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Jeannine Gaspár
#jeannine gaspár#sturm der liebe#vanessa sonnbichler#caressa#carolin x vanessa#actress#wlw#portrait#photoshoot#i have not forgotten about them#just been distracted by life#will update soon
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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i miss them a little if im gonna be honest
#mp100#mob psycho 100#kageyama shigeo#kageyama ritsu#hanazawa teruki#tome kurata#tsubomi takane#shou suzuki#deliart#i meant for the image to be like. after the end but i also didnt think about the hairstyle changes. sorry......#also i know i was like shou 100% has dwarf hamsters since he got 2 but u know what i dont care. golden hamster stan for life#im planning on getting one i've been checking out breeders near me so i can get a proper healthy one. there are so many good ones here too#i already am thinking on what color im gonna go for..getting picky even. something like offwhite.. silver pearl.. silver dove.. silver mink#jurys still out on wether im gonna get another female or not#i do love how big ladies get and their intense energy and work ethic. truly the most passionate creatures i've ever come across. inspiring.#but a lazy fluffy guy that just sits around and washes his balls all day does seem easier. less likely to climb my curtains.#i got distracted i love hamsters so much. look at my mop drawing now everyone
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the brainrot won
#GUY S i know i haven't posted anything in a while and thats because im working on a big cool project that i really want to finish without-#distractions. but uh. as you can see. ive been distracted 😔. still working on it tho!!!! and im very happy with it turns out its just-#super time and energy consuming so ive tried to limit my intake of other media to not make myself want to draw other stuff#i also haven't read the last two (two already?????) chapters of RnS and im very sad about it and i want to read it but you know that if i-#read it ill want to make fanart and then ill never finish my project :(#SO. sorrey for the lack of art itll be coming when im free to draw!!!!!!!#but also. yes ive watched new life because i dont want to go insane with nothing but this project on my mind and umm. had to take a little-#break to do a couple designs for fun... and to switch it up a bit because for real im going insane i think#ALSO. friend got me into zelda botw and i haven't played a whole lot yet (because project) but ive tried to take some inspiration for-#designs from there. at least for joel and scott. everyone else not so much...#WELL ANYWAYS this is getting long. i should really stop rambling in the tags and just make separate posts for all this but i dont want to#umm. tags.#new life smp#smallishbeans#mythical sausage#geminitay#pearlescentmoon#smajor1995#inthelittlewood#my art#sketch
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I feel like F/P/S was still a pretty weird one, even by Lance's standards.
sorry for (in an ironic twist) not doing much Ride Kamens art now that it's actually started; I've been pretty slow going through it and I feel weird posting about things I'm not caught up on! though I'm. definitely gonna have to set aside some time to actually get through episode 13, after what they posted today. (w-what did they do to my Leon) (NOBODY TELL ME I HAVE TO FIND OUT ON MY OWN) (LEOOOOOOOON)
#art#ride kamens#f/p/s#freedom/play/slam#it's probably not as dramatic as i'm imagining i'm just terrified for our sweet boy#smh can't believe leon's bald now#this is why i don't like to post before i get caught up i have NO IDEA#anyway sorry this. kind of sucks. it just made me laugh#i love the sheer absurdity that must be lance's day-to-day#it's amazing what you can get used to i guess#event chaosworlds are bizarre even for chaosworlds though#(poor shizuru...he was SO confused about the bread...)#i admit the events are one of the reasons i've been so slow at the main story#i told myself i was going to put my foot down and prioritize and not get distracted by the next event#and then they announced frilly prince froufrou tea party wisdom boys and RUINED MY LIFE#how am i supposed to get anything done when all i can think about is jou just going absolutely ham on some tiny cucumber sandwiches#how dare they do this to me
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Assorted DCA doodles (mostly Sun)!
