#its always such an ordeal!!

[walleeli]

Thinking about…… him <3 (Sylvain Jose Gautier Fire Emblem)

[incorrect-ikevamp-quotes]

Leonardo: Hey, no, you stay out of this, this is between me and MC!

Literally anyone: So MC knows about this?

Leonardo, walking away: No, this is between me and me!

[defeateddetectives]

what if i was glad you were obscured from my view because even if i cant bridge the distance between us the thought that i might understand you better than i'd expected to hurts far too much to think about

vs.

what if i tried in a small secret moment while you were sleeping and couldnt see me to see the world through your eyes in hopes it could help me understand you and maybe even bridge the distance between us

[keenadraws]

her angst is entertaining

[skitskatdacat63]

Some matador studies :)

+ ref pic I like but couldn't even attempt to draw 😭

[rekofan101]

this was a real while back so tbh i can't remember everything you said but about 2p!reko... i think another thing is like. her identity and character is very tied with her being this masc leaning somewhat gnc woman. especially when she was younger she was very tomboyish and rough and tough etc. so like i think in a 2p au that would not be a thing. she'd probably be more fem leaning, maybe being very dainty or some such. but also that bc she was so tough she grew to want to protect others i think rather than push them away. so maybe if in 2p she wouldn't care about others and only herself? perhaps flipping her whole arc so its reversed. unsure there's a lot of directions to take it to and i have more to say but im about to clock into work lol so. food for thought.

DAY 243: pondering... look in tags for thoughts

[dnangelic]

tbh i know i bring it up in bits and pieces but whenever i think about the way daisuke tends to go mute/silent when he transforms into dark around other people (because dark's voice is, sounds different from his) + the way in dnangel the idea of voices, of communication and being able to properly translate and transmit your bodiless feelings to another person (which daisuke as the socially anxious one, the cursed child carrying so many secrets perpetually struggles with!!) + canto 25 in dante's inferno where the thieves are damned to a pit of snakes/monsters with everything and everyone in there stealing each other's bodies/forms for eternity ohhh how can i not go insane???

[minhmynchi]

man i wanna ramble about my fic to someone so much

into the tags i go

[ghostbustermelanieking]

i don't know if the fact that house of usher 1x02's ending is still haunting me four days later says more about the good quality of the show, or my own mental health

[trainingdummyrabbit]

iam always wanting to write fun stuff about characters but iam unfortunately afflicted w a disease called Thinks I Am Wrong About Everything Ever Always

[oysters-aint-for-me]

i had a dream last night that it was my birthday and i was in disney world and i was on the phone, talking to someone named “russell” who “did not have a gender i would recognize” (not something that was said so much as understood via dream logic) and they were saying to me, “it’s your birthday, and i really wanted to get you something you’d love, something you’ve wanted your whole life,” and i was utterly enthralled, couldn’t wait to find out, so i said “what is it?” and russell said “how would you like to be—” but at that exact moment i was just stepping on to one of those boats in the jungle cruise ride and it was full of friends, and they all yelled “HAPPY BIRTHDAY!” and covered up what russell said. dream-me did not want to have a big party or see a lot of people on my birthday, but didn’t want to be ungrateful to them, so while i was still on the phone w russell i reacted to my friends on the boat like “oh my gosh i can’t believe it, this is so nice! you shouldn’t have!” then i realized russell probably thought i was reacting to whatever they had said they were going to give me, so i said to my friends “just give me one second” and i got on the phone and said “sorry a bunch of people yelled and covered up the last part of what you said - ‘how would i like to be’ what?”

and russell said in this uncanny, numinous voice: “KNOWN.”

and i thought oh…i’m not sure i do want…that…

but i didn’t want to disappoint russell by making them think at first that i was really excited (due to my [also fake!] reaction to my friends on the jungle cruise boat) and then disappointing them by rejecting their gift of being “KNOWN,” so i pretended to cry and be really touched and i thanked them - but i also knew i was lying to this who claimed to “KNOW” me and i also knew that they didn’t know i was lying, and so i knew they didn’t, couldn’t actually “KNOW” me, but i had to pretend that they did anyway, because russell seemed so pleased with themself.

and then i had to figure out how to either gracefully get off the phone with someone who claimed that they “KNEW” me so i could join a party that i didn’t want on the disney world jungle cruise with friends i didn’t really know, OR how to gracefully excuse myself from this party i didn’t really want so i could keep taking to russell about how this “KNOWING” thing was gonna play out.

next thing i remember i was looking for a bathroom (i suppose i had excused myself to go to the bathroom) but all of the toilets were out of order or too big or too small or in the middle of my high school auditorium or too, like, surreal or cubist or dadaist, or otherwise haunted or emanating evil energy and bad vibes - which is a recurring dream for me - i was like “well this is miserable but at least it’s familiar” ???? like, ok, subconscious, that’s a Choice…

[gaydennisreynolds]

Dennis is such a "I'm not hungry but I'm gonna steal half of your fries when the food comes out" type of girlfriend and Mac secretly loves it because it fuels his caretaking complex

[cosmospkmn]

have you ever gotten the honor of taking a photo of a real gholdengo?

Woah real Gholdengo in my house!!

[dracanboys]

pinned instead of a page bc its nicer :) prev @dracanboys-m

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[strawberry-seal77]

honeydew has attacked me in close quarters!!!! very scary!!

[superchat]

scary moment the other day where i looked at my scars and felt despair at their permanance