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btsyeonu · 3 months
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👣. !!: THE WEDGE BETWEEN US ‧₊˚
↺ 💌 ࣪ ˖ ∿ author’s note , @ the initial impact of bangtan’s relationship with yeonu is a chaotic mess esp between jk and yeonu but i promise it gets better!! just bare with it and i hope you enjoy!
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SUMMARY : yeonu comes out to his members after rumours spread alleging he’s trans. things seem to go well… until it doesn’t.
WORD COUNT : 2.8k words — PAIRING : kim yeonu x bts (slight focus on jk near the end)
GENRE : angst , slight comfort , more angst — WARNINGS : transphobic manager , so some transphobic comments , confused bts (at first) , ignorant & hurt jk
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“What does it mean? Hyung liked to wear dresses when he was younger, right? So what? Why is everyone making such a big deal out of it?” Jeongguk asks, eyebrows furrowed and pupils lurking at an attempt to get a grasp on what he was missing.
The room is filled with thick tension. There are currently ten people situated in the meeting room of the Bighit building, including the boys’ manager and Bang Shi Hyuk himself who sits in silence, arms crossed and concentrating on nothing in particular. Yeonu doesn’t speak up to clarify.
“Why are you not speaking up?”
The manager’s voice oozes with contempt, earning the attention of seven of the eight members present. Namjoon’s eyes hold a tinge of concern that swirls with sympathy as he looks to Yeonu, aware of both sides of reality that may manifest itself in this moment. Yeonu sports a look that hints away at his struggle right now, holding himself back from tearing up, or perhaps even fully breaking down.
“Hyung,” Namjoon opts in instead, and the manager looks over at him, lip still curled in distaste. “Do we have to do the meeting like this?” He asks, starting to turn to Bang Shi Hyuk. “I mean, I get that these allegations are serious, but having so many people like this… I feel like it’s putting too much pressure on Yeonu.”
CEO Bang looks up for the first time at Namjoon’s statement. He isn’t as vexed as their manager, but at the same time, Namjoon thinks he might have simply mastered the art of masking his true emotions. The male lifts his glasses to rub his eyes, mumbling a tired agreement that hasn’t bordered on an order just yet.
“Too much pressure? He- she’s under too much pressure? We don’t even know what this thing is!” Choi Gyuin seethes, pointing at Yeonu, and it would seem that such a statement was all it would take to break the dam and have the rain falling. Yeonu’s hand slams onto the oakwood desk separating himself and his members from Bang Shi Hyuk and Gyuin standing behind him on the opposite end.
“This thing,” Yeonu growls, angry red tears burning, streaming down his face, “is any ordinary man just like you! What’s so different about you and me? Look at yourself, look at me. What’s the difference?” He asks, and his voice cracks a little, face tingeing pink in colour as he waits for a response—everyone’s eyes are on him. Namjoon’s eyes are on him, Jeongguk’s eyes are on him, and so are Yoongi’s and Seokjin’s. Taehyung, Hoseok and Jimin stare at him too, entirely dumbfounded at his outburst.
What was going on? Why is everything so tensed? Why is Yeonu so heart stricken?
In the midst of Gyuin’s speechlessness, it is Yoongi that strives forward first, hand resting on Yeonu’s back as he rubs gently, unbothered at the reactions of others. This singular gesture is what snaps their manager out of his shock, teeth gritting, a baffled laugh following thereafter. “W-what’s the difference? Is he- she- whatever you are! Are you being serious?”
He asks this in a manner that tries to come off as obvious, but no one is playing into his games, not even CEO Bang. “Hyung-nim, at least you must see the problem, right? If Yeonu really turns out to be transsexual then the entire group will be put into jeopardy!” He exclaims, talking to Shi Hyuk. “I mean, this is a boy band. What would it mean if we have a transsexual in it? The rebranding will cost us a fortune, and that’s not even taking into account the uproar from fans-” and he just keeps going like this.
Talking and talking and talking, and it’s just as Yoongi opens his mouth to spit a cunning remark that someone else decides to beat him to it, shutting the whole room down with his outrage.
“Aish… just shut the fuck up, you bastard!”
It’s CEO Bang losing his composure. He has a heavy frown line stretched across his forehead and he looks up at Gyuin behind him for a brief moment before waving him away. “Get out. I don’t want to hear from you anymore.” He says simply. Even Yeonu is startled by the events unfolding. Gyuin stands there, blinking, and then he laughs, bending over to reach Shi Hyuk’s height who was sat in his seat.
“Ah, hyung-nim, I think you’re losing your cool at the wrong-”
“What did I say, huh? Have you suddenly gone deaf?” Shi Hyuk queries, turning to face Gyuin again. This time the male can quite clearly see the fury burning within his eyes as he goes to speak again. “I won’t tell you again. Get lost before I fire you right here.” He grumbles, and finally, this is enough to have Gyuin stand up straight with a polite smile, nodding.
Yoongi personally can’t help the smirk that slips itself onto his features then, seeing Gyuin glance at all of the boys with clear rage as he makes his leave. Yeonu watches after him too before turning back to Shi Hyuk.
“Yeonu-ah, be honest with me.” The elder starts, and his posture shifts, showcasing his fatigue towards this situation. “Are the rumours true? Just tell me honestly and we’ll figure it out.” He says, and surprisingly for Yeonu, his voice is gentle, almost understanding. He looks around at his members who surround him from either side, nerves now cold and chilly.
Some of them still seem confused, having grasped barely anything from the fight that had actively broken out, but when Yeonu eyes Namjoon and Yoongi specifically, their expressions seem… encouraging. Yoongi’s thumb caresses Yeonu’s upper spine before he pulls away, waiting patiently.
Yeonu wishes it was easy. Actually, he wishes he had a choice in the matter at all instead of being put under pressure like this, but as he stares at Shi Hyuk, he knows he needs to make this move. If not now, then when? Wouldn’t it be better to at least come out to some people? To the ones he can at least have a glimmer of hope that they’d accept him?
Yeonu’s eyes cast themselves down to his fingers as they splay across the edge of the table. “I…” His throat constricts, absolutely terrified. What if they didn’t accept him? What if he was kicked out of the group immediately upon coming out?
