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rosicheeks · 1 year

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So glad to hear you're feeling better!

You don't wanna cruise down to your lil smoke spot?? 🥺

Idk man

#lately all I’ve been doing is sleeping in my car #idk I finished my show so idk what to watch #I’m thinking about maybe sitting outside for a bit and smoke there #but idk #smoking doesn’t even sound fun rn #I’m just bored with life #I wish I could paint or craft but i can’t #I don’t have much hobbies or anything right now #I would clean if my parents weren’t going to bed #I just wish I could smoke with someone #I’m in the mood for a late night smoke session with a good friend #just smoking and talking about life #I’m sitting with my dad and he’s in so much pain and I just feel so bad #I’m in such a blah mood #and everything is making me so emotional and sad #you know it’s bad when smoking doesn’t even sound fun #I just sad idk #ask #anon

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almondpiglet · 5 days

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just fooling around at the speed of sound... found a cool brush to play with...

#ah to paint messy and natural *smokes big joint* that shit hits good #yes i know reigen looks too cute in some of these i know!!! i love making him with lil round cheeks to pull and pinch!!#also now that im his big age i just draw him how i see other 28 year olds look... does that make sense?? hes very youthful looking to me...#last image was supposed to be them having a conversation but i forgot what i had them talking about... just mindless couple banter i suppos #anyone else like playing around with different facial features of characters like ur in a create-a-character... shits fun #think i took like 2 hours creating my first elden ring tarnished cuz thats like my favorite part to do... piglet has no life...#my art #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #reigen arataka #serizawa katsuya #serirei

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imthursdaysyme · 9 months

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stali getting ready for a night out

#stranger things #drawing #art #steve harrington #kali prasad #digital art #steve harrington fanart #kali prasad fanart #stali #stali fanart #i adore them ok #i love to think that kali also views robin as The Authority #that woman listens to no one and yet if steve so much as utters a robin said- that woman is doing it instantly #steve: rob said we need to stop smoking with breakfast #kali-throwing her cigarette to the ground grumbling: god fucking damnit why can’t i live my life in goddamn peace #and one day one of kalis friends is like uh why the fuck don’t you just say no to rob???#and kali stares at them like they just decapitated themselves with a spoon #she’s like uh that woman girl boy thing is The Authority what are you talking about #and they’re like she is literally a skinny little thing what are you talking about #and kali is like you don’t know her like i do #and also i married steve so she’s my best friend in law i have to listen to her #and everyone is like what the actual fuck y’all are the scariest couple in fucking chicago and kali shakes her head and is like #everybody has a boss #and they’re like no the boss doesn’t have a boss you Are the top we don’t understand #and kalis like them you’ve never met her she’s stubborn as fuck once i didn’t put a cigarette out when she said and somehow 2hrs later #i was reciting an entire play with her and she yelled and made us redo if i didn’t give enough passion #i am NOT doing that shit again #and everyone’s like jfc ok fair enough

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nyupuun · 9 months

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Yusei being autistic is not even a headcanon to me it's just canon.

#guy that gets so absorbed talking about dwheels and cards he forgets to eat and sleep #(also his general insistency to be the most unhealthy thing in his life but its okay we all go through it.)#I think about that one manga spoof panel where the team is at the beach #and aki is like 'yusei.... looking at cards jnstead of enjoying the beach... typical'#Like not to say 'he is so me' but at that moment he and I were one #but like I get it because I do this. you csn motivate me to anything if it means I get to play yugioh im so serious.#and i know thats the manga yada yada #but even in anime when he defends every card with his life that's me going on the daily yugioh card bot on twt and going 'i love this guy!'#anyways sorry.#i just. Yusei is so autism.#(smoking) you'd never get it...#random ramble #yugioh 5ds or whateva #yusei fudo

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icewindandboringhorror · 6 months

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examining a seemingly normal image only to slowly realize the clear signs of AI generated art.... i know what you are... you cannot hide your true nature from me... go back where you came from... out of my sight with haste, wretched and vile husk

