relationship with Adrien now because he still loves him in a way but also holds resentment toward him. But mostly he sees him as something valuable.

The show happens here…  And now finally we get to the comic…

Gabriel gets a hold of the ladybug and black cat miraculouses. (There’s no epic fight in his lair as you see there’s no Ladybug in the comic but that’s not really important)

What’s important is that Gabriel had deciphered the miraculous spellbook with the help of Emilie’s notes and had decided to use the unification’s “wish” power to awaken Emilie.

He’s aware he’ll need to sacrifice something for the wish to come true and he’s certain Adrien should be enough because the soul inside him is literally the one thing Emilie is missing.

✨Adrien (poor boy just lost his miraculous) is taken to Gabriel’s lair, where he finds out his father is Hawk Moth, sees his mother, learns he’s a sentimonster, and that he’s going to become a sacrifice ✨

Of course the last part is not what happens. It’s Gabriel who ends up being sacrificed.

I can’t decide if Gabriel ends up sacrificing himself because he changed his mind in the last moment while Adrien was screaming for him to stop, OR  because he didn’t love Adrien enough for him to be considered an equal exchange for his wife… O.O

But anyhow…

Emilie wakes up with Gabriel’s soul within her (hence the bluish gray eyes in the comic).

Adrien is traumatized for life.

This took me hours to write… I knew there was a reason why I didn’t want to do it. I hope I didn’t forget anything and my brain made sense of it all

Well there you have it, peeps. The Pinocchio AU. It’s as messed up as my sleep schedule. Good night. 

[balenciagastones]

hi im kinda new to this can you pls explain to me why everybody hates lauryn? all i know is she wants kyle to be a dad and he isn't

here we go! putting this under the cut so i don’t flood people’s dash who don’t care <3

okay so bit of backstory first cos im gonna try and do this in chronological order, she is chloe goodman’s sister and she used to go out with marcus rashford’s brother, apart from that she was pretty much a nobody. i also dk how much you know about kyle but basically he’s been with annie for agessss and they have 3 sons together. at the start of 2020 it came out that lauryn was pregnant with a mystery england footballer’s baby and it was kept a secret who it was for ages and just said that they were in a whirlwind romance and the baby was a miracle because she has endometriosis and pos meaning she would struggle to conceive naturally. it was outed cos of pap photos that have been said were staged by her, pretty much the whole of this has been staged by her tbh but it was later announced that the baby daddy was kyle walker and all hell broke loose tbh.

all throughout her pregnancy and a bit after the baby was born she wouldn’t reveal the gender but constantly baited it and hyped it up and drew a lot of attention to the baby’s gender (a little bit of backstory to this is that annie obviously has 3 boys as we said before but she always always wanted a girl and has always been v public with that fact, she also had a miscarriage which wasn’t talked about until after the baby was born but hindsight makes this whole gender situation worse but back to the story). her sister was also pregnant at the same time as her and was public saying she was having a girl so lauryn used to post stories with girls’ baby clothes and pink things in basically to just bait she was having a girl when she knew all along it was a boy, there’s literally no reason for this apart from her wanting to spite annie and imply that she was having a girl baby with the man she loved to hurt her for no reason.

cut forward to when the baby is born and she starts to promote these bracelets which have different ones for different situations, so she has one for anxiety, one for sleep, one for fertility (you can see where this is going) and there’s a few points with these scam bracelets. first off she came out and said she was wearing one at the time she slept with kyle so this baby perhaps wasn’t so much an accident on her part as she was manifesting fertility and that she’d become pregnant basically, take from that what you will but it was clearly her intention to fall pregnant with his baby when she knew he was with another woman long term and had 3 little boys with her. and the second part to it is just what an absolute scam those bracelets are, they’re not cheap and they target vulnerable groups of people and profit off their struggles which is obviously so immoral and disgusting when a fuckin bead bracelet clearly can’t make you fertile or make you sleep better or any of this shit, it’s taking advantage of people in desperate need and taking money from vulnerable people, it’s awful.

so now the baby is born and she’s said it’s a boy but hasn’t announced the name and allegedly didn’t pick the name until he was 4 months old or something, but she decides that they need a name to call him so decide to say his name is junior. now you can immediately see the issue with this, she’s been banging on for the whole of her pregnancy that she’s a single mother and he’s not involved blah blah blah then calls him junior, which ofc people asked if the name was kyle junior and she as much as said it was and started referring to him as junior until she posted a video of the baby holding a necklace that said KW. obviously calling your baby junior implies that they have the dad’s name and are the jr version of the dad so when she posted the KW necklace alongside a caption that said ‘for those asking why it doesn’t say JW, KW are his true initials’ ofc everybody assumed his name was kyle walker junior, and she let this go on for 6 MONTHS. she wore this necklace that says KW everywhere it’s lit in all of her instagram photos, it literally came across as a trophy just shouting that she got knocked up by kyle walker and just using it as a constant reminder to anyone and everyone that her baby was half famous footballer kyle walkers regardless of whether he was involved or not, baring in mind in the same breath she’s continuing to go on about how she’s a single mother and doing it all on her own. her saying she’s doing it all on her own is a load of shit too because her family helps her constantly and she always has someone looking after him with her and she lives in a big fancy house so she’s putting across she’s struggling and a single mother out on her own but that’s not the truth.