“If it makes you feel better, whatever it is, I’m not going to see you any different from the guy who tried to juggle dumplings to make a good first impression on me.” Taehyung’s deep voice reassures upon noticing Yeonu’s hesitance, and when Yeonu glances over at him, all he’s presented with is a warm boxy smile that never falters once. He’s presented with a glimpse of home.
A small, almost thankful smile of his own slips its way onto Yeonu’s face, and he sighs, trying to come to terms with himself before finally holding his head up—not completely confident, but firm enough to grasp at the straws that help him spit his next words out.
“The rumours… well, they’re true.” He says quietly, voice a little shaky, and his body is tense, stiff as a stick. He did it. “I-I’m transgender. I wasn’t- you know, I wasn’t always a boy. I wasn’t born a boy, but that doesn’t make me any less of one. That’s all.”
As he wipes his tears away, his head bows once more, and the thumping of his heart beats deafeningly deep in his ears due to the silence that follows his admittance. He doesn’t want to look up now, isn’t sure if this silence is good or bad and he honestly doesn’t know how he would cope if the outcome of this turned out to be bad.
Just a few more seconds. He tells himself, but he can feel the beginnings of bile rise in the back of his throat. Why won’t any of you say anything?
“I don’t get it.” Jeongguk’s quiet, confused, and frankly shaky voice is the first to speak up. Yeonu’s heart clenches at the hesitance in his maknae’s approach, but he tilts his head just enough in the male’s direction to show he’s listening. “Hyung, what do you mean? How can you not be born a boy? You look like a boy. You are a boy, aren’t you?” He looks at the other members, hoping to receive clarification from any one of them, but no one knows what to say.
“I am,” Yeonu starts, soft, “But my body wasn’t. I was born in the wrong body, Jeongguk-ah. I was born in the body of a woman and… that wasn’t me.”
The truth tastes bitter on his tongue, finally coming out of living in stealth to a group of guys he considers his best friends and his CEO that held the power to tip the scales of fate one way or another in his name. There’s another period of silence, and then—
“That’s okay.”
Yeonu’s head whips around to look at Taehyung who returns his gaze genuinely, showcasing words that he means. Soon, a reassuring smile presents itself on his lips and he reaches his fingers out to grasp at the sleeve of Yeonu’s top.
“You’re a guy now, right? It doesn’t matter what happened in your past or how you were born. You said you’re a guy. That’s all that matters.” He explains, and Shi Hyuk watches this interaction play out with curiosity, almost as if getting an idea of how the group dynamics may change because of this information.
It doesn’t seem to have shifted much on Taehyung’s end and Jimin, hearing Taehyung’s affirming words, also starts to speak up, adjusting himself in his seat.
“H-he’s right, Yeo. The three of us have been by each other’s sides through everything.” Jimin recalls, shuffling closer to Taehyung who is closer to Yeonu. “Soulmates until the very end. How can we let such a sacred oath be broken? No, you’re stuck with us for life.”
And like that, more and more of the members begin letting out sentiments of their own in support for Yeonu. It isn’t completely without the uncertainty of the group’s future underlying their emotions, but it’s enough to settle Yeonu’s stomach so that he can finally sit back down once again, tears pooling at his eyes.
This had been more than what he could have ever hoped for. The Bangtan he had grown to love had lent their hand out in a time of need. Yoongi shifts in his seat, leaning in to whisper something into the male’s ear.
“I’ve got a cousin who’s trans.” He reveals, avoiding eye contact as he usually does, and Yeonu’s eyes widen slightly at the news, looking over at the male. “Queer people have been amongst us since the beginning of time, but it still takes a lot of guts to come out of hiding like this. I’m proud of you, kid.”
And there he goes with the whole ‘kid’ thing… ah, Yeonu can’t help but to roll his eyes playfully, a light, choked chuckle leaving his lips. “Thanks, hyung.”
As the members discuss this newfound trust put forth by Yeonu’s revealation, Bang Shi Hyuk analyses the members, adjusting his glasses with a clearing of his throat, but as he goes to speak, another member whose voice hadn’t spoken up with a supportive sentiment does so instead, shocking surrounding parties.
“What? Why… why are we all just pretending as if this isn’t a big deal?”
Everyone’s heads turn to Jeongguk, who avoids eye contact as he tries to rein in his thoughts and feelings. No one had expected him of all people to seem so… betrayed, even sounding resentful, giving the maknae time to continue his point.
“He-he lied to us! We shouldn’t even- you were born a woman?” He asks, although it would seem the question was more so directed to himself, as if he were thinking out loud. His views have taken a complete turn, going from confused anxiety to downright denial. “That means I should call you noona. If you were born a woman-”
“I was born a baby.” Yeonu interjects sharply, already sensing where this was going, and Yoongi can’t help the small smile that slips onto his lips at the cunning remark. Jeongguk doesn’t seem to have caught his words.
“Women don’t have penises. You don’t have a penis. You can’t be a man if you don’t have a penis!” Jeongguk exclaims, dumbfounded. His emotions are all over the place; eyes blinking back tears forcefully, bottom lip quivering. “How could you- how could you do that? You lied to me! Y-you lied to us!”
Inhaling starts to become a difficult task the more Jeongguk continues his speech. Yeonu’s heart tugs and squeezes tightly, leaving an uncomfortable lump in his throat watching their youngest member break down like this, unable to comprehend so much in so little time.
“I had to.” Are the first words to come out of Yeonu’s mouth. He’s trying to be the bigger person, trying to keep his composure in check but he fails. “Things like getting changed… simple things like these come easy to you. You take it for granted, but for me? I have to take extra measures just to be safe. I had to change separately from the rest of you, I always had to be careful this exact fucking situation wouldn’t take place, Jeongguk-ah. And do you know why that is? Because people with your views aren’t very accommodating!” Yeonu vents, nostrils flaring, voice tethering on the edge of a growl. Jimin senses the male’s growing frustration, and being one of the members with the best know-how of comforting a friend in need, he’s able to slide over to Taehyung’s previous spot as said male moves out of the way.
Jeongguk, on the other hand, doesn’t let up.
“What do you gain out of pretending?! Why can’t you just be a girl if-”
“Enough.” Namjoon cuts in, a warning tone—his leader tone seeping into the conversation upon hearing the vile and ignorant comments leaving Jeongguk’s lips like a bullet train with no sign of stopping. The maknae’s eyebrows form a deep frown, looking to Namjoon and then the rest of the members before coming to the conclusion that they quite clearly saw him as the enemy and not Yeonu.
