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koiir · 8 months
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⸻ So I’m up, daydremin! ⸻
When they’re smitten for you
Characters; Lyney x scaramouche, xiao, gn!reader
Genre; tooth rooting fluff | not proofread
A/n; in honor of Ari performing daydremin bc I love that song sm and she sounds so??? Also I think lyney is like…becoming a new fav of mine…
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Lyney
“Are you ever going to wipe that pout of your face Lyney?” A paper is thrown at him as Lynnette catches his attention. She’s been trying to get his attention for who knows how long, but Lyney has been stuck looking at you.
He watches the way you hug your friend from behind as your smile is evident, acting as if he just didn’t spend time with you and gave you a rainbow rose. You hold the rose as you chat away, Lyney wishing he could be the one you’re hugging.
He feels envious of all your friends who have the pleasure of being able to feel you against them, even if it’s just a simple hug. Lynne wishes to feel the warmth from you, just like the warmth that he feels whenever he sees your smile. His face only watches you in awe seeing the way you hold the rose gently, your face now avoiding your friends as they ask about the rose he gave you.
He feels his pout morph into a lovesick grin, a “tsk” is heard from across the table as Lynnette sips on her tea. She knows her brother is stuck daydreaming in his delusions, it’s evident with how he sighs out as he places his face into his chin.
“You seriously have to do something…” Lynnette says to her brother, knowing that this cycle will continue if something isn’t done.
The two then heard the footsteps coming their way, it surprisingly being you walking over. Lyney whole composure has now shifted into a new one, his nerves getting the best of him as he try’s to calm down.
“And, you’re chance is here.” His sister says, almost unfazed at how he is acting. But Lynnette is use to it, and now she hopes he can finally solve this madness.
Scaramouche
“…here, just read it.” Scaramouche hands you to written paper, handwriting perfect as you trace it with your hand. He watches you start to read, as you stares while he stomach as you lay onto him.
Scaramouche continued to keep an eye on you as you skimmed over the paper, his eyes never once breaking eye contact. Yet whenever you noticed, he would be quick to move his eyes somewhere else, as if he gaze wasn’t locked onto yours.
“just keep on reading.” He tells you, trying to hide his act so you don’t call him out. He’s glad you aren’t, because his flushed face is enough as you make small comments about his writing. Complementing him.
He would usually make a comment back, but he doesn’t find himself doing that. Scaramouche can only wish for the peace to continue as he feels the warmth of your body on his, his state of mind being the least of his worries as he knows he only has to be by your side to feel complete.
Xiao
He can’t not stare, maybe it’s because of the crowd and how xiao feels like he might lose you. Buts it’s a concert, he knows you won’t leave him since you couldn’t handle the idea of going to a concert alone.
Even when you asked him he knew he would go, yet xiao just wanted to get a reaction out of it you if he told you “no.” A pout of disappointment formed on your face as you begged him, leading him to say yes.
Now he watches you as you record on your phone, the songs playing being some that he has heard before. All thanks to you.
Xiao usually wasn’t fond of this, the huge crowd that was stuck together for who knows how long wasn’t something he wanted to endure. But he sees the way your face is filled with joy, an expression that hasn’t left your face ever since you had the tickets, or whenever you mentioned the concert was coming up.
He hears your gasp as the song you’ve been waiting for starts to play, you turn to him as he pulls you closer. The two of you now making eye contact, the instrumental of the song being heard as it plays it.
Your smile is wide as you stare at him in awe, maybe it’s all of the emotions running through you as the song is playing. But xiao beats you sing he finds himself speaking.
“I love you.” He tells you, your expression now one of surprise. You hadn’t expected that, since xiao was usually quiet on his affection. He holds you closer, making you feel the comfort xiao gives you.
“And I love you too…” your voice trails off as you hear the singing, you lock eyes once more with him before giving him a soft peck—leaving him speechless as red spreads throughout his cheeks. Xiao sees you turn your gaze back onto the stage as you lean into him more, his heart bumping even more with the act of affection from you.
Xiao feels his hands become clammy, but he still holds yours with his—giving it a squeeze. He finds himself wanting more, more of your love. but for now he has to wait, your presence being enough for xiao as he can witness your joy in the moment.
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A/n; help i finally wrote something…and I wrote for Lyney….
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strawberri-elixir · 4 months
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Sleepless nights
╰⇢ 15. Knuckleheads
Warnings: none that i can think of
notes: 🗣️ WRITING AGAIN UNDER THE CUT (SORRY YALL)
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“We gotta sort out sleeping arrangements.” You all stare at the set up in front of you. Your queen sized bed in the corner, and a mattress on the open floor. “I’m obviously sleeping in my bed.”
“I’ll sleep on the mattress. You kick too much.” Maki comfortably took the side closest furthest from the bed.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” You playfully scoff, adding a dramatic eye roll. “I’m gonna get some water so sort out where the other two are sleeping.”
With everything said and done, you step out of the room, taking your sweet time descending down the stairs.
“Alright, who’s sleeping where.” Maki stared at the two boys from her spot on the mattress.
“I don’t mind anywhere…” The blond glanced over to Yuta.
“Neither do I.” The boy shrugged in return.
“Oh fuck me, guys.” Maki threw her head back in an exasperated sigh. Why the hell did you leave her with these knuckleheads. “Fine. Yuta, on the bed. Inumaki, with me. Done and done.”
“Alright.” Yuta nods, taking his spot on the bed next to your spot.
Inumaki just silently nods, plopping down next to Maki, spreading his limbs out like a star. It wasn’t long before you burst through the door, waving a bunch of snacks in the air with a bright smile.
“I got the water!” You grin, tossing some to Maki, who was already waiting to catch said food. “Who’s sleeping where?”
“Yuta is sleeping up on your bed.” The dark haired girl pointed to the boy sprawled out on your bed.
“Bet.” You grin, placing your bottle of water next to Maki on the ground before running up and jumping onto Yuta, who was still taking up more than half of your bed with him limbs.
The poor boy let out a loud grunt as he felt the full force of your body weight slam into him. He turned his head, to you, a small glare on his face.
“You’re actually gonna break my back one day.” He groaned.
“Yeah yeah, you still love me.” You rolled off of him onto your side of the bed.
“I’m going to bed.” Maki suddenly cut in. “Night.”
“Night!” You turn to Yuta, grinning before throwing the blanket over your heads.
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fun facts:
— since yuta stays over at your house so often, a good chunk of your closet is filled with his clothes
— yuta is one of those people who doesn’t have to study to get good grades, yet he still studies every day
— not related to the series but next smau series ain’t gonna have no capitalization (aside from all caps messages yk cuz i’m lazy)
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scaralvr · 2 years
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the secrecy of our confessions. [a modern au scaramouche x gn!reader series]
synopsis: when you, a talented drummer in a band you formed with a few of your childhood friends, has an infatuation for the student council president, scaramouche, with no clue that he's practically your fanboy, the two of you end up as the closest of friends with intentions of becoming something more.
contains: fluff, light angst, suggestive material, harmful language
update schedule: will try to write after classes and will frequently publish on weekdays.
