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filipechemfactory · 2 years
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What is MDMA?
MDMA
MDMA, commonly known as ecstasy, mandy or molly, is a drug of the stimulant class but which also can have mild hallucinogenic properties. MDMA’s common effects include euphoria, increased energy and a vastly heightened sense of empathy.
What forms does MDMA come in and how is it used?
MDMA is commonly sold as powder, crystals or pills. MDMA powder is simply crushed MDMA crystals. Powder can either be snorted or swallowed, and pills and crystals are swallowed. https://filipechemfactory.com/what-is-mdma/
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electricdigitalriot · 2 years
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THE WAREHOUSE PROJECT WARN ATTENDEES OF "BLUE PUNISHER" MDMA PILLS
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tussive · 2 months
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That Hello Kitty meth pill upsets me a little. Because the pill culture of MDMA never really took hold in the US. I mean kind of in the '90s and early '00s, but then everyone switched to molly due to the perceived notion that it was purer.
Which is the most retarded take ever. If you think molly is inherently more pure you're dumb and don't understand how drugs work. (For those who aren't familiar with drug culture, ecstasy and molly are both MDMA but ecstasy refers to a pressed pill and molly refers to a capsule of pure MDMA powder/crystal.)
To cut a pill, you need a pill press. So only one person is really able to cut it. Anyone can lace a powder and crystal only takes a little bit of work. It could be cut an infinite number of times, there's no way of knowing. Either form can be pure and either form can be laced.
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violetsystems · 10 months
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It was in 1975, when Carl Resnikoff and his girlfriend, Judith Gipson, took a bucolic ferry ride to Sausalito, a city located on the north end of Golden Gate Bridge, that a revolution in youth culture, music, emotion and imagination would take place. It was on that ride that the two undergraduates took capsules filled with MDMA powder for the very first time. Resnikoff, a biophysics major at Berkeley, had synthesized the drug himself. As the boat cut through the water of the San Francisco Bay, Gipson began to feel “a floating sense of euphoria … like some guy could come walking up to us asking for help and his guts are spilling out, and we’d be grooving on how beautiful it was.’”
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indecentpause · 1 year
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In the Lion’s Teeth: Chapter Five
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cw: drug crash, mental illness (psychosis/hallucinations)
Nothing lasts forever. Stars collapse in on themselves, relationships fall apart, finals wrap up, and semesters come to a close.
That means, eventually, your trip has to end, too.
Your dose was so low that when it starts to wear off, at first, you only notice because of the slight headache. You finally sit up and Benji shifts aside when you lean over to shuffle through the drawer of your bedside table for the bottle of 5-HTP you picked up at the vitamin store down the street yesterday, and you grab a bottle of water from your mini-fridge and pop a capsule. Supposedly taking a few of them every now and then will keep your serotonin levels up, because, damn, you definitely just used up a bunch of it over the past five hours or so. Benji chuckles softly and when you turn around, you see her shaking her head, disbelieving.
"5-HTP?" she asks.
You nod, then finish swallowing. "Yeah."
"You're better prepared than most seasoned drug users I've dealt to," she says.
"I told you, I may not know how each drug will hit me, but I've done my research," you say. "I know what I'm doing."
But even though that's true, when suddenly the warm cloud of contentment rips out from under you and you crash back down into neurosis and fear and despair, hard, you're completely unprepared.
Your tongue is dry, your hands shake, and when you curl your fingers into your hair and lower your head in a position that's familiar, at least, if not safe anymore, your palms are hot and sweaty. When you breathe, you have to force it, slow and unsteady.
You look up from the floor and over at Benji and ask, "You still have my tape recorder?"
She holds it up. You walk over and take it, turn it back on again, and start talking. Your words are clipped, quick, but... not the same. It's an urgency, now, not excitement.
"About five and a half hours after initially taking MDMA, about four and a quarter since the effects kicked in. Crashing. Slight headache, shaky hands, dry mouth, anxiety. Not sure how much is actually the drug and what is just me readjusting to my normal state of mind. More details to come as things change. Just took a 500 milligram capsule of 5-HTP to attempt to counter some of the effects. Have read that in addition to serotonin replenishment, it can make you drowsy and be used as a natural sleep aid, so hopefully it will counteract the residual stimulus from the MDMA and let me get a little sleep."
When you stop, you leave the recorder going for a moment longer. Then your thumb snaps down on the switch and you flip it off.
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androgenicss · 1 year
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synthetic Bath salts
Much is still unknown about how synthetic cathinones affect the human brain. Researchers do know that synthetic cathinones are chemically similar to drugs like amphetamines, cocaine, and MDMA.
A study found that 3,4-methylenedioxypyrovalerone (MDPV), a common synthetic cathinone, affects the brain in a manner similar to cocaine, but is at least 10 times more powerful. MDPV is the most common synthetic cathinone found in the blood and urine of patients admitted to emergency departments after taking bath salts.
Are synthetic cathinones addictive?