Their disapproving stares said it all, but why was he in the wrong? He wasn’t the one lying to the group for years!
“W-whatever! You shouldn’t have lied. You’re not my hyung.” He says with finality aimed at Yeonu, and before anyone is able to scold or demand an apology in Yeonu’s place, Jeongguk is already storming out of the meeting room without another word, sniffles following.
It takes him a minute to register those words—something he had never even dreamt of ever hearing in his worst nightmares had come straight out of the mouth of his only dongsaeng. Yeonu rubs his face harshly at this, head coming down to rest on the palms of his hands with thoughts ever consuming.
“What the hell is wrong with him?” Namjoon grumbles, but he looks over at Seokjin with a silent plea, asking him to go check on the male. The eldest of the bunch nods once, eyes shifting to Yeonu as he stands up before leaving.
“Don’t take him too seriously, Yeonu-ah. He probably just needs time to adjust to the news.” Hoseok tries to comfort in the midst of Jimin rubbing his back. The others affirm his statement, coming together to lift the younger’s spirits.
“It’s because this is new to him. He’ll come around.” Yoongi states, having bared witness to a similar sequence of events back at home. Yeonu’s fingers tug on the roots of his hair, but he sighs. He’s just so, so tired.
“Well,” Shi Hyuk starts, earning the attention of all of the current members present, “I was going to say that everyone seemed to take this news rather well, but with Jeongguk’s outburst, I believe some steps may need to be taken or else the group is at risk of falling apart.”
It’s a logical observation from their CEO, but that doesn’t stop Yeonu’s heart from clenching with a wave of oncoming stress—he didn’t want to be the reason for his members’ careers going down the drain. That’s the last thing he could ever want.
“I’ll do something about it. I-I’ll talk to him.” Yeonu says, but he doesn’t sound particularly confident in himself. He couldn’t even keep himself composed long enough to make Jeongguk see a smidgen of sense.
Taehyung slams his hand down on the desk in front of Yeonu, looking over at him. “I’ll help.”
“I’ll help too.” Jimin declares, placing his hand on the table beside Taehyung’s. The rest of the members also join and seeing so many hands of support settled in front of him… he could probably cry for the third time that day as he also moves his hand forward, joining the circle in its entirety.
“This is to bridging a minor fork in the road of Bangtan’s journey.” Namjoon informs, and on the count of three, the boys lift their hands at once.
“To bridging a minor fork in the road of Bangtan’s journey!”
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💬 — YEONU’S TAGLIST.
@anqelws , @vizianary , @kaitieskidmore97 , @sann1e
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darkdoverpseeker · 3 months
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30+ year old (he/him) looking for 21+ rp. Smut encouraged and enjoyed. Open to AU's, other OCs, 🕊️ dead dove 🕊️, and omegaverse. I'm mostly into mxf and mxm and can play as both. Several of my guys are trans. Open to nb characters too!
Fandoms:
Call of Duty: Modern Warfare - I play Graves, Ghost and Captain Price. Looking for pretty much anyone but especially Soap, König and Makarov. I have plots and a villain OC
Dead by daylight - I play Danny Johnson/Ghostface and Dwight Fairfield. I can also play Sidney Prescott or Billy Loomis from Scream. Would really like a Trickster but I'd also be thrilled with the Legion, Wesker, Leon, Ghostface, really just throw anyone at me. For OCs I have a female radio DJ survivor and a male kpop idol survivor. I have plots here too.
Original:
Settings:
- retrowave/vaporwave inspired alternate 80s Miami. With vampires
- stereotypical 50s suburb. With vampires or other unexpected horrible happenings
- really anything with vampires and I'm game
- historical fantasy or historical horror
- any kind of gothic horror setting
- cosmic horror anything
- original (not based on any fandom) 80s/90s cartoon
Pairings:
- bully x victim
- detective x serial killer
- detective x thief
- prince x servant/slave
- vampire x human
- slasher x final girl/boy
- evil AI x human
- robot x human slave/captive
- private detective x mob boss
- innocent civilian x hardened criminal
- leader of the good guys x leader of the bad guys
Like this post and I'll DM you! 🌺
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prpfs · 3 months
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30+ year old (he/him) looking for 21+ rp. Smut encouraged and enjoyed. Open to AU's, other OCs, 🕊️ dead dove 🕊️, and omegaverse. I'm mostly into mxf and mxm and can play as both. Several of my guys are trans. Open to nb characters too!
Fandoms:
Call of Duty: Modern Warfare - I play Graves, Ghost and Captain Price. Looking for pretty much anyone but especially Soap, König and Makarov. I have plots and a villain OC
Dead by daylight - I play Danny Johnson/Ghostface and Dwight Fairfield. I can also play Sidney Prescott or Billy Loomis from Scream. Would really like a Trickster but I'd also be thrilled with the Legion, Wesker, Leon, Ghostface, really just throw anyone at me. For OCs I have a female radio DJ survivor and a male kpop idol survivor. I have plots here too.
Original:
Settings:
- retrowave/vaporwave inspired alternate 80s Miami. With vampires
- stereotypical 50s suburb. With vampires or other unexpected horrible happenings
- really anything with vampires and I'm game
- historical fantasy or historical horror
- any kind of gothic horror setting
- cosmic horror anything
- original (not based on any fandom) 80s/90s cartoon
Pairings:
- bully x victim
- detective x serial killer
- detective x thief
- prince x servant/slave
- vampire x human
- slasher x final girl/boy
- evil AI x human
- robot x human slave/captive
- private detective x mob boss
- innocent civilian x hardened criminal
- leader of the good guys x leader of the bad guys
Like this post and I'll DM you! 🌺
Leave a like, and anon will get back to you!
