#jeong's is still my fav

[yangjeongin]

your year in every color . . . happy birthday KIM SEUNGMIN!

[teapotart]

Though I try hard to be alone, I can't be alone. I think about this kind of sweet apprehension. What can I do for this person? What can I be for that person? Maybe not being anything, or trying hard to be something, but rather being honest to myself is the kind of love that I can give.

[minkiverse]

POLY!ATEEZ FIC RECS PART 1

Part 2 - Kim Hongjoong - Park Seonghwa - Jeong Yunho - Kang Yeosang - Choi San - Song Mingi - Jung Wooyoung - Choi Jongho

A collection of Ateez fics that I think everyone should know about!!! This has been QUITE the project, but I'm so happy to have done it. Unfortunately not all my recs could fit on one post so there will be at least one other part to this list, as well as individual member lists. (i really thought i could fit them all on one post lmaooo) I hope you enjoy and support these authors!!

DISCLAIMER none of these works are mine and majority are MATURE 18+, please review all warnings before reading!!!

Key:

✨ - My Favs

🔥 - Smut (MINORS DNI)

⛈️ - Angst

💗 - Fluff

🍑 - Humor

POLY!ATEEZ

Sway With Me - @luvt0kki 🔥⛈️ Sci-fi ✧ Ongoing

the world 🤌 the story 🤌 the SMUT 🤌🤌🤌 but truly this fic is such a fun take on a sci-fi adventure. im already obsessed with the mc, AND HER AND WOO'S CHEMISTRY?!?! off the charts sooooo good like 👏👏👏 the interlude has me a tiny bit nervous because now i know how well this author writes angst and yeah its gonna be a doozy 😩😩

Wonderwall - @atzfilm ✨🔥⛈️ Yandere ✧ Faerie AU ✧ Ongoing

i realized pretty quickly that yandere is much more popular in this fandom than in previous ones i've been in, so i never really read any. HOWEVER, i get it now i do lmao. this was the first one i read, and i was HOOKED like i couldn't stop reading! the story just like took over my brain, and i am thinking why am i sympathizing with the guys BUT I AM BECAUSE THEY ARE COMPLEX AND SO INTERESTING AND WELL WRITTEN!!!!! its hard to put into words how much i love this series

The Answer - @berryunho ✨🔥⛈️ Cult AU ✧ Ongoing

i genuinely don't think i've ever read a fic like this, and i mean that in literally the best way possible. i was STRESSED reading this like there are so many scenes that make me question everything, but like there is no one to trust about what is actually happening. idk if i'm making sense but this fic just needs to be read to understand the legit anxiety it gives me in certain chapters lmaooo😭😭

Deep Down - @seventhcallisto 🔥⛈️💗 ABO AU ✧ 9th Member AU ✧ Ongoing

this is just self indulgent fun AND THAT PEOPLE IS WHAT FANFICTION IS MEANT TO BE!!! like im just kicking my feet reading about this 9th member ateez finding out she's an omega!~ i'm having the TIME OF MY LIFE!

Into the Aurora - @honeyhotteoks ✨🔥⛈️💗 Idol AU ✧ Complete

this soooo quickly became my main comfort fic for ateez! like i have reread this TOO many times. sometimes i'll just revisit specific chapters, but i know the exact chapter number.... is that concerning? lmaooo~ but truly this is more than just a you date every member of ateez fic (WHICH ARE GREAT DONT GET IT TWISTED!!) but the more we learn of the mc the more i adore her and her relationship with the boys!! it's just a must read ok 👏👏

Inception - @remedyx ✨🔥⛈️💗 Dragon!Teez ✧ Royalty AU ✧ Ongoing

my brain is still stuck in this world tbh, like its maybe a bit embarrassing how many times i look at the map and moodboards and just vibe and think about this fic lmaoo! but honestly the world building is so thoughtful and its so easy to just immerse yourself in it which is amazing!!!!!!!

Dragon from the Window - @thelargefrye ✨🔥⛈️💗 Dragon!Teez ✧ Fantasy AU ✧ Ongoing

this collection of one shots, drabbles, headcanons, and world building i went through SO QUICKLY I WAS IMMEDIATLY OBSESSED. i am so genuinely invested in this story and how each member react to their connection with the mc!!!! ALSO the mc is a witch SO BIG BONUS POINTS!!!!~

like the moon - @sunmoonjune ✨⛈️💗 Warrior AU ✧ Clan Systems ✧ Ongoing

try not to cry challenge - FAILED, MULTIPLE TIMES 😭😭 this is major hurt/comfort, but its truly such a beautiful story!! i would do anything ANYTHING for gray!!!!! all of them deserve the absolute best in the world and i just adore them so much 🥹🥹🥹

Morning Mist - @mint-yooxgi ⛈️💗 Dragon!Teez ✧ Yandere ✧ Ongoing

another story with an mc that is just 🤌🤌🤌 like she is so badass i'm in love but also scared lmao,, but i think if you are new to yandere, this is a good starting point! like yes they are obsessed but not like terrifyingly so if that makes sense~

MULTIPLE MEMBERS

This Night Together - @honeyhotteoks ✨🔥⛈️💗 Yunho x Reader x Mingi ✧ ABO ✧ Ongoing

listen i'm a bit of a slut for ABO fics and this one!!!! THIS ONE IS SO FUCKING GOOD!!!!!!!!! im like just in love with all of them not just yungi n reader but EVERYONE (except u minseok u bitch) like not only is the main plot so good but the side plots for the other members is just incredible,, i just love this story too ok if you see this author know that every fic they write is going to be a comfort fic for me 🥹🥹

Project Omen - @atzfilm 🔥⛈️ Hongjoong x Reader x Wooyoung ✧ Hybrid AU ✧ One Shot

Bouncy - @hongism 🔥Yunho x Reader x Jongho ✧ Mechanic AU ✧ One Shot

splish splash - @atozfic 🔥San x Seonghwa x Wooyoung x Yunho x Reader ✧ Swimmer AU ✧ One Shot

sharing is caring? - @byuntrash101 🔥Hongjoong x Reader x Mingi ✧ Idol AU ✧ One Shot

Untitled - @orgverse 🔥Seonghwa x Reader x San ✧ Idol AU ✧ One Shot

Untitled - @cheollipop 🔥San x Reader x Wooyoung ✧ One Shot

Threesome with Yungi with woosan watching - @k-hotchoisan 🔥Yunho x Reader x Mingi (San and Wooyoung) ✧ One Shot

one more rep - @cheollipop 🔥San x Reader x Wooyoung ✧ Personal Trainer AU ✧ One Shot

blue bird - @seonghwaddict 🔥💗San x Reader x Wooyoung ✧ Mafia AU ✧ One Shot

What's the Time, Mr. Wolf - @starlitmark 🔥Yunho x Reader x Mingi ✧ Hybrid AU ✧ One Shot

the good friend + the better friend - @byuntrash101 ✨🔥San x Reader x Mingi ✧ Idol AU ✧ Two Shot

as a sangi bias this fic changed my life maybe?!! the smut is just toe curling ESPECIALLY PART TWO!!!!!!!!!!!!! literally i could drool just thinking about this fic 🤤🤤 i need this to be my reality ASAP

Untitled - @ja3hwa 🔥Seonghwa x Yunho x Mingi x Reader ✧ Business (?) AU ✧ One Shot

knockout - @igbylicious 🔥San x Reader x Wooyoung ✧ Boxer AU ✧ One Shot

Untitled - @sanspuppet 🔥Hongjoong x Reader x Seonghwa ✧ One Shot

Untitled - @thetypingpup 🔥San x Reader x Mingi ✧ One Shot

Time of Love - @desayunho ⛈️💗 San x Reader x Wooyoung ✧ SMAU ✧ Complete

compromise - @cyberpxnk 🔥⛈️ Seonghwa x Reader x Yunho ✧ College AU ✧ Soccer AU ✧ One Shot

Untitled - @cheollipop 🔥San x Reader x Wooyoung ✧ One Shot

cheerleader - @byuntrash101 🔥Seonghwa x Yunho x San x Ming x Reader ✧ One Shot

from eden + Pt. 2 - @atzfilm 🔥⛈️ Seonghwa x Reader x Yeosang ✧ Vampire AU ✧ Two Shot

whichever way - @igbylicious 🔥💗 San x Reader x Wooyoung ✧ Neighbors AU ✧ Ongoing

Under the Comforter - @thelargefrye 🔥Seonghwa x Reader x San ✧ Idol AU ✧ One Shot

Double Trouble - @kitten4sannie 🔥 Wooyoung x Reader x Jongho ✧ Hybrid AU ✧ One Shot

What Should We Become? - @sluttywoozi 🔥💗 Yeosang x Reader x San ✧ One Shot

like a dream - @cheollipop ✨🔥💗 Yunho x Reader x Mingi ✧ One Shot

this is like so incredibly hot, literally all i need in life is to be in between these two men 😩😩😩 but it is also so sweet and both boys are so doting to the mc and the end!!!!!!!!!! so loving and cute and aaaaaaaaaaaa 😭😭😭

SCENARIOS/TEXTS/HEADCANONS

ateez as royals who fall for you (hyungs, maknaes) - @eightmakesonebraincell 🔥⛈️💗 Royalty AU ✧ Scenarios

subby ateez - @seventhcallisto 🔥Headcanons

Ateez cumming too soon - @sluttywonwoo 🔥Headcanons

soft cuddles with ateez - @beenbaanbuun 💗 Scenarios

first kiss with ateez - @beenbaanbuun 💗 Scenarios

Ateez and pussy slapping - @kitten4sannie 🔥Scenarios

Bedroom Mishaps (hyungs, maknaes) - @seohwang 🔥💗 Scenarios

Ateez 'n free use - @seventhcallisto 🔥 Scenarios

Cupping their Cheeks - @yeorisanaxox 💗 Scenarios

Ateez as Exes + Pt. 2 - @kisshwa 🍑 Texts

Friends to Lovers Headcanons - @kpopnstarwars 💗 Scenario

boyfriend!ateez discovering you write smut - @eightmakesonebraincell 🍑 Texts

Ateez being overstimulated (hyungs, maknaes) - @ateezscupid ✨🔥 Scenarios

listen i just like sub!ateez a lot 😭😭 but like these are such a go too for me when i NEED some dom!reader content like it is so cute/hot/toe curlingly delicious 🤤🤤🤤

mtl of who would like choking - @sxcret-garden 🔥 Headcanons

texts when they think you’re asleep - @beenbaanbuun 💗🍑 Texts

[mingkist]

ateez masterlist

⇔ all of my ateez work in one place for you to navigate

👾: smau series |🦋: smau series with 3-6 chapters | ☆ my fav! | ◇ : short smau fics | ✔️ : finished

◎ OT8

◇ can you send a picture? | part one | part two

◇ ateez on your instagram stories

◇ ateez as questionable texts

◇ ateez as unhinged texts | more unhinged texts ☆

◇ ateez reaction to their memes ☆

◇ sending flowers tiktok prank ☆

◇ would you still me if i was a worm?

