#life suckssssss

[celestial-sapphicss]

for no fucking reason at all (i saw a reel edit) i am thinking about SeanWhite and their trust falls and like i understand the vision but Sean literally why you gotta try trust fall off a roof trust and physical reflex and capabilities are completely different what is wrong with you, you've been living with yok for too long. honestly love that for them.

[stromer]

studs spotted in the offszn, no longer toofless....

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

trying to change my major on the second day of classes just to keep things interesting

[davidtennantpussytulpa]

im never going to get to eat david tennant in his 30s alive in a sexual way….

[pinkpruneclodwolf]

Gim

Ref under cut

[rowaelinsdaughter]

2/10 requests :")

[elliotl]

*studying* Im gonna kill myself *keeps on studying*

[hardbeingcasual]

WHERE DO WE GO NOW? x fem reader

WARNINGS: Suicide, blood, angst, grief, Y/N mention

SUMMARY: After your boyfriend Henry takes his own life due to his brother Sam getting bit and turning, you struggle to deal with the grief as you have to leave both Henry and Sam behind.

notes: i’m not even going to lie i made this for me i LOVEEE henry , title is a gracie abrams song ⭐️ haven’t read over this so sorry if it suckssssss

update as of nov 2023 ….. gracie abrams is a Freakkk so pretend the title isnt her song…. i’m not removing it incase people wanted 2 come back to this so yeah

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You, Henry and Joel all wake up in alert as you hear screaming and snarling coming from the room Ellie and Sam had slept in the night before. Before you could even properly wake up Ellie comes running through, Sam on her tail, but it wasn’t actually Sam. He had turned into one of the infected. Your heart hurts at the sight of it.

Joel quickly tries to get the gun that was on the floor but Henry was quick and beat him to it, he aims the gun at Joel who tries to help Ellie, but then Henry shoots the floor. He then turns to his brother who was still trying to bite Ellie on the floor and puts the bullet right in his head. You flinch at the sound of the gunshot as tears brim at your eyes at the sight of the young boy lifeless on the floor.!

“Ellie, are you okay?” Joel pants as he stares at the young girl with concern, he tries to go forward to comfort her but Henry then aims the gun at him again.

“Henry—” You try to speak but Joel gives you a look that told you to stop.

“What did I do?” Henry mutters.

“Wha—What’d I do?” He stammers as he tries to process whatever just happened moments prior. “Sam.”

“Give me the gun,” Joel instructs, Henry does not. “Give me the gun.” Henry looks back at his little brother before raising the gun to the side of his head, “HENRY NO!” Joel shouts as Henry makes eye contact with you and pulling the trigger.

“NO!” You cry out as Henrys body falls to the ground. You feel sick to your stomach as you see the person you loved the most on the ground, lifeless and unmoving. You let sobs escape you as your shaking hands cover your face to hide yourself from the world.

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You stare off into the distance as you were sat next to the graves Joel had dug for Henry and Sam. You put your head on your knees as some tears escape your eyes at the thought of them not being here anymore. You hear footsteps behind you but you didn’t move an inch.

“Hey, Y/N,” It was Ellie. “We’re leaving.” She states.

Before Henry and Sam had passed, the three of you had decided you’d go to Wyoming with Joel and Ellie to Joel’s brothers. You didn’t even move an inch when Ellie had came over to you.

You could feel both Joel and Ellies stares on you but you didn’t care. All you wanted to do was wallow in self pity. “Just go. I’ll stay here, with them.” Ellie and Joel share a look. Ellie makes her way over to you and sits next to you, before wrapping her arms around you, in a hug. You let the young girl hug you as you were deep down the spiral of grief to care about anything going on at the moment.

Ellie breaks the thick silence, “I know what it’s like.” She pauses, as your head lifts from your knees to look at hers. Your blood shot eyes making contact with hers. “To loose someone you care about.” She finishes as she notices a stray tear that slipped out of your eye.

