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spacenintendogs · 1 year

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i hate my anxiety and paranoia.

#i'm constantly afraid i've messed up #i look too deep into ppl's behavior around me irl & online #if it's shifted or just stopped interacting all together & it eats at me #like i need to apologize but idk why???#rose rants #oof been a bit since i needed that tag but it's fine #i WILL be fine bc this is the constant state i live in tbh #but even on here i feel this sense of dread #on twt i feel a sense of dread #on discord i feel a sense of dread #but also if i have done smth pls tell me #i will cry & will talk it out

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tsukasalover · 3 months

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it’s kinda stupid to call rui “sassy” or say he was acting “mean” for simply doing what any person would do realistically after tsukasa humiliated nene in the main story. i swear this fandom has gone over this a thousand times and yet for some reason it’s still so hard for people to accept that tsukasa was being a self centered asshole. that’s not even exaggerating anything that’s just the truth.

btw (if im wrong correct me) but rui has never gotten angry at someone unreasonably he’s actually quite mature and doesn’t just?? explode over things so i dont know why him refusing to work with tsukasa even after nene forgave him is seen as a “mean” thing… let’s not forget he still believed tsukasa hadnt changed at all and only wanted to be in shows for selfish purposes. it’s not bad to admit that tsukasa is egotistical and has acted much more mean in unacceptable ways than rui + has had to own up to this and work hard to grow as a person over time

#rant #??#idk some sort of complaint #pjsktwt is weird.#like very weird.#being on there feels like looking at a hive mind #if you say one thing about a character people will either take all of it as the truth and bash everyone else with a different (and sometime #quite clever and actually interesting) interpretation of the story without even caring to?? Discuss it??#oh or they’ll just bash you instead.#people disagree all the time but on pjsktwt it feels like dealing with a mob #i swear not even that long ago everybody on there collectively agreed that tsukasa WAS in the wrong and we #all understood why rui was mad. hello??#sorry for extra rant.#“why is he being so mean to tsukasa even after tsukasa apologized to nene WAAHH!!!!!1!1!” No.#“get his ass rui!!” Yeah thats better #people need to criticize their favs objectively every once in a while so that this stuff happens less.#anyways it’s not that serious #it is at the same time though.#tenma tsukasa #rui kamishiro #nene kusanagi #wonderlands x showtime #wxs #pjsk #yapping

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machinepilled · 1 year

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AND QUITE SUDDENLY I REMEMBERED / I HAD BEEN HERE BEFORE

I’D STOOD ON THIS SAME HILL / I KNEW THE VALLEY OF WHICH I LOOKED

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salemontrial · 6 months

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Why the FUCK didn't Sasha apologize to Quinni.

#no im so pissed about that.#dude you don't give an autistic person a meltdown that big over something that hurtful #and just #walk away scot free #last time someone gave me a meltdown that hardcore I cut them off for a month.#that might just be the bpd tho #but still #quinni doesn't seem like the type to just. be chill without an apology and hearing sasha explain herself #and then she makes her her vice??????????#she already acknowledged sasha is only in it for the power trip #sasha didn't even do anything in the investigation she just followed quinni around #which as she should #but she hasn't made up for how she treated quinni AT ALL #in fact she's just gotten MORE of a performative activist #like why the fuck was she such a bitch to missy abt spider #i get it yea. ur friends sometimes have dogshit taste in men but you don't need to make them feel like trash abt it #and the way she was like 'he fetishizes u for being black omg its probably asian girls next omg i dont feel safe'#THIS ISNT ABOUT YOU????????.#also she 100% jumpstarted quinnis identity crisis #with how she was constantly switching between infantilizing her and undermining her autonomy over her own decisions #and treating doing things quinni wanted to do and the specific way she needed to do them as a chore #and then victimizing herself!!!!!!!#like from experience that relationship dynamic IS abusive to autistic people it just is #idk if nt people get it but it's really fucking awful to come from your partner #anyway. until sasha apologizes to both quinni and missy this will continue to be a sasha hate page.#heartbreak high #heartbreak high season 2 #quinni gallagher jones #sasha so #missy beckett

