#maddy perez x gender neutral reader

[spanktony]

MISSED OPPORTUNITIES - maddy perez

summary: you can paired up with maddy for a project, little do you know there’s some lingering feelings in the air.

words: 3.8k

warnings: 18+, riding, g!p reader, reader being oblivious, rue, elliot & reader talk abt pegging and b*ssy 😭

notes: might be ooc maddy or bad dialogue, haven’t wrote for my baby in a while! sorry!

navigation. request.

"Maddy and Y/N."

Maddy didn't exactly know you, but yes, she's seen you. She had noticed you from a distance, watching as you'd come to school on your skateboard nearly every day, and on the days you didn't, you'd gotten a ride from Elliot.

Then you'd proceed to come into fifth period with baggy pants, a beanie on your head, and a nonchalant attitude.

Maddy wondered what it would be like to strike up a conversation with you. But, Maddy couldn't gather the courage to approach you, fearing rejection or awkwardness.

Maddy often found herself stealing glances at you during class, watching you bop your head to the music playing through your earphones.

Maddy couldn't help but wonder what kind of music you were listening to and if you'd ever consider sharing your playlist with her.

You take your wired airpod out of your ear, making sure you heard your teacher correctly. You glance around the classroom, catching Maddy's eye. She quickly looks away, blushing slightly.

"So! Now to go over your assignment." You lean back in your chair, listening to the instructions your teacher is giving. "As we all know, spring break is coming up, and I'm sure many of you have exciting plans. Although, the school wants to do something fun to celebrate the break. We thought it would be a great idea for you guys to come up with an event-type fundraiser for the school. It could be anything from a bake sale to a talent show, as long as it's creative and engaging."

Your teacher pauses, scanning the room for reactions. "Then, once you finish your assignment, the school will vote for the best event idea, and we will make it happen during spring break. This way, you will not only have a chance to showcase your creativity but also contribute to the school community in a meaningful way. So, let's brainstorm and come up with some amazing event ideas that will make this spring break even more memorable!"

Your teacher claps, encouraging the class to get up and start sharing their event ideas with their partner. The class gets up, except for you. You hesitate for a moment, feeling a bit unsure about Maddy being your partner.

Now, you didn't know Maddy personally, but you had heard some rumors about her, and you knew her boyfriend, Nate, a dickhead who'd often cause trouble. One time, Nate chased you with her truck, nearly running you over as you frantically tried to escape on your skateboard.

You never talked to Nate nor even looked his way, but he had always given you menacing looks whenever you crossed paths, along with the rest of the football team. It was tiring, annoying, and made you feel constantly on edge whenever you were near them.

You're knocked out of your thoughts when Maddy appears in front of your sight, a slight smile on her lips. "Y/N, right?" You nod, sitting up in your seat. "Yeah..." Maddy chuckles and nods, her smile widening.

"Were you gonna keep thinking about the great depression or come over to my desk so we can discuss this project?" You crack a smile at Maddy's playful comment and quickly gather your belongings, making your way over to her desk.

-

You're at Maddy's house. It's been a week since you've been working on the project together. Maddy had a completely different personality from her boyfriend. She was inviting but at the same time closed off, she'd open up about her interests and passions but rarely talked about her personal life or emotions.

You move to the edge of the bed, taking your notebook with you. "So...uh, so far we have a spring dance, a photography exhibit, and a...twerk party? Did you add that one?"

Maddy giggles, hiding her face behind her hands. "No, that one was all you," she says, her laughter contagious. "I swear I didn't write that." You can't help but smile at Maddy's infectious laughter. It's refreshing to see her so carefree and playful, even if she still keeps certain aspects of herself guarded.

Maddy crawls to the edge of the bed, leaning in to read the notebook. You hold in your breath, her being so close to you, sending a rush of warmth through your body. "You can add karaoke, that sounds fun," Maddy suggests, you nod, taking the pencil from behind your ear and jotting down her suggestion in the notebook.

Maddy bites down on her lip, watching you with a smile. "What...?" You whisper, confused and intrigued by her sudden change in demeanor. She leans in closer, her eyes dancing across your face.

"Do you always ride your skateboard to school? I've been meaning to ask." You feel a flutter of excitement at Maddy's interest in your daily routine. "Yeah, I've been skateboarding to school for a while now. I have a car, but it's more fun, to be honest," you reply, fiddling with the pencil in your hands.

Maddy's eyes fall to your skateboard propped on her wall before falling back on you. "You look hot when you ride it too." Her compliment catches you off guard, and a blush creeps up on your cheeks. "Thanks, Maddy," you say with a shy smile.

"We can take a break," Maddy suggests, taking the notebook out of your lap and setting it aside. You lay back against Maddy's bed, and she does the same, turning her head towards you.

"Any more ideas?" You ask, turning your head towards her. Maddy smiles, "Girl, what part of a break don't you understand?" You chuckle at Maddy's response, your face heating up. "Sorry."

"It's okay," Maddy reassures you, her eyes twinkling with amusement. You turn on your side, propping your head up with your hand. Maddy does the same, jokingly mocking you. "You know, I was thinking we should totally have a secret handshake. Something so ridiculous, only we'd get it."

You laugh at Maddy's suggestion, imagining the two of you coming up with a silly secret handshake. "Like what?"

Maddy sits up, sitting on her feet. You sit up as well, sitting criss-cross apple sauce. Maddy softly takes your hand, "We could dap up..." She moves your hand to the side and starts doing a series of intricate hand movements, "then do a link our pinkies...and seal it with a kiss."

You watch in awe as Maddy effortlessly demonstrates the complex sequence of hand movements. The idea of sealing the secret handshake with a kiss makes you blush, feeling as if you were floating on cloud nine.

"Ready?" Maddy asks, her eyes filled with excitement. You nod eagerly, beginning the intricate hand movements. As you mirror Maddy's movements, your fingers fumble at first, but with each repetition, you start to gain confidence and precision, sealing it with a kiss every time.

"Maddy!" Someone shouts from behind, interrupting your secret handshake. Startled, you quickly break away, turning around to see Maddy's mom at the door. "Dinners ready."

You exchange a sheepish glance with Maddy. "I should probably get going." You say to Maddy, glancing at her door, her mom now gone. Maddy nods understandingly, a hint of disappointment in her eyes. "Yeah, I guess we can finish practicing our handshake later," she says with a small smile.

You reluctantly leave, and you can't help but feel a sense of anticipation for the next time you see Maddy.

-

You lean against Rue's locker, watching the students pass by in the bustling hallway. Thoughts of Maddy replay in your mind making you smile to yourself. Maybe there's something more between you two than just friendship.

But your smile fades, remembering Nate Jacobs. We're they still together? How bad would it be if you did try to pursue Maddy?

Regardless of the bad thoughts running through your head, you can't deny the growing connection you feel towards her, leaving you torn between taking a chance or playing it safe.

You take out your airpod, glancing between Elliot and Rue. "Guys...am I attractive?" Elliot and Rue stop their conversation, exchanging puzzled looks. "Yes," Elliot simply says.

"I'd say so, yes," Rue adds, nodding her head.

Their affirmations boost your confidence, but a part of you still questions if their opinions are biased. Nevertheless, their words provide a small glimmer of hope that pursuing something with Maddy might not be as complicated as you initially thought.

"Let's say...there's this girl, right?" They both nod, and you continue. "And...she's like...giving... I want you, but I don't know if you want me vibes, you know?" Elliot raises an eyebrow while Rue stares at you, waiting for you to elaborate.

"Like! I know she likes likes me, but I don't know how to let her know I like like her." You pause for a moment, trying to find the right words to convey your dilemma. "It's like we're both playing this game and we're afraid to make the first move because we don't want to get rejected or ruin our friendship."

Rue shrugs. "Sounds like you both need a little push," she suggests. "Maybe stop being a little bitch and make a move?" You chuckle nervously at Rue's straightforward advice, appreciating her bluntness. "I guess you're right," you reply.

Elliot puts his hands on his hips. "But are you not curious as to who she's talking about?" Elliot asks Rue, raising an eyebrow.

"It's probably BB." You grimace, "That's not funny, Rue." Elliot tilts his head, confused. "BB? Like, the vape addict, BB?" Rue nods at Elliot, confirming his suspicions.

"You're gross..." He mutters, frowning at you. You make a blank face, "It's not BB, bro."

Elliot puts a hand over his heart. "Oh, thank god." "Who is it then?" Elliot asks, his curiosity piqued. You pause for a moment, debating whether or not to reveal the truth. "Uh..."

Just then, Maddy walks up to you, smiling slightly. "Hey, Y/N." You smile, giving the girl a small wave. "Hey, Rue and Elliot," Maddy adds, earning tight-lipped smiles and nods from the two.

Maddy then holds out her hand, and you're surprised she'd wanna do the handshake in front of Elliot and Rue. You quickly glance at them before reluctantly taking Maddy's hand and reciprocating the handshake, indeed ending it with a kiss.

While you release your grip, you notice a flicker of confusion in Elliot's eyes, but he remains silent. Rue, on the other hand, seems unfazed and continues to observe the interaction with a calm expression.

"Walk me to class?" Maddy asks. You hesitate for a moment, aware of the potential consequences of being seen together, but ultimately decide to go along with it. "Sure," you respond, offering her a small smile as the two of you start walking towards her class.

As expected, Nate Jacobs passed the two of you without acknowledging your presence. He keeps his gaze straight ahead, seemingly lost in his own thoughts. You turn around to see if he's still watching, but he's already disappeared into the crowd of students. You feel a sense of relief, grateful that he didn't make a scene or confront you about being with Maddy.

-

Elliot takes a hit of his cigarette, exhaling a cloud of smoke into the air. Rue lets out a sigh. "I can't believe a community service event won against your and Maddy's spring dance."

You shrug. "I don't really care. I still got the A." Elliot nods. "So, do you and Maddy still talk? Or have you been talking during the break?"

You hum, "Yeah, we'll Facetime a bit and hang out every now and then." Elliot raises an eyebrow. "Interesting. Are you two just friends, or is there something more going on?"

"Just friends." You confirm. Rue cuts in, "Because you're a little bitchhhh..." You roll your eyes at Rue's comment. "Aren't you the one who nearly skipped town with Jules?"

