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jassy2uall · 3 years

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T’challa’s Secret Twins (Chapter 7)

A story inspired by “T’challa’s Outside Daughter written by the brilliant author Marvel Heaux

Description: Wally and Jalena are the firstborn twins of T’challa. The twins moved to LA with their mother without any contact from their father. After losing their mom at the age of 10 the twins were taking care of by their family from their mom's side. Now the twins are grown and have become successful. After 15 years and exposure T’challa then decides he wants to be back in their lives. But will the twins let him?

30 minutes until dinner...

Jalena was in her room she thought about how she missed Terrence and the kids. Being back in Wakanda reminded her of a lot of pain and about her mom.

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“I can't do this anymore T’challa. I'm taking our children and leaving.” Jasmina cried while grabbing the twin's clothes and packing them in suitcases.

“Fine. Go! This marriage wasn't working out anyway.” he yelled.

Jasmina quickly turned to T’challa soon after he said that to her. She gave him a sad look before continuing to pack her and the kid's bags.

T’challa just stood there watching his wife back her and their children things. A part of him wanted to stop her from leaving and taking their kids with her but he didn't instead he thought to himself that he could finally have a fresh new relationship and a fresh new life without them.

Jalena shook herself out of her flashback.

She grabbed her phone and facetimed Terrance and the kids.

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“Hey, babe. Where are you? asked Terrance.

“You’ll never believe what my brother did to me.

Terrance gave his wife a confused look.

“He tricked me into thinking we were going somewhere and then he casted a sleeping spell on me then I woke up in Wakanda.

“Wow, I can't believe this. Terrence said trying to wrap his mind around this. He knows her past on Wakanda and how she feels about her father.

“Are you going to stay? Should I come get you?

“Honestly.. I don't know how I feel.” she sighed.

“I mean I haven't been here since I was 4 years old.

“Being back here brings up to many memories that I don't want to think about.

“I don't want to think about how my mom must have felt watching her so-called “friend” sleep with my father.

“Know she's the queen of Wakanda and has two children to replace me and my brother.” she fake chuckled.

“Look, babe, your mom was amazing. What happened between her and your dad isn't your fault.

“You never needed him to make you the person that you are right now which is an amazing mother and wife which I love so much.

Jalena smiled.

“Aww, there's that beautiful smile I know and love.

“Is that mom? Asked Isaiah.

The kids went running to the phone pushing their father down. Terrance looked at them both like they were mad.

“MOM!! They both yelled.

“Mommie where are you? Said Aziyah.

“Mommies in her home country. Said Jelena.

“Why? Aziyah said confused.

“Actually me and Uncle Wally are both here. We're here for some... business that we both have.” she nervously told her children.

“When are you coming home, mom. Asked Isaiah.

“Soon baby. We'll be home real soon.

The conversation was cut short soon as she heard a knock on the door.

“I got to. I love you all.” she waved goodbye to the kids and her husband.

“Bye Mommie.” they both waved.

Jalena hung up the face time and walked to the door.

“Who is it?

“You're little brother who's sorry for forcing you to come here with me,” Wally said to his sister through the door.

“Please open the door so we can talk,” he begged.

Jalena placed her hand on the doorknob. she hesitated before coming to her senses and opening the door for her brother.

The door opened and revealed Wally with a was look on his face holding a little teddy bear that their mom got for them for their 5th birthday.

“So you think Mr. Brownie is going to make up for what you did to me,” she said giving her brother a harsh look.

“No, I figured it wouldn't work.

“But I really wanted to tell you that I'm sorry for what I did.

“Are you know.

“Because it sure as hell didn't seem like it when you were being so damn nice to the people who abandoned us.” she harshly said to him.

“What do you by “the people” there are family.

“FAMILY!! she quickly calmed herself down before anyone outside the room heard her.

“They are not our family Wally they abandoned us just like he did.

“They didn't abandon us.” said Wally.

“You're the one that shut them out all except baba.

“Because BaBa was the one that actually cared for us.

Jalena and T’chaka were always close closer than he was with Wally. Once Jalena got to a point in her life when she realized her father didn't care for her and her brother she tried to cut everyone on her father's side of the family out of her life. T’chaka was the only one that wouldn't stand for it. He always showed up for the twins. When Wally had his first baseball game or when Jalena had her first talent show performance. He always helped Jasmina with the twins even after she died.

“You know you were the only one that baba truly cared for. Wally turned away from his sister.

“That's not true Walls. You were always with grandma or your friends.

“You were never really around us like that and you know it.

“So don't try to turn this around on me or Baba.

“Fine.” said Wally

“I just came to see if you were coming to dinner.

“Ugh. Jalena growled.

“It's clear that you guys won't leave me the hell alone about this damn dinner so.. I guess I'll go.

