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do you guys think i could make a shimeji purely with paint3d
i would use mspaint but i dont want that type of anti-alias brush look to it. so i specifically mean paint3d’s brushes
and i would LOVE to use anything else but. um. school firewall forbids thou’s use of fun. so yeah.
#i am so so tempted im so#like i DEFINITELY could since its sprite based#itll just be really difficult to#considering my Primitive tools#but im sure i could do it#slimslime talks
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“Thought you’d sleep in for once,” Ghost muttered, leaning down to meet Price’s lips in a lazy kiss. It wasn’t rushed—just a slow, easy press of their mouths, like they had all the time in the world.
“Couldn’t,” Price murmured against him, his hands finding Ghost’s hip. He tugged him closer, their noses brushing together as Ghost kissed him again, deeper this time. Price’s grip tightened, but there was nothing hurried about it, just deliberate and steady, as if he was memorising every detail.
Ghost huffed softly when they pulled apart, the sound low and amused. “You’re insatiable, old man.”
“Damn right,” Price shot back, his thumb tracing slow circles against Ghost’s hip. “You’re the one who came in here lookin’ like that. Can’t be helped.”
Ghost shook his head, but there was no real heat behind it, just the faintest curve of his lips, knowing he wasn't wearing anything special. He leaned in again, his fingers slipping under the collar of Price’s shirt, brushing against bare skin. Their mouths met in another kiss, slower this time, like the kindling of a fire, warmth spreading between them with every touch.
Then it happened. Ghost shifted his weight, leaning into Price a little too much as Price tugged him forward. He stumbled, landing hard in Price’s lap, chair creaking underneath them, his thighs bracketing Price’s hips as the two of them froze for a moment, faces inches apart.
“Fuckin' hell,” Ghost muttered, his hands braced on Price’s shoulders as the faintest flush crept up his neck.
Price, for his part, looked completely unbothered—if anything, the grin spreading across his face was downright wolfish. “Now this,” he said, his hands sliding up to Ghost’s waist, “is a sight I could get used to.”
Ghost narrowed his eyes, his voice low and rough. “You’re enjoying this too much.”
“Can you blame me?” Price replied, his gaze flickering over Ghost—his broad shoulders, the way his muscular thighs framed Price’s hips, the faint pink staining the tops of his cheeks. “Should’ve done this soon as you came in. Hell, I should have you like this all the time.”
“Thought this morning was enough for you,” Ghost shot back, his voice a teasing growl, though the flush on his face deepened.
Price’s eyes darkened, his grin turning into something hungrier. “Not even close.” Wrapping his arms around Ghost’s waist, pulling him down just enough that their bodies pressed together, the solid weight of Ghost against him making Price groan softly. “You’ve no idea how fucking good you look right now.”
Ghost opened his mouth to retort, but Price didn’t give him the chance. He surged up, capturing Ghost’s lips in a kiss that was anything but gentle. It was feral, desperate, all teeth and tongue as if Price couldn’t get enough of him. Ghost let out a low, surprised sound, his hands slipping up Price’s shoulders to his jaw as the kiss deepened.
Price’s hands roamed, one sliding up Ghost’s back to tangle in his hair, the other gripping his thigh, fingers digging into muscle as if to anchor him there. Ghost groaned, the sound muffled against Price’s mouth, his body reacting before his brain could catch up. His hips shifted instinctively, pressing harder against Price, who growled in response.
“You’re gonna be the death of me,” Price muttered, his voice rough and breathless as he pulled back just enough to drag his teeth along Ghost’s jaw. His lips found the sensitive spot beneath Ghost’s ear, biting down lightly before soothing the mark with his tongue.
Ghost shivered, his fingers slightly tightening around Price’s jaw. “Thought you could handle it, Captain.”
“Handle you?” Price’s laugh was dark, his lips brushing against Ghost’s throat. “Barely.”
The room felt hotter, the air between them thick with want as their movements grew more frantic. Price’s hands were everywhere—tracing the curve of Ghost’s spine, squeezing his thighs, pulling him impossibly closer. Ghost leaned into it, his breath hitching as Price’s teeth scraped against his collarbone.
“John,” Ghost rasped, his voice strained, his usual composure cracking under the heat of Price’s attention.
“Tell me,” Price said, his voice a low growl as he kissed him again, biting at his lower lip before dragging him impossibly closer. “Tell me what you want, love.”
Ghost didn’t answer with words. Instead, he kissed Price with a desperation that said everything, his body pressing against him as if trying to fuse them together. Price groaned into his mouth, his hands sliding to Ghost’s ass, urging him to roll his hips into a sinful grind.