"Yeah, well, that's different. Jules and I have a deeper connection," Rue retorts defensively. You shake your head, not wanting to get into an argument with Rue. "Whatever."

You glance at Elliot, hoping to change the subject. "So, Elliot, what about you? Are you seeing anyone special?" Elliot chuckles and shakes his head. "Nope, just enjoying the single life for now."

"I think he secretly wants to have a threesome with Jules and me." You and Elliot burst into laughter at Rue's comment, finding it amusing but also slightly uncomfortable. "I think you and Jules want me to want to have a threesome with you guys so you can feel good about yourselves."

Rue raises an eyebrow playfully. "Oh, is that what you think? You're totally wrong."

"What if we had a threesome?" Elliot suggests, jokingly. Rue laughs. "Yeah, and we just pegged Elliot the entire time." Elliot joins in on the laughter but quickly interjects, "Woah, woah! Why me?"

Rue smirks mischievously. "Well, you did bring up the idea, didn't you? It's only fair that you take the spotlight." Elliot's face turns slightly red as he stammers, "I-I was just kidding! I didn't actually mean it!"

You grimace, "Enough about pegging! I just got reminded of Silento."

"Silento? What does he have to do with this conversation?" Rue asks, raising an eyebrow.

Elliot mouths, "Bussy," and Rue frowns, fake gagging.

Your phone vibrates in your pocket, distracting you from the strange conversation. You quickly pull it out to see a message from Maddy, smiling at the message.

maddy - wyd

"Maddy just texted me, what am I doing?" Rue lets out a dramatic gasp. "She's a wyd warrior? Brace yourself, Y/N." You chuckle at Rue's dramatic reaction.

you - nm, u?

maddy - home alone and extremely bored

maddy - you wanna come over?

"Holy shit." Elliot is nearly breaking his neck to look at your phone screen. "Maddy wants you to come over? She def wants to fuck." You raise an eyebrow at Elliot's assumption and shake your head.

"No she doesn't." You look at Elliot who stares at you with a raised eyebrow. "She doesn't!"

Rue joins in, "Then she would've asked for Cassie. Not you." Elliot nods in agreement. "And she's home alone."

You consider their points for a moment, realizing that they may have a valid argument. Anyway, you still believe that Maddy's intention is simply to alleviate her boredom. "Well, maybe she just feels more comfortable hanging out with me," you suggest.

"Why are you plotting your own downfall?" Rue raises an eyebrow, questioning your reasoning. Elliot chimes in, "If Maddy wanted company, she could have invited anyone else. It seems weird that she specifically asked for you."

you - omw

You get up from the bed and say, "See you guys later."

Rue yells after you, "Don't be a little bitch!"

-

"Why are your parents out?" You ask Maddy, plopping down on her bed. Maddy shrugs and replies, "They went out for dinner. My dad finally found a job."

You raise an eyebrow at Maddy's response and ask, "So why did you specifically want me to come over tonight?" Maddy hesitates for a moment before saying, "I just thought it would be nice to have some company."

You sense there's something more to Maddy's invitation, but you decide not to push further. Instead, you lean back on her bed and let out a contented sigh. Maddy sits on her feet before lying down beside you.

"You smell like cigarettes." You glance at Maddy, slightly surprised by her comment. "Oh, sorry about that," you say, realizing that the faint smell of cigarettes must have clung to your clothes from earlier. "I was hanging out with some friends earlier, and they were smoking."

Maddy stares at your face, and you feel yourself becoming self-conscious under her gaze. "I am so jealous of your eyebrows," her thumb begins, tracing the shape of your brow.

"They're so perfectly arched," she continues, a small smile playing on her lips. You feel a blush creeping up your cheeks as you thank her for the compliment, appreciating her attention to detail.

Maddy's eyes leave your eyebrows and fall to your lips. You notice a flicker of curiosity in her gaze as she leans in slightly. You clench your jaw, frozen in place, you were nervous as fuck. Your heart pounds in your chest, unsure of what might happen next.

Maddy pauses for a moment, her eyes searching yours for any sign of hesitation or discomfort. Sensing your unease, she leans back slightly, giving you space.

Shit...did you just blow it? You watch Maddy's reaction, you try to gather your thoughts and find the right words to salvage the moment. The silence hangs heavy in the air, and you swallow hard, feeling the weight of the missed opportunity.

-

"No fucking way," Elliot mumbles as you finish your sentence. He shakes his head in disbelief. "You fumbled badly."

You run a hand down your face, "I know." Elliot pats you on the back, "Have fun dealing with that one. I gotta get to class."

You narrow your eyes, "Since when did you start going to class?"

Elliot chuckles, "Since I realized that I might not be getting my diploma." You give him a playful shove, "Well, good luck with that. Maybe I'll see you at graduation."

Elliot raises an eyebrow, "Don't hold your breath." He turns and walks away, leaving you alone to ponder the consequences of your missed kiss with Maddy.

You lean against your locker, scrolling through your playlists before landing on the one you made for Maddy. Well, she didn't know you did because you hadn't shown her yet.

You press play, and the familiar melodies fill your ears, but suddenly your headphones get snatched from your ear. You lift your head to see one of the footballers, Tyler, smirking down at you. "Who the hell still wears wires?"

You roll your eyes, annoyed by Tyler's interruption, reaching out to grab them back. Tyler chuckles and shrugs, moving them before you can reach them. "You should upgrade to wireless, man. It's the future," he says with a teasing tone.

"You're so fucking annoying." You mumble, exasperated by Tyler's teasing. "What the fuck did you just say to me?" Tyler's smirk fades as he hears your response, his playful demeanor turning more serious.

He leans in closer, his voice lowering as he confronts you. "You better watch your mouth, or you'll regret it."

"This isn't some Disney show, dude. Can I just have my headphones back?" You ask, trying to diffuse the tension. Tyler's eyes narrow as he considers your request, his grip on your headphones tightening. "Maybe I'll give them back if you apologize," he proposes, a hint of superiority in his voice.

"Nah, man. I can always buy another pair." You say, attempting to walk away from the escalating situation. But before you can take a step, Tyler slams you back against the locker, throwing your headphones on the ground before stomping on them.

"Why? They're right there." He smirks, pointing at the broken headphones. He pats your shoulder before walking away, leaving you stunned and seething with anger. You stand there, anger boiling inside you.

He was a dickhead who obviously craved attention because he lacks it at home.

"What the hell happened to you?" You turn around to see Maddy approaching with a concerned look on her face. You take a deep breath, "Nothing, but I'm about to leave school."

Maddy's concern deepens as she notices the anger in your voice. "Are you sure you're okay? You hesitate for a moment, contemplating whether or not to confide in her about Tyler's actions. You nod, picking up your broken headphones.

"You wanna come with?" Maddy hesitates for a moment, unsure of how to respond. She finally nods and says, "Yeah, I'll come with you." You smile gratefully at her.

-

The sun has now set, and you're in your car in a secluded area. Maddy smiles, the last song on the playlist you made from her finishing. "Send me that now!"

You laugh, "I will, swear."

You feel a sense of relief knowing that Maddy enjoyed the playlist you made for her. You meet Maddy's gaze, and your heart swells with gratitude for her presence and the connection you share.

Rue's words echo in your mind, "Don't be a little bitch."

You take a deep breath, letting Rue's words motivate you to push through any fear or hesitation. You softly place a hand on Maddy's cheek, pulling her into a gentle kiss. Maddy sinks in the kiss, leaning forward to deepen the kiss.

The kiss deepens, and you can feel Maddy's nails lightly graze the back of your neck, sending shivers down your spine. Without hesitating, you pull the Latina into your lap with slightly shaking hands.

You pull away in a desperate need for air, but Maddy takes this as a chance to attack your neck, nipping and sucking on your sensitive skin, while grinding in your lap.

You let out a low groan, grasping her hips tightly as you surrender to the energy between you. Maddy's lips trail to your neck, to your jaw, and then back in an intense kiss, her hands roaming over your body.

The kiss becomes messy, her tongue sliding against yours, making your head swim with lust.  Your hands lift her skirt up, feeling the heat and smoothness of her thighs beneath your fingertips.

Maddy's breath hitches, pulling away from the kiss. You think you've done something wrong, but then you see the hunger in her eyes and the way her chest rises and falls rapidly. She leans in close, whispering in your ear, "I wanna ride you so bad."

Heat pools in your lower abdomen as you imagine Maddy straddling you, her body pressed against yours, moving in sync with your every touch. You bring Maddy into another kiss, she begins to grind on your hard-on, her movements becoming more urgent and desperate.

You lift Maddy up slightly, pulling down your pants with one hand while supporting her with the other. You reach back into her skirt, moving her underwear aside, before sliding into her wetness. 

Maddy moans softly, her nails digging into your shoulder as she begins to move her hips in rhythm with your thrusts.

The eye contact is strong, fueling the intensity between you both. Maddy's gasps become louder, her body arching against yours in, "Mm..fuck! You feel so good, baby."

You let out a small groan, throwing your head back against your seat as the pleasure builds. Maddy's moans fill the confined space of the car, encouraging you to increase the pace, lost in the passionate moment.

Your hands grip her waist tighter, guiding her movements as the desire between you escalates.  The car rocks with each thrust, the sound of skin against skin echoing in the enclosed space. The intensity reaches its peak, and with one final gasp, Maddy explodes into a state of euphoria, holding onto you tightly.

"Y/N!!" You hold onto her, her body trembling in your arms as she catches her breath. You gently stroke her hair, whispering words of comfort and affection as you both bask in the afterglow.

[bumblesimagines]

"I see you've found a new source of entertainment. Trying to replace me?"

- Maddy Perez

"I see you've found a new source of entertainment. Trying to replace me?"

pronoun: they/them, gender neutral

The party raged on, filling the house with drunk teenagers who grinded on each other in the middle of the livingroom. You caught sight of the poor host scrambling to get someone off the pool table and chuckled into your red solo cup, turning your attention back onto the pretty bleached blonde beside you. She sported a varsity jacket belonging to East Highland's rival school, not that you gave much of a damn.

All you wanted was a drink, a good lay, and a ride home. But before you could continue your conversation with her, a sweet voice laced with venom intervened.

"I see you've found a new source of entertainment." Maddy appeared at your side, shooting the girl an icy glare that sent her skittering in the other direction. With a satisfied smirk, she took the girl's place. "Trying to replace me?"

