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#made this because they actually reminded me of my original characters šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
spicyclematis Ā· 4 months
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the chemistry is chemistry-ing
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notreallysorryxx Ā· 2 months
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#"King"
You're being good for your king.
Characters: RiiKami (vtuber)
Warnings: suggestive themes, implied sexual content, um... yandere-ish (it's riikami so duh-), not proofread (didn't wanna bother my friend this time šŸ˜­)
Notes: This is from before I started actually getting into RiiKami. Even now, I'm still fairly new to this. :/ Also this was very much inspired by his song "Worshipping Desires". It's literally my favourite song and AH. If you didn't know, at one point you hear "here" and "good", so I took that and wrote something for my friend from it. I guess this is kind of a more modern royal au(?)
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With a flick of his wrist or a snap of his fingers, you were at Kami's beck and call. Though he never forced you to do anything you didn't want to. He was respectful in that sense. But somewhere, deep inside your mind, you wanted him to use his power to do... anything really. There wasn't a thing you wouldn't do for that man, honestly.
Ever since you had met him and pledged your life to him, you'd felt a magnetic pull. It reminded you of the books you used to read about soulmates. Unrealistic scenarios, you thought. But what if- You pause in what you're doing, almost falling over the person in front of you like dominoes. As you look up to see the person you ran into, your heart skips a beat. Without even seeing his face, you can tell. It's Kami.
"I'm so sorry, you're majesty-!"
Kami tilts his head, smiling, "It's fine. You didn't purposely run into me, right?"
You blink. Is he... oh, he's teasing you. Wait. Teasing you?!
"Ah- I... um no. It was an accident. I swear," you place your hand over your heart.
Whether I was to calm your racing heart or to show your sincerity, you're not sure. Kami stares at you for a moment more before he turns and walks away. You let out a sigh of relief, slouching.
=ā˜†=
Later that day, you relax in your bedroom. Your own bedroom. Unlike the rumours about the King, he was benevolent. Especially to you. Well, according to the other staff. In your opinion, he treated you the same as anyone else. You frown as you look at the letter on your nightstand. It's addressed to you from your parents. Earlier, you had read the contents. They were expressing their disappointment at how your life had gone. At a young age you had refused to be married off. This wasn't medieval times, you had argued. It was modern day. And it wasn't like marrying you off to anyone would help your family financially.
They were in debt, deep debt. Nothing could possibly help them now.
But you were wrong.
Kami had made an offer. You work for him, he paid you generously. And who were you to deny such a beautiful man.
Originally your parents tried to dissuade you, claiming he was too dangerous. That he'd surely kill you or something worse. But he hadn't. No, he had been nothing but kind.
A smile forms on your face as you think of it. The smile quickly vanishes as you blush at the memory of something he had said to you.
His obsession, he had called you. What did that mean? Were you delusional or was he-
You shake your head. There was no time to think of that, you needed to rest for that night's ball.
Getting dressed into a classy yet simple outfit, you take your first step up the stairs from the staff quarters.The first thing you see is the king himself.
"Your majesty, what are you-?"
"I was waiting for you," he cuts you off abruptly.
"For me?"
Kami nods, offering his hand. He raises his eyebrow.
"Well...?"
How can you refuse him? As he grasps your hand, you can feel the warmth seep through his gloves. It makes you feel giddy, but also nervous. It's embarrassing. Not because you're with Kami. But because Kami is with you, a simple servant.
The both of you step into the ballroom and all you can think about is how strange it is that he chose you to accompany him tonight. Isn't he ashamed of you. His servant. But he called you his obsession..."Are you feeling okay?" he questions, walking towards what you assume is his assigned seat.
"You don't have to be here if you don't want to."
You're quick to reassure him, "No no! I'm alright. I can tend to you, your majesty.
"Kami struggles to stifle a laugh, "Tend to me? In what way?"You swear his voice dropped an octave.
"A-Any way..." you manage to choke out.
He smirks, "Then maybe you can tend to me privately from now on... after the ball, yes? Don't feel pressured. I won't make you do anything weird. You can just change my sheets and stuff like that if you want to."
"I said anything- I'm not against anything."
Kami makes a sound of acknowledgement, looking away. He spots a few familiar faces, telling you to stay put as he goes to greet them.
However, staying still was not your strong suit. You wander around the room, eventually spotting people that you recognise. But they're not people you want to talk to, they're just old bullies. As fate would have it though, they call you out.
"Over here!" one calls. He's grinning as if he's found a new toy.
You're not a child anymore, but you still can't help but be scared of them. And so you comply with them.
They're quick to start jabbing you, both physically and verbally. They joke about your family's financial situation and how you're probably miserable working for Kami. The entire time, you're silent, spacing out.
You're snapped out of your trance when you hear a booming, but comforting, voice call out for you. It's Kami, once again saving you. At this point you might as well give up your life to pay for all of his help.
Kami grabs your arm, pulling you back into his chest. He glares at the group of bullies.
"Scram. I won't have you insulting a future monarch-"
You're speechless. A future monarch. A monarch... that's only possible through heredity. But you're not of the royal bloodline so what does this mean.
While you're thinking back on everything, the troublemakers sprint out of the ballroom. Shocked faces and gasps are heard around you as you're pulled away from the crowds. When you don't fully comply, Kami throws you over his shoulder. You offer no resistance, laying slack in his arms.
He opens the door to an unfamiliar room. The rooms lavish, adorned with tons of purple accents and fabrics.
Kami let's you down, steadying you before he speaks."Are you okay?"
"Yeah, fine..." you mumble.
He sighs, sitting down on his bed. "Did I say something that bothered you? I assumed you wouldn't be opposed to marrying me. You gave me no reason to believe you weren't infatuated with me."
You feel your face heat up, "Your majesty-"
"Just call me Kami, please."
"Kami," you start again, "That's unprofessional. We're two worlds apart. You're a king and I'm just someone who's working in a castle to pay of my parents' debts."
"Who cares about that? What does it matter? I see the way you look at me. Surely this love isn't one-sided."
"Is it not? I thought my feelings for you were unrequited-"
"They're not. I feel as much love for you as you do for me. Maybe more. But I'm not about to make a contest out of it," Kami laughs. "I thought you had picked up on it. Haven't you heard me call you my obsession at least a hundred times?"
You reluctantly nod.
"So? Nothing to say in return?"
"In return for what?"
"Oh, I don't know. Maybe something to say about the fact that I just confessed my love for you. And the fact that you feel the same?" he teases you, a hand languidly stroking your cheek.
"What is there to say if you already know how I feel?"
Kami grins, cooing at you,
"Oh, darling. My obsession."
He pulls away, eyes tracing over your every movement.He pats his lap, voice dropping an octave once more.
"Here."
You're quick to obey. He holds power over you. You wanted this and you're finally getting it.As you plop down in his lap he smiles. It's a Cheshire like smile.
"Good. You said you'd do anything to tend to me, right? Make good on your promise, yes?"
You know you're in for a long night.
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thatseitagremlin Ā· 1 month
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my drdt driving headcanons (tierlist form)
DISCLAIMER: this was originally made spontaneously for a (work-in-progress!) drdt x limbus company au, since my friend kindly reminded me that They Do Not Have a Designated Bus Driver (makes more sense in context), thus making one of the little freaks responsible for driving the bus and making sure all seventeen [;)] passengers stay alive. thankfully for these little freaks in this au specifically, death is reversible, which is why one of the tiers is worded like That. aside from that this actually isn't any different from my "normal" driving tierlist, but i thought the disclaimer need to be made anyways. full explanations under cut!
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-) i trust them: it actually took me a while to figure out who the hell would i trust with driving a bus. with the additional possibility of the other drdt characters bitching about traffic and possibly annoying the driver. at the end i decided that i had the least worries about min and levi... until another friend brought up that they wouldn't trust min because she wouldn't be able to see šŸ˜­ I DON'T REMEMBER HER BANGS OBSTRUCTING HER IN ANY WAY IN CANON THOUGH, SO I'LL LEAVE HER THERE.
-) anxiety: i actually trust eden more than nico or ace, hence why she's at the first slot. she can probably drive, she's just prone to panicking. also i can imagine a scenario where she's so focused on the road that she doesn't realize she's driving onto a broken fence like a mario kart shortcut. also i think nico would do fine until they get into an oddly specific driving scenario and crashes the bus
-) road rage: hu has 18+ years worth of repressed anger. if she was driving and she knew someone else was listening i feel like she would progress from small talk to roasting everyone and everything she can think of. j could drive but arei would be constantly out to get her, so it's not worth letting it happen. ace is indeed there twice because leaving him out of either tier seemed unfaithful
-) has never driven: i think these three were 1) the type to get used to personal drivers, taxis, and driving service apps and 2) never rode in those little cars attached to shopping carts or played mario kart as children, but they all would be okay-ish drivers if they had the chance to learn. Unfortunately in this specific au, the only chance to learn is trial by fire, and they all fucked up their first attempts of driving and only charles is willing to try again. and then he'd go to the first slot of road rage. (charles voice after someone cuts him off on a red light) "Are you stupid?"