◇ their s/o being bad drivers

◇ their s/o buying exotic pets I req

◇ texting ateez after a playful fight ☆

◇ ateez as your situationship

◇ ateez reaction to wearing bridal clothes | req

◇ ateez reaction to having a witch s/o | req

◇ ateez leaving reader for practice I req ☆

◇ random texts with bf ateez

◇ ateez twitter shenanigans

◇ ateez finds out they aren’t their s/o first bias

◎ time stamps

seonghwa: [8:45PM]

san: [5:35pm]

wooyoung: [2:56PM]

◎ park seonghwa

◇ seonghwa stories

◎ kim hongjoong

◇ boyfriend hongjoong texts

steeeam! 🦋✔️

she was a film major, and he was a music composer, could love be simpler?

◎ jeong yunho

◇ boyfriend yunho texts ☆

perhaps love 👾✔️ ☆

SM's new girl group centers around the concepts of Mythology and Astronomy. What would happen when the girls befriend half of the KPOP industry? That we will soon find out.

↳ ardent love 👾 | on hold

a spin off (not the witness) of perhaps love where we follow the girls on what they’re doing and where they’ve been!

◎ kang yeosang

◇ boyfriend yeosang texts

◎ song mingi

◇ boyfriend mingi texts

lavender haze 👾✔️

a barista who doesn't know how to fully express his feelings learn how through the language of flower from the person next door, it's a shame that they never realised what he was trying to say though.

[koishua]

10 QUESTIONS FOR U - valentines edition

favorite color of roses?

favorite flowers?

you can send a love letter to anyone. fictional/idols/celebs. who?

which idols have the best rizz?

most rizzful mutual?

favorite petnames/nicknames? giving or recieving?

fictional characters you're in love with?

have you ever had an online crush?

songs that you want to play at your wedding?

fav breakup songs?

fav love-themed kpop song?

mutual with beautiful themes?

pink vs red ? coquette vs old money / preppy?

favorite sweets?

DRINK WATER + YOU ARE LOVED <3

aww thank you!! you're super lovely and loved too :((

blue roses, but i really really like light pink ones as well. the flower shop i used to work at had a bunch of colours hehe

i really really really like carnations and freesias and also there's a magnolia tree close by and its pink flowers are to die for

girl bye im way ahead of you im sending one to yoshinori lmao but like not in a romantic sense like i have never thought of him that way but i really do want to send him a love letter of sorts to express how much he means to me!! platonically!!

rizz... i would have to say for me personally heejake, jiwoong, jimin bc he's an actual people magnet, sunwoo omfg sunwoo goodbye?????? but the thing is san imo too?? i also kind of wanna add ningning too bc i would fold in point two seconds... also yunjin bc as much as i have always been a loyal chaewon ult, i would quite literally pass out if she looked at me like she looks at the girlies she's effortlessly rizzed

none of y'all have rizz goodness gracious bye in my head all of you are either cute or scary gremlins

i get called a bajillion nicknames irl idek atp?? but here i really really like it when ria calls me enna i just find it so so cute but i also like it when people call me vie!! it's short and simple and also kind of humorous bc c'est la vie. ps. i die of joy when ppl still call me vera from time to time tyvm it's like being reminded of my roots AS FOR PET NAMES!! i once got called kitten and it made me promptly hurl it was insane just insane it felt like an out of body exp. i love it when my friends call me girlie tho it makes me feel like such a girly pop. one of my friends calls me her honey and it's saur heartwarming. as for giving....... i like to call people my child lmao they could be older than me idc all of my friends are first and foremost my children. other than that i can't really call anyone anything else it's so awkward for me to give any sort of affection lol

im in love with natsume hyuga from gakuen alice idk if y'all know but me personally oof that black cat oof oof i used to burn with a passion for him. also chat noir from miraculous... im sensing a theme here. also jeong guwon bc he's an ass babygirl that i find super duper annoying but also sth about him being so big and protective like GIRLIESSSSS. although im always ALWAYS reserved for han seojun and han seojun only.

i never had a real online crush so no. really admired? yeah lots

never thought about that yet hold on i feel so ashamed as a self proclaimed the most hopeless romantic!! canon in D— just kidding. probably soft piano versions to romantic iu songs hehe

never felt it, but probably ending scene by iu bc i cry every time

SAURRRR MANY i have to create a list bc im an avid romantic genre listener omgomg

i haven't seen them in a while im sorry i can't pick ;-; @atrirose @boyfhee @yrhome @niningz @blueprint-han @cotccotc off the top of my head?? love your mobile themes muah muah i haven't seen your webs so i can't say much about them but im sure they're great!!

always a sucker for deep red and the old money aes. even had individual themes for both!! and i love when ppl dress preppy but i can't pull it off :(

I LOVE ANYTHING CHOCOLATE !! AND COFFEE !! opera cake, tiramisu, brownies, profiteroles, etc etc!!

[chanstopher]

hehe, your blog actually was one of the main places i went to when i was getting to know him. i had no idea how hard i'd end up falling for him, he's become a cozy little safe space for me in the short span of a few weeks. ik that's really fast but i'm rly glad i decided to take the plunge and get to know skz and therefore him. what're some of your fav things about him, dreamy? - parfait anon

oh my god that is SO PRECIOUS :((( my lil blog omg

oh man saying everything about him is my favorite is cheating right? probably. it is true but i know you want examples so ok:

The most important thing about him is how fiercely he loves. if you take away all the music and his looks, and his talent, his heart is still so amazing, it's the core of him, and i think it's the core of stray kids. forming skz he didn't pick members who he knew would get him debuted. half of them hadn't been at the company a year, he picked people he knew he could work with and wanted to grow with. minho was literally just a dancer at that point, felix couldn't speak korean, half of them were not what I’d consider debut ready, but Chris picked them anyway and he worked tirelessly to debut with all of them.

and it never stopped, he writes for the members, he listens to their ideas, he walks in the back so he can always see them all. He admires them all, he supports them and loves them and always puts them before him, lines in songs, screen time, whatever he can. He prefers to be on the side watching them live their dreams and he's so proud of everything they do.

any time they make things or try things chris makes sure we all know, that we've all heard it or seen it, or that we know who's idea the cool thing in a song was or who wrote their lyrics for different songs.

if you watch the channies rooms during kingdom especially, there's a light in his eyes as he watches all of them. I rewatch him watching love poem so often i could draw his face from memory. when hyunjin was on hiatus that whole time he tried to sneak in ways to mention him without saying his name as much as possible.

the members are so comfortable with him, and he's so comfortable with them. when he films them playing with that guitar, when he just watches jeongin play games on his computer, when he was sad to be alone instead of being excited to have a solo player because he missed them, i could go on and on and on he loves them. and its fully reciprocated. those 7 boys with their super different personalities and ways of showing love they all show him so much love. they let him be so clingy and whiny and embarrassing and they admire him.

like he picked these kids after years of being alone and he gave all of them his heart and his protection and I love and admire him so much for it, and so do they.

"There's no leader like him" -minho

"He has a strong sense of responsibility, and makes a lot of sacrifices for the team," -bin

"I will grow up quickly, and I want to be there for you to lean on" -Hyunjin

"He carries a lot of responsibilities on his wide shoulders. I want to become someone that can give him strength" - hanji

"If it weren't for him, I wouldn't be here" - Felix

"The more I know about him, I feel that he's really amazing" -Seungmin

"He's our team leader. He's a very reliable leader." -Jeong

His heart is my favorite thing about him <3

[juyomiao]

infodumping about boys planet bc . i (unsurprisingly) started hyperfixating on it n my autistic ass needs to infodump so here r my picks 9 hrs before the 1st elimination

- sung hanbin my love my joy and pride my #1 pick since the first moment i saw him it was love at first sight hes born to be an idol and the center #sunghanbin5thgenitboy

- keita : he is actually the second coming of jesus christ

-zhang hao : the reason is pretty obvious ngl so so so talented he has no flaws

- park gunwook : i am in LOVE with him srs gen idc if ppl think hes arrogant he still has more talent in his left pinky finger than the ppl who hate him have in their whole body sooo,,,,,,, im his number one defender and i'll always be , Fuck mnet for trying to paint him as a bad guy

- osuke : my nugu fav i already know hes getting eliminated but i still somehow have hope that his popularity will inexplicably skyrocket and he'll be saved (im already crying over the fact that hes getting eliminated

- anthonny : my second pick at first sight

- jeong ichan : hes So good but mnet is once again doing him dirty with the screentime n only showing him when he makes mistakes/hes sick (he literally looked like he was abt to faint in his fancam) im getting iland flashbacks he deserves better

- yoo seungeon : during his high note in the aju nice performance he got possessed by the spirit of boo seungkwan himself n honestly ? good for him

- seok matthew : i dont have to explain anything for this one tbh i need him and hanbin to debut together

backup picks for when one of my favs (osuke) gets eliminated:

- kim gyuvin : he's cute . not outstandingly good but lets be honest doest that even matter when he looks like kang minhee's secret son

- ricky : self explanatory really if mnet even just Thinks about evil editing him i'll kms in front of their ceo to forever change the trajectory of their life

- cha woongki : my parasocial best friend

- haruto : he has the personality he has the talent he has everything hes perfect

[dojae-huh]

Hi. It's great to see jaedo more these days. Many of the jaedoists are afraid of their many moments. And think about whether after this there will be no more moments :D Some are still greedy waiting for their selca which is not yet new. And there are also those who say to enjoy the many moments of these days.

I wanted to ask, sorry if you've brought this up before. From what I read from your blog, I can tell a little that it was jh who initiated this relationship. I mean like falling in love first and asking out dy on a date.

You also said that jh's family accepts same-sex jh's. When do you think JH realized he liked the same sex? Was he still at school? I mean if it's true that he realized it when he was in school or around that age didn't his parents think that it was just out of curiosity and a period of self-discovery? Even though his parents, especially grandma, support his decisions and choices. Likewise with dy, even though his parents are open and supportive of their children's choices. Won't they wonder if his decision is the best?

