Just Friends ~ It's a Lesson Learnt (Part 36)
A/N this gif is go random but I love it
Harper White is best friends with Luke Hemmings, they always have been. Not only is she friends with the rockstar, but with the rest of 5 Seconds Of Summer, as well as a really nice girl named Erika.
Harper has a few secrets, she can play all the instruments the boys play and many more. It’s a talent she has kept hidden, only very few people know.
What will happen to the six teens, wondering around the world together?
Warnings: language, and smut
***
“Maddie knows. ” I tell Luke after everyone leaves my house.
“What, how?” He questions, furrowing his eyebrows.
“I told her, someone recorded everything we said at the shop and they posted it, Maddie found it and of course listened to it. She confronted me about it and I confessed it all to her, she said that she had a pregnancy scare once.” I explain.
“Was she disappointed or disgusted at us?” He questions.
“No, of course not, it’s Maddie.”
“Okay good,” He sighed and collapsed onto his back on my bed. “So this video, can you tell it was us?”
“Pretty much, but it hasn’t gotten much attention.”
Luke nods his head and rubs his face, letting out a groan after.
“If you were pregnant per say, what are you gonna do?” He questions.
“I can’t keep it, I’m eighteen, my life has barely started yet.”
“So let’s say you are pregnant, what method are you gonna uhm, do?” He asks.
“I don’t have a fucking clue, I hardly know what goes into it, I’d have to learn some information and then decide. I know that the pill procedure is quite messy.”
“I’m gonna be with you throughout the whole thing.” He smiles and kisses my hand.
“Well it’s your child.”
Luke pulls me into his chest, one hand playing with my hair, the other going up and down from the top of my jeans to the part where my shirt has ridden up on my hip..
“Remember when we weren’t together? That seems like a life time ago.” He muses.
“I’m surprised it took us that long to actually get together. We’ve gone through a lot though.” I say.
“When we took a break, that really scared me, if we had to take a break that early into our relationship, how far would we ever get?”
“I think that shaped not just us but our relationship. It brought us even closer, if that is possible. I don’t regret it though, I don’t like you to see me like that, although you were on tour and all, you would’ve talked to me and stuff. I know shit got thrown at me when I came back, but it was best for everyone around me. I know some people didn’t understand that at the uhm time, but it was good for me and you guys.”
“When you went off and had a Harper moment, I had a gut feeling that you’d be okay, but with my ‘big brother’ instincts, I freaked the fuck out.”
“Oooh, incest.” I laugh.
“Shut up, you know what I mean.” He giggles.
Luke has been like my third big brother, although I’m older than him. Luke’s always been protective of me, ever since we were children.
***
It’s the next day and we are on our way to the hospital. I’m nervous as fuck, clutching onto Luke’s hand for dear life, I just don’t get how he can be so calm about this, I guess one of has to.
We pay the taxi and hop out, making our way into the hospital, being hit with the smell of coffee and cleanliness, almost making me want to gag. “I’ll go to the receptionist desk. ” I inform Luke and he nods whilst sitting down.
I adjust my bag on my shoulder and clutch onto it by my thigh. I take a big breath and walk over. “Hello, I have an appointment at 1:15.”
She nods her head and clicks some stuff on her computer. “Dr. Carter will be ready for you in 5 or 10 minutes, your name will flash up on there.” She points to the small long screen above her.
“Okay, thank you.” I smile and walk back to Luke.
Placing my bag by my feet before taking a seat next to Luke. “We’ve got to wait 5 or 10 minutes till my name pops up on that screen.” I explain.
“Okay.” He nods.
We sit in silence for a bit before two little girls come up to us. “Hello?” I question with a small smile.
“You looked sad so we came to cheer you up.” The oldest one smiles.
The oldest one seems 4 maybe 5 and the little one is about 2, still having a dummy in her mouth. “That’s a very nice thing to do.” Luke smiles at them.
“Why are you sad?” The oldest one asks as the younger one clings onto my legs.
“We have some grown up stuff going on.” I tell them.
“My names Lizzie and this is Abby.” Lizzie says.
“And how old are you guys?” Luke asks.