-) snorrrkkkkk mimimimimi: they let rose on the driver's seat for twenty seconds and put her on the banlist
-) blasts playlist: whit would like an artist that everyone else (except one or two secret fans) is ambivalent to/hates. it's just that my music taste is the fault of my brother's (near-exclusively vocaloid) and can't assign a specific example. he did actually get killed in the middle of driving once (and got revived after that, don't worry!!), so he has to promise to not blast his playlist and not try to annoy everyone else on purpose if he wants to drive again
-) legally and morally banned: teruko's bio states she dislikes vehicles so i think she was just banned outright from the very start. and even then she wouldn't want to drive, nor can anyone convince her to, because you never know what way her luck can kick in and cause the entire bus to get in an unfortunate accident. ...in this specific au there is actually no means or reason for xander to acquire a motorcycle and thus he'd be allowed to drive the bus, HOWEVER i really like giving the oddly specific headcanon of "goes absolutely haywire when driving a motorcycle and does life-threatening stunts that look really cool" to people who are normally responsible drivers. therefore i think if xander rode a motorcycle his adrenaline would just spontaneously spike and activate his innermost mario kart wii funky kong flame runner instincts
-) "people with seatbelts still die in car crashes!! :D": Even in a world where death is reversible, would you even give Veronika Grebenshchikova a chance to drive any sort of vehicle with other people's safety in her hands? also david is barely there because i think every other time he gets into a vehicle he eventually thinks about the vehicle crashing in an unfortunate accident. even when he's the driver. Especially when he's the driver.
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charlesinferno Ā· 3 months
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Everyone thinks will is Trans but let's be honest here; Frankie I'd trand while will's genderfluid. I don't make the rules
OIGHHGE you just reminded me to post my Queer HCs i fucking forgor
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Creeps HCs (Queer edition oooo)
Laughing Jack
I honestly can see him being aroace and non binary. The idea of gender is one that isn't like deeply pushed upon his kind, he's a children's toy and that's what he sees himself as. Boy? Sure, Isaac's a boy, he can call himself that too
Girl? Why not
he sees himself as a toy, a children's toy. Made for entertainment, and friendship.
William Grossman
The reason i see him as a trans guy is cause 1) i am trans myself, 2) i can see him wearing clothes like Jessie Pinkman from Breaking Bad or Marshall Lee, he got the top surgery and his scars look pretty sick šŸ”„
TbH this headcanons is also heavily tied with Isaac because i like making SO many connections between those two. He's very proud of his gender and how he looks like, and he loves how he has Jack to make him company! Jack helps him get shots lol
Oh and he's also a bisexual disaster but doesn't get many bitches
Isaac: get a girlfriend Will!
Laughing Jack: or a boyfriend, he's bi!
Isaac: Damn nobody want u fr šŸ˜­
Laughing Jack: That's what i'm saying like šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
Will: ;-;
Frankie The Undead
Ok it first started as a silly headcanon inspired by other people's but now i can actually see it
I see this man as a trans man, and a gay man. This man has been kissing dudes since the 40s. He used to have this lover back in the 40s he always wrote letters to, they've all been burned but he sometimes remembers those times. (Also this is the willfrank shipper in me talking but his past lover looked awfully similar to William)
He's also trans because i love transmasc characters that are old i love it. He doesn't bind because he doesn't feel like it, being fat also helps lmao. He loves his body, he just fucking hates the stitches <33
Isaac Grossman
I can't decide if this guy is aro, gay, or bisexual, he's too queer for me. YES, the guy people see as queerphobic is ironically the most queer in my eyes. Imagine the repression he went through from his teenage years to adulthood, the loneliness. He only had one person that could understand him, and it was Jack. With time he forgot he was ever accepted, as he forgot Jack.
He never found any "true love", but there was a man that sticked with him even after death.
Also, yeah, i think the biggest change i gave to his original story is that he's AFAB. How does Will exist? Well, only children weren't exactly common for poor families in the 1800s England. The isolation he felt most of his life, the constant struggle of thinking, knowing, that out of everyone around you, you're alone on this one.
Jack, again, was the only place he could've feel safe, if they just didn't kill that cat. What could've been.
This man is TRAUMATIZED and my angsty teen ass is the culprit
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lyranova Ā· 4 months
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Hi! How did you come up with the next genā€™s names?
Hiya anon šŸ„°!! Ooo thank you for the fun question, I donā€™t know if Iā€™ve fully explained how I came up with my Next Genā€™s names šŸ¤”.
The simple answer is I googled names that were similar or had a similar meaning to their parents names, and chose them based on that šŸ˜†. But Iā€™ll go into further detail below šŸ„°!
For Alistar I looked up names that meant ā€œProtectorā€ or ā€œDefenderā€ and Alistar came up multiple times in different lists, and I actually really like the name (i blame my sister because she *constantly* played Dragon Age 2 (?) and always went for Alistair soā€¦šŸ˜…), so I just went with it šŸ˜!
For Ezio I had a harder time becauseā€¦I couldnā€™t find what Finral meant, so I went with what Vanessa meant and it means ā€œButterflyā€ so I started looking at names that meant ā€œButterflyā€ or ā€œBirdā€ and Ezio happened to pop up šŸ˜†. I was a little conflicted at first, since thatā€™s also the name of a character in Assassins Creed, but what made me finally decide on that name was my cat who is also named Ezio. His personality is very similar to OC Ezioā€™s soā€¦i just went with it!
For Aloys and Maelie I just went with French names since Gaucheā€™s name is also french šŸ˜†. I decided on Aloys because that was my best friends cats name, and it was the name of a character in Black Butler (I wanted the name to be redeemed lol šŸ˜†šŸ˜­) and it also means ā€œA famous warriorā€ so thats what made me decide on that. As for Maelie, i chose it because it sounded a lot like Marie (I felt like Gauche would want to honor his little sister in some way, but knew she would get angry if he named his daughter after her, so this was a way around that šŸ˜†) and because it meant ā€œPrincessā€ and to Gauche Maelie is his little princess so that was a no brainer šŸ˜†!
For Alice, I named her after Alice in Wonderland, but also because her and Henryā€™s blue hair reminded me of the color ā€œAlice Blueā€ so herā€™s was pretty easy!
For Wendy, Thomas, and Nicholas I wanted to keep the Agrippa tradition of using ā€œolderā€ sounding names or names that were more popular in the Victorian/Early 1900ā€™s šŸ˜…. I named Wendy after Wendy Darling from Peter Pan, I named Thomas, Thomas, becauseā€¦well it just sounded older to me šŸ˜†! For Nicholas i named him after Nicholas Flamel!
For Brielle, Mizuki, and Kaiyo I looked up names that meant their ā€œaffinitiesā€ šŸ˜…. So since Brielle is like Asta and doesnā€™t have any mana, I went with something that meant ā€œStrengthā€ and Brielle popped up and it was just too perfect for an Astelle kid! For Mizuki I went with this spelling ā€œę°“城ā€ which means ā€œWater Castleā€, and I interperted it as a combination of Noelle/Mizukiā€™s magic and Astaā€™s strength šŸ˜…. For Kaiyo I did the same thing and named her after Water/Ocean, and at the time I was going to also give her the water affinityā€¦but changed it to Mercury magic at the last minute XD!
For Miku, Kito, and Kya I did the same thing that I did with the Astelle Kidsā€¦i named them after their affinities šŸ˜†! Miku means ā€œBeautiful Skyā€, and her affinity is wind and she loves the sky like Yuno so this was quite easy. For Kito, I wanted something that meant ā€œDiamondā€ since he inherited his mothers affinity, but the closest I could find was ā€œPrecious Stoneā€ so thatā€™s what I went with šŸ˜…. As for Kya i had a very difficult time finding a name for her since she has both Yuno and Nevaā€™s affinities, but finally I found Kya which means ā€œSky Diamondā€ or ā€œDiamond in the Skyā€ and it just felt right so I chose it šŸ˜†!
As for Lovely and Vincent, I wanted them to also have names that were similar to their parents. So I googled names similar to Charmy, and Lovely popped up and it felt too perfect for her šŸ˜! As for Vincent, he was originally named Wolfgang after Mozart, but that didnā€™t feel right. So I started looking at artist names and found Vincent Van Gogh and to me that felt much better then Wolfgang so šŸ˜…!
Hmmā€¦I think thatā€™s most of my Next Gens šŸ¤”, i have a few more but these are the main ones šŸ˜…. But yeah I mainly google them just choose the ones i like the most šŸ˜†!
Thank you for the fun question anon!!
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tamelee Ā· 5 months
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Personally I donā€™t really get people who say they acknowledge Sasuke and Narutoā€™s romantic bond but still ship Sasuke with a womanā€¦ Like, they saw that he was gay (heā€™s shown to not be attracted to women so heā€™s not bi) but kinda donā€™t care?
