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shvdowsdrowned · 9 months

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I love this desk thing so much

#much more comfortable now 😭😭😭#still waiting for the back rest thing to decompress and fully form before i start using it #instructions said it could take up to 48 hours so tomorrow it should be good enough!!#yes i had to get my kitties in the pic they are my everything 💜

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softcitrus2345 · 11 months

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Life's been crazy lately, but I managed to squeeze in some time to draw my best boy Damien enjoying a borger (or several~)

Also just felt like drawing him extra beeg... Vanessa takes very good care of him~ ;3c

He got all dolled up to go to the mall with Vanessa TTwTT The food court was their first stop of course.. and he's only just getting started... >;pc

#I love drawing him this big.. it just makes him look so much more pampered and cared for.. 😭💖💖#I know he's a werewolf but the vibe I'm always shooting for with my chonky Damien content is like a fat pampered cat-#'Cause that's literally him XD #softcitrus damien #ssbhm #male weight gain #soft feedism #stuffing #comfort food #big boy #He's eaten so many borgers he's practically shaped like one now 😭#I mean they do say you are what you eat-

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hella1975 · 5 months

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genuinely the moment you find an aesthetic you love and start owning it life gets better

#red is My Colour it’s my thing everyone knows that about me and sometimes I catch myself being like wow this is like actually really lame 😭#bc my hair is red my nails (when i have them done) are red i wear red clothes #and it was always tiny things like that where yeah it’s fun and noticeable but not super in ur face if you don’t know any better #but recently I’ve really been leaning into it like I ordered a red wallet and a red bag AND red sunnies #and i actively choose red whenever colour options are available for day to day stuff #like red perfume instead of the original black one (this is my pride and joy) or dumb shit like getting cherry coke instead of normal #and it’s SO dumb it’s so lame but it brings me so much genuine joy #like i fr feel like a character it’s such a harmless way of making myself happy #AND it makes me happier w how i look bc on top of the red I’ve leaned more into grunge aesthetic lately #bc i used to be too scared to whereas now I’m really enjoying it #like i cant remember the last time i was this comfortable in myself physically and that's kinda a big deal for me #fr find an aesthetic you love and just go with it idc if it’s silly I can’t recommend it enough

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the-adventures-of-dave · 6 months

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I think this summer, in addition to building a new catio, I’m gonna try to get the cats out hiking more. This is just a big vent/ramble under the cut.

The last couple years we haven’t been out as much. A part of it is just mental health making it hard to Do Stuff, but also I’m apprehensive about going hiking on my own with the cats. I’m not really concerned about coyotes or bears or elk, but the prevalence of off leash dogs on trails still makes me afraid for my and the cats’ safety. I can do everything right and responsible with my cats and still have someone’s dog chase or attack us— both have happened before and will again if we go out. It’s just frustrating that other people’s irresponsibility and selfishness keeps me from enjoying time outside with my pet. I can only control myself- I can’t control someone’s “””friendly””” dog that is “good” off leash and *only* chases people for 15ft before going back to its owner. It’s not barking and chasing for 50 ft, so it’s fine right?

All that being said, I think I might try to do what I can to better prepare myself and my cats for encounters like that and actually get out again. I can tell Dave misses hiking and being outside, and my mental health has gotten worse staying indoors all the time.

Cat wise I’m gonna try to train the cats’ recall better this spring, and maybe invest in some shorter leashes to keep them closer by on walks. I was also considering getting a hard-shelled cat backpack and seeing if they’d like cycling. Dogs can’t kill them if we’re on a bike…

#this post is brought to you by: depression and the Instagram post I saw today where someone’s cat got mauled #ughhh this is all so frustrating #I USED to like dogs #I WANT to like dogs!#I like the idea of dogs #I like dog photos #I like my like 3 dogblr mutuals who are actually decent dog owners!#however I am now afraid of dogs #bc SOME people think it’s more important to let their dog run around off leash #than to keep other hikers safe and comfortable #I go to leash only trails. I go to no dog trails. I tell people I’m afraid of dogs when they pass by #what more do they want from me 😭😭#all I want is for your dog to be walking nicely on a leash when it’s in eyesight #is that really too much to ask #i’ll probably delete this later #I’m just having Big Emotions #aughhh