Yes. Even though I know you can't read their minds or hearts ^^.

But... I'm glad to see their moments lately. Those who enjoy the relationship more. Starting to be open in giving affection And although a relationship must be based on and supported by both parties. Where both must love, support and trust each other equally. I feel jh loves dy more than dy itself. I feel jh fall first and fall harder .It's not that dy doesn't love jh as much as jh. What do you think? So is there a recent moment that really caught your eye? Your fav one?

Sorry if I write long like this. I just want to get all my thoughts out and exchange stories cuz there's no jdist around me ^^

Thanks. I hope I can read your response

Indeed, I'm not a seer, all I can do is make an educated guess based on a given information. And when new information appears that changes the perspective, I correct my view and make another educated guess.

Jeong and Kim parents are not seen by us, fans, but we can get some understanding about them through the reflection of their actions and attitude on their sons, and through the TMIs told by neos.

Jaehyun spent 4-5 years in US, so he was surrounded by a different, more open to LGBT, culture. So I believe, the idea that people can like someone beside the opposite sex was introduced to him early.

When Jaehyun cameback to Korea, he said he needed to adjust and adapt to a new culture again. Jaehyun is a type to think for himself and it doesn't seem like he had a big group of friends in school (a shy introvert, a newcomer) to peer pressure him into certain behaviour, certain way of thinking. Like boys with sisters are afraid to stand up for them against their peers anticipating being called weak and to not be welcomed in a group of male friends anymore.

What I want to say is that the circumstances and Jaehyun's character allowed him to accept himself earlier than many gay Koreans would.

Jaehyun talked about liking several male actors and musicians (I think one is an open gay, another is universally believed to be, yet another played a role for gay boys to fall for, etc). We also know he watched the original "Bungee Jumping of their own" (about soulmates, where the originally female partner reincarnates in a male's body).

Jaehyun talked about being told by his granny and his dad "to do what you want, be yourself". Which hints at the advice being about his orientation. As in every other aspect he is very much what society wants from a man and what parents want from a son. Why would "being yourself" would be so important to Jaehyun that he talked about his conversations with his relatives to the fans?

The reason why I think he accepted his orientation pretty early (middle school? earlier?) is because he didn't have a facade when he entered SM. He glued himself to boys, wrote flirty letters to his crush, compared the trips to the city with Doyoung to dates (with a girlfriend). And was so open about his feelings with Doyoung, that the latter even scolded him for it (called him childish for showing and acting on his emotions so easily). Not to mention Jaehyun's attitude in the group, how he was all about "look, look, I'm for realz Doyoung's boyfriend now!". In other words, there was no years spent learning to not feel ashamed or shy (contrary to Doyoung). He skipped the "I'm a sinner" part. And it's the teen years when growing children start to be affected by the society (and not the family) the most, when the opinions of others shape their views and mold them into a desireable "member of society".

I doubt Jaehyun talked to parents about his orientation when he was in school. There was a time when he felt his parents sacrificed a lot for him, when he wanted to become independent as soon as possible. When he moved out to the dorms he wrote a letter to his mom that she can do what she likes now, that he is all grown up, etc. I.e. it wasn't a time to burden them yet. "I need to come out" is a Western concept mostly. Straight Koreans don't even introduce girlfriends/boyfriends to their parents, if they bring someone, it's to say "I want to marry, give me your blessing".

Jaehyun's mom hung a poster with ShowChampion JaeDo in his room. Jaehyun talked to Doyoung' mom on the phone, Do even complained "he knows how to talk to and win over moms". Jaehyun knew Gongmyun. Do's mom taught Jae how to cook some Korean dish (we don't know personally or sent him a receipt).

Doyoung didn't talk to Jeno's parents. While Jaehyun and Doyoung were both liked by the parents of each other. Jaehyun knew the wedding anniversary date of Do's parents back in 2015. They read letters from Jae's granny together.

Jaehyun always talks very warmly about his father, that he looks like him, that he plays tennis with him, talks heart-to-heart a lot. And a father is generally more prone to disown a gay son, than a mother. Mothers have the instinct, while fathers think more about "what society will think, how it will affect my own position in the eyes of others".

It's actually easier for Kim parents to accept a gay son, as they have an older son who can "guarantee" them grandkids.

The reasons why I think Kims accepted Doyoung.

Do is super tight with his mom. Both sons call her often, during trainee days Do consoled in her a lot.

Kims watch everything with Doyoung. Some parents don't care what their celebrity children do, not Kims, Kims call neighbours to watch smth with Do together. All the posters with the sons in the flat. Their sons is their pride. And if fans can see what happens between JaeDo, the attraction, then a mother would know for sure, especially considering she knows Jaehyun personally.

I'm positive JaeDo went to Guri back in 2020. Jaehyun commented on gaining weight during the holiday because of the food. And Kim mother is a good cook who leaves homemade lunches for filming crew and has lots of kimchi pots at home.

Lastly, and most importantly, Doyoung wouldn't be able to date Jaehyun without being accepted by the parents first. His family is too important to him.

Doyoung might not love Jaehyun as obsessively, his world doesn't rotate around him, but he still feels strongly. Keep in mind, a romantic love (lust, infatuation) dies soon, it's the familial love that keeps a relationship going through years. We might underestimate what it takes for Doyoung to make open gestures of love.

Look, it is easier to look at smily Jaehyun and see how much he loves his hyung. But let it sink for you that Doyoung re-evaluated his whole worldview and what he thought about himself (his orientation) and his future (and he plans ahead 10-30 years) for Jaehyun. People like Doyoung want to be accepted by society, but he chose potential ostracism in exchange for letting himself date Jaehyun. He was ready to fight the group as well. Heh, honestly, he behaved like "this is a new reality, deal with it".

My favourite moment of late is Doyoung pulling Jaehyun's poca out of Johnny's hands. For the last few years Doyoung was so cautious about even looking at Jaehyun, and here he acted without any care, following his reactive nature. I also liked Jaehyun calling Doyoung "Do-rida" (leader Doyoung) as it reminded me old times and Jaehyun calling Doyoung as "Alphadong" (i.e. the smartest in the group).

[sims4-premades]

Hello! I have perhaps a random question. I’m currently playing rotationally myself (found rounds, everyone is still alive) with the original ts4 premades combined with some from the older and am loving it, but am a little overwhelmed with coupling up the sims, because I want the couples to make sense, if you know what I mean. I know you’ve moved on from the original premades now, but I was wondering if there were any favourite couples you had? Thanks!

Hi! Oh this is a great question. I think some of my favourite couples were;

J Huntingdon & Zoe Patel

Max Villareal & Elsa Bjergsen

Johnny Zest & Candy Behr

Aaron Le Chien & Venessa Jeong

Lucas Munch & Olivia Lewis

Paolo Rocca & Dina Caliente (absolute fav!)

Salim Benali & Jade Rosa

[zirawatches]

crash landing on you review (contains spoilers)

rating: 11/10

finished: 00:40, 24/02/23

fav character: tbh i loved the majority of the cast but especially cutie eum dong

fav moment: there were too many. i really loved the community moments tho like when seri and the nk boys would banter together or when the women of the village would have their chats and fun together. their community is so tight knit, it was really beautiful to watch

review

this has to be the best k-drama i’ve watched which is crazy because i was initially super skeptical and when i first started watching it (a year or two ago) i dropped it after not even finishing the first episode! but omds pushing through the first episode was a fantastic decision (and shout out to my friend that encouraged me to pick it up again) because that was such a wonderful series.

where to start? i’ve never seen REAL LOVERS like i have in this drama. seri and jeong hyeok were such a perfect pair. fated lovers that were destined to be together against all odds. the whole idea of them always been connected in some way really sold their story for me, it made me feel as if they had to find a way to be together in the end despite all the road blocks in their path.

ALL the characters were great. i had my reservations about dan initially but she ended up becoming one of my faves! and the actors were so fluid together. there was a good balance of angsty moments and enough comedy to actually make me laugh out loud. and the acting really felt so natural sometimes i felt like i wasn’t watching actors but actual people.

my only criticisms are the overuse of product placement (which isn’t a real criticism, i just hate too much product placement especially when it’s glaringly obvious) and SEUNG JUNS DEATH!!!!! i understand why it had to happen but i still wish that him and dan could’ve had their own happily ever after :(((

despite that though i really loved this drama. it was a fantastic watch, never a dull moment, 16 well thought out episodes. perfect.

[aangsglider]

I will never understand antis problem with older Katara being a healer when it’s always been something she’s no issues doing. Even if she didn’t marry Aang she would still be doing it. It’s not like she loses the ability to fight just because she’s a healer.

I am going to take this chance to go off about this anon, because when I see zks shame katara for jUst bEiNg a hEAlEr, it really reallyyyyy bothers me.

Here’s a post listing Katara’s accomplishments and the important roles she played post atla and the comics, and with some great additional commentary.

First off, healers are the equivalent of doctors in the atla world (stated in the kyoshi novels). Can we talk about how noble being a healer/doctor is? How much hard work and dedication it requires? How what healers do change lives and have such a positive impact on their patients and their families?

And I’m not sure if people noticed but being a healer and the rewards of it are very much in Katara’s character…Like what is Katara all about? Helping people. She gets herself arrested to help save the earthbenders, delaying the gaangs travels to stay and help the sick of the fire nation town, ext.

Katara never had a problem with healing. People tend to get mixed up with her saying “I don’t want to heal, I want to fight!”. Yes, Katara does want to fight. And she is a fighter. She had been fighting people prior to arriving at the North Pole. But who was it she had been fighting? Enemies. People who threatened to hurt her, Sokka, Aang or innocent people. And of course the fire nation who began the war. Katara likes to fight the bad guys basically. She travelled to the northern water tribe to learn waterbending from a master, to improve her waterbending in order to improve her fighting skills too. When she was denied that, and told that her waterbending could only be used for healing, that was what angered her. And rightly so.

If Katara had a problem with healing, she would’ve never used it to heal her father during the invasion when he was injured, to bring aang back to life, to save Zuko’s life, to heal Toph’s burned feet, to heal the sick of the fire nation town, nor to offer to heal Zuko’s scar (who at that time was still the enemy, but she even showed kindness to him too)- these are just a few off the top of my head. Healing is rewarding for Katara, she smiles when she saves aang and zuko, she smiles when hearing the little boy say “Thank you, Painted Lady.” after she heals his mother. If Katara rejected healing, she wouldn’t have used it or had happy reactions to how it helped people, or even saved their lives.