"Madeleine." You greeted through gritted teeth, setting the cup down and looking over the short cheerleader. She grinned and cocked her head, her hoop earrings swinging around with her movements. "You know I only have eyes for you, pumpkin."

"Mhm, yeah, sure you do." Maddy's grin briefly shifted into a genuine smile before she caught herself. It'd always been a cat and mouse game between you and Maddy. Despite what she said, she often did the chasing, even throughout her relationship with Nate Jacobs. It'd started early on in freshman year when she realized you neither feared nor wanted her for yourself.

"Awe, come on, pumpkin." You cooed and reached out, twirling a strand of her raven hair around your finger.

"You only have eyes for me but you were flirting with that hot mess." Maddy spared a glance over her shoulder, keen eyes searching for the girl. But it seemed she'd had the common sense to get far from you and Maddy.

You clicked your tongue and grinned. "Do my ears deceive me or is the Madeleine Perez actually jealous?"

"Oh, please." Maddy rolled her eyes and scoffed, but her cheeks undeniably burned hot. You smirked and hummed quietly, dropping your hand.

"Since you're not jealous, I guess that means you wouldn't mind if I went over to Jules right now-"

"I do mind because we're going dancing right now." Maddy huffed and took your wrist into her hand, pulling you toward the dancefloor and ignoring your amused laughter.

[thebisexualdogdad]

Can you do where Reader make Maddy realise that only reader can make her satisfied?

Maddy Perez x GN!reader

Maddy fucking loved sex.

The only problem was that none of her previous sexual partners could ever truly satisfy her.

Sure a few of them actually managed to give her somewhat decent orgasms but most of the time she faked it to boost their own egos and took care of herself the rest of the way at home, however when the two of you started sleeping together it was a whole new world for Maddy.

She never left any of your sexcapades feeling anything but extremely satisfied.

The first time you had sex she tried pulling her usual "yeah just like that… that feels so good… oh I came so hard," act thinking you wouldn't be able to make her cum like her usual hookups but you saw right through it and proceeded to give her two very genuine orgasms that night.

It also helped that you were her first partner who actually enjoyed using toys in the bedroom unlike the guys she slept with who would get defensive the moment even just the idea of using a vibrator was brought up because they assumed it meant they weren't "manly" enough for her.

So now here you are, Maddy's hands tied above her head with a rapidly pulsing dildo inside her and her clit being sucked harshly between your lips.

You had been teasing her all day, sending her a string of dirty texts in the middle of class about how badly you wanted to fuck her, pulling her into a storage closet for a quick make out during break, your hand on her thigh under the table at lunch but never quite reaching where she needed you.

She was ready to get railed in your car in the school parking lot as soon as the final bell rung but you made her wait until you got back to your place which she was not happy about.

She was completely soaked by the time you finally got her naked and she knew all the teasing would be worth it when you pulled out the box of toys from under your bed.

Her first orgasm hits her hard after you had been keeping her teetering on the edge all day but you don't stop there, Maddy's entire body contorts when you turn up the speed of the toy inside her not giving her any time to recover.

You reposition yourself so you can now give your attention to her chest, flicking your tongue over her peaked nipples, alternating between the two sending additional waves of pleasure through her body while holding the toy that continues to thrust deep inside her.

She's moaning your name, real authentic moans that only a few lucky people have ever gotten to hear and she's absolutely beautiful like this.

Three hours and many orgasms later Maddy is totally spent with no strength left in her body so you grab a towel and carefully begin to clean her up.

"God Y/N how did you learn to fuck like that," she says, twitching when you use the towel to gently clean cum off her very sensitive pussy.

"Call it a talent I guess," you chuckle, softly kissing along her collarbone.

"Don't even start with me again, I might actually pass out if I cum one more time," she laughs as you kiss up her neck and to her lips.

"I take it you're thoroughly satisfied then?" You grin.

"So fucking satisfied," she smiles.

[infernalodie]

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐞 || 𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐲 𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐳

Inspo: Emile Mosseri - Jacob and the Stone

Pairing: Maddy Perez x Gn!reader

Summary: The stone that stood tall and would never full leave her memory...

Warnings: Angst throughout with mentions of suicide.

Words: 1770

DNI IF YOU’RE YOUNGER THAN 18!

There was this stone Maddy used to go to.

Somewhere in the density of a forest right outside of Highland. Practically resting near the long breaks of the open countryside, this place resided.

It’d been a complete chance that she came to this location. Her car broke down with her friends and their goal to live the night up was still on the list of plans. So, they ventured into this forest and found this large stone.

She remembers Cassie being a ruckus and being the emotional drunk she was. Lexi was reserved and just talked with Kat. Rue and Jules were holding one another. But Maddy found you staring at this stone, perplexed or fascinated by it.

Maddy remembers you dragging your hand across the texture of the rock. Lips twitched faintly as the tips of your fingers gently caught the grooves; scars of its past and present. And something about it made you say, “It’s beautiful.”

Everyone knew you found beauty in the strangest of places. If it is some random obscured painting or one of those poems you would write in your free time–there was nothing you couldn’t find positives in. It had been what made Maddy fall in love with you in the first place.

And she remembers how you looked back at her. A look in your eye that was almost contentful. Like something had been decided the moment you saw this large stone. You had said, “If I ever die, I want to be buried here. I’ll even write it in my will.”

She punched your arm for saying something like that. Warning you that she would be the one to do the job if you brought something like that up. You smiled and laughed. And she remembers your arms curling around her and holding her against your chest tightly. Your face tucked in her hair where you pressed gentle kisses.

That had only been a week before everything happened. That was the last memory she had of you before you were gone. Swept up and taken wherever was after this life. And now, even after all these years, she hadn’t been able to bring herself to go back to that forest–to relive that moment all over again in a place that she imagine still had your lingering presence.

Today, it was the anniversary of your death. So, with the urging encouragement of Lexi and Rue, she drove up to the forest. She walked amongst the trees that the further she got, blocked out the sun that had been beating down on her since she got back from Highland. It left a massive veil between her and the outside world that hoped hadn’t desecrated this sacred land.

Then she finally arrived at the stone. It stood tall- maybe even taller than she had once realized. Its exterior was jaded–chips having fallen off from years of weather conditioning. And in a traditional fashion, your initials were etched into its face. Your name, your birthday and the day of your passing. Each letter and number is rough around the edges, but perfect as its own; much like you.

Flowers were scattered around the marked grave. Much of them came from friends that had specifically come down to visit and pay respects to you. There were postcards from Jules; she believed that in some way, they might make it to you somehow. There were stuffies from Rue who knew of your unhealthy obsession with said items. Lexi left some of your favourite books from your guys’ friendship being built from that.

But Maddy had nothing to offer. Perhaps she thought her visit was enough considering the time she’d pushed to avoid the inevitable.

Exhaling heavily, she forced a smile. “Hey, baby.”

She sat beside the grave with the faint outline of where it had been dug. She clasped her hands together, saying, “I would ask you how you were doing, but I think we both know that would just be stupid of me.”

Painful silence. She didn’t know what to say. What was there to honestly say? You had given up. Maybe you lost sight of the beauty in this world. Lost all hope for society and decided to clock out before you saw anything get worse. Or maybe you had been depressed the whole time but she was too blind to see it. People wore masks–some of who no one would expect. Maybe you were a part of that few.

But since you left, she tried to keep to what she had been before you left–be the person that you loved. So, she wasn’t going to try and beat around the bush with any fruitless questions or statements. “I want to say you left because you couldn’t handle living anymore. But somehow-” she laughed, shaking her head. “-something tells me your sick mind thought that becoming one with the earth was beautiful, huh? I mean, we both know that’s how your mind worked.”

In some way, with your passing, she felt like she had finally grown as close as she could get to you. With your family left in shambles from your death, Maddy had taken it upon herself to be the one to pack your belongings up. Place your clothes in boxes, trinkets in boxes, and all the little handwritten notes that lined your walls. And on the final day, there was only one poem left and she just sat in the center of your room and stared at it. Then she cried. Harder than she ever thought she could. She screamed and fought against the harsh grasp of reality that was; once she took that final paper, you were officially gone. You would be gone from her life forever.

But from time to time, when she came down to Highland to visit her parents, she stopped by your family’s house. She had dinner with them, talked about life, made plans for future holidays and then she would ask to look at the boxes.

There would always be a silence that fell over the kitchen. The uneven breaths from your mother who would purse her lips, forcing a broken smile that could crack as she grabbed Maddy’s hands and hold them tightly. Which would always be contradictory because of the tears in her eyes. And your mom would always say, “Honey, don’t ever feel like you need to ask.”

And your dad would sit there quietly, avoiding eye contact that could betray the tough exterior he had to keep. When, in fact, the wound of your passing was still fresh and it would always stay that way. No child is supposed to go before their parents.

But you did. You defied every expectation; good and bad. You believed in most people who didn’t deserve it. You found lessons in situations you had labelled, “misconstrued control”. Each of those lessons made you grow and in any way you could, you tried to pass this knowledge on to others. But you gave up and in Maddy’s mind and that substituted everything else out. Your action to leave so soon was unforgivable to her.

You gave up when things were getting good for the two of you. When your guys’ story was starting to pick up make things interesting.

“I started reading some of those poems you had taped up on your walls.” A faint smile twitched on her lips. “They almost looked like etchings of thoughts you never said to me.” Maddy’s lips trembled. She remembered clearing out your room and spending hours sitting in the center of that room. Unable to take her eyes off of all the deep and meaningful quotes that you were so infatuated with. If she’d known that she returned to your house in her dreams, finding you standing and staring at each poem with a smile, she would’ve never laid a foot inside that room.

Bowing her head slightly as she swayed. Sniffling harshly, she said, “If you must die, I’ll envy even the earth that wraps around your body.” Her tearful eyes lifted to the inscription of your name carved meaningfully into the boulder. Face twisting with her voice giving way. “And I fucking miss you, Y/n. I hate knowing something else will give you warmth when I could’ve filled that spot for you.”

Her voice cracked. A sob fell from her lips. “I shouldn’t be sad. You fucking left me!” She fell to her hands, slowly lowering herself where blades of grass brushed across her rosy cheeks that kissed the earth. Her body trembled as she sought the feeling of your arms once more. Fingers delving into the dirt, hoping to find your hands interlocking with hers the further she reached. “But I want you here. Even in my dreams, I just want one more day with you.”