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kuromi-hoemie · 2 months

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i am once again thinking about The Boy

not the movie lol

#give it up for day 13 #how has it just been 13 days since my first time seeing him in so long #🙈💕 i like how i haven't had A Crush in a sec and the last person it was on was him lol.#there's a lot of little stuff that's changed since then abt myself and between us ig but good lord i have never been more attracted to him #than i am now 😵‍💫😵‍💫 seeing him in sweats and a sleeveless turtleneck that first day has just had him in my head every day since #like HELP he's hot 😭 but then like... so am i omg (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) actually cleaning my place finally so i can have him over lol #i know I'm hot but at the same time i forget ykwim.. until i look in a mirror or see a picture and I'm like oh right i exist.#anyways ms ma'am is getting better at talking to her friends abt these kinds of things ʕ⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴥ⁠ꈍ⁠ʔ ♡⁠#i say that there's nothing I'd do for a lover that i wouldn't do for a friend and that i just love ppl fundamentally #and i know this is my true self‚ but I'm somewhat new to living that in practice and on purpose.#I'm a little clumsy i think but no one's seemed to mind 🙈💕 i am happy that I'm learning and i am happy to deepen my friendship #and i look forward to how much easier this will be to navigate a yr from now ^.^ I've been polyamorous for a year and a half ig #and i feel like I've found my comfort zone yk? :3 ♡⁠ what being polyamorous Means To Me #it's good to be here.. i look forward to the friends i will make after i move and i wish i was more forward w the boy sooner omg #but it's okay. he won't be Too far away it's just a bit of a trip. i wanna have him over a couple times before i leave tho and hopefully #many more at the next place ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა ♡⁠ but i will visit him too hehe his family's rly nice

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professionallyyappinabtangst · 1 month

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Awwwwww 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧

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jils-things · 7 months

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WHEN I TELL YOU @4rachnophilia UNDERSTOOD THE ASSIGNMENT I MEAN IT 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚🥹🥹🥹🥹🥺🥺🥺🥹🥹💚🥹💚🥹💚💚💚🥹🥹🥺🥹🥺🥹💚🥹💚🥹💚💚💚💚💚🥺🥺🥹🥹🥹💚💚🥹🥺🥺🥹💚💚💚💚🥹🥺

#OUGHUGUGGH HE DREW THIS FOR ME FOR BIRTHDAY AAAUGGHH HE FELT MY BOO.K OF LIFE BRAINROT SO HARD 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚#he felt it IN HIS VERY SOUL AAAAAAHHHHH #dude . dude i felt like crying when i found this out my gihd i wanna rename my Blaziken to chuy just for this #i think i will btw #ON TOP OF THAT nero you drew this genuinely well. beautifully even - the colors are so soothing to the eyes and aoufhf THE BEBES WEEEEWIWWI #red bebe jaide bebe EVERYONE EVEN TORCHIC #this is giving me a lot of thoughts over how red and blue coped over jaide's departure from kanto aaahfyf 🥹🥹🥹🥹#especially red. ohh boy. especially him #he became more secluded after that. blue friendship was even more strained man #IM SO. THANKFUL FOR THIS. really i am #i could compliment how much i adore this comic but I think my vocal chords said enough on vc so 😭😭😭😭 i was screaming mannnn #everyone deserves to look at this btw like seriously he is so talented I love YOU #BTW I ALMOST. WANTED TO ADD “I WILL WAIT” TO THE REDJAIDEPLAHLIST GGRGRJRKRKRKK #man whatever b.ook of life belongs to color pallet trio now #biggest comfort image of all time. so grateful for this #💚 for me #color pallet trio #nero tag #jaide (gameverse).insert #I ALSO LIKE HOW U DRAW THEIR NOSES teehee widdle itty bitty #btw small jaide is everything to me. ooh i remember u pio pio

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mad-hunts · 2 months

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thinking about barton doing baby talk to his kids, even though he was eighteen when marcy gave birth to both matilda + louis and thus was a COMPLETELY different person, is honestly both super surreal to me and also surprisingly... sort of makes sense. because barton can NOT bring himself to be mean around babies; i mean at all, and this man loved his kids so much, which 😭 well — let me just say that his behavior has greatly changed since then, to say the least. though barton still believes he loves them in his 'own way'

