#its weird to me PERSONALLY but meh u do u

[sttoru]

(as a person in late twenties) despite it being lines on paper, they’re usually….portrayed as children? from their mannerisms to their behaviors and characteristics. in so many ways it is constantly reinforced (through plot and actual adults around them) that they’re children. to be in the later stages of your twenties or thirties and want to push up their age so you can comfortably fantasize about sex with them…you have to step back and consider where the point of attraction starts? and why? idk. different strokes for different folks ig. they’re not real so in the end i suppose it is what it is, but there are times where it feels like regardless of them not being real, there is a point where it perhaps, conceptually becomes…unethical?

this rotted for so long (a month) in my inbox because it got buried along so many other stuff, but i personally agree w everything said anon, u said what i think perfectly

[kyoohyeon]

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[zai-doodles]

Yeah!! Please rank the spirit dresses!

LETS GOOOOOOO

ok ok ill try to not ramble too much but this will def be long lol

im not perfect by any means and these r just my opinions so idk don't kill me ig, if u disagree u can say that but be polite

10. OK so in LAST PLACE WE HAVE

CAPRICORN!

ok put down ur pitch forks and let me talk-

its not a BAD design aesthetically or in concept, I've seen ppl say its kinda leaning into a like, spy vibe or something and I really like the sunglasses and horns!

BUT capricorn never read as a spy to me?? maybe its just me but he always came off as more of a butler parody especially w the tailcoat he gets in this screenshot

i think both capricorn and the stardress suffer from not having a very visually distinct concept so when put together its barely feels like they match at all, its its v clear that putting lucy in a skimpy dress took priority over making a cool design that connected to the story

i dont even love my redesign for this dress anymore bc I feel like I just need to redo Capricorn first to give him a stronger concept then deal w the dress later

OK

9.

AQUARIUS

this is blasphemy i know but PLEASE HEAR ME OUT

this one is way more personal preferance so if u disagree that's so chill there's just too many things w this dress that bother me

I hate the hair, i really do like grown women w pigtails is already a pet peeve of mine bc its so male gazy to me but combining that with the bikini top and super short skirt just annoys me

and let me say again THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH LIKING THIS but in the larger context of this being the AQUARIUS dress it just doesn't read like her at all!! Sure she has a bikini but she also has v ling hair!

where capricorn suffers from too little visual concept aquarius has so much of it!! The gold to me reads v fancy and royalty esque which makes sense for her personality, just changing the hair to something more like what aquarius has would do wonders I feel like

plus i hate the green-

my first redesign ever was this dress bc it annoyed me soooo much

ANYWAY-

8.

VIRGO

this fit is fine, just boring

but virgos design is also boring and the one interesting thing, her chains, NOT being part of the star dress or alluded to makes me angry

also pigtails so it loses points

NEXT

7.

ARIES

again its fine but its boring, mainly bc aries' design is also boring so-

idk i wish they went more bo peep with it cuz I feel like that could have been cute

also more fucking pigtails-

6.

TAURUS

if any fit deserved to have horns its this one TAURUS IS A BULL-

anyway this fits is also fine but damn they could have gone so much harder w the cowgirl thing

i do still stand by my redesign for this stardress bc I think it fits canon without redoing taurus

she should have a nose ring its just facts-

5.

GEMINI

love the concept and idea! kinda meh execution

its fine ig but its also like gemini don't look anything like this? which makes this another one were I feel ud have to rework gemini to give them more visual cues u could take

the headdress specfically confuses me since the wiki says its a Kokoshnik but after looking at the wiki for that I found nothing in the history that makes that make sense for this fit?? like concept wise??

its only so high up bc i respect that they did something different and creative with this dress and the way they split the colors on the dress itself is cute, just wish they went more magician or even jester w it

the only pigtails im kinda ok w bc symmetry

(when i say more magician i did it this way:

4.

SCORPIO

its cute, i wish the tail was bigger and I see v little reason for the fit to be skin tight when scorpio himself literally has a half skirt thing going on

i still like this so here, as u can see I liked the idea with the hair and headband combo I just wish they had pushed it further

3.

SAGITTARIUS

again, cool concept, weird execution?

this one is the only one i feel that THRIVES from not taking any visual cues from the spirit bc honestly his design just sucks I'm sorry ik its supposed to be funny but its just stupid to me idk

however even if i like thaty they did something different AND gave her the bow and arrow, it annoys me still that nothing about the fit reads equestrian or archery? there's SO MANY historical fits they could have used as inspo for this and they just chose not to and that's lazy to me idk

also also i hate that for a while bc of the way the manga was colored it looked like she was fully just wearing underwear bc of the white fabric with nothing on her thighs like that's dumb he's a horse u WANT something there to protect that area when riding

2.