Actually I donā€™t really understand the whole shipping culture, or even mainstream fandom cultureā€¦ I donā€™t know, I just donā€™t see the point in just making up content for pre-existing characters while completely destroying what made the characters unique in the first place by ignoring canon entirely (like crack-shipping). I get why people wouldnā€™t like everything about canon, itā€™s my case too, but if they donā€™t like anything about canonā€¦ Why are they here in the first place?
Nooo now I sound grumpy. I must be bothering you Iā€™m so sorry šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
Anyway, youā€™re amazing and I hope you know it šŸ„°
You don't sound grumpy to me dw šŸ«¶
Well, I don't believe such ships have much to do with Canon either way. And I doubt all of them hate Canon per se, though some change 'Canon' to like Canon, which is funny. "This is my Canon." Yeah, not how it works, but ok- have your Canon your way ofc ā”(ļæ£ćƒ®ļæ£)ā”Œ
Side-note though, I don't think Sasuke even knows who Hinata is? šŸ˜† It's as you say; crack-shipping. (I saw that giant/small-yaoi meme here on Tumblr again. No idea what it's called, and immediately thought; a yes, Sukuna and Levi. Kinda want to draw xD Makes no sense at all.) A lot of Headcanon is derived from personal... ideas/desires/inspiration or self-inserting reasons? (Isn't that exactly what 'x-reader' fics are?) Or even trend-posting. As much as characters are used to tell a story for the original author/creator (they're essentially tools), do fans use them to create new ideas. "Ah yes, we all know this character, let's create something around it simply because I want to." Which is completely fine, right? Look at rare pairs. And to be fair, a lot of content, fictional writing and art aren't even based on canon either. The closest thing through fan-work are Manga analyses or meta's, even panel redraws- stuff like that. People adapt 'canon' into fanwork through various degrees or sometimes ditch it altogether. Nsfw/spice is by default made up and entirely Headcanon :') (Though personality can be depicted in a way ig, through expression/behavior and whatnot.)
I totally get what you mean though, although I guess I'm caught up in fandom-culture now. Personally, I do like characters as 'canon' as possible, but it really depends. For some Animanga I don't really care. I think I ship pretty much all TR/BlueLock-characters for literally no reason, but I wouldn't claim it to be Canon in any way (Ėšā˜Ėš! )/
However, I don't like it when Naruto and Sasuke's characters are butchered. Made-up context or not. The originals are so special to me and it's the reason why I'm a fan, though I don't mind too much in fics, depending on the story. I find it hard to feel the same when they've practically become someone's OC's with only the same name and design. I can't even read height/age-differences because I can't imagine it xD But anyway, this all includes "official" work made for financial/marketing reasons also- especially those damn novels. Those never have anything to do with canon, nor does it align with it. No matter how passionately people claim otherwise.
I'm only a tiny bit petty about it >< u&me grumpy šŸ¤ And aahhww I don't actually, you should see me sitting here in giant red Christmas socks and a glittery green sweater that's kinda itchy tbh. I don't really feel anything other than those glitters annoying me every 3 seconds... which reminds me I should change -.- anw thankyou <3
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variousqueerthings Ā· 9 months
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@autistic-puffin i feel like i have nothing more to say about go2, like I excised my thoughts in one go šŸ˜­ especially considering it feels like so much meta/art has already been posted
(EDIT: AND THEN I WROTE THOUGHTS)
my main thoughts are also maybe a teensy bit hot take, because I'd assumed it was going to be a bit like certain narratives that are quite popular on here, but don't really do it so such for me, because they don't ground their queerness in anything substantial or they try to, but aren't informed enough to do it well (I admire the attempt and I have nothing against these pieces, I just don't personally enjoy them) and so it's more about the shipping or the memeable moments and that's not really what I get into things for
and it being disingenuous to fold it under narratives that are willing and fun enough, but ultimately made by people who haven't done toooo much work around queer themes before and fall (in my opinion) a bit for the simple narratives of "everything ultimately has to have stakes that aren't too high and play nice and don't distress their audience too much lest fragile LGBT+ people can't handle it" <- sweet narratives, easy to follow, a tad too candyfloss and ungrounded for my taste, often unbalanced in its comedy-to-drama scales and undermining sincerity by solving things too quickly and/or with too little delving into what these things mean
neil gaiman and john finnemore have been writing queer characters and themes for some time, and david tennant/michael sheen have played queer characters before (and heck, david tennant has at least one queer kid), it's not so surprising that this narrative actually isn't as mass-appeal as was assumed it was going to be before coming out (heh, coming out)
and by mass-appeal I don't mean that it doesn't have mainstream attention, but that there's seemingly confusion about what it's doing, when if you're into stories about non-conformity vs oppression (in this case mainly through a queer lens) it's pretty obvious, and I'm assuming very rewarding on subsequent watches
it's not fluff -- fluff works better for me in fanfiction than in original works, it's not aimless -- either in direction or in theme, it's not mainstream queerness -- although nina and maggie kind of have that "LGBT-unburdened-by-reality" kind of thing that I often don't vibe with, they're a part of three narratives about connection that ultimately ground queer non-conformity in action and feeling as explicitly dangerous to oppressive systems (in this case systems grounded in Christianity, which works very well)
there's a confusion in some reviews I've seen in the mainstream about why it matters that we follow these characters through thousands of years (well, millions technically, but the main thrust happens in the thousands), and coming to the conclusion that it's just because everyone's having a bit of fun, and then they're totally blindsided by the final 15mins and unable to place it in what they've watched previously
but it makes perfect narrative sense and I can pinpoint after one watch clues and foreshadowing leading to those final minutes, and why it matters that we follow the characters the way that we do, and (while I won't go too much into this because I think I'm late to the party and plenty of others have already spoken about it) threads that have been laid out that will clearly be picked up on in s3
I quite enjoy that this is a narrative about queerness that isn't so palatable to reviewers, and isn't for that matter so palatable to viewers who are used to measuring successful queer narrative via easy-to-follow tropes, I think that's one suggestion that it's done its job right in how it was constructed
I want especially straight mainstream reviewers to have to do the translation and if they can't, then it's not for them. that's a rarity in queer narrative that's released with so much attention and that also feels like part of the magic trick of the season -- am reminded of when black sails season 2 "revealed" that flint was queer and that this was a narrative centred around queer rage as an insight into other forms of oppression (which some things were done better than others of course, but that was the purpose, and madi really is that voice at the end!)
and how some straight dudebro fans felt cheated, while many queer viewers went... well yeah, obviously flint was queer, they signposted it (here I also note that some queer viewers didn't see it until that moment because we're also used to being signposted at and then not having follow-through because queercoding language is so ubiquitous to tv and film writing nowadays that many straight people don't know what it is or that they're doing it, or they went "hey we might do something queer winkwink" and then called fans disgusting for reading characters as queer āœŒ)
and that feeling is somewhat similar here in a way. "we thought we were in this for a bit of silly fluff, what's all this about themes? it's confusing, we don't like it, we're going to flatten it rather than acknowledge what is actually happening in the narrative, and then we're going to interact with that flattened version that we've created instead and call it self-indulgent and harmlessly silly."
so my hot take is that... it's not silly. well it is silly and fun and even at times indulgent, but it's also quite good at being a story that is Queer in ethos, and I prefer stories to be queer in ethos and not just have some ostensibly queer characters around saying the right words without knowing why or where those words originate
it's better than it's being given credit for, in ways it's not being given credit for, because it's not made palatable for a mainstream straight crowd or softened for fear of upsetting anyone
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just-a-carrot Ā· 5 months
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HELLO CARROT!
Given how apparently Iā€™m immune to playing OW games without recording them now, youā€™ll audibly hear my thoughts within the next few weeks (Iā€™m posting tomorrow because Iā€™m an absolute maniac), BUT I WANNA SAY THINGS HERE BECAUSE APPRECIATION CANā€™T WAIT THAT LONG!
Also Merry Christmas! Itā€™s midnight when Iā€™m writing this, so ā€˜tis the day of caroling and festivities and woah. Or happy holidays if you donā€™t celebrate!
Back to the Our Cinderella topic, I have only played Genzouā€™s route as of now (Iā€™m sure thatā€™s hardly surprising, he is my fav), but the others are next. Their time is coming. They cannot escape. SO SPOILERS FOR GENZOUā€™S ROUTE!
First off, I saw you included the little dancing in front of TV Iggy pose and the joy I felt seeing it was off the charts. I kept bringing it up, I was very happy. And seeing Iggy moving about was really cool in general, even without the novelty of seeing a suggestion I made exist in the game.
NEXT UP! Genzou drunk singing is an image I didnā€™t know I needed, thank you for the visual and the brain food. BUT ALSO I HAVE BEEN CONNECTING JESUS CHRIST SUPERSTAR SONGS TO OW FOR SO LONG AND HEARING THE MUSICAL BE MENTIONED BY GENZOU THREW ME FOR A LOOP. Great musical, very nice. Last Supper reminds me of Genzou and Orlam. Judasā€™s voice in general reminds me of Orlam. Musicals and OW can further connect in my brain hobby drawer.