“I’m 4 and she just turned 2, she can’t walk properly yet so she leans on stuff.” She grins.
Abby let’s out a whine and makes grabby hands, I take that as an indication she wants to come up, so I lift her up and onto the the seat next to me.
“Where are your parents?” Luke questions.
“Mummy has gone to the toilet and my daddy is at home.” Lizzie answers and clings onto Luke and he plays with her hair, a small smile on his lips.
Abby leans herself on my arm and plays with my fingers and rings.
“Why are you here?” I ask.
“I’ve got an ear something.” Lizzie pouts.
“Infection?” Luke chuckle.
“Yes!” She nods her head.
“Abby, Lizzie, come on.” A late 20s lady says as she walks up to us. “I’m so sorry, they do this a lot.”
“It’s fine, they were really cute.” I smile. “We’re actually here to see if I’m pregnant.”
“Really?” She questions.
“Yeah, it’s obviously not on purpose, I’m only 18 and he’s 17.” I explain.
“Do you want to be pregnant?” She asks.
“Maybe in a couple of years down the line, but our lives have barely started yet. We’re still in high school.” I explain.
“How old were you when you had your first child?” Luke asks.
“24, she wasn’t exactly planned, but we were at a stable point in our lives that we were able to raise a child.”
“We probably won’t keep him/her, Luke’s off around the world a lot, we simply just don’t have time for a child right now.” I say.
“That’s totally understandable, if you’re not ready, you’re not ready.” She shrugs.
“We should probably make our way towards the doctor, my name just flashed up.” I tell her. “It was nice talk in to you guys.”
“You too, good luck.” She grins.
“Thank you, bye.” Luke waves and we stand up hand in hand, and make our way to Dr. Carter.
“Harper White?” He questions as we walk in.
“Yes.” I nod and we sit down.
“So you think you’re pregnant?” He questions.
“I took a test, the first one came out positive and then the second one came out negative.” I explain.
“If you get different results from pregnancy tests, it’s a sign that it’s too early, and a blood test is usually the best way to get an accurate answer.” He explains. “When did the conceiving take place?”
“Couple weeks ago, it was unprotected.” I tell him.
“Okay, I think I’ll have to take a blood test. This will determine your chances with a simple yes or no answer. So could you put your arm out please.” He requests.
I nod and pull my sleeve up, revealing my forearm, he picks up a needle and he puts on a pair of gloves. I’ve never really been scared of needles, I can’t say I enjoy them, but I’m not one to put up a fight against them.
Feeling Luke’s hand on my back as Dr Carter brings the needle towards my arm, inserting it into a vain, and drawing a small amount of blood out. It’s all over in seconds, and before I know it he’s putting on a little plaster where the needle was.
“You guys are planning on having an abortion, I’m assuming?”
“We can’t keep the possible baby, there’s no way we could, we don’t have the time, Luke’s off around the world, I’m going to school soon in another country and we won’t be together. We’re too young, it’s our only choice, really.” I sigh and I feel Luke’s hand trace soothing shapes on my back.
“What are the options for abortion?” Luke asks.
“There’s in-clinic abortion or abortion pill. Suction abortion (also called vacuum aspiration) is the most common type of in-clinic abortion. It uses gentle suction to empty your uterus. It’s usually used until about 14-16 weeks after your last period. Dilation and Evacuation (D&E) is another kind of in-clinic abortion procedure. It uses suction and medical tools to empty your uterus. You can get a D&E later in a pregnancy than aspiration abortion – usually if it has been 16 weeks or longer since your last period.”
“Abortion pill is the popular name for using two different medicines to end a pregnancy: mifepristone and misoprostol. You will be given the first pill, mifepristone, at the clinic. Pregnancy needs a hormone called progesterone to grow normally. Mifepristone blocks your body’s own progesterone. You’ll also get some antibiotics. You take the second medicine, misoprostol, 24-48 hours later, usually at home. This medicine causes cramping and bleeding to empty the uterus. It’s kind of like having a really heavy, crampy period, and the process is very similar to an early miscarriage.”
We both nod and try to take this new information in.
“How long will it take to get the results?” Luke asks
“The blood test takes an average of 3-48 hours to be tested and results to be available. I advise that you come back tomorrow for your results, would you like to schedule an appointment?” He asks.