LEO

its cute, it matched loke design AND personality wise, wish there were more lion elements but overall v cute

CANCER

i already talked abt my thoughts on this dress here so yeits just good AND the pigtails r ok bc they r meant to mimic cancers silhouette which I really like

summary:

[giselberts]

List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers (ू•‧̫•ू⑅)♡ (only do this if u want lol, no pressure at all!!!)

HOH yes!! in no particular order:

writing - i have so many little ideas in my brain that never get too far with some exceptions, and many of my story ideas have no ends, but i really like creating universes and stories! and some of them lead to interesting things, like my fics have lead to me making mods, or one of them becoming a game i'm doing right now for my final uni project! i'm actually looking into whether or not i should do a game designer course in the future so that i can properly pitch my writings and ideas into games :)

video games - i'm studying to be a game dev now, so uh. yeah video games kind of make me happy!!! these days i'm more into analysing games rather than like... fully immerse myself into them, but even if i end up playing a game that i wouldn't normally like, being able to analyse it and dissect it is also somehow fun, so no matter what, i always come on top!! (that one article about analysing the level design/structure of bethesda games lives rent free in my brain. i used to be meh about fallout but reading that article about its design changed how i feel about it??)

cooking - there's something so fun about making things from scratch and seeing them come together into a wonderful delicious thing :) i have this weird thing where i love the taste of some things but hate their texture so i don't always end up eating what i make which is sad but it's still fun to do!! i like the more science-y aspect of cooking? like... learning about maillard reactions, about the balance of sweet/savoury/acidity, about flavour profiles... its fun and interesting but it also makes me cry when i see my grandma not use any spice or salt in her food. does she want me to die.

creating - it's a general term, but making something by yourself and see it come together... its the best feeling :) like holy shit my hands made that!!! i've always been kind of into sewing (on a doll scale, not on a human scale) and embroidery, and i'm still bad at it but it's so nice to see how much i improve everytime i try, and it's a good motivator :)

my cats - they're just funny little guys. one of them taught himself how to use the toilet like a regular person. the other is just about to figure how to open doors (but he isnt tall enough). together they're little idiots but they're my idiots !!

[charrtastrophe]

Started playing fe: engage and honestly I am just not feeling it so far. Ive finished 6 chapters so far and. Its okay. It still hasn't captured me much at all. I wanna give it an honest chance and finish it but so far I don't care about it and I'm disappointed BC I've heard a lot of good things about it. Its kind of just a meh 5/10 so far.

More thoughts/criticisms under cut

There's a lot of things that happen that are just... Nothing?? You're telling me "bonding" with Marth is literally 2 lines? After he spend 1000 years watching over alear it's gonna be 2 lines of dialogue getting to a c bond??? We don't get to hear much of his thoughts or any funny little thing that happened while alear was asleep it's just "I like that we can talk". Okay

And like the "wake up" scene I saw was just like nothing too?? Etie like came in the room and said she was doing some sort of routine (the screen was blank and u couldn't see anything at all) and then she just goes "oh you're awake" and acts awkward for a second and that's pretty much it 😭😭 what?? it's not even like a fun bonding getting to know this character it was LITERALLY nothing. Your telling me there's a lot more of these things? For sleeping, which seems so do nothing but pass time in the hub world? 😭

And there's just some weird shit that happens too

Why did this 11 year old child's parents just let him come with some random royals into a war without like any fuss. The mom was so ready to just be like bye and the dad was like "??? Ok I guess" ?? Who even is this kid ??? (Jean)

And the like c bond cutscene with framme (whom I assume is like 13? 14?) was weird she was just being like a cheerleader/fangirl to alear swinging a sword and it wasn't cute or funny like it was trying to be it was just uncomfortable and strange. Weird ass anime shit

I don't really care about any of the characters very much so far. I do kinda like yunaka so far and I kinda like Louis but it's also kinda just his voice actor (J Michael Tatum mind you. Iykyk) Everyone just seems so cookie cutter "we love the divine dragon" and it's just like. Ok. Do u have any other personality??? I really hope the characters improve BC so far theyre just designs w barely any personality

The break system added to the gameplay is good and I liked the map that was covered in dark. The actual combat gameplay is the best part of the game and it goes by so fast.

This game so far is just so nothing I wasnt even expecting anything life changing after three houses and am currently disappointed

[httpiastri]

Hiii love!

How are you doing? It's been ages again 🫣

I went ice skating again today for the first time in years, and even though I am exhausted now and my legs hurt I had so much fun and I was actually still able to skate pretty well! Very proud of myself for that haha

Also, the Vegas Race... I'll probably be able to watch it, even though it's so goddamn early in the morning and I am so excited because its gonna be such a shitshow!