The text interactions in general were really funny, actually. I liked the absolute chaos that was Iggy and Genzouā€™s text conversations, I was laughing while trying to read a lot of the time. I remember the aforementioned drunk singing conversation and the puddle one both got me pretty good while I was reading, and it was overall fun to see more lighthearted conversations from the characters, even if itā€™s in a different universe from the main canon.
To end things off, ā€˜cause again 1) I havenā€™t finished all the gameā€™s routes yet, and 2) youā€™ll be able to hear my thoughts in the moment if you choose in future anyways, I wanna mention the version of Cinderella Bucks tells at the end? I canā€™t get it out of my head. When I was thinking about the game after having just played it, my mind kept flashing back to CinderJesus. It absolutely decimated my brain function, but in a very fun way. More slice-of-life Bucks, please, sheā€™s peak comedy.
Very fun game, 10/10, very sad I couldnā€™t buy the Kirby in the first playthrough but itā€™s on my to-do list, aaaand yeah! Thank you for making this! I loved every minute of it, and Iā€™m really excited to play the remaining routes once my irl festivities are over.
sob this is so sweet! šŸ˜­šŸ’• i'm excited to watch your playthrough too -- things are a bit overwhelming in general for me right now as i'm still with my family and doing a bunch of things, but even if i'm unable to find time this week i will for sure watch once i'm back home next week. i'm really happy that you're enjoying it so much already tho ahhhh and that you're finding it so entertaining šŸ„ŗ
i'm glad you liked the poses i had so much fun with them and also using some of the suggestions to add more! and LMAO JCS is a musical i grew up watching (my parents used to play the original album in the house lol) so i get the songs stuck in my head a lot, hence why it randomly worked its way into this (among many other random silly little references or inspirations from my own life hahaha). that is extremely funny to me šŸ¤£
i'm glad you liked the convos they were the epitome of silly. and also bucks's part hahaha. i was half-worried it would end up being too ridiculous and random for people because it just got so weird in places hahaha
thank you so much for this lovely message and all of your thoughts and for playing the game! šŸ„ŗšŸ’• i look forward to watching the playthrough so i can see all of your reactions in real-time lakjdfs
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khaire-traveler Ā· 9 months
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Ok, I will try not to talk too much about this on here, since this blog isn't really about this type of content, but I need to nerd out to someone, none of my friends are into this, and this is my main blog, so here we go:
***BALDUR'S GATE 3 SPOILERS AHEAD; READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION***
This is mostly just me needing out and gushing, though, lol.
Ok, ok, so for the past five days, I have been fucking binge playing this game. I literally spent the first day I got it sitting around for, like, seven hours (don't be me, and make sure to get up for breaks if you're gonna do the same thing). I was - and still am - absolutely hooked.
I LOVE this game!!! It's the first DnD based game I've played, especially of this quality (even though my laptop runs it like shit and the lag is killer ā˜ ļø). I'm playing on Explorer, so it's been fairly easy and very story-focused. I find the lore so intriguing, and I'm so interested in seeing where the story goes! I haven't seen anything past the camp party after saving Halsin, though, so no spoilers please. šŸ™
So, I started off with one playthrough, but I came in with the knowledge that you are able to romance the characters and such. I REALLY wanted to romance Astarion (as most people I see talking about the game lmfao), but my bitch ass just could not get his approval, no matter how hard I tried. It got to the point where he actually made fun of me after we saved Halsin and had the camp party. šŸ˜­ I honestly suspect he might've glitched out somehow, since I had read online that people have had similar issues with earning the trust and approval of companions. This definitely bummed me out, but I was still enjoying the game a lot.
Along with that, in my original playthrough, I literally forgot to seek out Lae'zel. I had planned on doing it, but I just didn't know where to go, and by the time I had met Gale, I honestly forgot about finding her because I had to get offline at that point. šŸ’€ I felt really bad about it, and I only went to go look for her after saving Halsin because I was reminded of her, and she had already broken out of the cage and killed the two tieflings who trapped her. I felt so bad that I just left her there on her own all that time. ā˜ ļø
After realizing that I wouldn't be able to recruit her until a bit later, I just decided to restart my playthrough on different save files. I figured I'd also at least get a proper chance with Astarion as well (love him so much; he is my meow meow šŸ’•), and all while still playing as the character I took quite literally two hours to make (I was very indecisive about them lol).
So far, the new playthrough has been going very well, and I'm actually pretty happy that I restarted, since I had also apparently missed the scene of Astarion sharing his vampiric nature as well as some very key information from, and about, Lae'zel. I'm only about seven hours in right now, but I feel like I've somehow gotten more done in this playthrough than I did in my original which had something like fifteen hours. I've explored places I didn't even realize existed, picked up a ridiculous amount of loot, and even acquired all the companion characters that I know of in the First Act. It's been extremely successful! Not to mention things with Astarion are going very well. šŸ„°
Anyway, I've been enjoying this game a lot! This is my first ever time playing it; I didn't have Early Access and hadn't even heard of it until my friend told me about it this past Sunday lol. I'm honestly really glad that I got this game, despite the price of it and the price I had to pay for a new storage drive for my laptop in order to run it. It was certainly lots of money spent, but it was definitely money well spent.
I feel like my perspective on the world around me has changed slightly from playing this game (in a positive way). I feel a lot more curious about things than before, and I'm more inclined to take spontaneous risks which has always been a struggle for me beforehand. I also kind of feel like I can talk to other people a lot easier as well, as strange as that sounds. I play a Bard in the game, so my character has high charisma and stops to talk to other characters a lot, and I'm not really sure why, but seeing my character interact so easily with others has kind of inspired me in a way and helped to make social situations a lot more comfortable for me (I have social anxiety, so talking to people has always been pretty tough). As unusual as it may sound, this game has already changed me in such positive ways as a person, and I can't wait to see what other lessons it may have to teach. ā˜ŗļø
All of that said, I couldn't recommend Baldur's Gate 3 more! It's genuinely one of those games that I think anyone can pretty much enjoy, and I also appreciate how inclusive it is with gender stuff and queer relationships. The other characters even refer to me with the correct pronouns, despite me never needing to enter my pronouns in! It's a very impressive game, and the graphics are absolutely gorgeous (especially when your laptop isn't absolute shit like mine lmao). Frankly, it's just great!
Of course, being so new, it does have its problems. I've personally experienced lots of lag issues - dialogue and animations won't be in sync, characters taking a long time to go from one location to another, environments not loading in very quickly, etc. I've also had the game crash on me a few times, but I honestly believe it's more related to my laptop than it is to the game, and for the most part, it hasn't caused me too much grief.
Despite its flaws, I personally believe this game is very much worth a play. It's loads of fun, and the characters are pretty charming and entertaining. The storyline is interesting with lots of twists and turns, and if you ever get bored of the mainline quest, there are literally endless sidequests for you to enjoy. Exploration is highly encouraged, and as you explore the realm, your map actually reveals the locations you've been to. Fast travel is also a super great feature, although there are some locations I wish that were on there that aren't, sadly.
Ok, I've...talked a lot, so I'm going to stop now. šŸ˜‚ Thank you to anyone who actually read all this, and I hope you have fun playing or watching someone else play, if you plan on doing either! Take care. šŸ§”šŸŖ½
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That anon hate is ironic as fuck considering the original post was in reference to me who proships to cope, especially cope with sexual trauma and abuse šŸ˜­
Like they really wanna put *wrote two minors exploring their sexual identity* in the same group as people who did horrible, disgusting things to real children? Infants even? Anti mentality is weird if you actually look at it for more than half a secondā€¦ Why donā€™t we lock up horror movie actors in prison for murder? Because itā€™s fictional! And literally no one is stupid enough to think the actors are actually promoting murder! But if you make it sexual everyone freaks outā€¦ Weā€™ve created a society where sex is more taboo than murder which is really fucking weird
Yeah, honestly I'm not in the mood to go through all the typical points, "blah blah blah if you write gross things you're an actual criminal and you should kys" "but what about the ones who cope?" (which usually gets the answer of "you are a bad victim and you're coping in the wrong way, go to a therapist to become normal", which is why I didn't bother. I know all of these arguments by heart now. It's boring.)
You know why CSEM (not "child porn", it's nowhere near in the same ballpark as actual porn with adults, no it's EXPLOITATION) is illegal? It's not because it's icky. It's because an actual child, made of flesh and blood, has been harmed to produce that content. There is a real, breathing victim involved. Even if that material is never put on the internet, is never shared, that child stays hurt and traumatized.
While if I, hypothetically, wrote a shitty disgusting rape story and kept it in my computer, guess what? Nothing happens! No one got hurt! That is the difference!
And yes, as I mentioned, it's always about Pedophilia & Incest. No other crimes exist. Where is the moral crusade against Cupcakes and the dude who wrote it? Why do we accept that reading about a character being horribly tortured won't convince you that actually kidnapping your friend and dismembering them is A-OK, but somehow so many people think that a few incest/underage fanfictions would immediately rewire our brains? That's not how psychology works.
And if you think that someone writing "bad" things automatically means they have loose morals, please go back to the times of the Hays Code. You are literally no different from the out-of-touch moms being terrified that GTA would turn their children into criminals.
