#losingMYMIND

[cyberbugg]

yeea idk just felt like i needed a small dose of aggressive miguel [this probably sucks bc i don’t really write much]

contains- gn!reader, rough sex, suffocation kink??, mean miguel

smut under the cut ❀

plap, plap, plap!

the sound filled the room, your moans muffled while you buried your face into the silky pillow beneath your arms as miguel plowed into you from behind. “so fuckin’ clingy, always bugging me while i’m- fuck- trying to work.” he growls, his hand gripping your hair as he shoves your head down firmly. your head feels fuzzy, the room spinning as you feel your chest tighten from the lack of air. you let out sobbed moans to no avail, miguel continuing his brutal pace.

“maybe this’ll shut you the fuck up.”

[stoicmike]

There are days when you don't realize you're losing it until you've lost it. -- Michael Lipsey

[offline-alien]

[nariz-teatime]

nari are you gay perchance

How did you find my secret wtf

[flaritivity]

The Astrophiles Chapter 1 | Page 1: Storm ⛈️

The story continues… or begins…? ☔️✨

[xoxomirrorball]

In three days, I will pack my school lunch for the last time.

In three days, it'll be the last time I hear my 6:35am alarm.

In three days, I will be sitting in the cafeteria for the last time.

In three days, I'll never have a shred of high school homework ever again.

In three days, I am forced to accept the fact that each person I've seen every fall through spring since pre-school is going to be scattered across the country come September.

In three days, I have my last day of high school ever.

[wobblewobble822]

God.

How can I put into words what this meant to me?!?!

Just utterly speechless...from the very beginning to the end.

Firstly we've got scared shitless that bro possibly found out about Yoongi because that man was just in a daze and serious. And not knowing he was there at Jimins party?!?

And what the hell?!?!? BRO WAS AT THE PARTY?!?!

Not only that but BRO like we gotta talk to Yoongi!

From the beginning of that convo with Bro you can tell that Yoongi is like wtf?!

And of course Yoongi being the dream man he is—immediately defending them because but bro no bro he ain’t letting that shit slide.

& to see that Bro and friends saw that he previous relationship was not the best for him. They saw how different he was as how he is now.

But that guitar?!?! It’s from his ex??!!!

Is that why he cried that one night?! Why does he still have it?!? ( Answers to this questions to be continued…)

But the devastating fact that Bro was having a hard time with reader because he didn’t know what was going on. Yoongi here not knowing feels guilty because he’s blaming himself!! Did his ex make him feel as tho everything was his fault?!??

Jiminsshi poor baby was like sorry if I spilled the beans. 🥹

I’m getting a little suspicious here of Jk catching on to Yoongi!! He slowly going to be putting 2+2 together, me no likely.

I love you JK but please stay back sir. 🤺

The way Yoongi after finding out how down reader has been doing the most to show that he cares and how guilty he feels for putting them through that. Where can I get myself a YOONGI?!?!

The moment we’ve been waiting for—they are finally going to see each other. 🥹

Here thinking we’re going to spend quality time to cook and be homey—to I wanted to throw you on my bed but that’s gotta wait.💀

Ugh—the emotional rollercoaster begins.

Him just being flat out sorry—for the damage he thinks he’s done. He is literally just what men should be. Going out of his way to show and try his best that he truly cares. Showing the devotion because he is really serious and cares not just about what they’re doing but because he wants them to be together freely.

Not reader being used to people leaving. 😔

But not this man, he’ll always come back.

The chain?!? The chains?!? 🥵⛓️

I swear if Yoongi didn’t have this shit planned I would’ve taken him in the backseat ready to break my back— 😏

The glistening sweat, the wet hair!!!! ( GOT ME FERAL😈)

I would’ve gladly licked that man’s sweat—looking like a minx.

But the fluff to the tension!! Complete 180 because sir..empty room, sweaty, and sexual tension. 🥴

You don’t got to tell me twice!!

Game Day has ARRIVED‼️🏀

But alas it’s here and they’ve got jerseys!? And where can I buy one?? 👀

Can the girl for the score be like—umm temporarily leave??

Of course Hustler being Hustler what’s in it for me—I ain’t doing this for free.😎

And that damn douche appeared again?!?!

After this all bets are off because Yoongi ain’t gonna let any type of shit slide. And I whole heartedly support him because you ain’t gonna walk away without consequences.

My poor heart was barely hanging on for this one.

Was it worth it??

Yes yes it was.

