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apparently in the car ride after getting my wisdom teeth out, all I could talk about was Star Wars which my mom said was “no different than normal”
#star wars#clone wars#star wars prequels#ahsoka tano#anakin skywalker#sw#padme amidala#obi wan kenobi#bad batch#the mandalorian#i just sat and ranted in the car#my mom was hoping for more excitement#maybe me singing or smth#idk blackmail material
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yeaaaaaaaaaaaa baby.........space idol cures...
[i made a video w the voices i'd choose for them as well right here pls forgive my self indulgence lolol]
#fancure#precure#precure oc#pretty cure#super*s precure#cure asterism#cure nebula#cure galaxy#cure nova#cure planetes#andromeda knight#very detailed designs so i hope u will forgive the messiness lol#i guess they sing so hard that the monsters explode or smth. and sephiroth super nova attack thats their entire kit#my pfp is also nebula's civ form lol maybe ill post my doodles of her bcus she is everythign to me#also andromeda is an extra hero bcus hes (initially) not part of the idol group lol......#i tried to give them a unique art style compared to my other cures but it was very difficult i think i hope that comes across!!
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I FINALLY FINISHED IT 🎉 2hot but colenell sing it <3
flp credit to SkyIzDum on yt
#ship: colenell 🎤🔥#I THINK THEY SOUND NICE TOGETHER BUT. OBVIOUSLY IM BIASED SO#its funny for me to think like.... maybe this is them making the song together. making the demo before darnell sings it with pico or smth#darnell just like. babe can you sing this for me i gotta see if this sounds good 🎤#HAIDEKJFJENR idk....
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which is gayer? SIX or Adamandi (real)
adamandi
#like. gotta break it to you. one of these musicals is canonically lgbtq and it's not the one where women sing about their dead husband yknow#like. idk what to say! but <shrugs>#ask me stuff???#must say the fandoms are really quite different. i'm quite fascinated by the dynamics tbh#also i realise a lot of the queendom(? forgot that was the name for a hot sec) go mad about women in shiny pretty costumes slaying#but also hmmmm adamandi is very much gender for me.( for all the characters. but specifically vincent and beatrix)#and the thing about queerness is it literally gets woven into the narrative. and it's Obvious.#smth about canonical lgbt+ rly is just. it hits. the representation is real? as opposed to fandom interpretations only#(and like... i love fandom interpretations and when people can see a new side to the character that they feel seen in!!!)#(but having it be in the original content is just... yeah... you do feel kinda especially seen)#watching adamandi was a bit like first watching firebringer for me? like except for sexuality it was gender o.O#firebringer was the first musical i saw with a canon wlw couple. and like i'd known that girls could like girls for a while but#there was the small italicised oh moment where i was like ''this is actually real'' <it's maybe worth noting i wasn't very active on soc me#about consuming things other than content. so i wasn't very exposed to the community at large. so representation in media mattered!!>#similarly it's been a while since then and both online and irl i've found people who are more open about it and accepting. i've been very#very lucky in that sense. to have specific irl friendgroups where we're all out to each other <based on sentiment? i think most of us#including me. aren't openly out irl> ... and online i'm really glad to have friends who Get It and are similar to me. but the representatio#... !!! omg hsnfjkfgdsdsghf yknow?? the representation in adamandi really got me. the pronouns thing especially.#and because the core source material is Like That.. existing fandom is all accepting already. so bonus points i guess#sorry i have turned this silly little question into a reflection prompt.. but. thoughts.#[wow. on further retrospection i've never outed myself at all online either people just saw the ship art and Inferred and]#[to be fair they were Not Wrong. idk. tumblr avvy is very vastly different from irl me but neither of us feel comfortable stating it so-]#[also worthy mention of the musicals fandom that exposed me to the whole concept of lgbtq+ being a Thing at the ripe young age of 14]#[what a way to discover it. really. i say this with extreme fondness. conversely i have friends who decided through genshin or anime so idk#<i'm aware of the diverse casting thing for six!! i think it's very cool!! i also realise the show plot doesn't really have much to do w it
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I was writing a dream sequence that was supposed to devolve into a nightmare that explained some of the background for the story but instead it morphed into a prophetic vision and now I have to rethink where things are going.
The OG plan was the MC stumbling across an old acquaintance and being pulled into a game of cat-and-mouse while chasing rumors about his missing teacher.