#BEGONE!!! *wizard beam blast leaving a black smoking crater in the middle of the tumblr dashboard*#I think another downside to everyone doing everything on phone apps on shitty tiny screens nowadays is the inability to really see details #of an image and thus its easier to share BLATANTLY fake things like.. even 'good' ai art has pretty obvious tells at this point #but especially MOST of it is not even 'good' and will have details that are clearly off or lines that dont make sense/uneven (like the imag #of a house interior and in the corner there's a cabinet and it has handles as if it has doors that open but there #are no actual doors visible. or both handles are slightly different shapes. So much stuff that looks 'normal' at first glance #but then you can clearly tell it's just added details with no intention or thought behind it. a pattern that starts and then just abruptly #doesn't go anywhere. etc. etc. )#the same thing with how YEARS ago when I followed more fashion type blogs on tumblr and 'colored hair' was a cool ''''New Thing''' instead #of being the norm now basically. and people would share photos of like ombre hair designs and stuff that were CLEARLY photoshop like #you could LITERally see the coloring outside of the lines. blurs of color that extend past the hair line to the rest of the image #or etc. But people would just share them regardless and comment like 'omg i wish I could do this to my hair!' or 'hair goallzzzz!! i #wonder what salon they went to !!' which would make me want to scream and correct them everytime ( i did not lol)#hhhhhhggh... literally view the image on anything close to a full sized screen and You Will SEe #I don't know why it's such a pet peeve of mine. I think just as always I'm obsessed with the reality and truth of things. most of the thing #that annoy me most about people are situations in which people are misinterpreting/misunderstanding how something works or having a misconc #eption about somehting thats easily provable as false or etc. etc. Even if it's harmless for some random woman on facebook to believe that #this AI generated image of a cat shaped coffee machine is actually a real product she could buy somewhere ... I still urgently #wish I could be like 'IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION. YOU SEE???? ITS NOT REALL!!!!! AAAAA' hjhjnj #Like those AI shoes that went around for a while with 1000000s of comments like 'omg LOVE these where can i get them!?' and it's like YOU #CANT!!! YOU CANT GET THEM!!! THEY DONT EXIST!!! THE EYELETS DONT EVEN LINE UP THE SHOES DONT EVEN #MATCH THE PATTERNS ARE GIBBERISH!! HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THEY ARE NOT REAL!??!!' *sobbing in the rain like in some drama movie*#Sorry I'm a pedantic hater who loves truth and accuracy of interpretation and collecting information lol #I think moreso the lacking of context? Like for example I find the enneagram interesting but I nearly ALWAYS preface any talking about it #with ''and I know this is not scientifically accurate it's just an interesting system humans invented to classify ourselve and our traits #and I find it sociologically fascinating the same way I find religion fascinating'. If someone presented personality typing information wit #out that sort of context or was purporting that enneagram types are like 100% solid scientific truth and people should be classified by the #unquestionaingly in daily life or something then.. yeah fuck that. If these images had like disclaimers BIG in the image description somewh #re like 'this is not a real thing it's just an AI generated image I made up' then fine. I still largely disagree with the ethics behind AI #art but at least it's informed. It's the fact that people just post images w/o context or beleive a falsehood about it.. then its aAAAAAA

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ottiliere · 2 years

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you know I was thinking last night as I rewatched Being John Malkovich, a movie which always reminds me of dirk, about how he actually would've started out using somethingawful just due to timeline of his universe. the very first time he spent money on the internet was to unban his account

#dirk strider #karkat vantas #homestuck #he stole credit card information to do so #lucy art #self harm #sorry we haven't started the mspfas detailing dirks entire life saga with the dozens of hours we've talked about him yet including #abandoning slick to elope with his adopted son after months of antagonizing and hating him for being a spineless wimpy loser #with whom a more sincere relationship began in earnest through a polemic argument regarding being john malkovich #because up until that point he has only seen karkat in accompaniment to slick kk’s abusive father figure that dirk is also kind of dating so #he doesn’t see him being even remotely kind of a person up until this point like they actually square off over it and it’s a bonding #experience because dirk realizes karkat is very capable of getting a legitimate rise out of him in a way that is SHOCKINGLY a little fun and #enjoyable. and then with the help of karkat's inquisitve and sensitive eyes realizes he’s just retraumatizing himself and then they run away #and slick dies sonless alone bitter and angry from lung cancer he got from droog’s secondhand smoke

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necrogfie · 3 months

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(comments on a video about vapping / smoking )

'ppl act like it's hard to quit i swear'

'it's easy they just aren't trying, stop normalising addiction'

'just quit'

'y'all ain't living to 40'

i hate you.