Wally smiled.

“I don't know why your smiling because after this damn dinner I'm leaving tomorrow.

Wally’s smile quickly went away after she told him she's leaving.

“Now bye I need to figure out what I'm going to wear.” she shoved him out of her room and went into her bags to pick out her outfit.

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5 minutes until Dinner

Everyone quickly made their way to the dining room and sat in their resigned seats.

“Everyone looks amazing.” said Nora.

“Thank you, mama,” Amara said whilst grabbing her drink of water.

T’challa asked his mother where the twins were since everyone was already seated.

“Mama.

“Yes, son?

“Where are my children?

“I don't know they should've been here by now,” she said while looking around the room for them.

“Maybe they got lost this is there first time in the palace.” Amara sarcastically said.

“Actually they've been in the palace way before you and your brother were born,” Shuri told Amara looking at her hard before taking her eyes off hers.

Amara rolled her eyes and grabbed her water again.

“I think we should send one of the Dora Milijaes so get them.” T’challa was about to send for one until the door opened and both the twins walked out.

They both looked amazing. Jalena wearing a beautiful red silk dress with diamond earrings and Wally wearing a nice gray suit.

They both walked over to their seats. Wally noticed that everyone was sitting in assigned seats. Nora and T’challa across the entire table and Ramonda and Shuri sat beside each other while Amara and Imari were sitting beside each other. The only seats available were one beside T’challa and one beside Nora.

Jalena didn't want to sit beside any one of them especially not the fake bitch who was one of her mom's friends that slept and had a family with her father. But she sure ass hell didn't want to sit beside the man who abandoned her and caused her a lot of pain in her life. So she decided it would be safer to sit beside Nora than T’challa so the room wouldn't “burn down”.

Jalena sat down uncomfortably right next to Nora.

Nora felt like she was going to throw up she could feel the tension in the room as soon as the twins came.

She tried to politely smile at Jalena until Jalena saw and just looked at her like she was dumb.

Nora quickly turned away and proceed to drink some wine from her glass.

Imari thought he'd break some of the tension by introducing himself.

“It's umm, nice to meet you both.” he nervously said.

“I'm Imari your.. um... Brother.” he slightly choked inside.

“It’s nice to meet you too I- can't believe I have a little brother. All I have are older brothers and an older sister.” wally looked at Jalena.

“Its really nice to not be the only young sibling now I can finally be the oldest.

Amara continued to roll her eyes and sip her water.

“Well, I'm looking forward to all the time we missed,” Imari reassured his brother.

“You too sis”. Imari looked to Jalena.

Jalena did not like being called “sis” by her younger brother since she doesn't like him and his sister. Instead, she decided to keep her thoughts to herself and not say anything to him.

Nora decided to start the conversation off by asking the twins how they've liked being back in Wakanda.

“So are you guys happy about being back in Wakanda?

“Yeah it's nice it brings back memories,” Wally chuckled.

“How about you Jalena? She asked.

“Hmm, let's see I don't want to be here at all.”she sarcastically said to Nora.

“Why couldn't I have just eaten In my room?

“Hun we all sit at the table and discuss our day...as a family.” Nora nervously said to Jalena.

Jalena choked on her food when she heard Nora say “family” that actually made her gag. Everyone turned their attention to her to see if she was ok.

“Are you ok? Imari asked.

“Oh, I'm fine... just fine.

She sarcastically said to her bother with a smirk on her face.

So “sis” tell us about your family? Amara said to Jalena with an annoyed look on her.

Jalena gave her a stern look before answering her question.

Well in “my” family we tend to always get our way after all we are Lodge Michaelson’s.

Jalena looked directly at her father. Everyone at the table was feeling very awkward and uncomfortable.

“Yeah, but we don't always get what we want Wally looked to T’challa.

T’challa looked back at his son with an uncomfortable look that made him feel nauseous.

“Again I'm sorry kids I really want to make it up to you both if you'll let me-

Before T’challa could finish his sentence Jalena then suddenly started to giggle. Everyone at the table gave her a confused look as to why she's laughing. Ramonda turned to her to ask her why she's laughing.

“What's so funny uswiti?

“You know, what's funny?” It's how you can do more for your other kids than you did for me and Wally.” Now we're just all sitting here dining like one big happy family.

Everyone felt uncomfortable due to Jalena’s outburst about the dinner and not being a family.

Wally tried to calm his sister down but failed to.

“Sis, maybe you should-

“NO!!!

Jalena quickly shouted at her brother cutting him off. She got up from her seat to call out this ridiculous disaster of a “family” dinner.

“I’M NOT JUST GOING TO SIT HERE LIKE THE REST OF YOU ALL AND PLAY PRETEND LIKE WE'RE ALL ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY!!!

