#its just. ouhhhhhh

[ccrv-7]

little bit insane over mithan again bc it IS just emotionally vulnerable guy x toxic masculinity girl which is like. THEE archetype everrrrrrrr to meeeeeeee

[lesbianraskolnikov]

Im making a website called raskolnikov.net . All that will be on it...is....an image of a crouton.

[pascal-oswell]

haunted by a comm sketch i got a few days ago it was THAT good ouhhhh....

[mochiwrites]

Ouhhhhhh imagine how sad itd be if Scar never knew he was a Vex throughout his time in tcd. Blue-grey skin? Yea that happens sometimes, usually when he’s on the verge of a panic attack because a crowd of zombies got a little too close for comfort. White hair? Still pretty normal, but he’s only caught a few glimpses of it in broken glass and he kept his hair VERY close cropped after it got grabbed by zombies one too many times when it was longer. He wasn’t really sure how often it’s brown vs. white. Wings? He never let them out because that’s just something else for zombies to scratch and bite at. The few times he managed to phase through walls were out of sheer terror for his life, and he never properly figured out how to control his own abilities. Yes he stayed perpetually hungry and aching for food in tcd, but that’s just because there wasn’t enough food at all, right?

The thing is, he had no idea he wasn’t even fully human. Zombies don’t exactly look much like humans themselves anymore underneath all the rot and disease. Any memories he might’ve had of his parents discussing his blood and culture with him are long lost to the years of living in the moment of survival, and Scar gave up on trying to remember a long time ago.

He doesn’t really understand what people on Hypixel are talking about when they call him a Vex, but he’s far too busy trying to charm them out of their diamonds to really worry about that anyways. It’s not until Grian calls him the same thing that he finally bothers to ask why people keep calling him that.

That little question combined with how Scar talks about his dreams probably leads to a really serious conversation about where Scar even came from in the first place, followed by Grian dragging him off to a trauma therapist and a doctor, because holy shit, how did this guy not even know his own species? When was the last time he even ate properly? Does he even know what Vex are???? How is he still functioning properly after going through that for so long? Is that why he’s always so jumpy and hyperactive? Is that why he hoards food in his room but barely eats it??

It’s not a fun time for Scar, but at the very least he has someone who cares about him and his well-being now. It’s a whole struggle on its own learning about his own species and especially what his diet is supposed to be (it certainly explains why his teeth are so sharp, and it’s a relief to find out that raw meat like steak and mutton suffices just fine, but it’s still harrowing for Scar learning that his species tend to exclusively consume human meat). Grian even going out of his way to buy books about Vex and their culture for the both of them to read and learn about, which only brings them closer together.

SOBBING SO LOUD AT ALL OF THIS,,,, /pos

GOD both ideas for how scar is vex work SO well. the only thing here is,,, with how old scar is when the outbreak even happens, he probably would know that he’s vex because of his family. but OUGH…..

[bmpmp3]

ive loved it since i first heard it in project diva x years ago, but listening to Tsumi no Namae again (with slightly higher quality headphone audio rather than my vita speakers <3 ) i didnt realize just how crazy the production choices of this song is. wait hold on lemme hashtag musicpost for a minute. im busting out the timestamps

immediate tone setting. bagpipes??? or something like that right out the gate which is wild. clock winding, gear crunching, and real human woman whispering (i think in english but ive never been able to find official lyrics of that section) as well <3 im a sucker for using human voices with synth voices i think it adds a lot of neat texture

the instrument choices lean into a fantasy musical-esque soundscape for obvious reason (the whole song is basically a little original fable or myth type story complete with trickster goddesses and breaking fate's curses etc etc) but the composition is plenty pop rock which is a fun juxtaposition im always a fan of but like SPECIFICALLY those drums that start around a minute in. im not sure what it is, the speed? how loud and hard the drums are? it works so well to give it a forward momentum while also being a bit uncanny. maybe im just imagining how tired the drummers arms would be hitting at that speed and with that amount of power for this long........ but yeah it gives it this unexpected, sorta otherworldly feel, like its just a fraction of a fraction faster than you'd assume. theres like hints of clapping and stuff in there too i think? so much all together but so so so good

and speaking of how tired those drummers arms would be, i do love that this song is six and a half minutes, i love stuff over 5 minutes like YES i am going to waste SO MUCH TIME staring into space and listening really hard (i like to listen to songs on loop <3 half an hour is gonna go away in just a few plays) i love love love love love it