It was a distant and unforgeable wish, she knew that. But she was desperate. She had to wake up most nights and cry herself back to sleep because that would be the only way to reunite with you once more. Through the pain, she was healed by your smile. And she trying to find a middle ground between acceptance and refusal.

But that was the thing–no one can have both. When someone is gone, we can’t do anything to bring them back. And with time, we will heal. It’ll hurt like hell and it’ll feel like that wound will always be open, but that’s what comes with acceptance. And when we least expect it, when we find someone that makes our hearts skip a beat like the person before once did, we’ll realize how far we’ve come. How much pain we were able to take and keep moving forward.

It's a sign to try again.

And it hurt Maddy to admit it, but she wanted to keep going. Keep you close to her heart, but far enough that she was allowed to think about the good times instead of the worst.

And what helped was for her to think about how your mind worked–your beliefs that she never could wrap her head around. With time, she learned more about herself and where she stood on the unappreciated qualities of life and the world she lived in. Maddy believed that in some alternate reality, the both of you were still together and thriving. And acknowledging that was beautiful in its own way because she got to experience it for some time–a small sliver compared to a counterpart, but still a gift. But a different version of her would feel it until her last breath.

Something like that was poetic, wasn’t it?

[writing-with-emy]

hi!! could you do a super cute like fluffy maddy x platonic reader? maybe they go to the mall together or like maybe the fair? idk i just love the friendship maddy vibes🤭🫶🏼

Forever and Always. - Maddy Perez x platonic!gn!reader

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A/N: I hope you like it, because this is my first ever request I got. Shipping: Maddy Perez x platonic!gn!reader Summary: You and Maddy were friends way before she met Cassie and when you guys got into highschool, you always were there for each other, no matter what. Especially now after Cassie's betrayal with Nate. So you made it your Mission to bring her on other thoughts through that what Maddy loves the most, Shopping. Just a cute little girl's day with your life long friend. Wordcount: 1,590 Warnings: Fluff!, Talk about Nate Jacobs & Cassie, a few cuss words, kinda implied f!reader at the end but I tried to hold it gender neutral! If I missed something tell me. Notes: English is not my first Language, so if any mistakes are in I’m sorry and give this kinda to google docs and Google Translate. This plays a few days after Maddy found out about Cassie & Nate through Rue.

“How are you feeling, you know, with that all?”, you asked, while looking through some clothes. “God, please don’t get me started with that at all.”, she looked over to the other side of the clothes rack you are on now. “I don’t know what I saw in either of them.”, she continued before going to a new one.. “I believe you that.”, you smiled before taking a top out from the rack and holding it to your torso. “If you take that top, I’m going to end our friendship. That is ugly ad fuck.”, she said, turning to you. “I just looked okay, I thought it was cute.”, you said, shrugging with your shoulders. “I love you, but Yellow is not your color.”, she took the top and put it back on the rack. “Come on, let's get out of here, these clothes are all ugly. I don’t know who goes shopping here.” She took your hand while dragging you out of one shop to go to another one. The next few minutes passed in complete silence, while looking for more clothes. “Can I ask you something?”, Maddy broke the silence first, before she turned to you. “Sure.”, you turned to her. "Well, two things. First, the black one or the red one?”, she questioned while holding two tops in front of her. “Black goes with everything, but I believe, I never really saw you in anything blank red, so the red one.” “Good, the second, be real to me, what did you think of Cassie when you first met her?”, she asked, while putting the black top back. “Well, to tell you the truth.. I never really liked her. I mean, she was nice and all, but every time I saw her I just had a bad feeling, like I had with Nate. Never liked any of them to be fair.”, you know that maybe it hurts to hear the truth of someone, but it was the truth and the truth is never not hurtful. “Why did you never say anything?”, she looked at you. “Well, first off, you seemed Happy, but second of all, I didn’t wanna lose you as my friend Mads. I know you my whole fucking life, I know how you tick, even if the last few years we never really had contact through Cassie being your Best Friend, and Nate being your Boyfriend, I kinda just hold it Back. I know how you are when someone lets something negative out over people you love, I saw it often enough.You were and are my friend, I didn’t wanna lose you over something stupid.”, you said truthfully. "Oh Babes..” Maddy came over to you to bring you into a hug, she put her arms around your neck, while you put your arms around her Body. “I’m sorry, that I was like that and pushed you back.” You know that Maddy was never one to really apologize to people, or embrace them into a hug, but when she did, you knew that she meant it. “Hey, is the Fair this year back in town?”, she asked while letting go of you. “Yeah, why?” “Well, let’s go together to the fair.”, she said smiling, while a glint of mischievousness twinkled in her eyes. “God, what is your Plan?”, you asked, smiling. “Who says I have a Plan? I just wanna have a fun Time with my friend, nothing more.”, she shrugs her shoulders while continuing going to more racks to look. You giggled quietly to yourself, before following Maddy. -

You were sitting in a Starbucks, both drinking you a latte and having a snack. You both kinda catch up with your lifes, before Maddy turns quiet and looks behind you, when you turned around you saw what makes her quiet. Cassie and Nate were walking Hand in Hand through the Mall. You rolled your eyes before looking at Maddy and making a gagging noise. That brought Maddys look back to you and made her smile. “Come let’s get finished and head out of here. No need to see those Cunts here.”,  you laughed. Both of you finished your stuff, before grabbing your bags and heading to the parking lot. In your car, she connected her phone with your car and put some music on. The drive to your Home was like 30 Minutes but none of you care, with Doja Cat and Saweetie you both just felt the Music. Especially when Best Friend came on, you both were just sitting in your car feeling the Music at the top of your lungs screaming the Lyrics and having a great time. “fuck, i forgot how much Fun we have everytime.”, Maddy laughed while hugging you from her seat. You laughed with her, it was no matter how much time can pass between you and Maddy not seeing each other, once you two are back everything feels like you never spend days or months apart from each other. Once you guys reached your house, you parked and got in with all your new bought clothes. -

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Welcome to my blog! I write fiction for my favorite characters or celebrities. I enjoy creating stories that explore the dynamics of relationships, and I'm always excited to see how my readers react to them. I hope you enjoy your stay here!

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♥️ To Do List ♥️ 1/31/23

Hi everyone! I wanted to give you guys another, updated idea on what I have planned to post over the next week or so.

Just a reminder that my requests are opened and I have updated my character list and masterlist so give it a peek :)

Let me know in the comments which ones you guys are most excited for!!

-Liz :)

Requests (next few days):

Fluff Request by @sweetashoneyhoney; Steddie x Reader; Summary: Do you want to write some steddie x reader fluff for your favourite reader? Pretty please💕

Smut Request by @hellooitsrose ; Spencer Reid x Reader; Both of them being virgins/inexperienced and super awkward but cute and flustered and mumbling and apologising and just in awe of each other

Angst Request by @drewmorg4n; Negan Smith x GN!Reader; Summary: hii, for your angst night could you do Negan Smith with unrequited love? preferably male reader or gender neutral. any prompt is fine :)

Angst Request by @rockwyn; Maddy Perez x Reader: Summary: hi, can u do a request where maddy got jealous of something and ended up shouting at the reader (soft) which made them cry.

Angst/Flirty Request by @rafesbae01; Rafe Cameron x Reader; Summary: 8. 'I really don't like you.' - 'And I really don't believe you.' Friends to lovers.

Scheduled (within the next few weeks)

February 3rd, 2023: Oneshot Request by @bringinsexybackk69: Daryl Dixon x Wife!Reader Summary: Daryl and his wife were separated at the fall of the prison bit the Reader manages to escape with Glenn. When they end up upon Abe and his crew, reuniting, they form a group looking for the rest of their family. At Terminus, once all the fighting is over, Daryl and Reader reunite.

February 23rd, 2023: Anon Smut Request: JJ Maybank x Reader; Summary: "JJ Maybank smut with best friends to lovers? Maybe they get super high and they get into mischief?"

First Part January 23rd: 'Cruel Summer': JJ Maybank x Reader Summary: JJ Maybank makes it his personal job to see that Topper's older cousin is given the full tour of all that the Outer-banks has to offer, including his way of life.

First Part January 23rd: 'Read It and Weep': NFL!Rafe Cameron x Journalist!Reader: After the journalist reader gets tackled on the sidelines by wide receiver Rafe Cameron, they quickly become enthralled in one another and can't seem to let each other go.

February 25th, 2023: JJ Maybank Unrequited Love Oneshot: Every time the reader and JJ have had feelings for one another, it's never been reciprocated. Until it is.

Starting March 1st, 2023: 'The Chain' Multipart Series: Summary; The Mandalorian is tasked to take on a high risk, high priced bounty, an escort, who he later realizes isn't wanted for the right reasons and takes it on himself to see that she's handled properly.

March 2nd, 2023: Spencer Reid x agent!reader; Summary: "After Reid gets out of prison and they're interrogating Cat, it comes out that she's pregnant with Reid's child. Following a big blow up, the reader has some words with Spencer but also with Cat."

March 16th, 2023: Aaron Hotcher x teacher!reader; Summary: "The reader meets Aaron at Jack's parents teacher conferences and he's heard all about Jack's 'cute teacher' through Penelope who's done snooping and also through Jack who's completely infatuated with her. When he gives her his personal number to reach out to him regarding Jack when he's off on a case, does she take it as an invitation to reach out to him or does she not?"

Eventual (TBD):

'Lights, Cameras, Action' Oneshot: Rafe Cameron x Camgirl!Reader Summary; Rafe falls in love with his most recent camgirl that he's been going to when he craves human (electronic) interaction and affection. Simple as that.

'Him + I' Multipart Series: Bodyguard!Daryl x Mafia!Reader Summary: Daryl is entrusted with protecting his bosses daughter which, in all of his years of working, is proving to be one of the most difficult jobs he's been given. Not because the job is difficult but because she is difficult.

'Breathe Me' Multipart Series: Bucky Barnes x Therapist!Reader Summary: Bucky's difficult part and sharp attitude makes their sessions difficult but his therapist gets right through to him with some 'unconventional' methods.