Katara enjoys fighting as well. She is both a healer and a fighter. As I said, it’s the enemies that she enjoys fighting. She says “It would be my pleasure,” when Zuko asks her to fight Azula- an enemy. And why does she want to fight these enemies? Oh right- to end the hundred year war so she can live her life in peace and give that same peace to the people of the world, something she dreamed about since she was a child. And something she was robbed of.

And since when was healing the sub-element that was determined as weak?? When it’s the strongest, most helpful, the most beneficial. Your favs would be literally be dead without Katara and her ability to heal. There are wise characters like Jeong Jeong who see the value of healing abilities. And there are people who appreciate her abilities. Including katara herself.

You basically said everything anon! I just wanted to expand on it a bit. She used healing before dating aang. She continued to use it her whole life- her dating aang makes zero difference. A lot of zks want to make Katara healing a bad thing (when it’s absolutely not) and somehow turn it into an aang/kataang issue…How??

Zks say they want Katara to be free to choose and the minute she does that, aang is somehow the evil husband forcing her to do what he wants her to do. (The same aang who shouts “go katara!! when she is fighting to prove that she can do more than heal- she can do both). Aang has never once done that- he would never dream of it. He has never told her to stop fighting, healing, or anything. He respects and appreciates everything she does, she’s always next to him in combat, and basically the whole legacy book is aang talking to tenzin like “and your mom is so amazing!! she fought hard to ban blood bending, she saved my life, she wasn’t going to let anyone tell her what to do. she played a vital part in ending the hundred year war. I couldn’t have mastered waterbending without her! I love your mom<33 did I mention she is amazing??” so I’m really not sure where the conclusion comes from that aang is somehow responsible for that.

Katara is many things, and one of those things is being a healer. If you can’t accept that, then best leave her character alone.

[starri3]

[wow my first post]

ateez reaction - when you're sick

so i decided that i would start writing for ateez since they're my ult group but feel free to request anything~

warnings: none unless you don't like fluff

park seonghwa

mom mode activated

this man would go all out and do everything in his power to make sure that u get well

ngl you'd probably be better within the next day or two in his care

gives u blankies, plushies, tissues, tea, food

everything that u want basically

he keeps track of ur medication like no other

constantly asking if ur ok

if he has to go to practice or something he will call u every hour or maybe every 20 minutes

he doesn't want to get sick so he'll kiss ur hand instead of ur lips

mans gotta be sanitary too yk

he'll wrap his arm around u tho

"sweetheart, you have to get better for me."

kim hongjoong

like seonghwa, he would take amazing care of u

ur his bby why wouldn't he

he'd bring u to his studio with him and he'd like either sit u on the couch and wrap u in a blanket or he'd sit u in his lap while he works

he'd give u soft kisses every now and then omg

constantly asks if u need anything

he'd rock u back and forth in his chair IM SAD

he'd make sure u eat well and drink

again, like seonghwa he would keep good track of ur meds

gives u massages and gently rubs ur back sjajjs

if u cant sleep bc of ur nose or throat or whatever is bothering u he'd talk to u in the most soothing voice istg

he'd whisper sweet nothings into ur ear to help u omg

"it's alright, you'll get better."

jeong yunho

ok here we go

he probably panicked ngl

he absolutely loves to take care of you tho

he's ur giant teddy bear so expect more cuddles than normal

he would let u wear his hoodies and tshirts if ur cold or if u just want to

kithes on ur forehead and cheekies

he doesn't rly care if he gets sick or not bc that just means he gets to spend more time with u

he nuzzles u

he tries to make u laugh just to get ur mind off of how bad u feel

but if u want to rest he understands and would cuddle you to sleep

plays games with u and more than likely lets u win just so he can see that sweet smile on ur face :((

tickles u

basically does everything he can to see u laugh or smile in the slightest

gets u ur fav food and snacks

"are you cold? do you want one of my hoodies?"

kang yeosang

i think he would probably be the most calm

i mean it's not like he knows what he's doing but he's still calm

he trusts that what ur telling him is what you really need and ur not just trying to make things easier for him

bc he would run around the whole world just for u

when u ask for cuddles i can see him playfully rejecting you, acting disgusted

but then he sees how offended u get and he laughs and gives in

another one who loves to see you smile

he probably will say some sarcastic things and funny remarks to make u smile

his commentary is gold, i think we can all agree on that

he would eat chicken with u and cuddle

if u dont want chicken that's fine but he's still getting some

u watch tv together and play games

if u loose and pout he would probably laugh but then give u the sweetest kiss ever like omg

overall is a really sweet and soft boyfriend

"are you sad you lost? oh- i- um- c'mere baby."

choi san

o lord

this man does NOT care if he gets sick

all he wants is to cuddle u and kiss u better

gives u his plushies to cuddle

also gives u his tshirts and hoodies

he would take u with him everywhere

unless ur like rly rly not feeling it

he would sit u in his lap and nuzzle u

if he's at practice he would sit u in the corner with like 5 blankets and a box of tissues with snacks, drinks, his hoodie, plushies and ur phone

he would be the most worried i think

always asks if ur ok

he is so sweet and affectionate there's no way he could keep his hands off of u

if there's a break during practice he'd come over to u and ask if u need anything and then give u a kith

next thing y'know he's sick now u both have to take care of each other :,)

"i love youuu~ please get better sweetie."

song mingi

p a n i c s

mans don't know what to do

u probably have to convince him that ur ok

he makes sure u have everything u need

he asks so much that u have to tell him to stop lol

he holds ur hand and lets u lay in his lap

he dies when u nuzzle ur nose into his neck like his heart melts

you two would probably sleep and watch tv all day

he would watch ur fav movies with u even if he doesn't like them

he would do anything for u as long as it means making u happy

if he has to go somewhere then he gives u like 100 kisses and promises u he'll be back soon with snacks

like yunho, he does almost all he can to make u laugh

he carries u around with him

he even tries to cook for u

when u hear the smoke alarm u get up and usher him to sit down and u get take out instead

"are you ok? are you cold? do you need food? just cuddles? ok :>."

jung wooyoung

u are now his child

he gives u cuddles, food, drinks, medicine, kisses

everything u need

another one that doesn't care if he gets sick or not

surprisingly enough he actually doesn't get sick even though he straight up made out with u just to get ur mind off of things

he might call his mom for help but i think he'd have a pretty good idea as to what to do

i mean he seems pretty nurturing to me

like have u seen the way he gives affection

he cooks for u for sure

watches tv with u but def makes sure u get plenty of rest

he also tries to make u laugh

like tickles, smol kithes, funny faces, jokes

like yk how woo usually is? [like teasing loud and playful]

he still is all of that but much more calm for u

"my sweet baby, do you need anything?"

choi jongho

he was kinda clueless at first

but then google came in to play and that helped

he would sing to you when ur trying to sleep :(

makes some funny remarks to make u laugh

the most comforting personnn

he would hold ur hand, let u hold his arm

basically cuddles but he's one that's kinda hesitant abt it bc he doesn't want to get sick either

do not deny his love for u tho

u r his bby

do not forget that

if he has to go somewhere like practice or work related then he would call u and chat with u for a few and make sure u got everything u need

he would even sing to u on the phone

he pats u on ur back, thighs or head :(

he needs u to get better

"you need to rest up sweetheart. i love you."

ty for reading <3

requests are open

[let-them-read-fics]

Yours Truly (Pt. 2)

Requested By: Some of you!

Pairing: Jisoo x Fem!Reader

AU: College

Word Count: Part 1 -> 9,786 // Part 2 -> 7,433

Warnings / Misc. -- Angst, Pining, Fluff

Disclaimer: This writing is a work of fiction, and no disrespect is meant for those mentioned herein.

A/N: Here's the second and final part of the imagine, gang. I hope you enjoy the adventures I wrote for you! Let me know about your fav part(s)!

♡ Happy Reading ♡

Part 1 -- Click Here

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5.) Epiphanies

A Week Later

"Yuqi, why the hell did you drag me here? I'd so much rather be writing…" you shove your hands further into the pockets of your hoodie and look at her with a scowl. Rows of people fill the bleachers around you, everyone excited for the football game that's scheduled to start soon. Happy couples sit together all around the stadium, and the sight only works to remind you of how weird things are with Jisoo right now.

"One: it's a Friday night and you need to let loose, and two: I wanted to come, so you have to tag along by default. The rules of friendship are very simple, Y/N," she trails off, tilting her head at you with a smile. 

"Well I am gonna go get some food," you imitate her, "Do you want anything?" You stand from the bench and look down at her, noticing how her permed hair sticks up in a few different places. You smooth it out for her as she answers, "Nachos, please." 

"Alright, dork. I'm sure the line's kinda long, but come look for me if I'm not back in 20." She pats your butt as you leave, and you just shake your head with a smile. 

"--I know! Did you hear about Lee's new girlfriend? I heard she got in a fight with his ex last ni--"

"I'm fucking starving bro."

"Yeah, they totally hooked up at Jackson's party!"

Various conversations work their way to your ears as you walk towards the back of the line, but you attempt to not get too invested in the gossip. As welcoming as your school tends to be, even it has its fair share of scandals and drama. You've never been one to care about rumors though, and you don't plan to start now.

"I heard that Jisoo likes someone." 

Funny how plans can change in an instant, don't you think? 

You can't find it in yourself to ignore the childish desire to eavesdrop, so you listen in as the line slowly shifts forward with each new customer served, doing your best to be inconspicuous. 

"Supposedly she's been into them for a while but they don't know about it. I guess Lisa is planning to get them together tonight or something, I don't know." You recognize the brunette speaking as Seulgi, a dance major that you share a couple classes with. She's talking to Yeri, whom you've seen a few times in passing. 

That must be why she was defensive about the kiss; she has feelings for someone else. 

"Ooh, that'll be interesting. I can't say that I'm not disappointed, though; now Jisoo's gonna be off the market." The shorter girl frowns, basically reading your mind with her statement. You've never fooled yourself into believing you have a chance with Jisoo, but knowing that she'll be whisked away by some lucky classmate of yours definitely isn't an easy pill to swallow. 

You pass the remaining wait time by imagining who that person may be. Jisoo has a lot of friends, but you've never seen her around campus with any particular love interest; she always puts her studies first, deciding that her education is far more important than any potential relationship.

You remain lost in your thoughts until it's your turn to order.

"Hey Y/N, what can I get for you?" The cashier greets, resetting the register as she grins at you. 

