#jesus fucking christ oh my lord

[fourteenfifteen]

GOD FUCKING DAMNIT I KNEW. I KNEW WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN I KNEW BEFORE HE SAID IT AUSTIN GD WALKER COME FIGHT ME

[aranthegenderfluidbastard]

HEY

HEY LISTEN TO ME

THIS POST CONTAINS SEVER TMAGP EP.8 SPOILERS

GO LISTEN TO THE EPISODE BEFORE READING THIS

GERRY IS ALIVE

GERRY IS FUCKING ALIVE

Gerry is alive, and happy, like, he sounds GENIUNLY happy, and he paints, and he drinks tea, and just sounds SO normal, and he isn't alone, and GERTRUDE FUCKING ROBINSON is his grandma (just hoping that she hadn't done what she did in TMA or I'll go back to hate her with a burning passion). And you know what? Yes, I did cry, and yes, I did screamed, and YES there is A LOT more to unpack in ep8 since all the Alice-Gwen conversation was soooooo.

AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON CELIA MAN.

WHAT. THE. FUCKKKKKKKK.

AND OF COURSE SHE IS WITH GEORGIE IN WTG!!!! 'CAUSE WHY NOT?????

[gummy-axolotl]

:333 I wasn’t lying when I said Jax liked bondage

Cube. Cube honey. Bestie. Darling. I. Am so normal. About this. I am completely chill and not dying. I am vibing. All good. Nothing. Yes.

[slashingdisneypasta]

Incorrect Quote

Slenderman, walking in to see Zalgo in the kitchen with the pastas: ... are you here to take them away??

Slenderman: I keep their bags packed.

[friedchickenluver]

ugh, i gotta write smut…

[aroace-poly-show]

also a thing for you if you ever want to ramble about hw- what's emu's story for this? how did she get into illustration, and how did she meet the troupe?

RAUGH I ALWAYS WANT TO RAMBLE AND IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS TY FOR ASKING!!!! also took a while this time my bad man. the route my bus takes has very very shit internet so i couldn’t continue my draft during my ride 💔

anywayyy. good lord this is fucking long. im sorry.

for emu, i’m still figuring stuff out with her, but i’ve been thinking about her a lot more recently, and so far what i’ve got is that she has a little bundle of issues including grief over her grandpa, toxic positivity and not letting herself feel negative emotions properly, some internalized hatred of herself and how childish she is following an argument w shosuke, and generally feeling kinda lost, like the rest of hw, after wonder stage closed bc she doesn’t know what to do w/o shows. yknow.

so like. she still has her whole thing w/ her grandpa. and she while she wasn’t doing the *best* she wasn’t doing that bad in the mental health department. still wasn’t letting herself like. grieve properly. but she wasn’t the worst. she performed a lot on wonder stage and knew that the stage was in danger of being closed down, so she tried really hard to keep it from happening. but the actors for wonder stage began to leave as time went on and the ones who stayed didn’t really get why she was so persistent in keeping this stage open when the others in the park were better and shit. and she didn’t have much help. so unfortunately despite her best efforts wonder stage was kinda doomed for closure. butttt she’s not giving up yet. so she tries to convince her brothers to not close it, or at least to just give her some more time. which Does Not Go Well. shosuke gets real frustrated with her and starts yelling and shit. and while keisuke shuts him down once he gets too heated. well. it’s kinda too late. with what he said about her being childish and demanding that she just grow up already and stuff like that, my girl takes that to heart. and then with the official closure of wonder stage…yeah…she’s not doing the best…

emu’s grief here is made worse w/ the wonder stage closure. cause like. that was her and her grandpa’s favorite stage. girl feels like she failed him. she loved that stage. she loved doing shows there. it was something she had to remind her of her grandpa. and now it’s closed. :(

since then she’s been. different. like it’s just barely noticeable to a lot of people but she’s definitely changed. she smiles and acts cheery and seems like her usual self but like. her smile isn’t quite the same. she’s not quite as talkative. she avoids her brothers a lot more. and her brothers have noticed btw and they both feel AWFUL. especially shosuke. they done fucked up and they know it.