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amethyst-halo · 4 months

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trolls having kitty behaviors -> floyd purring to self soothe while in the diamond

#velvet and veneer being like ''what the hell is that''#sketch speaks #trolls #dreamworks trolls #trolls floyd #sorry but im drained im posting what i want #idk why i feel the need to keep apologizing for doing what i want on my own blog but. yea

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coollyinterferes · 4 hours

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The unmistakable sound of footsteps approaching begins to fill the air. Whoever is coming seems to have brought some company along…

They are getting closer… and closer… and closer…

…and closer…

……until..................

"Goooooood evenin'!!" Comes the loud greeting from a certain blond man. A big smile on his face and all.

"We beg your pardon for our prolonged absence. It was completely beyond our control..." Then adds the gentleman standing by his side, apologizing on behalf of both, offering a genuine smile along with the apology.

"...BUT! We're back!" And hopefully for good this time…

#[HI HIIIIIII~~ HOW'S EVERYONE DOING?? 8)]#[IDK IF ANYONE REMEMBERS ME OR MY MUSES ANYMORE?? BUT HELLOOO]#[one million years later but we're backkkkkk]#[i'd like to start by apologizing for completely disappearing for months without any announcement]#[life has been far from kind all this year so far and this has greatly and negatively impacted me emotionally]#[like..very VERY badly (harmful stuff and etc)]#[all to a point where i've had to take some time off from most social media]#[and which is also why i haven't checked or replied to any messages anywhere in a while]#[not that i'm the most social and most active person ever but you get what i mean here ;v;]#[the original plan was to come back here like a month or so ago but as you can guess i was unable to due to the same irl issues]#[i'm not gonna lie i'm still not doing well]#[but i wanted to come back or at least try to]#[since writing for these two and the ogre street guys always brings me joy and i also missed everyone here!]#[i'm still unsure if dropping threads will be the way to go for now or not #because i have no idea if my partners are still interested in any threads we had prior my unannounced hiatus]#[or if anyone's still interested in interacting with me and my muses again ;v;]#[so if we have ongoing threads i'll likely be jumping into your IMs over the course of the days to ask about it]#[i just need to check my thread tracker first because i can't remember what i owed last time ;;;;;;]#[as always: we can start new stuff any time in case you're no longer feeling whatever threads we had]#[and we can also start from scratch if that's best too]#[so no worries there!]#[enough blablah from me for now]#[i missed you all so much!]#[and to the new followers this blog somehow earned in my absence: Hi!! Thank you for following and I hope we can interact soon!!]#[hope everyone has been doing great during my absence!! <3]#;speedwagon says (( ic ))#;jonathan says (( ic ))#;ic #(??#;speedwagon withdraws coolly

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in-tua-deep · 4 months

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when I was 12 I was sick and missed a science test. when I was back at school the teacher told me I could make it up after class but it completely slipped my mind and I went home on the bus

the next day I went to the teacher to apologize and tell her I could stay after that day if it was still okay and before I could she was like “You saw the zero in the grade book” in such a matter of fact way

I, in fact, had not looked at the grade book?? I had no idea that she’d put a zero in for my test. I was just a distractible kid with undiagnosed ADHD who… forgot to stay after school because my usual routine was to get on the bus

I didn’t say that of course. I just nodded in absolute befuddlement and then stayed to take my test that day

I’m much older than 12 now but I still remember my confusion and shame and the bolt of momentary panic before she told me she would let me do the test and I’m like. idk. it kind of stuck with me. I was 12. I was a pretty good student otherwise, yeah distractible but in a quiet “doodle on every paper near me” and “has two to three books on hand at any given time so I don’t get bored” kind of way.