“Yeah, what time are you available? You are free tomorrow right, Luke?” I ask.
“I won’t be available tomorrow morning, I’m doing some stuff with the boys, but I’m free in the afternoon.” Luke answers.
“Okay, so how about 3:30 tomorrow afternoon?” He offers. “It won’t take long at all, I’ll give you the results then we’’ll discuss what your gonna do; I’m assuming you’re not keeping the possible baby.”
“3:30 is fine with us.” Luke adds.
“Okay then, I guess that brings us to a close for today’s appointment. Unless you have any questions?”
“I don’t think so.” I shake my head.
“No, thanks for our time and help.” Luke gives Dr Carter a smile, and stands up.
“No problem, just doing my job.” He shakes Luke hand.
“We’ll see you tomorrow.” I smile and shake his hand as well.
He gives us one final wave and Luke places a hand on the small of my back, guiding me out of the room.
“Oh my God.” I groan once the door closes.
“It’s gonna be alright, just another experience.”
“Yeah, an experience that I’ve experienced far too early on in life.” I exclaim.
“Come here.” He gestures and I wrap my arms around his slender waist, nuzzling my face into his chest, he wraps an arm round my shoulders and the other round my waist.
“This may not be your/our proudest moment, but it’s just a lesson learnt.” He says into my hair.
***
It’s been a while, the blood test results came back, and it turned out I was pregnant. As soon as I came out the hospital, I broke down crying, thinking my life was over. I was a mess for the next couple of days, I felt kinda bad for Luke because he had to deal with my Niagara Falls ass.
I had my abortion, I went for the in-clinic procedure. Luke has supported me throughout the whole thing, and I couldn’t be any more greatful for him.
It was quite nerve-wracking to go through. My parents found out about it all, surprisingly they weren’t angry, disappointed, or ashamed, in fact they were quite supportive of me. Apparently my mum’s old friend got pregnant at a young age, told her parents about it and they didn’t talk for ages, then she promised herself that if she ever had a daughter that got pregnant at a young age, she would be as supportive as she could be.
I’ve been very lucky to be honest. That video that got out never really got around, only a few retweets and stuff, but people thought it was fake. Life is going really well at the moment, I’ve gotten stronger from this all. It’s been an experience to say the least.
Luke and I are currently hanging out at his place. “Do you wanna cuddle?” He asks.
“No, I know what cuddling means.” I say.
“Not always.” He tells me and nuzzles his nose into my neck.
I play with his hair and go on my phone. Luke starts to trail kisses down my neck, sucking on my collarbone, biting my lip to suppress a whimper.
Disconnecting myself from him and straddle his waist, I connect our lips together. Luke’s hands instantly go to my waist and I hold his neck. Luke licks my bottom lip, asking for entrance, I gladly let him in and part my lips and Luke lets out a groan as I pull his hair.
Luke and I haven’t really had couple time recently, yeah, we got pregnant but we were both so caught up in it all, it was only a hello kiss or a kiss goodbye sometimes a forehead kiss to calm my nerves.
Luke rolls us over so he takes dominance and hovers over me, slowly lowering himself down and grinds his hips into mine, I let out a small moan at the sensation. Luke dives down to my neck and starts kissing and sucking on it, making me whimper. Tilting my head back to give him more access, he makes his way up my neck, using his lips and whispers, “pretty, pretty girl.”
He sucks on my exposed cleavage whilst trailing his hand up my shirt, leaving a trail of goosebumps in his touch. Luke takes my top off and his eyes light up, a smirk present on his face. He trails kisses down my stomach whilst gripping tightly on the bottom of my waist. He finally reaches my jeans and starts unbuttoning them.
“Wait,” I blurt out and Luke looks up at me, confused.
“What?” He questions.
“I’m not sure if I’m ready to do this again.” I confess.
Luke sighs and crawls back up. “C'mon Harps, it’s been ages since we’ve done anything sexual together. I’m not forcing you to do anything you don’t want to do, I’d never do that to you.”
“I just don’t think I’m ready to do it yet.” I say.
