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I don't want to go back to work tomorrow T_T
#quilleth in real life#i'm remote this week but still#i probably have a ton of emails#most of them not relevant tbh#i just don't want to#also don't want to deal with the 'so what did yu do on vacation?' questions#nothing. the answer is nothing i can't afford to travel and i'm a burnt out homebody#like damn idk what you think i'm getting paid or what my bills are coworkers but uh...you're wrong#legit had one of them be like 'oh you have student loans?' once#like uhhh YES! i'm a fucking millennial!! i know a very VERY small handful of people who don't!#sorry college wasn't affordable with a part time summer job when i was going#it wasn't even affordable with a nearly full time job either#especially with the program i work in there's always this awkward not entirely judgmental#but it certainly feels that way--pause when i say no i haven't travelled and am not able to
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I need at least another $25 to pay my phone bill in a couple days (and that'd leave me no money left for food, let alone rent next month). I'm still unemployed and paralyzed by one of the worst mental health spirals of my life. Anything helps, if you can spare it
This is my ko-fi. Venmo and paypal available by private request. Love y'all
#i know the blog has been sporadic recently#i'm trying my best to keep it updated because i really do believe it's important#or at least more important than whatever else i'd be doing with my time most days#i'm so burnt out at this point i'm genuinely considering ways to leave capitalist society altogether rather than get another job ever again#squats intentional communities etc#tbh i've read a lot about those things but have had very little interaction with them personally#if anyone has personal experience and could give advice relevant to someone who can barely get out of bed i'd appreciate it#this is the most publicly vulnerable i've been in years i think...
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wait what's up w tara if i may be nosy
#yeaaaah there's quite the handful of bad things about her#the most recent and relevant answer is that around... let's just say the beginning of a certain tragedy that's going in the world right now#she said some rather islamophobic shit#there's also those really fuckin weird tweets from a decade ago#which i mean they were from 10 years ago so i cant really hold them against her too much for it (twitter was wayyyy different back then)#but some of the tweets made were... strange#of course there's the infamous ben 10 incest tweet#but she also had a habit about tweeting about nudity for some weird reason#and one of those tweets was of bubbles with her cheeks out. like straight up 5 year old bubbles#she's also just an annoying person tbh#like somethin about how she had some moral high ground about being vegetarian or somethin#she's a talented actress for sure but man is she not a good person#asks
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a small assortment of lyrics that make me think of...Them....
(claw machine by sloppy jane; hurricane by lord huron; kyoto by phoebe bridgers; ends of the earth by lord huron; my city by better oblivion community center; psychic wound by king woman)
#hi yes it is i#he who should be working on his bio pbls and psych and like 6 other courses#and also cleaning and getting ready for his appointments#but i felt extra gay and chose to do this instead ig 😕#groovygrub: channeling his own queer yearning unto newmann since 2024 ✨#btw if literally ANYONE gets ANYTHING from this!! please tell me!!! cuz i have like 60 of these bad bois chillin on my phone#(most of them are kinda really fucking sad though. was thinking about uprising too much ya know?#+11000000 psychic damage every goddamn time i do it!! and yet!!! i still do it :')#oh also i have a buncha relevant playlists but tbh i don't think the world is ready for that sweet hell rn)#newmann#pacific rim#pacrim#newt geiszler#newton geiszler#hermann gottlieb#k sci#k science#favorite music#music#lyrics#words#quotes#sloppy jane#lord huron#phoebe bridgers#better oblivion community center#king woman
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All the DA2 romances alsmost feel a bit unfullfilling to me, are there many others that prefer Hawke single with the subtext of an unspoken Varric thing?
#Ive romanced everyone save sebastian#with isabela being my first and i think fenris my last#i think all of them are good in a way where it has you knowing the chracters better and getting some really deep sides of them#but i never felt them as too romantic so many of those scene could have been platonic? Like sure theres sex but tbh hawke could just fuck#idk i think i might like anders the most just because of the heavy emotion involved and plot relevance#however nothing feels like it fits perfectly with hawke#fenris was the one that surprised me the most with how much it changed my perception of him i guess because he softens up more with romance#I switch out my saved worlds a lot with da2 whilst dao is mostly on zevran rarely leliana and dai is mostly cullen#I was soooo dissapointed when i played dao and couldnt romance sten lmao i for some reason wanted to get with felix my first dai playthroug#da2 has some of my favourite npcs in the whole franchise but the core group never made me feel to heavily on wanting romance#might have to replay to remember stuff#not a bad thing just a thing which is unfortuate because you get less content when ou dont pick a romance.
