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lovesickkidifficial · 1 year

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I'm back with the milk.

Hi. Sorry. Broke my promise again. Starting to pick up habits from the dad's side of the family. Went away for a while. Got depressed, had a job, lost the job, fell back into depression, then school started. Fun times being a lovesick kid. I will eventually go into more detail on the current state of my life. Because yo girl is going through it. Anyways have a page full of doodles.

Enjoy

#drawing #yandere #yandere boy #sketch #love sick boy hours #fan art #genshin impact #diabolik lovers laito #twisted wonderland #enstars

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forsakenbythenarrative · 5 months

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leaving your hometown sucks not just cause you have to be so far away from everything you've ever loved but because you will learn to love something outside of your home and then suddenly your heart is 130 miles wide and you're missing something no matter where you are. my love is so big i cannot hold it all at once.

#pov i have to leave my cathedral for the summer #crying crying crying crying #sad boy hours #words words words #love #so much love im sick

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wulfhalls · 6 months

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#over a month now since my baby boy left me.#genuinely feel sick with how much i miss him all the time everywhere #it feels like its been 15 years and also only half an hour since then #finally got the locket to put some of his fur in so he'll always be with me. which.#made me feel better for approximately 4.2 minutes and then we were back to bottomless endless grief #I miss him and miss him and miss him and miss him and miss him all day every day every second of every minute #his absence is so loud #and i feel so fucking guilty so incredibly fucking at fault its killing me because i should have noticed soon i should have paid more #fucking attention #hes gone and its my fault. my fault my sweet darling angel who only ever loved me is gone #my baby boy deserved so much better #and all i can do is cry about it it doesnt change anything it doesnt make anything better it doesnt bring him back #anyway. i wish I was dead haha #u know the apiel ignore me i just needed to type this out ect and so on #bb baby #txt.me

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kaeyx · 4 months

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Ok let me be serious for a moment. If you have this carrd as your "basic dni criteria" or support it I do not want you on my blog. Also please remember to read it thoroughly because I constantly find that the people who use it are in violation of it.

#leo.says #obviously this isn't talking about the racism/right wing/radfem bit if you are those then get fucked #I'm talking about the toothpaste flag and all the “pro fic” “com ship” things (and the self diagnosis one)#specifically the toothpaste flag actually. if you don't like how it looks that's whatever #but if you don't like it/think it's “childish”/think it shouldn't be used? kindly leave and block me #let me make it very clear that i am a man who LOVES men and don't tolerate any jokes about how we're all bad/aggressive/violent/fetishizers #this blog and my writing come from a place of love and desire for men and boys. the overly feminine trans men that you think are cringe #the big buff hairy burly men that you think are scary #all of them.#if you say “all men suck” “men ain't shit” and other things like that even in a joking manner i am very wary of you #i am sick and tired of seeing people who say they're accepting hate/dismiss/belittle mem #sorry. silly hours will resume shortly

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look-at-the-stars-tonight · 1 month

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i would like to stop experiencing the full spectrum of human emotions every day please. putting this out into the universe

#had suchhh a good workday. had hot pot with my roommate where we talked about our quarter life crises #and then came home and had a 3 hour screaming match with both of my parents where i said i was cutting them out of my life #it turns out. my dad still does not understand what the word bi means even tho his fucking wife is bi #he was like 'so you marry someone and six months later you see someone else you like and u go marry them instead?'#like genuinely. truly trying to understand #and that shocked me enough to stop crying #do not reblog please #like in hindsight it is SO funny #and that was the point where i was like. wait is this not malice #this is homophobia but i don't think it's malice #anyways we're all Ok now #we've agreed that i'm going to do what i want #and even if they're unhappy they're still gonna have a relationship with me #and they'll figure out how to adjust #my brother periodically came into the room and also screamed at my parents #i feel bad for them a lil bit. like they're not bad people #after he left my mom told me that a week and a half ago #my brother came into her room and told her that when she died he would bury her in a grave instead #of the traditional last rites (cremation rituals etc etc)#if she wouldn't accept me #and my mom said she was on a bunch of meds cause she's sick so she was so out of it it didn't even register what he was going on about #and then today after that convo she was like WAIT A MIN WHAT THE FUCK DID THIS BOY SAY TO ME #funniest 16 year old u could have on your side #truly he kept coming into the room every 5 min and going HEY HAVE YOU BOTH CONSIDERED NOT BEING HOMOPHOBIC. HAVE YOU.#HEY CAN U TELL YOUR DAUGHTER YOU STILL LOVE HER MAYBE??? THINK??? USE YOUR BRAIN???#this is why i would die for this kid #he's the best #he's such an idiot most of the time but when he's not being an idiot he's my favorite person on earth #don't tell him that tho anyone please #he'll hold it against me forever and ever as siblings do

