#just saw it and the feeeels

[cinnamostar]

blind date

pairing : changbin x gn!reader

summary : when you’re set up on a blind date and it turns out to be your ex boyfriend from two years ago

wc : 1.6k

cw : nonidol!au, they’re exes your honor, fluffy, cutesy, not proof read that much idk what else

a/n : wrote this on my phone again so sorry for any mistakes! i don’t really know how to feeeel abt this fic, not my best work but i hope you like it!

you let out a nervous sigh as you enter the restaurant, a cold shiver traveling down your spine as the hostess leads you to your table, one your friends reserved on your behalf. you were starting to regret agreeing to this blind date your friends, hyunjin and felix, set you up on, but they were so insistent on it and said they found the ‘perfect’ match for you. you weren’t sure if you could trust them that much, but you knew at the very least, whoever it was wouldn’t be some creep like your other unfortunate dates.

hyunjin and felix were some of your best friends, ones you made in the last two years since you moved to the city due to a new position you got in your company. you met them by chance through a few coworkers, and since then, the three of you have been inseparable. they were incredibly supportive people, but they were tired of hearing you complain about shitty dates every weekend, so they decided to take matters in their own hands, stating they know this really cool guy through some other friends who was ‘totally’ your type. and apparently this new guy just moved to the city a few months ago too, so you would be the perfect tour guide for him too.

regardless of your nerves, you decide to put your trust in your friends as you patiently wait for this mystery man to arrive. you were curious to know what those two boys believed your type was and what made them so hellbent on making you go on this date, but perhaps curiosity killed the cat.

“hey, sorry im late!” a voice you were all too familiar with rings in your ears, the man before you rushing into his seat across from you with an apologetic smile as your mouth hangs open in utter shock and surprise, goosebumps making themselves known all over your body.

once he sits down, he looks up to meet your flabbergasted expression, the smile on his face falling once the realization hits him. his faces pales, almost as if he just saw a ghost appear right before his very eyes.

“changbin?” you ask incredulously, still not able to accept the ridiculousness of the situation.

“y/n?!” he mirrors your tone, except he was far more boisterous than you, causing a few heads to turn as he flashes a sheepish and apologetic grin to the other patrons around you two.

“i… uh, you’re my blind date?” he questions in a lower volume with raised eyebrows.

you sigh, an astounded chuckle escaping you, “i guess so…”

“i see… since when did you move here?”

“uhm, a little bit over two years ago. i ended up taking that promotion my company offered me,” you respond, a hint of anxiousness trembling through your words.

“oh, so, basically after we broke up..?”

“mhm,” you hum in confirmation, your body feeling tense due to the awkwardness that hung in the air between you two. “felix and hyunjin told me you just moved here, right?”

changbin nods, “yeah, one of my old friends needed a roommate and i just kinda wanted a fresh start, so i took my chances. how do you know hyunjin and felix?”

“coworkers,” you reply shortly, not really sure what to do in this situation.

“oh, cool! they’re old high school friends of mine, we only reconnected recently,” he smiles gently, biting his lips due to his nervousness, “i’m sorry if this is awkward.”

“ah, no, it’s okay. it’s no one’s fault, this is just some crazy coincidence,” you reassure him, “we don’t have to go through with the rest of the date, it’s okay to end it he-“

“no, no!” he interrupts, a dusting of pink appearing on his cheeks, “if you’re okay with it, we can just use this to catch up, no? it’s been awhile since we last spoke.”

you let out an uncertain sigh, “i’m fine with it, it’s just that we really didn’t end on the greatest of terms, did we?”

changbin’s face grimaces as he reflects back on the last months of your relationship, ones that were filled with constant fighting and disagreements over the littlest of things, which ultimately led to a very over dramatic break up since you both had become sick of each other over time. “no, definitely not,” he chuckles, “but we can catch up like old friends, no? unless, you wanna miss out on a lovely time with me, then that’s your decision,” he teases, the old changbin you once fell in love with slowly peaking through.

you roll your eyes playfully, “right, it would be a shame if i missed out on something like that,” a smile breaks out onto your face, a sudden wave of butterflies and shyness overtaking you. “sure, let’s catch up. i don’t mind.”

“great,” he clasps his hand almost as if he was celebrating this small victory, an embarrassed smile taking over his features, “well, i guess hyunjin and felix weren’t lying when they said this ‘mystery date,’” he lifts his hands to do air quotes, “would be my ideal type.”

you shake your head, laughing at his statement, “right, they weren’t wrong at all. maybe they were a little too spot on.”

somehow, those two hit the nail on the head and somehow paired up two former lovers through some miraculous twist of fate. there was no denying that your heart still had room for changbin, a piece of it feeling empty since your relationship with him ended. at the end of it, you had chalked it up to right person, but bad timing, as each of you were far too engrossed in each other’s career goals that inevitably took time away from the other. it wasn’t the right set of circumstances for either of you, as nether of you were at a stage of life where you could nourish a healthy relationship. he was once the person you imagined to spend the rest of your life with, but at that time, you thought if you weren’t able to bear hardships with him, then maybe he wasn’t meant to be that person. it was easier to accept you two were never meant to be, but your heart knew better than that. your heart knew he was the one, but that life just cruelly got in the way of your relationship with him.

eventually, the waiter came around to take down your orders, briefly interrupting the flow of conversation you and changbin were having. in some strange way, talking to changbin against was incredibly refreshing, as you missed the sense of safety and familiarity he brought with him. he was still the same sweet and endearing changbin you once fell in love with all those years ago, and maybe those feelings of love never truly left your heart as each time he would giggle, your heart would thump out your chest. you found yourself having to resist the natural urge to hold his hand, or to reach over and pinch his cheeks like you use to do back when you were together.

you missed this, and you missed changbin more than you could’ve ever imagined. his very appearance was enough to rekindle old flames of affection you once held for him, ones you never thought you’d be able to experience again. you both were enjoying every moment together, laughing and poking fun at each other as if nothing had ever changed, and before you knew it, two hours had gone by in the blink of an eye.

changbin insisted on walking you to your car, matter-of-factly informing you it’s what chivalrous men like himself do, which sent you into a small fit of giggles.

a gentle breeze bellows through you both, a comfortable silence filling the air, the awkwardness from earlier no longer to be found. you look up to the night sky, taking a chance to admire the full moon that glistens above you.