1:38 mark THE BANJO????

1:43 ouuhhhh that we-will-rock-you-type boom-boom-bap-type clap-clap-stomp percussion. ouhhhhhh yesssssssssssssssss.

1:50 the banjo and the flute are now making out in the background. they are making out sloppy style

2:00 there's like this drum breakdown thats incredibly poppy and rock-y which also goes back to the like fun blends of instrument choice and composition

2:23 am i crazy or is there like a tiny tiny little bit of like a static sound as a piece of percussion in this quieter bit... love a mix of fantasy with digital artefacting

2:45 IS THAT A HINT OF SOME MANNER OF BASS INSTRUMENT IN MY LEFT EAR I HEAR..........

3:50 WHAT is that little sound near the right.... it sounds like one of those medieval instruments but i cant remember which one.... and the banjo has made a return

3:58 THE BASS COMING IN ON THE LEFT

4:35 okay the whole bridge section is crazy but first of all. the dynamics between the deep bass-y sounds going between the two ears.

4:40 and what on EARTH is THAT. like a glitchy static-y bit of vocals going on both sides. AND the flute-y sounding thing is going NUTS up there

4:45 and this is what always makes me lose my mind. that really REALLY deep, circular, almost string sounding instrument? is that a god damn hurdy gurdy. i dont know much about instruments can you tell...... BUT for real that like again adds this haunting, extra bit of synthetic uncannyness to the medieval fantasy fable story

5:18 WHAT is that long like droning sound. is that also bagpipes. whats that classical piece thats supposed to teach you how to differentiate the parts of an orchestra. i need to drill that in my head im fighting for my life out here. ANYWAY those background notes with also these bits of like chattering? people talking or playing?

5:24 RANDOM BIT OF MEDIEVAL VIOLIN

6:08 and ending off with the glittering little chimes.... awesome

i dunno just holy shit man. this song goes everywhere it wants to. theres a banjo.

[porcubus]

reverse unpopular opinion meme ryodon and/or ryoshu & don separately..!!

RYODON well..heh...... i invented ryodon im so serious i was the first ryodoner i swear to god i made some corny twitter thread on what i think their dynamic could be like when there was 0 shippy fanart/fic i had to dig to find these roots So im crazy biased. but they really should let them interact heavily in-story more because i still cant stress enough to this day how well their characters could clash together. how are you giong to put someone who seems so purely violent and uncaring for human life on the surface and the self righteous jolly herogirl who also seems surfacely one note but is also clearly hiding something on the same bus and not have them goof and gaff more often. i want don to know about her daughter. we know for a fact don has a soft spot for kids specifically too. please please please plese please pelase please pelase if shes revealed and don doesnt comment im blowing up the world. ok?

don Herself well im still torn on that twist so im closing my eyes right now and saying. i really love her humanity i love how shes just some woman and whether its delusional or not she still wants to be good and she still wants to be a hero despite the city she lives in i really love that in a character...also shes voted most likely to make me smile as soon as she pops up in a story shes so cutest and funny ALSO ALSO i love girl knight characters so again. Mad happy that they made don quixote of all characters into a cute knightgirl. my butchling

ryoshu Ouhhh ouhhhhhh ryoshu i love you. i feel like at least in the earlier days ryoshu was really often mischaracterized as a pure stoic yaoiseme sadist type of character Which does still kind of happen but like. her more careless or utterly silly moments are such a big part of her and what draws me in the most. i hope she fails on a grander scale more often in the future. im always saying this but i love her sadomasochism as well sorry i love sadomaschist girls awesome pain forever ALSO ALSO. im really excited to learn more about her relationship with her child and also what started her relationship with violence and art. definitely another of my most anticipated cantos. I fucking adore her spiral of contempt look btw one of my favorite ego looks of one of my favorite abnormalities and she definitely deserved it!!!!!!!!!