#my art#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#been getting distracted with life lately#but these fools will always be fun to draw#anyways i have an idea for a cotl piece#just need to gather the motivation to make a nicely rendered piece
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something i promised on my kofi 6 months ago... 🫠
#sorry for people who has been asking for commission and finding me very unresponsive#literally i don't feel ready mentally ; i think the '6 months' is self-explanatory#frieren: beyond journey's end#fern#sousou no frieren#fanart#frieren at the funeral#actually it was 1.5 years ago; i was supposed to be drawing other character that time#but for 9 months i didn't manage to make myself sit down & finish it; so 6 months ago i re-asked if the person wanted other character#bcs i thought i need to re-start fresh & maybe the person's interest had changed#ko fi#when drawing for money sometimes u sit down & just stop 'working' entirely ; like ur will goes blue screen & refuse to do it#because it's / work / and u have to be more meticulous ; it gives u all the extra pressure#tho i like to have the money again.... but i'll start studying again soon; and i'll need to do my best on this one i think#drawing has always been a distraction on my study so maybe it is a good thing if my drawing drive dies down for a good while#tho not drawing at all also stress me out; finger crossed for good life balance#I CAN'T BELIEVE POPULAR TAG SHOWING THAT PEOPLE ALSO KNOW IT AS 'FRIEREN AT THE FUNERAL'. THAT SOUNDS WAY TOOOO DEPRESSINGGGG.....😭😭😭😭
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THE MOMENT NAOMASA REALIZED THE EXTENT OF WHO ALL MIGHT ACTUALLY IS
For refrence; a side by side comparison of how Naomasa knows All Might vs how Toshinori is when he actually lets loose
#bnha#my hero academia#yagi toshinori#naomasa tsukauchi#it was at this moment naomasa realized#toshinori isn't just a good guy who wants to do good#but an absolute freak of a man who NEEDS it#the first time in Naomasa'a entire life he's seen Toshinori's eyes actually light up and him smile out of sheer euphoric joy#and he's realizing he really never had a chance at keeping Toshinori out of the battle#he's realizing nobody ever had a chance at getting All Might to back down and accept retirement#Toshinori is awkward and soft spoken among people#for he does not know how to fit in there#he tries but he always seems a bit uncomfortable or distracted#but there- right there- Toshinori is THRIVING#Toshinori is a deranged feral individual who is damn right terrifying#naomasa is realizing that the entire time everyones been unaware how much of a monster the symbol of peace really is#because toshinori is tame#he's on their side#he's the symbol of peace and hope#it's like thinking you have a pet golden retriver#only to realize you have a dog that's built to hunt bears#and watching your once percieved golden retriever#tear into a monstrousity that had you quacking#like its the most natural and right thing in the world to them
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cleo so far this series
#trafficblr#life series#life series smp#secret life#secret life smp#secret life spoilers#zombiecleo#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#*comes crawling back with a meme*#LISTEN#there’s nothing to listen to idk there’s just a new life series to distract me from the horrors™️#ik it’s only ep 1 but i already adore this series it’s so good and everyone’s perspectives are so funny#hopefully this hasn’t been done yet but it’s all i could think about after cleo’s ep#bdubs immediately knowing who they were referring to and then the cleo etho team up !!!#i’m excited to see who else teams up#i actually really want jimmy and scar to team up and prove everyone wrong (or right)#also bigb was just so funny lying about his task for NO REASON once he was done#ANYWAYS yeah that is all pls go watch secret life for good times and then scream with me about it :)
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stranger things: the game
nancy and barb gameplay
(or, the one where i have too much fun yet again with this concept)
#stranger things#nancy wheeler#barbara holland#heyyyy#video game concepts#the link takes u to the game cover i made#idk what else to tag this as.... uhhhhh#can you tell i've been in my nancy and barb feels lately.#anyway this shouldn't have taken as long as it did i just kept getting distracted lolol#nancy x barb#yes the buttons moved shhh we don't talk about it. i still have a headache and im not fixing it lol#i wanted to add a lil butterfly like in life is strange but i wasn't sure what the icon would be
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My henghill thought for the day is that Caelus has beaten Boothill in a shooting accuracy contest one (1) time.
Caelus will brag about this at any opportunity. Boothill will loudly deny it and accuse him of cheating- and even threaten to put one right between his eyes if he's feeling particularly spirited- but then he refuses to elaborate on what the hell Caelus could have done to make a deadshot like him miss, so not everyone believes him.
Nobody ever finds out the full story because the only other person that saw it happen was March 7th. And she refuses to talk, because as Boothill was lining up his shot, she watched Caelus cup his hands around his mouth,
and take a huge deep breath,
and then he yelled at the top of his lungs,
"VIDYADHARA CAN GO INTO HEAT!"