I think even after all these years I still don’t understand why she felt like she had to scare me

#my posts #i need to go to bed idk why I’m thinking about this #anyway fuck you ms clark #I DIDNT see the zero #I came of my own free will to own up to a mistake #that I (a TWELVE YEAR OLD) made on autopilot #idk something about her tone #even if I WAS a ‘bad kid’ I didn’t deserve that #she didn’t like when I finished work and would read my books #I don’t think she liked when I doodled on my homework or tests either #one of my least favourite science teachers #it was like our second class of the day or something #and I had ALL DAY to forget about it #I think even a non-adhd kid would have easily forgotten tbh #she stayed after school every day it wasn’t like she would have gone home early if not for me #I went in there to apologize of my own free will #without any external pressure #and idk maybe the fact that she assumed I only did that bc I saw a zero rubbed me the wrong way

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codename-adler · 2 months

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while i do enjoy rotating kevkatheaaron in my pretty little head at least once a week, may i just say:

Kathea first. Always.

i do not want men in my sapphics. the boys can hold and bang each other on their own.

keep up the same energy you have for your enormous polycules for the wlw.

give me Renee x Allison first. look up how many fics they have on ao3 and stfu.

then give me Laila x Catalina.

give me Renee x Allison x Dan

give me Renee x Allison x Dan x Katelyn

give me Thea x Renee ( @novaauster fucking bless you for that one)

give me Thea x Allison

give me Renee x Allison x Robin

give me Abby x Betsy

give me Mary x Kayleigh

give me Renee x Allison x Cat x Laila

give me Robin x Thea

give me Dan x Thea

give me Robin x Dan

give me Thea x Catalina x Laila

give me all the sapphics and the sapphics only.

ofc ship and let ship. but if *I* make a wlw, don’t tell me or ask me to put some men in it. they’re not needed.

go play with your own barbies in your own house like damn nobody forced you to come into MY dreamhouse and drown MY dolls into the toilet.

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storywestistrash · 6 days

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i am actually so tired of the way westerners treat eastern europeans

#fair warning for. a very very long ramble and rant in the tags. apologies #westerner or russian. no other option #westerner because the only thought they ever have is 'but they had universal housing so if you oppose ussr you oppose that'#(which is stupid becuse you can believe in that WITHOUT WANTING LIKE 6 COUNTRIES TO BE FORCED TO BE RULED OVER BY RUSSIA)#(SORRY FOR WANTING TO LIVE IN MY COUNTRY WITH MY HISTORY AND MY CULTURE AND NOT RUSSIA!!) (poland was a sattelite state but GOD)#or russian because they have a victim complex and are convinced that they deserve to rule over the entire damn world #'well you had universal housing so you had it easy' right yeah. okay. forget about like. everything else that happened #to eastern europeans during that time #forget about the things that are STILL issues all these years later not only in poland but like the more eastern countries too #its not about. the fact that the houses 'didnt have 3 bedrooms and a jacuzzi' in them. you DUMB SACK OF SHIT #god sorry. sorry. i also know so very little but like god damn i fucking live here. i didnt sit thru all that modern history #for some dumbfuck to say that 'ohhh only rich and american middle class people are happy the ussr was dissolved'#'oooh the dissolving of the ussr was illegal and the countries within it actually liked being there'#im just so fucking tired man i need to. i need to start killing people #and this is all not to mention that theyll say this stupid shit and then deny eastern europeans the things they actually did that were good #FUCK french people for trying to claim maria skłodowska. fuck americans for trying to claim the witcher as their own fantasy world #fuck the way the west is allowed to claim and destroy eastern european culture without any consequence because we dont matter enough #vaguely related but ill throw this in here since anyone finding it is unlikely and im scared of having this opinion #i think one underappreciated aspect of DE (which might be underappreciated because its not actually there and im stupid)#is that its pro-communist while still also giving some criticism to how it was handled and acknowledging that its still not perfect #which makes the writers much better communists than any self-proclaimed one ive ever met in my life who just worships the idea #perhaps its because the writers of the game were not white upper middle-class americans living in the suburbs. among other things #idk de is a game for people far smarter than me and i only played it once and im sure anyone who played it well can clock me as a bad perso #horrible horrible person even which is why im scared of mentioning it. but its an interesting thing. to me #the main thing is that im just not. im not far left enough i suppose. i agree communism in theory is a great idea. as far as i know it #(which isnt very far)#but chances of implementing it correctly in a way that doesnt take away from peoples happiness in other areas is. low. very low #i wrote a short essay about how utopias are inherently contradictory ideas once it wasnt very deep or good but like #you cant have universal happiness without restricting certain freedoms. and when those freedoms are resticted not everyone #will be happy. and then theyre unhappy they will have to be somehow removed or ignored