(also personally I'm still laughing at the implication that I wrote "child porn", a perfectly normal assumption to make from my og post for sure. Aside from all the problems with that statement, it reminds me of when as a preteen I was accused to be a lesbian because I dared to say that gay people deserve the right to get married šŸ˜‚ god forbid we stand on the side of people who are not like us, empathy is overrated these days)
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tiistirtipii Ā· 1 year
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My rant thoughts on the Our Skyy 2 trailer as someone who has watched all the shows and the original Our Skyy and wants to write down all my thoughts so I can come back to them later and laugh about how stupid I was or be amazed by my own genius..
Warning: I wrote a lot!
I was SO excited when Sia Dai started playing in the very first second! For those who donā€™t know Sia Dai is the ost of the original Our Skyy and itā€™s an acapella song by 5 U which slaps. I thought they might use a different song but its nice to have the same one. Plus Iā€™m sure we are going to get more songs overall. With so many singers in the cast Iā€™m going to be surprised if GMMTV doesnā€™t capitalise on it. And with so many characters who play guitar šŸ™„ Iā€™m sure thereā€™s going to be plenty of musical scenes. It wouldnā€™t be a GMMTV show if somebody didnā€™t pull out a guitar.
The Eclipse I am beyond excited to see Akk and Ayan again. They have taken over my every thought for over half a year now and Iā€™m sure Iā€™ll love whatever I get from Our Skyy. But what the hell is going on. Theyā€™re in cowboy hats? masks? The leading theory which I agree with is that Wat is making a film and they are acting for him. While I would have been very happy with AkkAyan being cute with each other for 2 episodes straight, these boys deserve to have a bit of fun. We barely got to see them as just boyfriends, without the pressures from the school. I lowkey donā€™t give a fuck about Kan and Thua but for the sake of my own enjoyment I will pretend like Thua never did what he did. I wish it was all AkkAyan though, theyā€™re the only ones I care about. It would be cool if we got a discussion between Thua and Akk or Ayan about it since it got rushed over in the show but I donā€™t think its likely. I want Akk and Ayan to be deliriously happy and in love even if its in the form of cowboy shenanigans. I still hope the earring theory is true although it does look like Ayan is wearing two earrings in the trailer. Thua does get punched in the trailer which made me very happy. Akkā€™s face at 1:16 is the only thing Iā€™ve been able to think about since I saw it. It is now my pfp. I canā€™t wait to give GMMTV all my money to buy one of those solstice hats. Luckily my sister was with me for emotional support when the trailer released, I might have cried. They mean so much to me and Iā€™m not sure what Iā€™m going to do when theyā€™re gone.
Bad Buddy Iā€™m so excited to see Pat and Pran again! I donā€™t actually mind Patā€™s hair although Iā€™ve seen a lot of people hating it. I think its hilarious that he stole Kornā€™s hair and it would be funny af if that was something the characters actually did because theyā€™re bffs not just because of how the actors look. Itā€™s sad theres no InkPa but it would be a disservice to them to just squeeze them in on the side. MilkLove deserve more which is why I hope 23.5 is coming soon. Iā€™ve seen PatPran in the trailer described as sluts and I have to agree. Whatā€™s with the finger thing Pat? It was a hell of a jumpscare to see that right after Akk and Ayanā€™s cute cowboy moment. BUT! I didnā€™t notice at first but I think Pran is wearing a Nong Nao sleeping mask which is super cute and also definitely a chance for GMMTV to sell more stuff. I look forward to seeing Architecture and Engineering gang shenanigans and I am praying for WaiKorn in whatever form they are willing to give me. That scene of patpran lying on top of each other really reminds me of the ā€˜do you want to be friendsā€ ā€œdo you?ā€ moment from the first Bad Buddy trailer, the poster for which has been my header image from the moment I first knew what Bad Buddy was.
Vice Versa PUEN AND TALAY šŸ˜­ FRIEND CREDITS šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ I miss friend credits so much but donā€™t think we are going to get them again. Maybe some version of it with Tup and Tou but it wonā€™t be the same. I hope we get a glimpse of how the characters in the other universe are doing but I also donā€™t think itā€™s likely. Puen and Talay were very cute in the trailer. Theyā€™re sitting with a kid, could it be their son? a random kid they abducted? They are engaged it would make sense for them to be the couple to get married (if a couple is going to get married). It does look like theyā€™re living together and are still dorks in love. Puen wearing the friend credits shirt and Talay wearing the helmet makes me miss them. I really hope the episodes have colour names like the original show and hopefully the same level of amazing detail as well. Itā€™s what Vice Versa deserves for being GMMTVā€™s most detailed and underrated show.
My School President When I watched the Our Skyy trailer from GMMTV2023 I was not expecting to care so much about msp. Back then I couldnā€™t give a fuck about whatever stupid high school show these kids were going to be in. I was a cynic back then, I wasnā€™t expecting msp to be such a sweet and wonderful breath of fresh air and for Gemini and Fourth to put their all into Tinn and Gun. Iā€™ve been listening to Saliva non-stop recently and all the songs are so good. There were already theories floating around that msp would have a body swap episode but the truth is even cooler. It looks like theyā€™re doing a soul swap, Tinn and Gun, Sound and Win, Tiw and Por and Pat and Yo have swapped actors. The question is how much is going to change, how much of the show are they going to recreate like this? Itā€™s a fun idea, I can understand why msp fans are disappointed though, they donā€™t really get new content and a lot of people wanted to see them in university. UNLESS! itā€™s all a misdirect and Tiw is filming something where Tinn plays as Gun ect.. but remembering the OffGun Our Skyy episode when they swapped bodies it would be on brand for GMMTV to some kind of swap in one of the episodes. Also why are they at the NLMG school? I saw a theory say itā€™s a crossover with Vice Versa and theyā€™re in an alternate universe but I doubt its that intricate. It was probably just easier to film there. Fourth as Tinn in Gunā€™s dessert shop wearing the glasses is SO cute. I canā€™t wait to see Fourth do his best at playing our head over heels simp Tinn. And for those thinking the scene at the end of the trailer is going to be a kiss, there is no way that isnā€™t one of Tinnā€™s many delusions. I hope we get a bit of TiwPor, they deserved more time in the actual show and I still think if would have been great if they were secretly dating the entire time.
Never Let Me Go These episodes look like theyā€™re going to be very interesting!! It looks like Palm and Neung might travel to the past? They are wearing a lot of interesting clothing and are in interesting locations. You would hope they get a chance to chill out and be regular teens but thatā€™s unlikely. If it is a time travel plot Iā€™m sure it will be a lot of fun. Theyā€™ve got brain and brawn and a lot of dedication to each other. Their forehead leaning moment at the end of the trailer is beautiful, I canā€™t wait to see that scene.
a Boss and a Babe Even if it hasnā€™t finished yet I already adore Cher and Boss and Iā€™m sure the Our Skyy episode will be as fun and enjoyable as the show. I saw some people theorising that they might get a body swap because thereā€™s a scene of Cher wearing a suit but I think its more likely to be him goofing around. Itā€™s nice to know that even when the show ends there will be some more of them.
Star in My Mind Iā€™m not particularly fond of Star in My Mind, it was cute but kind of boring but seeing adorable established couple Khabkluen and Daonuea in Sky in your Heart was one of my favourite parts of that half of the show so it will be nice to see some more of that. I wonder what will happen with their friends and the vague side couple stuff that seemed to be going on, especially considering that Winny and Satang are quite popular now. I wonder what the situation is with all of their friends yelling at them to kiss, maybe a proposal but theyā€™re still in university so I doubt it. Iā€™m sure it will be cute.
Tale of a Thousand Stars This is the one Iā€™m least excited for, I didnā€™t really love atots it wasnā€™t particularly interesting to me. I was disappointed we didnā€™t get to see Tianā€™s proper return to the village, using his teaching skills with the kids and seeing how having no/little contact for so long affected their relationship. So hopefully these episodes will provide some of that.
If you made it to the end congratulations, share with me your theories if you have any, Iā€™m so so excited for this show.