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s1ckh1mb0 · 1 year
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Star's Works
Helluva boss/Hazbin Hotel
Angel dust x reader hurt/comfort drabble
Stolas x reader angst
C.O.D
Ghost x reader
Switch! Price headcanons
Gaz x reader angst
Ghost x Prices kid! smut drabble
Price x reader smut
ghost smut drabble
rudolflo smut drabble
pervy gym trainer gaz x reader headcannons
task force x puppy boy reader headcannons
rudolfo semi nsfw drabble
price smut drabble
soap x reader drabble (making out)
JJK
Toji x reader
Toji x babymomma reader smut
Choso x Alt! reader headcanons
Toji x reader smut drabble
Gojo x reader smut drabble
choso x trans reader- hurt to comfort
Nanami x reader
choso x reader smut
nanami x oc smut
gojo x reader smut
gojo x reader smut
obsessed gojo! x reader nsfw
toji smut drabble (gun play)
Gojo drabble
Babydad toji
SatoSuguReader family Fluff
Shoko x reader
choso smut
nanami smut
Creepypasta
Ej x Reader Headcanons
Jeff the killer x reader
Ben drowned x reader headcanons
Ouran host club
Spiderman
Miguel x male reader fluff
"Bsf" Miguel headcanons
Hobie x reader smut (Drabble)
Miguel x reader smut (Drabble)
Sisters bf! Hobie x reader p1
Sisters bf! Hobie x reader p2
Miguel x reader smut (Drabble)
Miguel x reader smut (Drabble)
Miguel x brother reader
AOT
NSFW Eren x male reader p1
NSFW Eren x male reader p2
Eren x reader smut (Drabble)
BSF Connie x reader headcanons
Ony x reader fluff
connie fluff/smut
Rapper! Ony x Kpop artist! reader
Putting makeup on Ony
ony smut
eren fluff
Cowboy reiner x male reader
cowboy! reiner and Plug! ony 3sum
Death Note
Light x reader smut
L x Reader
Demon Slayer
Muzan x reader headcanons
Obanai x reader angst
Dragon ball
Loser! trunks headcanons
BSD
Edgar allen poe x reader
Danganrompa
Nagito x reader hurt/comfort drabble
Korekiyo x reader hurt/comfort drabble
Nagito x reader fluff
Hellsing Ultimate
•Alucard smut drabble
•Alexander anderson x reader smut
Alucard fluff
JJBA
Bruno x reader angst
Gyro x reader smut drabble
Gyro x reader smut
Farmer! Dio
Bullet Train
White death x hippy like! reader
White Death x male reader
White death x poor reader
White death x pregnant reader
White death x sick reader
White death smut
Young White death x reader
White death x reader comfort
White death being saved by reader
Nai's Thoughts!!
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2
3 (Toji, Gojo, Hidan, Soap, Ghost, Jane the killer)
4 (Soap, Gojo, Bo sinclair, White Death, Jeff the killer)
5 (Price, Reiner, Zoro, Alucard, Hidan)
Twitter concepts
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Fairytail
Laxus smut
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sandewich · 4 months
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masterlist. wattpad. spacehey.
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" Everyone likes to think they're a good person but good cannot exist without evil. Pleasure without pain. "
☆ sandewich , please do not steal my work.
★ I love kitty chicha and jenna ortega omg
☆ bisexual , 🇵🇭 , cat lover , Feb 22.
can write:
smut/lemon
lime
fluff/comfort/reverse comfort
angst
random/crackfic
fem, male, trans, nb, gn, and other readers are allowed to request!
no problematic things!
-- homo/trans/lesbian/bisexual/heterophobia, racism, neo/xenophobia, zoophiles, pedophiles. (Girl From Nowhere can have these, but it should be for an separate OC and not Y/n).
no weird kinks!
-- foot fetish, vore, piss/poo kink, blood kink, I think you get it.
below is the fandoms , groups , and actors !
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!! ;; fandoms.
Girl From Nowhere (2018/2021)
Nanno x TK, Nanno x Y/n, Nanno x Jane/Rosy (maybe).
Yuri x Y/n, Yuri x Junko.
TK x Y/n.
The Night Has Come
All Of Us Are Dead
Choi Namra x Y/n.
Wednesday (2023)
Wednesday x Y/n
Enid x Y/n
Steven Universe
Class Of '09
and more!
!! ;; kpop groups.
NewJeans (Only SFW)
LOOΠ∆
Red Velvet
Enhypen
SKZ/Stray Kids
Blackpink
and more!
!! ;; actors.
Kitty Chicha Amatayakul.
Nanno (Mara Amaratayakul).
Suda Romyen.
LeeLa.
Golf.
Pu.
Jenna Ortega.
Wednesday.
Skye Willow.
Cairo Sweet.
Lorraine Day.
Nink Chanya McClory.
Yuri.
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# sande yaps = sande talking / sande's thoughts.
# sande intro = introduction of sande.
like and reblog if you can !! ♡
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averagetoyakinnie · 5 months
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OC asks because y not
🎶, 🩹, 🌈, 🤍, 🍛
Well this OC is kinda based on myself, so I’m using my first OC, so here we go!
🎶 they listen to a ton of vocaloid, kpop, jpop, vkei \(//∇//)\ they will also enjoy listening to more indie music too
🩹 they have the same disability’s as me, but only a few like Autism and BPD.
🌈 he’s a trans male man who’s bisexual, he uses he/him pronouns but it’s fine to use they/them too.
🤍 I’m actually not sure 😭
🍛 usually they eat a lot of TV dinners, but they can cook!
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zendwrotes · 8 months
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‧₊˚🔰xABOUT ME
he/they/it. i am a trans (ftm).
this is my first writing blog so there will be some mistakes.
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‧₊˚🔰xWILL WRITE
・yanderes, virgin!readers, a/b/o dynamic.
・headcanons (only about fandoms. no vtubers added.)
・angst, gore (no heavy.), polyamory, fluff.
・aus fandoms are depends.
・mainly write male character x male/gn reader.
・i will mostly write about twst.
‧₊˚🔰xWON’T WRITE
・fem!readers, top/dom!readers.
・ocs x ocs ; ocs x canon ; character x character.
・kpop. (i’m not a kpop fan.)
・extreme dark content.
・anyone x grim & ortho except if it’s platonic.
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: masterlist. 、
requests are accepted if it’s piqued my interests.
note — 6 characters limit for headcanons, but you still can request more than 6 characters, i will split it into parts if i like to.
