#matt fangirl

[dn-hc]

Can you do Matt and Mello smoking headcanons? Like how much they smoke per day, what brand, are they sharers or stingy, how old where they when they started, why did they start, do they want to stop, have they tried to stop, what's stopping them from quitting

Mail Jeevas

How much he smokes per day: Around a pack a day, sometimes more if he’s deep into gaming or hacking for hours. He’s the type to light one without thinking, almost like a reflex.

Brand: Marlboro, Newports, Menthols. Classic brand, widely available, no-nonsense. He doesn’t have to think about it. If he smokes Marlboro Menthols or Lights, it could reflect that low-effort practicality—you know, “whatever’s in the vending machine or gas station.”

Sharer or stingy: He's a sharer, for sure. He’s chill about it—if someone asks for a smoke, he’ll offer without hesitation. Especially with Mello; he’d even light it for him without a word.

When he started: Around 14–15. Started young while still at Wammy’s, probably snuck them in to rebel a bit and feel more “adult.” It quickly became part of his chill, loner vibe.

Why he started: Stress, boredom, and curiosity. He’s a naturally anxious person under his laid-back surface, and smoking gave him a sense of control and focus.

Does he want to stop: Sort of. He’s aware it’s not great for him, but he also doesn’t see himself living to old age, so he lacks motivation to quit.

Has he tried to stop: Maybe once or twice, half-heartedly. He might’ve tried switching to vapes or cutting down, but always went back. Too much of a comfort habit.

What’s stopping him from quitting: Habit, routine, and the fact that it keeps him grounded. It’s a sensory thing too—smell, taste, the act of holding the cigarette. Plus, he smokes with Mello, and that shared ritual is hard to give up.

Mihael Keehl

How much he smokes per day: Rarely, only when stressed or when he wants to chill with Matt.

Brand: Marlboro Reds. Harsh, strong, and classic. He wants something that punches back. Though he also enjoys a nice menthol from time to time.

Sharer or stingy: He doesn't usually have his own as he bums off of Matt. But when he does, he's stingy, except with Matt. If anyone else asks, they get a glare or a sharp “get your own.” But he’ll always have a cigarette ready for Matt without a second thought.

When he started: Probably around 14, just before he ran from Wammy’s. It was part rebellion, part power play—he wanted to prove he was tough enough to handle anything. Not to mention, this also when Matt started smoking and introduced the habit to Mello.

Why he started: Control and stress relief. Smoking became a ritual tied to his anger and his hunger to beat Near. He associated it with power and grit.

Does he want to stop: Deep down, maybe. But quitting would mean confronting the pain and stress he uses smoking to bury. That scares him more than cancer does.

Has he tried to stop: Possibly after a serious scare (coughing up blood or a chest infection), or maybe Matt asked him to try once. But it never lasted—he’s too wired and intense.

What’s stopping him from quitting: Pride, mostly. Bad influences from Matt, somewhat. He’s terrified that without his vices, he’ll lose his edge—or worse, feel too much.

Bonus

They have a ritual where they share a cigarette during quiet moments—leaning against a wall, Matt lighting it and passing it to Mello. Neither talks much during it, but it’s a wordless expression of loyalty and comfort. Smoking, for both of them, is as much about connection as it is habit.

[sturn5iolo]

matt and fangirl reader facetime for the first time ⋆˚࿔

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matthew sturniolo ✓

TODAY 8:13PM

wyd ?

wow you sound like a middle

schooler..

but nothing really

soo ur not busy?

nope!

alr

INCOMING VIDEO CALL FROM MATTHEW STURNIOLO

you felt your heart beat really fast, why was he calling you? you looked into the mirror and began to take in the way that you looked. you brushed down pieces of your hair and took a big breath before accepting the call.

in the tiny little screen of yourself, you only showed one side of your eye due to being scared to fully reveal yourself to matt.

you stared at matts screen, he moved the phone to stand up on his desktop. he was wearing a white t-shirt and black sweatpants. wow, you thought to yourself, he looks really good…