Pitlane Exit onto the hairpin, cold tyres, almost no corners, that weird sphere thing in the background... It's Gonna be interesting! I just hope noone gets hurt or anything, because I actually do expect half the grid to dnf. Hopefully not any favs though!!

(what if max dnfs then Lando win in Las Vegas babyyyy) (definetly Not happening but a girl can dream)

Life has been good to me, I can't believe it's almost December already! I will fly home for Christmas to see my family and I am really excited for it, got almost all the Christmas present already even though usually I am awfull at this (expect my mom, because I always wanna get her something extra special because she does so much and I never find anything good enough 😭)

Are you good with presents? I am always terrified they will hate what I chose... Meh.

Anyways, I hope you have a fun time watching the race if you can and had a good week!

(also, the Lando/Oscar aftercare?? As always, chefs kiss! I will never get tired of your storys...)

-✨

love!!! hello!!!!!

it sure has been ages, i've missed you! happy to hear that you've been good <3 ice skating! that's so much fun!! i had practically never ice skated before 2020 but i tried it once with a friend and i was hooked. haven't done it in a while tho 💔 maybe this winter!

did u end up getting up in the morning to watch? lowkey hope u didn't considering what happened to lando 😭 but then again, it's not much better to wake up to the news that he's in the hospital... i woke up at 8 to just watch macau and then that was just as much of a shitshow lol! sad that i didn't wake up to watch osc all the way since he had such a good run. im actually surprised at how good las vegas was compared to the expectations... i didn't look too hard but i didn't see the sphere thing too much 🤣 it should've played the inchident video to celebrate lestappen podium 🙏

so happy it's almost december and christmas! the best time of the year 🤭 i'm glad you'll have time to go home and spend the holidays with your family, you deserve a good break <3<3 i think i'm quite alright with presents if i know the person well, but otherwise it's so hard.... not only do we barely even celebrate christmas in my family (it breaks my heart since it's my favorite holiday......), but we're especially bad at gift giving lol! we usually just don't make a big deal out of it. suits me kinda well tho because receiving presents can make me kinda uncomfy 😶

awe love i hope you have a good week too!! come back soon again 💓

[trentskis]

meh as a liverpool fan i don’t think fans or pgmol should try and get involved in romero and macca’s instagram comments lmao they’re nt teammates and know each other irl, the way they banter cannot be interpreted by any governing body or by fans. it’s a pity seeing the rightful criticism of pgmol and refereeing being overshadowed by a vocal minority who have it in for spurs. they’re not my fave club either but honestly other than being the other team on the pitch i don’t see what they’ve done wrong, not the players’ or the manager’s fault the ref fucked up (var gave it as a goal the ref misinterpreted it). going after them just delegitimises the cause imo (not saying you have at all, just been seeing it a lot and thought this would be a good place to have a levelheaded discussion)

i honestly think it is borderline weird for pgmol to get involved in macca's instagram comment, yeah instagram is a public platform but him leaving a comment on his friends' instagram bcus he was a bit pissed off is no reason for fuckin pgmol to get involved imo. what is their beef w macca djsjd first they give him that red that wasn't a red and now they're goin after him for a silly instagram comment like will they ever get a grip 😭 it is really bizarre imo that players literally can't make a negative comment or criticise a referee at all without some consequence now. like wtf

i also agree w the comment about spurs - i am all for some petty club hatred as is football tradition, and ppl who already hated spurs is one thing but ppl who think they had some involvement in it and blame them for it... i personally don't think so i think the referee is just a corrupt gobshite, esp because he's apparently done stuff like this before. like i said in my tags what i do think would be helpful from their pov is being like oh yeah that refereeing was fucked up instead of downplaying it, esp because pgmol admitted they made mistakes, it would not harm them in any way to say something. because if it's one side saying they were fucked by referees in a match they lost, and the winning side saying nothing, to me it's kind of like.. making it look like liverpool r just bitter bcus they lost. and i know some spurs fans see it that way too. so idk i think since everyone gets fucked over by referees it would be cool to see some kind of solidarity abt it bcus then something might get done, and it would also further legitimise liverpool's cause, which would end up benefitting the pl as a whole maybe. idk if u agree neither am i expecting u to, maybe spurs feel like its not their place or something, just how i feel about it personally!

