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darkmothsy · 1 year

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My pants showed up todayyyyyyy. So I climbed out of my slump and got dressed to feel better.

Taking pics in good lighting is so hard to do in this home.

#lifes been really rough lately #one thing after another #doing my best #forcing myself to feel better #personal #alt mom #casual goth #dyed hair #short hair #coffee #coffee time #good morning #makeup #alt aesthetic #goth #fall time #spooky season #i think im pretty

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ionomycin · 1 year

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Welcome home

#artists on tumblr #cw blood #i really like drawing wings if it wasn't obvious #drawing has been rough lately though #all the A-I trash going around is so depressing to see #please pick up literally any tool in your hand and create #shape something with your own hands #breathe life into something #it doesn't need to look perfect and polished and photorealistic #literally anything any person has ever drawn with their own hands #has more value than every algorithm generated garbage put together #a vent doodle drawn in the math notebook of a 13 yo girl has infinitely more value #than any stolen blendered together soulless algorithm “creation”#we're humans we create #so just #create #with your own hands and your own ideas

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waywardstation · 2 months

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Almost back home!!! I’ve been away for two weeks and I haven’t had good internet connection. Looking forward to getting back home.

I’ve been quiet cause of it, so how about a shop/merch update!! The products from my shop have already gone through a round of proofs this last week after I placed the order (as some files had gotten mixed up). I’m hoping the products finish their manufacturing and are shipped to me within this next week or so!

I’ve ordered extras of everything to put up in the shop as “in stock” after I send out my preorders, also ordered a few items as samples. They had a higher MOQ (minimum order quantity) so if they turn out well, I’d like to do a giveaway with some of them!

#I know I’ve been kind of quiet in general lately too apologies for that #gonna be honest and life has been pretty rough lately #general TW I reference death below #two incidents happened a few months ago regarding almost losing brother and losing a cousin to horrible situations #and it’s really been very difficult to deal with and has brought on a lot of haze and mental dullness or inability to focus #and tbh even months later it’s still been very difficult #it’s why I’ve probably come across as closed off or absent these last few months #so just explaining that #I’m still overcoming it but I believe I’m doing better now #I have been unable to mentally pull myself together enough to successfully create any content like fics or art #though I’m trying very hard #it is getting easier too. I have written a lot more on vacation than I’ve mana fed to write in a long time #I still love and appreciate PLA and submas so so much that just hasn’t been able to manifest in content creation lately #but it has manifested in buying merch haha #when I get home I may just show my collection #I am still alive in this fandom #if you’ve read this far thank you #and thank you for sticking around while I’ve been quiet!!

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fishbloc · 4 months

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Hello!

I thought preorders for "Where the light touches" went until May 20th? But right now its sold out 😥

ive gotten several asks about this and just for the sake of bringing it to attention again, heres why:

ive actually managed to get over hundreds of orders and i was very worried then that if i kept it up longer, i myself would not be able to fulfill everyone's orders because its gotten too overwhelming for one person already

and for reference, ive been doing taxes, managing customer inquiries, payment, packaging, quality checking, shipping all by myself (well anything related to shipping is still yet to be done since the books arent here yet). the help i receive on some ends are only minimal at best because theres a lot of things that depends on me alone

as much as it guilts me that i have to refuse peoples request to send in an order late, i just dont think its humanly possible to do more than ive already taken :(

#life has been really rough to me lately so i dont want this shop thing to be more of a burden than it actually is #and closing the shop early was not a decision made lightly by my own. friends and family have seen how much its taking a toll on me #i hope you can understand op #邮箱

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partrin · 2 months

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when i'm sad, i like to listen to the free! audio drama cd clips. in particular, i love listening to this one, featuring makoto and rin, where rin convinces makoto to help him lure a cat out of a pool (and rin eventually learns how to play with a cat). makoto and rin's friendship is so precious to me (and i wish it was written about more extensively in fics). although... i gotta say... as a cat person i felt the urge to strangle rin and tell him PLEASE STOP SHOUTING AT THE CAT YOU LOUD-MOUTHED FOOL

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10/10 thank you free! for existing

#free!#matsuoka rin #tachibana makoto #makorin #life has been really rough lately. i don't even know how i am surviving. but these clips are comforting #Youtube

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floral-hex · 6 months

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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

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rkmaru · 3 months

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[in an old man voice] Phones were their most perfect selves when you could push buttons and add phone charms.