“hey” he spoke, you quietly responded with a “hi.” your cheeks burned up from being embarrassed on how shy you were acting. “so why did you call so suddenly?” you tried asking confidently but came out unsurely. matt began to ramble on how pissed he was at his brothers and that he just needed to talk about it with somebody.

you listened to his rant, trying to focus on what he was saying but you couldn’t stop admiring how good he looked. you let out small “yeah” and “mhms” so he knew you understood what he was saying. when he finished talking he looked into your camera. “why are you hiding sweetheart?”

sweetheart. that made your heart jump out your chest, and the corners of your lips turned into a smile. you moved your phone to stand up against a stuffed animal on your bed, allowing your face to be in full view to matt. “there’s your pretty face.” he said so calmly.

your smile widened as you laughed, “oh my gosh matt.” before he could say something his door slammed open. you couldn’t see clearly who it was but you heard the deep voice, “matt, what the fuck are you doing? i’ve been calling you for the past 5 minutes?!” the unknown voice spoke.

in the corner of the camera, matts brother chris stood crossing his arms. “my bad i was-” matt tried saying but was cut off, “yoo are you on call with a girl?!” chris yelled out. matt rolled his eyes and reached for his phone, “i’ll call you back when this idiot leaves, sorry.”

you smiled at him and reassured him that you understood before he hung up. once you two got off call you felt the inner fangirl inside of you squeal.

mellys note (°˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥) hi sorry if this is bad im stress writing atm.. sigh.. anyways ily mwah

tags .ᐟ @sturniolosass @meerkatzthings @forgottxen

[chrislova]

introducing..

sweetheart!reader…

loves reading. big time music and animal lover. has liked chris since he started walking her dog. has a digital camera for memories. shy and introverted. flustered easily. tucks her hair behind her ear when nervous. hopeless romantic. warm drinks. vanilla. fresh coffee. handwritten letters.

best paired with: dogwalker!chris

notes: (i’m so nervy but i hope you guys like her!)

tags: @sturns-mermaid @heartsonlyforchris @blushsturns @anay-4sturn227 @courta13 @fadedstvrn @eclipsturns

[hxoyl]

Some of you sound like a mid aged white woman complaining, what do you mean matt triggred you and you had to pause the video and almost had a panic attack, what do you mean you feel hurt and sceared 💀

Yall are doing too much, its a SIBLINGS ARGUMENT? Have you guys never smacked your sibling or gotten a smack? Thats like so normal espcially if you're both similar ages..

[socgf]

don't meet ur heroes is so real bc when i met matt dillon i couldn't stop thinking abt what he would say if he saw my posts asking to gnaw on his arms like chew toys 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 and then i'm getting embarrassed watching edits being like omg that's a real life man who lives and breathes not just an entity in my head. but he did sign my poster so IDC

[chrisstvrns]

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐖𝐄 𝐌𝐄𝐓 ᯓᡣ𐭩

aurora's youtuber!matt & fangirl!reader au

warnings: use of y/n, multiple pov’s, fangirling. also i didn't go to the lets trip tour or the versus tour so i have no clue how it worked, it's probably 100% wrong i'm just going based off of what i know from social media lmfao. lowercase intentional! 

word count: 1k

before the show:

your eyes raked over your outfit as you looked at yourself in the mirror. baggy jeans, a “lets trip” tee, complete with a white bow, holding back the front strands of your hair. your hair was lightly curled at the bottom, and your makeup was perfection. you slipped on some jewelry, clasping the silver horse chain around your neck as your best friend called you from downstairs.

“i'm coming!” you grab your purse, stuffing 3 envelopes in it. one labeled “nick”, another labeled “chris”, and the final being labeled “matt”. you grab your lip gloss and toss it in your purse, along with your phone. you slip on your sneakers, jogging downstairs. you smile, throwing your arms around your best friend. 

a few weeks ago, tickets for the sturniolo triplets “lets trip tour” went on sale, and of course, you took the day off of work to make sure you got tickets for you and your best friend. now, the day was here. you hug your friend, smiling uncontrollably. 