'Daddy Dearest' Oneshot: Negan Smith x Reader AU Summary: Strictly for the pleasure of @ncllywrites, this lengthy oneshot is about the situationship between Negan Smith, a CEO in New York City, and one of his many assistants. Of course he goes after the one girl who doesn't fall at his feet, making it his personal effort to win her over by any means necessary.

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Masterlist and Other Information (pinned)

Click 'Keep Reading' for my other information if you plan to request something

More Locations Than Pages (Elinor Fairmont x Fem!Reader)

Destined and Dream Of (Robin Buckley x Fem!Reader)

The Forgiving Kiss (Tom!Peter Parker x Fem!Mysterio!Reader)

Temperatures of Love (Tom!Peter Parker x Reader)

One Kiss, Hundreds of Lights (Andrew!Peter Parker x Reader)

The Beach (Peter Parker x Reader)

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I'm open to requests for the following characters Spiderman:

Peter Parker (any)

Gwen Stacy

MJ

First Kill:

Calliope Burns

Juliette Fairmont

Elinor Fairmont

Stranger Things:

Robin Buckley

Nancy Wheeler

Steve Harrington

Euphoria:

Rue Bennett

Cassie Howard

Jules Vaughn

Maddy Perez

Kat Hernandez

Lexi Howard

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I don't write/DON'T REQUEST

Smut

Anything weird (beastiality, incest, obviously step-bro/step-sis stuff, etc)

Abusive character/victim reader or vice versa

Pro-sh/pro-ed stuff (I'm fine with writing comfort fics but nothing like pro sh or pro ed bf/gf ones)

Male reader (with the exception of gn!reader)

Real people fiction

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Fluff

Angst

Any trope that doesn't go against my 'I don't write' list

Female and occasional gender neutral reader

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Preference: Your First Kiss (Girls)

GIF PREFERENCES

INCLUDES:

Cassie

Jules

Maddy

Kat

Lexi

Rue

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Cassie:

It became a regular occurrence with heading over to Lexis'. Whether it was studying, working on projects or just simply hanging out.

Plus, seeing Cassie on a regular basis was a positive sidenote.

It was one of those times where you and Lexi had decided to hang out within her room, movies playing on your laptop which you brought over, loaded up with a multitude of genres.

The movie was in full motion and just as the anticipation which the scene built up was finally about to be relieved, Lexi leaned forward and pressed the space bar on the keyboard, pausing the movie.

"Dude!"

"What?" Lexi shrugged innocently. "I need to go pee."

"Couldn't you have waited like, an extra 30 seconds?" You ask in a whining tone.

"Nope," she replied, popping the 'P'. "Anyways," Lexi started as she moved to stand from the bed. "We're nearly out of drinks so you can go get refills."

With that, she disappeared through the door.

"What's the point in having drinks if you're just gonna need a piss half way through the movie?" You grumbled to yourself quietly.

With a huff, you stood yourself, grabbing both of the large, near empty drinking glasses that are transparent red before leaving her bedroom yourself, heading towards the kitchen.

You whistle quietly to yourself as you walk down the hallway and stairs.

As you pass by the front door on your way, it opens and in walks Cassie, looking slightly drenched from the drizzle of rain outside.

But that wasn't what you had noticed about her appearance. It was the puffy, red eyes and smudged mascara.

There was no doubt that some of the trails of moisture down her cheeks were tears.

She closes the door and turns to walk further into the house, jumping when she spots you who had subconsciously stopped walking to watch her.

"Fucking Jesus, you scared me!" Cassie held one hand over her heart as it beat rapidly from the small fright you gave her.

You coughed as you were instantly brought out of your quiet trance. “Uh, yeah. Sorry.” You flashed her a small smile as you sheepishly scratch at the back of your neck.

“Are you- uh- are you okay?” You asked sincerely, your face now contorted in a slight show of concern.

She sniffled and attempted to send you a smile of reassurance but it did anything but. “Yeah.”

You raised your one eyebrow as you looked at her, silently asking her if she thought you were that stupid. Cassie sighed before walking past you and heading towards the kitchen, you trailing behind her.

Placing the two glasses down on to the counter, you lean back against it as you watch her try to compose herself. Turning towards you, her face lowered towards the ground, she finally relented.

“McKay cheated on me.”

Your whole body stiffened. You had gotten to know Cassie ever since you had first came over to their house to work with Lexi on a project. If you thought you had a crush on her when you first laid your eyes upon her, you had fallen hard during the moments you shared laughing and flirtatiously bantering.

“That fucking asshole,” you mutter.

Cassie giggled softly and the smallest of smiles graced her glossed lips. 

It was clear the girl before you was lacking some serious self-confidece and you decided you would change that.

“It’s his loss, I reckon. The asshole didn’t deserve you.”

She shook her head in protest but you wouldn’t allow her to speak as you continued.

“Like, how could anyone treat someone so kind, sweet, funny and beautiful as you like shit?” You slowly stepped towards her causing her head to raise and look up at you. “He just threw away the greatest damn thing that’s ever happened to him,” you whispered softly.

You stood so close your breaths hit each other’s faces’. Cassie gained a small twinkle in her big, round eyes.

“You mean that?”

You nodded. “Yeah. I do.”

She surged forward and crashed her lips to yours and, although you knew she was feeling quite vulnerable, you couldn’t help but lean into her touch and kiss her back.

Cassie had initiated the kiss with such aggression but you slowed it down to a sweet, steadied pace of lips melding together. There was a tenderness to your kiss that Cassie had never truly experienced before.

Moments pass where you and the blonde ignored all of your surrounding but eventually, you parted for air. She chased after you lips, her clouded mind wanting more but you moved back further, gently cradling her face in your hands.

“I can’t- I don’t want to be some rebound,” you whispered against her lips.

“I uh, I understand,” she started. “I don’t want you to be a rebound. You’re so sweet and I just- I don’t want to hurt you like that.”

You smiled down towards her in such adoration she swore she could have melted on the spot. “Maybe when you feel like you’re ready, I could take you on a date?”

You sounded so nervous asking such a thing, even though you had just shared a kiss. She giggled softly before nodding her head.

“Yeah. I’d like that.”

Beaming down at her, you placed a sweet kiss to her forehead before pulling away. “Me and Lexi are watching a movie if you wanna join. I- I mean, it is in your room but-”

She shook her head with a smile. “Sure. Just, give me a minute to change before you come in, yeah?”

You grinned as you nodded. “I’m on drink duty anyways, guess I gotta do you one, too.”

Cassie laughed in a shy manner, she all the sudden felt quite nervous around you. “Okay. See you in a sec.”

“Yeah,” you breathed out as you watched her walk away, turning the corner to head upstairs to her shared room with Lexi.

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Jules:

“Hey Y/N. Jules is in her room.”

“Thanks Mr. Vaughn.”

You smiled at Jules’ dad as you passed him at the front door and began walking towards the stairs. Just as you reached the first step, David called out to you before you could ascend them.

“Are you joining us for dinner tonight?”

Turning back towards the man, you grinned at him as you gripped your backpack strap with one hand and the stairs handrailing with the other. “That would be awesome, thanks.”

You had become quite comfortable within the Vaughn household after that first initial meeting 2 months ago. Mr Vaughn certainly liked you and had no issue with Jules spending a lot of her time with you.

Jules and you had decided to work together and study, hence why you were currently in their house, climbing the stairs to get to her room.

Reaching the decorated bedroom door, you rapped your knuckles against it twice before slowly opening the door. “Hey.”

Jules looked up from the textbook in front of her on the bed and smiled towards you. “Took your time.”

You scoffed. “Sorry princess. I’ll be sure to sprint next time.”

She released something akin to a snort as you closed the door and moved over on her bed slightly to make room for you, to which you gracefully fell into to.

“So, d’ya miss me?” you ask playfully, waggling your eyebrows up at her as she looked down at you.

She shook her head but a smile was obviously evident on her face. “I saw you like an hour ago.”

You feign hurt and clasp a hand over your chest. “That hurt princess. After I had missed you and all.” You winked up at her and shuffled to sit up beside her, leaning over the edge of the bed to reach into your bag where you dropped it to pull textbooks out.

Jules couldn’t help the way her eyes subtly scanned over you. She hadn’t been feeling as platonically invested in you as she appeared to be. Maybe it was the way you always ensured she ate, or how you would practically force your jumper on to her when she appeared cold in the slightest. Hell, maybe it’s the way you interact with her father, him now having someone to really share some interests with and enjoyable conversation with over dinner, something she always felt she wasn’t able to do.

“Okay,” you started, pulling a handful of textbooks up with you as you began to sit back up straight. “Whatcha wanna start with? Mr Davey in on my ass about my maths gra-”

The blonde had swiftly cut you off the second you turned to look at her with her lips landing on yours in succession.

You froze, only for a moment, before you allowed yourself to kiss back, your hands releasing your books and moving up to gently hold the back of her head and to rest lightly on her hip.

With her own hands, one hooked behind your neck and the other fisting your t-shirt, she pulled you down as she laid back on her bed, you easily following without resisting, the kiss becoming more fervent within the few seconds since starting.

Lungs becoming depleted and desperate for air, you separate and can’t help but stare into each others eyes as you breath heavily.

“Wow, you must really hate math.”

She allowed a laugh to bubble out of her, biting her lip as she looked up at you with adoration. “Dork.”

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Maddy:

Well, you did as she asked. You called her. How could you not? Honestly, you were kinda scared to find out what happened if you didn’t call.

You wait patiently within your car outside the address the girl had told you of, tapping your fingers against the steering wheel to the low volume of the radio.

Catching movement in the corner of your eye, you spot her bounding out of her home in a way only one Maddy Perez could pull off.

She pulled the door open and slid in with no qualms, as if she had done it a million times over. A small smirk covered her face when she noticed your gawking, most likely from the outfit she had chosen for the evening.

Miss Perez made it painstakingly obvious about going to some party together that evening. Even if parties weren’t your scene, you couldn't find it in you to disagree with the girl.

Plus, Kat had assured you she would also be in attendance, calming you slightly.

“Hey.” she pushed her chest out just that bit more as she made a show of pulling the seatbelt over her and buckling it in.

“H-hey.” Your eyes snapped to in front of you, trying to act as if you weren’t entirely and unashamedly staring at her.

“You remember where the partys’ at, right?” she asked, pulling the visor down and looking in the mirror, checking her glossed lips and eye makeup.