Boothill's shot went so wide that Caelus was able to get closer to the target, and March 7th is too embarrassed to admit she's sleeping with that menace BSNZKJSKSKSK
#honkai star rail#henghill#bootheng#hsr boothill#hsr caelus#caemarch#hsr#boothill#caelus#suggestive#Vidyadhara don't even HAVE heat/rut cycles and Boothill knows it which is just salt in the wound NSKDJDNDK#it's not that Boothill is easy to distract. like he's been a bounty hunter most of his life it seems and he's VERY good with his gun.#if Caelus had just made a loud noise trying to startle him it wouldn't have worked. Boothill is too disciplined for that.#but yelling pervy stuff about Dan Heng makes it work because man is down catastrophic BSJDJXNKSKDJD
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Castle in the sky AU ahoy
This belongs with that first chapter of the CitS AU that i posted last week
Just a first look at the guy
Its just a little side project for comfort
#castle in the sky au#fnaf sun#sundrop#dca#daycare attendant#my art#okay guys look#this is pure comfort#maybe ill rework the au to fit more slice of life fluff in there#bc i am depressed and i need to just live out my days on the flying island please#i mean the actual story i came up with is a little sad so maybe ill just rework it to be happy instead!#just been feeling down and drawing plants is the best distraction#yay new au i guess#putting it on the au pile#guy has no mouth
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Lord give me strength to finish the bittergiggle animation-
#faceee rambles#I have been completely distracter by other projects- NO MORE#face finishes an animation for the first time in her life challenge (IMPOSSIBLE)#Just for the goober I'll sit my ass down and draw those pesky in between frames😤
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i really don't understand non adhd peoples advice to ppl with adhd. "just put all the distractions away" ?????????? literally what. do y'all,,,do y'all??? need???? physical distractions to be distracted??????? ????????????
like what is supposed to happen. okay so i took my phone out of the room. that wasn't the main distraction anyways bc i was staring at the wifi signal on my laptop and tracing the bars with my nail. clear the display?? i mean sure but i've already moved on to thinking about the font of the o's on the textbook. they have like. thin lines for the top and bottom parts but the rest is kinda thick. i should try that pomodoro study thing i saw a while ago. when was that like ten years ago?? damn thats old. i was like twelve. i had this one music teacher when i was twelve and she used to use these colorful pens on the sheet music and i'd always be like why are you writing on music with pen how will you erase that but to be fair it was really pretty and like i get it now bc i got a bunch of markers recently and they're so fun. i'm trying to learn to draw and i'm not sure if my art style is more colorful or like pencil sketches because i like color but i always default to pencil sketches and then never color it. i should make a tumblr post about that sometime. maybe later tho because i'm busy right now. oh shit yeah i'm supposed to be studying. how has it been twenty minutes already. oh wait i was supposed to clear my display silly me. where's the button for that even. hmmm where's settings oh i saw this one video about settings the other day but it was really confusing i think it was supposed to be a joke or something. it was kind of funny tho and i looked at the account and the whole page was just about settings like imagine if i did that with photos or something like how do you come up with that but at the same time i kinda g
#anyways my point is i just set aside extra time to do stuff and let my brain do it's adhd thing because as long as i have a big visual#reminder of what im supposed to be doing i'll eventually come back to it#if i can get distracted from it i can get distracted back to it#like im gonna get distracted mid post and leave my phone open on the counter and start reading again#watch this im gonna put the phone down without finishing my tags and i'll be back in like twenty minutes#hello i'm back it's been at least an hour and i finished the chapter and took a quiz#i did many other random things during this time but i did finish it#forgot what my point was tho#i will post regardless#handmadeorganicpost#actually adhd#adult adhd#adhd life#adhd#attention deficit hyperactivity disorder
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misc. spiders page. 👍
#im going thru some real life shit rn so i've just spent the last five hours drawing my comfort characters and listening to twitch vods-#-from people i like. i would say it's been an effective distraction. but now i need to eat.#kirby series#kirby gijinka#taranza#dark taranza#queen sectonia#joronia#oh yeah. also ft. partyguy#ask 2 tag#also yeah hi im back from being out of town. im doing bad 👍
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{Hey I'm still around! Here's the world's special-est boy because I've had Thoughts about him picking up viper icly......}
#funny bunny// e'mal khama#ffxiv#ffxiv screenshots#my screenies#I love playing dress up :3#also sorry ive been a ghost here i was just cery distracted by life and such
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