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omg im the tsc anon, i literally sent it cause i knew from the past aftg opinions you shared - you'd likely feel similarly to the way i did about tsc
neil outshines jean to such a shocking degree when he only has a handful of scenes... neil is a fantastic protagonist so ofc it's hard to live up to, but come on šŸ˜­ jean has such a weaker personality imo? he does/says less interesting things, but also has a less interesting perspective on things. his lack of standing up for himself when the trojans badgered him constantly and talked behind his back bothered me to. can u imagine neils reaction if the foxes had been sharing his secrets over a group chat?
but just in general. tsc felt like a sanitised version of aftg, if that makes sense? scrubbed clean of the controversial and unconventional aspects. and it's those aspects that, in my opinion, played a huge part in what made aftg so good. noras a very talented writer, but i can not comprehend the decision to make tsc... all that it was, yknow? it feels almost like it was written for the 'andreil say ily' part of the fandom...
neil really saved this book for me icl. outsider pov of him is fascinating. and while andrew barely said/did anything even when he was there, i actually kinda liked that? it puts into perspective how ig off-putting andrew can appear to those who don't put in the effort with him. 'creepy little goalkeeper' is so funny and so accurate, he IS a creepy little goalkeeper and i love that for him.
idk, some things i had anticipated - the trojans being who they are were never going to match the foxes. jeremy x jean was never going to match andreil (and ive seen ppl comparing them already... the blasphemy.) but there were things i was surprised weren't there. i had expected kevin and jeans relationship to be a lot more tense ig? i had thought jean would harbor a MUCH deeper resentment towards kevin, but i suppose its just not his character? but when i was reading, i couldn't help asking what would the fan reaction had been if that had been the case? if kevin and jeans past relationship, and places in a cult hierarchy, had shown through in a much uglier and uncomfortable way? i can see why she didn't do that, i don't even necessarily want that, i think i was just desperate for this book to have some sort of deep conflict between the characters.
on the subject, kevin felt quite different from how he was in aftg. but i can't quite put my finger on why.
anyway, it is nice to see someone else have mixed feelings towards the book. i enjoyed it, but i was shocked how many people seemed to really love it. not because it was bad. but because, to me, it was so fundamentally different from aftg.
thank you for sharing your thoughts! i suspected you might have written me bc i used to be the resident notorious contrarian of the fandom lol
yeah neil is a textbook example of a protag who drives the plot forward, he has that main character energy which jean totally lacks which makes sense since jean was originally a minor side character. at the same time the differences in their characterization make complete sense in universe due to the different ways they were brought up and the different trauma they faced. so it all comes down to each reader's personal preference: for me, neil's arc is a self-indulgent power fantasy. i think i have a strong sense of self and when i can't achieve something it's due to circumstances so far out of my control it's impossible to overcome them. it's therefore very satisfying to read about neil facing impossible odds and winning thanks to the sheer force of his personality, whereas jean's way of dealing with trauma feels less fun by comparison. but other readers can relate to him more and all the power to them. i do however think tsc does a disservice to its new characters by opening with a rather lengthy recap of how cool the foxes were in the last act of tkm and closing on a chapter where neil comes along and reminds us who the real hero of this story isšŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļø
i don't think tsc has been entirely scrubbed clean of controversial aspects - i saw plenty of reviews complaining about the amount of dark content (in book 4 of a series known for its dark content, le gasp) - but i do think the handling of certain things was less nuanced than in aftg. for instance, both stories have a plot bit about someone unknowingly exposing a character to their abuser which leads to them being retraumatized (jean himself comments on the similarities between drake and grayson). in aftg that someone is nicky - a person andrew knows and trusts, a person the readers grew to care about (lol not me but certainly some other readers) - so his role in the tragic sequence of events is that much more upsetting. rape and abuse is terrible but the fact that a person who means well can exacerbate the issues bc they don't have the framework to understand the other person - that hits so much harder for me personally. so in the end drake is just an evil rapist but nicky is a much more nuanced character bc through him nora questions whether being nice and having good intentions is enough, whose feelings should be centered on in such a complex situation, whose emotional needs should be prioritized etc. by contrast, in tsc that person is lucas - someone we basically just met, who is nothing more than an antagonistic stranger to jean and who we therefore don't care about. which is why when he leads grayson to jean it's like, first of all, duhh. but secondly, bc it happens against the backdrop of the other ("good") trojans' cheerfully patronizing attitude it doesn't come so much as a shocking twist that puts the ways how we deal with complex trauma into an unconventional perspective than as a culmination of everyone disrespecting jean's boundaries all the time - which is likely what nora intended but the overall constellation feels much less interesting to me.
ig this ties into your point about the book lacking the kind of deep conflict aftg had - but maybe that was intentional too, maybe it's supposed to be aftg light in that sense, sort of a post canon character study fic. which i am not opposed to, not everything has to be high plot and tension and grey morality, but unfortunately the emotional core the story relies on in the absence of the plot just didn't work for me. i can accept jean's "weaker" personality, i can understand him not being able to stand up for himself even tho i can't admire it, but i draw the line at how forced his friendship with jeremy and the girls ended up feeling. like, i still can't get over cat's sex toy joke right on the heels of jean being badgered into admitting he had been sexually abused - the info which jeremy promptly spilled to the girls. if something like that happened to me i would never be able to trust these people again, much less call them friends so soon. it's such a bizarre contrast between how neil joining the monsters in tfc despite their problematic initiation rituals feels valid bc the narrative earned it both plot-wise (we're now facing a bigger enemy together) and character-wise (neil pushing back, talking about why they did it, nicky apologizing) on the one hand - and how jean accepting jeremy, cat and laila as his new friends feels rushed and artificial despite them being so very nice and domestic and wholesome on the other hand. idk maybe it's bc i'm inherently skeptical about disingenuous cozy/hopepunk subgenres in modern lit bc they usually have a darker underbelly people are loath to confront but ngl the words sanitized and conventional did come to mind while reading and so did the idea that tsc will especially appeal to a certain subset of fans which found the (at times uncomfortable) complexity of the original trilogy too much to handle. well, i hope they're enjoying their fantasy of healing a survivor of cptsd by cooking and shopping and hugs - i certainly got to enjoy mine in aftg, there's plenty to go around lol
besides, tsc being so different/separate from aftg makes it really easy to just not engage with the fan content and discussions if it starts feeling like they veer into the annoying territory too much. tbh my primary concern when tsc was announced was that it could contain some retcons about andreil and aftg which i wouldn't agree with - and that didn't happen, my boys are still very much in character, so i can just retreat to my enclosure and leave tsc to jean stans who are its main target audience in any case.
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mrszeoxin Ā· 13 days
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Cafe Enchante Review
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This game is one that honestly I just saw on the Nintendo eShop and it looked so cute I had to play it. I didnā€™t know too much going in, just the game summary and trailer. So I know the MC inherits a cafe from a relative and itā€™s actually a magical cafe (kind of like Coffee Talk?). But in excited to play, using this as a pallet cleanser from BUSTAFELLOWS, plus just as a cozy game since itā€™s cold out and I wanted something cozy to play.
Iā€™m going to play in the recommended play order which Iā€™m pretty sure is also the order of their main chapters are in the common route. Speaking of, I loved the common route, but it is wayyy longer than the individual ones. Which I always think itā€™s a bummer when common route is longer than individual ones.
Canus
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Oh my! I loved Canus so freaking much! I was really excited that he was first on the list as he definitely was who I was most curious about going into the game the first time. I think the concept of a headless love interest is so unique and fun, it definitely had me questioning how his route would look or work. Then on top of that heā€™s such a sweetie and such and kind and good hearted character. I really canā€™t think of a single thing I disliked about him.
Heā€™s definitely the warm-hearted stoic type so if you like those characters and wanted a fun and magical twist then Canus is the perfect guy for you.
I love how they changed the color of his flame to represent different emotions, and found it impressive how well they could communicate how he was feeling without a head. It was really impressive and super creative. On top of that, I loved his story and world, it was all so unique and fun. He is from the world of fairies which is so cute, and a lot is based on western fairy lore which is unique for an otome game. On top of that some aspects of this route reminded me of Sailor Moon R, which since I loved that as a kid, being reminded of that made it feel extra special.
Overall I love Canus a lot, and while Iā€™m definitely interested in the other guys, I really wonder if theyā€™ll be able to pass Canus as my favorite because I just love this guy so much!
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I decided to play him second because I honestly wanted to just get his route over with. Iā€™m sure heā€™s a great guy but realistic age gaps weird me out way more than impossible ones. Also his ā€œchapterā€ is second, and Iā€™m basically following that original chapter order. But honestly I wasnā€™t very excited going into his route, and maybe thatā€™s not fair, but heā€™s just the least interesting and his age gap weirds me out the most (some people like age gaps and probably would like him because of that, but personally I like it when they are either close to my age or so crazy older because they are immortal it doesnā€™t even matter lol).
Okay rant time. I started this review in January, but the first episode of Rindoā€™s route made me so upset I literally stoped playing for three months šŸ˜­. So spoilers ahead.
I really didnā€™t like this route. I already wasnā€™t a Rindo fan, and then add the main conflict for his route and I was UPSET. I had a feeling since the main route that Kuu was a nonhuman, to me that much was obvious. HOWEVER, I was not expecting Kuu to be dating Akira, and to be Rindoā€™s sister šŸ˜­. That reveal at the end of episode one literally made me stop playing because I was so upset. It took a lot to come back to this game after that.
But I forced myself to come back and finish Rindoā€™s route, and oh boy, it just kept getting worse. I think it is really cruel and unethical to keep Kuu alive. It was a totally selfish act, and while the game does address that, it still made me very upset and uncomfortable. They then parallel this with Rindo and MC, when MC forces Rindo to become nonhuman. It made me so upset. It was like ā€œno consent the dating simā€. Iā€™m not usually a stickler for that stuff, but it actually made me very upset. I know itā€™s fictional and itā€™s meant to be a good story, but I just hated it. It made me miserable and uncomfortable. It made me not like MC, and it really soured my view on the game. This is like if you were unconscious but had expressed not wanting a certain treatment prior, and then your significant other forces it on you knowing your against it. Itā€™s just so messed up, and I know itā€™s addressed as being messed up, but I just couldnā€™t vibe with it. Not to mention Rindo got even uglier when he became nonhuman which is so stupid šŸ˜­. Iā€™m just glad itā€™s over, and Iā€™m sorry for being a hater, but I had to say it.