You're CLEARLY uncomfortable around us you don't even know WHAT THE FUCK your gonna say to us.

Ramonda then got up from her seat shouted at her granddaughter about her language

“I’VE HEARD JUST ABOUT ENOUGH OF THE CUSSING YOUNG LADY!!!

“Now SIT DOWN so we can all finish eating Ramonda said with a serious tone and look.

“I'm sorry Grandma but I won't play pretend like you all. If you'll excuse me, I liked to be alone.

“You're excused, T’challa said with a sad tone to her.

As soon as she got up from her seat the chefs brought in dinner.

“Your highness.” the head chef said.

“You're not going to stay for dinner?

“All due respect I'm not your highness and no.. I'm not staying for dinner.

She walked out of the dining room slamming the door.

“I'm sorry about how she acted she's just- Wally tried to apologize before Ramonda interrupted him

“It's ok son it's understandable.” she said to him.

“Let's eat.” said T’challa clearing his throat.

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After dinner was over

Jalena went back to her room she was so angry. She tried to calm herself down. She thought about a song that her mom would sing to her when she was a kid and when she got upset or sad.

She sung it to herself.

Come to me

In the night hours

I will wait for you

And I can't sleep

Cause thoughts devour

Thoughts of you consume

I can't help but love you

Even though I try not to

I can't help but want you

I'd know that I’d die without you

Stay with me

A little- She was interrupted by a knock on the door

“I swear Wally I'm not in the mood for this shit.

She opened the door Amara was standing there.

“What the hell do you want.” she angrily told her.

“I just wanted to see how you were doing after the whole dinner fiasco.” she said to Jalena with a fake tone in her voice.

“I'm fine.

“Is that all? Jalena asked.

“Actually... No.

Figures Jalena thought to herself.

“I really came down here to tell you that you and your fake ass of a brother don't belong here.

Jalena paused right in her tracks when she said something about Wally nobody talks about her brother like that.

“He's my dad and this is my family and I'm not going to let you or your brother get in the way of it.

“Little did Amara know that Jalena was about to GO OFF!!!

Listen here you Lil bitch. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK about you!!

Amara froze right in her tracks when Jalena cursed her out. She liked being daddy's little girl but Jalena doesn't even think of T’challa as her dad.

“Your not my sister and you will never be!!

“You want him all to yourself FINE then!!.. I don't want him. I never did. He's all yours.

“You two punk ass bitches can have each other,” Jalena said to her laughing.

“Now GET THE HELL OUT BEFORE I BURN THAT UGLY ASS DRESS OF YOU!! She threatened her.

Amara quickly saw fire come out of her hands and hair. She quickly got the fuck up out of her room.

Jalena slammed the door in her face and calmed herself down again.

Amara was pissed. she doesn't want her father giving all of his attention to the twins.

“Ugh, why did he have to have other kids. Why couldn't it have just been me and Imari,” she thought to herself walking around the palace.

“I guess I'm going to have to make dad see for himself that I'm his one and only daughter.” she smiled while walking into her room.

End Of Chapter 7

Xhosa languages

uswiti - Sweetie

Song lyrics by Rullle- War Of Hearts

#t’challa udaku #marvelheaux #marvel #jelenahowardedit #avengers infinity war #wakanda #wally west #black panther #avengers #chadwick boseman #jassy2uall

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terrablaze514 · 3 years

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Happy birthday !!!🎉🎉 I didn’t know if I missed it.

Don't worry, it was yesterday.

Thanks-a-milli!🤗💙🥳🎉🎁 I hope yours is amazing!

#tb514asks #marvelheaux #happy birthday

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dramaqueeenamby · 5 years

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I know how you feel, Did you eat, or had a nap? Same shit been happening to me today. I'm watching hocus pocus right now. I hope you feel better babe♥️

I’m super sorry that I’m so late! I just needed a day to step back. I’m getting better, slowly, at least, I’m trying to. I’ve made sure to eat today, and while I don’t really take naps, I’ve been trying to ensure that I get more rest!

How are you doing today? How’s your self-care and emotional state doing today?

Thank you so much for checking up on me! You guys are so damn sweet.

@marvelheaux

#marvelheaux #dqa ask

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afro-elf · 6 years

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Hey doll! How's school and how are you doing ?

hi babe!!! school’s good, i’m doing alright

#marvelheaux #people ask me stuff and things

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yurtletheturtlehenderson · 4 years

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Edit: check the notes for more additions! Thank you to everyone who has added a name, and please continue to do so and I will too!