she also kept giving questionable parenting advice out on her story and endorsing products and methods that weren’t the most effective and weren’t recommended, even a blanket method that im sure was said to be harmful and she’s promoted many products that she shouldn’t have just in the name of money and fame and clout, she isn’t qualified to be giving out parenting advice to the scale she is and i understand she’s gotten experience but she talks like she’s a professional and holds q&as giving advice she’s not qualified to give and considering she promotes half dodgy products, it’s not the best situation. two more random things before we’re caught up to what’s happened today, she put the baby in a city jersey then the next week put him in a liverpool jersey just to spite kyle LMAO and they all went on holiday to dubai and im pretty sure paparazzi isnt allowed in dubai that’s why all the celebs go there but she was papped there so she must’ve set that up too lmaoooooo. but now we’re at today.

basically it started by kyle posting a picture of his own personal football boots that he played in for the final match of the season im sure, and he had printed on the names and dates of birth of all 3 kids he had with annie, and as you can quite imagine, lauryn wasn’t very happy with this. so she went straight on her stories preaching how horrific it was that he didn’t include kairo’s name on his boots and he’s done nothing but he cute and innocent and kyle was ‘bullying’ his own son which is obvs the wrong word to use but she’s daft and has been throwing around the word bullying, and talking about how she won’t let their son be left out, baring in mind she constantly says how she’s a single mother and prides herself on that she doesn’t have him involved and that he’s a horrible person etc etc. so all of her little minions who love her started replying to her story saying he was disgusting blah blah blah and decided as a collective with her encouragement to spam his page with kairo’s name and demand justice for kairo or something so after he got a few comments he turned the comments off from the post about the boots so they went to his first post before the boots which was a memorial post for the victims of the manchester arena attack. fully grown women commenting on a memorial post for such a tragic event demanding to know where kairos name was or spamming his name letter by letter, first off it’s just batshit crazy but second off how disrespectful?? from lauryn as well to encourage it and think of nobody but herself and want the attention because realistically it wasn’t gonna achieve anything but slightly irk him that he had to turn the comments off.

she’s also been encouraging people to email puma themselves and demand to know why they did it as if they had any input on what kyle had on his personal boots, puma probably had no idea about any of this and certainly didn’t do it on purpose to cause a storm so there’s no reason for them to be complaining to puma. she posted a list of what she wanted to happen including kyles post to be removed, the boots to be pulled (i don’t think she realises they were just personal boots for kyle and not a product for the general public to buy), a public apology to kairo and a public statement to be put out, none of which would solve the greater situation or help the situation that’s already been caused.

she posted saying kyle was bullying the baby and mentally abusing him which is disgusting to be throwing around when that’s not the case at all cos in reality kyles just trying to mend his relationships with annie and his family while keeping lauryn and the baby out of it like she keeps going on about, but then when it comes down to it she uses his surname, posts about it 24/7, wants his name on his boots, uses him for clout, walks around with a KW necklace on etc etc etc. most recently she’s created a petition to get pumas attention to do all of what i listed before and i think about 600 people have signed it so far.

i think that’s all although im sure anons will chip in if ive missed anything, that’s if anybody’s actually read this far 😭 so yes, more than you bargained for probably anon! story time with han! xx

[rainrites]

Heyy! InvitingNonsenseWorld from AO3 here! I didn’t want to cluster your comments section by replying to your reply, so here I am lol It’s just, I actually got invested in your AU in which izuku received ofa earlier cuz AM got together with inko asdfghj I’m curious to know if you have anything else you could share about that verse. Also, like, you said bakugou and izuku still had a messed up relationship, but did izuku hide his quirk after receiving it then?

YOOO uhhh, yes absolutely????

(asfjhds also i’m so sorry this reply is so late? tumblr broke for some reason and didn’t tell me I had an ask?? anyway)

this ended up LONG so im attaching a keep reading

So that little fic was kinda like an au of my au, Magnetise, wherein Izuku doesn’t go to UA when he’s older. So the lowdown of Inko/Toshi is basically that Inko was a huge underground heroes fan back in day -- her fave was Nana Shimura, who she one day happens to run into, along with her student, Toshinori. Fast forward a couple of years and Inko becomes a vigilante, becomes super popular among civilian web circles, has a tonne of run-ins with 3rd-year All Might and Gran Torino, and whoops her and Toshi accidentally fall in love. But then obvs Toshi fucks off to the USA bc AFO etc etc and Inko and him don’t see each other again for years. It’s all very angsty.

Then there’s a whole thing where Inko, in a dark place in her life, meets All For One (aka Hisashi) and they have a brief, deeply unhealthy relationship and boom, there’s an Izuku. Hisashi, like the shit human being he is, leaves when he finds out Inko’s pregnant -- he goes on to moniter Izuku when he reaches quirk-manifesting-age via the doctor who’s name escapes me rn, but when he finds out Izuku is fully quirkless Hisashi/AFO basically throws any fucks he may have given out the window. He’s a shitty person and a shitty father.

So Izuku grows up with just his mum and him. Everything there is same as canon -- so he knows Bakugou from childhood the same, and he was bullied by him the same. That’s all just as messy as ever.

Then, when Izuku’s about 6ish, All Might comes back to Japan.

Inko gave up vigilantism when she had izuku, bc a) she couldn’t fight crime while heavily pregnant and b) when izuku’s a kid she couldn’t just leave him on his own at night. Toshi is very lost as to what happened to that vigilante he was in love with. Inko doesn’t get back in touch with him bc she’s got Izuku to prioritse now, and AM is this huge, world-famous figure now, and it’s all still raw, even though it was years ago. Then one day, they run into each other (Toshi in his slightly-less-buff Real Form + disguise). Toshi recognises her; they reconnect; Izuku gets very attached to Toshi and vice versa -- and it all goes from there.