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thebirdandhersong · 8 months

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It is some consolation that one day this will not make me bristle

#i am aware that im v tired and sleep deprived and about to be on my period so take everything i say with a grain of salt #also i hate being awake at 1am and i have a bajillion things i need to do that i havent started yet #and im planning 2 birthday things tomorrow #and i have 5 birthday dorm cards to write for tomorrow which is going to take foreber #forever #and hours of class to slog through #and i just want to curl up in a ball and weep!!!!#dont dangle the confounded treat in front of my eyes and then stomp it into crumbs while i watch!#dont make me think im loved and then Do This!#i am so tired! even though i know theres so much to be thankful for!#i am planning two birthday parties because i love you guys #but when MY birthday rolls around i am locking myself in my room i am leaving this place i am not going to tell anyone #i am Not going to sit around like a little girl with such sickeningly high hopes #and watch them be crushed AGAIN!#I will go OUT and not come back to the dorm until evening because i cannot STAND to be disappointed again #just like every other time! THIS MAKES ME SICK #my heart is so tired :) esp after the boy thing

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sunshades · 10 months

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One thing about canto VI is like. I see so many people predicting it'll be about Fighting Evil Wife or Breaking Codependent Toxic Relationship and I just kinda think that would suck? If the major theme isn't grief AND love and the way both are seen as like Kinda Weird/inappropriate in the setting of the city. Then I'll be very sad.

#bell.txt #not putting it in the tag i dont wanna spam but yes limbus posting yes girls will be thinking about mortal regret #LIKE. LIKE. remember the discourse on twt about how like it was bad writing that yi sang didnt mourn dongbaek etc #and like that was the thing right. thsts not a thing you do in the city. that was part of why roland (who takes lots after wh's themes)#was so exceptional. that is the whole thing about the sickness of the city #to say it in comedia literary criticism terms: sins are split between wrongly-directed love and excess of love with sloth (lack of love)#being an outlier. i think heatho and generally og wh is about excess of love and not wrongly-directed love. it is the thing that lasts #all the way to the other side. it is the shared coffin and meeting again in the next life #i think itd be AWFULLY disappointing to get some boring boring 'they make each other worse' take. being APART due to societal pressures #makes them worse and horribly lonely. death makes them worse baby. so in my mind thats it #we get to see cathy die or still be unreachable in some way and then in very roland style we get furioso mode #and then the ending is about recognizing the love that has in fact been there all along and carrying it with u. and hoping to reunite some #where some other time. NO more slander of that awful girl. YES to the comfort of the memories.#me typing over my foscolo notes like i can surely post about heathcliff really fast and not write a novel in the tags (unaware)#i have more thoughts about this in regards to ruina with xiao and some stuff from leviathan but in the meantime. listen to my ramblings boy #ALSO. considering that implication. he feels for her what queequeg feels for ishy. ARGHH. RIPPING MY HAIR OFF #ok actually its been enough hours to not spam ppl I'll tag it now for blog org. i should maybe have a tag for posting specifically #limbus company

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comradebestie · 1 month

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my mom used to love me so much.