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nora-perks · 2 years
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This is really stupid but I was bored and I made my own Obey Me OC. Her name is Grimm, she is trans (male to female), and is also bisexual, her pronouns are he/her, she loves kpop, and is really childish, also really likes spending time with mammon, levi, beel, and belphie, really adores cats, also loves talking to Satan about cats (their coat colors, the toe beans). (And I can't draw to save my life 😂, So I used an app. But I would love it if someone could draw her with one of the brothers or side characters.)
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scariercnidaria · 2 years
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fic directory:
ao3 account
our flag means death
in for a penny, - 3k word izzy backstory/character study exploring blackhands thru the years, meanwhile the revenge is about to blow up. rated teen & up
intricate rituals - 3k word pre-canon blackhands, ed kisses izzy while theyre fighting. rated mature
alliance of necessity - 8k word pre-steddyhands fake/pretend marriage (youll never guess which two), autistic izzy. rated gen
40 orange glaze - 7k word pre-frenchie/izzy, izzy steals the crews birthday cake, the crew wants it back, frenchie is into astrology. autistic frenchie + jim. rated gen
dimension 20
the parables of pseudo-lapin (or: how i learnt to stop worrying and love the bulb) - 31k word kerapin, far future post apocalyptic scp nadox and the mekhanite/sarkicism au, sarkic lapin, mecha keradin, they adopt swifty. rated teen & up
was i your knight in shining armour // just a step to climb? - 3k word kerapin, keradin takes lapin to see the sights of comida on the eve of the grand tournament, is gay. rated gen
centricide
pachka sigaret - 600 word leftist unity drabble, tankie smokes with ancom, is gay. rated gen
unbroken || brave again - 2k vent fic, ancom deals with the aftermath of trauma. tankie helps, as much as hes able. rated gen
bash the fash - 2k authunity filth. rated explicit
>2YOU CANNOT STOP iT” - honestly i dont know how to sell this one i was really high when i wrote it and dealing with gender thoughts. 700 words ancom character study i guess. rated gen
far cry 4
roll here in my ashes - 8k word sajay, prince ajay is assassinated, then brought back to life by the necromancer sabal, is gay. rated teen & up
rough surf on the coast, i wish i could've spent the whole day alone (with you) - 2k word sajay, sabal tries to get ajay to come back to kyrat with him, trans ajay. rated explicit
bouquets & bruisemarks - 1k rajay soulmate au. rated teen & up
radio complaints and grievances raised - 700 word rajay, pagan calls in to radio free kyrat. rated teen & up
let there be damage ensued and tabloid news - 2k rajay, mirror to the last fic where ajay catches the broadcast. rated teen & up
misc
cold case - skyrim, 1k ulfric/male LDB oc. stream of consciousness blood on the ice au where LDB is the killer, werewolf LDB. rated mature
mercy no more - hamilton (dont look at me), 700 word ‘if i could trade his life for mine’ deal-with-a-devil au. rated teen & up
sayonara, shithead - 800 word adaptation of a rp with a friend, hanzo overwatch comes out as a furry to a kpop oc, is rebuffed. rated teen & up
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krpgossipgirl · 11 months
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tbh there’s a reason behind all the problematic topics brought up on this blog. rping wasn’t born out of kpop. or real celebrity ppl in general. before then, it was anime characters or OCs without “face claims”. krp grew in the early 2010s when most of us were underage, desperate for romance and had a lot of confusing hormones/emotions. ppl didn’t see idols as humans, more like tv characters (another big rp type then too). I’m sure there’s still teens that get into 18+ krps for the same reason nowadays too but you can’t tell me y’all haven’t noticed most of those rps are filled with ppl almost 30 y/o and full time jobs. the same ppl that helped create what krp is today when they were minors/teens. it’s how a lot of ppl socialized growing up. obviously we all know now it’s weird to be rping real ppl, that’s also why most can’t stand nonau rps. but idk if any of you have tried to rp in other circles (anime, book characters, etc) but it’s a different world. there’s a curated culture in krp that a lot of us have grown up with. I’d love it if the whole community decided to stop using celebrity faces one day but it ain’t happenin. so just don’t fetish, simple. stop caring so much about faces ffs they’re just an aesthetic of a muse, focus on the character a person has created.
as for m/m fetishization… I know I’m not the only trans dude that realized they were trans as a teen by that same medium. but bffr the critique is for y’all writing muses that are basically your cisgender female brain in a male’s body. you’re cis and you like men. you like men that are in touch with their emotions and more feminine than the standard until it comes to smut. you and every other chronically online straight adjacent woman. problem is the same as above, kpop was centered around the idea that idols weren’t humans and the entire structure of it is riddled with gay shipping. krp started with ppl rping their favorite ships exclusively. some of you still are fetishizing two real life ppl that are just coworkers and want to fantasize about them being more for your own emotional/sexual pleasure. some of you might not fetishize ships anymore but still get off on the idea of two men fucking bc you’re insecure about your femininity as a woman in the eyes of men. and some of you are just extra anti women lol. a pussy will not harm you. your muse is not going to be loved any less, be any less creative, or leave you with interactions if they have don’t have a dick. you will not be ignored and given less attention for rping a girl. but you will be ignored for your muses bland personality and character design that you’ve hid behind by signaling to other m/m fetishizers and popular fcs over the years.
I’m all for y’all tackling your issues through rp (trauma, dysphoria, problematic thoughts/interests, etc) but at some point we gotta sit down and say hey y’all cis women have been writing this gay shit for over a decade now, when you gonna ask yourself why? it’s not like trauma rping (for example) is unproblematic, but bro there aren’t entire rps of ppl without trauma rping out trauma-coping muses. there have been more boys only smut rps where 99.9% of muns are all cis women in the past 10 years than there have been m/s krps. come onnnnnn. why are you defending it, I’m sincerely curious. what about writing a/b/o with a straight couple is so unattractive to you?
any way, hi everyone please analyze how you view rping. bc I’m really tired of finding out my rp partner is living vicariously thru their muse, or only built their muse’s character based on what would bring them attention, or doesn’t have a creative reason behind their muse’s fc and it’s just the idol they think is the most attractive. I promise if y’all see rping as just collaborative creative writing about 2 characters that have no real pictures, you’ll find the best rping partners.
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min-yunki-agustd · 2 years
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Original Characters ...