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black-is-beautiful18 · 4 years

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Can I just vent for a sec? Cause I love your page and the people who be following you with the good add ons. I can’t read a lot of fanfiction as a black woman bc it’s always “y/n brushes her long silky hair out of her porcelain face.” Ion have that, most black women don’t. And when you ask for them to be more nondescript like y/ns are meant to be they just complain that they can’t be expected to write for everyone and to go find another writer so guess what I’m trying to ask is...you know any?

Hmm there's a lot. I write fics, and I suck at remembering names but there's also: @stars8melanin @prettyvintageafternoon @marvelheaux @wakandamama @persephones24

That's just a few of the ppl I follow but feel free to give yourself promo on this post. We really do need more Black writers that know how to cater to us.

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marvelheaux · 1 year

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Hey heauxs!!

I'm back...kinda. I haven't been in here for about what? two years? lol

#marvel #black panther #marvelheaux

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chaneajoyyy · 4 years

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Happy belated birthday queen🥳🥳

Thank you boo!!😭💜

#let’s chat #sip tea #show each other love and support #y’all are tew kind!!!#aquarius tings #28 #marvelheaux

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tallulahchanel · 3 years

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"Malice" [Chapter 2]

Fandom: Black Panther/MCU

Characters: Sidra Nwabueze and Zoya Matthews

Words: 800-900

Tags: @blackfemmecharacterdependency @i-drink-and-i-write-fics @blacklocs @marvelheaux @ride1 @mariahthelioness29 @afriendlyblackhottie @liquorlaughslove @thekrazykeke

Masterlist

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Baltimore, Maryland - 2017

SZA's Garden played on the speakers of a blue Maserati GranCabrio driving through the streets of downtown Baltimore with the top down and the wind blowing through the driver's hair. The car parked in a reserved spot at a building and she turned the key in the ignition before grabbing a brush to straighten out her silk-pressed brown hair. She applied pink lip gloss to her luscious lips and stepped onto the pavement in dusty green heels that matched her pantsuit.

Once she walked out of the elevator and onto her floor, she scanned her badge to enter the lab, smiling upon seeing the young lady making notes on an iPad while her voluptuous hair was pulled out of her face. "Good morning, Zoya."

Zoya looked up and returned her smile. "Good morning. Sidra. I have your coffee ready and I even got you one of those protein brownies you love so much."

Sidra chuckled while removing her shoes and suit jacket, replacing it with a lab coat and slip-resistant shoes. "You’re a lifesaver."

"Thank you, and you have a case. Relatively easy one."

Sidra sipped her coffee while looking over the files sent by the Baltimore Police Department. "Wilfred Kane, 55 years old. Ruled as a suicide, but a suspected homicide. Was there any evidence found at the scene?"

Zoya held up a Ziplock bag. "A drinking glass full of brandy that he downed. I also took the samples and ran a toxicology report."

After pulling her hair back, Sidra put on a pair of gloves to remove the glass from the bag. "What did you find?"

"High concentrations of arsenic in the fluids."

Sidra dusted the glass for fingerprints and compared her findings to the data notes in the files. "I would question the maid. The evidence is pointing towards her."

Zoya wrote that down in her notes and emailed the information to the police department. "That was your last official case."

"Hardly." Sidra discarded her gloves. "The last few caseloads were so simple that BPD is wasting their money and my resources."

"They will be sad to see you go," Zoya said while cleaning up everything.

"Not my problem. So, where are we on my baby?"

Zoya smirked while grabbing a vPad out of the drawer. "The stats are great. If she doesn’t reject the herb, we'll be halfway towards the goal."

"Great. Our lease is up soon, so we have to finish this and pack up the lab."

"Are you sure we'll be able to move into the building in Wakanda?"

"Securing my father’s lab wasn't easy. Fortunately, King T'Challa believes I shouldn't have to pay for his crimes." Sidra smiled at the specimen inside of the cryogenic pod Zoya just removed a cover from. "Years of planning are finally coming to fruition. Do you have the herb?" When her assistant presented the pink herb picked from her private garden, Sidra moved over to the table where her mortar and pestle to crush the herb. "Jufeiro. Rare. Not only does it give you enhanced abilities, but it makes men fall mindlessly in love with you. They'll do anything you say."

"The drawbacks?" Zoya asked so she can prepare for anything.

"It doesn’t last long, which makes it toxic. The user either keeps taking the herb, or it weakens them to nothingness."

"Is that why you grew more than one?"

"Testing purposes. I want to keep my specimen strong enough to execute the plan. After that, I'm not sure." Sidra finished crushing the herb, and she gathered the liquid into a syringe and handed it to her assistant. "All you."

Zoya took the syringe and carefully injected the contents into a tube that feeds the specimen.

“The ax forgets, but the tree remembers," Sidra mused while watching the specimen react to the herb.