New plan I guess is MC finding his way to where the vision told him to go and ??? I don't know, I guess the story will tell me as I write
#oh muse sing to me of sci fi and tell me what is going on because i have no idea#my writing#writing#i also need a new name for the mc i don't think proteus really fits him#maybe Illium or Dante or smth im not sure suggestions are welcome#his last name so far if plume but im not attached to it#i just needed to call him something
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'"let's put your goggles on," or, "how being a system destroyed my voice box"'
how come G-d gave His strongest voices
to His weakest throat?
we got too hot and heavy with our pants,
and now we're bursting all out at the seams.
this town wasn't big enough for the two of us,
so i'm gonna have to do some renovation.
you say, 'let's put your goggles on,'
like 'suddenly i see;'
i couldn't handle the weight of my world
on my shoulders,
so i'm gonna have to find another way to carry you.
hush, hush —
we're going to have to talk normally
since the box can't handle
both of us standing on it,
since i cannot stand to lose standing you.
- ellie revenge
#myevilposts#poetry#suggestive#suddenly i see - kt tunstall#birdhouse tag#he's been so joyous all kissing and holding me so much last night and today. he's been very gentle this week and now he's adoring me.#it's been an adjustment but it's going good. it's been so wonderful.#his voice made mine drop at least an octave? or so. about that much give or take a little. maybe more. which is crazy as fuck to#think about. like part of it is probably just me getting older but it was over the span of like. 2023-2024 and i sound so fucking different#than in 2022 it's um. very noticeable to me. how much lower my voice sits naturally.#oops i accidentally did vocal training that dropped my voice because i just love talking with/as him so much.#also actually learning how to sing a little bit probably helped but ummm. he sings too? through me? so there's that.#i really wish i could regale you all with his voice but unfortunately i think it'd hurt to do right now.#i'm gonna have to learn better posturing or smth to do his voice or else this could happen again and i don't want that.#so until then we're using the same voice.
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the rumors abt mexican parties r true
#i am the random unknown baby sleeping on ur bed except im a grown girl & im on the couch & also every1 knows who i am#my head hurts so bad & my tía was supposed 2 give me a paracetamol & she nvr did..........#& they just put on the cumbias so now theres no getting thru 2 her#also. they made me sing la llorona & they gave me a list of songssthey want me 2 learn 4 next wk#ARGHA Y HH#srry i think im a little delirious & very overheated#ok upd8 um .......... i have a crazy infection ^ ^ i tjrew up 7 times oops#another upd8 make that like 9 or 10 times maybe idk pls help pls#theyre gonna inject me w smth ????
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*looks at your tags* nice, nice—
PROSTETIC HEART?????
Sometimes you have an idea so so wild but with so much interesting thematic potential that you then have no choice but to try and figure out how to make it work 🤷♀️
Anyway 💅 still working on the how but basically the AU is as described: Branch's fleshy magic Troll heart is gone and in its place is a prosthetic one he made himself. Smth smth a Troll's music is their magic and their magic is their music and smth smth you can remove a Troll's magic by removing their heart (assuming they survive, which they normally wouldn't, but Branch is nice and insane and good at clinging onto life like that). So the AU focuses on the issues that arise from having a heart cobbled together from the materials he could find and the sort of disconnect from the world around him due to the loss of the heart he was born with. Again it doesn't make much sense but it's fun to think about so 🤷♀️
#ask zaz#beating heart au#??? maybe????#anyway. still working out details but branch having to put extra effort into learning notes and dance choreo compared to other trolls#bc that stuff no longer comes naturally to him#and smth smth his singing sounding ''empty'' even when he hits every note perfectly bc. well. his body can't produce its own magic#his music doesn't affect the world around him the way other trolls' music does. he can't summon backing tracks and backup singers#from the flora and fauna#does poppy care? no that's her boyfie#also smth smth emotional regulation and how having a prosthetic heart would affect branch in that regard#yes i know the heart doesn't do that kinda thing irl but like. these are trolls i can get funky with their biology if i wanna#current idea for how branch loses his heart does involve a degree of self harm tho :[[[ i still need to refine it tho so who knows#but also. the thematic potential of branch cutting out his own heart‚ regardless of the reason‚‚‚ oughhhhhhh#idk if this au is all that interesting to anyone but me but idk i think it could be neat
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Lessons in UTAU bank making I've learned so far
1: Please for the love of god use Oremo with BGM to time the samples bcs what the fuck IS this
2: WHY AM I SO OUT OF TUNE IN THESE SAMPLES WHAT WAS I DOING. DON'T DO THAT
3: idk what happened to these samples but the audio is terrible why is it so. Clicky. Make them not like that
#this is terrible.#Cass fistfights UTAU#new tag just dropped#This is just a shitty proof of concept CV bank so i can see how this voice acting will sound put through UTAU#i managed to make it sing Kaeru no Uta. extremely poorly because it was Not oto'd#i recorded these lines in like. fucking july#Otoing isnt really that bad i dont think. this is fine#maybe itll sound a little better post Otoing. maybe. Maybe.#probably not though lmao#ill post it if it isnt so grating when im done but this audio is. killing me#was i recording on a fucking microwave or smth god damn#tape recorder sounding ass
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#meg talks#sunday is my birthday hehe… i want to bake myself some kind of fun dessert but idk what#might go out for karaoke at some point also but probably not until after the holidays are over#but i wanna do it at this place that does private karaoke rooms rather than at like a karaoke bar bc it’s safer for me that way#less ppl to be exposed to#but the downside is their biggest room still only fits like 5-8 ppl so it’s a bummer bc i had to miss the big work xmas party#where EVERYONE was together singing karaoke#sad penaus weanus. well maybe i’ll try to make regular karaoke nights a thing so everybody gets a chance to come once in a while#anyway for my bday proper im just gonna make a big pot of my fav soup and some fun thing to bake#throw on a ghibli marathon or smth#and my work friends can pop in and out if/as they like#a few of them already do come over p regularly whenever im cooking smth so :] it’ll be nice#anyway. lord. it’s 4 am why am i awake.
