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C, F, V :)
C. Get any good comments on your stuff this year?
Literally any comment is like the best comment ever. But I got some very nice ones that were on the longer side and highlighting specific things they like about the chapter/work.
F. What stories are you planning for the future?
Whoo boy uh ... I've been wanting to write for some other fandoms that aren't Assassin's Creed but right now it's just so easy to fall back on the lesbian Vikings (... no innuendo intended). Original stories - I'm still wanting to finish my NaNoWriMo novel and it'll probably involve a complete rewrite.
Right now though I'm just wanting to finish the fics I've already started.
V. Which story was the most viscerally pleasing to write? Tell us your narrative kinks.
Uh the most recent one that was an x Reader fic. Like I'm leery on writing second person POV (though I have absolutely no qualms about reading it). But just letting my inhibitions go and writing the unapologetically self indulgent fic was maybe the best I've felt about my writing in a while ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
But as for "Narrative Kinks" - Hurt/Comfort. All the like "person A gets seriously injured and nursed back to health by person B" just makes me go feral.
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Jaal reacting to seeing SAM kill you (and revive you thanks SAM) to escape from the Archon's trap, once you're both safely back on the Tempest (I feel like there should have been a scene with the LI about this, a dramatic you-almost-died-and-I-need-to-hold-you scene)
Funny how I can both not remember a scene well, but also know exactly what to do with it.That being said, we absolutely should’ve had a stronger reaction from Jaal. Even if it was barely contained emotion.
Doing this HC styled for the moment, but feel free to request this as a mini-fic, if that’s more your speed!
In the moment, he tries so hard to be okay with it. SAM said it was the only way, so it has to be the way this happens, right...?
However, Jaal is bitterly realizing he’d much rather bare through being on Kadara for hours on end if it meant he didn’t have to be here. Emotions are choking him up, especially watching your limp body collapse on the ground. Grinding his teeth when SAM is struggling a moment with reviving you.
He should be used to this. The grief. The risk of loss; why else enter the Resistance? One must face loss and still fight on. Even understanding that one’s own life is at risk. To protect the whole...
But just this once... Can’t he be greedy? Can he not wish for your survival? To not have to see you like this...?
Being revived is a relief he can hardly put to words- further choked up at you taking breaths of air once more- but his heart still aches with a fierceness unrivaled.
...For now, he holds his tongue. Stills his arms from reaching out and holding you to the point it hurts. (He’d be sorry for it, but to know your alive and can feel takes precedent over all else, at the moment.) There is still a mission to finish. He can do that much.
(As much as it maddens him to do so. For the first time in his life, Jaal loathes putting the mission first. He almost lost his darling one, and he cannot react until the end? It’s no different from past missions he’s had with other angara; this hurts in a way unlike those, however.)
He gives you some time. Gives himself a few moments to be composed, before you inevitably seek him out... Yet, he cannot still his shaking hands. Hold back a few tears from escaping. How can he find any semblance of peace when he does not want to lose you...?
His back is to you, staring at nothing, when you enter. And when your voice sounds in greeting, he is quick to turn and pull you into a hug. It’s almost crushing, but he seems to have pulled himself together just enough to prevent any further harm.
You still have to ask him to ease up!
Jaal pours out his heart without any further nudging. He loves you so, seeing that was one of the worst moments of his life, how can he bear to know you may end up like that again...?
...And yet, he cannot stop you. He needs the kett stopped as much as you do. To protect his cherished people. For the chance that someday, maybe, on an off-chance... That his creators may return. Because he loves this little “extended, friend-family” that the Tempest is for him, now.
He loves you. And to love you is to know that your people- all those from the Milky Way- need the kett gone, too. This isn’t something to give up on, even though seeing you die in front of him will haunt his nightmares for the rest of his days.
...You both cry. The hug he pulls you into is less constricting, but that’s what your heart is probably doing right now, anyways. His head nuzzles the top of yours, his tears getting on there...but you cannot find it in you to care right now.
Jaal admits that he wishes to not be without you. However, his bunk is...terribly small. Isn’t yours bigger?