“We don’t even have to have ‘normal sex’ we could just do oral or something.” He reasons.
“Fine, but please take things slow.” I tell him
“Okay, I’ll be gentle.” He smiles and gives me a kiss.
Luke carries on unbuttoning my jeans and pulls them off. He rubs me through my panties, causing me to bite my lip. His hand teasingly slowly slides into my panties, running his fingers through my folds, collecting the wetness that has already formed. Luke pulls my underwear down and dives straight in, his lips replacing his hands as he licks my folds, working his way up to my clit.
Luke inserts a finger in, causing me to squirm underneath him. He sucks on my clit as if it going out of fashion. Soon enough he enters another digit in and strerches me out, making me let out a moan. Luke’s fingers curl upwards, stroking my g-spot, making me a moaning mess.
His hands and mouth switch jobs so now that he is tongue fucking me as well as rubbing my clit.
Not sure if Luke knows the phrase take things slow.
I feel my climax begin to approach me and I grab onto Luke’s hair and moan out his name. “So close.” I breathe.
Luke slowly goes ground my clit with his fingers, making me huff out in annoyance. He stops the teasing and rubs my clit vigorously and licks the hell out of me, causing my orgasm to rush over me. I throw my head back in pleasure, lost in reality. Luke continues to pump though my orgasm before licking the bits he missed. “Best fucking pussy ever.” He whispers.
***
“Harper have you ever had Preggo pasta sauce?” Erika asks.
“Yeah, I’ve had it a lot in the UK, why?” I ask confused but have got an idea with where she is going with this.
“Erika.” Maddie warns.
“What?” She giggles as she asks.
“You know what, leave it now.” Maddie sighs.
“I’m just gonna come out with it because it’s been killing me not to know.” She excitedly says. “Are you pregnant?”
My eyes widen and Luke and I tense up, I raise an eyebrow and stare at the ground.
“Erika what the fuck did I just say.” Maddie huffs.
“Shut up, I need an answer.”
“Um,” I start off and look up at Luke, who is glaring at Erika annoyed. He looks down at me and shrugs.
“We were pregnant y-yes, that’s all in the past, can we move on from this now?” Luke takes over.
Everyone’s eyes widen, even Maddie’s.
“What? When?” Calum questions.
“A couple of weeks ago, we found out I was pregnant, obviously we couldn’t keep it, so we got an abortion.” I sigh.
“Why didn’t you tell us?” Michael asks.
“It was more between Luke and I, I told Maddie about it.” I quietly say.
“What? Why didn’t you tell me?” Erika asks Maddie.
“It’s clearly something between Luke and Harper so I just left it and gave them my advice.” Maddie shrugs.
“What advice could you have?” Ashton questions with a tiny chuckle.
“I had a pregnancy scare before, I’ve only been with a guy once and my period was late, turns out I wasn’t pregnant, spoiler.” She confesses.
“I thought you were still a man virgin.” Calum says.
“It was enough to scare me away from the whole gender.” She laughs.
“I would’ve offered to have a threesome with you guys.” Michael smirks.
“Michael!” Erika hits his arm.
“When ever you’re ready, babe.” He winks at her.
And just like that, our pregnancy is forgotten. We all do that a lot. Not get pregnant, but ignore situations and just fuck around.
“Has anyone ever had a threesome or more here?” Ashton question.
“I’ve had a twosome.” Calum laughs at his own joke.
“Hilarious Calum.” Luke claps his hands.
“At least I didn’t get my girlfriend pregnant.” Calum takes a shot and I burst out laughing.
“That was a cheap shot.” Luke exclaims.
“It was a good shot.” Maddie laughs.
“Rude.” He mutters.
“No, I’ve never done anything more than just myself and another girl.” Michael admits.
“I’ve never done anything more than just myself.” Ashton says.
“Because you can never get girls.” I tell him.
“I am very talented with girls thank you very much, Harper.”
“Really? When was the last time you had a girlfriend?” I question.
“Like a year ago, but that doesn’t matter, I’ve hooked up with a few girls since then, I use my charm.”
“Whats your charm?” I furrow my eyebrows.
“My big dick.” He says and we all laugh.
“Thats disgusting.” Erika grimaced.
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