“m’so excited!” you squeal

“me too!” your friend giggles in response

you unwrap your arms from around your friend as she leads you out to the car, and you climb in the passenger seat. on the way to the venue, the two of you play your playlist on full blast, singing along to every single lyric. some time later, you both scan your tickets, and are on line, waiting for the meet and greet to start. 

at the venue, on line:

“what do you think they smell like?” your friend asks, giggling

you look up at her, immediately starting to die of laughter. “that’s such a weird thing to ask!” 

as you and your friend are caught up in laughter and conversation, you don't realize who's standing just a few feet in front of you…

nick, matt, and chris were all walking over to the meet & greet area, glancing up at the fans on line and waving. when the three boys got toward the front of the line, matt looked up at the fans, his eyes scanning past you, but immediately snapping his head back and locking his eyes on you. you were lost in conversation and laughter with your best friend, not noticing the boy in front of you. after a few more seconds of staring, chris hits matts shoulder. 

“matt, c’mon, man!” 

matt is snapped out of his gaze, turning to face chris. 

“i- sorry” he mumbles, walking behind his brother, over to the entrance. 

they start meeting the fans, and of course posing for pictures, but matts focus was entirely on when you would show up. and when you finally did, it was difficult for him to remain calm. 

the meeting:

you went up to the triplets, smiling, although you were a nervous wreck. you hug nick, chris, and then matt. matts hug was different from his brothers. he held you tight, as if you would slip away from him. but, why? you were a fan- a stranger. at his meet and greet. he was such a nervous wreck. you were the fan, but you were also gorgeous, and that made matt so nervous. after you, your friend hugged the three. for the next couple minutes, you and your friend had mindless conversation with the triplets. of course, you told them your names. while you and your friend conversed with nick and chris, matt kept his eyes glued on you. he noticed the silver horse dangling around your neck- it was almost identical to his. he reached his hand up to his necklace, holding onto it as he looked up at you. the whole damn time, he was staring at you. your eyes, your smile, the way your cheeks got read when you laughed. a few minutes later, it was you and your friends time to go. you took your pictures with the triplets, and then, right before you were supposed to leave, you reached into your purse, pulling out three envelopes. you look up at chris, smiling as you hand him his. you then give nick his, and finally, you give matt his- containing your phone number. you knew the chances were low, like seriously? matthew sturniolo would text you? half the other fans here probably had the same idea as you! or so you thought… 

after the show: y/n’s pov

a few hours later, your best friend had already dropped you back off at your house, and gone home to hers. you had gotten showered, done your hair, taken off your makeup, and gotten changed into your pajamas. it was late, and you were exhausted. you were about to go to sleep, when your phone buzzed…

after the show: matt’s pov

the show ended a few hours ago, and me and my brothers were back in our hotel. we were going through a bunch of gifts and letters from fans, when i opened one. the name at the bottom immediately caught my eye- y/n. 

y/n.

the fan who has those beautiful eyes, that beautiful smile. everything about her was perfect- her laugh, her smile, the sparkle in her eyes. i started reading the letter, and for the first time all night, and i actually read it instead of just skimming through. she really just explained how long ago she found the channel, how she had watched every video we posted, how we were her favorite youtubers, the normal. she also explained how she always found me to be the most attractive. and, at the bottom, right next to her name, was her phone number. i didnt even realize, but i was blushing- hard.

“kid, whats gotchu all smiley ‘n shit?” chris loudly questions, making me snap my head up toward him

“uh, nothing, nothing. jus’ wrote something funny…” i mumble, trying to avoid the question

my brothers hesitantly nod, clearly not buying what i said. whatever. about an hour later, nick and chris go to their own hotel rooms, due to how late it was. me? i stayed up. i kept the letter from y/n in my hoodie pocket, knowing i’d go back to it later. i climb into the hotel bed, grabbing my phone and the letter. i open up my messages, typing in her phone number. i think for a few seconds before i type out a short message… 

texts:

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a/n: ahh the first fic is out🥹 this kinda sucks its lowk the first thing ive ever written specifically for tumblr so i kinda got lost?

likes and reblogs are always greatly appreciated! ੈ✩‧₊˚

- aurora ᡣ𐭩

tags:

@lvrsturniolo | @marrykisskilled | @mattscoquette

find parts of this au here!