I made an OC's on the trans experience and I've decided to post it on my main along with the full story. If you like this kind of content let me know. doing this will mostly be before my mental health using my own trans experience. just know that if no one likes it and prefers the Kpop fics that's completely fine I'm mostly writing this for me. It will still have emeto and sickie stuff.
Original Characters
James
Bio:
Age: 16
Race: multiracial but mostly of African decent
Height: 5'5
Gender: trans male
Sexuality: questioning
Favorite colors: purple and blue
Personality: pessimistic( but can be optimistic), constantly nervous, polity, kind, generous considerate of others. has slight anger issues protective of friends and family
Backstory: He knew at just 6 years old that he was a boy and wanted to be treated like one. His parents accepted and protected him the best they could. Though his parents tried very hard he still had a rough childhood with the way the world viewed him. he knew that inside his home he was safe and free to be and feel whatever he felt but knew as soon as he stepped out of the door he had to be tough and make his parents proud.
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btsyeonu · 4 months
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👣. !!: [BANGTAN BOMB] VJ 정국 - BTS (방탄소년단) ‧₊˚
↺ 💌 ࣪ ˖ ∿ author’s note , @ super short but goldmine content right here lol
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JUNGKOOK: *currently recording jm on his cam*
JIMIN: “Filming like this… what are you going to do?” *checking himself out on the screen as jk begins zooming in*
JIMIN: “Ah, my skin’s not really it.” *covering the lens with his hand*
YEONIX: *shoving jm aside to flex his good looks on the jk cam* “Yah… look at this glowing visual.” *changing expressions* “Oh, get this angle too.”
JIMIN: *shoving yn back so he can appear on the cam* “Aish, this guy will seriously just say whatever, huh? Move aside.” *making thirst trap expressions lol*
JUNGKOOK: *giggling as he records the two 95z battling it out to appear in the jk cam*
YEONIX: *squaring up to jm fr* “Are you tryna start something?” *pretending to spit on the ground* “Don’t play around, huh? Things won’t work out for you.” *grabbing jm by his collar*
JIMIN: *eyeing up the way yn’s grabbing him before tsking* “What? Is he crazy?” *speaking to the cam* “Hey, peep squeak, do you know who you’re talking to? Do you wanna die?”
Jeongguk continues to record the two hyungs, thinking something sensational may take place until Yeonu starts leaning in closer towards Jimin and Jimin does the same. It’s as if they were going in for a kiss.
And just when they couldn’t possibly get any closer, the two pull apart with a cackle, causing Jeongguk to whine and complain in distaste, shifting the focus of the camera to the vanity mirror next to the duo.
JUNGKOOK: *zooming in on himself through the mirror until jm and yn crash his view* “What are you guys doing? I’m trying to film here.”
Jeongguk tries to step to his left, getting a clearer view of himself until Yeonu climbs atop Jimin’s back and pokes his head into the frame again.
JUNGKOOK: “Ah, come on, really…” *trying to shift to the other side to get a clearer view but the same thing happens and the two hyungs follow the camera’s movements*
In the end, Jimin and Yeonu finally leave the maknae alone, moving onto other things while Jeongguk zooms in on himself through the mirror with a humming sound effect before the video ends.
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💬 — YEONU’S TAGLIST.
@anqelws , @vizianary , @kaitieskidmore97 , @sann1e
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fandomtrashfox · 3 years
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~About Me~
Hello ladies, gentleman, and variations thereupon! Welcome to my page.
   I’m Fandomtrashfox, and welcome to my page. I’m an autistic guy who loves fandoms and writing. 
   I made this fandom blog some time ago and realized there aren’t many male ‘x reader’ stories, especially in relation to some of my more darling fandoms. So I figured I’d help change that!
   I’m an Autistic Manflux homoflexible dude with anxiety, ADHD, C-PTSD, and possibly OCD. (I say ‘possibly’ because I don’t have the money to get an official diagnosis for that one, but everything else is officially diagnosed, lol.)
   Feel free to look around and request a fic, imagine, headcanons, or whatever you like! My ask box is always open! :3
   Have a good day, night, or evening!
Requests are currently OPEN.
Rules/DNI:
X readers will only be done with characters who are 18+. We don’t do age-ups around here, that’s gross.
I don’t write for canon x canon or oc x canon. Reader insert stories are the only ships I’m willing to write.
DNI if: -You are/support p*dos/MAPs -You are/support Pr*shippers/C*mshippers -You do/support Doxxing/Harassment/Death threats -You are/support LGBT-phobes, Racists/Sexists, Ableists, Anti-semites. -You fetishize groups of people or support doing so. (Races, LGBT, etc.) -You ship/self-ship with real people or sexualize celebrities/real people. -You are/support Pro-life.
No incestuous themes. Ever. This includes: -Adopted/Step family members -Half-family members -Distant family members -Clones -Alternate reality family members/versions of the same character. (Fuck the Loki series.)
I will not do female readers. Gender neutral, NB, and male yes, but not female-aligned. Trans FTM readers are also a-okay, but will probably be post-transition unless the request is specified otherwise.
Female-aligned peeps DNI with the male reader fics. Please. 
I will be more than willing to do any gender of other character however, so feel free to request a male/GN/NB reader with a female character.
Not sure if I want to do smut, if I do, it’ll be given the mature filter.
AUs are allowed.
I’m willing to write polyamory.  I’m not confident in my ability to write open relationships, nor am I comfortable doing so. I have nothing against them, do you, but I’m personally not comfortable writing or depicting them. Sorry.
I might not do all requests, please don’t be upset if I don’t do yours
I WILL NOT write about real people. (Mcyt, Kpop stars, actors, etc.)
More rules may be added/subject to edits.
Fandoms I write for: -Marvel -DC -The Dragon prince -Doctor who (Doctor 9 - Doctor 11) -Mortal Kombat -BNHA/MHA -Slasher movies -Pokemon -MLP:FIM -Other (Ask if I can do a fandom you have in mind.) Anything that isn’t listed here you may ask about.
Content I make: -Headcanons -Imagines -Platonic or Romantic ‘X reader’ fics -Certain crossovers/crossover AUs -AU content (AU ideas, concepts, etc.)
