#kmclaude

[kmclaude]

🕊🎄 Merry Christmas🎄🕊

This was my holiday card sent out this year.

[illuminesce]

We're showcasing the talented artists that worked on Terranova, an interactive fiction about four girls in the early 00's and their roleplay community.

We made it a point to hire LGBTQIA+ artists and artists of color for Terranova because we believe to keep support diverse art, lip service is cheap, but artists gotta eat. And food costs money. If you love their art, please show these folks some love, a.k.a. hire them. 💖

Sendaria's plucky and mysterious elf character, Hikaru, was done by K.M. Claude (@kmclaude on Tumblr/Twitter). I found him through his autobiographical comics and fell in love with his style.

[kradeelav]

JD Riley and @kradeelav curated a nazisploitation anthology with over fifteen contributors that is open for pre-orders!

cover art by the wonderful @kmclaude ~

A beautiful, refined, and uniquely unsettling full-color collaborative work of both art and prose delving into the fantasies of those who find particular joy in the aesthetic of Nazisploitation--a genre long misunderstood and abhorred by the uninitiated. Are you ready to be In The Know?

Contributors:

DES ABRAHAM / IDAL WAVES / JACKBOOT / J.D. RILEY / K. M. CLAUDE / KRAD / MISCELLANIUM / OZZY / ANTON RICHTER / MORO / SALT LICK / EC12 / L.F.

Details:

Rating: Explicit

Themes & Tags:  Anti-Fascism, Nazisploitation, Revenge, Forbidden Desire, M/M, Nazi Uniforms, Military Imagery, Guns, Violence, Death, not an all encompassing list.

Print - 124 Pages (Full Color) 6.5x9.5in

FREE digital DRM-free low-resolution PDF included

If there's any questions, happy to answer via email (overlord (at) kradeelav (dot) com)

Grab a copy at https://jdriley.itch.io/nazine

[whmp]

Idk how but I accidentally stumbled upon this post and recalled your future game mechanics lol(the post itself is just whump but the blog is nsfw so minors dni pls and don’t answer if ur not sure what to do abt it)

https://www.tumblr.com/kmclaude/736659451838382080/thanks-mustyrunny-for-the-idea

I just can’t unsee it hahaha

oooh thank you for sending me this! i am OBSESSED with the artstyle :eyes:

[xdarkabyssx]

I was tagged by @malicious-code-103

Thank you :) yours was really neat!

Relationship status: single

Favorite color: black! Green is nice too though.

Favorite food: right now I'd say salmon onigiri w furikake on top. I lived near an Asian market for a while and could make it at home!

Song stuck in your head: flowering by dareharu (check them out on YouTube. Flowering and karma have such cool animated music videos and are really catchy)

Time: 7:31 pm

Dream trip: I'd like to go to Japan some day. There's like. A thousand places there I'd love to visit so I can't really narrow it down. 😅

Last book you read: I just reread 99 righteous men by kmclaude for the first time in years. He drew art of one of the characters this morning which reminded me of it.

Last book you enjoyed reading : well obviously that one. I wouldn't have read it if I didn't like it. But since i already said that im gonna go and add the one I read before it- a graphic novel anthology called flash forward! It's about possible dystopian futures and is really good. The commentary is also really interesting

Last book I hated reading: uhh. The last time I was forced to read a book was college and it was for a short story class and the professor kept making us read the most DEPRESSING Russian short stories. They were also kinda...not great. I'd say it was the translation but they just...no

Favorite thing to cook/bake: steak and portobello mushrooms. I'm like a grill dad but instead of the grill I use the stove top and I don't have kids

Favorite craft to do in my spare time: drawing obviously. Even though I kinda hate it a lot. But just mindlessly doodling on napkins and the borders of pages and not making finished pieces or anything is always nice

Most niche dislike: I hate anything pickled. It ruins everything. Take my pickles please

Opinion on circuses: haven't seen one since I was a kid. I vaugley remember having fun? I remember being jealous of my cousins heelys more than the circus itself though

I'm tagging @ko2vo @chronicbackstabbingdisorder @gods-die-young if you wanna do it :)

[kithuu]

As promised, @kmclaude s Tiefer, atmospheric version and vanilla version

Thanks for letting me draw him!

