#life in the panopticon
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#idk why but i thought of a panopticon when i first saw grian in that tower#grian#secret life#life series#trafficblr#mcyt#fanart#eyes cw#filename: 'coward.png'
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the thing that really makes elias stand out among the rest of the cast, is that he's the only (or at least, one of the select few, but definitely the Only major recurring) character who's unquestionably having fun. everyone else spends copious amounts of time on feeling utterly miserable and it IS miserable around here what with the universe literally tending towards evil, but elias has a) figured out the inherent meaninglessness of it all (well. that's definitely not the podcast thesis but it was the Would Quite Willingly Doom That World brand of transgressive madness in the name of disobeying the divine order of things that motivated him. compels me. always rebel against the gods) and b) karmic justice is simply not a thing within the world of the magnus archives, there's no narrative comeuppance for being a bad (or reward for being good) person, so there's no just deserts to be had here, he died for entirely unrelated reasons and in the grand scheme of things his fate was not all that different from anyone else in the podcast, plus jon also dies mere minutes later. but did he not have fun? did he not ruin everyone else's lives and have fun the entire time?
#it's about the joie de vivre#this is honestly. i feel the main reason why people hate him so much. ultimately he was not Punished for anything he did#even his experience as the pupil of the eye is described as agonised bliss(!)#so much speculation over him maybe having the worst time of his life in the panopticon but IT WAS WONDERFUL WHILE IT LASTED#VENI VIDI VICI. literally.#elias bouchard#*
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Came up with this in one of my exams and new what must be done. Also, ignore my refusal to draw hands i was having a moment
Ngl the magnus archives has taken over my life atm lmao
#my art#the magnus archives#panopticon#elias bouchard#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#elias bitchard#the archivist#the magnus archives has taken over my life
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idk kinda feeling backed into a corner by post-finale fanon with like..... What Mature Grown Buck Would Do in His Grief. but, hear me out - unhinged grief-stricken abandonment-fueled "if you want to stop me you'll have to catch me first and i know you won't bother to chase me" behavior in the worst year of his life. idk!!!! what if he gave into his worst impulses and did unwise things!!!! gave himself things to REALLY cry about!!!!
#.write#today's project#unfortunately the finale has left me with the feral desire of watching buck run or burn everything in his life down#is that true to canon buck? hmmm maybe not!#but also - has buck ever been confronted with this many shitty things all at once#and had no one to care - yes and he got in a jeep and wandered for years about it#anyway luckily it's fiction and he's my paper doll and i can do anything i want!#when the problematic behavior panopticon has me justifying something that will ultimately be so tame
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#garry's mod#gmod#source engine#half life 2#deathmatch#hearted#if you're unbaptised in america you get sent to the accounting panopticon when you die. because of the original sin
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i know he calls it the spiders nest but because of from the archives and the Magnus archives, watcher grian and all that, I've been calling it the Panoptic-Bomb
#thoughts#life series#wildlife#trafic life#trafficblr#traffic life#grian#the spanners#sub one club#mumbo jumbo#skizzlman#from the archives au#the hermit archives#the magnus archives#panopticon#headcanon#pun intended#cannon
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other fun #farmlife things:
morning walk on a backroad turns in to a literal slow moving traffic jam because it's Hay Time and there's 6 tractors and one full size articulated lorry using the one single lane road
neighbour on the next plot greets you with "haven't seen you in a while!" and while you've walked past his property many times you've never seen him before in your life. (the traditional breaking of the year's silent observation period of the newly arrived.)
#i was like i have never laid eyes on you before but yes oom the weather is wonderful#kind of always suspected that house might be watching though so i always played good music walking past#the panopticon of hashtag country life#.txt
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I’m playing the new fantasy life and I’m really enjoying it so far but…

WHAT IN THE CEASELESS WATCHER IS THIS?!??!