You can’t help but laugh and agree. A small cutscene of the two flopping onto your bed, cuddling close. A momentary comfort, for the fight ahead.
“Keep me with you, won’t you, darling one...?”
#Anon#AkiMod answers#Jaal Ama Darav#Mass Effect Andromeda#[HC style is just easiest for my brain atm!!]#[however...for this...]#[I could be talked into writing a mini fic for it]#[cause holy SHIT could you imagine how good this would've been?!]#[break my heart a little more and THEN HEAL IT!!!]#[screaming crying and all of that]#[also hyping up how emotional the angara can be]#[he wants to be greedy and yet cannot]#[it tears him to pieces]#[but love is sacrifice as much as it is greed]#[and as long as he can be by your side through it all...]#[what is there to regret?]#[....anyways I'm crying]#Imagine Jaal Ama Darav
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You keep complaining about Tumblr, but staff has to change otherwise they'll go out of business and Tumblr won't be here anymore.
omg you promise?
#anon#moth answers#answered#if staff doesn’t want complaints#maybe they should make useful changes that their userbase has been asking for#and stop messing with shit no one asked them to#or stop forcing features no one likes#or stop ignoring the mass of negative feedback they get#or stop being transphobic as fuck#or stop using mysterious mod tools to scrub blogs that criticize them#or stop ignoring the massive amount of features that straight up don’t work#or stop blaming the site’s downfall on longtime users#or stop pretending like this distrust of them comes out of nowhere when they have a history of disregarding and degrading their user base#but good on them for making their little twitter knockoff
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#im not going to answer the last few asks ive gotten bc. this blog just isnt the place for this kind of conversation but#i will just say explicitly. dont u dare say i dont think it's a big deal.#the reason im upset about this is *because* i know how fucking big a deal this is. i mean fuck ?#it's mass fucking genocide.#and i dont want people misplacing their anger at a stupid fucking band that doesn't know shit about it.#and i dont want them to potentially fuck this up and spread misinformation. so focus your energy where it counts.#and that's all i'll say on the matter. considering this is just a small 5sos blog#and you dont know what im doing in my personal life to talk about this issue outside of '5sos world'#and you dont know what 5sos are doing either outside of public press land#and i would like to think - like the ukraine situation - that they are doing their part to donate and help with their money and privilege.#but you know that if they spoke about this on fucking TWITTER of all places ?? like that's the top place to get important news???#that people would just focus their energy on complaining that they took too long. instead of actually helping anything or anyone.#people just want to misdirect their energy and their anger. and of course you're angry. of course we're all fucking angry and horrified#and devastated. but let's put it where it counts. to the people who need help. not stupid celebrities. just. yeah. ok#end of conversation
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About once a day I go through the mental gymnastics of going "god I should probably make an art insta, for ~professional purposes~ and ~networking~ and ~cultivating an audience~"
And then I scrunch my face up so hard my features cave inside my skull thinking about conceding to using an algorithmic social media platform in 2023, let alone a facebook product
(please don't take this as a call to suggest alternative social medias to me sdlkfjs I mega super promise you I am aware of them)
#you know what I'm fine actually with never being perceived#>he is having a professional crisis#I'm like do I really want to do that to myself again. to have metrics. to have randos find my shit and harass me and my peers?#tbh I really don't want too much discoverability I'd like to keep within my community- I want to be sought out not stumbled upon by whoever#twitter was such a goddamn hellscape- and I'm talking BEFORE the acquisition#I need it known that I was calling for everyone to leave twitter WELL before that chucklefuck pulled his stunt#he's easy to point fingers at but the thing was rotten to the core already- arguably he did us all a favor by derailing it so spectacularly#otherwise it would have stuck around and suffered a slow natural death like all platforms#I also wanna go on record and say I've been warning about discord for a while now too- she's reaching critical mass#the answer to all this is that I need to stop being a chump and just keep working on my personal website#text#personal
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I just had to share this video because holy shit, it hits the nail right on the head! So well spoken. This stuff needs to be circulated more, esp with the growing number of people thinking they have this because of misinformation, or just outright faking it.