#i don't like . to talk about this kind of subject #but ! i lived with addicts (alcohol - smoking - weed - vape all of that) my entire life #and i have my own personal problems related to that #if you are saying that shit abt ... 'casual' - 'regular' addictions tf are you going to say to people that are addict to hard drugs #going cold turkey is so bad for you #you can't 'just' stop #you can't act like stopping is easy #it's not ??? it's basic knowledge ??#sorry im sensible abt that subject

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licorishh · 5 months

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Replayed Modern Warfare 3 2011 on Veteran tonight and goooooooood night. Blood Brothers never gets any easier to watch no matter how many times you've done it and the ending really never misses huh

I apologize for the amount of yapping in the tags I reread it all on mobile and started giggling because it went on for so long but eh. Blessed are those who won't shut the freak up and all that

#call of duty #modern warfare 3 2011 #i just. wow. wow wow wow wow wow #i've played these three games so many times over the last several years and i just.#they literally. never get old.#loose ends and blood brothers will never not make me cry and endgame and dust to dust will never not make me smile so hard #ending it with price smoking the cigar like he did in the first mission in the first game wHEN HE FIRST MET SOAP JUST UGHHHHHH.#i know y'all don't care but i don't care that y'all don't care i could literally yap about this until i shrivel up and die #i have never ever ever in my LIFE seen poetic justice played out so beautifully like it is at the very end #JUST. WOW. WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW. WOW WOW. WOW #they do not frickin make games like that anymore DADGUM #i also forgot how frickin sad down the rabbit hole is?? like jeez louise they didn't have much screen time but gosh #i also have never in my life heard such gut-wrenching anguish from a grown man in my life like price in that one scene #I KNOW Y'ALL KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT THAT MAN MAKES ME FULL ON S O B IN THAT PART HE HAD NO BUSINESS #anyway i'll keep cutely living in denial and pretending literally any of the main characters besides price and nikolai are fine <3 #foley and dunn and their team seemed just fine at the end of modern warfare 2 so i will accept that small mercy #at this point these games have taken everything else i love away from me so #y'all probably think i'm wild for how insane i get over these games but the nostalgia bit is a big part of it as well #like they're honestly in my opinion genuinely the greatest video games of all time #but the fact that i have that connection with my dad makes it so special #crazy cause he said he also cried in blood brothers and my dad is 54 and i have seen him cry one (1) other time in my entire life #heck infinity ward but also bless them i hope the devs live long beautiful wonderful prosperous delightful exciting fulfilling lives #Lord bless them and their entire bloodline for the contributions they have made to humanity not even joking #AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE FREAKING SOUNDTRACKS DO NOT GO THERE OAUSYDJAKAKDN #MW2 AND MW3 CREDITS. EXTRACTION POINT. COUP DE GRACE. RETREAT AND REVEILLE. CONTINGENCY. PARIS SIEGE. PRAGUE HOSTILITIES. RUSSIAN WARFARE.#UGHHHHHHHGHHHH everything about these games is so unbelievably perfect and immaculate #i have got to get over my art block NOWWWWWWWWWW #makarov is also the best villain i've ever seen idc bro he's frickin awesome #i mean obviously he's horrible and a disgustingly evil human being but as a character he's stupidly well-written

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kkoct-ik · 8 months

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god put me on this earth to be attracted almost exclusively to characters who are parents and then to be embarrassed about it