#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#ahhh yeah... i just. idk what this mood is that i'm in right now but i just pictured barton being one of those dads that their toddler-#kids seem to ADORE but like 😭 obviously he is no longer the same person because man's used to be able to comfort them relatively-#well and actually made more of an effort at emotionally supporting them. though i guess part of the reasoning for this could be that-#barton was trying to hold back his quote unquote 'blood-thirst' at this point and be like everyone else buttt now he doesn't care about-#fitting in with the rest of the population much at all. because his main job is literally to serve criminals (albeit medically) and he's a #freaking ORGAN tr*fficker for crying out loud. but the strange thing is is that this trait of his where he just can't be mean to babies-#has carried on throughout all these years with him + whenever barton's around one he mayyy or may not sometimes get baby fever 💀#so yeah. that's fun LOL but idk it just makes me a little sad thinking about how good barton used to be with them whenever they were small #and now with his mental health pretty much being on a steady decline + him seemingly turning more and more monstrous by-#the years it's always a gamble with the mathis kids as to whether they'll get to see a glimpse of this again or if they'll just get more of #the same father who provides for his kids physical needs such as food and shelter but not so much emotional needs + can be manipulative-#as HELL sometimes too #tw: mental illness.#tw: manipulation.#tw: mentions of organ trafficking.#tw: emotional neglect.

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goldenpinof · 11 months

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honestly don't care if Troye never performs youth again as long as he keeps performing bite, ease, too good, dkla, talk me down and heaven

#dkla must sound amazing live. the music #wild ep has better songs than youth. like im sorry that's a fact #and tmd is just next level #i hope he comes to berlin so we all could have a party there 😭#also happy little pill? for the real ones please?#like he said that now he is much more comfortable and confident in songwriting #but blue neighbourhood has amazing lyrics. it's simpler but it hits just as hard if not harder #im sorry babes don't be so harsh on baby you #anyways blue neighbourhood rights! forever and always #troye sivan #forgot to say that blue is fucking surreal #it just throws you in another dimension

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l3viat8an · 1 year

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Ro! The JJK leaks destroyed me (literally I fell face-first into a depressive episode) lots of people talking trash and dismissing our feelings, but you know who would be the first one to comfort us??? Levi, that demon would be so ready with warm fuzzy soft blankets, soft pillows, snacks and lots of cuddles until we stopped crying and then some more. I hope you feel better soon too 🧡

Mimi <3 I was actually crying over the jjk leaks man emotions are a bitch 😭 I really hope we both feel better soon 💕

And Levi would absolutely get it!!!! He’s got sooooooo many extra pillows ‘n blankets in his bathtub, it’s more like a little nest-

Your favorite snacks ‘n drinks on hand and endless cuddles!! He’s not letting you go, until he’s sure you’re feeling better!! Levi’s holding you as close as he can and nodding, letting you vent your emotions or just sit with him quietly.

Levi never really had anyone who understood that it really does hurt when a fictional character that you loved dies…so he wants to make sure he’s there for you <3

Then he’d totally recommend re-watching your favorite comfort anime! Oooor suggest something funny / sweet to watch together!

#wish I could type more comfort tbh- but my wrist hurts too much (a sprained wrist is honestly no joke 😭)#moot mail!#now I need levi cuddles and to cry again kshsjsh #obey me!#obey me levi x reader #levi <333

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dandyshucks · 4 months

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been coping with [gestures vaguely at family] by writing a little thing in my notes app of Guz and I having an exhaustion-fueled and stress-fueled argument and how we would handle that because good golly it is definitely better than how this family handles it lmao at the very least it would not be Constant Griping :')))