[anoms-world]

11 ppl dont change dont let them lie at you evyone have a comfort zone to back to no matter how harmfull it can be sometimes and of course dependent on the inviroment if its against you or with you wondering who whispering in the shadow now yea everone deserve to live to die peacefully 12 pleaser be like creepy talkinginf personal about themself yet objictvly toward you being slow low defensive teaser are crazy lol they think you talk personal toward them yet objetively toward your self lol they think you are attacking as they do oh and they wish for spices often their wish become true tho you didnt hope for that at all real toxic and you were weak motivated by their blind whispers weird and funny they will deny that do they can not see their shadow? 13 the sad truth is you have to fight and being silence is your fight against life theifs 14 its hard to believe that i rather take damage to just talk my way to not feel alone its seems the only way i know so well with teasers (well at least they serious now staring at the mirror and im sorf of liying at myself throgh that for any kind of comfort for my spirit) i just hate words judgment long personal talk and gosib generally words used for aggrisive personal intuetion

15no i really dont want to forget tho things looks nice now as if was deceved oh and repeat all the pain no thx 16dont joke about food they real seroius about eneregy sources even if you dont need much of it for mind function 17sharing is caring yea espicially when sharing pain no wonder most of us gone unconst all the time 18as much the heart is wide it become empty way too soon i dont think its a good thing its fine if its work for you no judgement

19im inautopilut mode for long time now bc the grip 20for some reason i still remember the wober of street cat who 21we almost best friend wen no one around it make me fierce

22laugh it off if u want im trumalized by nice i knew there was something behind that i feel depressed u cant fool me dont worry im keeping everyone secrites include mine 23 im leaving ihave nothing else i just think being slave for back forth commincain or objective mind stimulation even f fake and natural or emergency needs which requied money depend on your best self often its not even there

-it seem everyone need an enemy geneticly include me as a result -remeber every creature yea even the small one in this world wiill eat you alive when you weak or desprate or sleeap for chance or change -it make me sad to realize no one really care orignaly and they would leave you at the road if they had to -it seem a bit off for me to act as if you were sinsitve by my ballshit when the fact maybe you are the first who can or would approve and handle in ways no one would imagine -never rely on hope it will tear you apart you either would be the one who tear them self apart in defense ooor tearing someone else aparat in attack in another i rathar to attack my self to stay distand frome massive ways keep hating you hate to have to avoid dting brokrn mentallt over and over again while you attack yourself rathar attack others to stay close the exact oposote lmao a real sad story agony? irony?no nono its a thing and its real -the thing is between being hunted like animal by ur closest one orthe factu triedto pleaseall theseyearstrying to pleasethem whileu lost ur real self true identityalongtheway plus not even giving a fuck about ur falling confusedtears

going vegan… i will stop writing for now (until my device reach out then i would draw i have some repeated things) …something off about being nonvegan like evil smart vibes which unhuman to me …. its just meh .. do:coffee hawthorn chimal ginsinsing fennel pumpkin seed black eyed peas lentins oats sardine peanutbutter apricot carrots pineapple lemon lime grapefruit flax seed/oil black seed oil grapefruit grapeleaves garlic onion cherries green tea red wine green bean ginger barly malt soy okra spinach blue/black berry

dont:cashew potato tomato mango coconut meatmilk orange chixkpeas butter beef liver selt water corn oil white vinger frucose cheesecream/chedder pepper alltypes

before i go i have theory about the shadow ppl i think they are just ppl suck out the life from ur child hood which created the personality u have today or whatever left of you in some rare lifes if you want to say its also the reason why u have love and hate relationship with them as u become older unless overloaded to even comberhence/care or or no love and hate thing which would be great which imposiple and too late the boundry are too crosed its why you have comfy looped confusion of your own and shadow reminder in return which had to hold on personal believe for mental peace chance unless already forget or already distracted

i wonder if its just the old spirit memories and they arent even mine for guideness and to recognise for the connection within tho we arent similar or even close at all it must be deferent for connection yet its almost like simon relationship oh i forget it faster than me it can be slower than you who knows?! its by how you build ive never knew someone who was able to change their basic building entirly only the ilusinal one who like to lie in positive twisted confinsing way yea too many types most of them weirded by you XD its awesome!! not really, them confidant XD yea!

maybe maybe its your first memory first stroke and trauma XD love/hate? then comfy?

some twitch ppl have some real good vibes XD hint for what going on sure you can feel it tho its not real for me sometimes yet enough to fill time before something else do so im hopping from channel to another

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did i mentioned i had the worst brain fog this week >.>

its why i find late activeties helpfull to some extended level

[effervescentdragon]

my brain is working today!! so!! i will put some ship names here.

twinklaren

sico

valewis

farawyn

gigolas

sculder

darklina

malina

like go off u pick whatever u want mwah

Hiii bestiiiie im glad your brain works okay lets go!

Sico - my beloved german twincest. Same person different fonts. Insane abiut them, only saw it done right once by the other C.