Ignis
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Now see Iā€™m excited to play Ignisā€™ route. He reminds me of Kyo from Fruits Basket, who I had such a big crush on growing up. So because of that Iā€™m super excited to play his route. Plus heā€™s just really funny, and seems really sweet. Heā€™s also closest to MCā€™s age which is nice. So because of all these things Iā€™m really excited to play his route next. I really hope I like it more than Rindoā€™s šŸ˜©.
As expected I really loved Ignisā€™ route. Heā€™s such a big softie, and heā€™s so cute. I laughed, I cried, I felt so much as I played. Now I wonā€™t lie, this route has some disturbing and gorey parts. But I love Ignis so much, and this route was really compelling. It had so much intrigue and things that built on one another. I just really liked the story, it really had me at the edge of my seat the whole time. Also we got so much Kororo content, which I absolutely adored! I just really liked this route, so far itā€™s my favorite šŸ„¹ itā€™s just so good I really canā€™t put it into words. šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’•
Il
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Iā€™m super excited for Ilā€™s route. His appearance isnā€™t what Iā€™m usually drawn to, but his character design is so unique, and similar to Canus I donā€™t think Iā€™ve ever seen a character like him. Not to mention his obsession with otome games is so endearing and heā€™s such a cutie. So overall I have been really excited to get to play his route.
Oh my lord. This route actually destroyed me. First off, I just want to say, I love Il, like I love him so much, heā€™s so precious, and he deserves the world. I enjoyed this route, it was so good, but it absolutely destroyed me emotionally. I was screaming, I was crying, I was ugly sobbing, I was laughing, I was squealing. I felt so much while playing this route, which feels extra fitting since it has a focus on emotions.
I will say, the assistant thing didnā€™t surprise me, but I donā€™t think thatā€™s a bad thing. But wow. I just donā€™t even know what to say. I wanted to actually slap MC in the face at the climax/ending of chapter two, because honestly, how dare she?! But honestly this route was extremely good, and Il might be my favorite šŸ˜…. Donā€™t get me wrong I still loved Canus and Ignis, in fact Ignis is still a close second in my heart. But oml, Ilā€™s story just really hit me, and even though I donā€™t usually like characters that look like him, this was truly such an exception. Heā€™s so beautiful, and so kind, and so pure, with so much potential! Iā€™m just upset we couldnā€™t see more of their lives together.
One thing that stood out to me though, was how similar Ilā€™s route was to Shiraishiā€™s route in Collar X Malice. I feel like their backgrounds and stories have a lot of similarities. The difference being that they have very different personalities. But I would say their backgrounds are very similar, and they are both very pure and deserve so much better. But I am curious if anyone else noticed how similar these two are, because once I started to notice it, I just saw so many similarities between the two.
But overall, I really did love Ilā€™s route, and I really do love him. Out of all of their routes, his makes me the most upset that this game doesnā€™t have a sequel/fan disk. Because I just want to see more fluff with Il and MC, to just be happy and domestic with each other. I think I deserve it after crying so much lol.
Misyr
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So Misyr is last since heā€™s locked until you play all other routes at least once. Heā€™s the main guy/poster boy for the game, and the prologues heavily hint about his route. Honestly, I donā€™t hold anything against Misyr, he has a lot of great lines and seems like a very caring guy. I love his relationship with Il in particular. But for whatever reason I just wasnā€™t super excited for his route. Maybe itā€™s because most poster boys/true routes arenā€™t my favorite? Or maybe itā€™s just because I was just drawn so much to Canus, Ignis, and Il, that I wasnā€™t as excited. Honestly, Iā€™m not completely sure. But Iā€™m going to play it, and Iā€™m hoping Iā€™m pleasantly surprised. However, I am now worried his route might also be depressing and dark after seeing how the others have been, and based on what we see in the main story and prologue. But I guess weā€™ll see, and Iā€™ll be back once Iā€™ve finished.
So I feel very conflicted. On one hand I do like Misyr as a character, and the overall plot was very interesting and had me constantly wondering what was going to happen. However, I really donā€™t tend to like ā€œtrueā€ ending routes, and unfortunately his route did a lot of that ā€œtrueā€ ending stuff I just donā€™t like. Mainly, the fact that my poor baby boy Il had to go through all that suffering AGAIN. Like oml canā€™t he catch a freaking break šŸ˜­. But also the ending was pretty sad, and yet it also kind of felt like a cop out? Like I just feel all over the place. I didnā€™t hate him, or the route, but I just couldnā€™t find it as enjoyable as other routes. And even though it was definitely sad and heartbreaking, it didnā€™t emotionally impact me as much as Ilā€™s route. So I think unfortunately Misyr is just another victim of the poster boy and true ending syndrome. Where the writers want to tie every previous story together, and spends so much time on the plot and other characters, you donā€™t really have time to focus on their romance. Which personally makes their unyielding love less believable. This is definitely a personal preference thing, and so I think if you like when all endings are tied together youā€™d probably like it more. Also if Misyr was your #1 pick youā€™ll probably also like it more. But for me I just donā€™t think it was a great fit.
Overall
Playing this game was such a journey. As I mentioned before I started playing this in January then had to take multiple months off before finishing it in April. I thought this was just going to be a cute cozy supernatural dating sim, that has a unique cast of characters. Which to be fair, the music, sound effects, voice acting, the CGs and artwork, it was all so stunning. It was an amazing game and there are so many things I really loved about it.
However, this game can get pretty dark and depressing, which I wasnā€™t really expecting. I think if I knew that going into the game I could have managed my expectations more, but because I didnā€™t it was a huge shock and definitely took a toll on me. So I wish someone had warned me šŸ˜….
Overall, I did really like this game. Itā€™s probably one of my favorite switch otome games Iā€™ve played since Collar X Malice. So I would definitely recommend it. I was kind of sad to see it doesnā€™t seem to have an active fandom, like I couldnā€™t find many fanfic or fan art of the game, which made me sad. As far as rankings go I think my favorite, in order from most to least liked would be; Il, Ignis, Canus, Mystr, then Rindo. Which honestly going into the game I thought Mystr or Ignis was going to be my favorite, so Il was definitely a pleasant surprise. But I really enjoyed all the routes, except for Rindoā€™s, personally.
So thatā€™s my thoughts! Iā€™ll be graduating this week, so if I get some free time before getting a job, Iā€™m planning on playing Cupidā€™s Parasite, next since Iā€™ve heard thatā€™s one is like a rom-com. And I definitely want a fun light hearted game after all this crying.
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I'm coming here to botheršŸ˜‡šŸ˜‡
How are you?
Do you have any artwork you think is underrated?
(So we can reblog)
AHHHGGG THATS SO SWEETšŸ˜­ā€¼ļøā€¼ļøā€¼ļøšŸ’–šŸ’–šŸ’–
Sorry it took me long to answer this! Life has been kinda busy lately. I've been preparing for uni and I'm in the process of applying to some now.
I'm doing pretty good todayšŸ’• one thing I'm glad to be relieved of is worrying abt getting encanto big bang stuff done. Thankfully the date was extended, yay!!! I'm really grateful because I want my work to be the best it can be x I'm so excited to see everyone else's finished piecesšŸ’—
The artwork question is such good idea!! So cute!!šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
Here's some art accounts I think all of you should check out! They're are primarily encanto fanart lolll... but check out the og blogs and look at their other stuff too x
With this list I'm trying to add ppl that I don't see talked abt that much, but really deserve the oppositešŸ’–
Let's get self promo out of the way first: here's some of my original character work, if you're interested: šŸ’— šŸ’• šŸ’– (I'm gonna be making a new pinned post soon, thats gonna catologe all my original work and fanart stuff, because I know original stuff gets lost in all the fan work.)
āœØMy OCs~~The Yvette-VerseāœØ
Yvette-Verse character lineupšŸŒ¤
Yvette comicšŸ’«
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My bestie isn't really active on tumblr, but you should all definitely check her out. She's got more stuff on her insta too:
Her tumblrā–ŖļøŽ@valentineee
Her instaā–ŖļøŽMain- TrappedintheMorgue
Side- LazySlug
AS OF RN ALL THE ART HERE HAS UNDER 100 NOTES. PLS SHOW THEM LOVE, THEY DESERVE ITšŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’—
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YOU @lilrobinbird
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It is insane that you don't have more eyes on you IT IS ACTUALLY CRIMINALšŸ˜¤šŸ˜¤šŸ˜¤. your style is so intricate and painterly, it reminds me of old master's paintings. The way you draw features is so unique and cute, its so coolšŸ’•šŸ’–
@emi-g
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Look at this. The story, the detail, THE RATTIES
Their art is legitimately so gorgeous, sometimes, I can't believe it's traditional!