[8cfc00]

Mike and Edgar for the ship bingo!

(ignore me trying to write with markup im on mac and idk how to edit images good. also i don't care that its one of the big ships its STILL UNDERRATED TO ME!!! MORE MIKE AND EDGAR PLEASEEEE)

frothing at the mouth just thinking about them... sometimes i'll be walking around chilling and then i imagine edgar and mike and i just smile so widely. i love their names for each other, its so cute, theyre so cute, fuck,, all mikes and edgars as a species are just so aughhhhh. aughhhhhh so soft,,,,

i don't really care that in some ways they aren't a perfect couple, like i get it but also i cannot stop rotating every time they interact in my head.

as for specifically latvia mike and his edgar... ouhhhh deary me. the way edgar's death hangs over them. ouhhhhhh my. edgar continuing to work despite it, etc. i have no coherent thoughts rn just. dear lord.

also shoutout to how they specifically like. come in a pair. "edgar from mike and edgar" crazy. its like soulmates except the universe keeps severing that bond and proving that force keeping them together is never strong enough or smth... will they find each other in every universe... who knows! but they will miss each other.

ALSO SHOUTOUT TO PAINTED GLASS.... that song makes me CRAZYYYY dear lord. i was hoping you would, ignore the fault lines, and pass over the flags, that sayyy who i am!! i love how mike thinks he's not a good enough person for edgar its so. its so interesting. call me ty betteridge the way i need to study them. i feel nauseous they are so................

[transbeeduo]

so i woke up and chose angst. that means you get to hear something about Ranboo from my au!

they had a heating pad that they loveddd. they loved it so much, especially when it was winter or the sun wasnt out. it was like their makeshift little sun, right?

cue their death. going out one day to read in the sun. they hear noises. they put their book down and go by the forest line to investigate because they know forest noises and that is Not It.

big mistake. they get freaking stabbed in the abdomen. in the warmth of the sun. the sun they love. they get found and taken to the hospital but it is just too late.

anyways they get revived a couple months later. Tommy's attempt to revive them just resulted in Ghostboo, so that was technically a failed attempt. but! they get fully revived.

this comes with so many issues and they're so different from who they once were, mainly because of their limbo. which was not a block in the middle of the ocean. it was instead them having to roam the house they lived in while everyone else was there, alive, complaining about how much they hated Ranboo. except that isnt reality. but when they get revived, it feels like it.

anyway, Tubbo grabs their heating pad one night cause it used to help them calm down. but instead, now it just makes them upset. here is what Tubbo says about it word for word:

"Their heating pad used to make them go all droopy. Now it just does the opposite. They tense up immediately whenever it warms up."

does none of this make sense? oh well! also its not Sam that stabs them in this one. and theres so much backstory n stuff. that im not explaining because it falls into 'cringe' even though cringe-culture is dead i still dont wanna explain it to anyone except my co-creator.

OUHHHHHH thats so good what the hell,,,,,

[my-lunaberg]

OKAYYYYYYYY okay, Im about to watch Tommys The Last Stream vod after I go for another quick walk, after that its just Tubbos stream which is probably just the same thing but from a different pov anyway, then its just the Syndicate End vod and then its just a two minute video of Ranboos end and then Im finally free. I really wish I could do this properly on my blog instead of having to do this in my notes app but I simply cannot wait another day. Im so hopped up on adrenaline rn i dont think I can sleep tonight, especially if I dont finally finish this. Also I have therapy tomorrow when Im writing this and I need to calm tf down before I show up at the therapists office all shaky n shit because of some minecraft roleplay. Its almost 6 pm rn and I shall be free of this nightmare before the clock strikes midnight. Amen.

