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regonold · 1 month

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Danny comes across the young justice team during a mission that is going... not ideal and honestly all danny sees is himself back when he was a teen superhero

Clearly they don't have a mentor like just like he didn't well he's not gonna let this stand Clearly he's just gonna have to be the mentor who stepped up

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danny comes across young justice fairly early on in their formation and seeing them fuck up a mission decides clearly some adults just shoved them together and left and decides their his kids now

#DPXDC #ok this was just cus i saw the look at it you gave it anxiety is what you did meme #and thought huh wonder if adult danny would have feelings about these teens out alone on a mission no back up anywhere to be seen #and feel concerned #so he finds them and goes your my baby's now come lets train

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just-a-carrot · 3 months

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reunion 💕

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tj-crochets · 5 months

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Hey y'all! It's weird question time again! So that doctor I mentioned before that I wanted to make a dog plushie for because he has improved my quality of life so much* (and also inexplicably reminds me of like a greyhound or a borzoi) is my endocrinologist And, as my endocrinologist, he recommended back in December that I go see a rheumatologist, because he thinks I might have rheumatoid arthritis**. The staff at his office have been trying to get a rheumatologist for four months now. I know that, because yesterday I got a call from the rheumatologist's office and the nurse I spoke to said "Your doctor's office has been very...persistent about getting you this appointment" So now I kinda want to get something for the whole office? But idk what I could get them or make them. Like, in non-medical contexts I'd make cookies or brownies for a group, but I can't bring cookies to a doctor's office. I mean, I guess I could, but if I were them I would definitely not eat them, and I run the risk of allergy-ing a fellow patient. Is there like a gift basket or gift card or thank you card or something you can recommend?

*I mean he maybe should have found a diagnosis before offering me steroids about it but the low dose steroids have made such a HUGE difference in my quality of life I am thrilled with Tennessee's weird (to me, with my experience in California) medical practices **I don't think I have enough joint pain for it to be rheumatoid arthritis, but he's like the fourth doctor to tell me it's weird that when I got hives they usually started on joints, so maybe I'm wrong? I have the weird version of enough medical things that at this point I would not be surprised if I had Weird Rheumatoid Arthritis.

#the person behind the yarn #I want to show my appreciation to these people!#but in a not-super-weird way #because they are my doctors and I want them to think I am a normal human who is rational #so they continue to treat me well. because I am a little paranoid about that with doctors #because of That One Guy at the local urgent care back in socal #who decided one day I had anxiety instead of. you know. allergies.#and he saw me before the allergies got super bad when it was just moderate hives and gave me anxiety meds about it #and then like a year later I was in the beginning stages of a severe allergic reaction #which I knew by then was going badly so I went to the urgent care (like my doctor told me to!) to get steroids for it #and the same guy gave me anxiety meds again and sent me home #I had to go back the next day to get steroids #and the second doc took one look at me and like left the room to go set up a steroid shot #I was COVERED in hives #anyway it both makes me appreciate good doctors #and makes me want to try very hard to make them think I am Not Anxious #something both normal to want and possible to achieve lol

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brainman1987 · 7 months

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@all my Gideon Coal lovers (hello hi nice to meet ya howyado) how about This Prompt

Gideon loses to gricko when he tries to hit the man with the weird bowtie but misses, and ends up giving an iou to Gricko instead! Yes normal plot we stan yes? Anyways the Sow Pig the strange not frog not human but something worse and the tall moon faced woman all meet him, Sow Pig goes "you don't have your TickEt" yadda yadda yadda and instead of someone important to him Gideons Manacles get taken away from him

Because y'know. It's something of equal value they have to take yeah? And Gideon doesn't consider himself a very materialistic man, only owning a two maybe three shirts two pairs of pants, it was always easier to forget and leave behind things that had emotional value because then it was easier to run or fight without abandon because what did he have to come back to? So when the Sow Pig came he thought he wouldn't have anything, nothing it (not she that thing is some horrible not human at best) until it reached out to him and took his Manacles. Idk just. Y'know hehe