"Hi Yeji," you smile back, happy to see your old friend again after what feels like forever. Your busy schedules have kept you from hanging out much lately, but seeing her now is something you're grateful for. "I'll take two waters, a medium nacho, and 1 hot dog, please." 

"You want everything on it?" She asks in reference to your last request, assuming you still stick with the order you used to go with in your childhood. 

"You know it. And make sure to--"

"--spread the toppings out well. I remember, girl." She says with a wink, turning around to get started on your order. The familiar interaction warms your heart, aided by the idea that some things never change. After she packages your things up in a convenient little container, you thank her and pay, walking away with a promise to meet up at the school's café next week.

About halfway back to your seat, something unexpected happens.

"Rosie, we can't buy out the whole place. This is the 4th trip we've taken back here and the game hasn't even started yet!" You freeze as you round the corner, almost dropping your food as Jisoo's low voice sounds off nearby. 

"Unnie, I didn't even get to eat much of the other stuff at all! Lisa and Jennie stole it and shared it with everyone else," the artist pouts, rolling her hands into fists at her sides like a toddler. 

"Fine. But this is the last trip I'm taking." She warns, rolling her eyes when the Australian attacks her with a flurry of kisses. "Yah! Let's go before we miss something." She says, pushing her off of her with a smile on her face. 

Even her voice makes your heart ache, and it reminds you of what her kiss felt like against your lips. It was short, no doubt, and barely there; but the sparks remain, waiting to be reignited anytime she's around. Maybe you're just destined to pine.

----

"There you are! I was literally about to go steal some food from Shuhua because you were taking so long." 

"Yeah, yeah," you say, sitting down beside Yuqi with the cardboard box in your hands. "You're lucky I love you enough to pay for this. Now I'll have to survive on 3 grains of rice and ramen for the next few weeks." 

"Oh, the struggles of being a broke college student." She says woefully, clutching her hands together in front of her chest to add to the effect. 

"Precisely," you agree, scooting closer to offer her some nachos. When she tries to greedily take the whole tray of them, you're quick to stop her. 

"Ah, ah, ah," you warn, pulling her wrist back down. "We're sharing, chica." She huffs, but eventually settles down and decides to shove her face full instead of protesting anymore. 

Now, with your best friend happily eating, you relax and begin to prepare yourself for the match. 

--

"LET'S GO!" You shout with Yuqi, chanting together as your school's anthem echoes throughout the stadium. The rival team has been behind the entire game, but they closed the gap in the last few minutes and now it's neck and neck. Your band plays loudly to encourage your team, and it seems to be working; they manage to repeatedly hold the others off and keep them from scoring. 

It's the start of the fourth quarter now -- the home stretch. With their spirits still high, your team continues to keep victory out of their opponents hands. The black paint underneath their eyes is really streaked now, showing all the effort and sweat that they've put into the game so far. A beautiful sunset just previously gave way to a rapidly darkening evening sky, allowing some stars to peek out now.

"My high school team sucked; this is epic!" Yuqi says, making you laugh. You tear your eyes away from the heated game to say something to her, but all thoughts soon disappear from your mind and you stop mid-sentence. 

She notices your sudden silence and looks at you, only realizing what's happening once she follows your line of sight. Jeong is standing against the metal fence that borders the track, mingling with everyone at the bottom of the bleachers. That doesn't bother you, but what you see next certainly does; you spot Jisoo beside him, giggling at something he said as he tucks a piece of hair behind her ear. 

"Oh shit," Yuqi breathes out, fully grasping the weight of the situation now. She doesn't even attempt to give him the benefit of the doubt, because he knows how in love you are with Jisoo and yet there he is, flirting away. He's the only other person besides Yuqi who knows of your feelings for the brunette, and you really trusted him with it. Clearly that was a mistake. You blink a few times and set your jaw, quickly looking away as he moves closer to whisper something in her ear over the noise of the crowd. 

"I'm gonna head out to the car. Just let me know who wins," you mumble, brushing past her on your way toward the exit. You know there's no way you'd be able to focus on the game anymore after seeing that, so going is your best option. She catches your arm before you can slip away, and says, "Wait, I'm coming with you. And don't even try to tell me no; I can always watch highlights later. I'm not gonna let you be alone right now." 

Knowing it's pointless to argue anymore, you nod once and wait for her to gather up her trash and coat. "Let's go," she says, taking your hand after tossing her garbage in the can conveniently placed at the end of your row. She squeezes it a few times for reassurance, and a bittersweet smile works onto your lips at the gesture. 

You don't notice how Jisoo's eyes follow you, every fiber of her being yelling at her to go after you. She hates seeing you sad, and although she isn't 100% sure of the reason for it now, all she wants is to cheer you up. 

"So, Jisoo. Do you have any plans after the game?" Jeong smirks, quirking a brow suggestively at his own question. Jisoo grimaces, saying, "Yeah, I do. I have to study." She tries to find you in the crowd again, but it seems that you've already slipped away. 

"We're throwing a party tonight, you should come." He leans a little closer to her, but she takes a step back. The only reason she's even talking to him right now is because Lisa introduced them, and it would be impolite not to. She turns him down, yet again sneaking a glance around the stadium. 

"No wonder Y/N's too chicken to ask you out; you're hard to get, but I don't mind a challenge." Her head whips around at his statement, heart regaining that familiar uptick at the mention of you. "What?" She blinks, not believing her ears. Surely she was just hearing things. 

"I said I don't mind a challenge," his words come out slightly slurred, and the effects of the alcohol he's been drinking are beginning to show themselves in all the wrong ways. The more he talks, the less Jisoo can stand him. "Look, Jeong -- I'm not interested. I'm sure there are other girls here that would love to get to know you, but I'm not one of them. Now, if you'll excuse me," she says, turning her body to the side to maneuver around him and get to the stairs. He lets her go without another word, his pride too bruised to come up with a more fitting response than a muttered insult. 

She makes quick work of getting to the parking lot, where she spots you approaching Yuqi's car, head hanging a bit. Seeing you upset saddens her, and she's determined to find out what's wrong. 

"Y/N! Wait up!" The shout catches your attention, and you slowly spin around. Jisoo begins to jog out to you, and a scoff slips past your lips (though you don't put much effort into stopping it). You're hurt, and half of the reason for your pain is staring right back at you like nothing happened. 

"What do you want, Jisoo?" You sigh, not looking forward to where this conversation will most certainly go.

"I want to talk, Y/N." She's in front of you now, scanning her eyes between yours to gauge your reaction. 

"What is there to say? Just go back to talking to Jeong; you looked like you were enjoying yourself." She can hear the jealousy laced in your tone, and things finally -- finally -- begin to click for her. 

"Is that what this is about?" She asks in reference to your sadness. The question isn't accusatory at all; she's genuinely trying to piece things together. 

A disbelieving laugh leaves you at that. How is she still so oblivious? "Yes, Jisoo, it is. I just had to witness someone who I thought was my friend flirt with my crush. So yeah, that's what this is about." Sensing that she doesn't know what to say, you decide to conclude things for her. This is already pitiful enough, and you'd rather spare the both of you from having the "it's not you, it's me" talk. 

"Look, I get it. You don't like me back, and you were only trying to be friendly by inviting me to the rehearsal that night. Just please, for the both of us, forget it even happened. Forget all of this. It was a mistake, and I won't do it again."

Jisoo hates that you're jumping to conclusions without even knowing her true feelings; you automatically think that she couldn't possibly feel the same, and you use her moment of silence as a form of evidence to prove that. The complete opposite is true, though you'd never give her enough time to straighten out her jumbled thoughts and tell you that. 

She finds her voice when you turn away, and she reaches out to touch your hand. "Stop, you've got it all wrong." Your eyes glance down to your intertwined hands, but you wiggle out of her grip with a heavy sigh. Over your shoulder, you shakily say, "You don't have to pretend for me, Jisoo. I'll be alright. If he makes you happy, then so be it." 

With that, you get in Yuqi's car and tell her to drive away, leaving Jisoo to deal with the sinking feeling in her chest that worsens as the car's tail lights grow dimmer and dimmer in the distance. You're gone, and she really has no idea how to come back from this. 

6.) Broken Hearted

The next few weeks were hell. You avoided Jisoo as much as possible, too embarrassed to face her after what happened and too weak to be close to her again. You'd surely fall even harder if you allowed yourself to grow any closer, so you didn't take the risk. How could you? Falling alone isn't an enjoyable experience, and you've been teetering on the edge of no return ever since that afternoon at the daycare. 

It was hard enough to escape her hold -- her face was everywhere, plastered on ads and bulletin boards all throughout campus, on reminders and sign ups for student council. You used your sick days in order to hide away in your dorm and block out the world, only being comforted by Ryujin when she wasn't busy with her own life or Yuqi when she could spare a few hours. They always made sure to care for you as much as they could, knowing first hand how tough heartbreak can be -- especially with the added stress of schoolwork. 

One person you thought about often was Jeong. Every time he'd cross your mind, dirtying up your brainwaves with the mere notion of himself, you'd grimace. He didn't deserve the attention, and yet you couldn't help but question why he did that to you. He hadn't reached out since that night, likely due to Yuqi giving him a piece of her mind after the game. He made it clear that he wasn't sorry, and that if given the chance, he'd play his cards even better and hopefully score a date with Jisoo. 

Maybe that was the worst part of it all. Hearing that it hadn't just been a stupid thing he did because he was drunk; he realized the weight of his actions, and he'd do it again, over and over, without caring about how you fit into the equation. That football game was simply a turning point, hidden in plain sight as an unassuming night for you to hang out with Yuqi. But you learned more then than you had ever intended to; Jeong's selfish, and he probably never even cared for you in the first place. The idea of that makes you feel dirty -- like you wasted so much of your time with such a horrible person, sticking up for him and defending his name when he wasn't around when he never even deserved that in the first place. You wish you would've known who he really was back then; you would've stayed away. 

Unbeknownst to you, Jisoo was struggling much like you -- minus the whole "betrayed by a best friend" situation. Every time that she showed up in class, she hoped with every piece of herself that you'd walk through the door and grace the room with your presence. You seldom ever did, though -- but when you ran out of free days of absence and were forced to attend class in order to keep your grades up, you never even uttered a word to her. She'd make it a point to ask questions in class, hoping that hearing her voice would bring something out of you, as yours did to her. She longed to talk to you again, if only for a minute; but your resolve remained strong, and her determination grew weaker as the days went by. 