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dailymothanon · 1 year

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oops. Well you see I burnt my brain out from trying to draw Punk Ny again but none of it was working out so I opted to let loose and just draw my girlfriend’s version of the states. They’re not wttt, not in any way, mind you— we’ve drawn these silly fellas way before I found out about the Table! Anyways, this is Nukilik, for simplicity I won’t refer to them by the state name; also cuz my gf is really proud of choosing out names B) she loves doing that part, although I am sure y’all could probably figure out who is who. Sometimes I wish y’all asked about them tho cuz they feel more refreshing for me to talk about

This one is more sloppy because I should be asleep but. It’s okay 👌 normally I’d like to spend more time even for sketches but I’m way positive y’all know who this is. We don’t have a human name for him yet tho 🤔 Boy Kisser it is then

#Nukilik’s like the humanish moosish equivalent of a blanket #His gender is… nobody is really sure #not even he knows #Idk why I feel like I need to apologize whenever I don’t post Table content brah like I do this for free and daily and I’m not required to #ocs #original character #oc design #oc artwork #sketch #sketches #technically fanart #oc art dump #oc sketch #oc

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daz4i · 24 days

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crying abt fiction is so refreshing. i think in the last 30ish hours i cried over like 6 different pieces of art related to my current special interest. Going Through It

#i woke up yesterday afternoon feeling awful and generally doing awful #then read a super angsty fic. cried my eyes out. and then i was fine #then i had like 3 epic kinnie moments (cried bc of the same character. who is just like me fr. also memories lol)#and then well you saw my liveblogging abt sunday #and now. another epic kinnie moment. through an animatic youtube recced me. surely to wreck me. that was a bad joke i apologize #definitely blaming my lack of sleep for the amount of crying i did in the last 10 hours (which was. 5 of these instances)#it's fine. it's good. i think i needed that. i don't cry as much lately despite feeling on the verge of it constantly #idk why i'm rambling abt that sorry i probably need to sleep i gotta wake up early 🥲

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savage-rhi · 29 days

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@nemo-of-house-hamartia Hope this answers your questions 😂

#FJJDFJFSJKFSDFKJDFSKDFKJS #god this was a pain in the fucking ass!#sorry nemo!!!#hope this is alright!#fun fact: when I tried to long screenshot the og page via inspecting the source it would take a WHOLE SCREENSHOT of my inbox #showing the ask in there but without my replies!#LIKE...ITS THERE. THE CODE IS THERE. BUT TUMBLR WENT “NAH ITS INVISIBLE!” 😃😃😃#while you Carlos and Chris are at Home Depot do you think ya'll can get me some wood for a burning project? 😂😂😂#Lulu and I will just be chilling with desserts when ya'll get back 😂😭#LMAO #fun fact: huge portion of my ancestry is norse and swedish! ELLO COUSIN!!! (assuming you're from there since you said fine Swedish morning!#thanks for asking questions about my newest baby ToT #this was so nice of ya and for checking in on me!#SOON I WILL ANSWER OUR DAMN DMS #AGAIN IM SORRY #I KNOW I DONT GOTTA APOLOGIZE FOR SHIT BUT IM STILL GONNA ANYWAY cause im smol....inside at least #idk why i said smol #my brain glitched #lmao #Sawyer Kiddo OC #Resident Evil OC #need a face claim for her still #fuck still gotta draw her eventually....gotta draw in general one day again