#rkart #I’ve been taking a break from Ikesen #I’m so sorry #life has been really rough lately #so here are my comfort drawings

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wurm-food · 7 months

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hi friends I’m alive kinda 😭

#life has just been a little rough lately so I’m hoping g and working for some changes soon #in the mean time I’m having zombie land saga brain worms again cause I need a comfort show #and I binged hazbin last night and really liked it! anyway…. hi again 💕#wurm.txt

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insanechayne · 7 days

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#feeling depressed and I can’t tell if it’s because I’m hormonal from my period or having valid issues and concerns #been feeling unfulfilled in my relationship lately for many reasons and so that’s been giving me a rough time #partner has adhd and so do I but theirs is much worse and they’re not on meds for it yet and the dysfunction is causing problems #I want to be understanding but it’s interfering with plans and it’s always on me to change direction for us and figure out something else #at a certain point in life not paying bills because you forgot from adhd is a serious and annoying issue and not a valid excuse anymore #but it’s not my bills or money so what can I say about it #and I want to talk to my bestie and vent but having problems with him too and it feels like he only wants to talk to me if hes bored at work #only wants to hang if it’s convenient or if he wants/needs something from me #so I’ve been feeling used and not really cared for so it’s kind of like what would be the point in trying to call him #I know he won’t answer the phone anyway since most of the time when I call he ignores me so why bother #but then I just don’t have anyone to talk to or get advice from or anything #so I feel very stuck and alone and like I just need to get feelings out but I don’t know how or what to do about it #and all of this is compounded by hormones and mood swings so how much of these problems are real and how much are just my period?#I just don’t know the answer and that makes things even more difficult to deal with #personal

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sysig · 1 year

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Just thinking about @10yrsy’s Things, y’know, casually (Patreon)

#Doodles #IZ #I know Things is long dead but I've been feeling rather nostalgic lately #Man let alone Irkens when was the last time I doodled a Latrodectus haha - and 10's style of antenna! It's all quite nostalgic #I'll try not to get Too sappy but it's hard when I was so inspired by Things! It had a big impact on me #Without exaggeration Things helped shape the trajectory of my life for quite a while - it's interesting to think about artistic influences #But gosh heck I don't think I've doodled anything of any of them since the song contest all those years ago lol #I like to think I've improved a bit since then lol ♪ Though the medium is quite different haha #Finally drew Nid! Only took a Very long time lolol #I do remember having doodled some Extreme roughs for a comic concept ages and ages ago but that's really all I remember lol #Maybe hunting down those old notebooks sometime would be fun haha #ANYway lol - enough reminiscing! There's all this current silliness!#Snarp was my favourite back in the day and I still like him a lot haha #He's a prickly little so-and-so! A cute and spicy lad! Always a fun ♪#If ''little meow meow'' had existed as a term back then I would've used it for him lol he deserves it #It really is about the [unforgivable nature] paired with [unconditional love] hhh their friendship is still really cute <3 #Myk! He's always had the most gorgeous design <3 His eyes! My word!#Beauty like that really doesn't age - I was always a fan of the close up of his eye and his skin texture ahh #Probably no one remembers this blog's original icon but hmm ♪ Inspiration down many many avenues haha #Hopefully I did his eyes justice with my limited traditional palette haha #Had to show off his muscles a little too <3 Those gloves man he's just a pretty dude!#I did a bit of editing magic with Nid so if his eyeline doesn't quite match up just sshhhshshshh it's fine lol ♪#Who's saying which and who's gasping hmmm who knows it's a mystery hehe #And ending off with those two again <3 It's their dynamic I swear I just jdslfdsf it gets me bad lol #Squish him hold him (gently (maybe not that gently)) haha