Whatever playful teasing had been between them was long gone, replaced by something raw and consuming. Snaking a hand into Ghost's hair, Price pulled him back with a gasp and looked up at Ghost, his chest heaving, his brown eyes burning with want as he took in the sight of his lover—flushed, ruffled, and completely his.
#cod#john price#simon ghost riley#priceghost#ghostprice#call of duty#i uhh may have had a few drinks and this snippet has been sitting gathering dust#its supposed to be part of a longer oneshot#but alas smut is really difficult for me to write so this is all ive got#liquid courage making me click post and maybe itll let me finish this hmmm#i actually have quite a few suggestive/explicit things just sitting in my drafts but nerves make me never click post oop 0_0#they might see the light of day eventually#maybe#q writes
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Very weird experience having someone who used to be one of your best friends slowly stop being your best friend
#ROBIN IF U SEE THIS. THIS IS NOT ABOUT U. U ARE VERU MUCH MY BEST FRIEND MWUAH MWUAH#Anyway going into it in the tags#Vent#Like.. This person will always mean a lot to me cos i met her when she and i were like 14#But we have barely talked in a year#And even before that we kinda just grew further and further apart when she went off to uni#And its partly my fault for not texting her but its two sided (also im shit at texting even my closest friends)#And i dont harbour any bad feelings about it. Its amazing when i do hear from her#But she has new friends she loves and i think shes in a place in her life she just doesn't really need me#And going to uni and becoming close with a bunch of other autistic people made me realise how much ive kinda always struggled to connect-#-with her#Not that autistic and allistic people can't be close. But I've never felt comfortable infodumping around her like i do#With my current friends#A lot of that is definitely my own insecurities that have gotten a lot worse over the past few years#Because shes very popullar and cool and i admire her sm#So ive never wanted to like.. Idk bore her with autistic stuff#Not that she would be mean cos shes so lovely#But I've just grown apart from her a lot i think#And i think she has with me too#Also she is someone who prioritises romance a lot (not a bad thing) but its also very difficult to connect with her on that front#Anyway i have a lot of complicated emotions around this cos i love herr and she is still very much my friend#Still a close friend even. And i'll hopefully get to see her again during the summer and itll be amazing to catch up#But i dont think we are best friends anymore
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not to brag, but my therapist told me today that i did incredible during our emdr session, which means i get an A for the day in therapy, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve 🙂↕️😌
#not snz#literally said out loud to her “does that mean i get an a in therapy” which i assume we'll discuss at a later date lmao#random snz related thing tho#i told her today i used to hide the fact that i was sick as a child bc i didnt want to be a burden#and she was like wow. that's really serious#and i was like tbh i didn't think it was that big a deal until you said that LMAO#i hid everything!!! emotions are Bad To Show!!!#i just love her bc she doesnt mince words haha#did you guys hide the fact that you were sick as a kid? and not for like fetishy reasons#for like i dont want to bother anyone reasons#im sure im not alone there#anywayyyy#i promise im working on a story. its a mark story and he amd i are v similar so its been difficult to write#but itll hopefully be up by Friday#ive spent so much time on it and honestly i dont even like it but#its going out one way or another#i never spend this much time on one story idk whats going on#we'll see if anyone enjoys it!!#thats it for the novel in the tags if ya made it this far hi thanks for being part of my second therapy session of the day#aka the tags of a rando tumblr post lol
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dark does NOT want to get its bag wet. beige helps to prevent that
im not sure if these two are capable of compassion tho. do not be fooled
also floewrs 💦💦🌷🌿🌷🌿🍃🌸🌿🪻🪻🌿🌼💦🌼
#they need to work together to survive#cus they both need to be mindful of the amount of control they take(they can take as much as they want + they can take-#A LOT of control in a verge of emotions without noticing)#so they do the things that will help them to..... not get separated? to not let happen the situation where one of them is in full control-#and doesn't let the other one to do anything#so beige tries not to let the rain get on dark's bag cus it knows itll start to go bonkers-#if its paper bag is going to be destroyed. dark can overtake control and do some stupid stuff. therefore putting them both#in danger#so thats why the first image is happening#not sure if they really care for each other in a way i can put into words? theyre a mosner ^—^#pmpwbrrs#also their relationship is like. companions#theyre not siblings or friends or mates#oc#artists on tumblr#monster design#i love them#i thought i'll just sell them later but i got attached.. :)#character design#sorry if all of this is worded werid im tired#oc – Two Heads#also i know its drawn a bit weird iand its difficult to see dark's body but the deal is i don really care ... maybe I'll care-#tommororw lol
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#vent but im struggling with writing atm. uni is really really stressful and everytime i go to focus on writing the fic it seems dreadful#i cant imagine anyone wanting to read it#and it comes naturally to me to compare and contrast myself to others and its a hideous trait of mine but it does keep me from my joys#i love writing them but i truly feel ppl r gonna get tired of me#i want to find the ease and love that comes to me with them its just difficult rn#feels like im interrupting and intruding the spaces of genuinely great fics#anyway maybe itll change soon maybe im just unbelievably stressed w disseetation and performance stuff
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why did i see someone try to say tos2 needs voice chat and itll be good.... do u not realise how worse thatll make the playerbase (although, that person did only play for 2h, so...)
