#man im lonely

[dead-but-nikolai]

And it's the start of September, and I wholeheartedly believe that Solangelo are fall babies who got together during fall because fuck you all gays get together during fall.

Except me because I'm lonely af.

[crowlipso]

Alternate title: please talk to me please be my friend

[sandyspaghettibag]

Getting to eighteen and still being a closeted queer teen feels like SURVIVAL, like I was really looking up gay professor kukui art in the same room as my entire family, how did I a): not get caught ONCE, and b): manage to get through two and a half gay heartbreaks without telling ANYONE??

[allansbrainrot]

I love being a man. I love men. I love loving men. I love men loving men. I love being a man loving men.

[t-ierrahumeda]

I just realized how long it's been since I watched something with someone else instead of by my own. Woag

[itsonlygayiftheballsdonttouch]

why do i keep having dreams that make me sad

[morii-moth]

"this is me on day one of NO rendog !!"

[homo-house]

personally I think this segment is a prelude of the entire book and it hurts a lot more upon reread

[infamously-winking]

hot take on billford is that the secret third thing is obsession with being seen by someone for the first time in each of their lives

[tetras-stuff]

I literally cannot stop thinking about the way solas literally ENVELOPS lavellan every time he kisses her, that man is HUNGRY

[bl00d-1n-wat3r]

YALL PETER LUKAS GOT ME

(The pics dont do it justice but I promise its so bad here 😭)

[busket]

ive heard other trans men talk about how becoming a man is lonely because men don't share the same warmth and sisterhood that women do but I am telling my fellow trans men that we deserve warmth and friendship and compassion!!! some cis men can be cold and distant but you are not a cis man! some women can be cold and distant too! traits like these do not define genders, nothing does. you will find the same bonds and the same love that you felt in the closet with women, whether it be with other trans men, or with women, or with cis men that have broken free of the emotional boundaries that patriarchy has placed on them. intimacy is out there, vulnerability is scary but it feels so good. you will be embraced

[xf-cases-solved]

(this is clearly v unbiased. reblog for larger test pool ✌🏽👽)

[pepperpixel]

Initial drawings of that old man… I literally, I haven’t finished reading the book of bill yet!!! I had to stop and take a break for a week to feverishly draw fanart of myself petting fords floofy hair and giving him attention and shit…!!!! The urge was too great….!! I’ve literally. I had a crush on this guy the instant he was first REVEALED in the show, but I did not have the artistic prowess to draw good looking old men back then… but I do now… thank god… thank fucking god

[vizziefizzie]

I just want them to be happy dammit

[jade-len]

you know it's bad when i read svsss and tgcf, stories about just two guys falling in love and getting together, and think, "god i wish i were in between them."

gay little domestic cottage core life with binghe and qingqiu? please and thank you. being sandwiched by hua cheng and xie lian, two pretty men who are hundreds of years old? i am blushing, kicking my feet and giggling

and again, it's not even that i would want only one of them. like in both of the relationships, the two love each other too much to the point it'd feel wrong if they were separated! it wouldn't feel complete, so you gotta be with both of them!

but that's the thing; i just?? i feel so incredibly guilty whenever i think about being loved by these mxtx couples??? like it's so stupid but i feel like i'm intruding in on something and it's like, everyone else seems to just want them together only, not wanna be with them. like it's fuckin taboo or whatever

i feel like with any other character from any other media it'd be fine to simp for and write/read x readers of them, but when it comes to these books, it's off limits! no way, what are you, crazy? yes, yes i'm unhinged and desperately want their love and affection simultaneously. i want to be in a happy little poly relationship with these overpowered beautiful men with long hair.

i can't be the only guy or whoever to feel this way?? to wanna be kissed by these characters? sandwiched?? i have two hands for christ sake and they all look so happy together and im just like "lord i wanna be with them so much". someone tell me i'm not alone cmon <\3