So that lands us with why and how Toshi is Izuku’s adoptive/step-dad in this au. Izuku has a decent dad who he knows is All Might, but he obviously can’t tell anyone that. He’s still badly bullied, still got it pretty shitty.

But! Toshi chooses Izuku as his sucessor earlier in this AU bc he knows him earlier, if that makes sense? So Izuku has much longer to train and prepare his body for OFA, meets Gran earlier (so has a decent teacher earlier), his mum actually teaches him how to fight from a young-ish age (bc Inko is a GOOD MUM and she refuses to teach him anything until he’s old enough to handle it). Overall, he just has more time to prepare himself, and a bigger support network (his mum, his dad, his uncle gran).

I imagine Izuku recieves OFA not much earlier, bc his parents love him and want him to be safe -- but maybe a year or so earlier than in canon. So when he’s around 13? This gives him MUCH more time to progress his quirk to the point it’s at in that little fic i wrote.

The au of the au occurs here, bc Izuku doesn’t go to UA here, and instead trains with his dad and Gran independently. He gets a little extra help from the UA staff tho, bc he even tho he doesn’t attend, AM still teaches there (at the insistence of Inko -- because of his degrading health, she thinks it would be good for him to step away from heroing and perhaps teach?) and so he’s around and about the school with his dad a lot.

In terms of Bakugou, Izuku definitely keeps OFA a secret from him after he gets it -- he has more of a support system so doesn’t feel quite as messed up in terms of the whole complex he and Bakugou have between each other. It’s still complicated, but it lacks that part where Izuku seems to feel like he owes bakugou explanations for anything. Bakugou, obviously tho, notices something’s up, and eventually Izuku accidentally shows his quirk before they’re set to go to high school. Baku takes izuku manifesting a quirk Very Badly just the same -- hence why he still has a lot of anger towards Izuku in the AU.

kjhdfj okay i went ON AND ON, im so sorry! I hope that was part of what you were looking for? Honestly I’m still just unbelievably happy that you liked my fic enough to ask me questions about it??? You literally have brightened my life sm??? my heart is so full.

Feel free to ask anything you want! I might write more in this universe at some point, bc it was super fun; Magnetise I’m also working on! which, if toshinko is you jam, feel free ti hit up! (if it’s not, that’s very fair and i respect it)

tysm again!!!

[tommyspeakycap]

The Peaky family’s different reactions to walking on on baby sis kissing her gf?

tommy’s reaction is pretty much the same as it would have been with anyone in your room with their lips touching yours 

“oi!” he snaps, clapping his hands to seperate the two of you

his eyebrows are pulled together is discontent and you have a new and sudden fear in your heart that he’s going to disown you 

“what have i bloody told you about relationships?” 

you look at him funny

“yes, you know exactly what i’m talking about (y/n). repeat it to me.” 

he sounds so serious and you are confused 

but solemnly say 

“none of them until i’m 30 at least, twenty five if all of you have died first - including michael.” you recite 

“that’s right. are you 30?” 

you shake your head no

“very good. am i dead?”

“no tommy.” :/

“do i have three dead brothers and cousin that i don’t know about?” 

you shake your head again

“then that’s that settled.” he clicks his tongue, “no relationships of any kind, lovley to meet you.” he points at the girl on the bed

“he’s joking,” you force a breathy laugh, running your hand through your hair. “kind of.” 

arthur is different 

while tommy has a strict no dating unless it’s over my dead body policy

arthur is okay with girls

if anything he is happier with you dating girls

young men are vulgar creatures, he was one himself so he should know

arthur claps his hands, letting out a happy hoot that makes you pull away from

and you look up kinda scared

but he just gives you two big thumbs up

and then smiles at the girl

“welcome to the family, love.”

john doesn’t even stir

he’s seen his brother get a hand job off a russian princess right in front of him

standing stark naked

so really, his little sister snogging the girl he already knew she was dating

finn talks a lot when john gets him drunk for that specific reason

cause obvs he knew you were into girls and dating one

he just had to know who

now he does

and he just kind of walks in, sees it and nods to himself

says “get some, (y/n/n)!” and leaves again

leaving you all flushed

which your gal finds so cute

bc you are the cutest of the shelby’s by everyone’s accounts

finn just walks in, says hey and leaves

you don’t even part lips, he always knows all about this and has seen it multiple times

literally walks in, gets what he needs and leaves with only a gentle “hey finn,” from your girlfriend

because she adores your brother almost as much as you do for helping you two be a secret for so long

if it was ada

she would squeal

and definitely drag you both away for a gossip and some good food IMMEDIATELY

and grab polly, lizzie and esme on the way

polly would pretty much be the same

probably mutter something like “thank god this one won’t get bloody pregnant.”

overall the whole family is quite chill

except tommy

but not because you were kissing a girl

just cause you were kissing

and you are HIS BABY!!!!!!

no kissing for you

of any kind

not even kissing the back of your hand cause that means your practicing and that means you will be kissing soon

and he can’t cope with the thought of you growing up

just no

but he secrets adores this

you being who you are and proud

and your gf is so sweet

she protects you

like, you’re soft so she’s kind of badass

not that you’re not

you’re a fucking shelby, of course

but she protects you

and tommy really likes that, let’s him know that his baby sister is safe

which he has to know at all times

definitely she asks him for his permission in everything she does

and tommy is curious because he’s never had to threaten or warm her or make her come to him

and he wants to know why she does this without his asking

and so she says

“you didn’t need to ask, mister shelby. and i’m not doing it solely because you would want me to, i’m doing it because i love your sister and, more than anyone else, she loves you. you think people only notice you love her? everyone sees how much she adores you too, mister shelby.”

tommy gives a small smile and sticks out his hand

“call me tommy.”