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If i were a tween I'd be losing my mind over the Miraculous Ladybug movie songs
#blue fandom ramblings#ml 20023#ml movie#ladybug and cat noir#miraculous ladybug#as an adult however i must say they are. uhm.#well the writing is. it's the kind of low-effort you writing you expect in children's media i guess#except of course many a disney movie with amazing soundtrack has made us expect better from kids' media#i can tell the singers did their best#maybe a bit too much their best#they make the same mistake that drove me crazy about the TLK CGI remake#which is that they sing like they're. idk. trying to be sexy or smth? like they're trying too hard. and it's ugly#just sing simply.#you know that like sigh-y way of singing? fucking hate that.#anyways#enjoyed the film but definitely go in with low expectations
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i love the architects sm. their music is so good
#����.rambles#ty ffxiv for introducing me to them#I LOVE SAM CARTER'S VOICE SM ILL CRY#from the screams n oh my god he sings metal rlly well#but then h. his voice is like. an angel too#like. particularly rn one song in my head w that soft voice i love so much is#'death is absolutely safe'#listening to 'death is not defeat' for the first time rn. oh my god. his voice#THE LYRICS R SO GOOD I'LL CRY HAHA#n the msuic too. the isntruments the strings there n the metal.. eprfection#peffection#PERFECTION 🥹🫶🏼#raghh i love the architects sm#from memento mori n learn to live. n like. dead butterflies / animals / black lungs / meteor#flight without feathers / death is absolutely safe / doomsday / a match made in heaven / the distant blue#mortality.. is probably smth i think abt on a daily basis#like even when i was younger. idk maybe it's bcs of the stories i read#gosh one of my fav books ever is still the giver. that influenced me so much#i love music sm#existence / heaven help us specifically have smth w rhe composition that melts me heart sm#hfkshfksjfs music.. these songs r so good i love them so very much#OH YEAH THE ARCHITECTS BTW THEY THEY ADVOCATE FOR STUFF TOO. I LOVE THEM SO VERY MUCH#i'm very passionate abt climate change n yk sam carter the frontman n singer of the architects#dogs !!!! animals !!!!! c:#the rest of the members like. ah.. yeah the twins. sorry wait i'll get emotional if i think of them but#their lyrics rlly r so meaningful. n i love the mixture of compassion n viscousness they have in a way#it's just. heavy. whether it's about mortality of people or of the earth. n sam's voice delivers it so well. n the band's jsut rlly so good#n the.. twins.. w the lyrics? iirc sob n then just. thre rest of the band. music's so good. n then. sam speaks out on stuff too iirc#I JUST. REALLY APPRECIATE THEM SO MUCH. ONE OF MY FAV BANDS FR.#random thought i will read more edgar allan poe. i always rmb that wnvr i listen to animals bcs dream within a dream 🥹🫶🏼
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the way junhoe's popularity peaked during his cocky era and again during his hoe era. coincidence? i think tf not
#junhoe im not saying u should tone down ur church boi era but thats exactly what im saying#jk but maybe just on sns and on stage#i need him whoring again#and be the sassy narcissist diva that he is#and be the ambitious envisioner it boy that hes destined to be#the old junhoe wouldve put out a press con to break his silence after leaving yge#and post 10000x shirtless pics cuz hes hitting the gym again#and audition for the biggest dramas and movies in plans rn#and sign w any recording studio to release songs he wrote#and contact loooots of producers cuz hes confident he can sing any genre and even make bad songs sound good#and move to a company that prioritizes and treats him well and can deliver financially artistically connections-ally etc etc#and sign w an intl label outside his kr one#and win the idgaf war when hes seen hanging out and interacting w hanbin#or prolly do smth CRAZIER#i KNOW hes capable of it hes just suppressing it now#trust me i know him we're married#jana rambles#its 2am and im wide awake hence the ramblings
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all of utada hikaru's kingdom hearts music fits lost light so well specifically dratchet in this essay i will-
#roddy rambles#don't think twice is from ratchet's pov FIGHT ME#i was scrolling thru yt shorts as u do. and i heard simple & clean/hikari bc the guy was singing it/using it to describe smth#AND I TELL YOU I S P I RA L L E D#listening to my kh utada hikaru playlist their music is that good#and i was like damn. this is so dratchet/lost light coded#and also i so badly wanna do a kh x tf crossover i just don't know how i'm gonna do it#maybe a lil funky art piece of sora and co. meeting like#idk who tbh#rodimus??? but like#hmm#oh my god this post is gonna have fifty billion tags#dratchet#drift#ratchet
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it is 4 AM which means it's Desperately Claw At Hobbies In An Attempt To Make Some Form Of Money To Set Aside So I Can Go Be An Adult Instead Of The Parentals' Puppet time!