“you know, whenever i look at the moon, i still think of you,” changbin confesses in a hushed whisper, a longing look in his eyes as if he was looking off into some distant memory. you turn to him with a quizzical expression, urging him to go on. “you use to always tell me to look how pretty the moon was nearly every night. even if we weren’t together, you would text me to go outside and look at it,” he reminisced fondly.

“you always looked too,” you smile.

“honestly, i didn’t really get it at first,” he laughs, “but i loved you and it always made you happy whenever we looked at it together, so i made sure to look at it every night. even if we were fighting and weren’t with each other. even now, i still look up and think of you.”

your face grows hot as his words fluster you, the unexpected vulnerability catching you off guard, “thank you,” you respond gently, “for doing that for me. it always made me feel very loved.”

“i still do it. i think part of me will always love you no matter what.”

your breath hitches, your eyes widening as he looks away bashfully, not expecting or planning for those words to ever leave his mind. you let out a soft exhale through your nose, a shaken smile taking over your features, “i feel the same way too.”

quietness returns, neither of you sure how to continue the conversation as you reach your car, “well, this is me,” you break the silence, pointing to the car next to you, “thank you for today, it was… fun. i had a lot of fun.”

he nods, “me too,” taking in a deep breath, “do you… do you want to do this sometime again?” he asks meekly, fearing your response.

“yeah, i’d really like that, changbin.”

“okay, great. it’s… it’s a date?”

“it’s a date.”

[mokokone]

Hihi~!!! I saw your Eternal Sorrow, and it was truly amazing and heartbreaking 💔. Soooo can I request funny stories of Kusuriuri with his wife. Like maybe she drunk and is basically like, "If we dont kiss, the world will explode," or funny embarrassing moments that happened to them, maybe they got caught by room service. It's all up to you, of course! I just was funny and embarrassing moments between them!! TY, Love your work ❤️

Little Misadventures |Kusuriuri x Wife!Reader (Drabble)|

Kusuriuri often found himself in the midst of peculiar situations, but none quite as amusing as the escapades he shared with his darling wife. Their bond, forged through a shared love of the supernatural and a penchant for mischief, often led them down unexpected paths, much to Kusuriuri's occasional dismay.

 One particularly memorable evening, the couple found themselves in a cozy ryokan, nestled in the heart of Kyoto. You, ever the adventurous spirit, had insisted on trying the local sake, unaware of the potent effects it would have on your delicate constitution.

 "Kusuriuri, my love," you slurred, your cheeks flushed with the warmth of the alcohol. "If we don't kiss right now, the world will explode!" You leaned in, your eyes sparkling with a mix of mischief and inebriation.

 Kusuriuri, ever the composed individual, found himself caught off guard, his usual stoicism crumbling in the face of his your unexpected antics. "(Y/n), my dear, I hardly think that's necessary," he said while gently trying to dissuade you.

"Besides, it appears you had a little too much to drink tonight. You need to rest," He added.

"But I ain't sleepy, dad," You say before collapsing onto the tatami floor.

Sighing, Kusuriuri gently pulled you up before hooking an arm around your waist and under your legs, and used all his strength to lift you up bridal style.

He really needed to get you to bed.

You lazily tilted your head back against your husband's shoulder as your world spun on around in little circles. Quiet giggles bubbled from your lips as you raised your arms in the air.

"Yippee~!" You chortles, as if you were on a carnival ride which made Kusuriuri roll his eyes─all while the faintest of smiles tugged at his lips, despite having to carry you.

"Aw, ride's over already," You complained once he laid you down onto the futon.

"Yes, you need rest." He tells you, but was taken aback by you wrapping your arms around his neck.

"But darling~♪" She slurred softly, "I'm feeeeling frisky! Annnd I love you soooo much~♡"

You soon began peppering his neck with kisses which then turned into light sucking and kitten licks. Kusuriuri grunts, feeling shivers run down his spine upon feeling your little canines nip at his skin, which he knew would leave love bites tomorrow.

"You taste like chocolate. I'm gonna eat all the chocolate... I love chocolate." You chuckled.

"No, my wife! You are drunk. You need yo lay down and rest." He says, removing your arms from him.

However, he couldn't stop the blush that tinted his cheeks as your kimono slowly came undone, as it slid off your shoulders, revealing your chest and cleavage.

"But Kusuriuri, I don't wanna! I wanna have fun," You whined.

Unwittingly, you raised your legs and wrapped them around his waist, locking both your ankles together, trapping him.

"C'mon, play with me," you plead, before slowly grinding yourself against his pelvis.

"Stop it (Y/n), not like this. You need to sleep this off." He scolds, pulling your legs away only for you to then throw a leg over his shoulder.

He never would've thought you could be very persistent when drunk.

"Sleep is for the sheep." You giggled.

Suddenly, the playful exchange was soon interrupted by a knock as the shoji slid opened, revealing the inn's maid.

"Room service─Oh!" Her eyes widened in surprise upon seeing the couple in a rather compromising position.

You, oblivious to the intrusion, continued your playful advances, much to Kusuriuri's dismay.

"S-sorry!" The poor woman apologized and quickly closed the door back.

Once she'd left, Kusuriuri sighs. "How unfortunate," he chided, though the corners of his lips betrayed a hint of amusement as he scuffles his troublesome drunken wife.