Being the person she is, though, she knew giving up wasn't an option. After a few weeks of that cycle, greeting stands were placed at the front doors of each complex on campus, manned by different members of the council. She came up with a story for the administration on the fly, using her people skills to convince them that it would be good for student morale and getting more people to join clubs. It was a great effort, but she underestimated your avoidance skills; you thwarted her plans again, slipping right through her strategically linked fingers. 

Eventually, she lost hope. She exhausted every option she knew to try, and the girls ran out of new ones as well. Seeing their unnie so upset saddened them, and they did all they could to cheer her up in any and every way they knew how. 

7.) Premiere Night

"Y/N, get up. You're gonna shower and get dressed if I have to force you to do it myself." Yuqi commands, blasting into your room and flipping on the overhead light that shines far too bright for your liking. 

"Mmm," you groan in protest, not even bothering to roll over. 

"I mean it; don't test me, you know I'm true to my word."

"Why, Yuqi?"

"Because we're going to the performance tonight. The big show that everyone has been going on about is premiering, and you're coming with me to see it."

"I can't do that." You say, her words sobering you up from your sleepy stupor.

"I know who the lead is," she informs, already knowing about your reasons for being hesitant, "and that's precisely why we're going. You can't keep living like this, so either go get your girl, or agree to be friends with her and work past what you're dealing with." 

"You sound like a mom at the end of an 80s movie."

"80s movie moms are valid, so I'll take that as a compliment. Now go!" She shouts, shoving you off the bed. You tumble to the floor in a heap of blankets and pillows, still managing to hit your funny bone as you let out a pained groan. 

"Remind me to slap her later, Ryujin." 

"Will do." She salutes, reaching a hand down to help you up. With one last glare at an annoyingly bubbly Yuqi, you head to the bathroom to shower. 

----

"How do I look?" You ask, looking yourself up and down in the skinny mirror attached to the wall. 

"Is it gay if I say I'd ask you out?" Yuqi asks with a smile, fanning herself animatedly when you strike a pose. 

"Very much so, yes." 

"Well, hand me the rainbow suspenders, then." 

You push her over with a laugh -- the first real one you've shared in a while -- and wrap her in a hug. 

"Thank you, for real. I don't know where I'd be if I didn't have you." You say against her shoulder, pulling back to look at your roommate and add, "Either of you." The three of you settle in for a group hug and tell a few more jokes before Yuqi finally drags you out of the dorm. 

----

"How does it feel to be back in society?" Yuqi whispers, leaning in close to you to read the seat numbers printed on your tickets. 

"As lame as ever." You add, amusingly unenthused. 

"You're never gonna convince Jisoo to date your dumbass with that attitude." She retorts, feeling a little guilty when she sees your expression change upon hearing her name. You're afraid to see where the two of you will stand at the end of the night, so saying it's still a sore subject is the understatement of the year. 

"I'm messing with you, dude. If she doesn't want to be with you, then it's her loss; but I highly doubt that's the case. I've heard she misses you a lot." For once, Yuqi's words are halfway encouraging to hear, and you let out a light smile. 

"Well I'm prepared to worry about that whole situation later. For now, let's find our seats and enjoy the show." Your best friend quickly agrees, and the two of you squeeze through the crowds in the aisles to get to your row. 

----

"Jisoo, I promise you'll do well. You've been practicing for months; you've got this," Soo-hyun says, rubbing his co-lead's back in reassuring circles. The certainty in his deep voice gives Jisoo some semblance of security, and she stands to look at him with one final, nervous sigh. Stage fright has never been this big of an issue for her, but the size of the crowd and the idea that you might be out there scare the hell out of her. She wants you to be there with all of her heart, but she doesn't know if she'll be able to handle watching you walk away again. The past few weeks have been torture, and she misses your presence and witty remarks more than she ever thought possible. 

"Thank you, Soo-hyun. I'll meet you out there in a couple minutes, just let me collect myself."

He nods and says, "Take your time. I'll let Mrs. Choi know," before leaving and shutting the door behind himself. Now alone again, Jisoo digs through her personal bag that lays neatly on the small futon of the dressing room. When her fingers come in contact with that familiar material she's spent hours staring at, she bites the inside of her cheek and unfolds it for the millionth time. Multiple poems and blurbs litter the page, accompanied by cute doodles and cartoons here and there that give it a personal feel. She's spent the time away from you methodically working through the different writings, restraining herself from reading all of them in one setting so that she can have new content from time to time. 

She's down to the last one, now, and a surprising sort of realization hits her when she reads it. It instills within her a sense of determination -- determination to get you back and set things right, one way or another. She makes a plan to find you after the performance.

-- After The Performance -- 

It was even more spectacular than you ever imagined it could be. The school spared no expense in getting the best props, employing the most skilled technicians on hand, and recruiting the best artists that the school had to paint the backdrops. Everyone behind the scenes worked tirelessly to produce the best show possible, and their efforts really paid off. 

And, of course, you can't forget the actors. 

The entire cast was incredible, their talent matching some of the world's most sought-after stars. Every part was played to perfection; even the smaller, supporting roles were acted with passion, really bringing the piece together as a whole. The production left you wanting more, too inspired and awestruck by the amazing performances to be content with just seeing it once. So, after numerous calls for an encore, the cast returned to run through a few of their key scenes. 

---

As the cast takes their final bow, large cannons placed on either side of the stage shoot out bursts of colorful confetti, and you watch it flutter down around them. Some try to catch a piece or two to add to their scrapbooks, wanting to have a trinket from their college years, while others just hug each other and twirl around with content smiles on their faces. The crowd continues its loud cheering, and eventually you find the courage to sneak a glance at Jisoo.

To your surprise, she's looking right back. 

Her eyes hold a mixed softness; she's proud of herself and glad that you came to support her on such a big night, but part of her wants to escape the busyness of it all and tell you everything she's been feeling. She'd be content with looking at you forever, she realizes, as she studies you. You're the true star in her eyes, always shining so bright and making everyone feel at home whenever they're around you. She hopes you know how special you are. 

Mrs. Choi approaches the cast from stage right, gathering their attention to congratulate them and commend them for their performances. Jisoo reluctantly looks away from you, unsure if it's the last time she'll be seeing you tonight. The thought upsets her, but there isn't much she can do about it right now; so, she gives her attention to her professor and flashes that smile that makes everyone weak in the knees. 

You knew it was just a matter of time before she'd be pulled away and immersed in some conversation about the show, but the selfish side of you never wanted her to look away. No matter how confusing things may be because of all of your unresolved issues, she still looks at you like she always had before -- her gaze is kind, albeit bittersweet, but it's full of care. Seeing her like that makes you feel like even more of an asshole than you already do -- maybe you should have just listened to her at the game. Running away was an immature choice, rooted entirely in your own sadness in that moment as you deprived yourself of any explanation she could've offered, though you can't judge yourself too harshly. The situation is complicated, and you still don't know whether to hate yourself for running or go easy on yourself in light of what happened. 

When Yuqi sees you stand up and shuffle towards the end of your row, she sends you a warning look. 

"Dude, I'm not gonna run away. I'm literally just gonna step outside for some fresh air, I promise." She visibly relaxes, no longer having to prepare herself to wrangle you back into the seat. 

"Fine. But if you aren't back in 15 minutes I'm coming to track you down. You really need to talk to her." 

You sigh, nodding in agreement. "I know, trust me. Just let me get my thoughts together first." She sends you off to do just that, but not until the two of you complete the special handshake you made up all those months ago. 

---

Brisk air rushes over your skin in waves the moment you exit the side door of the building, automatically sending goosebumps to raise in its wake. It feels nice, though; it grounds you, and works to cool off your heated skin. The atmosphere inside was thick with the tension you've been feeling ever since what happened that night at the game, and its effects were only heightened by the raw performances of the evening. Passion and longing were the driving factors of the play, ironically, and many of the scenes drew eerie parallels to your current situation. So, it's no wonder that you're thankful to step away from it all for a bit.

You greet a few stray audience members that're puttering around outside as well, opting to walk down a little further away from them and lean against the building. The wall's brick material feels rough against your back, lightly scratching it whenever you shift your weight from one foot to the other. You don't mind it, though; it's oddly nostalgic, somehow. 

When you hear the door open again, you think nothing of it. The metal hinges latch just the same as they had for you, so there's really no reason for you to even look up. However, that all changes when you feel someone's eyes on you.

Unprepared is leaps and bounds away from being a fitting statement to describe how you feel in that moment; Jisoo stands merely 10 feet away from you at most, right next to the stage door that she just came out of. Her hands fiddle with the drawstrings of her costume, seemingly always needing to be occupied when she's nervous or unsure of herself; it's a habit you've picked up on after seeing it so many times. 

The longer you look at her, the more you want to look away; she's so beautiful it hurts, and the silence is eating away at you. You can't blame her, though; neither of you know what to say or do, and the only thing you seem capable of is staring at each other. When you break the intense eye contact you were sharing to turn away, only intending to take a minute to collect yourself, Jisoo is suddenly set in motion. 

She's afraid you'll leave again, and she's prepared to fight even harder for you this time.

I love you as the stars love the night sky

A fateful, cyclic romance

A game of eager greetings and reluctant goodbyes

Those words -- ones that you remember penning one day in class while completely entranced by Jisoo -- roll from her lips effortlessly, as if she had spent time committing them to memory. She had, in fact; whenever days passed without her even catching a glimpse of you, she always found herself unfolding that note again, tracing a finger over the curve of your unique letters as she reread the poem. It always brought her comfort to think that you were in just as deep as her, and a similar sense of hope blossoms in her chest now when she spots an unbelieving smile tug at the corner of your lips as you slowly turn to face her again. 

You're still into her, and she's falling even deeper at the realization. Maybe she didn't lose you after all. 

She takes calculated steps towards you and breathes a sigh of relief when you stay put, not showing any signs of running. The wheels in your head are going into overdrive now, turning and churning as you process her little recital, and she prays with all of her heart that you won't be upset once you put two and two together. 

"How did you…"

"You dropped it one day, and I picked it up. I meant to give it back to you, but I guess I just never got around to it." She feels a little guilty for keeping it as long as she has, but it's served as a way of keeping you close during your time apart. Those bits and pieces of you, scattered around on that page, encapsulated by the annotations and doodles you so kindly left behind, have stayed in her heart. Ever since she discovered it all that time ago, it's never been very far from her; she cherishes it more than you'll ever know. 

"You didn't show it to anyone, right?" Your voice is laced with worry, lowered a bit to keep others from overhearing. 

"No, no! Of course not. I just… kept it for myself. You're really talented; I couldn't stop reading your stuff." 