#get me OUTTA HEREEE #we might be gone an extra day now bc of some stuff happening and im just like... wanting to cry a little bit bc of it fjdkdl #my god these ppl sure can gripe though. its genuinely like. at least 60% of the talking is just complaining or arguing #i have been staying quiet as much as i can without being too quiet bc then i get accused of ''pouting'' or being ''owly''#im just trying to keep my mouth shut so yall dont get snippy at me 😭😭#i am exhausted tbqh dhfkfl we have... four or five more days left depending on if we take that extra day away #gritting my teeth and pushing through this !!!! with the love of blorbo giving me strength LMAO #it's kind of comforting though to write about arguments with Guz bc we would be able to talk it out afterwards #and figure out better ways of handling things and be proactive and also ACTUALLY APOLOGIZE GOODNESS GRACIOUS PLEASEEEE #okay theres my vent. its been bad DJFJDKL but I don't wanna come on here and dump my shit out everywhere and then disappear LOL #there have been pockets of good though so fjfkdl i take what i can get !! enjoying what i can !!#vent //#dandy.cmd

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brainrot-stitch · 2 months

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Ough

#vent post #why can i not. look tbe way i wwnt #starts violently biting adn tearing at the fabrics arounf me #what the.freak!!!#ehy does everything always hurtall the time #tweaking out #gang the demons are getting my ass again #if i suddenly dropped dead that would fix me i think #i feel like such a fucking bitch for being unhappy with my weight because like. idk. is it fatphobic?? ive heard it be called that before #and also other ppl who have similar weights to mine are happy so. why should i not be #i giggle and i laugh and i joke but why am i actuayly like this browgat the freak #alsow hy am i soo fucked in the head #im like “teehee i just got silly as i grew!” HELL NAH. i was a lil fucked in the head as a KID😭😭😭😭😭#i remember going to bed one night and my mom was gonna read a chapter of a book to me and i specifically chose the torture chapter and it #caused a huge argument in the family #and i also drew SO MUCH GORE in elementary school #like girl😭🙏you have never been exposed to this. what is up with u #there are also a bunch of other instances but my vent art back then was also wild. as in more gore #now its just weirdly abstract with bright colors and a lota eyes #lots. lots of eyes.#whwre was i going with this #idk i hate my head. my little fucked up little brain #the way i think is crazy because emotions are usually depicted as scenes or images or feelings(its different than emotion trust)#and theres still blood. theres so much gory shit in my head. like girl get out of there!!! thats not where u belong!!!!!!#and then also the daydreams #ougghh the daydreams....#i hate the daydreams i wabt them to stop so bad but i physically cannot and also they r one of my few sources of comfort ESPECIALLY in #situations i cant get out of or distract myself in any other way #and sometimes its fine but also sometimes they fucking suck and its scary because im not here im THERE and so much shit happens there #lore drop

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fuzzyunicorn · 8 days

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Tryin’ a lil experiment today but I already know my hypothesis is correct

#babe what’s goin’ on is I get harassed all the time at work by Satanists (yeah I knew the man u all sent yesterday was a henchman & he was #sooooo pissed off I didn’t rise to his bait babe lmao what a fuckin’ drama queen)#as well as mainly being harassed by Christians who in reality r Satanists (I’ve already explained this) & babe guess what? I’ve been #harassed exclusively by men more than twice my age who stand over me (I’m sitting down) & get in my face I’ll show you some of the videos #I’ve taken of me getting harasesed & babe yesterday some 40 year old man w his 60 year old dad told me god loves me & I was responded w #thank you & you too! and they got so fuckin’ pissed off 😭😂 like u men feel like real men ganging up & harassing a young woman who is sittin #down says a lot about u men… ur all big n billy bad ass when ur trying to intimidate a small young woman it says a lot!#so babe the harassment started when I was told to stop wearing black n specifically all black so now I’m gonna wear all black again & so far #satanic Christian’s haven’t said a word & r scared to even look at me. I knew a man was shot talking about me so I stopped & stared at him &#he literally scurried off like the rodent he is :)#so back to all black I am! u🖤 know how much I love to wear all black so it’s a win-win-win situation for me!#oh btw babe this made me laugh when those men said that shit to me & after my response they said we know god loves us & god told me in the #moment no he does not & he was going to directly cause them a car accident (god & the OG said the price of fuckin’ w me is death after they #r done harassing me bc they come up & give their speech then walk away THEN walk BACK to re-escalate it so they said Death will be the #penalty so a bunch of people here r getting into fatal car accidents god keeps showing me what he does to them)#he said he doesn’t allow them Healing Showers after death which is standard procedure he just perp walks them straight to Judgement & curses #their bloodlines this shit is serious & u all need to stop bc harassing someone isn’t worth dying over & that’s the point god himself is #proving he said men will face severe consequences for what they do to women & feel so comfortable doing so