Yes, synthetic cathinones can be addictive. Animal studies show that rats will compulsively self-administer synthetic cathinones. Human users have reported that the drugs trigger intense, uncontrollable urges to use the drug again. Taking synthetic cathinones can cause strong withdrawal symptoms that include:
depression
anxiety
tremors
problems sleeping
paranoia
How can people get treatment for addiction to synthetic cathinones?
Behavioral therapy can be used to treat addiction to synthetic cathinones. Examples include:
cognitive-behavioral therapy
contingency management, or motivational incentives—providing rewards to patients who remain substance free
motivational enhancement therapy
behavioral treatments geared to teens
As with all addictions, health care providers should screen for co-occurring mental health conditions. While there are no FDA-approved medicines for synthetic cathinone addiction, there are medicines available for common co-occurring conditions.
"Bath salts" are made in illegal laboratories. The crystalline powder is sold:
as capsules or tablets
in small plastic or foil packages
They are also known as:
drone
MCAT
 vanilla sky
blue magic
 bath powder
In an attempt to conceal them, these illegal drug products are usually mislabelled as:
fine china bath salts
not for human use
“Bath salts” get their name from their powder form. The white or brown powder looks like the salts you put in bath water, such as Epsom salts.
They can be taken in different ways:
sniffed into the nose (snorted)
dissolved in liquid and swallowed
wrapped in cigarette paper and smoked
dissolved in liquid and injected into the vein
 “Bath salts” stimulate the central nervous system to:
 improve mood and sociability
increase alertness and energy
However, using them may lead to severe adverse effects or even death.
The most common substances in “bath salts” are synthetic forms of plant-based cathinones. Almost all synthetic cathinones are controlled under Schedule I of the Controlled Drugs and Substances Act. 
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welevelup1 · 2 years
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Definition of boof drugs
Boofing drugs is sometimes also referred to as plugging drugs. It is the process of inserting drugs or alcohol into your anus to get a more immediate high. Because your anal cavity has a high number of blood vessels and a thinner surface layer, substances inserted into this area are absorbed at a faster rate than with oral consumption. People can boof several different drugs, including cocaine, MDMA, and alcohol, but there are several dangers of boofing drugs – it could even be fatal.
How Boofing Drugs & Alcohol Works
The reason someone boofs is to get high or drunk faster and to experience a more intense high. Think about it, If you’re an addict, you want the quickest, most efficient way to get drugs into your system. This would ordinarily be intravenous. But if that’s not an option as intravenous drug use is dangerous, intimidating, leaves behind noticeable track marks, then the runner-up is boofing drugs or alcohol.
How to Boof Pills? How to Boof Drugs?
Booty bumping is a way to consume drugs like methamphetamine, heroin or cocaine. By inserting them into your butt. You might also hear it referred to as plugging up one’s bum , UYB (which stands for “up your”). The process goes something like this: First, you need some euphoria-inducing substance such as a speedball mix made from crack and horse tranquilizer mixed together.
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Materials for boofing pills, boofing mdma or other substances like powders include, needleless, 1 milliliter (mL) syringe, mixing cup, or use a shot glass, sterile water, sterilized stirrer, petrolatum jelly/your preferred lube & vitamin E capsules   Additionally, you should have narcan or naloxone on standby in case of a bad reaction or overdose with someone supervising.
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Warning over dangerous high dose MDMA pills in Sydney
New Post has been published on https://qnews.com.au/warning-over-dangerous-high-dose-mdma-pills-in-sydney/
Warning over dangerous high dose MDMA pills in Sydney
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Dangerous ecstasy pills containing around twice the average dose of MDMA are circulating in Sydney as Mardi Gras season begins.
The pills have been spotted in a couple of colours and are a skull shape with a “MYBRAND” logo on the back (pictured above).
The tablets found were pink-orange and blue and contained 181 to 216 mg of MDMA. That’s a lot, and high doses have caused serious illnesses and even deaths in NSW.
In a warning this week, NSW Health said a pill’s appearance does not reliably indicate what’s in it.
They’re urging you not to take multiple or higher-dose pills. Don’t mix them with other stimulant drugs, or take them in hot environments like festivals.
Dr Darren Roberts from the NSW Poisons Information Centre said MDMA quantities in a tablet or capsule “can vary a lot, even within the same batch”.
“Hot environments, such as at music festivals, increase the risk of harm from MDMA,” he said.
“Taking a break from dancing, seeking shade, and drinking water are important measures to reduce the risk of overheating.
“It is very important to remember, if you or a friend has taken drugs and feel unwell, you won’t get into trouble for seeking medical care.
“If you or a friend feels unwell, please seek help immediately by calling triple-zero.”
Keep each other safe out there
LGBTQIA+ health organisation ACON also shared the high-dose pill warning as Mardi Gras season kicks off in Sydney.
“As we head into the Mardi Gras period, share this alert with your friends and community to keep each other safe,” ACON said.
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5minutefantasy · 4 months
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Anticipation and tolerance.
On January 1, after the local Polar Bear swim, I decided to have a nice time and "roll." I have acquired various ecstasy pills over the past year, and I wanted to spin out a little. I hadn't tried the most potent of the pills, a mix of 130mg of MDMA and 200mg of MDA, and January 1 might be a good day to try it. My wife was home and I didn't have to work in the following few days, so it was kinda' my only chance. My wife isn't putting any drugs in her body these days, but I still thought it would be nice to experience some euphoria for a bit.