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table of contents. chapters 8/9
chapter one | sanrio band-aids
chapter two | dm me on twitter!
chapter three | a little set-up
chapter four | lovesick idiots!
chapter five | outside of school
chapter six | another reason to love them
chapter seven | mystery man
chapter eight | to find out a secret
chapter nine | to be published
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kararisa · 1 year
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marigold promises
— 20. #ynsweep
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summary: it was evident that you and albedo have changed in the five years you’ve spent apart, but you know better than to view him through the lens of nostalgia. with one goal on your mind – graduate valedictorian – who better to stand in your way than the studious, intelligent, ice-cold albedo? one thing’s for sure: he’s going down.
author's notes:
sin 90° + cos 90° is literally just 1+0
writing this chapter was a lot of fun lol i miss competing in school contests
fun fact! i've experienced both yn and childe's side of the math quiz bee
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heizouholic · 2 years
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LAST SURPRISE — SHIKANOIN HEIZOU
five. watch your back, heizou
WARNINGS. n/a
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NOTES: enjoy the drama xoxo and lmk what you think abt this in the comments !! it might change everything i have in the outline rn
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koiir · 8 months
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Behind The Curtain
— In which his performance is soon, yet he can’t seem to let you.
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𓈒࣪ 𐐪𐑂 ─ Pairing; Lyney x gn!reader
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𓈒࣪ 𐐪𐑂 ─ Genre/ content; fluff, clingy bf vibes (tell me not) not proofread
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The rustling can be heard as his movements increase, Lyney rushing in order to spare time. 10 minutes, is all the time left until the curtains open to the awaiting audience he has. The knocks from his sister can be heard, yet he pays no mind as he reworks he tricks to perfection—grinning feeling your gaze locked on him.
“Lyney! You should come out, preparations need to be checked.”
The words come out as a whisper to him, because he doesn’t respond as he walks over seeing your face of disapproval. He knows he sister will comment on it, telling him he’s to “lovesick” to focus on anything other than you. Buts he’s gotten use to it, and will never deny it. He can find himself outright admitting the emotions so deep that run for you, the burst to intense as he feels the need to voice out the love he carries.
“You shouldn’t waste your time here you know Lyney.”
“Oh? But how can I not when you’re presence is blessing me today?”
His words come out as smooth as the flower behind you ear, now placed onto your side by Lyney who was the one for such an act. The romantic tactics of his being those you are well use to now, yet it never fails to bloom a flutter in your heart. The flower petals start to blossom out, revealing the true beauty hidden beneath. You feel a new compliment about to arise from the magician.
You’re met with his lips on yours, the fleeting moment one you cherish always as he pulls back wrapping his arms around you in a hold. The proximity of you two is one that almost indicates one single silhouette, yet it’s the closeness of two bodies that are almost one.
“If I could I would spend my every precious moment with you.”
“The show is temporary, yet your love isn’t.”
His words are as cheesy as ever, but they hold truth. The beating of his heart on yours being the evidence that you need to know he is truthful, he always is. His warmth is one that can not compete with that of the suns, it becoming the source of warmth that spreads throughout his body as he drapes himself on you.
5 minutes—the ticking of the clock is what settles around the quiet of the room, on other days the room would be filled with laugher, his voice, the voices of two in love. But today Lyney finds himself keeping quiet as he bask in the moments he is spending you with, before he is to leave. Others call him dramatic for his attitude once he leaves your side—they tell him you will be watching him as always, never gone from his sight.
Yet Lyney can’t stand that you’re in the crowd, as it you’re just another audience member. He knows more than anything that you’re more than just that, but also because at times he won’t be able to spare at fleeting glance at you. A final knock is heard, he hold you on you only becomes tighter.
The realization creeps up on him as he feels the end of the moment about to come, the afterglow will be one where he gives you his affection and love—before he heads off to do what he does best.
“Keep your eyes on me okay?”
“Once the curtains close come to me.”
Go back into his arms, go back to him. Because after each performance he finds himself experiencing the afterglow of pride, one that he wishes to share with his beloved.
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A/n; you guys I’m actually in love with him now…is he becoming my number 1 or….
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koiir · 8 months
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Match with me?
In which he gets you something to match with him
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𓈒࣪ 𐐪𐑂 ─ Pairings; chigiri hyoma, reo mikage x gn!reader
𓈒࣪ 𐐪𐑂 ─ Genre/content; fluff, reo being smooth, not proofread
A/n; might do another part with more characters bc I honestly was just trying to get something published😭
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𓈒࣪ 𐐪𐑂 ─ CHIGIRI HYOMA - matching bracelets
He would be the type to find those adorable matching bracelets online, either on instagram ect and spend so much time picking out a set… or someone he would love to make your own bracelets (an excuse for a date and so he can help you when needed) he would definitely be more affectionate with you since it’s an activity that is more hands on on.
“See? Aren’t they cute?”
Chigiri’s phone screen is filled with multiple pictures, those of bracelets for you two to match since you both have been wanting to get matching items for a while now. The bracelets being in the colors which are your favorites (since he remembered to take note of that)
Although your own concerns grow, not getting your hopes up incase so.
“And if they don’t ship here?”
“Then we can make our own”
His response seems almost natural, as if he knew already that you would ask that. As if he hasn’t already bought the charms need. Your expression is one of surprise, becoming flustered at his request.
“What about the red ones?”
“Mhm? Why red?”
“Uh…because it looks good on you?”
“You hardly wear red though.”
It seems he wants the perfect bracelets, just for you and him. Another picture is shown to you, including your favorite colors on each bracelets.
“What about these? That one is your favorite color?”
𓈒࣪ 𐐪𐑂 ─ REO MIKAGE - matching sets
The one who makes sure you both have something to match with, it doesn’t matter to reo if it’s clothes, jewelry, ect. He finds himself filled with excitement knowing you both have an item to remind yourselves of the other, always smiling at said item.
Your drink is the only thing keeping you comfort now, since reo had left away in hurry earlier. You don’t think you’ve ever seen him so eager to go to a store…and what surprised you is that he didn’t take you with him.
Text!
Comeovernow
His words are fumbled together, rushing his text as if time is limited for you two. Even though you both have been at the mall for quite some time now. You look around, not remembering where reo had gone. Sending him a quick text, you immediately see his message pop up at the location.
Van Cleef.
You feel like heart is going to burst, the minute he sends you the text you rush towards the store—one that you have been dying to go to ever since you saw it.
Reo made sure to take note of the way your eyes scanned the store, remembering the times he would see you looking at a certain necklace online.
“See? They have the whole set!”
You hear his voice the minute you step foot into the store, seeing a grinning reo as he holds a necklace, bracelet, and ring laying on a soft velvet box. The three matching as you look closely, tracing your hand over them.
Reo takes this as a chance to hold your wrist catching you off guard, before he places the bracelet on you—even slipping the ring on as you become flustered. A smooth move of him
Now you find reo behind you as he clasps the necklace on you, revealing his hand to you.
“See? Now we’re matching even more.”
He points out the matching colors in your outfit, ah, that’s why he took a little longer to get ready…
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koiir · 10 months
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Thinking about sae who broke up with reader for his career and he knows it’s for the best, even though he holds you as he try’s to talk you out of waiting for him knowing you deserve better—but even after a couple months you two still can’t move on.
Until he sees you as his game and he runs to you, admitting he still hasn’t let go of you and he still loves you. He hates the fact this his career took you away from him, how much he hurt you when you two parted ways.