Zoya raised a brow while removing the syringe from the tube. "I'm sorry?"

"African Proverb. It means the one who inflicts pain moves on easier than the one who felt it."

"Oh." Zoya nodded and put the syringe in a biohazardous container.

Sidra rested her hand against the pod. “My mother abandoned me when I was a child, so it was always baba and I. Most kids are embarrassed about their parents being their best friend. If anything, he was embarrassed that I went everywhere with him." She walked over to her desk and picked up a frame that held a picture of her and Obinna during Challenge Day of 1989. "I may have been twenty when he was exiled, but that doesn’t stop the pain of watching them haul my father away from the place we both knew as home with no means of contacting him.”

An alert chimed on the vPad as Zoya examined the stats. "She didn't reject the herb, but it'll be awhile before she's ready for the attack."

"Thank you, Zoya." Sidra wiped a stray tear and changed out of her lab gear. "I'll send the jet for the pod soon."

"Sidra? What if this doesn't work? Would all the time and effort be worth it?"

"Do what I tell you." She put her shades on and strutted out of the lab.

#malice #sidra #jackie aina #zoya #rachel hilson #Obinna Nwabueze #black panther #black panther fanfiction

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zxddy-panther · 5 years

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Blessed

A/N: Hey guysss! I really feel so bad for not writing at all but I finally have something out for you guys. For all those who are still wondering, yes I am still going to write my Summer Walker inspired BP series. I just have to get all these drafts posted for yall before I post them. This one kind of took a while so I hope you all enjoy it. Also if you want to read all my stories I do have a masterlist posted but all my works are on my wattpad (@zxddy_panther)

Erik X Black!reader

Summary: A breakup between you and Erik has led you both into a deep hole of despair but there is still a light at the end of the tunnel.

Warning: Self harm, depression, some fluff later on

You wandered the rainy streets of Albany with your dark hoodie, walking slowly in despair. Body slouched and face drooping with sorrow, your mind replaying the moments of weeks ago. The yelling, the harsh words, the tears, and worst of all: the breakup. The relationship truly wasn't bad but you woke up to the harsh reality that it was you. It was your own mind that was pressuring you to believe things that weren't true, that weren't real. It ultimately broke your relationship and you had no one to blame but yourself. It has become your biggest and deepest regret letting him go because you truly did love this man.

You loved Erik Stevens but you just didn't know if he loved you too.

*****

The key allowed access to your cold, dark apartment as you tracked your wet rain boots onto your floor. You slipped them off and set them near the door and headed towards the bathroom, ready to commit yourself to the same miserable regime. Turning on the lights and looking forward, you stared into the eyes of a now lost soul. You were disgusted by the person in the mirror because THEY ruined your conscience. THEY ruined your self esteem and THEY ruined your relationship but you soon realized that they.....is you. Your eyes welled with tears as you threw off your damp sweater and opened the drawer under the sink. Grabbing the razor you quickly put it against the skin of your arm and pulled back with speed. Your actions slowed as you watched the dark red blood begin to rise up from the long cut along your brown skin. A numb feeling washed over you as you continued the motion over and over and over again. Place, push, and drag. Place, push, and drag.

You looked down at your numb and bloody arm with tears streaming down your face. Tear drops fell onto the many wounds and made you hiss in pain. "I've gotta get this shit cleaned up" you thought. Your body makes its way towards the bathtub to fill it with warm water. After you removed all your clothes you looked at yourself once more in the mirror. The now scarred lines that ran across your thighs and your new stripes shone red all across your arm. This will always remind you that you deserved this. Your head slowly turned back to the tub that was done filling up, you headed towards it. Placing one leg after another into the bath water, you allowed yourself to completely submerge yourself in the liquid and drowned yourself in utter silence.

*******

Its been about 40 minutes since you started staring at the ceiling fan in your room just mindlessly thinking. You felt so empty and physically drained from all the tears and emotions that you have been letting out. A silent buzzing from your phone woke you from your trance. You rolled on your bed towards your night stand and grabbed the phone to check who was calling you. The caller ID read: Erik. Everything froze and your world stood completely still. You were shocked and had no idea what to do as your hands shook frantically. The vibrating stopped and you took a look at your phone again to see that you had 10 missed calls from him prior to this. "How did I not hear this?" you thought to yourself. "Do I call him back?" The ring quickly started back up and you hit the answer button as fast as you could. Putting the phone to your ear, you took a deep breath and spoke for the first time in weeks.

"Hello?" you whispered. All that could be heard was ragged breathing on the other line. You sat and listened, waiting for any type of response.

A hushed "Y/N?" came from the other side. Your eyes shot opened and your heart rate increased.

"Yes Erik...."