[15lehna]

Imodna nation we won!!

[sturn5iolo]

INTRODUCING… fangirl reader ⋆ ˚｡⋆౨ৎ˚

˚˖𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒✧˚.🎀༘⋆

loves anything pink, lover by taylor swift coded, hopeless romantic, book worm, romcom films <3, uni student, falls in love easily, ambivert, tumblr addict, has a sturniolo fanpage, journalism major, bows!!, girly girl, white french tips 24/7

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅⋅

best paired with matthew sturniolo

background .𖥔 ݁ ˖⋆ ˚❆

fangirl! reader is 20 years old, lives in NY. started dming matt everyday as a joke until one day he responded…

moods ⋆˚✿˖°

- close to you by gracie abrams

- oh my by alessi rose

- new year’s day by taylor swift

- so american by olivia rodrigo

- BMF by sza

- glue song by beabadoobe

- risk by gracie abrams

˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚ quotes

“matt ur so fine pls don’t die !!”

“you were not supposed to see this.”

“reputation tv when ??”

“i’ve known him for 2 days and im already in love”

mellys note ૮ • ﻌ - ��� : first time doing an au so pls don’t judge </3 anyways im so excited to write about this!! mwah ily

[chrislova]

introducing..

dogwalker!chris…

kindhearted & patient. goofy. observant and thoughtful. protective. clumsy. volunteers at the animal shelter. dry wit and sarcasm. socially awkward. conflicted with romance. marvel enthusiast. plays guitar. history buff. always reading about pet psychology. big coffee lover.

best paired with: sweetheart!reader

tags:@sturns-mermaid @heartsonlyforchris @blushsturns @anay-4sturn227 @courta13 @fadedstvrn @eclipsturns

[teacherspet-org]

🫦Chris, my lips taste like Pepsi just so you know…in case you want a little something new to suck on🤷‍♀️

All jokes aside, this chapstick tastes so good! I’m sure space camp is 100x better but I wouldn’t know cuz I’m broke😛

[hxoyl]

My nails painted, sheets clean, room clean, skincare done, just showerd and im wearing my fav pjs and now im in bed reading my fanfics and listening to music before going to sleep #lifeisperfect

[blakeluvsmatt]

WHAT THE FUCK MATTHEW.

he looks so good i wanna cream the beard the hair the outfit the look the tie. IM NOT BREATHING.

i need to turn that beard orange YESTERDAY.

with lube and a throat ache, blake x

(literally with a throat ache)

[liiixsturniolos]

no car video in two months.. and we get a fkn buc-ees shopping spree, bro 👎👎👎

[starmurdock]

holy holy holy holy holy holy holy FUUUUUUUCCCKKKKKK

SPECTACULAR FUCKING FINALE OH MY GODDDD

[sturn5iolo]

matt and fangirl readers first encounter ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪

matthew sturniolo ✓

YESTERDAY 7:48 PM

lovelyyn replied to story

so bad i think i creamed my

pants a bit ☺️

TODAY 5:48

ur so fine matt pls never die

i dont plan on doing

so

WHAT THE FUCK??

you weren’t supposed

to see this.

😭😭LMFAOAO

DONT LAUGH THIS

ISNT FUNNY

IM PANICKING

➜ MATTHEWSTURNIOLO STARTED FOLLOWING

YOU

ᝰ.ᐟ

mellys note ꒰ᐢ. ̫ .ᐢ꒱: i ran out of room to do another divider so shush… anyways i love fangirl readers so bad she’s my little baby <333

[chrislova]

FIRST MEET.. dogwalker!chris x sweetheart!reader

the sun was shining, casting a golden glow over the city as you strolled down the sidewalk, clutching your freshly purchased book to your chest. you’d planned this whole day—bookstore, maybe a coffee, and then getting your nails done. it was supposed to be a peaceful little solo outing. that was until you walked directly into someone. a very tall someone.