#i know i’ll feel a bit better once i’ve slept #i’m just having sad boy hours #missing the feeling of being best friends with my mom #she’s hurt my feelings so much recently #but i still remember watching star trek with her every sunday growing up #i still remember being 6 and her sitting on the tile bathroom floor with me when i was sick #i still remember asking for the same homemade chocolate cake for my birthday for years #i still remember her nickname for me—pooka shell #i still remember sorting thru a jar of change with her trying to find cool old coins #i still remember how excited she gets to show me her yard and garden projects #i still remember her playing piano while my dad plays viola—both of them haltingly and imperfect and wonderful #i still remember how she would let me be the first one to let go of a hug #etc etc etc #she still tells me she loves me and maybe it’s true #but will she ever want me around on her birthday again?#trans boy #transmasc #exmo #exmormon

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halchron · 8 months

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it's ray chase loving hours today btw

#✧ ━ ooc.#actually every day is ray loving hours but whatevs #replaying xv and I'm so sick rn #the emotion ray puts into his voice like he really makes any character he voices feel so alive #methinks I'd love noctis regardless of who voices him but ray IS noct to me you know what I mean #ANYWAYS I'm not gonna finish it all the way again bc I'm already replaying ffx as well and I can only cry over one ff game at a time lol #but once I do and I play ep prom again I might come up with a vs xiii verse???? bc why not #I'll waffle smth together as the brits would say #in any case! I'm gonna actually add my ff boys' bios to my carrd and start acting like I know what I'm doing #actually I'm gonna work on kh verses for them too even though I don't have many kh moots bc the ff charas' ages and such in kh make #no sense to me

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corrodedcoughin · 1 year

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I’m absolutely not the person to do it but I feel like there could be such a good steddie Drabble or fic based on spooky by dusty Springfield

The first verse based on how Steve sees Eddie, trying to use his old tactics of playing hard to get when Eddie asks him round to watch the movie he rents from family video. Thinking that if he plays his cards right he might finally get Eddie’s attention. Unsure of how to go about it any other way but absolutely knows with certainty that nobody else is going to compare to the strange and endearing guy who’s had Steve’s attention for far longer than either of them realise.

(But the thing is Dustin told Eddie all of the flirting advice Steve tried to pass on. So when Steve changes his initial ‘no’ to an ‘alright’ with a smirk eddie thinks and hopes and prays he might be in with a chance)

The second verse is Eddie watching steve at work and day to day. Completely unsure of how to take the ex-mr popular, convinced that he’s flirting with everybody that comes into his vicinity and it’s either through mercy or for his sins that Eddie is catching the strays. In two minds about what dustin said, is this part of Steve’s game or is it real? But this time when Eddie gets lost in those spiralling thoughts, Steve grabs his hand and smiles at him. Eddie’s flurry of doubt stops and all he sees is the contradiction of Steve with his neck scar and polo shirts.

Love is kinda crazy with a spooky little boy like you 🎶

#third verse is them FINALYL getting their heads out of the sand and DOING something #both of them pining stupid hours over each other #.Robin is SICK of it #she needs Steve to be back at capacity to help her plan her Halloween costume so Vickie will be swept away by the intensity of his feelings #she’d be happy for Steve if he just stopped stalling and went for it #there’s only room #for ONE hopelessly in love platonic soulmate at a time and steves had long enough #corroded coffin are at a loss. Gareth has his head in his drum kit and asks Jeff to slam it as soon as Eddie starts on his Steve rant #Jeff obliges because he’s a kind soul and is actually using Eddie’s rants as ammo for the eventual best man speach he knows he’ll have to #give at the munson harrington wedding because Jeff believes in love okay!!#Gareth is a rage filled rat boy (affectionate) and Jeff is the kind chinchilla #freak (Ian to ME) just keeps going on with the practice because he actually wants to get better he’s a capybara #yes thank you for seeing cc are rodent based #Eddie is unfortunately a pangolin #listen I don’t claim to be a writer don’t judge me #there’s better people to read I’m just throwing riffing ideas out there #I’m offering free samples #I’m giving out spare change #take it and leave me #stranger things #eddie munson #steddie #steve harrington #it’s a VERY fun song to Steddie-fry #*….steddiefy #and yes wayne wishes eddie would stop playing it. Wayne loves dusty and Eddie is making him #reconsider his love #poor wayne

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lovesickkidifficial · 9 months

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Oi~ Producer~

Back at with the love sick boy hours with a Yandere Kaoru. The Enstars brain rot is strong, but my love for yanderes is stronger lmao. Anyways, I only had energy to sketch so I hope ya don't mind. Enjoy

#drawing #illustration #yandere #yandere boy #male yandere #sketch #yandere enstars #yandere ensemble stars #yandere kaoru #love sick boy hours