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Tubbitch boi

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I dont even have anything to say man

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This is so upsetting dude

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I made it through these first 15 minutes with basically no pausing and I just wanted to take a moment to appreciate that bc I just know the second that joker starts talking to Dream I'll be pausing every 5 seconds

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Why the fuck does the prison look like it was under water for like a decade and now theres just barnacles n shit growing on everythinh

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YOU SPIN ME RIGHT ROUND BABEY RIGHT ROUND

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DREAM

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Alright I took two minutes to mentally prepare myself now Im ready for this

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Wait why the fuck was he just hangin out in the main cell if he wasnt even expecting Tommy. weirdo behaviour

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PUNZ IS THERE AS WELL??? WERE THEY HAVING A DATE IN THE TORTURE BOX

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"IM READY TO FUCKING KILL THE BOTH OF YOU"

*long uncomfortable pause*

"Uhm... okay"

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It looks like Tommy is doing a good job stalling them so far so Im very curious how it goes from this to the stuff Ive read spoilers about

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Ouhhhhhh I wonder how hes gonna react to that dig at Spirittttttt.........

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Okay, no like verbal ouward reaction but that is what got him to start attacking Tommy

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I dont think Punz will care that Tommy tried to kill himself bc of Dream, I think hed find that kinda hot

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"The world doesnt fucking revolve around you"??? Bro Punz Boomer arc??? "Those darn zoomers wanting compassion and kindness after almost killing themselves

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"Youre insane to think everything revolves around you" hello?? says the guy who fancies himself a god and also thinks everyone but him and his boytoy deserve to die because theyre "simple-minded"

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OH NO i completely forgot, the nuke is not gonna hit them. this is allpretty much pointless

DAMN YOU JACK MANIFOLD

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Okay listen, Im a huge c!Dream sympathetizer and I know this is gonna end with him being presented in a sympathetic and pitiable light and Im gonna fall for it no matter what because of course I am but like, he has been so comically awful throughout this entire finale I am not expecting this to end in an actually satisfying way at all

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Oh that sly dog got him monologuing

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Girl help I dont remember pre-rp dsmp well enough to tell if Dream is embellishing shit and victimizing himself or not

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OKAY dream smp from Dreams pov lets gooooooo

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??? what.

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Bro Dream is not in his right mind hes so far away from his right mind he might as well be chillin in lmoonberg that guy is so mentally ill (source: I have like atleast 90% of his mentall illnesses for sure)

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what do you MEAN "know more"???

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Maybe Im just a simple minded nihilist but why does that matter man. Why die so you can "know more" when you can live and have like, a party with your buddies

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Honestly, I feel like Dreams motivations are so stupid at this point, like literally just make him someone who worships XD and is favoured by him or whatever and then also have him have this morbid curiosity about the stuff beyond the server and have him try and become god while appeasing his actual god in the hopes that he'll reveal his otherworldly knowledge to him or whatever idk man

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Hows Dream gonna grow old with the people he loves when he doesnt have fucking friends HAH got im

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No offense but why has most of this finale been Tommy philosophically waxing about how you should accept death even though all thats waiting for you on the other side is eternal torment with Dream responding by being like "but why though?? :(" when that has like, literally nothing to do with any of the Dream SMPs themes? Like, okay, theres been a ton of storylines obviously but the two main ones are definitely Tommy vs Dream (its essentially the throughline to all this bullshit) and Wilbur, Lmanberg and every single attempt at a country after that. Because of this I would say that the dsmps themes are Cycles of Violence and Legacy and when they intersect you occasionally get glimmers of this idea of History Repeating Itself.