I took one half of the pill, and an hour later, when I didn't really feel much, I finished the other half. I felt a little happy, but that was it. I covertly upped the dose with another pill, and later followed up with some basic MDMA capsules, but I barely felt a thing. There was no fuzziness in the back of my head, barely any jaw-clenching, and not much to speak of insofar as euphoria. By the end of it all, I imagine I'd taken 440mg of MDMA, in addition to about 260mg of MDA, and it was just kinda' meh.
It was deeply disappointing. I'd been looking forward to taking those pills, to feeling happy and warm, to being open and empathic with my wife. Instead, I just felt a little weird.
Now, I admit I'd been using MDMA a little heavily through the holidays. I'm not a very social person and the winter holidays were filled with social events: Christmas dinners, New Year's, a wedding, and various other family gettogethers. For some of these, I would preload myself with four or five granules of MDMA, not enough for anyone to see it in my eyes or for it to ruin my concentration, but enough to get me feeling a little more positive with friends and family. I bet I did that four times through the break. I found it helpful. I don't think I would have taken more than 30mg of MDMA at a time at most, but it was something. I admit that this was my little secret and that I was arguably abusing the drug through that week, but since my wife didn't ask about it, I assume she didn't notice. She commented a couple times that I was doing a good job socially; that's as far as it got. My body could have gotten a tolerance to that low dose, and perhaps it accumulated in my system. That accumulation probably contributed to its lack of effect on January 1.
However, the disappointment on January 1 was nonetheless frustrating. I haven't touched empathogens since, and yesterday I put all the pills back into my stash bag in the freezer. I am hoping to abstain from taking the stuff for a while, hoping to lower my tolerance a little. I'd kinda' like to test it in a month or so, but ideally I should take a longer break. The longer the break, the better it will be: delayed gratification stuff. And I know the health risks from MDMA, so it's good to take a break for mental and physical health reasons too.
I'm writing about this here in this secret blog because this experience does effect the pornography practices I've described in posts here before. For the last couple years, when I get to have some time alone, I've been enjoying taking a high dose of mushrooms (5-6g) and watching Porn Music Videos on the TV, jacking off for hours, obviously. Sometimes I've often supplemented this with a little MDMA, no more than 100mg, just to lower the possibilities of a bad trip. It's the most pleasurable experience I've ever discovered, and the orgasms can be mind-bogglingly euphoric. And near the end of this month, I know I'm going to be able to have an opportunity to do this again.
I love how this admittedly ridiculous practice takes me to a completely different world where sex is everywhere and abundant, where there's nothing but free time in which to have sex in lots of fantastic ways with lots of beautiful people. I have downloaded and curated a few hundred of these videos. I put them on a shuffle in VLC and generally let it play while I experience the trip, which gives me new input mixed with familar input, and this randomness creates an extremely pleasant experience. I'm blasted out of my mind into a fantasy world, a world without the clumsiness of flirting, failure, and all the problems of sex. People might say this is a very unrealistic experience, and I admit that of course it is. It's the epitome of self-indulgence and I love it. It's definititive fantasy.
But, after my experience on January 1, I wonder, should I take the MDMA at the end of this month? I've loved adding the positivity to the experience, but should I go back to my original practice and just take the shrooms? I'm not sure.
One thing I realized this week as I've read more about MDMA and MDA is just how social of an experience they are. These substances are empathogens, and they make us feel closer to the people we're with. I can defintely say my best experiences with empathogens have been social experiences, when people want to be close and knock down all the barriers that keep us from being positive with one another. Since my wife is abstaining from substances for a while, it means that she's not sharing the experience with me. So on January 1st, maybe the effects were greatly tempered by my self-awareness that she was looking at me with sober eyes. Instead of getting a social experience, I got a kinda' lonely experience, and the drugs, even at that dose, just couldn't get me to where I wanted to be. Perhaps I should no longer take MDMA, for example, on my own just to feel good. Perhaps I should make it a rule to only take empathogens when there are people to empathize with.
But it also makes me think about my devient pornography shroom sessions. I love the hallucinogens and psychedelics because they take me to a fantasy world that I could never find without them. But the empathogens also fill that fantasy world with feelings of love. While I'm watching these videos in a hallucinogenic dreamstate, I'm also filled with feelings of love for all the representations of people I'm seeing: beautiful women being horny and happy.
And it's like I'm there with them, there in the room, being those men fucking one gorgeous woman after another, feeling drug-driven love for all these deviant performers, all to different types of music and in different situations. It feels awesome to be in the middle of that, especially when the shrooms are distorting things and making all the colours so bright, making it all seem 3-D. It's a privilege I feel fortunate to have found, something previous generations never could have imagined.
And I know this sounds insane and problematic, and I agree. But I get to come out of it a few hours later. And I still really enjoy it.
Later this month I want to decide whether to take the MDMA before I start the trip. I want to prepare myself and to give myself the willpower before I completely enebriate myself. I want to make sure I don't add to the trip later on.
That's all.
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