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what-the-rat · 4 months

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*sigh*

my gf caught the plague, guess I gotta start writing sad poetry and hems about her

ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ

#sad boi hours #victorian style #sadness and sorrow #my beloved #my poor wife #rip #sickness #sick love #sick #not again #the plague #shitpost

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kimtaegis · 2 years

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finished about 80% of a comp of this run bts special but you know what. no lol

#I’m so full of rage tonight I could really feel it build up over the last few hours #triggered by this – forgive my language – stupid ass fandom #the love I have for those boys is really being tested over and over again #and I don’t know how much longer it’ll hold against the absolute stupidity of a (way too) big part of this fandom #the utter bullshit I have to read makes me want to constantly bang my head against a wall #maybe then I’d be able to nod along and still have a good time #cause boy that has been tough #from hating on every other group over harassing people who dare to say one critical thing about bts to wanting #to ‘boycott’ sk because of the enlistment news #are you actually hearing yourself?#like who do you think you are?#this superiority complex mixed with that utter hate and negativity many armys spread makes me SICK #do you think bts would be proud of you for looking down and hating on everybody #for only supoorting their country and its industry #not because you genuinely like/ enjoy it but because you follow them like cult members that tell you what to do?#for turning them into these untouchable beings that are only allowed to like each other and everyone else is below their standard #and shouldn't even dare come near them. what a lonely life you wish these men istg #suddenly you're all spokespersons for grown adults you don't know shit about #or you're playing polticians who know excatly what's going on behind the scenes cause you read a tweet about it #I genuinely wonder how these people go through their life? are you defending your actual loved ones like that too?#are you capable of not throwing a fit when someone else has a different opinion than you or criticises you. actually YOU. not some band?#how can one abandon every bit of critical thinking like that? I just don't get it #what's wrong with just being sad about them leaving for a while #WITHOUT being the most ignorant arrogant hateful assholes #never in my life have I encountered this much spite and toxicity #just...chill. just listen to their music make cute edits watch their videos but please for the love of god. just shut up for once #I could go on and on but. also no #could already kick myself for even being this affected that I had to write it down #contributing to this senseless discourse and putting my own negativity out there #I feel at least a little bit lighter now

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punk-pins · 8 months

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i hope every man in my workplace kills himself when taylor swift wins the super bowl

#i don’t care about football or taylor swift but I am sick of listening to men in the workplace #getting performatively mad over the idea that one of thee most famous women in the entire world #is getting attention at their Manly Man Sports Game for Masculine Men #they don’t care abt Her individually AND they don’t care that it’s not even HER it’s the media circus and the nfl ITSELF #that’s choosing to use her image for publicity #they are just mad abt the fact that A woman. that ANY woman. is getting attention in the boys club.#when it’s 2 minutes of a 2 hour game #and I am so tiredddddd of being called a swiftie for saying Hey maybe we should not vocally hate women. who did not even ask #for the announcers to talk abt them. when they are trying to support their loved one’s passion and career #you hate women just say you hate women. famous men go to these games all the time and get pointed out and you don’t care #so why is it SUCH a big deal. when it’s a woman. it’s bc you fucking hate women !

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fuckin-sick-bih · 2 years

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TW high rambling about sick matt murdock?

thinking about sick matt murdock in his black zip up sick hoodie with his dumb pale skin against his red hair. his nose nearly matches said hair in shade, not that matt can tell yet.

also glutton for punishment murdock still getting ready for work when sick bc ofc his Catholic ass would feel guilty staying home from work even if he's sick.

and he's just all in the early stages of getting sick too. just kinda sniffly and his center of gravity just seems a bit off from the congestion settling in. he's tired too. so fucking tired. it's a weariness that makes him want to just crawl back into bed.

but they're just starting a new case and matt wants to be there for it all. start to finish this time. with any luck, the tickle in his throat won't become a sore throat or cough and he'll be able to give the opening statement.

#tw weed #tw high rambling #ma/tt murdock #da/redevil #bex is high and rambling about sick matt bc its sick matt hours apparently? idk?#listen i just love matty and he's my favorite whump boy okay?

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coconut530 · 2 years

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