your book nearly tumbled out of your hands as you stumbled back, heat rushing to your face. “oh my god! i’m so, so sorry—” you blurted, looking up at the guy you had just crashed into. he was brunette, with soft, slightly tousled hair and a charmingly lopsided smile. his shirt, a faded Iron Man tee—was slightly wrinkled, and beside him stood four very good boys (and girls), all wagging their tails like they were used to this kind of thing.

the guy— chris, as you’d soon find out.. just laughed, brushing off your panic with an easygoing shrug. “oh, don’t worry! happens all the time.” you tucked your hair behind your ear, trying to shake off the secondhand embarrassment. “still… i should’ve been paying more attention,” you mumbled, offering him a sheepish smile. chris glanced down at the dogs, then back at you, his hands casually stuffed into his pockets. you noticed then how kind his eyes were—soft blue, like the kind of person who’d never yell even if you did step on his foot.

you hesitated before asking, “so, uh… what’s with all the dogs?” his smile widened. “oh! i’m a dog walker,” he explained, shifting slightly on his feet. his voice was gentle but had this little hint of nervous energy to it, like he wasn’t totally used to being the center of attention. that made two of you. you perked up, interest piqued. “ that makes sense… how much do you charge? i have a cavalier who could really use some extra walks.”

chris’s face lit up like you’d just asked about his favorite topic. “fifteen an hour,” he said, scratching the back of his neck. “kinda a lot, i know, but i take them on good hiking trails and stuff.” you shook your head. “not bad at all, actually.” your eyes flickered back to his Iron Man shirt, the fabric well-worn and slightly faded. you couldn’t help but smile. “i love your shirt.” chris blinked, as if caught off guard. “ you do?” he glanced down at it, as if he’d forgotten what he was even wearing. “oh—thanks! i love Iron Man!” your heart skipped a little beat. “so do i…” his grin turned downright giddy. “ that’s great—oh, wait.” he paused, suddenly looking sheepish. “i didn’t catch your name?” you smiled, clutching your book a little tighter. “sweetheart.”

chris repeated it, almost like he was testing it out on his tongue. then , with a slightly crooked, absolutely heart-melting smile, he said, “it’s nice to meet you, sweetheart. i’m chris.’ and then, like it was nothing, he winked. which, of course, sent your heart into an absolute tailspin.for a second, you just stood there, shifting awkwardly on your feet, both of you clearly unsure of how to end the conversation. the dogs wagged their tails impatiently, as if they had somewhere to be.

chris cleared his throat, rubbing the back of his neck. “ uh… about your cavalier,” he started, glancing at you with a hopeful sort of hesitation. “if you’re actually interested, i could uh, i mean, i should probably give you my number?”you could feel the heat rush to your cheeks. “oh! yeah, that’d be great.” your hands fumbled slightly as you reached for your phone, and chris ever the awkward gentleman.. quickly pulled his own out instead. “here, i’ll just- um i’ll text you first? that way you don’t have to, like, type it in under ‘ chris the dog guy’ or something.”

you laughed softly, nodding as he quickly punched in his number and sent a text to your phone. “there” he said, slipping his phone back into his pocket. “now if you ever need a dog walker… or just wanna talk about Iron Man… or Marvel..” He trailed off, giving you another small, sheepish smile. you hugged your book a little tighter to your chest, smiling back. “i’ll keep that in mind.” chris nodded, stepping back with a little wave, the dogs finally tugging him along. “well uhm, guess i’ll see you around, sweetheart.” “yeah,” you said softly, watching him go. “see you around, chris.”

as you turned to continue your day, you glanced down at your phone, where his message was already waiting. chris: hope to see you (and your cavalier) soon :) and just like that, your peaceful solo day suddenly felt a whole lot more exciting.

notes: [ah!! sorry this is short but i hope you guys like it?? i’m v excited to write more for them]

masterlist for them: dogwalker!chris x sweetheart!reader

tags: @sturns-mermaid @heartsonlyforchris @blushsturns @anay-4sturn227 @courta13 @fadedstvrn @evansturn @lovergirl4gracieabrams @eclipsturns [comment to be tagged or removed]