Gideon stumbling and feeling... maybe... unprotected? Useless? Suddenly Very Much not con-fi-dant and boisterous as we all know him to be! Maybe a little empty! Anxious! Idk I might just be going crazy! anyways toodles ✨✨✨

#once upon a witchlight #ouaw #gideon coal #writing prompt #au prompt #i suppose #hhhhhhhh #gideon...... having anxiety without the manacles.....#because like #the manacles are a love hate relationship yeah?#they imprisoned him forced him to sit like a dog and take whatever the Horrible Monsters called hobgoblins threw at him #but they also gave him the stength the capability to run to find his people to find a sort of famoly that he definitely Isnt!! attached to #no way #there isnt any underlying issues there #dont look at me #so while yes the manacles chained him yhey also gave him a second chance #they have a lot of emotional worth to gideon #so now without them he just feels... empty. lost. yhe familiar clank of his chains the weight on his arms the way they would squish his #forearms in a comforting way now that he was used to it #the constant pressure no longer there #idk im just going bonker but like. cmon.... it doent have to be angsty gay people because thwyre seperated it could be angsty gay people #bexause Gideon has had at least one constant in his life since he got captured and that was the manacles doing what manacles do #ignore me just #going insane haha

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monty-glasses-roxy · 3 months

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Hey @ntls-24722

Scribbled a Debu in my little notebook and scanned it!

Also this scrimblo I was figuring out the shapes with but the above one is the one I was going for lmao

She looks a bit scared or worried to me lmao didn't wanna leave her out

I haven't been drawing much lately, I've just been getting back to it the last few days so I'm a bit rusty to put it lightly. The Debus are the best things I drew last night by a mile lmao and also the reason I got the scanner working again so uhh anyway I love these guys. Everyone go look at the Debus right here cause they're cool as fuck

#did my best with the image descriptions I'm on the clock before my laptop runs out of juice #I dunno if ntls has a tag for them????#but uhhh yeah I was doodling them last night along with some blorbos of the scrapped animatronic variety #oh and also a shark? and a scribbled comic I gave up on lmao #not because of perfectionism or anything but because it wasn't working out on paper #I dunno how to draw hands I need an undo button for that fdsfsf #or freddy actually I dunno how to draw him yet but who cares anyway #mum's scanner is shit fuck awful so this is the only page I'm scanning while I'm on limited power supply #pop rox draws #HOPE YOU LIKE DOODLED DEBUS!!!#DEBOODLES EVEN!!!!#oh yeah and uh. if I missed anything you can blame my laptop going off and my phone hating me specifically #so. partially no reference but I got most of it before it died so ehh???#and yeah the second image is the worst debu known to man by design she's the quick 'figure it out' debu but I like sharing those #so she's also here #I could never leave her out look at her she's so worried. debu anxiety in chicken scratch form lmao #nah I had fun with this I may do this again #and also if you have an issue with public posts of them then I can dm or submit them too your inbox or in the community if you'd like #I don't mind I totally get it #pop rox dashboard

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polaroidcats · 3 months

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can someone pls just build a pillow fort for me so i can hide from the world for a bit?

#i'm okay I'M OKAY i promise #just unable to sleep bc of fucking anxiety #sth i had actually been looking forward to even tho it already gave me mild anxiety #just got turned into sth that feels unmanageable and gives me MASSIVE anxiety by someone who i dont feel will understand when i kindly ask #them to change the plans back to the original plan everyone signed off on #even though i am way more involved in the thing than he is #love that for meeeeeeeee #anyways now i cant sleep bc my mind wont shut up fun fun fun timessss #to be deleted #ramblings

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optiwashere · 11 months

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I liked doing this last week, but it will get kinda repetitive in the coming weeks. So I'm not sure if I'll do it often while I'm posting the modern/band AU, but oh well!

It's another Saturday morning in a blanket with new music. Truly all I could ever need to write.