Valewis - the definition of meh and consolation prize and "you just want good things for lewis, and really, who wouldnt". Will only read niamh and nailas bcs i know their characterisations and theyre right.

Farawyn - my otp from when i first read lotr. I literally couldnt care less about aragorn and arwen when malewife girlboss pairing was right there. When he speaks to her in the hiuses of healing my heart weeps and so do my eyes.

Gigolas - oooh i love them! Didnt discover them till like 2020?? But i fell in love, and honeatly its mostly the fault of this amazing fic called Sansûkh. Damn i should reread lotr sometime when the mere thought doesnt make me wanna cry like a baby and miss my dad more than i need to breathe.

Sculder - i was hooked from the first episode. Absolute yes. Im teying not to spoiler the show for myself so im refraining feom reading fics but like. Absolute yes. Malewife girlboss. I... may have a type.

Darklina - ... i mean. :) yes. Honestly it makes more sense to me than Malina, which is just boring as fuck. Nobody cares. Go be the dark lady, Alina, maybe then i'd appreciate you more.

LOVE YOU ❤️

Edit: shit i forgot twinklaren! Okay so. I get annoyed by lando very frequently and hes somehow less annoying w oscar? Idk. I have a prompt and im thinking of making it a bit dark. Not sure yet. Im weird abt those twinks.

[yuukei-yikes]

any thoughts on remind blue?

currently, it is my favorite kagepro song (this changes like every week but i digress...) and i really want to make a pv for it but i lowkey have no idea where to start

your analysis/ramblings on things is really interesting to read and see, so also just wanted to let you know that i love all the content you post!! :D

I LOV remind blue. like every kagepro song makes me want to rip my face off ♥️♥️♥️ but this one is one of those that make me feel so strongly that i cant listen to it ♥️♥️♥️ cuz i do that btw. i cannot listen to kagepro songs without preparing myself emotionally and it has to be when i am alone in my room. i could never listen to them in public. that'd be weird. im drawing and suddenly a kagepro song comes on in my playlist and im like this is so fucked up who put this here (<- i did)

songs like summertime record, lost day hour, remind blue and ayanos theory of happiness specifically i basically never listen to because it causes something in me both mentally and physically. im normal though.

TOTALLY support the idea to make a pv!!! i wouldn't know how to start either tbh💔 who would u make it be sung by?? like the song is so good but for the lyrics im like meh like str is already a thing. idk it sorta has the same vibe. its like summertime record and lost day hour's lyrics had a little baby together. which is why i always liked to interpret it as a haruka song but fuck it ig its shintaro's.

i also liked the idea of it being seto's or hibiya's. i think they'd deserve a song like this, especially hibiya!! tho for hibiya the whole "adult" thing is different LOL and even seto, he's just 17... ive always loved haruka being the punchbag for the "im an adult wtf" feeling because he goes from living his whole life thinking he will die and then he doesn't. or well he DOES die but then comes back, and suddenly he finds himself with his whole life ahead. like haruka and his early 20s crisis abt i did NOT think id be alive this long and now i gotta deal with everything those feelings bring me but at the same time i have to pay rent and worry abt what to make for dinner soooo erm fine ig. that's also what i think lost day hour is about, i know jin describes it more like a song abt old friends but girl idk it rly only has a couple lines abt that as opposed to all the rest of the song... erm. what was i talking about again.

i just think it was rly funny how we were all like ok remind blue uses "boku" so it's seto kano hibiya or haruka (or konoha). and then jin was like hehe. shintaro♥️ SHINTARO DOESNT EVEN USE BOKU whatever im pretty sure he also said it can fit anyone and its more a general mekakushi dan song. but tbh so is summertime record sooooo. sorry im sidetracking a lot

i dont particularly care for remind blue so much (LIKE THE SONG SLAPS im still talking about lyrics) bc it's very heavy on the shit abt like growing distant and stuff sortof??? like kagepros ending/str is implied to have the mekadan not grow apart but kinda do their own thing while still meeting to hang out, bc kagepro is also about growing up and with growing up comes maybe growing distant from these friends you love, but they will always be important and one of a kind in ur life and when u meet its like time hasnt rly passed between you. not to mention the whole thing about combining eyes and how all the snakes will always end up gathering by the queen no matter what, meaning the dan will always be bound to make their ways back to each other no matter what, and are connected to one another by the literal narrative that theyre all actually sort of aware of a little bit (they always refer to their tragedy as a "story"..kagepro is a little meta lol). and like that's all so beautiful but also fuck it. they all meet for pizza nights every week. erm. the passage of time am i right

ALSO TY FOR READING MY POSTS:///3 I LOVE KAGEROU PROJECT A NORMAL AMOUNT AND IM A NORMAL PERSON

[that-crazy-five-foot-two-chick]

Getting nostalgic thinking about my babystay days 🥲 I literally remember where I was sitting and how my computer was positioned when I first sat down and listened to Back Door for the first time (I think that was my first skz song). And fool that I was, my reaction was "meh" 😭

(For context, I've always been a lyrics person with music and Back Door is admittedly not that deep, but I've since come to appreciate that not all songs have to be deep and sometimes what we need is a song that's just there for the vibes and that is perfectly acceptable and serves its purpose and there are some GREAT songs in that category!)

