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This might be all over the place but I'm just gonna rant about Rinne's character development and how other people see him mostly since I think that is the most interesting way to look at him.
Rinne, as we all know, puts up a facade in front of basically everyone. He's always laughing and scheming about something and makes it fairly obvious to everyone that he's all about causing trouble on purpose. He wants to destroy ES from the inside out, breaking the system that threatens to homogenize idols and take away what he loves about them.
(Cutting a lot of other screenshots due to image limit). The new system is limiting and that's something Rinne explicitly doesn't like. He wants to be loud and angry and be human. This, ultimately, is what motivates him through the entire main story.
Now, during this same time period we're also establishing the basic Bee dynamic. In the first interactions between HiMERU and Rinne we get some back and forth about what they should do and also find out that Rinne knows about Kaname. Maybe not more than the broad strokes (just that the HiMERU in his unit is not the original HiMERU and that the original is out of commission) but he knows there's something going on there. HiMERU does not like this and directly says that anyone who knows about his secret needs to be erased, but Rinne is too important as their leader to erase, so he'll have to leave him be for now.
Rinne is a nuisance to HiMERU but a necessary one. Crazy:B needs to survive in order for HiMERU to make a proper comeback as an idol, and eventually the plan would be to break away (which comes up again in Night Club, which is a whole other post, but Rinne eventually convinces him that being a solo idol would be a bad idea, potentially also thinking about how it would impact Kaname's legacy, though that's just speculation on my end)
Niki we know at this point sees Rinne as a nuisance as well, at least that's how he vocally expresses it. His conversation with Mayoi in Chapter 5 shows that he does know Rinne better than almost anyone and that Rinne is just putting up a front to keep other people away.
Kohaku's view of Rinne is a little harder to pin down right away. Kohaku fights back initially against Rinne's views on the ES idol system, saying he needs to go with it and put aside his arguments for the sake of survival before Rinne shoots that down with his monologue about not being crushed in the gears of the machine and becoming something he hates. Kohaku, of the three other Bees, seems to be the most open and willing to trust Rinne and follow him, likely because he doesn't have as much to lose.
Kohaku is the most willing to accept Rinne's vision of idols as well, willing to get his hands dirty alongside him because that's all he knows (he brings it up a lot in the joint conversations between Crazy:B and Alkaloid). Even if he would rather take the easy route and go with the system, there's no real fun in that. It would be like he never even left home if he just gave up without a fight.
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Hi folks, just wanted to say that I'll not post much on the next months or so because of life reasons, and I honestly have no idea when I'll get around to translate the next chapter (tho I'll try not to take too long).
I'll still doodle stuff now and then if I can and you guys can still send asks (again I WILL answer them all I'll just take comical amounts of time to do so). Thanks for sticking around :)
(more on the tags if you want to read)
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...okay.. I think I'm ready. This is it!!! No more holding back!!! I need to reveal to the world my truth and my heart!! Guys! I'm uh.. coming out......
....as a Persona fan. W-WELL PERSONA FAN-IN-PROGRESS?? I don't know the WHOLE story.. but I know enough to be hyperfixated and VERY attached to the characters..?
Why am I saying this? Well.. I guess I wanna jumpstart the possibility of.... um... Persona art.. on this blog- But I'm WAY too embarrassed to start on my own accord so...
To those aware of the media (there's bound to be some..) um.. I'm opening requests for Persona 4 and 5 art! So uh.. hit me with it!! I guess!
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begging all my dear mutuals who are rbing that post about wanting non uwu gay rep in novels to get into danmei. do u want a fantasy about a disgraced god trying to outrun his brutal and sordid past and failing laughably and also getting gay kissed. theres a danmei novel for that. do u want heavy and intricate steampunk mecha political fantasy. theres a danmei novel for that. do u want absurdly long SF about galactic wars with huge fucking mechs and also weird interstellar political intrigue and revolution. theres a danmei novel for that. do you want a mystery solving and also a deconstruction of mob mentality and the horrors of war and loss of innocence and unconditional love and through the vehicle of a fun adhd necromancer who dies and gets nonconsensually resurrected thirteen years later. theres a danmei novel for that. do you want to read about terminally ill war crimes georg and an mass murderer escaping the narrative and coming to terms with trauma and intimacy. theres a danmei novel for that. do you want a story that COULD be like whatever a reincarnation romcom or something but instead it chooses to be ancient fantasy china game of thrones. theres a danmei novel for that. do you want contemporary psychological thriller/suspense with like crime solving and assholes who cannot stop arguing. theres a danmei novel for that. etc etc etc.
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Rotting, festering on an operating table, under sunlight and moonlight. Exposed.
Lying for days, as flesh begins to pucker and flies gather curiously, kissing muscle tissue and sipping oils from cross-sectional glands.
Are they opportunistic? Feeding on what’s been left behind? Or did they really care and consume small bits of me out of pity, to show someone is still there, in spite of it all.
I know I’ve done wrong. I almost don’t blame you for wanting vengeance, so you tore out all the terrible things that lied inside for the world to see, to cry out in disgust and leave, leave, leave. Nobody wants anything to do with something like that. Doesn’t matter if we all have the same organs in our uniform human bodies; you DARED put that on display? Your vulnerability is shameful. Revolting.
You want me to repent? I would’ve wanted you to finish mutilating me right there and then, maybe it would’ve sped up my thought process. You said I hurt others, hurt you, so why don’t I deserve to hurt in return? Why didn’t you break my bones in, snap them and shatter them, crush my miserable flesh and skin into a soupy pulp? It’s what I deserve. But after it all, you still had the audacity to say “even those like you should get a second chance.”
I’ve been rendered an open pit of blood: some parts still warm and half-clotted, but others dried to a crispy rust that flakes off pathetically from bumpy scabs. I almost don’t want to be alive anymore, and I hate that you said you’re “above” killing, all of you turning your noses up at the tainted mess I am from the moral high ground you all rent out a place in.
Why couldn’t you have just let me die? For as much as you denounce the actions my hands took, you once had kissed my fingers so gently and admired what I had made. Aren’t you tempted to destroy these tools of evil? Sever my arm and peel off every dermal layer, cut it up into pieces with your incisors and bite into flesh so deeply it splits and frays my veins. Mark me up and make me gone, wouldn’t it be the ultimate punishment?
But you’re not like that. You instead opted to leave me out here to thaw and decay, to succumb to the torturous things I ponder about while I bleed out.
Until scraps of me fall like rotten fruit, and until mold decides to grow over and cover my indecency in a soft coat so everyone forgets, I’ll ferment while I reflect.
Decomposing, because it’s all caught up to me, yet I don’t think I had a stable composition to begin with.
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Okay, so I have decided something.
I am going to keep drawings of OCs (and by extension Dee) on my deviantart instead of here. I just feel like my original characters kinda ruin the whole "fandom blog with an emotionally unstable person running it" thing i have going on here
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