[80s-roger]

when love must die: joe mazzello

summary: you're married to joe mazzello for three years; the best three years of your life and the previous three dating and later being engaged. however, since day one of your marriage, you try for a successful pregnancy but they all end up failed. your most successful pregnancy was an IVF one, but the tube baby didn't make it at the last day of the first trimester. 

portray: current joe obv, female reader at 30.

words: 2306

warnings: unprotected sex, fluff, domestic violence experience, argument.

note: there will be part two.

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Joe was at the set, he'd be back home soon for dinner. The table was ready and you got yourself a pregnancy test. You ran to the bathroom upstairs to finally find out. Plus or minus? You didn't have your period since the last time you had sex with him -almost two months ago- and you were excited if it was because of a fetus growing inside you.

You took the test, sitting impatiently at the toilet's cap, waiting for the result. You wished it was a plus symbol, meaning you're pregnant. Unfortunately, it had just a horizontal line. You were disappointed again. Crying loudly because your husband wasn't home, so you finally had the time to let it all out. You've been praying days and nights to have a baby. It's unfair for you when other women throw their newborns at the litter.

Suddenly the door opens fastly and you were scared to death. You got relieved as you saw Joe looking at you with terror in his eyes.

"What happened?" He asked terrified sitting next to you, placing you in his big arms.

You didn't say a word. The tears wouldn't stop running. He erased them with his fingers, until he noticed the test next to you. He looked at you without saying a word. He took it at his hand and saw it was negative. He threw it at the bin and pulled you closer, rubbing your back.

"It's going to happen. Don't worry." He whispered.

Thankfully, he was really supportive on this. He wants to be a dad as much as you want to be a mum but he is patient and never stresses you on this. You've seen your doctor and he says it's just your nature. Nature? A woman's nature after unprotected sex, is getting pregnant, having a fetus growing at her uterus for nine months and later having it in her arms, breastfeeding it. You can't try forever. There will be someday, you'll reach menopause.

Joe and you walked at the kitchen, ready to eat your dinner. He places you at your chair but you had no will on eating.

"Baby you gotta eat." He said after taking a bite of his portion.

"I'm not hungry..." You sobbed, placing your dish away from you.

"It's probably too early for the test to know..." He mentioned the test, trying to make you feel better.

"It's been almost two months, not two days." You commented, looking at him. Your dinner stopped. It was just talk.

"I'm trying to help here. I know it's hard, but we'll make it." He placed his palm over your hand.

"It's easier said than done Joe. Do you have any idea how terrible I feel?" You whimpered. "We're trying for three years, we'd have a baby by now." You stuttered.

"It's fine Y/N... I'm patient enough to make space for your emotions." he explained.

"Why are you even married with me? I'm nothing but an obstacle to your new family." You pledged. It was so sad.

"You're my family. What are you talking about?" He sat on his knees, kissing your hands. He proposed to you on one knee. Good memories.

"But you want kids. And we lost the older one. Remember?" You reminded him. His eyes darkened.

"I remember. But that does not prevent me from not being with you. I can't even imagine my life without you." He implied and caressed your cheek.

"I love you Joe." You silently wailed and he leaned closer to you.

"And I love you." He toned. "Listen, how about going upstairs and lay? I'll be there in a few, I have to fix the table." He smiled and you nodded.

You closed the door behind your bedroom, changed to your nighty and laid on the bed, calling your mum.

"Hey mum." You said.

"Hello darling, how are you?" She asked. You didn't reply. "Um.." she started. "You tried again, didnt you?" She knew about your lack of fertility.

"Yes, it was negative." You answered.

"What did he say?"  She somehow didn't really like Joe, but Joe didn't give a shit.

"He's nothing but a supportive and patient husband." You nod your head feeling great for being his wife.

"And what are you going to do now?" She curiously asked.

"Try again, I guess..." You implored.

"But you've seen that sex won't help you get pregnant." she decreed.

"And where are you getting with it? Doing medical procedures in cold laboratories?" You gasped.

"Keep that method, it almost happened. Your husband has money to afford it." she had the nerve to instruct.

"It's not only his money, but mine too. We both work. We'll both raise this baby." You corrected her. "I just called you to let you know it was one more unsuccessful try. You won't know about it by the day you'll see me with a baby in my arms." You elaborated and hang up your phone without hearing her answer.

Five minutes later, Joe came to your bedroom. He took off his clothes and went inside your bathroom, taking a shower. It didn't last long and he was next to you, on his towel, around his waist. He sat next to you when his big palms caressed your stomach. That move made you whimper.

"Don't cry, it'll happen." He really is an optimist person. He wiped off some of your tiny tears ready to escape from your eyes. "I don't know if it's the appropriate time, but do you want us to try again? Or should we go for in vitro fertilization?" He gently asked.

"I don't want IVF, I don't feel comfortable there. Only with you." You disclosed and he came closer to your face kissing you gently.

His big hands caressed you everywhere. You looked so tiny beneath him, however it made you feel important. Your hands kept touching his attractive biceps until he removed the towel around him, staying naked on top of you. With one move, he removed your nighty and massaged your breasts, when his face leaned towards your neck, giving you soft kisses. He finally removed your underwear and trusted inside you. His moans were so deep and his eyes locked in you. Your arms, around his neck and his back, giving small nail scratches.

"I love you Joe." You moaned between the thrusts you received.

"I love you too y/n ..." He softly said when you felt him moving deeper. He knew every inch of your body. Literally. He knew how deep you could take him and how much. "Babe, are you close?" He asked making sure you'd finish too.

