#leafy answers

[leafyztar]

https://youtube.com/shorts/eWuntxDazfM?si=yIck9beiCJ2bBqI8

she's gone now, anon... She's gone now. She's gone now. She's gone. She's gone. She's gone. It's gone. I killed I fixed her. She's gone forever now. Gone. Forever. Gone. Ahaha... ahahahahahahaha..... She's gone....... :)

[smokee78]

Is fusion lonely? That’s one of the main reasons we don’t want to fuse, is because being alone seems so lonely

it's not! I still have myself in all facets, I remember loving myself as parts and being loved by parts, and it's the same now only it's me on my own doing the self love to myself. I still feel together when I'm alone.

[leafy-leafster-beefydieee]

Muah!! <3

muah!

Last night was fun ;)

[leafyable]

betty!!!1

Betty my beloved :)

[dicediceking]

Can you please draw one off these things

metal leafy x pin

2.evil leafy/metal leafy

3. or nickle (I just really like nickel)

Here's some leafpin and evil leafy

(I'm working on a bfdia design for pin)

[ch0cocrave]

add in leafy and firey

I kinda don't wanna add on more to the drawing because it would just look overall cramped and messy, in my opinion...

I'm so sorry...

Here's a lil doodle to make up for it. :]]

[sodacansilly]

[akioukun]

hi aki!! i felt very much inspired by your seasons au for harringrove earlier today so i wrote this little piece and i'd love for you to have it! i hope you like it!! thank you for always creating the most beautiful artwork, you continue to take my breath away!!

The new summer arrives with a burning promise for Steve.

Golden skin laced with molten sunlight, eyes as blue as the ocean, a voice reminiscent of waves crashing on a shore. This summer isn’t to be like the last, Steve knows.

They come together for the first time and produce the dew of an early morning, with damp grass and misty rain. Steve brings gentle song birds and Billy’s slow to wake, lulled to an easy slumber by their songs, not eager to rouse the heat of the day.

They work well enough but there’s something else hidden under the surface, hidden from sight, kept away.

It comes as no surprise that Billy’s hotter than a wildfire; just as unpredictable and uncontrollable. A temper that is unmatched, burning so brightly it’s no wonder Icarus fell from the sky if it were Billy’s heat that melted those wings.

Steve feels like that around Billy — like he’s in a free fall. Nothing to steady him, nothing to catch. No earth to dig his fingers into, no use in begging for help.

But, he likes it that way. Prefers it. Because Billy burns brighter than the sun but he warms Steve, makes him grow, makes flowers bloom in his chest where they shouldn’t. And he tends to them in secret, pretends that it isn’t Billy’s kisses that waters them and it’s not his smile that makes Steve’s world greener.

Because it’s forbidden. It’s not wise. They know better, they do. They shouldn’t get attached because seasons are fickle. They will leave whenever they want without warning.

But, a new summer loves the earth. And Steve’s willing to try.

HEY HI HELLO BAMBI HIHI

Um. Oh my god? I have no words? Actually I do FIRSTLY you are an absolute sweetheart and I am melting into a puddle at your kind words, I have so much love for the people that enjoy what I do because that by extension means my love for what I do is hopefully coming through. A big feedback loop of love is what it is and it means sososososooooo much to me that you put time and your energy into WRITING THIS INCREDIBLE MASTERPIECE???

I am. So in love with the way you use words and language, like I am actually going to implode that you wrote this. This is so poetic, so EXACT in its tone about how these two collide and and and that bit about flowers blooming in Steves chest where there is usually sleep and the slow slip into decay is SO BEAUTIFUL AND WHEN I READ IT I NEARLY THREW MY PHONE D O W N THE STAIRS. I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO KEEP AND USE IT IN THIS AU. I had tiny bits of like, more moss growing on Steve from Billys proximity in one of my attempts to write, but this…this is something else entirely more impactful and I am just, basically howling at the fact you would write this

My heart is so full, I adore you and your writing so much, thank you thank you THANK YOU for creating such a gorgeous piece I’m treasuring it forever 🖤🖤🖤

[biblicallyaccuratefour]

fireafyyyy!!!

Alrighty!

Eat up! Hope you like it! ^^

[kokupuffs]

Heyo you said you needed some requests soooo. Can I ask for lee Muichiro and ler yuichiro. If not it is absolutely alright and you could smash my dm with “NO!” JK.

Leafyanon

Ofc! And apologies for not writing this sooner. School just started again, so I've been focusing on that (also ik they are twins but for this yuichiro is a little bit older)😅

Note: This idea reminds me of a fic that @creative-kny-fics made so this is kinda inspired ✨️

'N-NII-CHAN- DOHOHOHONT!!' Muichiro begged as his brother gently started to skitter his fingers over Muichiro's waist.

'But you were asking for this, weren't you? You really know that your actions have consequences~'

What did Muichiro do to get in this "predicament" you may ask? Well..

'Nii-chan?'

'What do you need Mui?'

'Will you play with me?'

'I can't, I'm busy.' Well.. he wasn't actually busy, but after the death of their parents, he didn't feel like playing childish games anymore or games at all for that matter. His brother, although upset, he was quite the opposite. He was still cheerful and happy as if nothing had happened. He was trying to forget about his parents and just manage to live life alone with his brother however Yuichiro was not.. he was selfish and although he did care for his younger brother he did not show it and his response only made the younger one upset.

'But you never play with me anymore.. please, just this once?'

'I said no'

This angered Muichiro who ended up hitting his brother.. or well, he tried to his brother but in an instant he was pinned down on the floor as Yuichiro straddled his legs.