#it's painful because i knew someone who personally faked this stuff (or has convinced herself she has it i can't even tell)#she had spent all her time on tiktok and i know for 100% sure that's where she got the idea. it's TRAGIC how fast things went downhill#i'm legit horrified at how many people (esp young kids of 13-14) think they have this too. or are just pretending#i've been neck deep in hardcore research (and i'm talking pubmed sciencedirect etc only) for months#and those kids definitely don't have did.. if they have trauma and are dissociating it's going to be something else like dpdr etc#the number of stupid 'you have did' answers i see for totally basic questions like 'i got dizzy what's wrong w me' is insane too#it's like googling 'muscle twitch' and then thinking you have some rare 1/billion familial cancer thing despite other obvious explanations#but worse.. in these cases the information is being fed to them. they don't have an opportunity to explore other possibilities#and the worst part is they don't even know to CHECK THE VALIDITY OF WHAT THESE PEOPLE ARE SAYING. they don't have info literacy#like i'll say this once: did is so rare that it's STILL contentious about whether it even exists#and it only happens in the most unimaginably traumatic experiences. think of the worst possible things you could do to a child#where even just thinking about it makes you uncomfortable. THAT'S the kind of trauma that leads to did. the truly evil stuff.#i'm not even gonna start on the BITE model shenanigans that are happening in the 'did' communities either#or how the people who used to be in them (and got out) always equate them to self-harming cults that celebrated not finding real answers#they got told they were 'perfect the way they were' despite having OBVIOUS psychological issues they needed help for#(it just wasn't did)#they were assured their 'did was valid no matter what'. toxic positivity ig? it just delayed their real diagnosis and ability to get help#but now you have gluts of people like in the video 'talking to themselves' and people on tumblr posting one-liners of 'alters' talking#one after the other within seconds. and i want to fcking cry because it's the same exact shit my friend did before she cut ties#the did/tourettes/ftlb stuff has literally been called a 'mass sociogenic illness' in multiple academic studies#but like qanon believers they seem to immediately discredit anyone who mentions this with 'you're just ableist' so anything you say is poo#aka you're part of the problem you're an 'ableist' so your legit info even though legit isn't valid/acceptable/real/whatever. i'm tired fam#did#dissociative identity disorder#osdd#ddnos#munchausen syndrome#mass psychogenic illness#ableism
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There is a mod that restores pinnacle station for the legendary edition on nexus! It's simply called "Pinnacle Station DLC". :D
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT IS VERY GOOD TO KNOW THANK YOU
I've never gotten to actually play Pinnacle Station, it was already long-lost by the time I got to Mass Effect...new Mass Effect content for me, in this year two thousand and twenty four????
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Hey! BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you’re supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you’re beautiful inside and out.
AAAA I normally don’t do this kind of stuff because I have a hard time thinking about people to send it to, so I’m just gonna @ some people instead!!
@thehomestucker-surgeburbofficial, I send it back to you bc ur poggers!!!
@tempertyzias, I send it to you bc your art is swag and you seem really nice!!!
@autism-connoisseur, I send it to you bc we had a nice interaction that one time, and your liveblogs are absolutely hilarious!
@paint-n-thinner, I send it to you bc your art makes me feel unimaginable things beyond my own comprehension. Hats off you you, dude.
@bbbrosremastered / @kyomaakuma7, I send it to you bc YOU DESERVE LOVE AND ATTENTION!!! Your art is amazing and the fact that you can balance all the shit on this site AND your cool animation job is incredible!!!
@sovereignspades, I send it to you bc YOU’RE MY COOL FRIEND AND I LOVE YOU AND YOUR ART AND YOU’RE SO AMAZING!!!
@springbon-t-art, I send it to you bc your art so soft and spectacular! I don’t get to see your art all that often anymore due to mainly looking at the thing where it shows you stuff based off ur tags, but you’re a huge inspiration of mine and I’m honestly so surprised that you even follow me on here. Like- I have no idea how that happened but it just makes me feel so good for no reason haha!