"Yes..." You moaned kissing his lips.

"Alright, because I am." he caressed your cheek and his moves were sudden and slow, which means he was done inside you, possibly fertilizing you. You came together and after removing himself from you, he wore his underwear and helped you get your clothes too. He covered you with the layers and hugged you tight.

"I hope this time it's happening." You said at his arms.

"Fingers crossed." He smiled at you.

You were the little spoon tonight; Joe was hugging you from behind and you felt protected. This is how he makes you feel everytime you're together. You're just made for each other.

You woke up in the middle of the night, sweating and frightened of your nightmare. You stood up from your bed crying loudly. Joe next to you grabbed a bottle of water, you always have at your stand, offering it. He gently rubbed your back telling you to calm down, it was just a bad dream, it's not reality. But what if it really is? What if you really are infertile? You were on the edge of going insane. He pulled you closer, playing with your hair so you'd eventually return to your sleep.

The next morning, Joe wasn't next to you. He probably went downstairs, making breakfast. You had to get ready and see him at the kitchen. But you heard speeches coming from there as you walked the stairs so you decided to eavesdrop. There was your younger brother Ben talking with him. That's how you actually met each other. Ben set you up.

"How's things?" Ben asked. You didn't really talk to him about you and Joe but Joe does. They are like best friends.

"Terrible." Joe admitted and Ben looked at him confused. "I mean, I love her but we keep failing on growing our family." He explained and took a sip of his coffee.

"How long have you been trying?" He asked preoccupied.

"Since the wedding night, counting three years." He declared.

"I've heard my mother talking with y/n about it but I didn't really pay attention. However, how do you feel about it?" Ben questioned.

"I can't blame y/n about this, it's happening to many women but I also can't see myself without kids." He opened up to his best friend. You instantly felt heart broken.

"And then what? Will you divorce her because of that? She loves you more than anything Joe." Ben explained.

"I can't divorce her. She's my everything. But I also don't want to keep trying. I want to have babies in this big house as soon as possible. I don't want to age." He shook his head broken hearted.

"You do feel sad about it. Do you have any idea how sadder it is for her? A baby is a bless." Ben protested. You wanted to hear more. They'd stop the conversation if you appeared in the kitchen.

"I'm not pressuring her. When we did the IVF, we were sure it'd happen but it died too. How many possibilities does she have when she gets older? Less than they already are." Joe questioned himself. Ben didn't say a thing.

You decided to get inside the kitchen, pretend like you heard nothing.

"Good morning sis." Ben smiled at you.

"Morning Ben." You neutrally said, faking what you thought before. You couldn't hide your anger at Joe's confession.

"Good morning my love." Joe attempted kissing you but you backed off. Both of them noticed your reaction and stared each other confused. "So um, are you okay?" He checked on you.

"I'm perfect." You lied. You're dying inside.

"Maybe I should get going." Ben felt the tense and had to leave.

"Yes you should. I'll take you to the door." You raised you eyebrow at him.

You were with Ben at the door and Joe eavesdropped without being noticeable.

"The next time you'll talk with Joe about my lack of fertility, I'll murder you." You threatened him.

"You know you can't do it sis." He joked.

"I can't, but I can cut your balls and you'll see who's the weak." You aggressively said to him and he didn't say a word.

"Damn sis, okay." He was defeated and left your home leaving you with your husband.

He came out of the kitchen guilty. But it wasn't his fault. You just wanted to throw your weight somewhere else.

"You heard us?" He silently asked.

"Are you joking? Of course I did. Is that what you talk about with your friends outside?" You angrily argued.

"No! He asked me! Besides he's your brother, he can know about it." he pointed out.

"I don't want him to know! I won't even let my mother know from now!" You attacked.

"Fine! But he's my best friend! I want to talk to someone! Why don't you let me do it? I never pressure you so stop pressuring me!" He shouted leaving you at a staring shock.

"I want you to leave right now Joe." You silently closed your eyes pointing at the door. "And tell everyone we can't have kids because I am infertile." You were so ironic.

"Where will I go? Are you kicking me out of my home?" He concede.

"Yes I do and don't come back. I'm angry." You walked inside the kitchen and he followed you.

"But you'll be over it by evening." He calmly said.

"No I fucking won't!" You threw him a glass and it accidentally fell down at his feet, with some pieces of glass hurting his arms.

"You arrogant bitch!" He yelled coming to your place menacingly. "You want to kill me now or what?" He raised your hand on you and covered yourself with your arms, afraid if he'd hit you. Flashbacks of domestic violence crossed your mind. Your alcoholic father hitting you in every chance he'd get.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, sorry!" You sat down at the floor, crying loudly and hiding yourself, so he wouldn't harm your body but your arms.

After Joe finding out what he was doing he shockingly moved his arms and sat in front of you, getting you inside his arms. He started crying too.

"I am sorry y/n, I didn't mean to do it! I'm just so sad." He whimpered at your neck.

"Please Joe, divorce me. I can't keep making you unhappy." You cried at his chest, avoiding the eye contact.

"I can't do it. I love you, I'm literally attached to you, mentally, emotionally and physically. I just can't." He kissed you. "We'll find some way to fix it. We can do it, I know." He silently cried, hiding his voice cracks.