I've obviously since changed my mind about Back Door, but I started liking skz for them (which is every marketer's dream) because I somehow stumbled across them amidst BTS Pinterest and thought they were funny crackheads (one of the things I also loved BTS for).

But I'm also remembering how later that summer (2021) I heard TOP in an anime openings compilation that my brother begged me to put on and—not knowing it was skz—I just stopped and went "wait wait hold up this is GOOD" and then "by Stray Kids" came onscreen and I was like "huh that's funny, but surely it's some jpop band with the same name" and then "3racha" came on in the credits with their respective names and I flipped my freaking gourd as my Southern dad would say

So suffice to say, I can prove decidedly that I would also like their music if I didn't give a flying flip about the boys lol. But I do and it's lowkey a problem but I also lowkey don't care and my fandom Pied Piper-ness has been successful in the past, so it will in fact not be stopping cuz we still constructing keep it coming HAH WHY U MAD BRAH

actually please stop me sometimes

It doesn't feel like that long ago and it feels weird that I'm more "veteran" than like half the Stays in existence now aghhhh but their growth never really hit me because to me, each win just felt like a natural course of events. Like, "yeah, of course this should blow up, it's awesome and we know it's awesome!" And it's not like them getting bigger has changed them either. All that's changed is a growing obsession with grabbing each other's butts imo 🤣 That, and the natural course of maturing a little around the edges as you get older.

Which, in the end, is what makes me STAY and always will. The heart and mind of each Stray Kid is fascinating to me and I can't properly describe how much I love how they process the world around them. If you need any further proof, watch the Maxident album intro segment about what love means to them, because if you see what I saw, you'll see eight men with a better understanding of the concept than many people far older than them, each with their own slant on it.

Where did this essay come from, I was only posting about those first two babystay moments— Rather than rambling further, because I want to do other things with my life today, I'm just gonna say, if you're reading this, Chris, I'm glad. I hope this little segment of my "Stay Story" makes your day a little brighter! You guys inspire me more than you know in more ways than you know, but rather than letting that pressure you, I hope it lets you know that you're doing well.

And if any newer/almost Stays are reading this, I hope this was a fun story and makes you want to get to know them even better!

Because I don't have any better ideas on when to shut up, I'm gonna put on my Chan hat beanie for a second and end this with a biiiiig hug 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

Thank you Stays~

Thank you Babystays~

And I'll see youuuu next time!

[zukotheartist]

It’s 2023, so let’s celebrate the good things that happened to us in 2022! List ten amazing things that happened to you last year and then send this to ten people who brighten your day!

BESTIE, thank u so much for this lovely ask🥰! Good luck with your 2023 resolutions🥳!

10 good things that happened to me in 2022:

(Not in order. Also some are a bit meh bc tbh i didnt do that much this year😅)

SAW MCR LIVE!!! Big gender and spiritual moment, no joke.

Improved A LOT with my art!

Wrote A LOT of fics and got some really nice feedback🥺

Opened up to some people! I'm quite proud of that since it took a lot of effort.

Started uni (this has cons too, ofc, but I am glad im doing smth productive akskdkrkr)

Tried to talk to new people! I even have a study buddy now! (I have some online ones too but having an irl one that goes to my same uni is nice)

Got a tattoo! (Tho i already want a coverup😅 but I don't regret getting it! It's weird but i AM glad I got it, I had been dreaming of it since i was in middle school but stuff changes and it's related to a thing from a person I don't support and I dont wanna give the wrong impression or make anyone feel unsafe, so just in case, i think ill end its journey and an art school friend of mine already drew me some coverup options!!!)

Achieved some health goals! (Won't elaborate, sorry, private sjdkdkdkd)

Started (VERY s l o w l y and calmly) self-learning a bit of basic/easy coding! And did my first silly project! (Just a web page with a title, header, photo and a link to another site)

Befriended a stray cat that now visits us a lot of times everyday and also stays inside our house for hours🥺 (+ I have a house cat too🥰)

[evil-craigjones-marry-me-plz]

uhh intro post meow

⁠✧. basic stuff .⁠✧

⁠✧. I go by Craig, but I prefer being called nicknames. (pls do not call me sweetie, bub, darling, or anything with babe/baby or love in it. i also prefer nicknames that are sorta mean, like dummy and pipsqueak)

⁠✧. craig goes by any pronouns. he likes it if you he/him and it/its the most, they/them pronouns are his least favorite.