#rosie babbles#orz#anyway#i wonder if my lyric-writing skills are any good in non-fandom-parody-purely-for-my-own-enjoyment contexts#bc good lird. openutau has me in a Chokehold and selling music Is In Fact A Thing People Do Sometimes#maybe i can even get my hands on enough money to replace my Good Headset that broke last year and record my own vb#like i've wanted to for like 11 years now#if i don't find my missing Nice Microphone first- oh wait i just remembered why i never used it orz#headset jack on my laptop and on my old phone (and now NO jack on my new phone) and it was an aux cord mic#which is plenty fine! i just could NOT get anything to recognize it as a microphone for the life of me w/o using a splitter & nuking the#audio quality from orbit in the process#but if i have a Microphone i can probably squirrel away somewhere to Record#if i can Record i can have essentially my own voice available to me at any time of day#w/o risking annoying or being annoyed by everyone else in the house#if i can have my own voice available Whenever then i can essentially make myself 'sing' basically anything. including anything new i cook up#holy shit i can be my own backing vocals for the#faedposting#final boss score i've got rattling around my puter#even if i decide to do the 'use irish lyrics (which i am NOT conversational in) instead of generic vocalizations' thing#sorry i got off track lmao#hm. anyway all that aside it still leaves the issue of 'cant make music w/my own voice unless i record it' while i still have#'cant record my voice unless i magically come into like. 50? 60? 70? bucks#or decide to just take the L and magically come into like 30-40 bucks instead and go for smth cheaper'#hrng…alternately i drag the microphone from the depths of Hell and fistfight my laptop's i/o settings#plus side of that second one would be being able to plug ANYTHING in as a microphone tho which would be nice#namely for my mom's old electronic keyboard im attached to and this cute little chiptune synth i got a few years back#ntm it'd be a LOT easier to record my irl analog instruments with smth not attached to my head#arararararararraararargh. the fixation spiral has me in its clutches#hm. i wonder what the rights are like for the various utau vbs and also for luka v2
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SUDDENLY STARTED RAINING SO HARD WE ARE SO FUCKING BACK
#i was like huh whats that noise. bc i can normally NEVER hear anything over my headphones but it was the rain fucking shattering it down#my bed is WET the window was only open a few inches 😭#anyway had no signal at work again today smfh. but at least they let me on the bus free on the way there this morning#still a bit wobbly im in the baby deer phase of post major depressive episode#roommate asked how i was doing when she got home and i very very nearly started crying but i didnt i was so brave#my insane insecurity and anger swings post rsd episode have mostly faded too thank fuck. only took 4 days which is pretty good for me#but im still so so tired it takes everything out of me...#when im recovered + can talk abt it without making myself upset again im promising myself i will talk to her abt the rsd if nothing else#but i really really dont want to make her feel bad abt it at all its genuinely not anyones fault. but its important to me that i say smth#just so we can avoid it happening again where possible bc it does really suck so bad. for everyone im sure but mostly me here#and i would like to be able to care abt ppl and have close friends without risking my entire mental (+ physical..) wellbeing 😭#i think if im still struggling w mood once my meds stabilise i might ask if there are options to help w that too#like i think ive gone as far as i can w therapeutic techniques rn. its just too overwhelmingly intense and reflexive for me to apply that#and i dont feel like i live my life around it or in fear of it anymore like generally i have been a lot better#but when im vulnerable and it DOES strike i have no defense against it whatsoever and it can tank everything for weeks#its just high stakes. and it'll help to make sure ppl know abt it and might be able to support etc but it would be nice to never worry abt#so worth trying meds for it maybe. i just dont rly wanna have the conversations w medical ppl in order to get it in the first place#like i wouldnt feel safe telling a doctor abt it bc the idea of someone with that authority having power over me is terrifying#ah well this isnt a problem for right now. plus stimulants might help me w it anyway once im finished titrating so we'll see#got so distracted typing this i forgot what i was gonna do.... i need to check my planner#and then ill probably read and go to sleep early i think zzzzz#ahhh.. and the birds are singing outside now the rain has stopped :-)#.diaries
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