also like technically she could keep doing shows, after all theres the other stages in pheonix wonderland, and she has experience in doing shows + is related to the people who literally own the place so it wouldn’t be hard for her to join one of those stages. but she doesn’t bc after all that, she thinks her goal of just wanting to bring smiles to people is childish. shows make her so so happy but she thinks it’s immature and naive of her to still want to pursue that, especially considering she failed last time. it’s a silly and childish path to pursue, and she needs to pull her head out of the clouds and grow up already, like her brother says. so despite loving shows with all her heart, she gives up on doing them. but since shows are so important to her, she doesn’t rlly know what to do without them, so that’s where that feeling lost stuff comes in. yknow.

for her art, i just think she enjoyed art in general, and with her grief and the wonder stage closure it helped her cope. i have a very specific idea in my head of her style. but i cant remember the artist here on tumblr that i think she does art like. if i can remember their name i will though. i might actually do a post dedicated to what i think her art style is like….

not set in stone just yet, but what i’m thinking for the original meet up is that she meets nene first. nene does music and emu finds it, and it gives her some inspiration for some art. she posts it and credits nene’s music as what inspired her, and nene is so fucking honored. through some light encouragement from rui nene gets the courage to dm emu to tell her thank you, and they start chatting!! they get along pretty well and emu starts making art for nene’s music. eventually rui has the idea to start animating them, so they can make music videos for the songs, and boom hw gets its beginnings online.

this happens before wonder stage closure btw. when it does close, emu disappears from their group chat for a bit. she comes back like nothing happens and while she doesn’t tell them what happened, they both notice she doesn’t talk about what shows shes doing anymore, or shows in general. nene and rui are both very sad at this btw. seeing emu have so much love for shows and be able to talk about them like she did was really nice, so to see her stop with that and seemingly not enjoying shows anymore after something happened, just like they did, it sucks. :(

anyway i think my timeline is like. during nene’s last year of middle school when she transfers to home schooling, she starts doing music -> everything i just mentioned here happens -> eventually they meet tsukasa, and he joins the group -> hollow ☆ wonderland does its thing as a group for a while -> main story shit happens. yeah. 👍

uhhhh. dear god i’m so bad at explaining my thoughst. augh. i hope this made some amount of sense. and that i wasn’t too repetitive lsajdkhfgyfdhsj. anyway miscellaneous emu thingies now.

like i mentioned, wonder stage hasn’t been replaced yet, it’s just closed down and sectioned off. so emu still visits it all the time. there is nothing being done to maintain it. so it is absolutely unsafe. but does emu care. no. girlie wants to disappear and while she’s not *planning* on dying, if she had to die anywhere she wouldn’t mind if it was at wonder stage. she draws there a lot.

a lot of her drawings are traditional!! with lots of bright colors and crayons and colored pencils. she has lots of fun drawing.

this applies to non-au emu as well but she has gifted stickers to all her friends. nene’s synthesizer is covered in them.

wonder stage was closed off at sunset. btw. just to give her another reason to hate sunsets.

[r4mmsarah]

I-i just… let me.. god damn… I’ll just leave it there.

📌credit to the right artists! (if yk the artist write it down)

[stormyoceans]

🔥🔥🔥

[7finalgirl8]

I still don't understand HOW it works, but... My friend at one point just drew 18+ with me and Billy to... Like...

INSULT ME?

And... Well...

I don't... I don't know how to... Feel about it.

[magnoliamyrrh]

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[365-partygirl]

too sad i might have to take up religion

[buck-yyyy]

roommate just came into my room (after waking me up) and took my water off of the dresser and took a drink and when i was like “girl tf—are you drinking my water??” she just looked me dead in the eyes and went “we bought this water.”

1. you didn’t, roommate #2 did

2. it was in return for water that i’d bought for roommate #2 the other day

3. you’ve been telling me for days to just drink from the sink after spending the past week complaining about the sink water, if the sink water is fine then literally just go drink it

4. BRO????

[lunelicmoone]

OHHHH MY GODDDDDDDD

[kurooandkenmasslut]

(S)CREAMING.

[in-this-light-on-this-evening]

Well, I’ve manifested the love of my life for a second and now I have to deal with The Consequences.

[thegeekyartist]

You know sometimes I think that my partner and I are annoying and we talk too much when we're in public.

AND THEN I GO TO A MALE-RUN COMIC SHOP