[dearest-solitude]

dearest-solitude recs, part four

Anon asked:

If I enjoy Violaf fics, which other fics(and original works) could be to my taste?

Finally, original works! Thanks again for this ask, I had so much fun compiling all these.

General CW for all sorts of problematic content.

Books:

Lolita by Vladimir Nabakov - This one is sort of obvious. Daniel Handler loves Nabakov (and called Lolita sexy!) so I definitely recommend checking it out if you haven’t. I myself wouldn’t particularly consider Lolita to be a “sexy” story, but it is an excellent book, and basically a must read if you love exploring power imbalance due to age gaps.

My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russel - I finished this one recently, and really enjoyed it. It got a lot of hype when it came out, deservedly so. The story explores two timelines: a budding student/teacher relationship, and the aftermath twenty years later.

The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold - This book doesn’t have anything remotely shippy in, but the the catalyst and first chapter of the story is the rape and murder of a fourteen year old girl by her middle-aged neighbor. I did not enjoy this book nearly as much as the above two, but it explores grief and tauma in an interesting way.

Abarat by Clive Barker - I think this series is YA but possibly it is middle grade. It is a series about a girl who gets called to a magical world and has to help save it. The plot isn’t super original, but it is a fun series to read, and the main villain of the first two books (a evil man named Christopher Carrion) tries multiples to kidnap and then to marry the teenage lead, Candy Quackenbush. My memory of it is a bit foggy since I read these sophomore year of high school, so no promises with this one.

The Lost Episodes of Revie Bryson by Bryan Furuness - I read this book on the recommendation of @s-softersoftest a few years ago and thoroughly enjoyed it! Again, nothing too shippy, but there is a storyline about a middle school boy who’s substitute teacher begins a relationship with him. Overall, I think Furuness did an awesome job of balancing some really serious topics while also staying realistically in the voice of a middle schooler.

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Movies:

Buffalo 66 (1998) - I love this movie and I love Billy Brown and Layla. A summary would be “Freshly released from prison, man kidnaps local girl and forces her to be his pretend wife when meeting his parents.” I don’t know how old the characters are, but the lead actors (Christina Ricci and Vincent Gallo) were seventeen and thirty-seven when the movie was filmed. I believe it is online to watch for free if you are interested.

The Lover (1992) - A french 15 year old begins a steamy affair with a 32 year old chinese playboy in 1920’s french colonial Indochina (Vietnam). This movie has hot sex scenes, and a lot of them. It also made me cry.

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Comics and Art:

@kmclaude’s work - Lots of power imbalances and advantage taking and truly lovely art. It’s real good stuff. I’m not sure how to summarize it all here, so aside from checking out the art on their blog, you can read up on their character’s here.

BeLoved by Jaelui - Comic follows 32 year old, Dr. Wei, after she realizes she hooked up with a (legal) 16 year old girl who she brought home from a club. This story is just like Violaf in the age gap aspect, everything that goes on in the story is legal, consensual, and it’s just a super cute love story. I’ve read it like six times.

The Double Agent -This is a newish webtoon, about a woman who is forced to be a spy, and who is immedeatly caught and subsequently psychologicaly tortured by the opposing side. Sexual tension is very high, and Sasha Laurent and Major General Johann von Willendorf quickly become obsessed with each other. This is possibly the darkest romance story I’ve seen on Webtoon.

part 1/2/3/4

[jpriest85-blog]

Finally posting about my plainclothes nun oc, Sister Héloise Alkhoury. I fell in love with @kmclaude story and characters years ago and I'm so proud they've grown as an artist and story teller. Though as much as I love seeing the tragedy and horror of Fr. Jehan being haunted by the abuse he's survived, but dear lord I really also want to see this boy get some help, a hug, some therapy! Because as fascinating as it is in a horrible way how the cycle of abuse and patterns can repeat themselves, and the parallels about Jehan and Tiefer's characters. I really want to see Jehan break that cycle I want that sad little man to have some actual hope, and heal. Yet still suffer a bit, because lbr he's a catholic priest Jehan is going to be dealing with guilt about something, and it's fun for the audience.