The Legacy theme is insanely well executed, no notes, Im in love

The Cycles of Violence theme.... less so. I'll probably make a more detailed post about this in the future since I dont wanna waste too much time with this liveblog. But I personally think that if they wanted to pull this theme off while also making Dream sympathetic, he absolutely needed to be affected by the violence he inadvertently caused and the audience needs to actually see it in atleast one (1) scene that would be impossible to twist into something unsympathetic unless you were looking at it in bad faith. Dream being thrown in jail and subsequently physically tortured wouldve been a great opportunity for this kind of stuff like, I remember lurking in the fandom around this time, this was the point where plenty of people were starting to sympathize simply because of how inhumane the prison was. Like, if they werent gonna show him break a little in front of others for their perspectives, the least they couldve done was make like, a few short videos of Dream being alone, doing whatever, you wouldnt even need dialogue and then pepper those throughout the post-prison arcs. You could have one like two or three minute video right after Tommys visit where he maybe tries writing those stupid essays out of boredom before burning them and then some potatoes plop into the pool and you really get a sense for the emptyness and isolation of it. Another good one would be one showing how Quackity tortures him, or maybe one taking place right after one of the torture seassions with him starving and shaking and maybe trying to write a log or something but failing because everything hurts. Him being in the prison after hes escaped and made it his base again, watching it slowly decay and fall apart with him in it. They really dont have to be long, again, two or three minute videos wouldve done a lot of good here imo. And then you could also sprinkle in some monologues because as much as I like to make fun of the snake monologue in my head, it did give some much needed insight into Dreams perspective on all of this while making him a bit more sympathetic.

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Honestly, Dream is making some pretty reasonable points here (if you completely disregard all the context of the entire dsmp but still) but like dude, you cannot go around calling your teenage nemesis a pest that such obvious villain behaviour dude

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Im not gonna lie, i thought the very last final scene between Dream and Tommy would take place in a more, idk, intimate? place. Thats not the right word but whatever I cant think of anything else that fits. But like, they absolutely do not have a reason to leave so I guess this is just gonna continue with Tommy and Dream talking in this fucked up room of this fucked up prison while Punz is also right there

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Okay, I just got to the bit where Tommy says 'Im sorry' to Dream and I know a lot of people were upset by that bc they took it as him apologizing to his abusers for being 'abuse-worthy' if you wanna phrase it like that and thats not what I got from that at all. Like, its technically part of a very earnest emotional statement so his tone was kinda soft and apologetic but it really came across as an 'Im sorry you feel that way' kind of apology to me

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BRUH HE JUST KILLED HIM??? WHAT

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What the fuck is happening now

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Is this hell.

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NO ITS THE EARLY DREAM TEAM STREAMS THIS TRULY IS HELL

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Oh my god please tell me this wont go on for much longer I already watched like 30 hours of these boring ass guys dicking around back in late 2020 i cannot take a second more

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Bro why did they pick the part of the stream thats just Dream trying to figure out his fucking minecraft settings for this this isnt doing anything

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Please bring me back I dont wanna watch this boring shit

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What is ahppening

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Okay they revived him, are they gonna explain why his afterlife hell is just him watching the most boring minecraft streams on planet earth

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"It doesnt matter if I get horrifically traumatized because I'll just live forever :)"

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Okay I think Im starting to understand Dreams motivations here a bit more and they make more sense but its like, if you care so much about eliminating suffering why did you go out of your way to torment Tommy like that in exile. Like, i know its because you did want him to be your friend at some point and maybe you still do but you didnt like how he would never listen to you so you figured itd be better to just break him down mentally but like, I dont think that would be necessary for the long term goal of eliminating all death and suffering at all so, what

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Dude, he was not happy he was adjusting his minecraft settings

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What if he just started sobbed. Hes all smug like "well, im happy now :)" and then the dam jist breaks. wouldnt that be grand