@azucareraart
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Just... look at this art style, it literally always takes my breath away ITS BEAUTIFUL. So expressive and unique, I love it sm. They also have an encanto fanfiction too, it's set a few years in the future and is Mirabel x oc, I would never usually look for those stories on my own, since I'm not really into non canonical ships, but the art they made for it intrigued me and although I haven't read it in a while, from what I did read it was amazing. Really well written and descriptive!
@tortillafish
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Gender bent Bruno has my whole heart!! SHES SO KIN WORTHYYYšŸ˜­ plus their style is so expressive and BEAUTIFULšŸ’žšŸ’žšŸ’ž
@kafeino (they don't want their art to be reposted, so I decided to just add the links x)
Antonio and his birdiešŸ˜‡ ā–ŖļøŽ Camilo looking like a menacešŸ˜ˆ
They have a few encanto fanarts, all of them are so good and colourful! Like, look at the way they draw hands.... omg. But these ones are SEVERELY UNDERRATED. As of rn I think the Camilo one has 72 notes and the Antonio one has 47?? THATS AN INJUSTICE WTFFF????
@rats0ut
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ALMA LORE!!! PLUS ANTONIO WITH ELDRITCH HORROR BEAST AND HES SO NONCHALANT ABT IT??? YESSSSSSSS. I really love their simple yet effective art style, it really inspires me to experiment with my style a bit šŸ„°šŸ„°šŸ„°
@fruit-goose (they don't want their art to be reposted, so I decided to just add the links x)
Queen IsabelašŸŒø
This style... the colouring... the lines... no words, how does this only have 70 notes?!??šŸ˜¤šŸ˜¤šŸ˜¤šŸ˜¤šŸ˜¤šŸ˜¤šŸ˜¤
@camilleisdrawing
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HOW THE HELL DOES THIS ONLY HAVE 20 NOTES???!!! WTFFF
The colours, the proportions, the expression, HER, I literally love it so much it makes my eyes happy. Op's style is so cool, I literally love it so much, so inspiring, makes me want to paint and experiment šŸ¤©šŸ¤©šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’—
@summersofsalt (they don't want their art to be reposted, so I decided to just add the links x)
Pepa being badassšŸŒ©ā›ˆ
This style is just so cute, yet it can convey such strong, angry emotion. The colours and movement, PEPAā€™S EYES, it reminds me for some reason of lino printing. It's so cool!!
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I really wish I could add more! This community is so talented and amazingšŸ’ž so feel free to add onto this post and @ some of your severely underrated favesšŸ’•šŸ’•
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I can't tell you just how heartbroken Wonders of Ohio left me. I've only ever felt that way with one other fic, and even then WoO topped it. Unlike WoO, the other fic had a very clean cut ending to it (they both died at the end rip) so I wasn't left to my own thoughts about what could've happened after. Which might be why WoO has been absolutely haunting me for the past two days, it hasn't left my mind at all. I think about certain moments, the ending, oh god ESPECIALLY THE ENDING, AT LEAST once an hour. I get that familiar feeling of my throat drying up and my eyes begin to water when I think about it. Another reason being the way you write. I was able to immerse myself into the story and imagine what I was reading in my head, one specific case of this I remember was when Draco made Reader and himself late to school. When he was fidgeting in the passengers seat, his hair unkempt, I could almost see him. I imagined draco with his messy platinum hair, wearing a muggle polo shirt because its just so posh rich kid of him, nervous as he leaned over the middle compartment into the backseat as he performed that glamour spell. I've never been very creative and imaginative but with your writing it was easy for me. It reminded me of how I was able to do the same when reading the Harry Potter books, being able to almost live in that universe in my head was so refreshing. Anyways this is really long, SORRY, but when I saw that you also had a Tumblr (as I originally read your stories on AO3) I just had to look. I scrolled through your page for a while and I gasped when I eventually saw that you posted what you started on writing for a continued ending? (I don't know how to phrase it I'm sorry šŸ˜­) I read it and while WoO is still breaking my heart over and over again, I think I'll be able to think about it for longer than 5 minutes at a time without bursting into tears now. So thank you. šŸ©·
AHHH iā€™m so upset bc i typed out a whole response and the fucking tumblr app (count ur days staff) deleted it urghhh
anyway some points iā€™d like to hit (apologies for the length but i just wanted to give this the response it deserved):
1) first of all THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHABKYOU this was genuinely the highlight of my whole year. people like you are the reason i write and iā€™m being so genuine when i say that this message is like the kind of stuff i dream about getting as a writer. so in conc iā€™m kissing you on the mouth you didnā€™t need to but you wrote all of this out and for that iā€™m forever grateful
2) some thoughts on the ending: first of all IM SORRY lmaoo. iā€™ll let u in on a little secret: i actually originally planned on a completely different ending where y/n ended up using the box right off the bat and went back to england and spent the last half of the fic learning magic and interacting with the golden trio crew/the malfoys. i told this to a few writer friends and they made me realize that it wouldnā€™t be as useful in actually answering the silly question that i based the whole fic on (what would draco do if he was plopped in the middle of muggle america?). i decided then that i really was more interested in learning how dracoā€™s character would develop as he came to love someone who was fundamentally differently from him (and didnā€™t first go through a change that departed from her basic character traits). from then on i realized that a happy ending wouldnā€™t involve either of them giving up their world at the end of the summer, since they needed to grow up a little bit (and at that point i was old enough to find the idea of giving up your entire life for a relationship at 18 completely terrifying). hence the sad endingā€¦but i think in the long run it means that they end up having a much healthier dynamic later on!
3) if you want to know about what happened after the deleted scene you found: i left the ending so open because i always thought iā€™d come back to write another series where i explored what happened after, but i donā€™t think iā€™ll end up doing that so iā€™ll tell you what i was planning. i always imagined y/n eventually going to england after graduating and getting established in her career and learning magic (because like literally who wouldnā€™t if presented with that option). draco is just kind of like a stay at home husband whoā€™s just psyched to be there.
4) thank you so so much for your note about how immersive WoO was!! iā€™m ngl iā€™ve always struggled with incorporating imagery into my work. i spent my formative years avoiding anything i considered to be purple prose and that really reflected in my writing. iā€™m not a super visual person so if i could mention the 3 details i think are important in each scene and could just get on with the meat of the plot, i would, so iā€™m so thrilled to hear that it was able to give you that experience as a reader despite the fact that iā€™ve always been worried that i canā€™t šŸ„¹ thank you again for telling me all of this bc it genuinely warmed my heart i know that this is a little disjointed but oml this like made my day
ill stop talking now because iā€™m gonna get even more incoherent okok but thank you!!!!! <3
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froggie-bolt Ā· 2 years
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If youā€™ve never played gen 5, Ingoā€™s appearance in Legends wonā€™t matter much to you at all.
So sad to think about šŸ˜­
As someone who played gen 5, the fact that ingo was in PLA and had come there from the future was one of the MAIN reasons I got the game in the first place. Cause I wanted to know what was up.
I donā€™t play PokĆ©mon cause itā€™s an RPG, or because of the different pokemon, or the storiesā€” I play pokemon for the characters.
And when a new game adds lore to another character, I am all for it.
Especially if itā€™s as sad and tragic as Ingoā€™s situation when you really think about it.
That being said, I really hope that
A) the pokemon black and white remakes are more like Omega Ruby and Alpha Sapphire, where theyā€™re put in a different timeline from the originals and we get some kinda insight into emmets situation, or what led up to ingo disappearing through a time-space rift.
Or
B) they donā€™t happen at all and itā€™s left up to interpretation. Because if we get anything like Brilliant Diamond and Shining Pearl for gen 5 remakes, all hope is lost for pokemon to me.
Others can continue to enjoy it of course!
But when you have put extra effort to separate the remakes from the originals in a bunch more way than just visuals, why would you not do that again? Itā€™s the expectation now, so why are you giving fans anything less than expected.
(Secondary rant omg)
Pokemon Pearl was the first pokemon game I ever played. It was the first game i actually got myself. I loved the heck out of that game, and have played it over and over, despite is short comings. It reminds me of good times during my childhood.
And when we got remakes for gold and silver, that interstates stuff from Crystal while also making a bunch of quality of life updatesā€” and omega ruby and sapphire that did an overhaul of the story to also include things from emerald as well as a bunch of NEW lore, they made me so excited for diamond and Pearl remakes! I wanted to know how they would make the world look brand new, and update the story so it felt better.
But when it finally got announced, I remember standing at the front door getting ready to head to the bus stop with my brother, and seeing it get teased. Then we were shown the players room as the first look of the game and..my face dropped. I can not express the amount of disappointment I felt almost automatically.
So with black and white being the first pokemon games that my brother played with me, and the first ones we actually got to see the announcements and got to feel the hype around its release, itā€™s probably even more nostalgic for me than gen 4. So this time, Iā€™m hoping they get it right.
And with ingo showing up in pokemon legends arceus, Iā€™m holding out, hoping the black and white remakes might actually be good.
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