So I came up with a therapist for Jehan that understands what life in the church is like, a plainclothes nun that has a doctorate in psychotherapy. Then I started developing Héloise more as a character and got emotionally invested in her dynamic with Jehan through Anon ask...I played my own damn self. So now I'm posting more of Héloise background and her own trauma and scars.

Sister Héloise Alkhoury Psy.D

Eyes: brown

Hair: black

Age: 30

Year of birth: 1960

Height: 5ft.9"

Face claim: Necar Zadegan

Sexuality: Bisexual

Scars and health: has bullet wounds on the right side of her lower back and hip, and developed stress ulcers during her last years of medical school.

Family:

Father: Nadim Alkhoury- deceased, was a butcher and amateur boxer, lived with his family in Beirut until killed in 1975 during the Lebanese civil war.

Mother: Hanan Alkhoury-Vicario neé Amjad, after the death of her husband she and her kids fled to the US with other surviving relatives. Eventually settled into Louisiana and befriended and married Joe Vicario. It was more a marriage of convenience than love, and while Joe is a good father their affection for each other sadly didn't last.

Stepfather: Joe Vicario, a decent hardworking man who tried to help Héloise and her family adjust to living in Louisiana. Befriended Hanan and grew attached to her kids. Tried to speed up their citizenship by giving Hanan a green card marriage, then eventually getting an annulment, but backfired. Now it's just a very strained marriage, and while he tries to stay together with his wife for the kids, neither one is happy in their marriage.

Younger brother: Ambrose Alkhoury, the only son and second eldest. He is fiercely protective of his mother and sisters, and took the longest time to warm up to Joe. While he's closest to his sister Héloise there was always a kind of sibling competitiveness between them. Especially when it came to sports and academics. Héloise becomes a power hitter for the softball team, Ambrose joins the football team, big sis gets into medical school, he gets a scholarship to an ivy league university, ect. He currently lives in Baton Rouge and is part of a very successful law firm.

Younger Sister: Philomina Alkhoury, while she often felt overshadowed by her elder siblings growing up, especially when it came to school or career. She does seem to wind up better off when it comes to romantic and personal relationships, she was the first of her siblings to marry (and thankfully her marriage is much happier and healthier than her mothers).

Youngest half sister: Magdalena Alkhoury-Vicario, as the baby she was always doted on and protected by her family, and while she does love them it frustrates her how much they hid and shielded her. Especially when she got older and started realizing why mom and dad have such extreme work schedules.Joe always took night shifts and usually came home after Hanan and the kids left for school and work, that way he could rest, pick up her and her siblings from school, and spend some time with them before mom came home, but he never stayed for dinner. She could never really remember both of her parents sitting down to a meal together, unless it was a holiday or her birthday, and they rarely spoke directly to each other, even when they were in the same room. They always either leave each other notes or one of her siblings would have to mediate between mom and dad.

Info: Sister Héloise comes across as a very intelligent, eloquent, witty and responsible person. Though she is prone to being intensely competitive, especially when it comes to sports and academics growing up. So much so that near the end of medical school she started developing stress ulcers, and there was an incident back when she was a novice sister, the other nuns and her where playing a friendly game of softball with some of the visiting clergy, and Héloise disagreed with a call the Deacon acting as Umpire made, things got heated and she said some things that made the Deacon, who was a Vietnam veteran before joining the clergy, break down sobbing on the field. Héloise still feels guilty about the incident and both the mother superior and the parish priest banned her from playing any competitive sports.

While it's true she is very educated and well spoken (she does have a medical doctorate in psychotherapy from Tulane University, and can fluently speak six languages) the whole responsibility persona is mostly due to being an eldest daughter, which basically means acting like another parent while also simultaneously mediating between her mother and stepfather when their marriage became strained, and growing up as a Lebanese Maronite Catholic refugee in Louisiana during the 70s, so she has to work twice as hard to prove to everyone that she deserves to be here. To adapt to a new country and culture and prove that she and her family are smart, hardworking and capable, and trying not to make things harder on her grieving mother, or the fact she hates fireworks, because the sounds and smell reminds her of gunfire (and the sharp pain in her back forcing her to the ground, crying and screaming for her dad when he falls down too, everything is so loud, people are screaming and running, and there is so much blood) doesn't fucking help that some holidays use shit tons of fireworks for celebrations like 4th of July, or Lundi Gras.