#trips immediate reaction to it is so accurate#I also reacted with horror and disgust#I feel like if I weren’t so tma pilled this would just be silly but jesus#tbh it’s kinda cute but still this is some panopticon shit#fantasy life spoilers#fantasy life i#the girl who steals time#tma#the magnus archives#tree mumblings
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the unimaginable power i would hold if i had the skills and energy required to materialize the animatics. in my head. anyone here heard of vocaloid
#sniffles ... at the mercy of emptiness ....#im listening to it rn thinking of life series applications but i think it might actually fit hc s8 finale more#<- note i have not watched s8. yet#the last chorus of lyrics are sooo sweetsies though i see this so vividly in my mind..#my other ambient musings include panopticon r906 watcher lore funness (''the one watching me... is me....'')#and taixu/nevermore. for reasons obvious#<-- highly recommend looking up the lyrics for those two songs if youre a fan of time loop stories in any capacity
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started act III in clair obscur going insane
#kaist speaks#let me tell yall live-relaying my experience to a friend whos already played it#has certainly been something#she really is the bravest soldier in watching me from between the bars in her no-spoilers cage#but anyhow this is what im doing and why i barely had brain for anything else#(and yknow. life stuff too. big sighs.......yet we ride on as always)#i need to come back on here and do some housekeeping actually when i have some spoons#there is one william arts in the queue#some commented on months ago and some not at all and thats why its been paused so long#i need to get on that#and uhhh also one william fh posts ive been meaning to do#i need to be more annoying on main about my ocs#more annoying in general. midyear resolution.#excise the panopticon. incline the frolic. obtain the spoons.#so on so forth#amen#anyway thats it thats the yappage o7#now to put une vie a t'aimer at full blast and ascend from this plane of existence
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I resent being taught lessons but yah I guess if paul can still be a silly little guy after his many unrelenting encounters with the cruel indifference of the universe I too can remain an optimist
#I mean. he is one of the most famous people on earth so there's a certain amount of equivalent exchange to be expected#but man idk if I could take all that#at least the tragedy of his interpersonal life distracted him from being driven insane by the horrifying panopticon of celebrity
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The degree to which old small town newspapers casually doxxed their citizens is remarkable. Here's a list of everyone who entered or who was discharged from the hospital. Here's uncomfortably deep coverage of the minutiae of our high school's activities. Where are our high school students going over winter break? The whole town needs to know! Write us a mean letter? Here's your address, so everyone can send you mean letters too, or show up at your door, which is unlocked, because it's a small town
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facebook friends with some of my coworkers now so i can't post things like "i hope all trump voters explode"
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It’s easy to be judgmental when you’re young. It’s something of a rite of passage. You watch adults make mistakes and say: that’ll never be me. I will never cheat, I will never fuck up, I will never get divorced. And then you grow up. ... The more that I write about discourse and the internet, the more that I feel like I’m writing in circles, writing towards the same truth at the core of everything wrong with people online. It’s hard to make a few of these points without sounding like a conservative schoolmarm, but I write about them because I’m worried that the social fabric is fraying. Years ago it was inconceivable that people would publish full names and details about the people that hurt their feelings, and now it’s normal. It is easy to dismiss this behavior as that of the very young, the very online, or the very misanthropic, but behind the avatars and cartoon profile pics are very real people. They’re at our jobs, they’re at concerts, they’re refusing to speak to people at Kohl’s and coffee shops. The higher the number of people engaging in openly antisocial behavior, the more afraid I become. I originally wanted to write about etiquette this week, but my thoughts there are connected to this. While misanthropy has always existed, the flattening of the internet allows these people to speak with authority, when normally they’d be shunned. Refusing to acknowledge the humanity of people around you, refusing to speak to your coworkers, refusing to drive your friends to the airport, keeping logs and ledgers of everything the people you claim to love owe you: none of these things are normal. They’ve become normalized because antisocial people get online and scream about how they don’t owe anyone anything, and then wonder why they don’t have friends or a community. These are not people who are fun or engaging, and I would never take this advice from anyone. Who is asking selfish, miserable people for their thoughts on how to behave in a society? Everyone, apparently. [...] Believing that everyone who hurts you deserves to be “punished” is no way to live. Religion and policing have shown us that apparatuses of punishment don’t prevent people from engaging in bad behavior. Ask a Catholic or a Southern Baptist about their experiences growing up doused in shame and a constant fear of punishment. Ask them how it transforms their thoughts and beliefs into shapes they no longer recognize.
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I love plotting out my story and getting weird with it and knowing that a fandom could take those seeds and make it SO much weirder
#don’t write in a panopticon etc etc etc but like.#thinking about Logan lovingly crafting Elle a new body from nothing? I’ve been in the locked tomb fandom#I know folks could have a field day with that#a day in the life
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lucian makes a 3 note tumblr post and suddenly everyone wants to put his ass on trial for every grievance the family has against him. okayyy what if we all killed ourselves
#fuck off..im serious like what is this. is anybody fucking seeing this#and nobody wants to speak for themselves it all comes down to one person having to relay the whole laundry list of my crimes#as if i ever get more than one check in a year. as if they know anything about me or who i am#beyond what apparently gets looked at on my blog and relayed to my mother. living in the fucking digital panopticon apparently#i hope everyone is happy! lucian is the problem! he’s always been so ungrateful and inconsiderate! let’s all make him feel trapped.#no wonder i had to get out of there. years of my life i dedicated to enduring my mother so that i could be near my sister#and every time crucify lucian day comes back around it’s everyone’s turn to tell me how i failed her as if i dont fucking know that#i dont need them leveraging her over me like a sick kick in the gut every time they speak to me. like they know how much i love her#burning bridges. fuck off. ive been chased back across the bridge every time.
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