The next day, the couple found themselves in the midst of a Mononoke hunt. As you Kusuriuri navigated the dense forest, your kimono gets on a spiky stray branch, ripping a hole in the delicate fabric and revealing your underwear underneath.

You squeak, your face flushing with embarrassment, as you quickly tried to cover yourself. However, you caught your husband staring as Kusuriur quicklyi averted his gaze, though the subtle twitch of his lips suggested he was struggling to suppress a laugh.

"Kusuriuri, this is not funny!" You cried, your mortification palpable.

"Of course not, my dear," he replied, his tone diplomatic, though the mirth in his eyes betrayed his true feelings. "I'll fix it later. Right now, let us focus on the task at hand and see to the Mononoke."

 As the sun set on yet another eventful day, Kusuriuri and his wife found themselves wrapped in each other's arms, their hearts full of the memories they had made – a testament to the fact that even the most seasoned exorcist can't escape the occasional, and often hilarious, misadventures of life.

[nutal]

man, im still like wondering abt guitarspear

like, im still wondering if:

1. the two were already together when we saw them in the show bc, it’s been like years so they prob together already

or 2. the two aren’t together at the moment, even tho they’re romantically interested with eachother, bc Adam is afraid of a third betrayal, while with Lute: it’s bc she doesn’t wanna ruin her friendship with Adam

AAAAAAAAAA I DUNNO BRO ;-;

Honestly I feeeel like it might be closer to the second option.

I will say one thing, and it’s that there are DEFINITE sparks between these two, that is simply undeniable. I think as canon stands currently, these two may have ‘experimented’ a little with each other, especially if you consider who Adam is as a person. He’s very much a go-getter, but like you said, this man is horrified of relationships because of his past.

Maybe it was an under the influence thing where there were substances involved and thus ended with more than a few kisses (very honest and passionate ones too I can imagine, lol. Then Lute’d probably wake up the next day all like “never speak of this again”), maybe it was a one night stand thing, maybe it was a ‘no strings attached’ deal (there are many strings attached realistically they’re just in denial), but who really knows.

Again, I don’t think in canon (as of s1) they were in an official relationship or anything but there was absolutely 100% something going on there that was far beyond platonic.

[botanicallyinclinednerd]

The Umbrella Academy episode 4

Well! That's all incredibly messed up!

Oh shit. So they assume the masked guys did that to Geace but in reality it was Deigo... God this family is keeping so many secrets and is so dysfunctional

"It's for my nerves, I've been taking it since I was a kid" WAS I RIGHT HAS SHE BEEN TAKING POWER SUPPRESSING MEDS THIS WHOLE TIME

"For one day I think you'll be fine" Oh this is definitely going to go BAD

Alright I've changed my mind, I think this guy is just a guy and he seems nice

Aaaannnndddd I just saw this episode's description so I'm back to suspicious

Can Klaus die? I was wondering about it when he was just chilling underwater like that and when he surfaced he wasn't coughing and choking

These people all need buckets of therapy jfc

Yeah that's sus, why go so far deep in the apartment if you're returning keys? Is he stealing her meds? I don't like any of this

Pogo is more a father to these kids than their father ever was

Oh poor Five

Hazel(?) Seems to really like Agnes

If Hargreaves locked Klaus in a box as a kid, imma kill a bitch

Oh :(

Poor Ben

Vanya, honey, you've known Leonard for what? 3 days? You don't know him

These sisters are going to break my heart I know it, I can feeeel it

I hate their father so much, what the actual fuck

He locked! His son! Who speaks to the dead! In a mausoleum!

HES AFRAID OF THE DEAD AND HE LOCKS HIM IN A FUCKING CRYPT FUCKINGGGGGG THATS HOW YOU GIVE SOMEONE TRAUMA YOU FUCK

Is detective patch about to die

Ben encouraging Klaus!!!

Ben has earned a place in my heart

I don't know where I stand in regards to Leonard- AHA I FUCKING- IS THIS WHY THE SISTER THING

!!!! So proud of Klaus

Rip Patch, she was too normal to live

Time travel!

Dude your prints and dna are all over her. Idiot

[peabod3]

gn! reader, matty healy x reader, george daniel x reader, matty healy x george daniel, and we’re finally into full on smut bby xD sorry for the wait

a.n. absolute lack of grammar but yall aint here for that and yes i got carried away with colours

is this shorter than my other parts? i cant tell?

pt 1! pt2! pt3!

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“Now Matty,” you catch his attention, “don’t you have something to say?”

He wasn’t sure how much time had passed but frankly Matty couldn't bring himself to care. He was now laid on his front, mouth wrapped around Georges cock, being dragged up and down by your hand threaded in his hair. He just felt so good. You were letting him grind his hips against the bed for some relief but it wasn't enough.he needed to cum.The sound of George babbling above his head and your fingers tugging on his roots were driving him insane but it just. wasn't. enough.

“F-feels so good! goodgoodgood! good boy! im a-a good boy! yes, yes! good boy! mmhhmm!”

“aww i'm so glad to hear! such a good boy for me georgie~ that makes me so happy, makes me feel good. you like that dont you? making me feel good?”

“yes! yes i do i do i do, i love it! im y-your good boy and i make you feel good! make you feel good! feels good! feeeels goood! feels so good, good for you! good for you?”

You must have put him under a spell. How had this mountain of a man been reduced to such a begging mess at your touch? And why did it sound so good? Normally george was also in charge, normally george was the one with his hand in Mattys hair, muttering lustful things in his ear and making him beg. But right now he was just an instrument, a conduit for pleasure that you wouldn't let him grasp.

“mmpff!”

“yes georgie, good for me! what about you matty, decided if you wanna be good for me yet?”