Although even experiencing so much tragedy, loss and trauma at a young age Sister Héloise manages to become a very patient and compassionate person, thanks to her stepfather Joe. Originally Joe Vicario was just a good Samaritan, helping Hanan and her kids adapt to life in America, assisting Héloise mother in finding work, tutoring Héloise and her siblings, teaching them how to play baseball so they can have fun and just be kids again after their home became a war zone ect. He began to care for Héloise and her siblings as if they were his own kids and he became close friends with Hanan, so he suggests marrying Hanan to help secure citizenship status for her and kids, then once they have their green card they can quickly get an annulment. Seemed good in theory, as long as Joe and Hanan never consummated the marriage…but Hanan is alone in a strange new country, and she's still a very beautiful woman living with a man who takes care of her kids, then one evening they have too much wine and it's become too unbearable to sleep alone. Cue an unexpected pregnancy and the annulment plan is shot, both Joe and Hanan were raised devoted Catholics, so divorce isn't an option and Joe isn't about to abandon these kids.

Héloise has dealt with all this in a variety of ways over the years, and even went through a bit of a party girl Phase in med school, but humor has always been her most consistent way with dealing with her own problems. Granted she does also seek counseling for herself too. She recognizes healing can be a difficult and painful process, and she can't help anyone if she's not willing or able to try healing herself too.

[kmclaude]

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(thanks @mustyrunny for the idea~)

[kradeelav]

Coming Soon...

The what:

Short answer, an irreverent and very explicit R18 Nazisploitation group anthology from the creators of FALKE. Available soon both as a print & digital zine worldwide.

Tell me more:

A beautiful, refined, and uniquely unsettling full-color collaborative work of both art and prose delving into the fantasies of those who find particular joy in the aesthetic of Nazisploitation--a genre long misunderstood and abhorred by the uninitiated. 

Are you ready to be In The Know?

Creators:

senior editor JD Riley, art director @kradeelav, cover artist @kmclaude

Contributors: DES ABRAHAM / IDAL WAVES / JACKBOOT / J.D. RILEY / K. M. CLAUDE / KRAD / MISCELLANIUM / OZZY / ANTON RICHTER / MORO / SALT LICK / EC12 / L.F.

The Details:

Themes & Tags:  Anti-Fascism, Nazisploitation, Revenge, Forbidden Desire, BDSM, M/M, Nazi Uniforms, Military Imagery, Guns, Violence, Death. not an all-encompassing list.

[tenderwiki]

still can’t believe Daniel only got hugged once in the entire fucking comic

[ninetyninerighteousmen]

Thanks to Hikka over on twitter sending me a meme and a stream full of great ideas, the queer horror exorcism eleganza extravaganza that is Ninety-Nine Righteous Men is now a mockumentary sitcom. You're welcome.

[queeniecatart]

Hey there, Father I don’t wanna bother you But I’ve got a sin to confess

I ran out of my shower early inspired to doodle these two, and something isn’t quite right with Daniel…

Father Adam and Father Daniel both belong to @kmclaude ♥

[Support me with Ko-fi | Commissions]

[elegant-lab]

trashcan.psd aka @kmclaude‘s baby

If you like erotic & grotesque comics, read Claude’s 99 Righteous Men or Corpus, which this character is from.

I’ll finish it eventually, wanted to get something out of my pen to get back into drawing. Tho I was a lazy shitbiscuit and reffed the crap out of the pose LOL

[corpsetrashparty]

Just received a buttload of stickers I ordered from Redbubble, all beautifully drawn by my favourite artist EVER aka @kmclaude

Just waiting for a couple of greeting cards I’m going to frame and use as prints.

I can’t wait to cover my life in these darling, disgusting cunts.

[kmclaude]

sacrifice 🩸

(prints available on my RedBubble, see source link for details/reblogs for link)