Lastly, I send it to my lovely girlfriend @trashmammalko, because I love her and I always will 😊
#grrrrrr#Ambrose answers#holy shit this is a nice one but I hate mass tagging people#I can never remember usernames
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Mass, my friend! I'm so curious about:
💖 (What made you start writing?)
👀 (Tell me about an up and coming wip please!)
💞 (Who's your comfort character?)
What made me start writing: tbh I feel like I've always kinda been writing? In elementary school I read like a shit ton of books and we were thankfully not in the era of "everyone's getting taught how to take this one standardized test" yet so we were more encouraged to be creative (though there were definitely other reasons that education in my area just didn't suck). For fanfic at least - it started with a cop drama called Flashpoint that I started making little stories for and then I like wrote a huge collab fic with @lifeguardinthesharktank that involved like a million OCs, the Bleach universe, and Flashpoint. It was wild and it was fucking amazing.
Up and coming WIP: For original fic - my NaNoWriMo novel which is sort of a supernatural horror mystery that takes place in the Black Hills.
I could talk for hours on it but basically, the town is fictional but basically replaces Custer ... and Custer State Park.
Because fuck Custer - the only good thing that man ever did was die horribly and he shouldn't have a town, a county, and a state park named after him.
Nothing in the works for fanfic - just the like three or four projects I've got on hold rn.
Who's your comfort character: Soma. Of course.
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Someone needs to put me down like a sick dog
#i tried to vacuum my bedroom like a good and functional adult and my vacuum IMMEDIATELY refused to pick up ANYTHING whatsoever#like not even dust. not even microscopic dust#checked the roller thing and it’s just absolutely clogged with hair. absolutely nonfunctional with what looks like more hair than is on my#head currently. SO MUCH FOR HAIR WRAP TECHNOLOGY#i have had a shitty bob for as long as i’ve had this vacuum this cannot be real#if i truly am losing hair en masse why do i still look like coconut head. answer me that#so i was like fine. i’ll fix it later. let me change my bed#tell me why one of the straps on my mattress protector is broken??????#i’ve dumped all my bedding on the landing so i can lie here and scream for a bit because why. whyyyyyy#this was supposed to be a good day. my weed gummies and suetonius both arrived#i was going to clean up and go for a run and then come back; shower; make myself a nice tofu stir fry and get baked#but it is SO stupidly hot today and all my shit seems to be determined to break#at least nothing weird happened while i was cleaning the fridge. that was really nice actually#i did have to wash the vegetable drawer because an ice pop had leaked all over the bottom of it. but you can’t have everything#(i don’t want to hear any comments about how i keep ice pops in my vegetable drawer. my freezer is like the size of one singular pea#where am i SUPPOSED to keep ice pops)#personal
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Imma try to get to some of my inbox/dms today if I can... it's so clogged ahsjdn. I mean is there anyway to mass delete old asks cos...
#ceci speaks#nonsims#text#delete later#theres some from a whole ass year ago#im gonna answer a bunch of recent ones but so many are just like#old shit ya know#im never gonna get to them all even if theyre still relevant which most aint#if u asked me a wcif tho or sent me a request im sorry lmfao#ill try to save it#that aint even counting my 100+ drafts which are mostly asks i started to answer and forgot about#can i mass delete those too#THIS DONT INCLUDE MY DMS EITHER#sorry im nd idk what to tell u
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Opinion on the Ginger Snaps series?
I haven't seen it, but one of my classmates talked about it in her presentation on the trend in horror to vilify female puberty and sexuality
#its was an awesome presentation#though one of our classmates (an asshole I've actually talkes about on here before) said some dumb shit#first he said he didn't realize it was a trend in fiction#and then he tried to argue that C A R R I E didn't fit the criteria#Carrie..the one where the catalyst is a girl getting her period..developing psychic abilities..maturing as a woman..#and ultimately commiting mass murder as the culmination of events#that Carrie#when we all argued he admitted he'd never read the book or seen any of the movies. he just read a review#i fuckin hate that guy#my answer
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wow the end of teop is an actual nightmare. I had forgotten that, this being a much more upbeat story with fun scheming and plotting and conspiracies and the likes implies than when the curtain drops, it feels pretty much like being punched in the lungs at full speed.