Him! You were talking to him! But he was still gagging on georges cock, your grip hadn’t let up.You sneaky bitch. He was moaning much louder now, a mix of desire and desperation because he knew that you knew that he couldnt answer. You were playing with him and he fucking loved it. Matty was trying to give you a response, his moans becoming louder and less restrained as you continued to maneuver him and little by little he lost himself to the sensation of it, the burn in his cheeks at the width of his mouth, the taste that would linger at the back of his tongue and the whimpering baritone sinking into his brain. He could stay here forever, he wants to stay here forever. It feels so good right here, with his hips pressed against the pull out mattress and- oh!

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George had cum with a loud moan, one that took you by surprise and made you let out a small laugh as you stroked his face, looking at his blissful expression and still open mouth that you began to trace with a finger. You didn’t even need to check to know what the look on matty’s face would be, you had heard how his moans had gotten looser and more lustful. So it was only when you saw georges eyebrows furrow from the pain of overstimulation that you glanced down his torso and the sight you were met with was godly. Matty, now unmoved by your hands which were cupping georges head, was still bobbing up and down on georges cock- eyes rolling in his head and hips moving down on the mattress with slow purpose. There he was, Your good boy. Just needed that extra push.

You run your fingers softly from the crown of his head to his jaw, applying pressure until he finally slides up and off george, said boy letting out a gasp of relief from the cool air hitting his dick. Matty keeps his jaw slightly open and you begin tracing his lips, the boy painted in cum and drool.

“Being my good boy matty? Yeah?”

“mmhhmm!”

“can you say it?”

“i-i can.”

“thats good, will you?”

“im-immmm~” but he cuts himself off, your index finger had brushed too close to his lips and he had pushed it into his mouth, eyes shutting and releasing a small hum around your digit. You indulged him for a minute, looking over your shoulder at George who was now sat up against the headboard of the pullout. He was already getting hard again and you could see in his eyes that something had shifted and you knew your fun with him was over. now it was time to work together- on matty. He sends you a smirk and you know that he has an idea that you're going to like.

You pull your finger from Mattys lips and they purse trying to keep it in, puckering and kissing slightly in the air, eyes still shut as he searches for it.

“Matty.” George says, you can hear the confidence oozing off of him.

“mmhmm?”

“What are you?”

It went straight to your core, the silent power George was wielding over Matty rippling in the air between them. You waited with bated breath.

“im- im a good boy.”

“a what?”

“a-a good boy.”

“interesting, again.”

“a good boy!”

“again.”

this was a display of power, telling matty that tonight george was above him, telling you that it was time for you to work together and make the beauty in front of you come undone. subconsciously matty had crawled forward and was sat on his knees at georges feet, with just enough room for you to slip behind him and reach around to caress his front.

“ im a g-good boy, sir”

“very polite matty, now keep saying it.”

“im a-ahhhmmm~”

you had dipped your hand lower, grasping his dick and bringing your other hand up to his neck, squeezing just tight enough.

“what was that baby?” you mutter into his ear, feeling his eyelashes flutter against your cheek.

“im a- a good boy!”

“keep going”

“im a good boy! im a good boy, good boy for you. for you both! hmm im a good boy~”

[rocketturtle4]

The Eclipse Episode 11

I'm just straight out reacting to this one folks (it ended up super long like this whoops)

@grapejuicegay @wen-kexing-apologist @plantsarepeopletoo @thegalwhorants

oh god is this the cliff?

TEACHER CHADOK WHY IS HE HERE, were they actually together??

Wait did HE WITNESS IT?

Ayan is unpacking the brainwashing

"If I just disappear from this world..." DOESN'T AYAN HAVE ENOUGH TRAUMA

and CRYING

I gotta be honest Ayans silent tears get me even more than Akks vocal quivers

Oh if only it were that easy

Oh they in bed again: Cuteness ensues

I love it when characters have nicknames for each other, shortstop and Big foot are my beloveds

Oh if only

He's going in wearing Ayan's blazer this feels important.

So he's definitely getting the award? oof it feels worthless, boy's faith has been shattered

call back to the pin "It's my school pin that I pinned for you" GOD HES GOING IN WEARING AYAN AS ARMOUR

Maybe Thua wanted the award??? (I'm still trying to figure him out sorry Thua you don't make sense)

And we see the person the principal is answering too

Is no-one going to speak???

Oh Thua saw that

They're speaking, oh he got the award

SO CLOSE TO GETTING OUT OF THERE WIthOUT THE PROteStORS

AH NO THEY DON'T, HAVE YOU NOT BEEN PAYING ATTENTION?

oh no Ayan looks riled

FUCK

oh and Thua TOO

NO!! CHAOS

IT SHOULDN'T BE AKKS PROBLEM KHAN

Okay that teacher seems legit scared

OH GOD THUA

OKAY I DIDN"T SAY THIS AT THE TIME BUT I LITERALLY THOUGHT: THAT POOL IS CLEAR BOYS

Fuck he outed them

oh Thua is just laying it ALL OUT

AKK ADMITED IT, BOY IS BREAKING (Thua you got a point but I'm on Ayan's side here soz)

Wat is trying to HELP, Khan is helping too

and the situation is diffused

Oh Wat seems hurt

CRYYYYYYYING

Oh he finally said he's not okay (non-verbally but I'll take it)

(is he though? Who is he then?)

OH KHAN IS PISSED ABOUT THE LYING (Fair he totally believed in the curse)

"You guys must be dissapointed in me right" MY FEEEELINGS

Yeah Wat is pissed about the lying too

I'm still SCARED OF THUA

The last boss LMFAO

OH WOW AKK is letting it out!!

OH THEY WERE TOGETHER I KNEEEEEWWWW ITTTTTT

And now feckin Chadok is crying

But THEN WHY THE LYING????

Fricken pride flag phone case

THey were getting MARRIED???

Feckin Principal is a homophobe

So he WAS TRANSFERRED??