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Hes fucking psychoanalyzing the green bitch this rules

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Im sorry man I was not envisioning this emotional final scene to be accompanied by Punz occasionally saying some bullshit in the background

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"George and Sapnap are still here" uh no, George literally isnt and last time we saw Sapnap he was making a deal with God to sacrifice his own life and afterlife to ensure that Dream would die and stay dead forever

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Oughhhhhhh this is great I can practically smell the insecurity coming off of him rn

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Oh god why is Tommy being like "you just wanted things to be simple [like they were in the past]" giving me a more complete understanding of myself as well this sucks I dont wanna be a c!Dream kinnie anymore >:(

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I dont think Tommy is wrong about what hes saying abt Dream at all here and I think this is a smart angle to focus on for making Dream seem more sympathetic but right now I definitely feel like its missing the crucial element of "yes, Dream just wants friends, friends who will do what he wants with minimal resistance because hes a control freak" yknow? Like, his need for absolute control all the time is one of his most prominent traits and him wanting to gain some understanding and control of death and other things beyond his comprehension actually lines up quite nicely with that, its just kinda getting muddled with Dreams statements about wanting to make everything better. Granted, he probably wouldnt want to admit that his version of "making everything better" is just making everyone listen to him bc hes god basically but still, I think his control freakiness needs to get addressed more explicitly and maybe it will be, weve still hot a few minutes but ehhhhh. I doubt it

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Honestly, ive grown to like Punz quite a bit eventhough he really hasnt done much but like, why the fuck is he here

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I realize that the dialogue in dsmp is always overwhelmingly improv but its just so odd and kinda bad in this conversation. I think its because out of context, the way both Dream and Tommy are phrasing things makes it seem like they were on more equal footing and both suffered equally during their conflict when thats just not the case and Im not a fan

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I think Ill tentatively take back all the stuff I said about how Dream shouldve been a worshipper of XD but i still think its a neat concept so I'll probably do something with that later

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Oh god why did they do that crown, Dreams skin already looks bad and silly enough. Oh well I take solace in knowing that all the fanart of this scene probably slaps

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OH I FORGOR ABOUT THE NUKES

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Punz is still there is he gonna say anything about the nuke thats about to hit

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Lookat these guys, never heard a nuke about to hit before

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Ohhhhhhh I thought that previous 'sorry' was the one Ive seen people upset about, but Im pretty sure its actually this one

Honestly, I still dont see why you would be upset about it outside of the fact that it is an abuse victim apologizing to his abuser but its like, idk man. I dont think a piece of media featuring a scene where that happens within a very specific context is doing abuse apologism, although I guess a lot of people would argue that the fact that Tommy is even reaching out to Dream after everything he did is abuse apologism and. Im not even gonna try to argue with them. I'll just say that I disagree and try to explain my perspective in some amount of detail, this will get pretty personal though, so watch out:

I was recently semi-diagnosed with a personality disorder and i probably have a bunch of other bullshit going on as well and not to armchair diagnose a fictional character but c!Dream definitely has that personality disorder and whatever other shit thats hiding inside my weird brain. His irrational, defensive thought processes, his contradictionary wants, his persistent need for control, his detached nature, his manipulation, the way he uses actual emotional pain as a tool for manipulation while keeping that pain at an arms length, even his weird monotone way of speaking, I relate to all of it. I have seen and related to a lot of mentally ill and neurodivergent and neurodivergent-coded characters and I have never felt as seen as now. He embodies my worst qualities turned up a few notches to make them even worse and then he has a weird god complex on top of all of that and yet, he still ends up being given sympathy, someone tries to understand him and offers him help. And idk, that just means a lot to me so I look at this whole thing a bit differently.