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cringelordofchaos · 2 months

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zia and drake parallel each other send tweet

#tmf zia #tmf drake #zia tmf #drake tmf #ive said how hailia parallels drake in the past but i kinda forogt why #bit for zia. jake is lia and drew is zoey #where one felt like they had to change themselves bc they didn't feel like the other would love their true self #they felt the need to fit in and became a jerk to appease their bully bff #for jake we knew its cuz he was bullied since he eas young and prolly had little to.no friends #idk why lia felt the need yo chabge though. she had Hailey though idk ig well find out #but in the end jia leave droey behind and embrace themselves #... though in jakes case it was more like drew left HIM instead due to how he realized their friendship was always in a way fake #and jake genuinely did try to apologize to drew and explain himself probs in hopes yo stay w him #lia walked out on zoey cuz dhe realized she was no goos for her and she became a horrible person just fkr the fake popularity #in drakes case i feel like there was more complex love and lying involved though #and both zoey n drew r probably gonna pretend they dont care though i can see drew not having the strength to pretend #meanwhile for zoey it will probd br easier to put up a facade but i can see her anger issues becoming stronger #tmf #the music freaks #freakblr #rosyblr

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dbphantom · 3 months

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Hate having adhd went to go work on my fallout modpack, got distracted while going to disable the steam overlay, ended up in the points shop, went to go edit my profile, decided to change my pfp, found a buried folder I forgot existed, found some old Veneer art I forgot existed, spent 45 minutes looking at all the old photos, STILL HAVE NOT TOGGLED ONE SIMPLE OPTION THAT SHOULD'VE TAKEN 30 SECONDS AT MOST

#I'm shocked I have these drawings scanned on my pc I don't remember doing that I must've done it before I left in case my mom threw all my #Art out again #Anyway at age 12 I was writing a better '3 merpeople go on land to find a 4th one that has been disguised as a human all his life' story #Than Ma/ko Merm/aids EVER did so uh. Take that Jonathan #God it sucks so bad that kid me would've LOVED MM if it just DIDN'T HAVE THE STUPID GENDER WAR BULLSHIT #Literally the entire first and second season is just. So fucking stupid. I wrote a God damn essay about how they fumbled Erik's story SO BAD #I don't even LIKE Erik BUT THEY DID HIM SO DIRTY #THE CHARACTER POTENTIAL AND WRITING COULD'VE BEEN BETTER THAN ZANE B. S1 OF H2O BUT THEY THREW IT AWAY AND FOR WHAT!!!!!!!#Seriously you're telling me a kid who was abandoned his entire life for being male didn't have a bigger impact on the pod than FUCKING ZAK?#That plot twist of 'oh actually Zak was a merman all along' was 100% so they could guilt free write Erik out #Instead of like. Having him face his actions or redeem himself in like. Any way. He just fucks off. THEN the pod is like lol Zac were sorry #We're sorry for literally not doing anything to you because you were privledged enough to have a mother who was super ultra powerful #So you were never really affected by our actions until JUST now. Unlike that other fuckface Erik who suffered his whole life alone #Also then in s3 there are STILL no mermen in the pod. Not even little mermen babies. No kids and teens they've welcomed back n apologized to #NOTHING #God. Mm pisses me off dude #AND I STILL HAVENT TOGGLED THAT FUCKING OPTIONS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #Cruddy rambles #God I'm not done I'm sorry fallout can wait YOU ARE TELLING ME THE GUY WHO TELLS US HOW SHITTY MERMAN BABIES R TREATED BY THE POD. IS NOT #THE SAME ONE THE POD APOLOGIZES TO IN THE SEASON FINALE BECAUSE THEY WROTE IN A SHITTY PLOT TWIST?#AUUUUUUUHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG #It's so bad. It's so fucking bad. It's so needlessly gendered and for what. They could've just had 2 rival warring pods #What pisses me off the most is that s3 (4) completely pivots and never really follows thru with the s1 and 2 story arcs #The writers just kinda wash thsir hands of that because 'hey the pod said sorry to zac' BUT THEN NOTHING ACTUALLY CHANGES!!!!#Maybe instead of having a constantly rotating cast of characters s3 (4) could've instead focused on Ondina and Erik's relationship a bit #Maybe have Ondina tell him she wants to just stay friends because she can't trust him. Have him IDK grow and change as a character?#Maybe so you can show kids nobody is born evil and we all need support systems and healthy relationships to grow and become better people??#THAT would've been a GOOD FOLLOW THROUGH #But no instead u just write him out of the show and never show any OTHER mermen who were exiled being welcomed back #Like u had Ondina becoming a teacher... Why not have Zac become a teacher for all the new mermen who were just recently welcomed back??