And this is where we find Muichiro now. Laughing and begging for his life..

'I- I- *snort* SOHOHOHORY!! PLEAHEHEHESESE! *squeal*'

He begged as Yuichiro used one hand to lightly scribble against his neck and the other tracing gentle shapes against his back.

'NOHOHOHOHOHOHO! HOWWWW!? STAHAHHAHAP!'

He wasn't sure how much longer he could take this. He was very sensitive, and because they were siblings, Yuichiro knew all his ticklish spots. He didn't mind being tickled, but he also couldn't get over how sensitive he was.

'I'll stop if you promise to not hit me.' He switched spots so that he was now more focused on his lower back, scribbling and prodding at it to really get the other laughing.

'*squeal* I- I PROMISE! PLEAHEHEHESE!'

and with that, he stopped and stared down at his brother. His face was red, and his bangs covered his eyes as a wobbly smile appeared on his face while residue giggle escaped his lips. Yuichiro helped him to sit up as he hugged his brother tightly and rubbed his back as he said

'I love you brother..'

'I love you too'

I hope this was good. Thanks for the request 🙏

[leafyztar]

There once was a bittersweet girl and they called her, "Lemon Girl" She was growing in my garden and I pulled her out by her hair like a weed And like weeds do she only came and grew back again So, I figured this time I might as well let her be

Lemon Girl and me started to get along together I helped her plant her seeds  And we'd mow the lawn in bad weather It's actually pretty easy being nice to a bitter girl like her So, I got myself a citrus friend

But soon her bittersweet started to rub off on me You'd think smelling like lemon zest would be pretty neat I found out that my friends are more of the savory type And they weren't too keen on compromising with a nice lemon pie

So Lemon Girl and me, we just gotta get along together I helped her plant her seeds  And we'll mow the lawn in bad weather It's actually pretty easy being nice to a bitter girl like her So, I got myself a citrus friend

But what if I run out of fertilizer? What if the clouds run out of rain? What if Lemon Girl won't grow no longer? What if beaches dry of sugar cane? Oh well

The whales start to beach themselves Tortoise shells tear away from their spines It happens all the time, it happens all the time

Lemon Girl and I, we're gonna live forever Like Snufkin and Little My, we'll get around wherever Lemon Girl and I, we're gonna live forever Like Snufkin and Little My, we'll get around wherever

It's actually pretty easy being nice to a bitter girl like her 'Cause we're the bitterest boys in town Yeah, we're the bitterest guys around And I got myself a citrus friend…

I LOVE THIS SONG :D it's so sweet... I love the message too :3 of course YOU would like the message. SHUT UP, this isn't about you >:(

[smokee78]

I stumbled on a post of yours from a couple months ago and was wondering if you'd still be ok answering a question I/we (DID system) have about fusion?

We were told initially that fusion is always an intentional decision made by the alters who will be fusing with each other, and that it feels like both/all of them become one with each other, not like a death.

But we've seen a few people talk about experiencing what they say was accidental, unwanted fusion, that they very much did experience as the death of one of the alters instead of as becoming one, so now we're really confused and scared. Some of us are open to the idea of fusing/becoming one with each other someday, but we don't want to feel like we don't have control over it or will be losing anybody.

Was your experience that fusion had to be an intentional decision and that everyone is "still there" just as one person? Or no? If you don't mind my asking of course.

some parts/fragments/alters are temporary. this happens more often in polyfrag systems, a part splits to do a task/hold an event/emotion, and once it is over, they dissipate. this can be longer term events, like living somewhere for a few months, or very specific, like dealing with the news of a bad phone call.

alter death is not real as I'm sure you know, a part of your brain cannot simply die. however, processing changes can be met with grief and experienced as similar to death and loss in perception. It's like how the inner world, and pseudomemories aren't real, but their representations have real impact and representation.

fusions of this manner are not the same thing as fusing to heal. healing fusions are done deliberately, with direct OR indirect permission.

in the case of nearly all my fusions, they were indirectly consented to. as a whole, we agreed to work towards fusing the system down to a smaller size and pursuing final fusion as a goal. however, as we healed from trauma, many alters we didn't expect to fuse simply disappeared into the system at large, or fused with another part we didn't expect to fuse with.

it did cause mass long term blurriness, with very few periods of clear fronters until we were down to around 12 parts. (started at 90+,)

I will say if you went into therapy with a different mindset, one of needing to have that control and work deliberately on fusing specific parts, that is likely how you would experience that. we didn't need that control, and so our healing process was largely blurry instead of meticulous.

does that make any sense? (genuinely) I really do believe so much of the healing process is mindset. I 100% believe if I went into the healing process with doubts or concerns about fusion, the walls I put up would have prevented me from fusing, at least as much as I did in the way I did.

our last alter to fuse, stem, was not ready to do so until the day of her final fusion. she stayed dominant, even as smaller parts latched onto her, until it was just us left.

the only reason she was able to commit to the last act of fusion was because leafy acknowledged her, acknowledged her struggles, the hard work she did, and her individuality as a part. and that recognition and gratefulness was enough to let her feel safe so that we could fuse. she didn't have to hurt and hold that struggle alone anymore, we could be together.

[leafy-leafster-beefydieee]

stop being a leaf >:(((

what does this mean

[akalikestodraw]

You can draw dragon leafy from bfb

Done

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Fireafy?

Done

[dreamyzworldlove]

you are like a phone charger that only works at a certain angle. explodes you w my mind

i am shaking and quivering in my boots i will never recover from this