“Uh, yeah.” You didn’t want to keep her waiting, something in you felt like that wouldn’t be something she would like greatly. It honestly felt as if she had bewitched you the moment you watched her dance, never wanting to disappoint and always wanting to please her.

It felt different.

You started up the ignition and pulled away from the curb, focusing on the road the entire drive. Of course, Maddie took control of the music, connecting her phone to the aux cord and playing something of her liking.

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You had been at the party for an hour and already, you were feeling quite bored.

You opted out of drinking, staying sober to be able to drive.

You so desperately wanted to leave but you couldn’t find it in you to leave Maddy behind; intoxicated and without a sober cell in her body. You couldn’t just abandon her and leave her without a way of getting home, a possibility of someone taking advantage of her.

So, you stayed, watching from the side-lines as she danced with her friends, drinking.

Kat walked up to you, leaning against the wall like you had, her own drink in hand, only difference being the cups contents. “She should really go home. She never drinks this much so soon.”

Your brows furrowed and you chanced a peek at her before looking at Maddy once more, only now feeling concerned. “Why’d you think she’s drunk so much?”

She shrugged. “I don’t know, but she’s gonna keep going if she doesn’t leave.”

You sigh through your nose and drink the rest of your drink, a sprite-like drink. You hand Kat your cup before trudging through the sweaty bodies of drunken teens, desperately avoiding touching them as you navigate your way over.

Once near, Maddy spots you and a sloppy grin spreads over her face. She pulls you closer by your shirt and hooks her arms lazily around your neck, pushing her body into yours, still swaying to the music.

“Heyyyyy~ Where’ve y’been?” she slowly purred out.

You glanced around you awkwardly before looking down at her. “I was uh, letting you have fun with your friends.”

She cooed. “But I wan’ some fun with youuu~”

You smiled down at her sweetly as you pulled away slightly, taking her arms from around your neck and opting to hold one hand as the other gently rests on her waist to keep her somewhat steady on her feet.

“C’mon, Kat suggested getting you home.”

She hadn’t actually put up much fight which was surprising, instead allowing you to gently guide her out the house and towards your car, setting her in the passenger seat and buckling her up safely.

Once in, you wasted no time in driving away, intentions of taking her back to her home where she can sleep safely.

Her head was lolling from side to side yet she stayed away, a drunk smile across her lips and hooded eyes.

You glanced at her every so often and you couldn’t help yourself any longer, needing to know.

“Kat said you don’t usually drink this much at parties, especially early on. Why’d you drink so much tonight?”

She noted the concern in your tone but Maddy’s intoxicated state allowed her to ignore it, making her scoff. “God, why’re you being so- so boring?” she slurred, a hiccup interrupting her words.

You signed softly and decided against driving further without getting some answer from her. Pulling over, you allowed yourself to rotate slightly in your seat, facing her with a worried look.

“C’mon Mad, is something wrong? Did something happen?”

“’Was nervous,” she mumbled out, her voice sounding tired.

“Nervous?” you questioned. “Why are you nervous?”

“‘Cause I like you,” she started. “Kats’ always on ‘bout you, how great you are. Then I saw you sitting ‘gether.”

You smiled slightly and brushed her hair from her face which had fallen in front of due to all the lolling of her head. “You didn’t have to be nervous, y’know?”

“Really?” she mumbled sweetly, looking up almost like a hopeful child.

You chuckled and and cupped her cheek gently, running your thumb ob=ver the apple soothingly. “Really,” you affirmed.

In her drunken state, Maddy threw caution to the wind and leant forward, her lips crashing against yours clumsily.

You froze, not wanting to kiss her in this state, to which she partly picked up. Pulling away, she looked hurt and upset. “Why didn’ you kiss me back?” she slurred in a whisper.

“I want to kiss you,” you whispered back. “Just not like this, not when you’re like this. I want to do this properly, take you on an actual nice date, have a good time together, open doors for you and buy you food. Will you let me do that? Will you let me take you on a proper date?”

She sniffled and nodded, her heart swelling at the idea alone.

You smiled at her, placing a gentle kiss on to her forehead before turning your body in your seat back to the front, hands returning to the wheel and pulling off again, heading back to the same house you picked her up from earlier.

Maddy closed her eyes and leant her head against the window, a smile on her face.

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Kat:

Conversation thrived between the two of you over social media, yet it could not be said that it was the same within reality.

Only shy nods and quick hello’s exchanged in school.

‘Why do we never talk in person?’ Kat messaged one night randomly, making your eyebrows furrow.

‘Didn’t think you wanted to x’

A few seconds passed, the screen showing that she was typing a response, until it disappeared, no new message following. Now you were thoroughly confused.

Had you said something wrong? Done something?

With questions running wild in your head, you barely slept, thinking over all the times you’ve spoken not only over the phone and through texts and messages, but the small occurrences face to face.

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You spotted Kat down the hallway beside, as per usual, Maddy and Cassie.

Pulling out your phone, you text out a quick message, hitting send, watching readily to see if she’ll finally talk to you.

‘Hey x’

Her phoned buzzed which was what alerted her, you assumed. She pulled her own phone from out of her pocket, unlocking it and reading over your message, only to lock it again a second later, pocketing it once more.

You frowned and looked to your screen and there it said clear as day; ‘seen’.

“why’d it look like you just sucked a fucking lemon?” Troy asked, his words prompting his brother Roy to look at you also.

“Nothing.”

Your eyes stayed trained on the girl as she stayed more quiet than usual by her own friends.

“Dude, c’mon,” Roy pressed.

But the two were left looking after you confused as you left suddenly, heading in the direction of Kat. The twins shared a look of absolute confusion and opted to stay put to watch you do whatever they didn’t know you were about to do.

It was Cassie who spotted you, who lightly tapped Maddy and nodded at your approaching form. When Kat realised the two were looking at something behind her, her face scrunched up in confusion and she turned, spotting you.

You reach her in no time, and although you feel nerves wanting to overwhelm your body, you push through it.

“Hey, can we talk?” You warily glance at the girls behind her but refocus a moment later on her.

“Maybe later.” She was sort with her answer and turned to focus back on the two girls and her locker.

The frustration you began to feel was building and you decided againt your better judgement to press more. You stepped closer and leant towards her. “Now, please.”

“Why?” She still wouldn’t look at you.

You internally groaned before turning her around by her shoulder, her face holding a shocked expression.

“Because I thought we were friends, I thought we were okay. You just decided to ignore me all the sudden and I want to know why.”

Kat scoffed and leant closer, her voice turning into a harsh whisper. “You were perfectly fine with ignoring each other before.”

“That’s different!” you exclaimed before lowering your voice once more. “I told you I thought you didn’t want to talk during school.”

“What gave you that fucking impression, huh?”

“How about the fact you never came up to talk to me just as I didn’t fucking waltz up to talk to you? Conversations go both fucking ways, Kat.” You breathed out heavily through your nose, closing your eyes for a moment. “I thought you liked me, like, liked me. Like how I like you. We talked non stop and I thought it was going somewhere but then you just damn cut me off and I don’t even know what I did wrong. Or it was over some stupid fucking fact that either of us had any fucking balls to talk to each other?”

“So, I’m talking to you now,” you continued. “You still gonna fucking ignore me, Kat? Huh? You gonna keep ignoring me? Because I don’t like it when you ignore me, I don’t fucking like it when we don’t talk, Kat. All I ever want to do is talk to you, all the fucking time. I wanna listen to you complain about anything and everything. I wanna listen to you tell me that you hate Mr Davey’s class. I wanna listen to every fun fact about fucking sailor moon you know. You drive me fucking crazy, Kat.”

Kat was flabbergasted during your whole speech, her eyes wide and her heart racing. The two girls behind her had their mouths wide open, shock and excitement flowing through them.

Moments passed where Kat gave no response and you sighed, shaking your head and turning to leave, your face turning crestfallen. But before you had any time to put some distance between yourself and her, she rushed in front of you and smiled up at you.

“I really fucking hate Mr Daveys’ class.”

You snorted and shook your head, you face slightly confused.

That confusion melted away when she leant in and kiss you almost hesitantly. You responded with more confidence, in which boosted her own, allowing the kiss to become more affirmative, your hands resting on her waist as hers held on to your shoulders.

“Aww, that was like, really fucking weird but cute,” Maddy voiced, drawing you and Kat out of your own bubble and out of your kiss.

“Thanks, Perez,” you called to her, to which Kat rolled her eyes, but smiled nonetheless.

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Lexi:

You toss your tray full of food on to the table before letting your bag fall to the ground. You plonk yourself down on to the bench beside Lexi, throwing your arm over her shoulders.

She smiles up at you whilst you give her a wink.

“Hello, gorgeous.”

After that day in class, you and Lexi grew closer and closer, eventually falling naturally into a relationship.

Although, you’ve yet to kiss one another, going at a slower pace than most nowadays. 

“Hey.”

You bring her closer into your side as you play with the food on your tray. “So,” you draw out. “ Me, you, food, a movie?” You waggle your eyebrows and she giggles as your ridiculousness.

“We already had that planned, in case you’ve forgotten.”

“Well, excuse e for wanting to double-check with my girlfriend.” At this, she blushed.

“Obviously, I’m still coming over.”

“That’s what I like to here.” You smile and pick up one of the few tater tots on your plate, popping one into your mouth while you continue to side hug Lexi.

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Movie playing on your laptop, all junk food completely disappeared and Lexi curled into your side, you felt content, happy, relaxed.

You sighed calmly as you gave Lexi a small squeeze, to which she smiled up at you shyly, looking towards your face with a light blush dusting her cheeks.

Moments passed where she continued watching you, feeling her gaze on your face. You glance down at her, a smile breaking out on to your features. “You’re missing the film.”

Her blush deepened, feeling slightly embarrassed that she had been caught staring but kept looking at you either way.

It became silent between you once more, you enjoying the movie whilst Lexi thought things over in her head, debating whether she should ask or leave it be.

 She eventually chose to ask.

Quietly, as her eyes shifted away from your face, she spoke. “Can I kiss you?”

You paused, thinking you hadn’t heard her correctly, nearly not at all with how quiet she’s being.

You lean forward to pause the movie before turning you attention down to your girlfriend, still cuddled close to you but almost as if she was trying to hide away due to her sudden shyness.