Sae who asks you to run away with him (you think it’s a joke but bro is being fr) , he’s so tired of his career and the only thing he wishes for is you to be by his side no matter what.
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Just a little Drabble but idk……(idc if it’s ooc let me dream)
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koiir · 10 months
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You make me Feel Special
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— In which the boy has only every felt insecure, yet that insecurity of his is turned into something he embraces. All because of you. — Based on twice’s Feel Special
Pairing; Kurona ranze x gn!reader
Genre; fluff, comfort with slight angst
A/n; i love him so much like omfg<333 a little something for all the kurona stans
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There are certain days / days where I suddenly feel all alone
He hears the alarm, the one Kurona set up the night before so he could ensure that he is ready when the time comes. He hated the mornings, grumbling while rubbing his eyes open. Ranze then remembers why he got up so early, the date you two had planned—well, the one you surprised him with.
A smile makes its way onto his face, sudden waves of emotion over coming him as he shakes off the smile, taking note of the way his teeth seem taunt him as he can’t find happiness without feeling a little self conscious.
Whenever those days come / you tell me how precious I am
He remembers in the years he had know you, how you would always make Ranze feel special about his teeth and tell him how unique they were, comforting him of his insecurities. It was often that people would compliment his teeth, as to only getting backlash on them, you seemed to be the only person who would want to make him smile more.
And so he did. Now looking at the mirror, kurona cracks a smile at the thought of you, and you being the reason for his bright smile.
All those words you say / I turn into someone special
“There you are! I was getting worried I wouldn’t be able to find you.” Coming up from behind him, you grabbed his hand.
Once facing you, Kurona saw the smile on your face, smiling back at the hope he could resemble your own smile.
“Lets go, I Wanna show you the sharks. So cool,” giving your hand a soft squeeze, he led you into the entrance of the aquarium.
A place Ranze had always been fond of, so when you mentioned taking him he couldn’t help but smile until he brushed it off.
“Don’t do that Ranzeee, please i Wanna see that pretty smile of yours.”
You had wrapped around your finger, Ranze would do anything you told him. So with a blush covering his face, he looked back at you showing you the smile that he use to hate. Now embracing it more, as it was the reason for your happiness.
That’s what you do / again I feel special
Now facing the glass, Kurona was able to show you which shark was which. Telling you facts of each one that he had somehow memorized.
It being a trait that you had told you found cute once, so every since that day — He would take time out of his day researching about them along with animals that fascinated you.
I just wanted to hide / Didn’t wanna face the world
Everything was going well, as you two kept walking around looking at the wonders of the aquarium. That was until Kurona noticed the staring from a the small kid, it shouldn’t have been this bad, but then the kid bursted out crying.
He knew why, all because of the damn smile of his. Ranze had laughed at what you said, his smile evident and catching the eye of the young child.
That smile, mainly his teeth, being the cause for the child cry’s. He looked away, hoping that the mother to the child wouldn’t notice the perpetrator that didn’t even mean to be. Guilt, along with his insecurities flooding back into him.
Then you appeared before me / with a warm smile, you held of your hand
“Hey, focus on me, us Ranze.” You grabbed his chin, making him face you.
Like the sun shines, your smile made his heart blaze with love, not looking away from the smile that made his days.
“It doesn’t matter what the hell that kid thinks. You have the most beautiful smile I’ve ever seen, imagine being able to resemble an animal with those teeth? Is that not cool or what?”
Ranze bit his lip, trying so hard to not let out a smile at your words. Becoming flustered at the words you spoke to him, looking away from your gaze.
“Cmon Ranze, show me that pretty smile of yours.” He couldn’t believe the teasing you were doing to him.
“Stop… it’s embarrassing [name]. So embarrassing.” Even with what he had said, he knew he couldn’t deny your request any longer. Finally letting his smile show, only for you.
“I love you [name]” he muttered, pulling you in for a hug. Hiding his face in the crook of your neck, finding comfort in you.
Everything’s alright / From nobody to somebody, I became a very special me
“Today was so fun, tired though… so tired.” The day came to and end, with you and kurona heading over to his home to spend the night with one another.
“Almost home Ran… just wait a little bit longer and then we can rest.”
It was once you two finally arrived at his home, that he plopped into the couch. Sighing at the softness that came from the blanket.
“Wanna watch something?” You knew what he actually meant, in the end you two would end up cuddling with Ranze holding you tight not wishing to let go.
It’s not like you mind though, the movie in the background played as you tried to focus on it. But it was so hard, with the way Ranze kept nuzzling in your neck—placing soft kisses, you couldn’t help but grow tired. Eyes soon closing shut, falling into slumber.
Looking up, He saw the peaceful face you held while sleeping. He doesn’t know how many times he’s smiled today, but since it’s you—his smile will not once come off his face.
“I love you [name]… sweet dreams.”
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I love him sm bro I can’t… fighting for dear life with these little crumbs we get of him
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koiir · 11 months
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Bags
— As you two grow, you can’t help the way your heart grows for him. But nothing ever last, and soon you two drift apart and you wonder if you will ever get the chance to make him yours once again.
Pairing - Chigiri x fem!reader
Genre - fluff, angst with comfort
Wc; 2k+
Cw - crying, swearing, implied childhood friends into lovers, reader is an actress, not proofread, grammar errors
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Baggage. That’s what your love for your best friend felt like. Could you even call him that anymore? It feels natural to call him that, but no new memories between the two of you had been made ever since his injury. The one that took him away from you. You started at the reflection a head of you, the girl you had always dreamed of. The one who was famous and loved by all, but not by him. You had it all, you achieved the dream you’ve wanted every since you were a kid. The only missing piece was having him back.
“It’s been a while since we’ve gone out you know.”
“[name], please we went to the mall last week,” he rolled his eyes.
“Cmon hyoma! Don’t you wanna go take a walk or something? We can go to the park and race eachother, I haven’t ran in a while you know.”
“Either way I would beat you name, but I’ve been meaning to read the book you told me about” he grinned. Only to be met with your glare.
“Well I might not be as fast as you but I’m pretty fast you know, that’s why I made it on the varsity track team.” You said with an annoyance. But of course you could never get mad at Chigiri, he was everything to you.
“Yeah yeah yeah, well, let’s head to the book store first and then we can go to the cafe. Does that sound alright?”
“Yeah, that would be perfect.” You sighed, you finally could spend more time with chigiri as your schedule has cleared up. Traveling has worn you out, longing for a peaceful day.
And it was, the day out with Chigiri was perfect. He always had the calm yet energetic presence to him, you loved it. Loved all of him. You two first started off with the book store, in which you recommended him a book.
“Since you’ve been going crazy over it, sure why not.” You grinned, he smiled back.
After that trip, you two walking around the city heading to the cafe you both loved. Everything about it was perfect, the food, the vibe, you and him.
It was almost chigiri’s favorite season, one you knew would be with him and only him.
Christmas for the two of you always stayed the same, either it was spent at your house or his, a cycle that would change every year. Drinking hot chocolate with him or tea, while the two of you talked about the books you wanted to read. You loved the winter, not only because of the season itself, but because the time you two spent was one that filled your heart with warmth. You hoped it always stayed that way.