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went into tbob thinking any ford stuff would be very touch tone telephone but instead it was no eyed girl. losing my mind
#listening to spirit phone rn bc I wanted to listen to ttt#and no eyed girl came on and I almost skipped it bc I wanted to listen to songs that give gf vibes#but then I realized that it is somehow the most relevant to this fucking book out of all of them#I think ttt still applies. bc it always applies (and tbh I think kinda fits bill in the instance)#but no eyed girl. man.#anyway. enough of my bullshit it’s so late and I’m so tired.#sorry for all the spam it’s all I can focus on rn im brainrotting so hard
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dude I was just looking through the 'daigo dojima' tag and literally everything is you. every last photo is you. I mean thank u for providing but holy FUCK man. you need to be studied by scientists
i just got prescribed bupropion if you wanna start there
#snap chats#the MOST COURAGE THE COWARDLY D0G ASS LAUGH I LET OUT THO LMAOOOO#anyway you gotta be looking at most relevant or something cause i been slackin like a mfer with posting art#this happens whenever i start making fanart for any fandom tho. aka fanart for one character#i liken myself to a nuke tbh the second i get attached to a character/s its mental illness for two years straight#Big W for people who like my art but the worst day of their lives if not sorry the chara you like will only be drawn by me now HAHAAA#if you REALLY wanna see some bullshit im p sure most of the yamcha and/or tien tag is still me LMAOOO#been forever since i posted about them but i also posted about them A Lot#im willing to bet three cents the sawashiro/arakawa/masato tags look similar in that My City#but yeh anyway. i like daigo dojima a normal amount. many such cases with characters i like really.
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as far as i interpret canon, kaminari denki radiates "abandonment issues"* and "as a child i killed a man once (accidentally)"**
*citing the entirety of TUM 35 and every time he runs after kiribaku and his willingness to do literally anything for his friends
**citing every incident where he's concerned about hurting his friends in the crossfire and oh wait that's basically his entire hero growth arc that exists far in the background
#lychee's brain trash#bnha#i'm in the midst of 'catching up with bnha manga before the final chapter drops'#(rereading every single chapter why am i actually so slow)#kaminari denki fans really are among the most delusional of bnha fans tbh#(i'm one of them this is coping)#(we've been waiting for a moment of plot relevance since the day we discovered him#finding ourselves profoundly disappointed at the realization that it's never happening#making the wildest stretches and assumptions about his bafflingly nonexistent backstory#crazy theories in a desperate attempt to explain his incessantly contradictary character)#also if anyone cares to read TUM 35 trust i've got a poor google-translation in my files#incessantly attempting to discern who the fuck this guy is#on one hand he should be a very easy read on the other hand;;#there's nothing straightforward about him at all??#it's not a surprise that traitor theories were rampant at a time#jfc someone talk to me about him i have too many insane thoughts
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A few days ago I decided to draw all the 30+ characters of Street Cats and make small, few sentences describing them for the sake of reference and oooh myyy god I already regret it sobs
#tbh part of it was like#I will have to do it anyways eventually#having at least one full body drawing of everyone plus a basic character description for constant reference#i also knew this was going to be a big overtake#but man a few days and I am already tired lol#I divided them by groups so most likely I will make a full group and then take a little break before starting the next one#Also also these don't include one chapter characters#is only recurrent ones#BUT ALSO#by recurrent characters I mean like- characters that appear in at least 3 chapters#and their relevance varies WILDLY#some appear several times but are mostly as a stand in or just for reference#so really even in these 30+ characters some are very barely relevant lol I just need them to be consistent
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not posting this on artfight until i get roxanne's ref done but yippeee petra here she is
#sunblood#idk why im posting her here too but here she is. yeah ill probably be doing this with everyone </3 no i will not make individual posts for#All Of Them dw#esp sol&co bc THOSE fellas are. they are many. there are a lot of them#oc#original character#character design#character ref#artfight 2023#artfight ref#briars_ocs#my_ocs#tbh shouldve waited to finish roxannes before posting petras at all bc they come in a set do not separate etc etc buuut whateverrr#also cannot fuckin decide on petras nose idfk why i decided to include her side profile too like .#also cannot draw her consistently at all this is so sad </3#anyway enough tagsbabbling#ive also decided to do away with my queue bc it is Almost out (forgor some of the hk stuff oooops)#dw there is still much hk stuff. ok most of it is in my head .but there is a lot. for instance i have hegemol's design down. drawn properly#no. down? yes. i even got some drawings of him with l--#(cutting myself off or else this post will show up in the (ir)relevant tag </3 probably </3)#anyway if you've read this far uhh.....why? but also youre now legally obligated to pester me to finish the hk art and or post it (joking)(#(unless.......? 😳)#ok ENOUGH tagsbabbling#(keeps talki---)
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openly weeping at the idea of someone genuinely hating soul punk.