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jrueships · 2 months

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guess whos not going in at all this week, actually

#MY MANAGER EMAILED LIKE 2 HOURS B4 I HAD TO GO IN #she finally changed my schedule (1 day) to the night shift today #(i emailed her to be safe just kinda casually reaffirming im going in at the new time & then asking if any other shifts wanted 2 be changed #bcs that sounds great to me whstever option she goes with #she ignored that question & i get a new email from her asking if i completed a training. lets called it DOC #basically a long time ago she said 'i will send you DOC instructions soon' .. a few days pass and i get three 50 paged packets #one is called NAVIGATING DOC #im like oh ok cool that must be the DOC training shes talking abt bcs the other 2 packets were abt various trainings #NAH BRUH. APPARENTLY THE DAY IM SUPPOSED TO GO IN. SHE MESSAGES ME SOME ENTIRELY ALIEN PROGRAM #and is like 'u completed this right? cus if u didnt u cant come in today.'#LIKE?? MAYBE I WOULDA IF U SENT THE SHIT #but it's also like. dam i shouldve emailed prompting her to send what she said she would n clarifying BUT FUCK #WHY DO I GOTTA?? IM NOT THE MANAGER #she literally told me the name of the program rn thru email so i type it in and see like four hour long modules to complete #mind u i aint never even been informed a WHISPER abt this new program. nothings even labeled DOC TRAINING #but my struggle is. was i notified this?? and i just didnt see??? was i supposed to clarify with her what the DOC training was exactly??#the only thing ive heard abt doc training b4 this is 'i need to send u DOC training soon' in EMAIL. so i expected an alert #abt THE DOC TRAINING... in an EMAIL notification. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS #idk man #i dont even care bro like im busy as hell & the work is just to build clinic hours so i dont care abt the money factor #it's just like. can we get this first day jitters thing over with already?? im so over this bro #yaddayadda i emailed her an apology n ill be on that ASAP shit. but i did let her know i am basically justnnow seeing this site #n if there was any email or notif that couldve/tried to inform me of its existence 2 pls let me know / figure out how to find it #so the issue doesnt occur again & i dont have to keep botherinher which im so srry of bcs med is stress n shes just trying to get by #but still bro im a lil miffed bcs she probably thinks im stupid now and now im wondering if i AM #bcs WDYM ONLINE MODULES. AINT NOBODY SAID SH IT EVEN ABT THE EXISTENCE OF THEM!!! i wouldve pressed harder 4 clarification #if i knew it was an ONLINE MODULE i had to look out for on some randomass site i didnt even know the name of until now #instead of the EMAIL UVE BEEN 'COMMUNICATING' WITH ME ON #ARREGHHHHHHHH IM NOT STUPID. I SWEAR IM NOT STUPID FUCCK MY BAKA LIFE

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little-pondhead · 2 years

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I pity the souls who actually tries to read this madness. I’m sorry in advance.

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