"Y/N.." you waited. "I-I need you please. Im freaking out baby please come back I cant do this without you. I need you here with me Y/N. Please come back to me."

You quickly ended the call and shot up from your bed. Throwing on some clothes, you headed towards the kitchen and grabbed your car keys.

*******

You arrived at Erik's door step feeling crazy for even doing this. You fumbled with your keys to find his spare house key still attached. Inserting the key into the lock, turning it, and pushing the door open you were greeted with a body curled up in corner of the living room. Erik was rocking himself back and forth, sobbing, repeatedly saying your name. You used your foot to close the door and his head shot up.

He looked just as tired and drained as you. His once beautifully braided locs were now frizzed and out of braids. Dark brown bags surrounded his eyes as if he hasn't slept for days. You slowly walked towards him while he rose to his feet. The two of you kept your distance, standing awkwardly in the middle of his living room, until his eyes met yours. When your eyes locked it was like your emotions were also in sync with one another. You watched his eyes start to well up and his face begin to distort as he tried to hold his tears back. Closing the distance, you began to walk towards him and cupped your hand on his cheek. His eyes slowly closed as he leaned into your touch, allowing his tears to finally fall.

"Baby..." he let out. "I-I need you in my life. Its like I-I." His hands began to shake as he brought them up, clenching his fists." Its like I cant live without you Y/N. I don't want to live without you." He looked down and quickly grabbed your hands to hold. "What happened? What happened to us? Was it me? Because if it was I swear to Bast that I'll fix it just- just give me another chance" The volume of his voice started to pick up. "Please come back to me Y/N." His hands gradually rose up to grab your arms softly but, even his gentle touch caused great pain to your wounds. You snatched your arms away and hissed in pain. He looked up at you with a confused look plastered on his face.

Erik had a feeling to what was going on but, he just didnt want to belive it. You promised him months ago that you wouldn't revert back to hurting yourself. He prayed that he was wrong but lifting up your sleeves revealed the harsh red lines across your arms. He closed his eyes as more tears fell from his droppy eyes.

"Y/n. Did I do this to you?" He brought his hand up to your face and brushed your tear away with his thumb.

"No no. It wasnt you Erik. It was never you." You decided that it was time to let him know the truth. The weight that you've been carrying on your shoulders has gotten heavy enough.

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"Y/N...Im sorry. I shouldnt have left-" You placed a finger over his lips which stopped his words. Your eyes took him in again once more. His skin and lips still as soft as you remembered. The message was clear as day when the two of you locked eyes. Erik took your face in his hands once and placed his lips on yours. Both of your lips moved in sync while tears came streaming down your faces. He slowly sucked on your bottom lip and let out a small sigh. He missed this. He missed you.

You pulled away for breath but held fast to his body.

"No Erik. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry that I made you feel like this. That I made you feel like this was all your fault when it wasn't. It was mine. I was always so insecure about how you truly felt about me and-" Tears started to choke you up but this time you let them fall. You were so tired of holding back your feelings and thoughts. "And I always felt like you didn't love me as much as I love you."

The phrase replayed itself in his mind. This was the first time that anyone had said that they loved him. His troubled past had put him in the mindset that he could never be loved. Today was the day that he was finally proven wrong. He always knew that he had a great girl who always found time to see him, even in the worst circumstances. Someone who was always down for him, and someone who would never leave his side.

You heard him begin to chuckle as his smile spread across his face. You looked up at him confused, feeling stupid for confessing your deepest feelings.

"Whatever Erik" You began to turn away from him and started heading towards the door until he grabbed your hand, pulling you back into his chest. He looked down at you while resting his hand on the small of your back. His dark ember eyes starred deeply into yours, unraveling you as you stood.

"If only you knew how much I love you. I'm so blessed to have you in my life but I need you to know that-" He brought his face closer to yours, looking from your lips to your eyes. " I love you more than words can say."

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T’challa’s Secret Twins (Chapter 6)

A story inspired by “T’challas Outside Daughter” written by the brilliant author of it Marvel Heaux

Back in Jalena’s room

Wally was just standing there awkwardly looking at his father. He always dreamed of this moment, what he would say to him. But it all went away when he saw T’challa.

T’challa glanced at his son before turning to his mother to ask her what was going on and why were the twins here.

“umama.” T’challa gently called his mother.

“What is going on? He asked.

“I didn't know how to tell you, son, because I knew you wouldn't approve of them here.

“But I'm glad I didn't because they're finally home right where they belong,” she said with courage in her voice.

“Thanks, grandma.”Wally held out his hand for her to hold.

“You're welcome.” she smiled back at him.

T’challa looked at the both his mom and son with a sad look.

Okoye was speechless at how Wally looked so much like T’challa.