You let her words sink in, you look back at the graves. Henry’s. Then Sam’s. You sigh as you feel your lips start to tremble. “Let’s go then.” Your croaky voice breaks Joel and Ellie from their thoughts. “They wouldn’t want me sitting here like an idiot.” You say, looking down sadly down at the graves that held your boys. You grab your bag Ellie had brought over for you, launching it over your shoulder and walking west. Not noticing Ellie leave Sam’s little writing thing he used to communicate with those who couldn’t do sign language. The words Ellie had written on it were ‘I’m sorry’

tags @zndayacc

[cantdanceflynn]

OK ALAS MY LIFE SERIES EXCITEMENT HAS WANED Y REALIZING THAT BY LIZZIE TAKING THE CANARY CURSE EVERYONE WHO HAS THE ABSOLUTE WORST TAKES ON HER BOTH AS A CHARACTER AND A CC HAS FIXATED ON HER N IT SUCKSSSSSS

SO INSTEAD TAKE MY FIRST FULLY GENED BOY :) I HAVE A HABIT OF BUYING FODDER DRAGONS FOR REAL QUICK BREEDING N THEN GETTING OH SO ATTACHED BUT THIS GUY WAS MY FIRST REAL "IK UR COLORS ARENT GREAT AND I COULD DO SO MUCH BETTER W U BUT I LOBE YOU SO MUCH"(ITS ALWAYS PEARLCATCHERS LOL) SO HES PART OF MY CURRENT LORE IM PROBABLY GONNA INFODUMP BOUT BC ITS SUCH A WORK IN PROGRESS BUT THIS IS ONE OF THE ONLY NON-PNF THINGS TO FUCKING GET ME INVESTED™ LATELY AND I WANNA DO STUFF W IT

[angelsdean]

"I'm not gonna - now I have to pretend to be of a sexual orientation that I'm not for the rest of my life?" is soooo depressing if he's really bi. I guess if he's really straight then it's just really shortsighted and privileged as a straight person to say as if all queer people aren't effectively closeted by heteronormativity every day of their lives until they come out to people??? So either it's sad or it's bad, or it's a secret third thing, and he's queer but not bi, in which case it's still sad but not as bad?

i mean, if he rly is straight i don't think it would be bad to say that bc it would literally be true like, if ur actually straight it Would be kinda wrong to pretend to be another sexuality that you're not. and like yea, there are ppl who have to be closeted for many reasons and it fucking suckssssss (hello. me) but i don't think he meant any harm to closeted ppl by saying that. but. but if he ISN'T straight and is lying to protect his privacy or any other reason, it does give me sad little heart pangs :( because i'm just very empathetic and like in a world where all his little ambiguous comments and jokes and insinuations were a way to be like IN w/ the community but not actually out...now forever he's kinda outside of that community. and as someone who also loves to live in ambiguity i totally feel that and it sucks when u gotta play straight or pretend to not be part of that community. but that's me totally projecting lol and whooo knowws. but i'll always lean more towards being kind and open minded and empathetic abt these situations than just pointing and laughing and make fun, because things Might be more complicated or nuanced than we think. and yea just if he's not actually straight then i hope he's feeling ok abt everything and has ppl he can be open with etc etc.

[tomatobird-blog]

I like to keep myself busy with my many projects and interests because if I think too hard and look at my life and whatever I have to be confronted with the situation that the only way I've been able to consistently make friends and meet people to vibe with on deeper levels has been online and that being in the current community situation I know how to navigate and be kind and interested but I feel bad for always feeling distant. I know I'm friendly and kind and many people like and love me but its just very stupid...I know there are things I need to work harder at and esp as an adult a lot of stuff is just down to habits, community needs to be maintained and it takes work and investment etc. Sometimes I'm afraid Im too self centered and cringe since I get lost inside myself a lot and then I feel a very intense sense of idk spiritual wrongness of being idk and it suckssssss but then idk I snap out of it and then (also selfishly probably) I just take solace in whatever brain obsession of the day is and also idk my own pride in "at least I can create and I'm cool and smart and a good poster nyah nyah' but it's like blabla treasures in heaven blabla la if u don't love ur nothing but a clanging cymbal and all that until the next occasion. Idk I'm responsible for my own self and well-being and I wish I didn't shoot myself down whenever I have a Fun Idea of Something Expressive to do get it but also hhhhhhhhhhdjdjdjsdjdjdjidjdhhh