"Thank, I guess?" You awkwardly chuckle, still a bit rusty on how to interact with her after everything. Plus, to be fair, having your crush read one of the love letters you wrote about her is a bit unheard of. Newfound territory, you think to yourself.

"How long?" You ask after a minute of silence, only realizing how loaded your question is after it slips past your lips, turning into a puff of steam in the chilly atmosphere. "How long have you… felt that way about me?" You quickly add, "Assuming that you feel what the poem says, of course." 

An amused smile tweaks her lips at how cute you are. "I do, Y/N. I always have; ever since that afternoon at the daycare." 

"Really?" The question is quiet, full of childlike disbelief. 

"Really. It was always you." She says it freely now: unafraid.

The sentiment is sweet, but memories of the football game come flooding back and you're reminded that as much as you want to skip this next part, you still have things to discuss. 

"What about Jeong?" 

"What about him?"

"Did you ever like him?"

"No. The girls thought so, but it was just a misunderstanding. That's why Lisa introduced us at the game; she thought I had a crush on him, but I told her that you were always the one I was looking at. I told all of the girls that, after that night." 

Her confession renders you speechless -- only capable of listening and nodding every now and then. She takes advantage of your silence to finally explain herself and tell you everything she's been dying to. 

"I didn't know you felt the same until our talk in the parking lot. I mean, I was hopeful after some of the moments we had, but I didn't know for sure until then. I wanted to beg you to stay and hear me out, but you left before I had the chance."

You blink a few times as the reality of her words begin to sink in. "I had no idea…"

"Yeah, well…" she trails off, unsure of what to say next. She's forgiven you for walking away, knowing you were just hurt, but the whole situation still left a bad taste in her mouth. So much pain could've been avoided for the both of you if you had just listened.

"How did they take it?"

"They yelled at me for waiting so long to tell them, but then they tried to help me get you back. Remember those student council booths?" She leans in a little closer to ask that last line, her lips pulling to the side in that iconic smirk of hers. 

You audibly gasp and point at her animatedly. "I knew that was you!"

"Mhm, pulled some fancy-sounding excuse out of my ass to convince the board, and boom; 20 brand new tables set up the next day. I still can't believe you managed to slip past them, though. I mean, c'mon, have you seen how talkative those kids can be?" 

"Trust me, it wasn't easy," you laugh with her. "I had to sneak to the back entrances like a drug dealer." 

"I can totally see that." 

"I'm dedicated, what can I say?" The stupid hair flip you do makes her laugh even harder, clutching her stomach as those beautiful sounds slip past her lips. 

As your shared laughter eventually turns into soft chuckles, she smiles at you, saying, "I really missed this. I missed you, so so much." 

"I've been a wreck without you, Jisoo. It's honestly embarrassing." 

She looks at you with something new shining in her eyes, and she carefully contemplates what she's about to admit. "Can I tell you a secret?"

"Of course." 

"I rarely cry, Y/N, but I did over you. So you have no reason to be embarrassed. It seems like both of us were pretty bad off." She looks down after saying that, scuffing her foot against the concrete of the sidewalk. Being vulnerable isn't usually easy for her, and she never really lets people see that side of her -- not even the girls. She feels like she has to stay strong for them to keep things running smoothly, but she fails to realize how important her own feelings are. You're different, though; she feels like her entire collection of secrets would be safe with you, and you make her feel secure enough to be open like that. 

When she feels you step closer and hook two fingers underneath her chin, her eyes dart up to yours and her heart speeds up. Your other arm hesitantly wraps around her waist, giving her plenty of time to step away and deny you. You've spent so much time convincing yourself that she couldn't possibly want someone like you that you're genuinely surprised when she steps further into your embrace, pulling your arm tighter around herself. 

Her right arm comes to rest loosely on your shoulder as her other hand caresses your forearm, rubbing various patterns against your smooth skin. "I tried so hard to get you to pick up on my flirting," she starts, playing with the baby hairs at the nape of your neck as she holds you close. "Every touch," she runs a finger down your arm, leaving a trail of electricity in its wake. "Every look," she moves her hand from your neck to your cheek, cupping it sweetly as she gazes into your eyes. She strokes your skin with the pad of her thumb, smiling beautifully when she feels you nuzzle into her hold even more. 

"And that kiss…" she says, sounding breathless at the mere thought of it. "I wanted it to last forever." 

"Why didn't you tell me that, then?" You ask, not even a trace of anger in your tone. You're determined to let go of all the hurt and fear that your misunderstandings have caused, opting instead to finally get the answers you've wanted for so long. "After I came back from putting Aera to bed you were just… different. And then when you said it was just a part of the script--"

"I know. I was afraid that if I let myself have you like that -- if I let you in all the way -- there'd be no going back." When she sees the confusion building in your eyes, she continues on. "I don't usually let myself get distracted; I can't afford it. You know how seriously I take my studies." You nod, recalling the numerous times you've found her in the library until it closed, studying hard for the exams everyone knew she'd ace. "But you wiggled your way past every line of defense I ever put up. You became my favorite distraction." A dopey grin tugs at your lips at receiving that title, and you subconsciously hold your head a little higher.

"But I wasn't prepared for that. You make me feel things that I've never felt before, and I really didn't think I could afford to let myself have you. Not fully, anyway. I could deal with a crush; I told myself I could keep you close enough that I wouldn't miss you, but far enough that I could keep myself protected."

"What changed?" You ask, smoothing your hands over the small of her back, feeling the heat radiate from her skin. They've worked their way under the hem of her shirt during your conversation, subconsciously seeking to share her warmth, and Jisoo has been acutely aware of it the entire time. 

"When I saw you walk away like that I didn't know what to do with myself. I've had people leave before, so it's not a new thing; but I never missed them like I've missed you."

A bittersweet, melancholic look settles on your face at that; she deserves every good thing that the world has to offer, so knowing that you played a part in her sadness -- whether it be direct or indirect -- disheartens you a bit. 

"But you're here now, and that's all that matters." She says, leaning her forehead against yours. 

"And I'm not going anywhere," you affirm, holding her even closer than before. She brushes her nose against yours with a quiet sigh, relieved to be in your arms, caught safely in your warm embrace. If falling feels like this, she's more than okay with it. 

"Can I?" You ask, glancing down to the heart shaped pillows you've dreamt of having against yours again. 

She nods, uttering a soft, "Please", as she tilts her head to the side in expectancy. You close the remaining distance, bending your knees slightly to tighten your hold on her waist and pull her flush up against yourself. Both of her arms wrap around your neck now, occasionally coming down to tilt your head and allow her better access, or run her fingers through your hair. It's sensual and meaningful, but an air of urgency hangs in the air, thickening it the longer her lips are on you. Both of you are making up for lost time, so it's no wonder you're so eager. 

She takes your bottom lip between her teeth as she backs you up, pressing you against the brick wall that you had migrated a few steps away from during your conversation. If she were kissing anyone else, perhaps she'd care about the strangers staring, or what they might say; but as she stands here, feeling your hands explore her body in the ways that she's dreamed of and your lips kiss her senseless, that's the furthest thought from her mind. Her hands grab at the collar of your shirt, balling the material up in her palms as she pushes her lips against yours from a new angle. 

When you eventually pull back for air, you can't help but say the phrase that's been sitting on your mind for weeks. "I love you." 

Her heart speeds up to match yours, both of them racing as you look at each other with giant smiles on your faces. "I love you, too. If you hadn't already guessed that," she chuckles, leaning up to kiss you again. This one's more innocent, though -- full of giddiness as you replay each other's declaration in your minds. 

"Y/N L/N IF YOU AREN'T OUT HERE--"

Yuqi bellows loudly, blasting through the side door and out into the chilly night air. The metal smacks against the wall from the force she exerted, and you physically cringe at the sound. Jisoo does the same, quickly pulling away to find out what's going on. 

When Yuqi's line of sight settles on the two of you, her eyebrows raise and a smirk lands on her lips. "Well, well, well. Looks like my work here is done," she says, cocking her head to the side self-assuredly when she sees how swollen both of your lips are and how mussed your clothing is. You send her a look that she registers as "Get lost", and she retreats back into the performance hall with her hands raised in surrender.

"Idiot," you mutter under your breath, shaking your head as you watch the door close behind her, its poor hinges still recovering from her assault. Jisoo's giggle makes you turn back to her, finding a breathtaking smile forming on her lips. "You're so cute," she coos, poking your cheek, "especially when you blush like that." 

You fight the bashfulness that attempts to take over, managing to cock a brow at her and say, "Hey, watch it -- I might not be so kind in my next poem if you don't stop teasing me." 

"Aww, don't be like that, baby." 

She tenses up after realizing she let that pet name slip out at the end, but your smile only widens. 

"Say that again."

"Baby," she drawls in her signature sultry tone, stepping closer to you again. 

"Mmm, I could get used to that." You hum against her lips, pressing yours to them at the end of your statement. 

"Good, because there's more where that came from." 

"Oh yeah?"

"Mhm," she settles into your arms again, looking into your eyes with so much love you nearly swoon. "This is only the beginning for us." 

[rye-views]

Hospital Playlist. 슬기로운 의사생활. Season 2. 7.8/10

I would recommend this season to my friends. I would rewatch this season.

Friends have told me this season isn't as good as the first. I can get it, but I think both seasons are great.

Jae Hak is such a positive energy. I don't know any guy like that. His bothering Jun Wan is so amusing. I love that Jun Wan cares for him back. Gyeo Ul and Jeong Won are goals. Watching them is all I need. Episode 4 tteokbokki scene is a fav. I'm enjoying Seon Bin and Song Hwa's relationship. Girls who support girls. I still love Jong Su and Rosa's relationship. I enjoy Gyeo Ul and Min Ah's friendship. Song Hwa singing in English is the best thing. Min Ha talking/confessing to Seok Hyeong is the best thing as well. Min Ha being so happy is lovely. It's such positive energy. Her dating reactions are me. I love Rosa being so happy that Gyeo Ul visited her. I love how Song Hwa and Jun Wan love food so much. I love how Song Hwa becomes so happy with Ik Jun. I love that Gyeo Ul's brother is Ga Eul. Seok Kyeong reacting to Song Hwa and Ik Jun dating was just wonderful. I love love love all the first kisses. I feel so giddy. I love how there's something to like about the entire main cast. You could date any one of them. I love how Song Hwa loves camping and nature.

Seon Bin is pretty.