Queen Nora didn't know what to say to her stepson. After all, she was one of the reasons why his T’challa and his Mom split up. She was very scared about how he would react to seeing her.

“Hi, Wallison.” she nervously said.

“I'm Nora we kind of met when you were a child.” she awkwardly told him.

“Oh that was a long time ago and I'm not really that good with faces but it's nice to meet you.” He reached out his hand to her.

They both shook each other hands. Wally looked back to his dad.

“It's nice to see you dad.” he nervously said.

“It's nice to see you to son.

They stared at each other for a few seconds. T’challa was so amazed at how his son looked so much like him and his mother.

Seconds later... Amara heard her parent's voice coming from the end of the hall.

“Mom, Dad, Grandma, what's going on?

“Who is he? She asked.

“Umm, this is- uh.” T’challa kept jumbling his words trying to tell his daughter the truth.

“Uh...

“Uh, what dad?

“He's your brother.” Said, Queen Nora.

Amara looked at her parents confused.

“What do you mean he's my brother. I only have one brother.” she said while staring at Wally.

“What's going on?

“It's a long story hun we'll tell you everything later but for now go with ayo back to your room and I'll be there soon,” said Nora.

“No, wait, mom.

“I’ll be there soon. I promise.”

Ayo escorted Amara out of the room so that everyone could figure out what to do.

Meanwhile, T’challa and Nora both turned their heads back to the situation.

“Would you um... like to join.. us for dinner later on? Nervously T’challa asked.

“I'd love to”. Chuckled Wally.

“Well will leave you to get settled in. See you tonight,” said Nora.

The Queen and King both left the room with Okyoye.

“Do you think your sister will join? Ramonda asked.

“I honestly don't know grandma.

“She’s really mad at me for bringing her here against her will.

Ramonda sighed.

“But I'll try to get her to come.

“No, it's alright son. I think I can change her mind.

Ramonda cleared her throat.

“I’ll um.. Leave you to get ready.

“Dinner starts at 8 you can wear anything you'd like.

She gave him a kiss on his forehead before leaving.

Meanwhile...

Jalena was still trying to find her way out of the palace.

Shuri was looking for her brother to see what was going on.

Jalena spotted Shuri she quickly tried to look for another way but Shuri had already seen her.

“Aunt Shuri?

“Jalena?

“What are you doing? She smiled giving her a big hug.

“I've missed you so much umtshana.

“I wish I could say the same,” Jalena gently pushed her away breaking up their hug.

She gave her a confused look after breaking up their hug.

“Look, Aunt Shuri, I don't mean to rude but I'm just not that close to you.

“I had nothing to do with my brother and your mother. I told him what he was doing to you all was wrong.” Shuri explained.

“I get that your angry but don't take it out on me.

“NO, I WILL TAKE IT OUT ON YOU!!”she yelled startling Shuri.

She quickly calmed herself down and apologize.

“I'm sorry.

“I just want to get out of this place.” she sighed.

“I accept your apologise... but i really want you to stay.

“Please stay,” she begged her.

“I can't I'm sorry.

Jalena walked passed Shuri onto the elevator. They stared at each other until the door close.

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As Jalena walked through the hallways of the palace she suddenly remembered running through the hallway when she was young with her grandfather.

Flashback (15 years ago in Wakanda)...

(Pretend like it's Jalena running guys 😂)

“Slow down honey your gonna end up falling.”

“Baba, I'm trying to find daddy.” Where is he?

“He went on a mission with the Dora milijae.

“He's always on missions I never ever get to see him. Jalena said to her grandfather with a sad tone and tears falling down her eyes.

I know uswiti but he's preparing to be king after I step down. He needs to practice.

T’chaka knew that this wasn't true but he didn't want to break Jalena’s heart he knew that T’challa was in fact in Wakanda hanging out with W’kabi instead of his kids.

“Ok, I understand. Let's go get some food Baba?”

“Lead the way Nkosazana,” T’chaka said with a smile as he and Jalena were off to get food

End of flashback...

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Baba, I miss you.” she whispered to herself.

She reached in her pocket for her phone but came to find out she couldn't find it nor her luggage.

She was such in a rush to get out of the palace that she had forgotten her things.

“UGH!!

“FUCK!!

“Now I have to go all the way back to get my things.

“What a great day this turned out to be.” she sarcastically said to herself.

Meanwhile, Shuri made her way into Wally's room.

“I cant belive it.

“You're finally here.” she ran to hug him.

“It’s great to see you, Aunt Shuri.

“You look nice.

“Thank you umtshana,” she said.

“Anyways I saw your sister on my way here.

“She looked pretty... Angry.”

“Yeah about that.. I kinda dragged her here.

“You didn't.

“I did.