“What?” you asked softly.

Lexi cleared her throat and forced herself to act more confident when she repeats her words. She looks you in the eye and speaks once more. “Can I kiss you?”

A wide smile breaks on to your face and you can’t help the way your heart swells with happiness.

But, you being you, you couldn’t help but tease her slightly.

“I don’t think my girlfriend would like that.”

Her eyebrows furrowed and she looked honestly confused for a moment, almost sullen, her mind not working it out as quickly as she would like to admit. “Oh,” was all she said.

You chuckled and shook your head. “C’mere,” you whispered, gently guiding her head towards your with your hand against her jaw, pulling her closer and closer until finally, your lips met in a sweet and attentive kiss.

It was slow and soft and it all Lexi could want and more.

Pulling away, her eyes remained close for moments beyond the kiss, a smile gracing her face.

“So, am I good kisser or am I a great kisser?” you playfully spoke, earning a giggle from the girl in your arms, who still looked blissed out from your moment.

“Any other options to chose from?” she teasingly asks back.

“Nope. Sorry. Only those options are available. Unless you wanna say I’m like, the best kisser in the world, then I’ll make an exception.”

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Rue:

“Rue, my sweet, sweet Rue. Word is you’re abandoning me,” you sigh out dramatically as you swung into her sight holding on to the door frame.

She turns from her packing and looks at you, a deadpan expression on her face as she sarcastically states, “Oh no. Why is the world such a cruel place?”

Snorting, you move to flop down on to her bed in the centre right beside her suitcase, still half unpacked, clothing piled up on the opposite side.

From the moment you and Rue first interacted, you grew closer and closer, eventually, even your flirting towards Marissa slowed to a stop, too focused and caught up in what was Rue.

“Y’know,” you started. “I’m gonna miss you. This placed sucked but it got a little better when you got here.” You had a sad smile, something very uncommon for you.

Rue’s face turned sympathetic and she sat by your head, her hand reaching out and holding yours where it rest atop your stomach. “When’re you finally getting out?”

Another snort escapes you and you shrug your shoulders, looking up at her face. “I dunno. Like, another month, maybe? Just to make sure, y’know?”

You had been to rehab on multiple occasions, this being your third; which is why they’ve decided on keeping you in longer, hoping that the lengthened stay would work better than the other placements.

It fell silent between the two of you and you basked in it, only for a short while though, hands connected by soft touches and gentle holds.

Clearing your throat, you looked up in Rue’s direction once more and, what felt like the first time in many years, you felt nervous.

“Hey,” you whisper to gain her attention.

“What’s up?”

“When I finally get out of here,” you swallowed thickly. “Let me take you on a date.”

You held your breath as you awaited your reaction and you felt relief consume your entire being when her face lit up with a wide but shy smile. She nodded a little. “Yeah, I’d like that.”

You continue to gaze at her face, your eyes scanning over every detail, memorising it. You decided to be bold a final time, leaning up and connecting your lips with her.

The positioning was slightly awkward, your head a whole 90 degrees off from hers but it never prevented her from turning her head to kiss you back easier, her hair falling over the sides of both your faces like a curtain of curls.

Your free hand reached up, bringing it to the back of her head, her hair falling between the gaps of your fingers.

Both of you part, lazily smiles on your face. You felt ecstatic and now could no longer wait until you would be deemed safe to leave the centre. 

“I should uh,” you cleared your throat and chuckled slightly. “I should let you pack.”

“Yeah,” Rue whispered, her bottom lip becoming lightly trapped between her teeth.

As if hearing each others thoughts, you both leaned towards each other and gave each other one last kiss, soft and sweet and slow.

Pulling away, you sit up and then stand from the bed, slowly making your way out of her room which would be empty in a few hours times. Before fully leaving, you turn to her, a wide grin on your face as you overdramatically bow, causing her to laugh at your actions.

You call out to her one last time before walking out of the doorway and down the corridor.

“See you in a month, Bennett.”

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Honestly, these kinda sucked lmao

My writing has just gone down hill

(Not that it was way up there before)

Anyways, this kinda leads on from the first Euphoria preferences I did with the girls

You can find that one through the masterlist pinned on my page

If you wanna be added to a toglist lemme know

Anywho, I hope you enjoy

As always, constructive criticism and requests are welcomed and greatly appreciated :D

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Euphoria taglist:

@thanossexual​ 

[a-aexotic]

hii can i request a maddy perez x fem!reader where she comforts the reader during a panic attack? thanks!

—cw: panic attacks, gender neutral!reader, mentions of past trauma, teenage alcohol/drug abuse, partying, slight mention of dying. —a/n: i hope i made this realistic - i apologize if i didn't. i don't have much experience with writing panic attacks!

THE party music was loud, and the air smelt of weed and alcohol. You needed to get away for a few hours, that's why you thought that a party would be a great idea; music and alcohol were used as a coping mechanism for you.

You walked through the crowd, trying to find the alcohol so you could get some for yourself and your friends. When you got to the table, you poured yourself some drinks. When you turned around, you bumped into someone accidently.

"Hey, watch where you're going!" They shouted in your face. This startled you, making you spill the other drinks on yourself. "Jesus,"

They started walking away and suddenly, the room felt humid and you had a hard time breathing. You tried to breathe in and out but it was hard because of the air and being in such close proximity to so many people, in a such a small room.

You started walking away and you heard your friends worried shouts of your name. You went into the bathroom, trying to stay calm. Your heart was beating fast and it felt like you were going to die.

You heard a knock at the door, and you tried to ignore before the knocking became more drastic. "I-I'm coming,"

You opened to Maddy, standing there with worried plastered on her face. "Are you okay? We saw you-"

You shook your head, a sob coming out with no warning. "I don't k-know what happened, Maddy, something came over me." She looked at your, sympathy and worry in her eyes. She closed the door, quickly embracing you tightly.

"Shh, it's okay, y/n. Just look at me and breathe." She instructed, cupping your face and looking into your eyes. Maddy usually wasn't a very comforting person, but she was very comforting in that moment.

It took a few moments of silent breathing before you finally felt like you were fine-ish. Your heart was still beating fast and the bathroom air felt somewhat suffocating for you, but you were fine because Maddy was there.

She sat you down on the toilet seat, giving you another big hug as she rubbed circles your back and neck, trying to calm you. Finally, it felt okay again. You took one more big breath and got up, holding Maddy's hands and looking in her pretty eyes. She smiled, genuinely.

"Thank you, Maddy, really."

She gave you a kiss on the cheek. "No need to thank me. I'm always here for you, okay? Don't ever think I'm not. Now let's leave this lame ass party and go get ice cream."

You nodded enthusiastically, with a smile on your face.

[justagirlsearchingforamuse]

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

Here is my masterlist, I’ll try to update it whenever I make more content and things on this site, also these are fandoms that I will write for and fandoms that i will talk about so don’t be afraid to send in an ask about these fandoms, whether it’s headcanons or drabbles, or whatever.

Resident Evil: Village

Karl Heisenberg

Alone (smut, gender neutral reader, fic) - Part 1

Reunited (smut, gender neutral reader, fic) - Part 2

Alcina Dimitrescu

Ripe Fruit (smut, female reader, fic)

Ethan Winters

Donna Beneviento

Cassandra Dimitrescu

Bela Dimitrescu

Daniel Dimitrescu

Salvatore Moreau

Mother Miranda

Cyberpunk 2077

Johnny Silverhand

Impressive (smut, female reader, fic }

Kerry Eurodyne

Jackie Welles

Judy Alvarez

Viktor Vector

Panam Palmer

Rogue Amendiares

River Ward

Claire 

Life Is Strange 2

Sean Diaz

Showering With Sean (headcanons, smut, female reader)

“didn’t mean to turn you on” Finn McNamara x Sean Diaz (fic, mlm, smut)

“Being tall has its perks. You’re a really great view from up here” (short fic, female reader, fluff}

Sinn/Sean x Finn Headcanons (smut, sfw, fluff)

Pain (period smut, female reader, smut)

Big Breasted Reader HC’s (smut and fluff)

Smut Alphabet (smut, headcanons)

“were you just masturbating?” (smut, fic, female reader}

Threesome & Throuple With Sean and Finn (smut, female reader, headcanons)

“i can’t wait until we’re alone, there are so many things I want to do to you” (smut, female reader)

Finn McNamara

“come here” (smut, gender neutral reader)

Cassidy/Lucy Rose Jones

“I want to watch you take your clothes off” (female reader, fic, wlw)

Lyla Park

Jacob Hackerman

The Walking Dead

Rick Grimes

Negan Smith

Michonne Hawthorne

Daryl Dixon

Carl Grimes

Enid Rhee

Glenn Rhee

Maggie Rhee

Ron Anderson

Lydia

Paul Rovia

Rosita Espinosa

Tara Chambler

The Last Of Us

Joel Miller

Ellie Williams

Dina

Jesse

Abby Anderson

Nora Harris

Yara

Mel

Ginny And Georgia

Marcus Baker

Ginny Miller

Georgia Miller

Stranger Things

Steve Harrington

Billy Hargrove

Nancy Wheeler

Robin Buckley

Euphoria

Rue Bennet

Jules Vaughn

Kat Hernandez

Maddy Perez

Cassie Howard

Fezco

Elliot

Shameless

Fiona Gallagher

Debbie Gallagher

Sandy Milkovich

Lip Gallagher

Carl Gallagher

Ian Gallagher

Mickey Gallagher/Milkovich

Stranger Things

Steve Harrington

Billy Hargrove

Robin Buckley

Eddie Munson

[bumblesimagines]

what's a kiss between friends?

you don't treat anyone else like this. just me.

- Maddy Perez

you don't treat anyone else like this. just me.

what's a kiss between friends?

Pronouns: they/them/theirs, gender neutral!reader

You watched Maddy fiddle with the speakers from the comfort of your bed, one cheap beer can in hand while the other kept your head propped up. She grinned when the music finally began flowing from them and tapped on her phone screen a few times until a Kali Uchis song began playing. Maddy spun on her heel to face you, her hair flying from one shoulder to the next with her movements, and she began to sing along to the song. 