Extra notes:    -Specifics are encouraged when requesting. It makes it easier to write the more detailed it is.    -Occasionally, I’ll post content that isn’t fandom-related. This content will have the ‘#not fandom’ tag.    -I have a few triggers, but I won’t place them here since people have harassed me with them in the past for having them out in the open. Simply put, please be advised that I may skip a request if it contains one of my triggers.    -I refuse to do anything about the MCU past phase 3. As far as I’m concerned, the MCU ended at End Game, at the furthest. (Moon Knight was good, don’t get me wrong, but everything else was/is trash. Especially the ‘Loki’ series, you can’t change my mind on this.)    -I refuse to do anything about Doctor Who during Doctors 12 and 13.
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muselin · 3 years
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Muselin 101
Who am I: You can call me Muse or Muselin. She/her. '93 liner. Expat. Forensic psychologist and escapist leading a double life. Kpop fossil.
What my blog is: Kpop fandom and fiction blog. Hard hours, smut scenarios, headcanons, reblogs etc.
What my blog is not: A fluff blog. A child-friendly blog. Kiddies please leave.
Who I write for: Super Junior (current active members), SHINee, Tomorrow x Together (TXT), Ateez, NCT 127/WayV. They are my main groups. I also write for Stray Kids as part of the @skzseasons events.
I also like and am familiar with the following groups/idols, meaning you can gush and chit-chat to me about them anytime but I do not write for them currently: Shinhwa, BTS, Monsta X+Wonho, KARD, (G)-Idle, Everglow, Sunmi, MAMAMOO, BIGBANG, Ha Sungwoon, KNK, Omega X, OnlyOneOf, Woosung (The Rose), Seventeen, Enhypen. VIXX used to be one of the four main groups I wrote for, but due to them not having had a comeback together since 2018 and losing two members since then, there has been a complete lack of interest in the fiction community. I will always love and support VIXX and if any requests or asks come in, I will be happy to discuss.
Asks: you can chat to me any time about any of the groups and things I write about, you can send me your dreams, fantasies, guilty pleasures, whatever fun stuff you want and we can have fun together :)
Requests: I will take these if I can but this is primarily not a request blog. I have a very demanding full time job and I can't keep up with many requests. When I do have requests open I will announce it, look in my pinned post for this. If I cannot do something, I will respond to your request and let you know. If you are requesting anonymously, I encourage you to please, please give yourself an emoji or an anon name so that when I answer your ask you can find it more easily and I can create a # for you.
Green Light (What I do write): soft smut, hard smut, explicit smut, angst, smutty reactions, headcanons, short suggestive or smut scenarios, kink fills, NSFW alphabets, Idol/Reader, Male Idol/Male Idol, threesomes and moresomes, light to intermediate BDSM (think light/intermediate bondage, impact play, some pain play), knifeplay/edge play, dubious consent, step-siblings (no blood relation), piss kink/omorashi, drunk sex/high sex(weed only), cheating/cuckolding, toxic relationships.
Yellow Light (I might consider writing this but we need to discuss it): true incest (not just step-siblings), consensual non-consent, drugs other than alcohol, caffeine or weed.
Red Light (What I do NOT write): OCs (anymore), pregnancy related, milf/dilf scenarios, weddings/marriage, domestic violence, aging characters up or down significantly, mutilation, scat/defecation, severe mental illness (e.g. schizophrenia), rape, extreme BDSM (e.g. needle play, mummification), character deaths, murder, yandere.
Anything for a kpop idol born 2005 or after (legal age in Korea was 20 in Korean age, 19 chronological age. And yes, I am very aware that legal age and age of consent are different things. The age of consent in Korea is actually 16, however, the vast majority of fandoms are unaware of this and view smut writing as pornography, therefore the general consensus is that we take legal age as the minimum acceptable age when it comes to writing about idols). As of 2023, Korea is now no longer going to be using their own age calculating system by which a baby is considered 1 year old already even at birth and a year is added to their age every time the new year comes around. Korea will calculate age the same way as the rest of the world does, meaning people born in 2004 are legal adults.
What I don't write Part 2: trans!reader, trans!idol, male!reader (As a cis, mostly straight female I do not have any lived experience of this and don't want to cause offence by misrepresenting). Specific physical, neurodevelopmental (e.g. ADHD, Autism) or intellectual disabilities (while I have a lot of knowledge about these and work with many people who have them due to my IRL occupation and qualifications, I do not have any of them personally and I do not feel I could accurately portray the experience of someone who does. I simply don't want to offend anyone).
About Muselin: I’ve been a fanfiction writer since 2008. Before I started writing for kpop I have written for Naruto, Mass Effect, Warcraft and Star-Crossed Myth. I first became a kpop fan in 2009, with Super Junior’s iconic “Sorry Sorry” and SHINee’s “Ring Ding Dong”. I became a kpop fiction writer in 2020. Kpop concerts I’ve been to: BTS June 2019 at Wembley, Super Junior online concert May 2020, Everglow online concert July 2021, Super Junior Super Show 9 Beyond Live 2022, Sunmi in London 2022, aespa online concert 2023, WayV London fanmeet 2023.
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fyrapartnersearch · 4 years
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Fandoms / Originals
About me: ✦ Feel free to call me MC. ✦ I'm over 21 and asking only those 21+ to contact me. ✦ Open to writing more smut based stories/smut with plot. ✦ Only looking to roleplay through email or Google Docs. ✦ I'm fairly open to playing with/against any sexuality or gender (trans/nonbinary/genderfluid+ inclusive). ✦ My preference is typically m/f for my "main" pairing. ✦ Canon x OC // OC x OC (could be convinced for canon x canon) ✦ I have no problem doubling to suit my partner's own cravings. ✦ Hit me up with those AUs and cliches~! ♡ ♡ ♡ ✦ Able to write anywhere from 1-10+ paragraphs.
Extra: I expect my partner to put in effort in detail, grammar and punctuation, ideally providing at least 2 paragraphs for me to work with. Please, no text talk -- unless you're writing out actual text conversations. This includes messages inquiring about requests, otherwise I'll likely be turned away from even responding, sorry.
I must add that I need a flexible partner, meaning someone who doesn't demand a response every single day. I'm sorry, if that's what you're looking for then it's unlikely we're a good match. I have my own daily responsibilities, I try my best. Sometimes I can post multiple times a day, sometimes it's only once a week. I try to let any and all partners know if I'm unable to reply after a week if you see nothing new from me. Just putting that out there so there's no surprises. If you read my expectations of sorts, please let me know by a casual mention of the last song you listened to.