The warmth would soon turn cold as he became cold
The tear not only was sent to his knee, but to his heart and everything else. His dream of becoming the best. It was gone. He hated it. Hated everything. He was pent up with everyone who had pitted him, he hated the fact that when they did he would have a reminder that he was no longer able to fulfill his dream.
“Who is it?” The annoyance in Chigiri’s voice was evident, it made you anxious if you should have even came.
“It’s me hyoma.” He looked up from his book, the one you had given him just a couple months ago. Before his dream was shattered. Hearing your voice now made him realize how you two hadn’t been together in a while, you busy with acting roles and shoots while he was playing for his dream.
Chigiri always looked up to in a way, the way you had achieved your dreams at such a young age. He wanted, needed to be like you. For the first time you had beat him, and so he wanted to catch up to you. He wanted to achieve his dream, just like you, but now he wasn’t able to. Now he was left with nothing.
But you had everything. You had everything while he had nothing.
“Come in,” you entered and as you did he glanced up at you. His eyes widened.
“It’s been a while, since I’ve been in your room,” you looked around, nothing much had changed other than the trophies he use to keep in his room. You remember the way he was gaze at them with that grin he held while talking about becoming the best.
“So, have you been the reading the book I got you?” You pointed toward the book in his bed as he moved to the edge of his bed.
“Yeah actually, it’s longer than I thought. I like it.” You hated it. Hated the way Chigiri was talking to you as if you were an old acquaintance. His tone tired.
I cant read you but if you want the pleasures all mine
Chigiri didn’t bother trying to make eye contact, he didn’t want to. He would always make sure you knew that he was listening, and so he would stare. Not only for that reason, but as an excuse to see your face. He didn’t want to glance at your face anymore. he would only be reminded of the past, the past in which you two held memories that made his heart full of joy. Full of his love for you which he tried to hard to never show.
Can you see me using everything to hold back?
“Why are you here? Did something happen?,” he knew why you were here. It was the same as everyone else, and he hated that. Because you weren’t everyone else, you were the one that Chigiri wanted.
“I know you’ve been told many times about it, but I’ll be fine Hyoma. You can still play soccer if you give it some time-“
“Is that why you came, to pity me [name]? If you knew then why bring it up? You do realize it won’t be fine and if I dare to play soccer again I might lose everything. Don’t you realize that?”
He now looked up, eyes burning with fire as he said those words. You’ve never seen him like this, he was never like this. Never with you.
“Hyoma… I’m sorry-“
“You don’t understand [name]”
Your voice hitched. Stop, you wanted him to stop so bad. Saying your name full of anger and not the playful way he would always use. It made you feel numb.
“You don’t understand anything. You don’t understand how it feels to have your dream taken away. You don’t have to worry about it while I do.”
You couldn’t bare to look at him, his eyes filled with rage. Your eyes becoming blurry as you looked away. In this moment all you wanted to do was hug him, do anything in your power to help him. But you couldn’t, you had set a fire that wouldn’t burn out anytime soon.
“I’m sorry.” The last words spoken before you left, and the ones that would make him regret everything.
“Fuck.”
As you left his room for the last time, you looked at the paper origami in your pocket. The one Chigiri had made to you before you had left. The ones with the words, you’ve made it. I’m proud of you.
I guess this could be worse walkin’ out the door with your bags
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“10 more minutes until we shoot!” People moved to their destinations, quick so they could do last minute touches and make sure everyone and everything was in place. You start vanity, awaiting for the moment you would get up and start the shoot. You should be happy, giddy at best. The role was everything you dreamed of. One in which you got to be part of the main cast in a physiological thriller, a breaking in your career.
Yet it only reminded you of him, how you told him it was your dream to act in a thriller. Now you can only wonder if Chigiri had given up on his dream. You hope, pray that he did not and he was still trying. You knew Chigiri would sacrifice everything for soccer, for his dream.
You wrote down in your journal, the one he had given you as a Christmas present.
“Here, so you can write down your delusions.”
“I am not delusional!”
“Nah, you are extremely delusional name”
You used the journal for almost everything, planning, your schedule, your thoughts.
Pardon my emotions I should probably keep it to myself
Knew you’d make fun of me
You can imagine Chigiri telling you how silly it was to write down what you wished for, almost like a Christmas list a child would make. And in a way he would be right. It was silly to wish for someone who didn’t want you back. Delusional, just as he has called you.
“Everyone action!”
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The cafe was busy as always, especially due to the fact that it was lunch break for most. You sipped on your coffee as you stared at the glass, watching others walk wondering what they dream of. Your daze now on your phone as you saw a notification from your mom.
Are you busy next week? I have tickets the Japan U -20 game against the blue lock 11.
You were about to send a message saying you wouldn’t go until she sent her next one.
I heard Hyoma will be playing, his mom and sister are going.
Your hand gripped the phone tight until it turned off. Your mind running with thoughts. Chigiri was still playing soccer. He was playing against the Japan U - 20 team. You would see him again.
You smiled wide, almost laughing at what you had just heard. You out you head down, staring at the text that turned your whole world upside down. Your cheeks heating up, your smile never faltered.
I’m free so I’ll go
You placed the phone down as you sighed, looking up and smiling down at your plate. The dish the same color as his eyes, the ones that you would soon see again.
“Hey Nagi?”
“Mhm what”
“Can i borrow your phone? I wanted to check something.” The boy infront of him just sighed and handed the device to him. Chigiri typed down a name he wished he could see in person. When he typed down your name, he saw the first article clicking on it to read it. I knew it he thought, you got your dream role. Chigiri could only smile at the screen ahead of him showcasing the photo of you.
“I know you could do it name”
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It felt nostalgic, everything about it. You were able to go down and see more than the average people as you mother had been invited to be report on the game. Even with all the cameras, paparazzi asking you questions about your new role and thoughts on the game, you could only think of him.
Chigiri Hymoa. His name being the only thing you could think of.
As you walked the seats, you saw his mom and sister. You knew seating next to them would be the perfect opportunity to see Chigiri. He would have to notice them, and then he would notice you.
Only a couple minutes until the match, until you could see him again. Both teams came out, cheers erupting from the stadium. You only waited for one person, Chigiri. And with that, the game has started. You only had eyes for him, watching him. Watching how far he’s gone.
Half time. A chance you thought, soon he’ll notice me. The calling of his name caught you off guard, his sister yelling out to him. You looked in her direction, seeing Him. Seeing Chigiri Hyoma. The one you wish to make yours
He looks up, still drinking water. A small blush making an appearance on his face. He looked up seeing his sister along with his mother. What he didn’t expect was seeing his sister pull you in so he could see you. His eyes widened, haven’t seen you in what felt like an eternity. His missed you. So much. A gasp came out of you, soon becoming a bright smile for him. The one you would always wear when with him.
He was beautiful. He was still the same boy you fell in love with all those years ago. The two of you only stayed with your eyes glued to one another, not realizing the others around you noticed it.
“Hey, who’s that cutie- holy shit is that [f/n] L/n]?”
Chigiri only got my embarrassed, “that’s my sister… and yes that is her.”
“Man do you know her? How in the hell?!”
“You know Chigiri, you should set me up with her? Wait, is she taken?”
His once annoyance now turning into jealousy at the thought of you wish someone else, he could only glare at male’s next to him.
“No she’s taken.”
“By who?”