⁠✧. I am under the age of 16. idc what age you are if u interact. just don't be weird.

⁠✧. I easily forget things, I may not remember you friend's name or your age etc. I am blunt and candid, I will not sugarcoat nor censor things. I have dark humor as well, I will make jokes about crimes, tragedies, etc

⁠✧. I am mentally ill, I can't really find a label that suits what I experience and feel about others and myself.

⁠✧. please don't call me "human." I prefer to be called an anomaly, critter, entity, etc :).

⁠✧. I am Guatemalan and American.

⁠✧. My ask box is ONLY open to gifts and questions currently.

⁠✧. main fandoms/interests ⁠.✧

⁠✧. Metalocalypse, Electric Dreams, Brewstew, Slipknot, South Park, Eden's Zero, Madoka Magica, Inanimate Insanity, Inside Job, Big City Greens, SANRIO, True Crime (I do not condone, encourage, nor support ffs), Pop Team Epic, Kill Me Baby, Learning With Pibby, Supermariologan, Superjail, System Of A Down, Peppa Pig, Plants VS Zombies, VOCALOID, UTAUloid, Invader Zim, Mogeko's Castle, Sallyface, Regretevator, Spirit Circle, OK K.O, Baldi's Basics, and Bubble Guppies, kinks, paraphilias, the human mind

⁠✧. craig plans on getting into Randal and Friends, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, ONE (object show), Delicious in Dungeon, Prettyblood, Breaking Bad, Smiling Friends, Moral Orel, All Saints Street, Dogman, Nya Neko Sugar Girls, Perfume (band), BUCK-TICK, WATGBS, Dragon Ball Z, and many, many more.

⁠✧. DNI and boundaries .✧

meh if I don't like you I'll block you. also, don't get me involved with any sort of dumb discourse, such as shipping, lgbtq, and political discourse.

⁠✧. trivia abt me, I guess .⁠✧

⁠✧. my favorite animals are seals, maggots, moles and snails in general.

⁠✧. my favorite color is purple, and coloring is one of my favorite hobbies.

⁠✧. I am an age dreamer, age regressor, pet dreamer, and sometimes a caregiver.

⁠✧. I am a misanthrope.

⁠✧. I don't experience ANY platonic nor romantic attraction. if the thought of craig never seeing you as a friend makes you uncomfortable, don't become my "friend"

⁠✧. I am a pro and darkshipper, but I won't ever post about my darkships

⁠✧. I am pro para and pro kink, won't ever talk about those either

⁠✧. sometimes craig will speak in third person to make himself happy

⁠✧. I am a nihilist and non religious.

⁠✧. social medias .⁠✧

Tiktok

WPD (main)

WPD (alt)

Character AI

AO3

I have no other social medias.

Made: May 2

Last edited/updated: September 21

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[moodywyrm]

omg yes !! thats what it was !! i have such a hard time remembering book names for some reason? but it was really good !! i deffo recommend !! and acotars okay ,, i just finished the first book and i liked it but idk if im gonna keep reading cus it was kinda boring for me ?? idk im very picky ab books !!

and yeah i guess so ,, its pet cemetery isnt super popular but all my friends call me basic for liking his writing and its just agghg</3 but its okay !!

and yayyyy !! home ! i think(?) i hope u have a good time bb ! the bestest time <3

im okay ! just tryna find another book to read but i just cany decide on oneeee

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I might read it! im not in a huge romance mood rn but it is on my radar! yeah acotar is just kinda meh? I do think the other books a little bit more interesting, but like I wouldn't reread them personally? im also kinda picky about my books but at the same time ill read whatever I can?

while I do have some beef with Stephen King just bc of how weird he writes women sometimes, I don't think it makes you basic to like his writing? it's good writing!!

home! yes! a weird time but good nonetheless <3 and what are your options? I love picking out books to read, I have my next one lined up already <3

[rawrmeansilyindinosawr]

ketamine is NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART (ty rat priest)

ladyfag is a kute venue w lots of kute boyz and u n ur friend dance on stage cuz why not. the dj puts the lights on u and ur friendz n sweat drip drops from ur head down to ur body and it feels holy. dirty magazine party is nxt and there's a human carpet who is coercing people into his kink to step on him like a carpet n gets mad when u ask him if he's ok so u get on him with ur 5 inch platforms and jump ttwice. cobra snake is snapping pix of everyone and the girl who u met a vivienne westwood last week tells u she likes ur kitty kat ears and u blush. u meet a girl that looks like the reincarnation of SOPHIE and spiel ur lil spiel ab how she changed ur entire life n stance on music/started ur party life. she asks to kiss u after and u let her. <3

ugh sigh eek ugh sigh eek meh blah ugh ooof. mi head is spinning and the come down from molly is never fun. found myself being v suicidal. wrote this cuz i wuz eating chicken wings and sad.