[totallycorrectteentitansquotes]

For people who get around mostly with super speed, KF and Jinx are always fucking LATE. They are both late to their own wedding, was late to everyone else’s too. If they had a kid he would miss his due date (It’s because they both preen like peacocks before they go anywhere. They admit it)

late to their own wedding fhkdhfklsfjdk that’s rough oof like everything is set up and they’re like…. where’s the groom?? meanwhile in the back room the bridesmaids are freaking tf out because where is the bride?? and they aren’t ~technically~ allowed to see each other before the wedding but jinx called him up like “wally i’m late pick me up” and wally texted back “me too babe brt” 

*woosh of air and suddenly wally’s standing at the pulpit* 

yes. they both love to do their hair to perfection, but only jinx has mastered keeping it perfect after speeding away somewhere, which is really ironic since obv wally has been dealing with his super speed for ages. he’ll do his hair into some swept up “effortless” look and it’s perfect ,, then he’ll speed away somewhere and it gets basically ruined (jinx always has to fix it for him, but she never fixes it to absolute perfection because she has a thing for the windswept look). 

their kid would absolutely miss their own due date . also this wasn’t the headcanon but i can see jinx being really fuckin worried about their kid being alright because her powers are literal bad luck, so many things could go wrong, so she didn’t use her powers for literally eight/nine months (after they figured out she was pregnant) in fear of screwing something up. nothing ends up going wrong and wally teases her for worrying so much but she regrets nothing (even though she’s happy to finally use her powers again). 

they call it fashionably late but everyone knows they just have bad time management skills

[jaeminlore]

Wrong Move // Ji Hansol

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the prompt: I notice you have no Hansol stories so I’m here to request one in honor of my baby (that will hopefully debut soon!!!) could I get one where his mother was super greedy so a witch cursed her first born (hansol) with gold touch? It’s really hard for him (obvs) but it’s even harder when he meets that pretty girl in the market place that he just wants to hold hands with. A little fluff but a lot of angst I want the ending to make me cry lol

words: 3006

category: lil fluff + lotta angst

author note: i hope this makes you cry like you wanted :’) i love hansol so much i’m glad i have that doctor!hansol fluff coming up bc otherwise this would be too cruel. i’m so proud of this i wrote it in only a few hours and managed to do 3k words bless

- destinee

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Hansol had always known he was different. His mother made him wear gloves since he was a baby, never once letting him take them off. She wouldn’t touch his hands, no matter the time or place.

The hand thing didn’t show Hansol he was different. No, for Hansol it was the hair. He didn’t know many people born with golden hair, the color so golden one might mistake it for the mineral itself.

Hansol found out the literal truth on his second birthday, when he walked out into the garden. He was wearing gloves again, and the leather itched and irritated his small palms. He was sure to have blisters that night. The toddler looked around, knowing that if his mother caught him without his gloves, he would be scolded.

Seeing no one in his line of vision, Hansol ripped off his gloves and wriggled his fingers happily. He let out a childish giggle and touched the first thing he could: a flower.

Before his eyes, as soon as his skin made contact with the flower, it turned into gold. The flower, weighted with gold, separated from it’s stem and fell to the ground with a heavy thud. Hansol only stared with wide-eyed fascination. His two-year-old hands couldn’t grab things fast enough. He wanted everything to turn that same pretty color as his hair.

He wanted everything to be pretty.

“Ji Hansol!” His mother’s cries could be heard from the garden.

Hansol held up a now-golden daisy, “Momma! Look!”

“Hansol, where are your gloves?!” His mother’s hysteria scared him as she came closer to his small body.

Finally, she picked up the discarded gloves and grabbed Hansol by the wrists, shoving them over his hands with little to no gentleness. “Don’t ever take off these gloves.”

“But pretty!” Hansol whined, stomping his feet like all children do when they don’t get their way. “I want!”

“No, you don’t.” His mother then grabbed him by the shoulders and said the words he would never forget. Even though he was only a baby, he still understood clearly what his mother was saying. “Hansol, your hands could kill a person. Never take off your gloves.”

The toddler began to cry, feeling as if he had already done something wrong. “Okay, Momma.”

-

When he was five, Hansol wanted more than anything to own a wagon. One that would carry all of his toys. “Can’t I have one, Momma?”

“No,” his mother said calmly. “We have no money for things like wagons.”

Hansol cocked his head to the side, “Can’t we just turn some copper into gold and buy it?”

Suddenly his mother’s hand was over his mouth and his mother was looking around warily, as if she was waiting for something to come after them. “Don’t be greedy, Hansol. Don’t ever be greedy.”

“Why not?” Hansol asked. “I have the power.”

“It’s not a power!” His mother shouted, causing him to let out a whimper. “It’s a curse, Hansol.”

“Why? Why is it a curse?” Hansol asked, looking into his mother’s moistening eyes.

“I’ll tell you when you’re older.”

-

When Hansol was thirteen, he asked his mother why everything he touched turned into gold.

And the story went as follows.

When his mother was twenty-one, she wished for many things. She wished for a steady job, and she received it. She wished for a handsome husband, and he came. She wished for a child, and she became pregnant.

However, she wanted more. A family was nothing if she couldn’t show them off. If she couldn’t give them everything, what was the point?

She became filled with greed. She wanted a better job. She wanted her husband to dress better. She wished for her child to be surrounded by gold when he finally arrived.

Her wish came true. A witch had been documenting her life, noting the downhill spiral of greed that it had become.

“You wish for your child to be surrounded by gold?” The witch asked, cleverly disguised as a fortune teller.

“Oh, yes,” Hansol’s mother replied. “I wish for gold to be all around him.”

“Very well.” The witch then revealed herself, pulling a crooked wand out of her robes and pointing it the woman’s pregnant belly. “Because of your greed and covetousness, and because of your inability to be thankful for what you have, your firstborn child will be surrounded by gold for the rest of his life. Everything he touches will turn to gold, with no way to bring it back. May his misery remind you daily of the sin you have let ruin your heart.”