#kostik speaks #its crazy to me #just specifically that this is what tears me up #i have all sorts of unethical kinks and while its not like i talk about them publicly im not Ashamed about them #the dads though? absolutely #flagging for brief kink talk because i know a lot of kids follow me better safe than sorry #this post is about kaname date and boss aitsf #im coming round to date (i have a bit of a crush) and ive consistently thought boss was smoking hot #turns out shes a mother. fuck my whole life

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necromancy-savant · 10 days

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Rehab was pretty hit or miss - I met some great people, but the program was very 12 Steps oriented, and I'm more convinced than ever that the 12 Steps is a cult that leads its members to an early death. On the other hand, changing my medication totally killed my desire to drink as did the conviction that I do not want anything to do with the world of recovery

#for some people recovery is their whole life #everyone there had been to every single rehab in the area and even to that one multiple times #and they keep relapsing worse and worse every time and then the program blames and shames them and tells them they're just doing it wrong #and eventually they die. every day they'd tell us one or more former clients just died #groups were too often full of scientific misinformation and led by people who don't know what they're talking about #and I didn't realize this but the format of a 12 step meeting is you say a bunch of prayers someone shares their story there's comment time #and then more prayers #and while I enjoy hearing the stories it's like this could have been a reddit post #but I watched The Big Lebowski for the first time and I read a really good French book called The Elegance of the Hedgehog #I might try a Refuge Recovery meeting. that's a Buddhist program that I think is similar to Dharma Recovery #also I got re-addicted to cigarettes bc smoking is the primary social activity in any rehab. so now I have to quit again #also I think Jeff Bridges looks like Arthur Morgan

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the-acid-pear · 3 months

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enjoying archiving characters. taking them to the back and shooting them.

#luly talks #keabin watching me point the shotgun and peepers (deliberate choice just to bring more tragedy into his life)#i think if you shot Bo point blank their eyes would just be all that there's left #idk if i wanna take jack phoenix out tho... i NEED to rework my jack man #ill let him hidden. he's not gotta die. i spare him. go. run as fast as you can boy. be free.#adams too gets to stay. on thin ice tho im less attached to him but thats ok #estefany too is just staying. idk if i want to unhide her tho. i could? it'd be nice.#never had a bad encounter on artfight but i'd ask to be particurlarly respectful w es.#Ace's gang is all getting the shotgun treatment tho sorry #havent drawn any of them full body and tracy and cash dont even have canon designs still #those there? not canon. they're shit. that's not them #i love the description of estefany btw id PROB remove their war criminal past but would smoke weed w you. true..#yeah estefany is coming out of the workshop. heart.#i do have more art of her. god. we need to do something about those fucking pronouns im not joking #someone tell me a good pronoun middle ground between she and they she just hasnt been fitting but they is too far

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peppermintmochafem · 10 months

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would love to hear more about what aftercare looks like for you

see the thing I love about aftercare is that really at the end of the day I just want to take care of someone. I want them to be able to feel like a good useful thing and in exchange they get to be my kept thing and I have to take care of my things. I want them to be my obedient pet that doesn't have to think for themself so of course I will care for them the way you care for a pet. I think the most beautiful thing about aftercare is knowing what someone needs and being able to provide them.

So that's a long way of saying it depends because at it's core it's just about taking care of them and that's what I love about it. I love getting them something to eat if they are hungry and water to drink if they need it. I love tending to their sore spots and gently reminding them how well they took me as I teasingly press on their developing bruises when putting neospirin or cbd lotion on them. I loveee cuddling and reassurance and telling them how good they are.

#aftercare #💌 asks #love letters only #asks #tender #aftercare lately has looked like letting them snuggle up while I make ice sundaes for us and bring them water and clean them off and cuddle #It's been good actually lots of cuddling #Still thinking about taking my friend's fake eyelashes off (that I had glued on that morning) and cleaning her face v beautiful #Also thinking about the time that immediately after he made me chocolate milk and we smoked a joint and talked about lexisnexis for an hour #Group cuddles are actual so underrated like that is such good activity #Especially because I can't be held after but I love to hold and I just need like gentle touches #Ahh I mentioned like in passing that I actually do like gentle touches after like on my thighs and arms and they both did it the next time #about my sex life #in tags