CHAIN OF YELLING FOR THE GODDAMN

OH MY GOD IT'S HAPPENING

I WAS RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING

HOLY CRAP

HE WANTED TO KEEP THE MOMENTUM

Dudes got a point but also Akk was breaking so that was the priority here

Oh poor Khan is so confused right now

Thua just wanted all the truth out oh boy this was not the way

Oh he went in prepared for the quencies

and doesn't want Kan to protect him because then he'd be a hypocrite (also more silent crying ouch)

He had genuinely thought it all through and decided it was worth it Oh Thua.

We're back at the pool I'm going to get emotional whiplash

is Namo just chill now? OH LOL KHAN THOUGHT THE SAME boy is pure worship I'm sorry Namo

ARE THEY ACTUALLY GOING TO DO THE FILM (YO I didn't expect to predict this much stuff am I dreaming now)

Oh we're being referential now (thailands soft power)

Back to the pool and now our other boys

GO KHAN GO (but maybe check with Thua first) oH Thua's on board

Dudes they're filming LMFAO

Of course Akk said it for the first time like that lol

OKAY gotta be honest everything came out in a neat little bow almost exactly the way I thought it would. And that was amazing but also less terrifying than I thought it would be. THe show didn't lie and it was well foreshadowed, I thought something would twist on me but it didn't (Except that Chadok was in deeper than I thought with the uncle) and I love that because the answers all made sense. I don't think we're done though, quencies gotta happen right?

Episode 12 come to me

[psychosophy]

hello! i also love typology, with my favorite system being the enneagram (though i have a great appreciation for most personality theory).

i saw that you’re taking requests for 4/13, so i have two ideas if that’s alright with you.

the first being an analysis of the seer of blood classpect, and the second a classpect typing of ena shinonome (if you’re at all familiar with project sekai, and if not that is totally fine as well).

thank you so much!

Seer of blood is actually a classpect I thot a lot about cuz of a classpectswap homestuck AU where Egbert is a Mage of blood, and Mage and seer are quite alike. I like to say the biggest difference is seers know and mages learn, in this case a seer would know the intricacies of relationships and bonds.

A seer of blood would be someone who knows relationships and bonds, though this doesn't make them socially aware at all. They can be smooth talking manipulators, using their ability to see people's reactions to their own benefits, but more than likely they'd be more withdrawn, using their seer powers to make plans that have to do with bonds but having someone more socially adept actually carry out said plans.

They might also want to be a leader, seen as a big manipulative badass but that's a maybe. Blood players in general are more likely to think of themselves as leaders or freedom fighters, and added to the class of seer could make them a smart ass LoL

If I were to assign typology to this classpect it'd be somewhere between ENFJ and INFJ with a big maybe on INTJ as well...VELF for psychosophy and I'm not sure for enneagram? 5 if an INXJ probs

As for Ena shinonome, I know enough to vibe type and I feeeel like the obvious answer is page of light....Light seems the most obvious but for class I'd need to know more about her, cuz basically what I know is very surface level LMAO (Which is funny cuz I literally have a shinonome card in my group on project sekai I just rarely read the stories out of laziness LoL)

Other possibilities would be knight of blood/light (karkat....) or Bard of Void ?

[whatarewedoingheree]

Okay today I really feel the difference being 7 pounds down. I swear my stomach looks different! It feeeels different. I feel so good about my journey right now. I wasn’t gonna go to yoga then I weighed myself and saw I lost another pound and I was like ya know what? Hell yeah I’m going to yoga. Im a bad bitch who is taking care of herself. Weight loss isn’t everything, but I feel fucking good. I feel more energy I feel lighter already I feel just better idk. Realizing just how heavy 255 pounds really is, not that that’s a bad weight to be. But on my body I just felt/feel weighed down, not like I’m used to feeling most of my life. I don’t need to be 120 pounds again, but being 190 sounds like a damn dream to me. Still a curvy baddie, but feel lighter and more mobile and free. First goal is 230. I got this! 248 today!

I’m hype for this journey.

[bisexualshakespeare]

In honor of this encouraging 'make a press release for your fanfic' post, I made covers for my Dig Deeper Haven fanfic series! I just finished posting the last chapter and I have so many feeeelings!

I wrote Angels and Animals in 2020, almost immediately after watching the season 4 finale and being so upset that I HAD to find fix it fic for it. I read two or three but none really hit the spot so I decided to take the ideas I had read and combine them in a way that appealed to ME specifically! I have a lot of ideas like this but I knew right away that I was actually going to go through with this one, but I didn't know until after it was done that I would want to continue with a nearly 50k follow up!

Multivocal I wrote over 2 NaNoWriMos, writing about 25k each time. This fic was very loosely outlined, which might not seem like a big deal but I NEVER outlined before this fic. I thought of myself as a full on pantser who never even considered writing an outline and didn't understand the concept. But for this fic I wanted it to read pretty close to the show. After the frustration of the ending of season 4, I reached out to a couple friends and asked if season 5 was better and it was pretty much a resounding no, so this had to be MY season 5 because I loved the show (well, i loved the characters) and I wasn't going to watch any further. I started thinking of it in terms of episodes and trying to keep the monster of the week type format the show had going, and having the same pacing. Eventually I let it go and decided that it was okay to write what I wanted to see over what might actually happen in a real TV show.

Both fics and the series are named after the lines from the poem Black Telephone by Richard Siken which I can only find on this tumblr post as the production company's website seems to be defunct. I saw excerpts from it floating around tumblr for years and when I was in the middle of writing A&A, I was looking for quotes that matched the tone for the title. Actually, I might have even remembered the quote myself? It has the line "I am more than one thing and not all of those things are good" and that has embedded itself into my psyche since I read it, so I think I purposefully went seeking where that quote came from.

I have considered writing a 3rd installment called More Than One Thing, but it's not going to happen just yet. I have other things I want to write and other fandoms to obsess over. Still I really am in love with these fics and so grateful to this fandom for somehow inspiring me in a way I've never been able to harness before. This is the longest fic on my ao3 and the longest story I've written that is actually complete! And all this after already spending so much time on my musical episode fanfic?! Haven really unlocked something in me and I will be chasing that inspiration forever.