“Please!” She had begged. “Not my son!”

Only it was too late, for the witch had made her decision, and Ji Hansol had to live with it.

-

When he was twenty-two, Hansol discovered how horrible the curse truly was.

During his life, he had spent the majority of his time alone. No one wanted to be friends with a boy that could potentially murder them. Hansol couldn’t blame them, so most days he walked alone.

Like today, where he had to go pick up some items from the marketplace. His mother was going to make a stew for him, and she had run out of vegetables. So Hansol bought some vegetables and began to walk towards the exit of the marketplace.

Hansol itched nervously at his gloves. He hated going out in public. Everyone was afraid of him, even with the gloves on. One wrong move, they always said. One wrong move and he could accidentally touch them.

Only, they were wrong. Hansol didn’t make wrong moves. He had grown up knowing it was fatal if he made any wrong move at any wrong time. There was no way he would ever go out in public unless he knew that he could one hundred percent control his hand reflexes.

So he had to feel frustrated when people backed away from him.

Maybe that’s why he noticed you.

He had never notice you before, but then again, he had never been looking. Now, he found himself looking longer than he should’ve.

Your welcoming smile beckoned him over to your both that sold, ironically, golden jewelry.

“Hello, Sir,” you greeted. Hansol smiled back awkwardly, as he had never been so close to a pretty girl before. “What can I interest you in today? Maybe a necklace for a special lady?”

Hansol laughed, “Call me Hansol, and no; no special lady. I’m just browsing.”

“Oh, well take your time.” You turned to another customer, who seemed to be interested in a pair of earrings.

Hansol had no idea what to do. He definitely didn’t have enough money to buy gold, but he wanted to be near you. He felt the urge to get to know you.

-

“Have a good day!” You said happily, handing the woman her earrings. Then you turned to the golden-haired boy, “Still here?”

Hansol looked down sadly, “I don’t want any gold.”

“I’m sorry?” You furrowed your eyebrows. “You don’t have to buy it.”

Hansol nodded, only he didn’t seem satisfied with your words. You wondered if he was having an off day. Maybe he just felt down. “How was your day?” You asked in an attempt to brighten his mood.

He looked up, his mouth slightly open and his brown eyes big. You wondered how you hadn’t noticed his beauty before. Maybe he was one of those people who got more handsome the longer you looked at them.

“It was good,” he managed to say as a smile grew on his face. “I’m getting some vegetables for my mother.”

“Oh?”

“Yes, I’m visiting her today,” Hansol said. “I just got distracted along the way.”

You blushed, feeling flustered under his honest gaze. “Really? I wonder what distracted you?”

Hansol gave you a soft smile and confirmed your suspicions, “You.”

You smiled politely, reminding yourself that he was probably just another flirty customer. Although you couldn’t remember the last time a boy had looked at you with such raw honesty before. Maybe he meant it sincerely.

He looked so innocently fascinated by you that you couldn’t help but giggle at the way he wore his heart on his sleeve. “I’ll see you soon, Hansol, right?”

“Of course,” he said, smiling shyly. “See you…”

“Y/n,” you answered. “My name is Y/n.”

“Alright.” Hansol smiled. “See you, Y/n.”

-

It didn’t take Hansol very long to go see you again.

He hadn’t felt so carefree and normal then he did when talking to you. Although your conversation had only lasted a few moments, Hansol already felt attached to you.

He wanted to see you more and ask how you had been. Maybe the two of you could be friends. Maybe you could be more.

“Hansol!” You said with a cheery smile on your face.

The awkward boy walked up to your booth. You didn’t seem to notice how the crowd parted like the Red Sea for him.

You had to look up to see him, since he was extremely tall. “What brings you here?”

“You,” he answered again, his pink lips turning up into a smile. “Would you let me take you somewhere when you’re done?”

You bit your lip to keep from smiling. “I close for lunch in fifteen minutes.

-

Hansol walked rigidly beside you, his hands feeling even worse under the leather gloves he always wore.

They were sweating out of nervousness. Hansol had learned very quickly in life that sweat and leather has never and will never mix.

You had a basket under your arm. It held your lunch, of which you told Hansol there was plenty to share.

He was thankful for that, since he hadn’t thought of bringing any food.

“Let’s eat here,” you suggested as the two of you reached the top of a steep hill.

You sat down and patted the grass, gesturing for Hansol to sit beside you. He did, crossing his legs and leaning back on his hands cutely.

“Where did you come from?” You asked as you brought out a few apples and sandwiches. “I never see you in the marketplace.”

“I live five minutes away from here,” Hansol answered. “I just don’t go out much.”

You nodded. “Well, I’m glad you decided to come yesterday.”

“Me too,” he answered, a satisfied smile on his face as he squinted in the sunlight.

-

“Why do you wear those gloves, Hansol?” You asked one day as the two of you sat on your designated hill.

After months of lunches on that hill, it had become your meeting place. Hansol and you had become close friends, since neither of you kept anything from the other.

With your love of talking and Hansol’s innocent way of saying whatever was on his mind, neither of you could hold back from indulging in each other’s secrets.

However, there was one secret Hansol hadn’t told you. It was something he never planned on telling you. No matter how curious you were, he knew the truth would only scare you away.

So he lied to you.

“I have a condition,” he said. “My hands can’t see the sun or they’ll be in pain.”

“Really?” You asked, wondering if he was okay. “Well, are you okay? Is it a skin condition?”