Also, while I get why some people are upset and I get peoples desire to critize this from a Doylist perspective because real people came up with this story in real life and that still has implications, even when the line between fiction and reality is thick enough to be considered a wall, from a Watsonian in-universe perspective its like, Dream is not a bad person for accepting help (or trying to accept help) when its being freely offered to him

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Okay wait but if the nuke still hit the prison and blew everything to shit what the hell did Jack do when he rewired the redstone at the launch thingy. Is the prison that close to the main smp I dont remember

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Oh man this is gonna take a hot second huh

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Okay we're back in Minecraft, Tommys punching a tree

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I hate the fact that Tommy doesnt atleast punch the entire tree down before making a crafting table

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OKAY IT IS DONE

I was gonna finish the whole series today but its almost 11pm and I a sleepy gal so i'll watch Tubbos pov tomorrow and the Syndicate vod and all that and also I'll probably give my thoughts on the ending in more detail after that. Right now I dont think I cant bare to write any more man, I just wrote like three or four decently detailed (for me) analyses about fucking bullshit basically in a row, my head literally hurts

So yeah, goodnight I'll be hopefully posting all of these posts tomorrow and I'll hopefully be peoperly liveblogging everything again

[legobatjoker]

OKAYYY ITS QUITE CLOSE TO 1AM whyy do i keep doing this 2 myself istgg ANYWAYY !!!!! um i need to be in bed asap soo this may b pretty short due to tht fact but i do j rly quickly wanna say before i do that i love you so so muchh my dearest i rly rly do like !! you really are just such an amazing presence within my life and bring me sm joy and happiness and light whenever we talk and message and j spend time together beloved and you really are just such an incredible friend to me whos so so thoughtful and considerate and understanding and of me and ik youre always here for me and that really does just makes me feel soso loved and cared for and safe and at home with you and that really does mean just soso much to me and i hope soso much to be the same to you beucase i really do just want to soso much and bc u rly do deserve it soso much my beloved and j bc i rly do want to bc well u rly are just vv dear and special to me and i really do love you soso muchh my dearest i rly do :'> i hope ur days been good and that you sleep well, ilusm <3 !!! 💕💞🍓🦋🐞🍉🥭🍰❣💗✨✨✨

!! naurrrrr not the 1am of it all😭 i v much understand tho like watch that b me in a few hours ISBSJSJ but i do really hope that u can at least get some good rest beloved<3333 and ouhhhhhh you are such such a wonderful prescence in my life as well and suuuuchhhhh a lovely friend;;; and i am just sososooo glad i can be the same to you like!!! i am so very glad that u know im always here for u and stuff bcuz i always am and yah ik u r the same for me to like;;!!! yah i am soo lucky to know you andd i love you smmm!! 💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕 gnighttt💕💕

[cornflowercanine]

read mapleshades venaangaencene (no i will not learn how its spelled) and shes good! 8ut i also. god ok tl dr pinestars choice is a super fucking good 8ook