Pride swelling in his body as he stated his next words. “Me.” He could see the shocked look on both Otoya’s and Karasu’s face once they had heard him. With that, chigiri left them not before looking back up at you and sending you a smile and a wave. He felt the fire in his heart starting to burn once more.
Cheers come from the crowd as it was announced that Blue lock 11 had beat the Japan U-20 team, 3 to 4. Those who had been subbed out went out to the field to celebrate along with the others. You waited until you saw him. Chigiri.
Others such a interviewers webt on the field to report on the game, you had your chance. He was so close yet so far away from you in the field. The only thing you could do is run, run to him.
I’m not the type to run, I know that we’re having fun
“Hyoma!” You yelled out his name as you ran towards him, onlookers following you. Finding it out of the blue that you out of all people would be running on a field calling out someone’s name. You called out to him once more, almost reaching him.
Chigiri knew that voice, the one who hadn’t heard in forever. He turned around, almost as if what he seeing was a dream. More like scene of our movie since it was you. He ignored all the calls of his name, only caring for yours. As you did, he ran. He knew he would beat you, he always did.
“I beat you,” Chigiri grabbed you, holding you close to him. “Gosh, did you run all the way here?”
“Yeah… I did.” Panting, you looked up at him. God. You haven’t been able to be this close to him in what felt like years. Your heart beating faster than ever. It could have been the running, but you knew he was also the cause.
“I can’t believe hyoma you did it, you won.” He gazed at your eyes, the ones that burned was passion. One that he always saw full of emotion while acting, one he was seeing right now looking back at him.
“You never gave up.”
“You can thank that one over there,” Chigiri pointed over to isagi who was being interviewed. “But, I have you to blame name. My time at blue lock… the only thing on my mind was you along with my injury. It made me realize how I almost ruined us because of it, how it could also ruin my dream. So… I didn’t give up. Because losing two things is worse than never trying at all. But looks like I’ve got the chance to fix what I ruined.”
You stared at him wide eyed as he said that, did he mean…
“I want to be yours name.” You saw that the grin you loved dearly, the one he always showed you. And only you.
“Are you sure you aren’t feeding into my delusions?” You received a chuckle from him.
“No I’m sure this is real, if anything you would be feeding into my delusions.”
Quick and rushed it was, you didn’t expect any less from him. The way he grabbed you cheek with care, making sure not to damage you once again. His lips soft against your own, the feeling new to the both of you. One only you could feel with him.
But what’s the rush? Kissing , then my cheeks are so flushed
You both pulled away, faces flushed looking back at one another. Smiles being evident by the two of you.
“I love you hyoma.” It’s like the words spilled out of mouth, without a thought in mind. But you knew it was the truth, one you had tried to hide in the past.
He pulled you, you head feeling the beat of his heart racing. “I love you too name… you have no idea how long I’ve been meaning to tell you that.
“I did it, you might have beat me first, but I caught up. We both have achieved our dreams.”
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Eww so cringe (god you do not understand how much I love this man like)
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koiir · 11 months
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Stay
— If he had been with you, everything would be different.
Pairing - Kazuha x reader
Genre - angst without comfort
Cw - death of character, mentions of blood, not proofread inspired by the book, if he had been with me
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Autumn became a season you and Kazuha looked forward to when you both were young, the leaves changing colors, the trees full of new color, soon to die because of the upcoming winter, it was a season that meant something to the two of you. Until now, now it was a dull season, the leaves dying past their time, reminding you of his time, before he soon was gone like the wind. His time past and overdue.
“Come catch me kazu!”
“I will, just like I always do.”
The two of you in your own world, playing with one another until the sun started to set. Him walking you home and then heading over to his which was right next door. A habit this became, leaving in the morning, and enjoying the autumn until it would become a winter. The leaves pilled together, jumping in and laughing together. The two of you always together no matter what.
What a lie that would soon become
Age thirteen was when Kazuha made it known to that he loved you, even though he always did, you now would know bye this one single act he did. A single kiss was all it took, sweet yet quick. He face flushed, awkward and uncertain of what he had done, not knowing what to do next.
“I want… I want to be with you [name], forever. I want us to hold hands like the people who I see on the streets. I… I want you to be mine.”
“Silly, I’m already yours! I’ll always be yours Kazu.”
Another small peck shared by you, and then the two of you hand in hand heading over to the place where you two called home.
Some would say this was puppy love, something that wasn’t going to last since you two were so young. But it wasn’t, because Kaedehara Kazuha was your first love, the one who understood you, the one who brought a new light into your life, the one who would stay by you side. You never saw a day without Kazuha, he was glued to you. Your parents knew of the so long friendship you two shared and soon they knew that one day, you would all be a family.
It was often Kazuha would come over to your place, or you to his, it was something that had been happening every since the age of 5. The two of you sick together, staying in the same room giggling and painting with one another, laying on the bed and talking about plans you two had come up with. Together. Even when Kazuha was no longer sick, he stayed with you until you were fine. He stayed, like he always hoped for. He stayed because he loved you, never wanting to let you go.
It stayed this way, until your 20’s
It was like a new fire had burned, one that would continue to burn, his heart seemed like it was going to break at what he had just witnessed.
“Don’t be stupid, Tomo.”
“I might be, but who’s the one who said ‘just because something seems impossible, doesn’t mean that you shouldn’t try.”
Kazuha wished he had never heard that, it was only meant for one person, you. Now that one sentence filled him with pain, one that would determine what he should do next.
“Kazuha, you can’t. You can stay with me, you’ll be safe! My family can pull some strings, they’ll make sure you’re safe! You won’t be found I promise Kazu just-“
He hated this, hated how his decision would impact you. The tears forming in your eyes, your voice shaking, your hand trembling trying to hold on. Hold onto him. He held it tight, giving it a small squeeze.
“I’m a wanted man now [name]. I can’t ruin your family’s reputation with all the connections they share. I don’t want to imagine what they would do to your family if it was discovered they had hidden a wanted man in their home, what could happen to you.”
You knew he was right, he always was. Kazuha knew the best, he would always be the one who helped you make decisions.
So why does it hurt knowing that he’s right?
“Then take me with you! It’s like you always wanted, we can leave together and then travel together.”
It was a dream of his to travel the world, he would always have a spark in his eyes while talking about where he wished to go.
One day, it will be just you and me.
Oh how you wished that could be true.
“That would be the worst option out there [name]. You’ve gotten so far, I can’t take that away from you. You have everything that you have ever wanted, it would be like taking away the treasure of Inuzuma. The people love you [name], they need you.
I need you Kazuha. You’re all i have ever needed, all I have ever wanted.
“Please Kazuha, I can’t lose you.”
A leaf now fell, it dead since its time has been long overdue. The leaf that use to be filled with color, the same color of the streak in his hair.
“I love you, I promise I will come back. I’ll sneak into your room and hold you all the night, but for now, I have to do what is best.”
Stay, stay in this moment. Stay with me.
But of course he never does, he leaves you with one last touch to your lips. Just like the one he did when you two were 13.
One last leaf fell, the last one before the tree was now empty. Just like now, how the one thing you needed the most had left, just like a wind in the breeze, not knowing at where to land next. He took your heart with him though, where ever he went it would remind him of you.
He promised, he would come back. Things would be the way they were meant to be.
He would make you his.