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darkmothsy · 8 months

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I am holding on by a fraying thread

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telephonicsonnyboy · 1 month

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Look at a book in the marsh & watch the Moon at the beach

#silly little life :-)#also YES the book is atpm. shoutout book club.#finished my second reread today and then hung out with one of my friends in the world !! we went to a bookstore #and they got their own copy of all the presidents men! cause awhile ago I showed them the movie (cause it’s my favorite)#and they REALLY got into it!!! so now we’re gonna read it together !! 3rd reread here I come #that book is just so good and I love my friends and I love nature and reading and and #things have been a little rough lately but there was love tucked away in parts of my day that I do not want to forget. I will not forget.

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romeoisalesbian · 1 month

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GOT MY DREAM CLASS SCEHDULE FUCK YEAH

#one of them was a massive stats class with 2 seats left JESUS #most terrifying 30 seconds of my life #in other news I’m gonna try to start posting art again #I’ve been having a rough time personally lately and just been feeling really….bad at a lot of points #but maybe I can ride this class high all the way to having good mental health

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genshimada · 9 months

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my goofball of a boyfriend was laughing over something funny i said to him yesterday that he can't get over and keeps repeating back to me and then through his tears of laughter he goes "dont ever stop being yourself, i love it" and the way i wasnt expecting him to say that?? cant stop thinking about it now. he doesnt even know how much that actually means to me

#ive been really sick and life has been rough lately but god i love him.#hes gonna make my heart explode

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pass1onepr1ncess · 10 months

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And what if I draw Trish with mobility aides? What then? Who's gonna stop me? Absolutely no one, that's who

#Trying to find ways to cope with the fact that our chronic leg issues are getting worse day by day #We've been trying to save up for a cane but lately I'm starting to think we may need to get a wheelchair for some of the rough days #And it's. Not exactly a pleasant thought #Not that I have anything against wheelchair users ofc #I'm more so just grappling with the fact that my legs. Don't really work like they should #And it's gonna put a pin in kind of a lot of the plans we have for our life #jjba #jojo's bizarre adventure #jojo no kimyou na bouken #jjba part 5 #jojo part 5 #golden wind #trish una #jjba golden wind #vento aureo #jjba vento auero

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rosicheeks · 10 months

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hi Princess

i hope you are doing well

please tell us a little about your new job with the doggies!

#here are a few pictures from today 🥰🫶#I have SO many pictures now it’s crazy #I should probably go through them cause I’m sure a lot of them are blurry but some are gems I must say #my favorite parts are probably when my yard is quiet and calm for a little bit (usually at night) and I sit down #and usually a bunch of them come rushing over to sit next to me #I can’t tell you how much I love it when a puppy lays on me or sits on my lap #it’s the best 🥰#there are definitely a few challenges to the job but I’m sure I’ll be able to deal #the hard part is it doesn’t give me enough hours and I don’t think it’ll be enough $$ either #so I’m gonna have to find another job which really really sucks #I’m already so exhausted with this one idk how I’m gonna juggle another one on top of it #but I need to figure out a way to get my own car and move out of my parents place #I love my parents so much but why can’t they just let me be me?#my friend literally said it sounds like they’re putting me on a leash and that’s EXACTLY what it feels like #not gonna get into it but it’s been rough lately #life hasn’t been the best so I’m sorry I’ve been so quiet lately #haven’t replied to anyone in awhile #but thankfully work has been good and I’ve been able to meet some amazing angels 🫶🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️#I just wish it paid better #also gotta figure out a way to wear my headset so it doesn’t trigger my migraines cause that’s been a struggle #really really REALLY hope one day I’m able to get my own puppy but at least for now I get to take care of other dogs 🥰🥰🥰🥰#ask #thanks for asking 🫶

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