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bd-wlf · 2 months

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Do you guys ever just feel your psyche breaking

#maybe im just overstimulated #4 months with no break from my family and i feel like im going to strangle someone #i cant fucking wait for college #like yeah boohoo im going to be sad and all #but fuck #between the yelling #the transphobic comments #the bodily noises #and the smells #its activity making me insane #and they wonder why im always on here #i know smells and bodily noises cant be helped but oh my god when my dad burps every 5 seconds i actually have to go outside #and the smell of weed #i actually wanted to smoke before i turned 18 #but now the smell of weed makes me sick #like i get my roomate might also have some of these #like she might talk constantly #or burp a lot #or smell like shit #but i haven't been living with her for my entire life #and the constant bitching about other women from my mom #i hate how i come from such a agro family #and she has the audacity to call me sociopathic #and they wonder why i have depression #and they wonder why i have severe anxiety #and they wonder why i have suicidal thoughts #im on the verge of tears because the noise around me just never fucking stops #and they wonder why i need music on always #tw rant #tw mental health

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amphibiosis · 2 months

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small talk is sooo harrowing

#i ran into somebody i know earlier and they were like “i was just talking about you and how you got too high last week” aksjfd #ok its kind of funny when i put it like that but its like. ok you humilate yourself in full view of some casual acquantance #and then you just go on with your life and see them around town. cest la vie.#it is a learning experience 🙏 +they were nice about it they were saying “i better not smoke the weed that person who smoked u out gave me”

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flowachild · 3 months

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one thing about my parents is no matter how hard life was or how broke they were when they were young they had a blast and I’m tryna live like that 😭

#thoughts #we always travelled when I was a kid even it was just back home no matter how tough things were #when they were my age they were always out with friends even though they were new immigrants and still figuring it out #my dad stayed at a party or bashment or they would just go to barbecues #or chill at each other’s house and smoke weed and talk shit #keep tryna remind myself that life is for living #I’m too young to be this stressed and worried about the future and bills or sad about shit that happened in the past or who hurt me #I’m never getting this time back

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hershelwidget · 1 year

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TWO MORE TO GO

Caleb and Darwin have arrived!

Finished these two in record time! I also had them in more dynamic poses to make up for how out of character the other two were (cough cough Beast)

Caleb possesses the Gup-C, while Darwin has the Gup-D! Much like the two before them, they borrow some design points from their main drivers, but it is a lot less obvious now.

Face closeups!

(oh whoops lmao i didn't think darwin would be so close- ah well)

Next up is Emma and Felix! They will be the last of these for a while... At this rate you'll at LEAST get snippets of Emma's design by the end of the month.. I am struggling very hard with Felix :(

#octonauts #octonauts au #octonauts gups #octonauts oc #hershel’s octonauts au #cw bright colors #cw eyestrain #the Curse is back #can we just talk about darwin for a second. i need to get this off my chest #before you say anything about how he looks high i need you to know that that is Canon actually. like genuinely #he smoked a blunt with Lars before he got killed and he was still under the effects of it by that point #so now in his current state he behaves like hes high a majority of the time (because he is)#and becomes fully lucid and aware and ‘sober’ basically only like once a week #this explains his behaviour in just about every rp we did :) except that one time he had to calm a player down #he was sober then and by god was the shift phenomenal #anyways. caleb and darwin’s lore is that they were literally married in life and for some reason caleb doesn’t Quite remember that #(the reason is he had some of of the soup before he was killed to be put in it and he got the Amnesia effect. some of it)#and now every chance darwin gets he tries to help caleb remember so they can get back to where they left off #funnily enough the other gup spirits have NO IDEA whats happening. Everyone is clueless EXCEPT darwin #also if you look closely caleb borrows from Octolings from splatoon AND. gloating narcissist from sky. and others too but yueheheu #caleb’s head is FLOATING by the way!! he has no neck!!#darwin’s arms can extract and retract!! dont ask me how those big things fit in there they just do ok #COUUFHSSS THATS ALL FOR NOOOW. LOOK FORWARD TO EMMA AND FELIXXX

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