Here's what I've been working on...

Modern/band AU is fit and ready to start posting this upcoming week. Chapter [redacted] is complete, and I'm now far enough ahead that even a few weeks of busy life won't stop a regular posting schedule. And if I keep up writing then I'll be able to post around Xmas without needing a break!

Chapter [redacted+1] has an opening sentence, which is often the hardest part.

The outline for the AU has been modified a little. Combined three chapters into one, split out another chapter into two. Probably lots of consolidation to be done otherwise. There's a weird bit in the outline that's kinda fuzzy, but I'm sure I'll knuckle my way through it since it's not thematically deep. Might even be another chapter consolidation. This fic is definitely going to be longer than the 40k I was hoping it would top out at...

Editing the previous chapters has been a fun exercise in trimming the fat! I still want there to be scenes that are just ~vibes~ but I axed 1k words and the whole thing is cleaner for it.

More Minthara/Lae'zel is in the works, but it's mostly only the skeleton of an idea as I've had to rework it multiple times. I've a little under 1k actually written, and I'm not too convinced of what it is at the moment either. Quite frustrating.

Another seedling of an idea for non-smutty Asheera/Shadowheart fics. But it's really just "Shadowheart meets Asheera's parents" and boy I'm not ready for the mixed emotions Shadowheart's going to feel in that one. You know it's not just going to be fluff.

The Gauntlet/Nightsong segment for my core Shadowheart/Asheera series has a skeleton of an outline now. The POVs have been picked, the core beats are there, and I know it's going to hurt like a motherfucker to write some of this.

#random rambling about writing #anotheropti fanfiction mind soup #OK a lot of these tags are truly mind soup so I don't advise anyone to take them as anything but letting off steam #if I was smarter I would just type the shit in these tags into a word doc and delete it lol #in which I look at the modern/band AU and wonder what I've gotten myself into #the anxiety of feeling like it's a disaster already and mentally preparing myself for that #mixed with the panic of realizing I'll be locking myself into months of it #bc I *cannot* stand having unfinished works #if you've been wondering why I'm writing as much as I can before posting anything this is why!#if I get hit with a week of hating what I've put out in the world then I can recover and still have chapters out #which is...#it's the same feeling I get when I submit writing to literary agents #except agents will tell you bluntly that they don't want it whereas people in fandom just glide by #as is everyone's right don't get me wrong #but I have severe problems with imposter syndrome and it's always worst when I'm posting longer stuff #and translating these characters to a modern setting and struggling with their characterizations gave me -10 to Will saves #so it's like “who is this for? is this for me and only me? does anyone need this? why make myself upset?”#anyways that was a lot of venting so now I write

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nemotakeit · 3 months

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i remember the first time ever i listened to SO i was like pfft rap? get out. (i was cringe) and then when i gave it a listen again a few months later i was a changed person... so i binge listened to their entire discography immediately and was genuinely shocked because how could ALL of their songs be bangers, like i couldn't believe it was possible it was surreal........ i wish i could turn back time (lol) to experience that pure shock again

#and the funny thing is i was in denial abt liking them for some time #i couldnt afford a new hyperfixation in that specific year #and i remember thinking to myself 'lol their music might be good but they're probably ugly its okay i wont like them'#(I WAS A TEENAGER SORRY FOR MY MENTALITY)#so i searched them up on pinterest and guess what i saw. the blurryface photoshoot #i kind of glitched and realized i was fucked #but i still tried to deny it and avoided looking at their pictures for days #but i eventually gave in and looked up videos and interviews and random facts about them #i was like SO stressed out abt this like i would get in trouble if someone found out i like them ahjdkdl #mind u in my country hardly anyone knows who they are #i made peace tho and then i fully embraced becoming a clikkie #technically im a hiatus clikkie #and one of the biggest concerns in my life then was the question of 'ARE THEY RETIRING WHY ARE THEY GONE'#idk looking back its so funny #this was in 2017 #OH and one more thing #i was born and raised a christian and still was at that point (now i am not)#and all my life my mom would heavily censor stuff that would come across as 'devilish' or even mildly offensive to the christian religion #yknow even harry potter #so i had this irrational fear/anxiety abt stuff like that wired in my brain as well #so when i saw the hds live vid on youtube (the official one with a ton of views)#i got sincerely worried they might be some kind of devil worshippers or something 💀#them having a song called heathens did NOT help #off i went to google their religion and... the relief i felt when i found out they were christian lol #btw my mom did freak out over heathens when she found out 💀💀#i wont go into detail but she did give me trauma when she learned about the dema storyline too............#i still dont play lore videos when she's in the room 🥲🥲 thats why im lowkey jealous of clikkies with clikkie parents #okay story times over lol #tøp #nemotakeit