Thanks for everyone who read this, everyone who read my fics, and everyone in Haven fandom!

Original lighthouse from unsplash. The other pic I found in canva.

[estellaestella]

OK, so apparently I wont get over the ending of BONES AND ALL unless I write about it. I read the book nearly 2 years ago and saw the movie about 3 (?) months ago so some of my descriptions might even be wrong. Feel free to let me know. Film and book spoilers below.

INCONSISTENT CHARACTER BEHAVIOUR:

The only rules that films have to adhere to are the rules set up within the film, for that universe. If u give a character certain abilities then you have to show them using these consistently. Or if you are going to say Oh Superman couldnt fly that day, then you have to have something like Kryptonite to explain away his temporary weakness.

The ending of BAA upsets me because BAA establishes that the eaters have an enhanced ability to bite, chew, digest, tear off the skin of other humans with their teeth since they're children and then doesnt get Maren or Lee to use these abilities against an attacker. In the book, the two of them take on Sully, and Lee is fine after that encounter; in the film Luca changed the outcome of the final fight but didnt provide us a reason as to why this would happen. In spite of their hostile nature, if older cannibals could take down younger cannibals then their species would have been wiped out a long time ago. Nothing in the film prepares us for Lee's injury and it doesnt follow the film's established rules. These two young predators should hv been able to take down the older predator easily (he isnt particulary strong in the movie version, and he prefers easy kills). We've seen Maren rip the flesh off that girl's finger. We've seen Lee take down men in their prime. He even had a bit of time to attack Sully while Sully's back was facing him. Lee is literally just written to die to make Maren's life seen sadder. He is the male equivalent of the girlfriend who gets killed off ("fridged") to add character to the protagonist's life.

CONTRIVED STORYTELLING:

What confuses me is the gap between what the movie shows us and what Luca said it would show us. Luca said this was a great love story and I only saw a relationship that was just beginning. I can appreciate how difficult it was for them to find love but they were still just getting to know each other. Luca called it a Bonnie and Clyde type story but Lee and Maren didnt enjoy their crimes, didnt have a shared beliefs (about cannibalism), wasnt on the run from the police, but most importantly they did not bring on their own death in the end🤷. Bonnie and Clyde dieing in a shoot out is inevitable and its tragic because this couldnt go any other way. In stories, a death isnt tragic unless the character brings this upon themselves thru their own actions. What happened at the end of BONES AND ALL was not the natural conclusion of them living a regular life. Sully is more like a plot contrivance and Lee's death was a cheat of sorts to make us feel sad, without actually earning that feeling.

BRINGING BACK THE BOOK ENDING:

The eating scene in the movie left me wishing i could be more invested in the couple because, to me, it wasnt the grand romantic gesture that Luca obviously felt it was. I think that instead of Maren eating an injured Lee we could have had a much sadder love story if she had eaten him out of a compulsion, as she does in the book.

I think Luca talking this up as a couple's tragic love story isnt backed up by the film. It is actually Maren's tragedy that anytime she gets close to someone she needs to devour them. Her two needs will forever leave her unhappy and alone.

The couple cd have killed Sully, had sex, and then Maren could have eaten Lee. It could even have been a love-sacrifice at that point as well, with Lee willingly letting her eat him, out of love. Without the urgency of a knife injury it becomes so much more about love, and the action wd be in keeping with everything they had shown us about Lee's character. If it happened after Sully was out of the way and they werent in imminent danger we wd feeeel the Oh no 🙀 extra hard, coz we're watching her ruin her chance at love. So then we wd be distraught while we watch her unable to stop herself. Then the film cd end with her alone in a diner, in an aloneness she created herself. [I think Luca mentioned somewhere that a scene had been filmed with Maren & her Dad with a birthday cake at the diner. Had this been kept in you could have had a series of diner scenes throughout the story (1) Maren with Dad, with a cake (2) Maren and Lee, in the scene where they eat so uglily (3) Maren by herself, destroying the cassette with her father's voice message (4) Maren all by herself, missing Lee.]

[littleashleylynn]

FRUITY FOUR COUNTRY CLUB DRABBLE

Eddie and Robin somehow get roped into attending a day at the Hawkins country club with Nancy and Steve.

Both Eddie and Robin obviously don’t have the right clothing for the country club so they borrow from Steve and Nancy.

Both Steve and Eddie are wearing polos with khaki shorts, a belt and sneakers with ankle high socks. The both have sweaters wrapped over their shoulders which Eddie fought Steve over for 10 minutes like a petulant child. Surprisingly, but not super happy about it, Eddie agreed to pull his hair back in a messy bun. Nothing more.

Nancy and Robin are both sporting skirts and polos with sneakers, high socks and a sweater also draped over their shoulders as well. Robin argued why she can’t just wear shorts.

Both in their element, Nancy and Steve gave last minute touches to their hair in the mirror while Eddie and Robin squirmed in the terrible clothing.

On the way to the country club, Nancy and Steve sat in the front and chatted casually about tennis while Robin and Eddie were talking low in the back and giggling once in a while which prompted Steve to give them the most “dad” look in the rearview mirror.

“What are you two laughing at?” Steve finally asked.

“Nothing, Dingus, eyes on the road” Robin laughed and Steve shook his head and mumbled something incoherent.

They got to the country club and upon arriving at the clubhouse, Robin and Eddie couldn’t feel more ridiculous. Steve and Nancy were smiling, strides in their steps as they led the way, walking over to reception to check them in for tennis.

“Harrington, two. And two for Wheeler.” Eddie and Robin heard Steve relay to the receptionist.

“Jesus, I wanna dieeeee.” Robin whined low enough for only Eddie to hear, pulling on her skirt.