"im sucking the meat out of my teeth from the gaps in between. i used to pull my teeth when they started becoming loose and make sure they fell out the same day, i did it cuz i wanted the tooth fairy to make my wishes come true, to be in a loving family, to be happy. there's a gap from this tooth i pulled when i was 12 or so, it healed unevenly , so every time i eat meat it gets stuck in between ."

i've been talking so much lately i've lost my voice.

u leave dick appointment hungry af from burning all the calories dancing and almost k holing but u mentally pushed urself out of it, didnt think that was possible but ketamine is not for the faint of heart or mentally weak. kiss ur friend goodbye n r craving ur fav hangover food. u walk to the bodega and ignore the weird unwarranted comments from touristy men with boring flannels and cargo pants who just seem so fascinated every time they see someone who looks like a lil lolita goth. IDK why these tourists r hangin in bushwick, plz go to midtown or the upper east side so u can compare credit scores. u walk back to ur apt and BOOM. right underneath ur 400 dollar new new rocks u feel a MF LIFT and on top of that u hear a DEATHLY SQUEAL. yep. the sound of black metal REEEEEE's on loop. [also, EW if u ONLY ever cry while listening to dying fetus , get help. ] u just accidentally stepped on a fucking rat. but they just ran away underneath a car. yr convinced the rats here r superhuman or something like they have GOT to go to mandatory rat church or something underground with their sundays best and all give their tithes n offerings to RAT PRIEST to get this anti kryptonite. alana from broad city talked about RAT BASTARD [which is personally one of my greatest fears, never forget how i fking lost sleep for 2 whole days when i found a tiny mouse in my apartment a month ago, one time seeing it run across my clothing rack in the middle of the night, me responding by SCREAMING and running down my second story floor barefoot and out tha door] but id like to get to know RAT PRIEST. what does he wear, what do his sermons consist of, why do i even think hes a he. ive come so far as a nonbinary person and even helping build an anti-christian club at my christian college,writing a MF poetry book ab my deconstruction of God our Father into God our Mother. i hate the patriarchy and how its framed my sense of power insuch a male perceived worldview. speaking of men.

i am DONEEEE dating musicians and BOYS FROM UPSTATE!!!!!! ive been gaslit by 3 of them this year and its barely june?!?! why pollute something so beautiful n pure like music with a fragile ego!? ive never understood how that could happen…but imNOT stupid. tha softest boys are tha softest manipulators. DUH. i get having energy restless AF to create, express N give but how can U allow the round of applause n medal to corrode tht inner beauty?? or hold urself in so much pride they r stuck in karmic loops. but im no better cuz i never seem to learn either believing they actually think im special too. ive given sm love n attention away from myself lately n these ways of communicating w these kinds of ppl dont feel genuine when u are left empty handed. but NY was never a great place for ppl to date anyway. u find like minded ppl who connect to and they have reservations n avoidances. but falling in luv n getting hurt always happens without a warning.

PLZ PLZ PLZ RAT PRIEST dont let me fall for another musician!! ill bring u 12 bacon egg n cheeze's on cinnamon raisin TOASTED lightly with a side of coffee LITE N SWEET. PLZ RAT PRIEST i know ur there, omnipotent being. that sees the smol ones underneath ur the fluffy clouds u lay on in haven, i kno ur listening. PLZ RAT PRIEST, luv is worth going into a furnace of 1,000 flames for!! i just want pure luv. and if it's in u, u'll b the only boy ill ever be on mi knees 4 EVER again. [kross mi heart hope 2 die.]

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Friendship to me has always been a strange thing. I would say I make friends pretty easily. I like to think I'm not a terrible person to be around. I'm quiet and ask a lot of questions so I'm "nice to talk to". But I tend to view friendships very functionally. Having friends is useful, therefore I should have friends. Something internal doesn't connect. I feel more like I'm studying them. Trying to figure out how their brain works. And once I get a grasp on what their deal is, I tend to get bored because no one has the type of conversations I'm looking for and the information about them is no longer new. Then maintaining friendships is near impossible once a person leaves my immediate surroundings. I remain curious about them after they go but in the same way I'm curious to see what happens next in to a character of a story I'm not really invested in. And I'm not saying any of that is inherently bad. I just wonder what it's like to have friends you don't feel detatched from.