[talkingharrystyles]

OMG bestie I just saw that article about OW and her Strokes shirt and I am dyingggggg. She never misses!!! Like nobody would know she’s making a statement with her shirt unless you KNOW, you know?? She is such a girlboss I bet Harry is afraid to face her because he would totally be out girlbossed, you know??? And like, making a statement with a subtle t-shirt is going to catch on in a BIG WAY she is always the first one to know about new trends I think she must set them herself. The next big celebrity split is gonna have so many insider shirt messages. Her kids are so lucky that she’s like actually really cool and part of cool culture stuff and she’s going to show them how to do it too! Harry must be MORTIFIED knowing that she is living her best life now and thriving without him. He didn’t realize how good he had it and she’s gonna be the one who got away that he talks about decades from now. Like he must miss he stepkids like crazy since they lived together for two years. I bet he loved being a young Dad.

Soooo that was me doing my best to say what I think her stans are trying to say? Did I hit the big points? I didn’t mention that she bounced to Hawaii right away because she deserved a vacation after how terrible Harry was to her oops. Maybe next time I’ll have to work on it. And I know we’re not talking about her since she suckssssss so much and I actually might hate her but I’m annoyed and haven’t been sleeping much and I wanted to make fun of her. Sending a message on a t-shirt? Girl you are 40 not in 4th grade you have got to be embarrassed. Maybe her kids told her to do it and she’s so dumb she thought it was brilliant. Also like I know keeping your name in articles is part of promoting your work in her industry (unless they kicked her out because she stopped working) plus she got so much attention which she just adores but oh my God do you not have anyone in your life at all giving you attention or helping you understand that you are not helping yourself professionally or personally in any way whatsoever? Every decision she has made seems to have backfired on her. I don’t think I’m wrong to believe that if I was completely destroying my life right and left that a couple of them would kindly talk about it with me and offer support and guidance. Oh and they DEFINITELY would have told me I needed to get a life instead of attending 50+ Harry shows in like 2 weeks. They would have told me my outfits were embarrassing because there really isn’t any other way to explain them. Usually I feel empathy and strong secondhand embarrassment and compassion when I see people acting so desperately to appear in the daily mail, even people I don’t know at all but not here. There is no coming back from this and making me be generous towards her for one single second. I hope she moves back to VA with her parents and has to work at a housewares store for the next 75 years. She can tell everyone the story of what aprons Really Mean and everyone will become a feminist immediately.

[mangoposts]

ugh our area's wifi got shut off and now im fighting for my life with my cellular data cause it SUCKSSSSSS 😭😭😭

I’m always on cellular bro my wifi is so mid

[thelostboys87]

this shift SUCKSSSSSS they’re making me fight for my life for this double pay

[decayaway2007]

NIGHTCOREE <##!3

im so back !!!! literally rediscovered my nightcore obsessons ;D

honestly it makes sooo nostalgiccc from 2016 and 2020 idk why theres a huge gap (im super inconsistent tbf) butttt yeah its like soo funn hahhaah!

im making the most of it since i turn 16 next year which is so so sad rlly and have to studdyy for exams n stuff which suckssssss, but is sort of interesting so im a little bit exictedddd (a little). sooo since im only 15 for a few more months i feel like i rlly need to make the most of it haha so that means....

-revisting old creepypasta accs

-watch 3am challenges (they r real guys)

-yandere sim and doki doki literature club

-nightcore

-sad gacha vids

-texting storiesssssss

this an end to an amazing era of my life that i shared with myself and the internet so im super thankfullllll !!!! sooo yeahhh hahah baiii

[dirt-grub]

why are college websites so janky ill be like okay remember me on this computer and itll be like no<3