You knew Kazuha, he would fight till the very end and never lose. He was strong. You remember when you got your vision first, he was jealous that you had gotten one and he had not.
“You’ll get one Kazuha, I know it.”
“Then can we spar? You have to find a weapon that you can use, or are you interested in a sword?”
He had one, so it was only natural you wanted to be the same as Kazuha.
“A sword would be perfect.”
It was perfect, everything about it. The sword sharing a similarity with his. You always gazed at the writing imprinted on the sword base. Words from him.
The words you are now looking at, tears forming in your eyes once again as you cradle the weapon in your arms.
Home is with you
wherever you take this blade, think of me.
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9 months, 18 letters from Kazuha.
It was twice a month in which he would write a letter to you, telling you of the events in his life.
Without you.
It was hard for you, hard to only have his writing to remember him by. Yet you’re grateful that he still puts the effort in. He would put effort in if it was for you.
19 letters now. The third this month.
The letter wasn’t one you expected, yet it filled you with hope and maybe, just maybe, this would be the last and final one until he was home.
To my dearest [name], I’ll be home soon. I made my promise to you, you remember it right? I’ve heard that you’ve been successful now more than ever. I love hearing your name wherever I go, I’m happy. Happy for you, glad that you have gotten to this point. I want to save my words until I’m back with you, together in the same spot we shared all those joyous memories and moments. I should be back by midnight. I still have the spare key, so I’ll do what I told you the night I left. I’ll sneak into your room and I will hold you all night. Just as I had promised. I love you more than you could every imagine [name], everything will be just as they should have. We’ll be happy, happy together. I’ll be home once again. Love Kazuha.
You tugged the letter tight, praying to the archons that he would be home any minute now. It was past midnight now, he could be home any minute now. He could be with you anytime now. The realization hit you, Kazuha would be home.
He would be back.
Footsteps could be heard out your room, the light on. It’s him, it has to be.
“Kazuha?”
Your heart now beating in your chest, wanting him so badly now that you felt your hand shake.
He’ll come and hold me, hold my hand and kiss me with the passion that burns in his heart for me.
The door started to open. He was home.
“Kazu?”
“Oh [name]” your mother says.
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The autumn leaves falling down on the streets of Inuzuma, falling so freely without a care. One leaf falling on his heart, soon to be covered in his blood.
“Give me your hand” he said
“Why?”
“So you can feel what you do to me, what you do to my heart dove.”
Not a beat came from his heart as the leaf fell, he was gone. He wouldn’t come back home to you. Kaedehara Kazuha was dead. So close, yet so far. He was almost there. He was almost home until his life was taken from him.
His vision shinned with passion, noticeable in the night. Catching the eye of the culprits responsible for his death, the ones who wanted to kill him the moment he became a wanted man. The ones who wanted his vision.
“Kazuha wanted to give you this dear…” your mother stated. She placed the letter on your bed so you could grab it. She let you cry as she told you that your one and only was now dead. She left, knowing that you needed space.
You grabbed the letter, eyes blurry from the tears streaming down your face. Soon, more fell down your face as you saw the blood stains left on the letter.
This was his blood, his dna. The last thing he had left with you along with this letter.
To my one and dearest name, I’m sorry. I wish I could have fulfilled my promise to you. If only I had been smarted, been more attentive to my surroundings. You were always the one who noticed every single detail, no wonder you’re so smart name. I love that about you, that you seem to notice every single thing around you. I think that’s why I become more observant, I wanted to grow from you. I’m sorry I couldn’t be stronger for you, maybe I can. I’ll try, I’ll fight until I defeat every single one of them. Yet if I can’t, then I want to write this in case. I don’t want to leave you with nothing, so I’ll leave you with this. I’m sorry name, I love you and I hope you know that. It would be selfish of me to let you hung up on me, so love someone else. Find someone who loves you, more than me. I want you to be happy, I know you will be. I’ll leave my heart to you, in the form of a ring. The one my mother had before she died. I remember her always asking when we two were going to get married. She’ll be glad that you have this ring. I know you always loved her. I couldn’t make you mine name. Maybe some day, in another life I can. I’m sorry name. Love Kazu.
Why? Why him? He was almost home, and it was taken away from him in an instant.
No one would love me more than you do Kazuha.
You’re all I need, all I’ve ever wanted.
You saw the ring, one you saw as a child from his mothers ring finger.
“Kazu, your mother has such a pretty ring! I want it!” He saw the pure adoration in your eyes as you looked at the ring. His mother smiled before she ruffled your hair.
“One day, it will be yours [name] I’ll make sure of it.” Kazuha’s mother than looked at him, sending the young boy a wink. His face flushed at the thought of marrying you.
“Two house’s ” he heard you say. “And four people”
It was silly how you didn’t count the fathers, but he knew what you meant. Yet you were wrong.
“It’s our houses,” Kazuha said.” And our family.”
If only he could be the one putting the ring on your finger. He could have proposed to you, but he was never given the chance.
So why, even with this piece of himself he left with you why does your heart feel strange?
If he had been with me, he would still be alive.
If he had been with me, he would be mine. He would be alive in this moment. Now, all that was left was a lingering memory that filled you with ache.
If he had been with you, everything would be the way they were meant to be.
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koiir · 1 year
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You and I, it’s more than like
summary - when meeting once again, the wander takes his chance with you so you don’t slip away like you once did.
Genre - fluff
Pairing - Scaramouche x gn!reader
an -this was requested by @plasmasimagination where scara confess to reader. Reader refers to wander as “kuni” *bc I called him that *also spoilers to the archon quest
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Meeting the wander while admiring the sunset certainly wasn’t something you were expecting, along with the feeling you felt when he came. Maybe it was his aura? But it felt as if you had meet him before, like an old friend. Yet you had no memories of him. “Hey, can you…” as you heard the voice, you moved so he could get what he had drop. Once you turned to face him, you looked down with both of making eye contact.
He was shocked to see it was you, the person he wished he could spend more time with before he wandered to sumeru. He remembered how he so called hated you pestering him all the time, yet never left you. It was clear though that you didn’t remember or have any memories of him, which filled him with dread. But he didn’t let it show. “Still as beautiful as ever,” he thought. He knew right then and there that this was chance, his chance to get you back.
“I’m sorry about that… how about I repay you?”
“What? You really don’t have to have you know…”
“It’s fine, my treat.”
Soon enough, you found yourself with the wander as he took you out for some food. Surprisingly, he had started a conversation and the two of you continued chatting until the moon rose. With that, the friendship of you and the wander began.
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“Why do you always want to meet up here kuni?” Because it’s where I found you again. He wanted to say that, but you wouldn’t know what that meant. “You’re not the only person who admires the sunset,” he scoffed. It was the same almost every day, meeting in front of the Sanctuary of Surasthana and chatting away with one another. You noticed your feelings for him, and he had already knew about his. Yet he didn’t know what to do, tell you the truth? About his past? How would you react? He wouldn’t know if he didn’t try. “You’re saying that and yet the only thing visible is the moonlight.”
“And? Same thing.” He then looked at you, the moonlight making you seem more beautiful than ever. He never thought he would do this, but he grabbed your hand from the railing and started to talk.