#og#first of all. a chat filter is needed bc people try to say slurs. itll be really difficult to make a filter w voice chat#and i dont wanna hear a guy screaming the n word just bc they got outed d2 as cov or whatever#i feel a vc would absolutely cause slurs to fly around since again hard to regulate
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Ah yes the usual 11k chapter, but this time it's really pushing me close to insanity.
Maybe... Maybe I'll... Delete it.
#fic wip#i mean#the story wont move forward#itll be stuck here#and ill go more insane#but#really#im#this one is#just#ajdubdjwhd#armin why you gotta be so difficult
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Are you watching Pokémon Horizons?
Im not aug...... i was kinda planning to but ive fallen so far behind now i probably wont bother </333 maybe one day ill catch up if something REALLY catches my attention
#lance comes back and is redesigned a SECOND time. thats what itll take.#jk im just so bad at keeping up w anime or any media really. makes being a precure fan also really really difficult crying#i missed most of delicious precure i didnt even get up to cure yumyum i just. forgot. for the whole year#friede looks cool tho. a lot of characters do those designs are sosososo cool#ask tag
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The most I've wrote of Reticent in the past couple of days is some Mikey and Raph banter I wrote whilst at the cinema which I only stopped writing cause some kids around my age sat behind me and I got scared
Being a writer is so great!!!!
#this chapter is only 5 scenes so it shouldnt be taking this long#the first scene was pretty long though#and the last scene is also gonna be STUPID long#so dont let the short scene count fool you thisll definetly be longer than chapter 3#but goddamn this chapter is FIGHTING with me#the worst part is ive been excited to write this chapter for like four months now#but i guess the build up might be whats making this difficult to write dhdjdbkd#hopefully itll be out by the end of the month cause i really wanna finish it before i go back to school#cause Year 11 is gonna destroy any time i have#i love doing two musicals and a winter concert and studying for my next set of mock exams after just finishing my last set#year 11 is gonna be so fun you guys#the only reason im waiting till i finish high school to get a job is cuz year 11 is gonna be insane#im gonna be working towards my musical theatre grade 8 too omfg#im gonna eep before i have a crisis cause i dont have to worry about this for another 2 weeks#night Raisinsssss 💖💖💖💖🫶🫶🫶🫶
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So here's the thing
I want to make this blouse for my Halloween costume this year (and in general because late 80s/early 90s business attire is apparently my dream wardrobe):
(^from ep Fire)
But, here's the thing. I know basically nothing about sewing.
No preparation beyond a few video tutorials, we are winging it here, I have a sewing machine and a dream!! And a pattern I bought on etsy and only just opened now, 3 months later...

I'm pretty sure the one Scully is wearing is an actual wrap blouse but I don't like that style so this will work fine I think. It's short sleeved though so I'm going to have to figure out sleeves uhh

I think Scully has the same white blouse in a few other colors too; red, green, eggplant and blue, so if this works out I might make some variations!
Anyway, I only remember seeing it not covered by a jacket in Anasazi and the silhouette is mwah, perfect. Hot.
I'm bigger and taller than her but hopefully I can achieve a similar effect. Need to go belt shopping...
It does appear to have shoulder pads which is another problem for future me :^)
Here's what I need to do right now:
+ take measurements
+ copy pattern onto some kind of drafting paper
+ order cheap cotton for a mockup
I have like 2 months to do it? Let's gooo
#dana scully#scully cosplay#x files cosplay#singesewing#oh yeah and it looks like its made of silk which i get the impression#is a difficult fabric to work with not to mention $#i refuse to use polyester/rayon tho#winging ittt#this is just a planning post really but itll get me started somewhere...#its also just for your entertainment but if you have specific tips you want to share my ask box is open!