#halfway home#the empire of preys#halfway home is like a droning of constant misery (which is partially a direct result from what happens at the end of teop)#but teop's emotional variation means that the range of emotions is much wider and. it kind of constrasts stuff even more.#so. not to uh. spoil anything but. there's a Certain Chapter.#that kind of change the status quo *significantly* and it's. not that fun.#(it's technically not a spoiler what happens is already revealed in hh)#(it's more the mechanics and reasons of why we got to that point and whose fault is it and how to feel about it --the answer is very bad)#(but in halfway home it's kind of a factoid that pushes the plot forward)#(when you get to live it through. it's. yeah. it's another story entirely.)#(also wild thing is it's technically a *very common* kind of occurence in the mass effect universe)#(shit like this happens all of the time it's half of what frames most sidequests --especially in mass effect 1 and 2)#(but BOY oh boy will there be a need to take the gun violence/terrorism trigger warning seriously for this one)
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ok i know that was the point and he did that to dodge the narrative irs on his ass for narrative tax fraud but holy shit admin he fucking succeeded at that your rouxlster was SO fucking funny i love him . happy halloween !!
a/n: im framing the quote about "narrative IRS on his ass for narrative tax fraud" on my wall. that's the epitome of what he's fucking doing in the lore of this askblog
btw as a reminder: I answer ooc asks here a lot, but if you do wanna send more, send them to @officiallralsei! it's the account I use to send in character asks and answer ooc questions. if you send stuff there you may get more straightforward answers re: some writing decisions wink wonk
#some shit i legit cannot answer because i think it would break the flow of the story but answering it in another location is fine with me#ooc asks here are still fine btw! just thought i would let you know#AND THANK YOU FOR ENJOYING ROUXLSTER hes so fucking fun to write#I felt like I was possessed by a maniacal spirit all day yesterday answering his asks#hes such a ridiculous fucking clown loser who has committed mass atrocities <3
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assumption: you have an amazing taste in films and shows and media in general!!! oh wait, i *do* know that. seriously i've been procrastinating finishing the last episode of midnight mass (which you've recommended me if u remember) for dayyysssss (i still AM) bc i'm dreading being done with it, and i've recced it to friends as well who've said they like it <3
I DO remember!! omg omg agdjkhasg I'm so glad you like it! Honestly putting off finishing something cause you don't want it to end is something I treasure so much
It has to be one of my favourite series tho, I remember watching it for the first time so so vividly and having that amazing feeling after I finished it of being sat there like. Literally what do I do with the rest of my day after that. Cause the last episode!! Holy moly. You are not ready, I wasn't ready, I had to sit in silence for a good while afterwards. It's so good I'm so excited for you to see it AAAAAA
And I'm glad your friends have loved it too omg! My influence has spread ahdgjkgahsgj
Fr tho I'm also just. Flattered that you think I have good taste 👉👈💕
#i also think. that you have good taste#getting this ask was fr me sat there like.. holy shit same taste in tv shows as person i know who has good taste#and is just neat and cool#really tho i'm so glad you're enjoying midnight mass !!!! hehe#santonali#answered
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Whitley can't have a redemption arc if his worst crime is just acting snide and passive aggressive to his sisters out of hurt, anger and retaliation and being abused and abandoned by them. Weiss and Winter are the ones who need to stop acting like callous jerks to him and he doesn't owe them respect or politeness when he never got any. Can't have a redemption arc if what you didn't wasn't even that bad.
✨ snarky little shit teenagers do not need a redemption arc, so true ✨
#rwby#whitley schnee#winter schnee#weiss schnee#ais.txt#answered#q#the fact the fndm en masse was like#yes this abused child kicks puppies & needs#to be redeemed for his heinous actions!!#when his worst action is * checks notes *#being a little shit to the sister he perceived as abandoning him#wild
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