“[name], I… look, I care about you more than a friend would, every single time we meet and depart something feels missing. It feels as if you are missing, from my life. It’s felt that way every since I met you. What I’m trying to say is, I want something between us. I want you to be in my life forever.”
“Are you, confessing to me?” You were stunned to say the least. The look in his eyes had a look of an emotion you couldn’t tell, but you knew you had seen it more than once. Yet one thing didn’t make sense. “But, what do you mean ‘when we first met? I mean, how could you miss me if you had only known me for a day?”
“Ugh, I’ll just show you.”
“Wait what-“
Thats when Kuni had placed his hand on your cheek and pulled you in for a kiss. With that, you knew what he meant. Your eyes went wide at the memories you saw, from when he the 6th harbinger, from the first time you met him. He was…
“Kunikushi.”
“Right on the mark, I promise to explain everything later. But… I just need one more.” Once he said those words, kuni pulled you in for another kiss.
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koiir · 2 years
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‧̍̊˙· Melody of love ·˙‧̍̊
ׂ﹟ִֶָ some hc’s of boyfriend!Kazuha playing a guitar
ׂ﹟ִֶָ genre - fluff, modern au
ׂ﹟ִֶָ Pairing - Kazuha x gn!reader
ׂ﹟ִֶָ a/n - after seeing that official art of Kazuha playing guitar…. I just…. HE LOOKS SO????
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➤ Boyfriend!Kazuha who didn’t tell you about about playing guitar until you visited his apartment one day, seeing the guitar in his bedroom.
︎➤ Boyfriend!Kazuha who gets shy after you ask him to play a piece on his guitar, but will comply because it’s you.
︎➤ Boyfriend!Kazuha who looks so, so gorgeous playing the instrument. The way he looks so focused, his soft smile, his hands makes you swoon over him and fall more inlove with him.
︎➤ Boyfriend!Kazuha who offers to teach you how to play his guitar, saying that the two of you will be able to spend more time together. And of course, you say yes.
︎➤ Boyfriend!Kazuha who positions your hands and fingers correctly on the guitar, teaching you what note is which and how to play it.
︎➤ Boyfriend!Kazuha who grins when you get the hang of it, whispering in your ear how good you’re doing. From time to time, he will grab your hand and run his fingers over yours.
︎➤ Boyfriend!Kazuha who sweetly kisses the top of your head when you play the piece he taught you.
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Also sorry for being inactive!!! You got two choices smau will eventually start and I’m so sorry for the wait!
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koiir · 1 year
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You walked in, caught my attention
— first impressions or, “love at first sight”
Cw - a threat on childes part, not proof read
Characters - heizou, kazuha, Childe, x gn!reader
A/n - err finally writing for Childe also a little suggestive on kazuhas part
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— Heizou
You felt his eyes scanning you, yet didn’t bother to look back. It’s not like he was hiding it either, almost everyone in the room had seen heizou stare at you intensity every since you appeared.
To say he was impressed was an understatement, he was almost envious of you for how you handled the case. Yet he didn’t expect any less coming from you, the detective he had heard so much about. It’s almost like you had it all, the looks, the fighting skills, and the smarts.
So how could he not stare? From the moment he heard about you, he was immediately drawn to you. Wishing to know more about you. And know he had that chance, he was more than grateful to have you with him solving this case and he wanted to take advantage of that. Possibly make a move on you.
The way you always seemed to be right, how independent you were, uncovering this mystery, how you carried yourself with-
“Heizou, are you listening?” Shit. Daydreaming again. You must think that he never listens to you, probably because of all the times you caught him in a trance. Yet this time, something was off.
“Moving on… do what you will with that information. Heizou, you wouldn’t mind if you gave you a recap right?” That. Heizou swore he hadn’t seen you smile at least once, but now as you were saying that, you held a small smile while looking at him. For someone like heizou… this caught him off guard. Not in a bad way though.
“Ah! Yeah… I wouldn’t mind it in the least,” god. He sounded so desperate saying that. He was still shaken up a bit by the way you… gave him that smile. Yeah maybe it was just a smile… but it was your smile. Did you know? That you had him wrapped around your finger. You were smart… so he couldn’t deny that possibility. But there was only way one to figure out, right?
— Kazuha
It seemed like a normal day, coming back to liyue to get shipments to Inuzuma, until he heard about a certain someone coming along.
“A dancer?”
“Yeah! You’ve heard of them right? [name]… [name] [last name]?”
“Oh… then yes, yes I have.”
Kazuha had heard whispers of the people in the city, both liyue and Inuzuma, about you as a dancer. The way you used your dendro vision to be part of your dance, how elegant and graceful you were. People always seemed to talk about you in such a a good manner, he had never heard anyone talk about you a bad light.
So when he was finally going to meet you, he couldn’t help but wonder if you lived up to these expectations.
It’s almost like the whole crux knew you, cause they all seemed like they wanted your attention on them. They seemed greedy for you time. But you only had time for beidou since.. well she was the one you had to talk with. And luckily for Kazuha, she was there with him.
“Ah [name]! Long time since we’ve seen eachother,” that’s when he saw you for the first time. Kazuha couldn’t lie to himself, you intimidated him. Why? Probably because of how you did carry yourself you confidence and your aura. It was the type where every watches you walk into a room, and wants to know more about you.
“Yeah, being busy with performing makes little time to spend with others.” That resting face you held quickly changed into a smile, Kazuha couldn’t help but stare. The people weren’t wrong, you were gorgeous. Yet that wasn’t the only thing that drew him in, it was your aura. Like a butterfly that lands on the flower your admiring, causing you to now focus on the butterfly itself. You had that, which made people desperate for more. More of you.
“Say, go on and introduce yourself Kazuha,” beidou drew the attention onto him, which had you now glancing at him with curios eyes.
“The name is Kaedehara Kazuha. May I just say, you blind me with your presence. Only being able to have eyes on you… just like the moonlight that shines upon the ocean at night. The reflection holding you in a trance… just like you do.” Ew I know cringeee I tried
You stood there, shocked to say. You become flustered as he said those words. I mean, who wouldn’t? You couldn’t deny the fact that he was handsome, him saying that only added to the attraction you started to feel towards him.
“I… i don’t know what to say to that. But you sure do have a way with words Kazuha,”
“Say you two flirting now? When you just met?!”
“What! It’s nothing like that…” you muttered to the captain who was obviously trying to embarrass you two.
You now had a slight frown on your face along with blush visible on your cheeks as to what just happened. Kazuha could only chuckle as he continued the conversation, with you. Paying no mind to captain who was watching you two like hawks.
“Since you two seem to get along, Kazuha, show [name] to her cabin.” That seemed to be the end of up until she added one more thing. “Also don’t get too close together, cabin walls aren’t that thick.”
“Beidou!” You yelled back, but the woman had around turned her back onto you two. A smile visible on her face from her teasing. Kazuha could promise that… right?
— Childe
“So, you train here too?” The stranger said, turning around you saw who that was. He seemed a little familiar, like you had seen him once running away from the milith in the city.
“No, just… I don’t know. I was getting bored of training in the same spot and decided to train her. Is there a problem with that?”