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nexus-nebulae · 10 days

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huh i just realised. we don't get imposter syndrome anymore nowadays when posting about our system

#back when we had just newly discovered ourselves #(or rather; discovered ourselves to be plural; stayed in the closet abt it for a year and a half; experienced An Event;#went through a full system overhaul; the new guys made a new blog to post system stuff)#but anyway back when we had just started posting about ourselves (and kind of even up to the third cycle with Ro and the others)#we felt like. wrong. posting abt it. like we'd get chased out of the community #now we're a bit older and more experienced #and we know so much more about ourselves and about systems #we actually put in the effort to learn and it *stuck*#and now we feel totally comfortable posting as a collective #i mean we're still paranoid about like. leaving this safe little bubble of nice people I've found on the internet #but I've gotten a bit more confident and am more able to reach out to people where i was almost completely unable to send asks before #like we actually split a girl specifically made for sending anon asks bc it was so stressful 😭😭😭😭#now we sometimes even have the courage to ask stuff off anon which makes us feel proud we've made so much progress :)#it might not look like much but for us it's a huge step that makes the rest of the journey so much easier #maybe we'll be able to start talking to people regularly again :)

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toreii · 2 years

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“A dark colored robe, and a golden, twinkling star ornament…I look like a wizard from an RPG.”

“You really like congratulate the seniors from other dorms…Well, I don’t mind being celebrated.”

#twisted wonderland #disney twst #idia shroud #twst idia #birthday banner #mirror pulls #translations not 100% accurate #jesus this boy has really made me work for him #this year was not my luck #but i brought him home😭#and honestly just look at his growth!#idia was so deathly afraid in the beginning #and now he’s so comfortable around yuu #every year he’s just being much more comfortable around them #he deserves so much love #i may simp for the others but you’ll always be my favorite idia #my precious darling #happy birthday my dear

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moe-broey · 2 months

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Why did I start like three other projects when I was already working on a big project when I just got hit with the autism exhaustion beam (requires. At least One Full Day just dead in bed, and then some more Taking It Easy time after)

#i don't even know what prompted it...#hit w a vision. not enough time to execute it. hit w a vision. too tired to execute it.#i guess technically it was just two huh. but all the moving parts made the other one feel like two in and of itself #oh. now i remember there was another shitpost behind it. i just. didn't get to.#thinking about bruno... thinking about anna... thinking about the fairies... thinking about mirabilis specifically actually #she gets the short end of the stick characterization wise and it's such a shame.#to the point where i was unsure what to do w her... i think i got some ideas rattling around though #I CAN... GIVE HER.... SO MUCH MORE.... without changing too much about her. i just need to extrapolate.#hits her w the disability beam. idk if it's also autism but she has some sort of chronic condition #that just makes you. so tireds. moe and mira shaking hands. let's lay down and rest together.#also thinking about the subtle differences between a full dream and a daydream... between sleeping and just resting #and. making her kitty coded. she is such a kitten pile type girl. she is such a lap cat. queen of catnapping #which i'm thinking works really well w peony and even sharena. not so much moe though 😭💔#i want to capture a playful side. and maybe even a 'i'm still figuring out how i feel about that' side to her #like... i'm imagining peony as someone who's surprisingly insightful and emotionally intelligent.#she's got it all figured out. she already knows. she's not always right. but she tends to know what's up #i'm thinking... maybe mira isn't quite there yet. or struggles to see outside of herself. for obvious/understandable reasons #but she has that unwavering desire for joy and comfort the way peony does. she may feel a pang of jealousy here and there #but it doesn't get in the way of her goals and wants for others. which may be the defining factor actually #like obviously this could get messy if you simplify it too much into 'good' or 'bad'. bc all these girls are DIRECT reflections #of each one's trauma response. assigning morality to that is fucked up. but for story purposes... maybe freyja/freyr did. to a degree.#bc maybe they're flawed and fucked up too. it's about The Cycles. i'm getting so lost in the sauce though LMFAOO #i am GOING to do SOMETHING. for mirabilis. mark my fucking words.

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