>8e me >wanting to read pinestars choice 8c leader to kittypet sounds interesting >the pdf isnt in the collection of warriors pdfs id read mapleshades veangeangen in >i look it up >no matter what i CANNOT find anything that doesnt require downloading whatever, which i refuse to do >i find a google drive of just a8t every other warrior 8ook!! >look for pinestars choice >its not there > >i learn that, after ravenpaws [something], super editions were compiled into 3 of them at once, which makes sense 8c mapleshades vvvvvvvvvv was all of 52 Pages Long >and pinestars choice is new enough it was in one of these! >it was in the one with spottedleafs heart. > > > >8ut there are no copies of pinestars choice on its own. i k33p looking it up. nothing >so i look for legend of the clans (the 8ook with pinestars choice) pdfs >i find a reddit post with downloada8le file claiming to have every single warriors 8ook, >excluding legend of the clans. > >i k33p looking >still!! nothing!!!!!!! what the fuck!! >8ut i still really wanted to read it :( >i can read the warrior wiki’s sumup 8ut its not the saaaaaaame AND LIKE, I ENDED UP FINDING A READING OF IT ON YT, AND IT KINDA SUCKED AND ONLY LIKE 3 VIDS OF IT HAD ACTUAL CAPTIONS, 8UT. GOD. GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD im gonna read the warriors wiki’s definitions of the chapters i cared a8t in a 8it 8c idk what the shit i watched missed 8ut from what i got; ITS GOOD ITS GOOD ITS REALLY GOOD it was so fucking refreshing to s33 an actual clan cat realize hey w8. 8orders are stupid. fighting over territory is stupid. having our loved ones die in front of us 8c we want a few more pieces of prey to eat is FUCKING STUPID   IS JUST. thank GOD. and it was also nice to read--listen-- ok im just gonna say read- a LEADER thats just disillusioned with everything and how he f33ls responsi8le and like hes just continuing the cycle of cats fucking dying cause they think eating A 8ird is the highest priority in existence apparentally. at points i thought itd just laze 8ack and 8e like ‘oh hes just 8ecoming a kittypet cause hes Weak and Untrustworthy and doesnt love his clanm8s and 8lah8lah8lah’ 8ut NO he DOES understand what it means to have a clan he DOES understand what it means to leave it espescially as their Leader and he takes everything seriously and its just.... urghhhhh its like they actually put thought into their writing for once <3 which <3 is weird <3 8c its right fucking next <33 to SPOTTEDLEAFS FUCKING HEART <333333333 unironically do not 8uy the set for pinestars choice 8c spottedleafs heart is That Fucking 8ad PLEASE pir8 it do Not 8uy spottedleafs heart im not fucking around lol im sad characters with names as pretty as doefeather and moonflower die 8ut its cool sunfall 8ecame leader 8c that name also fucks. i love crystal. i cannot 8elieve how funny it is that tigerstar.... tigerstar. literally like 4 hours after his 8irth he GLARES into his fathers eyes with DEPTHS OF EVIL and then goes 8ack to 8eing a normal new8orn kitten and fucking PARALYZED WITH SHOCK his dad goes to sl33p and has a dream where starclan outright SAYS. LIKE I QUOTE. “YOUR SON IS EVIL.” AND THEN CHANT TO KILL HIM and next time he s33s him little tiny 8a8y tigerstar is like hello father :) do you like death? and hes like W and hes like what if i died :) and hes like SORRY GOTTA GO HAVE FUN MURDERING YOUR MOSS 8ALL AND THATS LIKE. THE 2ND LAST TIME HE EVER S33S HIM. i cannot COPE with how funny it is imagine 8eing 8ORN just INCREDI8LY EVIL fresh out the wom8 like GOOD MORNING EVERYONE!!! KILL its sohgsoghshgshgkfshgfmkhgmfshmkfgsmkhg. also i resisted crying at the end it just. It Is A Good 8ook and as for mapleshades HEUGH its ok! incredi8ly short and like, dramatic, i guess, 8ut i do not s33 why ppl would h8 mapleshade 8c of it, its like hollyleaf if she got a grip. i think i want to read crookedstars (promise???) 8c he s33ms like a very sw33t 8oy 8ut i dont wanna read a 8ook where i would have a reason to dislike mapleshade or her motiv8ions. she is good and cool 8ut crookedstar s33ms also good and cool and :(

[nonbinarychaoticstupid]

hi im going to rant abt this a bit more (tell me if you want me to stop !!) but like the way adora and catra didnt want to be separated as kids just like mal and alina, mal and catra both being worried that the other had to sacrifice themselves and hating it, just adora and alina being the chosen ones and mal and catra.... not? every part of this fits so perfectly i cannot

KJNDJCNDJ dw ur good!! and also. LSKJCSKJLKDCRMKC OUHHHHHH YEAH EXACTLY THEYRE SO GOOOOOD ITS MAKING ME FEEL INSANE THEIR ARCS WORK SO WELL WHEN U PUT THEM TOGETHER...........