“Hehe… don’t have to be so cold you know? I just watched you train a little a noticed those unique skill of yours. With and without your vision.” That’s what caught his eye, the way you didn’t even have to use your vision to defend yourself, but even with it you came up with multiple ways to manipulate the vision into your fighting. That’s what made you seem different…
“So you admit to watching me fight? Isn’t that kinda stalkerish? Watching someone without them knowing.” But geez… you seemed cold just like your vision. But that’s a challenge he was willing to take, get through you and that icy interior of yours.
“I didn’t say that, but let me make it up you. A duel.”
After he said that, you just stared at him. It’s not like you wanted to agree. Buy there was something different about this guy… like why the hell would he randomly approach someone he is training, then ask for a duel? Was his bloodthirsty or some shit? Or did he just enjoy the thrill of it all?
“Why though? What if I end up killing you? You wouldn’t want to die you would now?”
“Oh? So are you an assassin or something?” You stayed quiet, looking at another direction with your arm folded. That was interesting… you being an assassin? Now he was more thrilled of the idea with a duel with you.
“Ugh, since you’ll keep bothering me about this, I accept. What’s the whole point of this duel though?”
“Nothing really, just to see what your fighting style is. I’m interested to see what you will do.” That response only confused you more. That was it? To see your fighting style? Really?
Childe watched you keep eye contact with him until finally accepting his request. Yet their was a lie hidden in what he said, yes he did want to see how you would fight, but he never mentioned how he always wanted to duel because of you. You caught his eye, and you being an assassin? That only made things more dangerous, which could be extremely stupid and dangerous for his status and who he was. But that’s a risk he was willing to take. The thrill that he loved so much was here, so why not make these duels a weekly thing?
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Was going to add zhongli but ended up not bc I didn’t know how to start his so..
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koiir · 1 year
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Ex crush Scaramouche
Summary - it’s been years ever since you and Scaramouche have talked, you probably should forget about him but you just can’t. Yes you like someone else, but sometimes your mind wanders to him when you see him in the halls… it isn’t until one day you hear him talk to you.
Genre - somewhat fluff, some angst ig??
Paring - Scaramouche x gn!reader
an - short bc this is just a Drabble inspired by what happened to me… also [fn] stands for friends name and [nm] stands for nickname
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“[name]!” You saw your friend in the hallway with a clipboard in hand along with other students. “Hi [fn],” you said walking over to them. “This is my friend and today’s their birthday!” You watched as your friend said that to the teacher. “It’s not,” you corrected. “It was actually two days ago…” “really? Cause I might have to scream ‘happy birthday’ in the hallways for you!” You awkwardly smiled before heading to the bathroom, not noticing his stare.
He hadn’t t noticed you walking into the hallway due to his eyes being locked on the computer, that was until he heard your voice. Gosh how he missed hearing your voice, your smile, and just you in general. He hated the fact that you two hadn’t had any classes together in years. He also missed your friendship you once had. Scaramouche couldn’t help but feel an ache thinking of the last time you two talked, but when he looked up you had already left.
You soon left the bathroom and started heading to your class, until you heard a voice. You stopped, your heart getting faster. You knew that voice, it was Scaramouche. “[nm],” he said dragging it out. The person who you had liked for almost two years finally talked to you. You turned around and saw him staring at. “Scara…” you didn’t want it to sound that quiet, plus it came out in a more awkward tone. You just hoped he heard you.
Before he could say anything, the boy next to him said, “he likes you!” Your mouth now opened before it closed. Your hand balled into fists because of how nervous your were. You swore you could hear your heartbeat. Scaramouche scoffed, “if anything it’s far from that..” you didn’t fail to notice his cheeks becoming red though. This reminded you of past, where he was tease you and mock you. How you missed those days. How you missed the friendship you once had with him. You didn’t know what to say, so you left. I mean, what were you suppose to say?
Finally getting back into your seat, you couldn’t help but smile and feel your face heat up realizing what happened. “You shouldn’t be so giddy about this,” you thought. But how could you not? You finally talked to someone who you had missed for so long… even though it wasn’t an actual conversation. You ignored that part though, it’s not like you and your current crush have talked much either. Yet you had a thought, what if you went out in the hall again?
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Something short but when this happened I was so nervous and gushing about it knowing damn well we probably won’t talk again😞 but I did smile at him in the hallway so yea…
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koiir · 2 years
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「 Tell me why you gotta look at me that way, you know what it does to me 」
Genre - fluff
Characters - heizou, ayato, Kaeya, gorou
Info - high school au
Synopsis - eye contact with them
a/n - I swear this whole week I’ve made so much eye contact with my crush, so that was basically the inspo for this
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Even though, you two aren’t friends, you two still glance at each other quite often. You and heizou also find yourself to be somewhat forced at times, for example, being in the same group together. That one time you two were in the same group and at first you two didn’t talk, but after some time, the two of you start engaging with one another and hit it off. You two laugh at what the other person says and you both can’t seem to get enough of each other. After that day, you found yourself glancing at him more than you ever have, in the hallway, in class, at lunch. Whenever you see him, your eyes are glued to him. And the same can be said about heizou. He will even go as far to get your attention in ways like, walking near you in the hallway, moving closer to you, or even dropping his pencil in your direction and picking it up. He knows what he’s doing. Yet doesn’t have the courage to actually talk to you, but who knows, maybe the universe will force you two together.
Ayato who will always, give you smirk once you two make eye contact. He enjoys watching you turn around or find some way to avoid his eyes. But the worst part is when he calls you out for it, which is every, single, time. He will always, find a way to annoy you. But you can help your eyes when you gaze at him doing his work. He usual smile set in his face, his fingers moving his pen, they way he looks so focused on his work, it’s captivating. Thankfully, he’s never found you gazing at him, daydreaming you can say. Or so you think, because even though he doesn’t look up from his paper, he can still see you gazing at him. Thus why he always tries to look appealing. Even though he doesn’t need too (cause he’s naturally a beauty) but he can’t help but blush at the thought of you looking at him with so much adoration. Ayato can’t help but want more, more from you.
A flirt he is, but just with you. Kaeya wants you to be the only person he can fluster, and he does the perfect job of doing so. It almost like, he’s following you ever where you go! I’m the hallways, in classes, everywhere! Sometimes, even out of school. And if you do encounter him, expect a wink or smirk. Whenever you react to his tactics by rolling your eyes or blushing, he’ll always make a fool out of you. If you’re with your friends, he won’t hesitate to make you embarrassed. But Kaeya means no harm! He doesn’t want you thinking he’s an asshole. If you genuinely get annoyed, he’ll apologize right away. He doesn’t want to ruin his chances with you, because he wants to be the only person who can make you smile, laugh, be the reason for your happiness.
In the corner of your eye you see gorou, who is looking right in your direction. You don’t notice until your friend tells you, so you look up and see him staring at you. He immediately looks away, blush coating his cheeks. You can’t help but smile, realizing how easy it was to fluster the boy. This wasn’t the first time you caught him though, he will glance at you a ton in class. And it’s not like you don’t notice, but you don’t want to embarrass him. So you act as if you don’t notice his gaze. Other than just glancing at you in the hallway, he will always, try to get close to you. Like that one time in the hallway, you two were walking in the same hallway and he moved next to you. But once you glanced at him, he rushed to his class. With a blush coating his cheeks. He’s just so nervous! Gorou can’t help it, he just wishes he wasn’t so awkward. Maybe one day he will get the courage to talk you. But for now, eying you is the best he can do.
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