"I just wanna get high with my lover Veo una muñeca cuando miro en el espejo Kiss, kiss"

You chuckled and pushed yourself up to lean back against the headboard, eyes trailing after her as she danced along to the song, swaying her hips and using her half-empty beer can as a microphone. You nodded along to the beat, unable to resist the smile spreading on your lips while Maddy continued her performance. She moved onto the end of the end after setting her can aside, kneeling at the edge, and continuing to sing along with a wide smile.

"But I know a place we can escape Find out how it feels to let go of everything, be free When you're here with me"

Better to see Maddy loose and carefree than agitated over Nate or her parents. She seemed fully in her element, laughter occasionally escaping her and the smile never leaving her face. She leaned down, crawling toward you with a mischievous grin and stealing the can right from your hand once close enough. She flopped onto her back and drank the last remaining drops of beer before setting it on the nightstand and tilting her head toward you, resuming her singing and dramatically resting her hand over her chest. You stayed silent, keeping your teasing at bay for the night. She needed a good time after what Cassie had done to her.

"There's nothing like peace of mind And you take the time to make sure that I'm okay I know I can put stress on your brain"

Maddy trailed off toward the end of the lyrics, her lips pressing together and pursing lightly as she stared up at you. You quirked a questioning brow at her and reached out to brush raven-colored strands out of her face. She swatted lightly at your hand and mimicked your position, curling her arm around her pillow and tilting her head. 

"What is it, Maddy?" You prodded, shifting to lay more on your side and look at her better. She ran her fingers through her hair, pushing it back and fully out of her face, her eyes still lingering on yours. 

"You ever thought about, like..." She trailed off, the tip of her acrylic nail scratching lightly against her jaw. "Kissing?" 

"I had my first kiss years ago, Mads, and you did too."

"That's not what I mean, asshole," She huffed lightly, lightly pushing your temple with two fingers and rolling her eyes dramatically. Her hands moved to the ends of her hair, combing through it thoughtfully. "I mean, like... us." 

Us. It almost sounded like it had a double meaning, as if it meant something more than friendship. You'd known Maddy quite literally your whole life, practically since the womb. Your mother had fallen pregnant around the same time as Mrs. Perez, and as a result, they'd often exchange tips or simply talk about how life had changed for them. It'd almost been fated, really, to become best friends with the girl across the street. You'd seen it all: her rise in popularity, the cheerleading practices, her circle of friends growing, the turbulent relationship with Nate Jacobs. the anger, the sadness. The very definition of ride or die.

"What's a kiss between friends?" She lifted her brows at you, but you knew her too well to miss the hint of nerves. The way her fingers combed through her hair, the slightly pursed lips, the way her eyes slipped away every so often. It would've been a shock to the girls if they learned nothing had ever happened between you and Maddy. They joked about it often, and you were fairly certain they believed Maddy turned to you whenever something went wrong with Nate. She did, of course she did, but not in the way they thought of. 

"Friends." You repeated airily, your finger drawing shapes on the sheets. "You know, you don't treat anyone else like this. Just me. Everyone else thinks you're always acting like this cool girl when you're just a dork."

"A dork?" Maddy scoffed softly, the ends of her lips curling upward. "The fuck you mean, a dork?"

With a soft snort, you leaned forward, planting your lips against her in a swift peck. Her typically colored lips were clean and soft, with only the taste of cherry chapstick. Maddy made a soft noise of surprise, her body growing motionless, but by the time the surprise had faded, you'd already pulled away, slumping back into the pillows and listening to a new song fill the room.

[bumblesimagines]

Maddie x male reader Euphoria

❝  please,  stay for dinner?  i enjoy your company.  ❞

❝  please,  stay for dinner?  i enjoy your company.  ❞

pronouns: they/them, gender neutral

Entering the house, you could hear the distant sound of Theo and his babysitter, Maddy, laughing and chatting. You smiled fondly at the sound and quietly closed the door, setting the keys aside and heading down the hallway. You spotted them sitting on the floor of the livingroom with a board game between them.

"(N/N)!" Theo called excitedly, stumbling onto his feet and rushing over to you. You scooped your brother up into your arms with ease, feeling him toss his arms around your neck. Chuckling softly, Maddy collected the board game pieces and tidied up, putting it back with the rest of the board games.

"Hey, (Y/N)." She greeted with a gentle smile, warmly gazing at Theo when you set him down.

"How you been, Maddy? I hope Theo wasn't too much trouble." You chuckled, ruffling up his dark brown hair. Theo puffed out his cheeks at you, swatting your hand away.

"He was an angel as always." Maddy replied, pointedly grinning at Theo and giving him a wink.

Humming, you nodded and patted his shoulder. "Good. Go clean up while I make dinner." Theo nodded, quickly hugging Maddy and running off to his room. Maddy watched him go and giggled softly before turning back to you.

"I should get going. Samantha said she'd send me the money if you got here before her." She explained, retrieving her purse and slinging it over her shoulder.

"Please, stay for dinner? I enjoy your company. Besides, Samantha should be here when dinner's done." Maddy blinked at you, lips parting for a second before she pressed them closed and eagerly nodded.

"Yeah, of course!" She giggled again, more nervously this time, and set her purse back down. "I'd love to."

[thebisexualdogdad]

32 on the kiss thing with maddy after reader win his soccer game plz

Maddy perez x GN!reader

32. jumping into your lover's arms

East Highland high's soccer team hadn't made it to the championships in over two decades so there was a lot riding on this.

Maddy had driven four hours to be there to support you for this game knowing how nervous you were.

There was thirty seconds left and the game was tied 2-2.

The ref blows his whistle starting the play and your team takes control of the ball.

Running across the field one of your teammates passes you the ball and right before the final buzzer dings you kick the ball towards the goal.

It's like everything turns into slow motion, the crowd standing in anticipation waiting to see what happens.

The goalie jumps towards the ball.

He misses.

"East highlands wins!" The announcer yells over the speaker.

Everyone rooting for your team excitedly cheers while those here for the opposing team boos and swears in disappointment.

Your team surrounds you applauding you for making the game winning goal and Maddy runs onto the field from the stands and pushes her way through your team.

She jumps into your arms and you spin her around, kissing her sweetly.

"You did it!" She smiles.

"I had my good luck charm," you say, kissing her once more and hugging her tighter.

[bumblesimagines]

“ i feel safe with you. i always have. “

- Jules Vaugh

“ i feel safe with you. i always have. “

pronouns for y/n: they/them, gender neutral

Tap, tap, tap.

You brushed it off as your mind making sounds up or the large plant outside hitting your window. Besides, most of your friends were either still at the fair or had gone home for one reason or another. You had the shit luck of having to drive your high as shit and emotional sister home. However, Maddy had surprisingly slinked off to her room without much protest.

Tap, tap, tap.

You buried your face into your pillow and groaned. Surely, it couldn't have been Kat. No, even with her newfound confidence and style, she still hadn't gotten the courage to just up and try to sneak into your room. You considered Cassie as an option, seeing as the girl had apparently fought with her boyfriend. But even then, she typically always texted before arriving. You grew still and hoped whoever it was, either caught the hint or moved onto your sister's window.

Tap, tap, tap.

Fuck.

You lifted your head and turned to look at the window, finding a dark figure standing outside. They looked slender and skinny. Perhaps it was BB, but then you remembered how loud she'd get when ignored. You sighed heavily and rolled out of bed, sluggishly approaching the window and opening it.

…Jules Vaughn?

You blinked. You'd only spoken to the girl a handful of times and those conversations were typically about homework or class. Her phone number wasn't even saved on your phone. How the hell had she found your address or even known which window was yours?

"Hi." She spoke quietly, voice cracking. Upon further look, you noticed her glittery makeup had swept down her cheeks with tears and the grim look on her face spoke volumes. You briefly wondered if she'd been looking for Rue's house or even had gotten lost, but if she had, she would've knocked on the door or called her brunette friend.

"Uhm, come in, I guess." You stepped aside and reached out, grasping her forearm and helping her inside. You flicked on the lamp on the nightstand and faced her, curiously looking her over. She appeared otherwise fine. She still had on her pink outfit from the fair and had yet to take the pink highlights out of her hair.

"I know this is weird, but I just- I don't know. I feel safe with you. I always have and I've had... the worst night of my life." Jules explained softly, pushing some hair away from her face. You could relate in a sense. Maddy had made a whole spectacle of herself and the Jacobs family infront of a crowd of classmates and neighbors.

"Okay." You nodded and shut the window, motioning toward your bed. "We can talk about it, if you want. You can stay the night or I can call Rue and drop you off at her place."

"Thank you."

[thebisexualdogdad]

💖 Imagine Perez Reader showing up to comfort Maddy when she calls him upset

Maddy Perez x Sibling!reader

● Maddy tried her best to pretend like Nate and Cassie getting together didn't utterly hurt her

● her best friend dating her shitty ex? Of course that would sting

● you were at college three hours away when Kat had texted you telling you what happened between Maddy and Cassie

● Maddy goes radio silent for a couple days which is odd because you guys talk every single day even if it's just sending each other dumb memes

● you send her a few texts letting her know you're here for her if she needs someone to talk to

● it's Sunday afternoon and your phone buzzes with Maddy's name popping up on the screen

● you immediately pick up and Maddy is sniffling and her voice cracks

● "Y/N I need you"

● "I'm on my way"

● it didn't matter that you had classes in the morning, your sister was hurting

● when you get back to town you make a stop at the liquor store before heading to your childhood home

● once home Maddy opens the door and she's in a fluffy robe, hair in a messy bun with smudged makeup you only assumed was days old

● "I got booze, junk food and whatever these pills are"

● it's the first time she smiles in days

● your parents don't even question why you're home

● "good to see mom and dad are as attentive as always"

● you spend the next few hours drinking, snacking and talking shit (Maddy opted out on taking the mystery pills you got from Fez but is saving them for a rainy day)

● "I can't believe that fucking bitch like seriously dating Nate after everything he did to me!"

● "Maddy look at me, you are way too good for Nate fucking Jacobs and if Cassie is going to ignore all the bullshit he put you through then that's her problem"

● "but she's supposed to be my best fucking friend"

● "trust me, when you go to college you are going to make way better friends than the fucked up people in this town"

● "God I miss you why did you have to go to school so far away"

● "Mads I'm always going to show up when you need me no matter how far away I am"

● you get absolutely wasted and pass out in Maddy's bed

● when she wakes up you're holding her and she actually feels like everything is going to be okay