#like it makes sense obviously that people would. i guess. but i thought most people who didn't like it just didn't like#it because they didn't like patrick all that much or it was too different or they were just upset about fob's hiatus.#like idk i feel like calling patrick's lyricism bad is a little unfair.#like not to compare 2 bad bitches but he's right there. so pete writes comparatively just as cheesy lyrics.#i like that. don't get me wrong. 'cheesy' as a compliment. but like. patrick's lyrics r 2 cheesy 4 u? the fob fan?#like yes he uses a fash buzzphrase in 'dance miserable.' but i am almost certain he didn't think through the implications of it#and 'people never done a good thing' has like. weird liberal ableism in it. but that one was a bonus track and once again reads#very much like something he just. didn't think about very hard. still bad. but it's better than him doing it on purpose.#especially given how much of soul punk actually is actively trying very hard 2 be progressive and the former within the context of the song#reads more as overly cynical than like. actually fash. but he should've phrased it in a non fash-y way. yes.#it reminds me of the 'manifest destiny' line in 'high hopes' by panic actually.#like that's a buzzphrase that they totally didn't think through at all and that's. bad. really bad.#but it's also kinda funny given how liberal democrat these bands and ppl tend to try to come off.#like nobody caught that in 'high hopes?' all those writers in the room and nobody caught that?#was it like a 'maybe someone else will say something' '*crickets*' kinda sitch on that one bc. lol. lmao even.#i hope the white liberal guilt sits with them on that one.#but i digress. soul punk. that's two songs (including one bonus track) with a questionable lyric each.#otherwise both perfectly fine songs.#that being said yeah. sometimes the cynical liberal stuff grates on even me a little at times. like i feel it i really do and i think#patrick makes some important points but it's so bitter. even when he's writing *more about relationships it's just like damn dude.#(*asterisk because everything is political.)#AND I GET WHY. obviously. patrick is just like that a little bit and he was Going Through It. more relevant on truant wave tbh#because i think that mindset works better on soul punk.#i could understand the cynicism maybe tanking somebody's opinion of soul punk but it doesn't really bother me enough to alter my score.#also i understand it's the best song on the album but idk about ppl saying cryptozoology as a single. doesn't totally defeat#the purpose of the song and it would've also been powerful as a single#but it's just such a beautiful Fuck You to have it as a hidden track.#patrick stump#myevilposts
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lies on the floor and stares at the ceiling about how lorien and the garde kids are the ultimate example of 'you inherit your parents' trauma but you will never fully understand it'
#lorien legacies#LL loric#LL tag#on a number of levels tbh; ranging from the literal as in 'my mentor-parent came from a dead world and the only glimpses i get of it'#'and what happened to it; are through their eyes; and they are not likely to be very forthcoming about most of it'#'especially their own issues and traumas both before the war and after'#to 'lorien had a lot of really fucked up shit and long-reaching societal traumas going on long before the war'#'whether they admitted something was a trauma or not (from what we see; usually not lmao)'#'and like. they're gone now. their records are gone. we will never have even a tenth of the full context'#'and one of the only two living direct sources we have for all this is inclined to lie about it'#'how do we even begin to make sense of the bearing their past actions have on what's happening now'#'whether The Interplanetary Political Landscape in General'#'or on the smaller scale of how our lost culture shaped our individual traumas and abuse'#'when we have so little context for or ability to verify what they even *did*'#'how *relevant* is it. because in a lot of ways it IS relevant. but also what does it mean to hold them accountable when they're *gone*'#there's honestly so many other places to emphasize this theme too; i could go on many long infodumps about how this applies to the mogs#but also one of the main characters; who is fully a human; inherits his dad's trauma which *his dad himself doesn't even remember*#there's so much to explore here and it is all very sad rolls around kicking my feet