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soft-serve-soymilk · 3 months

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Having salivated over European food yesterday, here’s the head children’s takes on gastronomy:

#just pav things #Inigo’s favourite food has and will always be paella 🥘#that or a good creamy risotto. rice in it’s most flavourful and nutritious forms is his comfort food ✨#And it makes sense because rice is filling! It helps tide over the heightened anxiety that comes with not eating for long stretches of time #And he also has an affinity for seafood considering he was born in Seraphin. The fondness for it is in his blood.#Especially prawns~ (good thing Amonea has many of them!)#Dism’s tastes in food lies more in the rich saucy/soupy realm of dishes #like coq au vin because I can tell he would like chicken the best #though if he’s anything like me than rajsko omačka should be his favourite 😋#he loves soup and stew :) (remember he had all the time in the world once to slow cook and develop the flavours of these to heaven ✨)#Cynthia’s palate can only be described as unrefined but she loves pizza (don’t they all? don’t we all?)#Matching her high sugar intake anything with a high amount of lipids (fats) is also in her tastes #like cheese and fried things and fried cheese (have u ever tried a cheese schnitzel? THEY’RE SO UNHEALTHY BUT THEY’RE GREAT)#Archie likes his food spicy >:3 He has a much higher spice tolerance than his brother #It’s a direct influence of the spiriters btw. They’ve dulled his sense of taste alongside his vision #And so Archie enjoys spicy things because he can feel something actually ✨#He also likes his starches in the form of noodles 🍝 (Dism is privy to potatoes— especially mashed potatoes— instead)#Archie will eat literally anything though let’s be real. He’s gone through too much food insecurity to be picky #He’d still cry (positive) if you gave him a beautiful cut of red meat though #Very much an enjoyer of bourguignon :> or steak. he’s more carnivorous than one might assume looking at his physique #And unlike the flavour enthusiasts that are the boys Idyllia much prefers things that are subtle and reserved #lending herself more towards pudding and yoghurt and crème brulee #or waffles with maple syrup! Croissants! Flaky little pastries! Things that are easily digestible bc of her medical treatment #And Archie’s kids? Luna likes foods with soft textures. Theon has no preferences because of his upbringing and finds ordering food hard #Ewan is notoriously picky but he likes homestyle creamy cooking with game meat. I like the implied cannibalism that arises from this.#Rabbits ofc are game meat and honestly if the people of Phyme were eating each other that would only add to the cult vibes ✨✨✨✨

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sschmendrick · 4 months

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Gotta write a production report for two songs we recorded and I'm gonna have to do at least a third of it for a group of 6 after having done about half of the recording and editing work for one of these two projects...all that cause I still haven't found an internship so I can't just say : do it without me.

It's a little exhausting. I know they will work if I really push them but they'll do it super late and I'll have to revise it when I get back home from the small concert I've allowed myself to go instead of my portuguese lesson (brazilian artist so it's all good my teacher said, I still feel bad) and I'll have to run around tomorrow morning to print it and I'll assume the cost again.

It's...yeah it's exhausting. And my thesis is so far behind, and I still have no internship. I wanna keep strong but man that diploma is slipping away from me. I'm not even sure I have good enough grades at my exams now !