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i like my job and i like having money but remembering that i have to work makes me feel like a baked good deflating immediately after being removed from the oven. work takes up so much of my energy that i barely have enough for the things i like to do outside of it like drawing and crafting and reading and gaming and i need to spend like 90% of my weekend just recovering from the work week and by the time im up to doing literally anything i have to go to bed bc i have work in the morning
#racing!#its so fucking twisted. an endless cycle of being exhausted leading to being sad youre tired and then being exhausted bc ur sad#what am i even doing all this for#the cycles endlessness leads to hopelessness and it becomes very difficult to be optimistic#keeping my chin up has become a necessity bc if i drop my head for too long it gets impossible to perk back up#and im SO DAMN LONELY ALL THE TIME!!!!!!! I MISS MY FRIENDS#i miss my partner and i miss some of my old coworkers#im so sick of being alone with myself this bitch is terrible company to keep#its really awful. the worst#i know im just tired in general and maybe in the morning ill feel silly for rambling#but right now i really feel terrible and i need to get it out somewhere or ill go to sleep and itll fester and result in weird ass dreams#id rather not have goddamn eldrich horrors and skinbeasts in my dreams again tonight thanks
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i went to the movies yesterday and goddd ever since i left ive been plagued by off and on headaches and nausea what is happeninggg to me
#its like im infected with 10000000000 different Tiny Problems#but like seriously i nearly threw up on the drive home and i just had to take a break from doing a jigsaw puzzle bc i was getting too sick#movie didnt even have like any flashing bright lights really???? and this has never happened to me before so wtf????#whatever. itll be gone tomrrow i bet. im gonna see if i can have lunch and b fine.#to make matters worse reading is Slightly Difficult rn but i have TWO giant library books i need to finjsh in like a week bc im an idiot#i need to be READING and WRITING !!!!!! but the Head Ache .#.txtii
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Listening to Danny motto is just like, Buddy. Buddy I love you but u gotta just chill your horses a bit. Take a deep breath. You're doing fine buddy
#maybe its cus i have been super unplugged from the internet for a couple years#but man i forgot how miserable people are#i know im just gonna get reunplugged bc im about to be doing like actual work again instead of instead of bullshit work#but its been nice to go back to my roots a bit and think abt the years gone by#work on my burn out a bit#but im excited to get back into the thick of work and climb my way up this new companies ladder lol#especially since ive got on meds to help with my stress and instability issues#makes me mad that i didnt do it before i got too pissed off at my old job to do anything abt it but i make more money here#and everyone seems to like me! and ill end up making more money. and ill have union protections once i get in#and i know ill do super well here bc the old company i worked for was significantly harder to get into#and i was in a higher position that you had to be pretty smart for and they wanted me to go even higher#cus i was smart enough to run the whole assembly line i was on and they wanted me to take the classes to go higher#but i couldnt handle the stress at all and crumbled#but man i miss the work#nothing here is gonna be mentally difficult or physically difficult really#and itll probably be better for me but i feel like a hamster stuck in a small cage with no enrichment#nawing at the bars of my enclosure#sorry danny motto fans im talking to myself bc i know no ones here lol
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I'm redoing text on the earlier oregon ultimatum pages rn and I'm like... why are these fire?
#i'm worried there was a quality drop or something because these are so good relative to how i feel about the newer ones...#but hopefully its just time based#maybe it has to do with the characters that showed up in this most recent update were kind of difficult designs for me to draw#i feel like its obvious i struggled so i might go back and make slight tweaks#(i really struggled on Trax(social media guy) Velvet(grey haired lady) and O'neal (pink scientist))#they all have this kind of this lanky soft curves shape language that i struggle to draw for some reason urrgghghghgh.#if i clean them up a little itll be better i think.#BUT REDOES ON COMICS ARE ONE OF MY BIG FEARS because i think it makes me weaker and stuck in the past LOL
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Ok i handled two things. Now there are two more things. This is actually the end of my work week..and i have too much going on in my personal life that i need to fix to work tomorrow. ... Can it wait? Yes.... I think so. If I manage a good monday
#my stuff#personal#let...it..go#for three days. let it go.#its insane that the most important map layers are so so so so hard to arrange.#fucking hell why is it so difficult to just get the data#well i look forward to the map course now because i found all these cool national map data sets#wouldnt it be cool if i could just load them in.#i didny even know i was a nerd like that...? i just visualisations make things way more clear.#wish i was part of the assetteam or perhaps even the DATA ASSET TEAM so i could just ask people face to face#the simple questions like: who thr fuck is in charge of this project here#wouldnt it. be stupid if in the end its not used. ....damn that would be really ...no. normal people dont even entertain notions like that#itll be a roaring success!!#thats what they think
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