“Yeahh… I feeeel that.” Eddie replied adjusting his shorts.

“So we definitely doing this?” Robin whispered referring to the plan her and Eddie came up with in the car.

“Fuck yes. A hundred percent. It’s going to be hilarious.”

“Dude. They’re going to be so mad.” Robin laughed quietly, excited to execute their plan.

The two clammed up when they saw Steve was done at reception and waving them down to follow him to the tennis courts. Robin and Eddie were giggling and lightly punching each other in the shoulders as they followed. Nancy turned back to look at them.

“Are you two okay?” Nancy asked, almost annoyed.

“We’re fine Nance, just first-time country club jitters” Robin lied.

“Yeah, don’t mind us virgins.” Eddie grinned.

“Okay…” Nancy huffed softly dismissing the two.

The four finally made their way to the tennis courts and before they went into their court, Eddie and Robin excused themselves to go to the bathroom before starting. Both Steve and Nancy sighed “fine” and off they went.

10 minutes goes by and Eddie and Robin are still missing. Steve and Nancy are waiting casually in the court, Steve bouncing the tennis ball against the floor of the court and catching it.

“Where did they go?” Nancy huffed.

“They said they had to go to the bathroom.” Steve replied cooly, focusing on the ball.

“Together?” Nancy questioned. And suddenly the duo appeared, returning to the court. But something was different.

“You have got to be kidding me.” Steve groaned.

Eddie and Robin were trying to bite back their laughs but were proving unsuccessful. Not only have they returned to play tennis, they were wearing each other’s outfits. Robin was wearing Eddie’s borrowed shorts, polo and belt with sweater to match. Eddie was in Robin’s borrowed skirt, polo and sweater. They kept their same socks and sneakers for obvious reasons.

“See, the shorts are so much better.” Robin said referring to her new outfit. Steve and Nancy were still speechless, mostly because of how insane Eddie looked next to her.

“What’s the matter Harrington? Don’t I look pretty?” Eddie laughed modeling his new skirt. The polo was super tight on his abdomen, lifting up with every movement. The skirt oddly enough fit him.

“Is this what you were laughing at this whole time?” Nancy whined.

“Maybeeee.” Eddie grinned playing with the hem of the skirt and Robin burst out laughing.

“Relax, Nance, we look better this way. Much more comfortable.” Robin smirked, putting her hands in his pockets.

“You two are insane.” Steve barked “Can you both please change back so we can play?”

“And have you miss seeing me bend over in this hot little number? Fat chance.” Eddie purred, wiggling his ass in Steves direction. Steve blushed and Nancy snapped him out of it.

“Steve! Eddie’s stretching out my Ralph Lauren polo!”

“I’m not stretching it, Wheeler! I’m showcasing my sweet tits.” Eddie jokingly rubbed over his chest and Robin leaned into him, smacking his shoulder, cracking up.

“Goddamnit can you two just fucking change back so we can play? If you change we can get ice cream after okay? Whatever the hell you want, just change and deal with this for another hour.” Steve barked. Eddie and Robin worked to stifle their giggles.

“Okay fine, Dad!” Robin laughed mockingly. And she hooked onto Eddie’s arm as they turned around and skipped like complete morons to go change.

“They win.” Nancy sighed. “Never bringing them here again.”

[videostak]

went driving a good amount today :D :D :D first drove my sister to work then drove to the thrift and bought some super cute jeans the ones that like are wide and open at the bottom theyre size 7 so ill see how they fit i usually buy size 5 n 6 but also feeeel ashamed of my body wearing those sizes so maybe size 7 will be more for me but ill see. than went to the mall cause my sister wanted me to look for pta's movies since she wanted to watch them all back to back but i couldnt find any but ccompletely aborted the mission wheen i saw they had get a life the complete series there so i bought that :D so cool cause i was rly wanting to watch that like a couple weeks ago lol. then came back home and then drove my car just to the area where the record store used to be and then drove back.

[change-the-rules]

for the otp asks, kate/lucy for 9 and 20?

9. Favorite aspect of them/their relationship dynamics?

this is hard to answer since s2 hadnt aired yet when i was first supposed to be answering this(sorry) but honestly probably just how much they fucking feel for each other, like i've said it before but i love the competent career life women turned absolute dumbass in love trope, these idiots are so in love and it made them so stupid sometimes and i love that and then when they finally got their shit together they're just so soft for each other while being general badasses and it makes me feeeel things

20. What made you decide to ship them?

I don't know that I decided to ship them as much as I saw a gifset with their height difference that grabbed me by the throat which had me promptly tuning into the 1st episode....and then lucy said 'whistler' utterly laden with history, that whole first scene blistering with Tension^TM

and i don't know if i was simply because it was a procedural or a blonde and a brunette or just the VIBES^TM but i remember my chest simply sparking as i was transported back to high school hunched over my family computer in the dark trawling through passion and perfection and live journal and personal webpages, message boards, reading full on manifestos and watching carefully pulled scene compilations, cabeson necklaces, and jj and emily clothes swapping, sara and cathrine vs sara/sofia, kelly and sabrina's 'blatant' flirting on charlie's angels, eagle eye frame by frame watches of sam and janet and scully and reyes, abby and kate from the flagship ncis {i stopped watching after kate died so i never got into ziva and abby) the list could go on forever but this is where my heart was when watching that first ep and then i got to the end of that first ncis hawai'i episode one minute lucy was apologizing and the next she and kate were full on Making.Out and I was stunned

so many years had passed since those subtext ships i mentioned with so much growth for queer rep but watching the pilot of an ncis end with 2 women who were romantically entangled front and center, main character main text fucking floored me anyway

and i was done, gone this ship had chosen me and there was no going back *snorts*

whatever the future holds for thempossiible the impacts of the strike and whatnot no one can take away the 2 glorious seasons we did get

[yenerdybird]

So were back. Behold, another one of my children

Bask in its glory

Im calling this one,

My Fault

And man its full of ✨angst✨

Its more of a time divergent then a full on universe alternate, but it happens after Pogtopia so i feeeel like it can go anyyywhere.