#yeah ok the anxiety is back #I have meds that are over the counter so like not great stuff but I'll just chug that down and hope it does something #plus I'm super stressed cause some of them are coming to a small party at my place (for once that I'm alone without my brother there)#and I was talkign with one of them (the closer one) about maybe coming out to them and he said yeah if you want :)#but now one of them is bringing his girlfriend and I am noooot doing that but also my place is a very intimate space for me #I so rarely invite people over because of that #I should stop drinking coffee it might be helping #my head is killing me #I'm so close to giving up on my studies all together and reimburse my mom #but I don't want to !! the people that inspire me the people i look up to the people i want to be like fought for it and never gave up #I'm not even sure I'm made for these studies. I have no ambition I just want to make people happy with music but the kind I love doesn't #really require me ? cause it's mostly small concerts with acoustics instruments #maybe I should have gone into idk social work but I'm pretty sure I would be way too anxious for it same reason i can't be a therapist #and the situation at home isn't much better rn #I really need to breath rn or I'm gonna be out of commission for so long that it will be even more stressful to do the reports at midnight #I'm gonna chicken out tonight as well and just stand there and listen and not talk to the artist afterwards and try to use the portuguese #I've learned nooo I'm just gonna default to english or french

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callme-adam-iguess · 5 months

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SO this is a pretty quick sketch of BLU THIEF!!

basically, he's super paranoid, and he only steals things if he REALLY needs it, instead of stealing purely for fun.

Oh and he has an obsession with pencils instead of pens.

Forgot to sketch this but the scarf is made into a bandana.

And also he's demiboye!!!

similar to sniper, he has a plan to kill everyone he meets.

I love this lil guy as well

#LOOK AT HIM! YOU GAVE THEM ANXIETY!!#reminds me of pomni from TADC for some reason #it's not a bad thing tho. that just meand i can comfort him in my brain #also why do i see him and Poisoner (B) get along as well- or at least tolerate each other

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mental-breakdown-machine · 5 months

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I went from 65 drafts to 2 drafts so that’s cool

#I would have kept them but looking at that number gave me anxiety #Same reason I barely ever check my email #The amount of unread is always too high #belle talks

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aeterna---amantes · 1 year

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|| The feeling of being able to post 💙Connor💙 and not feeling guilty about it oh my fucking gods I'll only look at the bright side of this situation like thank fuck i am allowed to feel happy

HHHHIIIIIIIMMMMM 💙💙💙

#asgard to earth 💚 (ooc)#|| tfw you don't realise how toxic someone was until they've chosen to vanish from your life #|| Sad thing is that they play the victim as if I hadn't went through panic and anxiety attacks/sleepless nights/migraine periods #|| This person single-handedly managed to kill ALL of my muses for ALL existing threads in the span of a few days and it went on for MONTHS #|| And I *didn't want them to leave*. I was clinging to them because I still thought of them as a friend and I thought we could fix it. 😩#|| They left though. Blocked me without a word. And it took me two days to feel actual *relief* instead of sadness. I was that involved.#|| But I'm healing and that's beautiful!!!! I'm finally free from guilt!!!!! I can do whatever the fuck I want!!!!!!!!!!! Gods I missed thi #|| All the people who looked at my ''journey'' kept telling me to break contact because they're slowly killing all the happiness I have-#|| And I couldn't do it but at the same time they were all RIGHT. I'm so sorry fam. I'll listen to y'all better the next time okay?#|| And thanks for standing behind me ALWAYS. ALWAYS asking me what's up if I gave even a LITTLE hint. There're so many of you who NOTICED!!#|| And I'm so glad to call you my best friends!!! You mean the world to me! 💚 I'm very very lucky that you're always here for me. 💚#personal #i am free 👻#chaos is back online 🐍

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humanitys-strongest-bamf · 1 year

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i have realized i have yet to leave a job (including my internship last semester) peacefully/on good terms and idk why that just struck me or how it matters but now im perplexed