Fandoms: ✧ Mob Psycho 101 (ideally wanting older Shigeo and/or Ritsu x OC) ♡ ✧ Star vs the forces of evil (Tom x OC) ♡ ♡ ✧ Miraculous Ladybug (Luka x OC ; Chat Noir x OC) ♡ ♡ ♡ ✧ Aggretsuko (Tadano x OC ; Haida x OC) ♡ ♡ ✧ She-Ra and the Princesses of Power (Double Trouble x OC ; Scorpia x OC ; Hordak x OC) ♡ ♡ ♡ ✧ OK K.O! Let's Be Heroes (Professor Venomous x OC ; Raymond x OC) ♡ ♡ ♡ ✧ Fruits Basket (Male Akito x OC ; Kyo x OC ; Hatsuharu x OC) ♡ ✧ Noragami (Canon or original) ♡ ✧ Boku no Hero Academia // My Hero Academia (caught up on manga - male Toga x OC ; Dabi x OC ; Tomura x OC ; Aizawa x OC ; Chisaki x OC ; male Asui x OC have rough ideas for these pairings and other Canon x OC ; craving AUs - ABO, soulmates, werewolf, merfolk, demon ect.) ♡ ♡ ♡ ✧ Attack on Titan (Levi x OC) ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ✧ Inuyasha (Koga x OC ; Inuyasha x OC ; Bakotsu x OC) ♡ ♡ ♡ ✧ Yu Yu Hakusho (Hiei x OC ; Yoko x OC ; Touya x OC ; Yusuke x OC) ♡ ♡ ✧ Black Butler // Kuroshitsuji (Adult Ciel x OC) ♡ ♡ ✧ Demon Slayer (caught up on manga - interested in older demon Tanjiro x OC ; older demon Rui x OC ; Obanai x OC ; Akaza x OC ; older Genya x OC) ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ✧ Mystic Messenger (Jumin x OC) ♡ ♡ ✧ Disney // DreamWorks (Craving Hiccup and/or Jack Frost x OC (have a basic plot in mind) -- would also be interested in having a "Jack Frost" OC x OC story ; Anthro / Humanoid Toothless x OC ; Tadashi or older Hiro x OC) ♡ ✧ Studio Ghibli // Mamoru Hosoda films (Craving a "Wolf Children" style story ; would love something "A Cat Returns" related Baron x OC) ♡
Themes // prompts: ♡ = craving Bold = preferred role ✦ A/B/O ; Omegaverse setting ♡ ♡ ♡ ✦ Soulmates ♡ ♡ ✦ Hybrid AU ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ✦ Darker themes (ex: stalking / "yandere" / possessive character, drugs, kidnap, murder, serial killer etc.) ♡ ♡ ✦ Mafia / Gang (ex: He's Dedicated to Roses) ♡ ♡ ✦ Hades OC x Persephone OC ♡ ♡ ✦ Magical themes (ex: witch x familiar -- rough plots in mind) ♡ ♡ ✦ Split the movie (canon or totally original) ♡ ✦ Maleficent (Diaval x OC) ♡ ♡ ✦ Single parent themes (ex: single dad cop x teacher ; ceo x single mom) ♡ ♡ ✦ Korean Drama // KPOP inspired (Idol x Fan ; Idol x Manager ; Idol x Staff // ex: "Can't Take My Eyes Off You!" ; BTS with AU(s) -- supernatural, soulmate, Disney, ABO, mafia/gang, ghoul, android, college etc.) ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ✦ Pokemon // Animal Crossing Gijinka x human ♡ ✦ Ghouls (ex: Tokyo Ghoul ; for fandom AU or original) ♡ ♡ ✦ Robotics // Androids (ex: animated movie Hal; Absolute Boyfriend; Chobits; Detroit: Become Human) ♡ ♡ ♡ ✦ YouTube related (real or fictional) ♡ ♡ ♡ ✦ Werewolf // shapeshifter x human (ex: Shiver ; I've got the basics of a plot for this / could also be fandom AU based.) ♡  ✦ Vampires (rough idea for modern take, co-existing with humans ; would also be interested in something Servamp based) ♡ ♡ ✦ Self aware // Fiction meets reality (ex: Dramaworld) ♡ ✦ Slice of life ♡ ✦ "Pretty boy" / gang leader / rebel x archery club member ♡ ✦ "Pretty boy" / gang leader / rebel x gamer (ex: couple from "Out of Control" ) ♡ ✦ Gang leader x florist / "innocent target" / lover ♡ ✦ Gang leader / Rebel x Deaf / Mute / Blind character (ex: A Silent Voice ; thinking of possible Hybrid plot) ♡ ✦ "Pretty boy" / Rebel x Chubby character (ex; Pochamani manga ; Sierra Burgess is a loser movie) ♡ ✦ Demon / Dragon / Spirit x Human / Demon / Spirit (ex: Noragami ; Miss Kobayashi's Dragon maid ; Inuyasha ; Demon Slayer) ♡ ♡ 
If interested you can reach me by email: [email protected]
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transrightsjimin · 5 years
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not to psychoanalyze myself but i think i love my lesbian ocs (theyre my only ocs really and they dont even have names lmao) so much not just bc i tend to follow and befriend a lot of lesbian kpop fans or just ppl in general but also bc its like, a safe way to project my experiences on them without actually id-ing the same way. i can relate to more lgbt stories outside of my label or whatever but this exclusion of feminity, esp w gender nonconforming and nonbinary girls rly speaks to me. like i think my nonbinay /genderless self is shaped by bullying and indirectly my autism so i was excluded from girl culture and just. the overly performative nd social aspect to girlhood and womenhood in general. i can also relate to trans men bc my transition is partially in their direction, but there are thimgs such as homophobia /masculinity bullshit that they face that is too far removed from me. it's like... i don't know what it is to be a girl bc im excluded from this since childhood but men culture is even further removed from what i can grasp. so like, gendernonconforming / butch girls and just lesbians overall who refuse catering to the male gaze / men is rly inspirational bc beauty culture / this normative image of femininity has been rather traumatizing to me as a child.
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