We start on a rooftop, a wind flies by, nipping at the two people standing there.

Tommy glances at Wilbur, but the man still doesn't look at him. Eyes and ears on Tubbo and Tommy doesnt know what to think of it. He knows what Wil is waiting for but he wouldnt really blow up L'manburg, right? This is WIL we're talking about! This is the man who founded the damn place! This was his home! This was Tommy's home...

"... Let the festival begin!"

Wilbur ran off, needing no prodding, and Tommy almost ran after him but Tubbos voice raises above the wind and Tommy looks back. His breathing stops as his best friend is being pushed against the lectern. Tommy turns back to Wil expecting him by his side. Instead, he finds him climbing over the crest of the hill. Trying to find the stupid button and Tommy surprised himself by not feeling disappointed.

Maybe...

Maybe he already knew Wil wasnt the good guy anymore.

AND BAM! THATS WHERE IT STARTS

Cause u know how Tommy always was like "Wilbur wouldnt do that, hes too pogchamp! Mememe" Until like the END! So im thinking that we speed it up a bit >:D And by doing this the next series of events happen

Tommy keeps a closer eye on Wilbur, which is fantastic! Because imagine all those fluff/mostly angst convos we could haveee (Tommy sees one of Wils letters?!)

Tommy, being more focused on Wil, realizes way before that Wil isnt with them before the Wither battle. (Might hafta change around the timeline a bit because we cant not have Techno give his Thesus speech)

Now this is where it gets real

Because Tommy realizes where Wilbur must be, he goes out and finds Wilbur before Phil and tries to talk him down (✨angst✨) surprise surprise, it doesn't work. Cue Phil! Who, Tommy leaves to talk to Wil, and then goes out to warn his peeps about the bombs (maybe he hears the wither battle end and wants to go check)

BUT in order to get to them he takes a short cut over the hill. Right across the bomb field (thu he doesnt know it). He sees Tubbo and waves as he starts to run over.

"...it was never meant to be."

And the bombs go off.

There's a part where Wilbur looks over the crater and at the people on the other side. (Right after this he asks Phil to kill him.) Then he sees Tubbo stock still, follows his gaze, and then stills himself. On the edge of the crater is a body. White and red, a lot more red then there used to be. He falls to his knees.

Tommy never made it across.

SO Wil doesnt end up dying but Tommy does.

"That cant be Tommy! I couldnt have-! I wouldnt-! Why did he have to come back for me!" Wil cant breath, he cant breath. "Heh ha, so it wasnt Schlatt that killed you or Dream or even Eret. It was me. OF F@#KING COURSE IT WAS ME!"

His vison had gotten blurry and he laid his forehead on the ground, still on his knees, as his arms wrapped around his chest. Why was just breathing suddenly so hard?! His chest burned and his vision was blackening around the edges.

"its my fault."

This wasn't how it was supposed to go!

Tommy was supposed to live, mess around with Tubbo, Live in a world without Schlatt. Tommy living out his days in peace! Like how he always talked about. That was the way it was going to go, that was the right way.

But then, when did it ever go right for Wilbur Soot?

Unbidden his eyes found the his body again. At the same moment he could hear his own voice, or maybe it was the person who said it first (either way, it was the voice of a traitor)...

"It was never meant to be."

Wil then goes into one of those classic, im letting myself go and hygene doesnt matter, what is shaving? What is a sun? Oh, you mean that bright ball in the sky that i saw last week?

People try to talk him, Phil being one of the only to get thru, it is a slow process.

The only one that got him to go outside is ✨Quackity✨, Frenemies am i right?

So Wil finally goes out, takes a good long walk, has some self-care for once when. Oh wowie zowie! What is that in the distance!

Hopefully, it's not my dead brother who died a brutal death, because of me, and has now been reincarnated as a ghost who doesn't remember anything from Pogtopia making me realize even more so how bad a person i was to you and whose mere presence would probably send my only just rising mental state down the drain, sending my self-care with it because now I'll feel like i have to overwork myself for you so that i can fulfill my need to make up for everything i put you through even though ur just his ghost and i cant help you anymore because youre dead and i cant bring you back...

...

Anyway, that's exactly who he is.

And thats my au! I feel like this can go multiple ways like maybe we bring the revive book in?

Im heading to bed, garsh i feel like an old lady, but im ready for sleeep! Good night!

[gaykey]

hey ash this is super late and random but i was wondering if you got to check kino's solo 'pose' and if you liked it? i always like reading your feedback on things you watch so i thought i should ask about this too just in case you watched

hello didi my love!

you know what? i saw so many gifs, and so many people talking about it when it dropped, i was very much intrigued, but never actually got around to watching it, but, today's the day!

and i knew, i kneeeew, it would be something i liked.

ok, so i'm just gonna get this out of the way first

tiny waist, gorgeous, omg.

i love love loooooove the song. it's definitely a bit of me. his vocals are so sultry and soft, but very stable in his lower register. incredibly pretty to listen to.

and the visuals of the mv wow. not only is he gorgeous, but the shots and the lighting are too. the scenes in the feild at that like, twilight time of the day, and the sunset ones when he's in the pink velvet suit, are very beautifully and eerie. there's something dark about the mv. but like, in a good way you know? very sexy.

the way he moves too. he's so expressive and slow with his movements but very sharp! there's so much precision in the slower parts of his choreo. the chemistry he has with the dancers, and god, again, the way he moves his hips and waist??? iiii-

he was in it. he was feeeeling it, you can tell.

it's a super expressive song and music video. very much a feast for the eyes, and i really really enjoyed it.

thank you for finally getting me to watch it didi! 💫💖