#literally left a passive aggressive “fuck you everyone on staff hates you” letter for my first job before closing and never coming back #for my second job i had so much anxiety going in bc i got so used to people screaming at me every shift #that i just procrastinated on giving them my class schedule until they gave up on trying to get me to come in #because they were so short-staffed that they didn't want to let me quit #for my internship i literally got what i needed to for school #and then peaced out in the closet office until i got to leave and never looked back lol #lol #kat rambles

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unityrain24 · 9 months

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why... why am i just not good enough anymore? For the past few years, none of my art has won. For the past few years, I haven't had any friends. For the past few years, no one will actually give me an actual official diagnosis on a mental/physical problems. Is every facet of me not good enough? Am i just not good enough?

#unityrain.txt #i just... i don't understand #all the art i've submitted to things that didn't win... they weren't even bad things! i was really proud of them!#but i didnt win the art festival. i didn't win the nengajō competition (either level). i didn't even get in the top three of the jotun loki #design contest、which only had like 14 submissions.#given my streak i highly doubt i'll win the sonatina composition contest i entered either #with friends、i have none.#i used to have someone i was really really close with、but they left. And even though i've tried desperatly to make other friends、#no one seems interested #i do have some friendly acquaintances #but they don't seem to want anything more than that #i don't even fit in with my own family either #i'm very very lonely #with diagnosis、#my therapist (when i had one) said i definitely had anxiety depression and ocd、but that she couldn't actually diagnose me #also the general doctor i went to seemed to accept it and even offered medication that they don't usually give ppl my age #but if you actually look in my medical record it says nothing #and then i've had awful menstrual problems、and thought i probably had endometriosis、but when i went to the gynocologist #they said it wasn't that、but they didn't really seem to want to give me an actual specific diagnosis of whatever else it was either #they just said it was bad dysmenorrhea (medical term for cramps)、gave me a medication prescription、and then didn't put any diagnosis on my #record.#i just... why #vent #tw vent #vent in tags

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silverislander · 1 year

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i might have to ask my chaucer prof for an extension on this assignment and fucking god i really don't want to. i REALLY don't want to

i've already had to email him to get the details on literally every single assignment and quiz we've done for two different classes bc he keeps forgetting to give them to us on time, so he definitely knows me by now and i am TERRIFIED it's getting annoying even tho i know it was fully justified. i also recently had to ask him to move my presentation date back for this class (bc he didn't fucking give us the topics for weeks on end so i couldn't have started it early even if i hadn't been too busy to try) which he did do

but i am Going Through It rn w my brain. it's getting really bad again. whenever i open the doc w my essay i just have this wave of anxiety and i can't start writing it. there's only five days left until the deadline, it is five pages and i've written two sentences of the intro + have no sources, i do not have time to procrastinate on this i barely have time to finish it as it stands rn

#rn i think if i dont have at least every paragraph started by saturday night im gonna have to ask for an extension #and i SUPER dont want to do that bc this has the ability to quickly become a pattern i know myself #im almost def gonna need extensions on at least one of the final projects too bc i always do i should save these requests for then #eventually people are going to stop giving them to me and just assume im being lazy #levi.txt #it doesnt help that ive been so busy i havent gone anywhere but school for almost a month #im supposed to be going out about once a week for my anxiety but i havent had time. bc of school #and my parents are really pressuring me to get things sorted for the honours essay next semester and its stressing me the fuck out #this prof also has been awful at giving us what we need to get started early #well have a quiz in old english and he gives us the things we need to study at 9pm the night before #he only gave me the presentation topics 2wks before my original date. bc i emailed him begging to let me change the date so i can prepare #and its stupid but im also worried bc i dont have a halloween costume yet and ive been wanting to go shopping for it for months now #and then i worry bc ill have to spend money on it and i already dont have a lot #so basically rn my life is school im constantly stressed i havent seen my friends in weeks and i have nothing to look forward to #i am Not Doing Great

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