“I'm sorry I just really wanted to see you all and I knew she would NEVER come her if I told her. So I had no choice.

“I get it. We missed you both too kiddo.

“And it's great that you both came because family week is next week and now we finally can have the whole family together.

“Don't take this the wrong way auntie but I don't really think that's a good idea.” he awkwardly told her.

“It’s just that Jalena isn't really in the mood for all that and it wouldn't be the same if she wasn't there.

“I suppose your right. My brother really hurt her.

“But it's still great to have you too here.” she smiled.

“Are you guys joining us for dinner?

“Uh yeah just give me some time to convince my sister.

“My dear nephew.... I think your gonna need all the time in the world to convince her to come after how angry she looked when I saw her.

They both laughed.

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Jalena made it back to her room. She quietly closed the door so no one would know she was in there especially with her brother's room right across the hall from hers. Her luggage was placed on the chair along with her phone.

“There you are.” she picked up her phone.

She tried to turn it on but realized it was dead.

DAMNMIT!! she yelled.

She reached into her suitcase and pulled out her charger but before she could put it in the outlet she suddenly heard a knock.

She stopped right in her tracks and tried not to make a sound.

“Hun it's your grams.

“I know your in there. please open the door. I just want to talk.

Jalena felt bad ignoring her grandmother.

“Come in,” she said quietly.

“Hey, hun I wanted to see how you were doing.

“Grandma don't take this the wrong way but... I’d rather stab myself repeatedly over and over than be here In Wakanda.

Ramonda looked to her horrified by hearing her wildly, scary reaction to not wanting to be in Wakanda.

“This we'll never be my home, Grandma. HE!!! ruined the chance for it to ever be” Jalena said to her Grandmother while pointing to T’challa in the picture.

“The sooner you learn that the quicker it'll be to move on like I had to.”

“I'll never give up hope umntwana, never.”

Ramonda assured to her before leaving the room.

After their conversation ended, Shuri walked into the room.

“Is my favorite niece staying after all?”

“No offense Aunt Shuri but I'm definitely not your favorite niece.” Amara is and you know that Jalena harshly said to Shuri.

Shuri didn't expect to hear that from her niece let alone be called out for false pretenses. She was not about to be disrespected by her niece.

“Eh?”

“LISTEN HERE NUGGET!!! Shuri shouted.

“Nugget?” Jalena looked to shuri with a confused look on her face.

I DON'T APPRECIATE YOU CALLING ME OUT MY NAME!!” You ARE my favorite niece I've always thought about you and your brother. It's not my fault I'm not your father so stop taking your anger out on us.

“No, it is your FAULT!! Jalena shouted back at Shuri.

“You, Grandma, Baba you all didn't fight for us.”

Suddenly tears fell from Jalena’s eyes. Shuri’s expression quickly changed when she saw her niece cry. She sat down beside her niece and placed her head on her shoulder to comfort her.

“Shh, it's okay let it all out” she softly said to her brushing her hair back.

You all abandoned us, you let him abandoned us” Jalena cried.

You don't know how many times I called him, texted him, prayed to the gods that he'd come back to us... but he never did. Instead, he had a new family and forgot all about us now all of a sudden he wants to know us.

“HELL NO!!

Jalena jumped up from Shuri's shoulder yelling.

“I REFUSE to let him hurt my brother all over again. He already hurt me but he will NOT hurt my brother ever again.

Shuri looked at her niece with sadness she knows that her brother messed things up BIG TIME with the twins. She fears that he'll never be able to fix things with Jalena because she is beyond fixing things.

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In the Kings room...

“So how are you feeling about all of this? Queen Nora asked her husband.

T’challa turned around to face the window he felt like the world was ending. He knew that this day would always come and he always dreaded it. But it was time to face the music and be the father to his kids that he wasn't before.

“Honestly, I'm ashamed.” I am ashamed because my daughter and son have suffered. After all, I wasn't there. I never cared to be there. My daughter has been killed multiple times, traumatized, suffers from PTSD, and has her own family. Wally almost died permanently and I had no idea. I'm the world's most horrible, father and it's all my fault.” T’challa confessed to his wife crying.

Queen Nora sat next to her husband and began to comfort him.

“Honey don't beat yourself up about it what's done is done all. What you can do now is try to be better... be a father.”

T’challa thought about what his wife told him about trying to be a father to the twins. He knew it wasn't going to be easy but he wasn't going to give up on them again. This time he determined to make it right.

“Come now honey.

“Have a quick nap before dinner. she said whilst putting T’challa to bed.

“Ok.” he sighed.

T’challa laid his head down on his pillow and slowly closed his eyes.

He thought to himself “this dinner is going to be a complete disaster.”

End of chapter 6

Xhosa languages

Umama - mother

umtshana - nephew

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