The Men in Black reference was funny. The humor in this show, phenomenal. Ik Jun really is the funniest to me. Lol me recognizing Eun Mi as that BTS stan in CLOY.

Min Ah taking herself on a date on Christmas. Respect.

The two mothers with children subplot got me. Eunji's mom is so supportive, and it was so sad to see her break down when she was always her pushing strength.

The goodwill and selflessness in this show make me cry.

Memorable Quotes: "밥 먹자."

[jungcity]

i want to request a songfic with Jaehyun, song: aint my fault - zara larsson🔥 Fav lines: " It ain't my fault you came here lookin' like that You just made me trip, fall and land on your lap Certain bad boy smooth Body hotter than a summer I don't mean to be rude, but I'd look so damn good on ya".🔥I want it to be suuuuuper smutty, freaking hot, maybe a one night stand, or that you are dating and are sleeping together for the 1st time. Thank you💕

“It ain’t my fault you came here lookin’ like that. You made me trip, fall and land on your lap. Certain bad boy, smooth body hotter than summer. I don’t mean to be rude, but I’d look so damn good on ya.”

— Ain’t My Fault, Zara Larsson

tw: oral sex (m), 18+, nsfw

You weren’t one for parties. But every time you were in one, you couldn’t seem to stop enjoying yourself like you were born to it.

The liquor was grazing your throat bitterly, yet the process of swallowing has never been this enjoyable. Especially when your life has gone shit this past few weeks and is only slowly getting better because of the alcohol erasing the shitty days.

A party. That’s all it ever is. You would go, drink to oblivion, and go home if you still can. But how did you find yourself kneeling in front of Jeong Jaehyun while sucking his cock? That remains a mystery.

And yet the slurpy sound of your tongue as your mouth tried to fit him inside your mouth was something that has enveloped all your senses, driving you to deep throat him until the tip of your nose touches the base of his dick.

Jaehyun groaned, tossing his hair back while threading his fingers through your strands. His legs were shaking by every kitten lick you gave his tip. Pool of saliva could be seen on the flooring underneath you, as you give him a head sloppily.

“Fuck,” he groaned, “Why are you so good at this?”

A hum was what you answered him. You had other boys ask you that, too. Of course, who would’ve believed that a simple girl like you would have the guts to suck off a boy from a party when he began to bat his eyelashes at you?

Jaehyun was easy. He was rock-hard way before you reached one of the private rooms. That made you even wetter than you already were.

The slick feeling of your cunt drooling was undeniably evident against your panties. You could feel the slippery texture of it whenever you move your legs to adjust yourself. Jaehyun was still guiding your head when you suddenly came into a halt, his cock still inside your pretty mouth.

His brows were furrowed when you stopped, but he easily has decoded the look you gave him. Jaehyun smirked. “You wanna be fucked so bad, aren’t you?” With a loud pop, you pulled away. Jaehyun cupped your chin with his fingers, tipping your head to look up at him. His eyes fell on your lips, which glints because of saliva. “Why don’t you strip that skirt and let me see your little cunt?”

The lewd remarks has had you sliding off your skirt and panties to pool down your feet in the blink of an eye. Jaehyun looked up to you, admiring your body with those piercing gaze of his.

He stood up, ripped a condom and wrapped his cock with it. In one swift move, he had your back against him, his hand caging your waist, his cock sliding inside you with a jolt.

“Ah! Jaehyun!” you moaned when he snapped his hips to thrust in you.

He didn’t even bother to slow down. He just had you in a viselike grip while fucking you from behind as if he was going to die if he didn’t. You were being filled by his cock. And damn it felt good. His size was stretching your walls, his tip penetrating every unfamiliar place.

“Slow... down!” You began to drool because of the feeling. Your mind went blank and the only thing you could comprehend was the feel of his cock as it ravaged your pretty little pussy. “Oh my God!”

Jaehyun groaned and grabbed one of your breasts to hold on to it. He still snaps his hips ruthlessly against your buttocks. Balls slapping on your skin. “Fuck, you’re so fucking tight.”

Jaehyun wrapped your neck with his arm, pulling you closer to him. His one hand traveled down until it reached your clit. A scream resonated with you when he began to rub your swollen bud. You didn’t even care if someone heard you outside.

He chuckled against your ear. “Does that feel good?” he whispered, as if taunting you, moving his middle finger in a circular motion. “Does that feel good? Answer me.”

Legs wobbling, you sobbed, “Yes! Fuck, yes!”

“Then, cum,” he breathlessly commanded as he pressed your clit and rubbed for the last time.

A loud and trembling cry echoed through you as the euphoria blasted you like a thousand stars. Your body limped in his arms. You couldn’t even move a muscle as he continuously fucked you to chase his own high. Jaehyun held you like a rag doll until he came, hissing through his teeth and tightening his hold on your body.

[sxxft-yoon]

my ~spicy~ opinions about gp999 connect mission preformances because i'm bored asf and i'm scared to death✨

DISCLAIMER: these are just my opinions and you're allowed to disagree with them, just please be respectful💕

also, i'm at school right now so there miiight be some shitty grammar so sorry about it 🤷‍♀️

enjoy my controversial and biased opinions! also sorry for low quality images bwahahahhahah i suck

•yes or yes teams•

~team 1~ line-up: kim hyerim, huh jiwon, kim chaehyun, ma yuling, chiayi, li yiman, okuma sumomo, yamauchi moana, kuwahara ayana

my opinion: ok they absolutely slayed this one and definitely deserved the mcountdown performance, because everyone shined here. hyerim is an amazing main vocal and their team dynamic made me smile. kinda salty about moana not getting recognized and jiwon as a center made me cringe a tiny bit but i'll let it slide haha

mvp: kim hyerim (k-group)

~team 2~ line-up: lee chaeyun, kim sein, kim doah, leung cheukying, wen zhe, xu ziyin, kishida ririka, arai risako, okazaki momoko

my opinion: what's with the sein hate? she's fifteen, literally younger than me and a great vocalist. yes, she was a bit fast and that kinda brought the performance down, but she's a literal child! damn! doah as a center was sO cringy i almost cried laughing but overall my once ass is kinda satisfied

mvp: kishida ririka (j-group)

•how you like that teams•

~team 1~ line-up: choi yujin, seo youngeun, lee yeongyung, cai bing, shen xiaoting, xia yan, inaba vivienne, kawaguchi yurina, may

my opinion: i don't want to seem rude, i'm pretty sure they worked hard and all that, but the performance was...mediocre? i'm not talking about the mistakes, those are ok, they're humans but yujin, yurina and vivienne were almost invisible. tbh, the only one that i really loved in this performance was xia yan.

mvp: xia yan (c-group)

~team 2~ line-up: yoon jia, sim seungeun, kim dayeon, zhou xinyu, chen tzuling, wu tammy, shima moka, ando rinka, sakurai miu

my opinion: this is probably the most forgettable performance out of all 11. nothing stood out to me besides their kinda good facial expressions. so much wasted talent. they did ok, but definitely not outstandingly good to win.

mvp: yoon jia (k-group)

•fiesta teams•

~team 1~ line-up: lee sunwoo, kang yeseo, choi yeyoung, poon wingchi, huang xingqiao, chen hsinwei, hiyajo nagomi, sakamoto mashiro, kubo reina

my opinion: fiesta teams were done dirty with screentime but this one was really good, considering fiesta is in a ridiculous key! sunwoo should’ve got the planet pass, she did great, reina vocal queen and for once i agree with the judges about xingqiao, she improved so much! mashiro stood out to me the most.

mvp: sakamoto mashiro (j-group)

~team 2~ line-up: huening bahiyyih, kim yubin, suh jimin, hsu nientzu, lin shuyun, wang quiru, sakamoto shihona, nakamura kyara, ito miyu

my opinion: oh, boy. here we go. first, i don’t understand why judges didn’t suggest a main vocal change when miyu’s throat was so damaged from the high note, which ruined the already mediocre performance. on the brighter side, jimin and bahiyyih did great and were really stable! still, none of these girls had a chance to show off.

mvp: huening bahiyyih (k-group)

•ssfwl teams•

~team 1~ line-up: kim bora, ryu sion, lee hyewon, chang ching, zhang luofei, liang jiao, terasaki hina, hayase hana, nagai manami

my opinion: this is definitely my fav performance from this mission - everyone had their few seconds of fame, they complimented each other a lot and at one point they looked like a debuted group, especially when bora and luofei did the highnote. lalalalalala~

mvp: kim bora (k-group)

~team 2~ line-up: joung min, cho haeun, lee rayeon, liang qiao, ho szeching, cui wenmeixu, hayashi fuko, kanno miyu, oki fuka

my opinion: both ssfwl teams were actually bearable, even though i don’t like this team’s vocals that much. rayeon carried in vocals but again, i can’t get through the performance without being annoyed at mnet giving them black outfits instead of something actually fitting the dreamy concept, eh. 

mvp: lee rayeon (k-group)

•ebs teams•

~pretty u team~ line-up: kim yeeun, lee yunji, guinn myah, liu shiqi, gu yizhou, yang zige, ikema ruan, kamimoto kotone, murakami yume

my opinion: i’m kinda unsure if i find this adorable or ,,way too much’’ lol. yes, the concept is supposed to be like that but tbh i think myah overdid it a little bit, but she fit the concept and definitely made her team win, she’s super charismatic! another person that i’d love to highlight is kotone, she’s main rapper material. overall, i think the win was deserved.

mvp: guinn myah (k-group) 

~mic drop team~ line-up: an jeongmin, han dana, choi hyerin, lin chenhan, wang yale, liu yuhan, kitajima yuna, fujimoto ayaka, aratake rinka

my opinion: i’m fully aware that this team had no rappers which makes me question their song choice, but they did better than i expected them to! yale’s ,,yeah i’m on the mountain yeah i’m on the bay’’ is stuck in my head and even though they weren’t really charismatic, it wasn’t terrible. 

mvp: an jeongmin (k-group)

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~the eve team~ line-up: you dayeon, kim suyeon, jeong jiyoon, xu ruowei, fu yaning, su ruiqi, ezaki hikaru, kamikura rei, nonaka shana

my opinion: i might be biased but they did amazing if we don’t count yaning’s eyebrow (im sorry yenny ily) and tbh, hikaru overdid it a little. jiyoon and shana are main vocal material and this performance made me a diehard ruiqi stan. the one that surprised me is dayeon, she did quite well with the vocal parts. 

mvp: su ruiqi (c-group)

so, this was a huuge mess and i have no idea why i’m doing this but yeah i just hope ruiqi gets in