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i always forget naegi/togami is like... a popular ship i guess so theres ppl who think like Deeply about togami and i just wha
#just saw a post that was like 'is byakuya smart? absolutely' and i cant stop laughing and being like ?????????? what#bc 1. whos thinking about togami enough to be like Oh Yea Hes Smart 2. hes Not????????????/ he has like financial knowledge but how is that#a measure of intelligence esp in the context of danganronpa universe (+ esp in the context of like dr1 killing game)#like how do u finish the second chapter of dr1 being like Yes This Guy Is A Thinker HOW#and 3. really out of all the characters in dr who the fuck is thinking abt togami#-> and the answer is just idk basic main male character x 2nd most relevant male character shipping I GUESS#also the post this was in was criticizing the black+white view ppl have with 'smart' vs 'dumb' characters so no ill will there or anything#will queue it in a bit#just funny bc like I Do Not think abt togami much let alone think of him as the Smart One of anything#like tbh naegi is probably 'smarter' but i have a feeling his optimism makes him have like the stupid label between them w.e#(which in turn makes togami the smart one i guess?)#so yea just a moment of someone being like 'heres an issue in the fandom' and me being like 'mhm agree' but that example being like what#bc its something i dont really see/never seek out/not how i think of the character/dont interact w fanon for this character etc#lol anyways time to fill my queue up sorry it ran out on the weekend but i only like to reblog stuff when im at work lmao#time theft my beloved <3#my posts
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this is the perfect time to mention ( since i write so many animatronics on here ) that i generally follow the theory of the classic animatronics not being dangerous during the daytime post-1987 ( the whole "they used to be able to walk around during the day" + jeremy likely getting bitten during his dayshift at the birthday party ). anything post-1987 with the classics should assume that the spirit cannot override their programming. they might be able to still communicate, but they genuinely can't leave their stage without changes being made to their programming. this means i take phone g.uy's "they were never given a proper night mode" very literally, and that the spirits take over at night because there's no programming to hold them back
obviously this doesn't apply to funti.mes / glamr.ocks / spring bon.nie / golden fr.eddy or even the toys unless we're doing an AU for them post-1987
#☽—— ⸢ ooc ⸥#f n a f /#i know this isn't relevant in MOST threads but anything set during fn.af 1 makes this relevant lmao#i mean this is technically a very old theory. this was like fn.af 1 theory that simply got more evidence with fn.af 2 LMAO#tbh i thought ( maybe it is? ) that this was still generally accepted because i don't /feel/ like it's been contradicted#( ignoring the movie esp considering william is supposedly 'controlling them somehow' gods that's so— )#it just seems weird that phone g.uy heavily implies that as of fn.af 1 they don't EVER come off stage during the day#esp since we canonically know that they USED to while they were still actively haunted#but hey that's just a theory a ga
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despite the awful ad attempt here, i gave it a go and finally finished watching one piece live action and uhhh its actually good?
#this is going to be very subjective so just a disclaimer#there were really good things they did. i even liked a few changes to the story a little better than the og#but some things were really bad imo. and they left out some core scenes that would change a lot about certain stories. at least for me#its kinda sad because most of them are relevant even now after years of ongoing content#for example koby and garp was done so well i loved to see more on how they got to the point they are#but they left out so many good lines that made the crews relationship in both mihawk fight and sanji's beginning etc#some lines being cut off made some scenes fall flat and felt a lot less emotional than it is supposed to be#i'm not trying to be negative because i think for a live adaptation it was great and i really enjoyed it#i even teared up at some points lmaooo (shanks and bellmere... are we even surprised)#though i think if you already know and enjoy one piece that makes it a whole lot better#i hope they continue filming this tbh i wanna see how they will handle future arcs especially knowing what is next from now on#one piece live action#murmurmur
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