working on the second part of Sometimes You Don’t Have To Care About VILE (But You Really Must) rn be like:
and realising I’m potentially traumatising carmen be like:
then proceeding to write about the rest of the team being worried for carmen be like:
Personal HC that Carmen is very anxious whenever surrounded by people (probably trauma from her time on VILE Island), sometimes even her team but she hides it very well
So like it’s this point where she breaks and her anxiety is let loose, even in front of her team, and in her emotional state she accidentally say that, “People only see the bold, cunning side of me, they fail to see what, even WHO I am. They fail to see beyond what I am on the outside. Like, they’re unable to see that I’m struggling internally, and when they do, they’ll just sweep it aside, believing that I’ll get over it because I’m so ‘brave’ and don’t need help at all. They believe I’m perfect, but in reality, I’m just a pathetic, useless person who just needs someone to listen to me! I might as well have just stayed on VILE Island.” And she’s basically crying while saying it, the last sentence carrying a slight scoff.
part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6, part 7, part 8, part 9, part 10, part 11, part 12, part 13, part 14, part 15, part 16, part 17, part 18, part 19