“Yeah,” Hansol said, glad you were feeding into his weak lie.

“Will it ever get better?” You asked.

“No.” Hansol spoke. How he wished that answer was a lie.

“Hansol?”

“What?”

“I think I like you.”

“…”

“…”

“I think I like you too, Y/n.”

-

“Why did you call me here?” Hansol asked, sitting beside you on top of your hill. It was the middle of the night, and you had asked Hansol earlier that afternoon to meet him at nightfall.

“I want to watch the stars with you,” you said.

“Oh.” Hansol turned red. Thankfully, you couldn’t see his bright blush because of the darkness of the night.

As soon as he sat down, you leaned your head on his shoulder. “Someone tried to steal from me today.”

“Really?” Hansol asked. “Did you catch them?”

“Yeah,” you answered. “The old man wasn’t a very fast runner.”

Hansol chuckled and rested his cheek atop you head, letting out a sigh of contentment. His gaze drifted to the sky, where stars were twinkling prettily. “Look,” he breathed.

You lifted your head off of his shoulder and craned your neck to look at the stars. “They’re beautiful. Sometimes, I wish I could become a star.”

“Why?” Hansol asked.

“There are millions of stars up there,” you answered. “I bet they never get lonely.”

Hansol looked down at you. “Are you lonely, Y/n?”

“A bit,” you answered. “Just a bit of seasonal depression, I suppose.”

Hansol frowned, “You can stay at my place tonight, if you want. There’s enough room for two.”

“Really?”

“I don’t see why not.”

“You’re the best, Hansol,” you said.

You looked at him and felt your smile sink into a serious expression when he held your stare. His eyes darted down to your lips and he licked his own before looking at your eyes again. “Y/n, I want to kiss you.”

You felt warmth again, this time in your stomach. Whatever butterflies had been in there were now melting thanks to Hansol’s honesty. “Well, I’m not stopping you.”

Hansol hesitated. There could be no wrong moves. He had never kissed anyone before, but he had read books. He wasn’t sure if he would be able to keep his hands by his side while he kissed you. He would need to train himself with his gloves on, in case he ever kissed you without them on. This thought angered him, since he craved your touch, or more specifically, his touch on you.

One think he thought about often, in innocence, was if he would ever get to hold your hand. If he would ever get to feel your skin against his own. Just that one drop of intimacy was what he craved.

With neither hands touching you, Hansol leaned down and pecked your lips gently before pulling away. He stayed there for a moment, his lips suspended only centimeters from yours. Then he pressed his lips back to yours, applying a bit more pressure. A hint of neediness could be felt through his soft lips, and you lifted your hands to his jaw and hair.

You pulled him closer to you, letting out a frustrated sigh when he wouldn’t grab your face or waist. His hands hadn’t moved. Still, he was kissing you, and it felt amazing. So you kissed him back just as greedily, hoping to return his affection.

When the two of you finally parted, Hansol rested his forehead against yours and spoke shyly. “Y/n, I love you.”

“Hansol,” you breathed, “I love you, too.”

-

“You can take the bed,” Hansol said. “I’ll sleep on the floor.”

“No,” you said, surprising both you and Hansol. “I mean, why don’t we share the bed?”

Hansol hesitated for a moment before agreeing.

What could go wrong?

The two of you crawled under the covers, keeping a healthy distance as you stared at each other. You giggled at Hansol’s face being so close to yours. “Goodnight, Hansol.”

“Goodnight…” he trailed off, his eyelids already dropping.

You watched him as he fell asleep and the rise and fall of his chest turned slow and rhythmic. You wondered how you got so lucky to love him and have him love you back.

You traced his body with his eyes, innocently appreciating every detail of him. Your eyes landed on his gloves.

“Oh,” you whispered to yourself. “He must’ve forgotten to take them off.”

Since there wasn’t any sunlight, you figured his skin would be okay. Besides, wouldn’t Hansol’s pores need some fresh air every once in a while?

You picked up his large hand and unstrapped the glove before pulling it off slowly, as not to wake him up.

His bare hand could be seen, and you were surprised to see no imperfections on it at all. It looked very smooth for having a skin condition. Your grabbed it in your own hand, desperate to hold his hand for the first time.

Suddenly, your fingers felt heavy. You looked down to see a golden pigment quickly spreading from your fingers to your hand to your arm. “Hansol!“

He woke up immediately and his eyes widened at the sight before him. He ripped his hand away from yours. "No, no, no, Y/n!”

You looked at him with eyes full of fear. “What is going on? Hansol, help me!”

“I-I can’t!” He replied, his hands suspended awkwardly in midair. He wanted to hold you, comfort you, but it would only speed up the process. “Y/n, I’m so sorry! I’m so sorry!”

He pulled on his gloves as quickly as he could and gathered your already half-paralyzed body into his hold. “Y/n, stay with me, please!”

He pressed his forehead against yours desperately, hot tears falling down his cheeks as his shoulders shook violently. “Y/n…”

You looked up at him, that look of fear still there. “Hansol…”

Then the gold covered your neck and crept up your face, until you were frozen forever into a curled position of fear.

You portrayed the monster Hansol really was.

The golden-haired boy curled into a ball and sobbed, a million emotions running through him. He wanted to die. He hated the cards fate had dealt him.

If he had just told you. If he had just been honest with you.

If he hadn’t made the wrong move, you might still be alive.

His tears fell onto your dead body, full of regret and broken hope.

He was a monster. There would never be another chance for him, for he would never again put another person in danger like he had done to you.

He had been selfish. He had made the wrong move, and you had paid the price.

~the end~