Fantasticly and magnificently well written Ryen. 🫶🏻🥲

@kithtaehyung

broken, pt. 1 (3tan) | myg

title: broken (pt. 1) pairing: 3tan!yoongi x reader(f) series:masterlist | three tangerines | fireworks | house party | basketball | stay | sidewalk talk | friends | dalo | like that | anytime | sundress season | yoongi’s interlude | forfeit | flutter | video call | busted rating/genre: m (18+) ; angst , fluff ; brother’s best friend au, implied age gap au summary: chilling conversations prolong things even further… until everything goes to hell. note: this is only one half of what was supposed to be a whole chapter! broken, pt. 2 will come out after i’ve had time to make it something i’m proud of. trying to rush everything out didn’t do any favors, so hilariously and ironically, broken is broken up into two hahaha. warnings: language, angst, tension, yoongi’s pov is longgg, alcohol consumption, tobacco mentions, bro🥲, yoongi in the studio😩, the studio boys make another appearance👀, …someone else makes their first appearance👀👀, scuffles, tense situations, did i say angst?, water bottles get their own warning, long hair yoongi, basketball yoongi🫠, crying, bro a ha ha, jimin has tats and he’s not afraid to show them, the chains stay on(???), …bad boy yoongi😀👍, honestly he is on another level of warning here don’t perceive me💀, the fluff is fluffing here like what, backstory we’ve been waiting for😗, yoongi on the phone, hand holding :’)), kissing :’)), oh god the kissing❤️‍🩹, there’s just a lot in both parts i’m sorry y'all playlist: broken (lp) drop date: dec 3rd, 2023, 4:00pm est word count: …19.1k 🚶‍♀️

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[tmarshconnors]

Losing My Mind in Cyberspace

There’s a strange, creeping madness that comes from living half your life online.

You don’t notice it at first no, it’s subtle, like a hairline crack in a windowpane. One day you’re just logging in to check a few things, and before you know it, you’re tangled in a web of noise, opinion, conflict, trends, and false intimacy.

I’ve been spending more and more time in cyberspace lately. It's become a second home, a warped mirror of the real world, only louder, faster, and crueler. Everything demands my attention. 

Notifications bark like feral dogs. Messages pile up like junk mail. Endless headlines scream urgency, but deliver emptiness.

You’re supposed to feel connected but often, all I feel is erased.

The deeper I sink into these digital oceans, the more unrecognizable the landscape becomes. The algorithms aren’t made for truth or beauty or sanity; they’re made for rage, envy, desire. They know how to set you alight with outrage or make you weep in frustration. It’s engineered. It's deliberate. 

And to be honest with you, it’s sick.

I’ve found myself asking, Who am I when I’m logged in?

Am I really me? Or am I a carefully tailored, bite-sized, palatable version a commodity, a product, a line item in a marketing report?

Cyberspace sells you the illusion that you’re everywhere at once but the truth is, you're nowhere at all. You’re floating in a pixelated void, flickering between dopamine hits. You're not living life; you’re consuming it, one cheap, empty byte at a time.

God knows, we weren't made for this.

We were made for earth for walking through forests, breathing real air, hearing real voices. Not for endless scrolling, not for virtual shouting matches with strangers we’ll never meet.

There’s a real loneliness hidden behind the blue glow of the screen. A kind of modern madness. And the worst part? Society claps for it. It rewards the shallowest, loudest, most reckless voices. It buries nuance under slogans. It trades wisdom for virality.

I don’t have some perfect, sugary resolution to tie this up neatly. I’m not going to pretend it’s all fine if you just “take a break” for a day or “delete a few apps.” It's bigger than that. The truth is, we’re all standing on shifting sands here. And some days, I feel like I’m losing my mind a little more.

But maybe the first step back is admitting it admitting that cyberspace is a drug, and it’s messing with our souls. Maybe healing starts when you look away from the chaos and remember that you were made for something richer, deeper, truer.

Maybe the best rebellion now... is logging off and choosing to be human again.

By Thomas Marsh-Connors

(Angry British Conservative)

[xxfurtiv3xx]

im stuck between here and there

[anastasiaissadaf]

need hands around my throat pretty please

[indiejeannie]

“Losing My Mind” from *Follies* (music and lyrics by Stephen Sondheim) was covered by Liza Minnelli on August 5, 1989 – 35 years ago today! My piano/voice cover is more reminiscent of Sondheim’s original version. Recorded live at the Village Studios on Oscar Peterson’s Steinway Model A for the COVER ME collection.

Released by Novy Music (a division of Novy Unlimited – available on Spotify, YouTube Music, iTunes, Apple Music, Google Play, and more 🎹 

[dumb-aro-dude]

i’ve had this friend group for years now and after all this time, someone in it is now in a serious relationship and i feel like i’m losing my grip on reality-

Waking up every day looking in the mirror and repeating "my friends will not abandon me for romantic relationships, my friends value me in their lives, I do not need to go through anticipatory grief like this, shutting myself out before they abandon me is not a valid strategy, it is better to have lived and loved and lost than to isolate myself out of this expectation".

[djfrancuz]

Liza Minnelli vs. Johnny Depp - Fakin It Losing My Mind

[ittybittybumblebee]

imm losingmymind

[nightr0ses]

LOOK AT HIMMM

citrus objectifed 🗣️🗣️🗣️

who wan orange juice

[motorvehiclecollision]

#losingmymind